The wandererseveralyearslater, kept the illustriousprestigein the undergroundworld, quickalsoestablished the goodrelationswithOctopus MonsterCorporation, was invitedas„advanced securityadvisory group”member.
在闯荡了几年后,在地下世界留了赫赫威名,很快就和章鱼怪公司也建立了良好的关系,被邀请为“高级安全顾问组”的成员。Every yearenjoys the largebonus that Octopus MonsterCorporationis providing.
每年享受着章鱼怪公司提供的巨额奖金。Therefore, logical, in2007, was invitedto participatethattimechangedprevious life , Chen Yanluolifetime......
于是,顺理成章的,在2007年,被邀请参加了那次改变了上辈子,陈阎罗一生的……Antarcticduty!
南极任务!KnewLu Xixi, had the dispute, then......
认识了鹿细细,产生了纠葛,然后……Whatmustexplainis.
必须要说明的是。previous life , Chen Nuodoes not knowhas„parent body”existence.上辈子,陈诺并不知道有“母体”的存在。ThereforeAntarcticdutythattime, the experiencetwists and turnsare complex, butChen Nuohad not discoveredat that timehas not participated about „parent body”anyconnection.
所以南极任务那次,经历波折而复杂,但是陈诺当时并没有发现也没有参与到关于“母体”的任何关联当中。As ifthatduty, in the recollection, isonedifficult, moreoverscaleverybigrequestduty.
仿佛那个任务,在回忆里,就是一个艰难而且规模很大的委托任务。Has no relationswith the parent body.
和母体没有任何关系。But......
但……Why, recallsnow, in the heartmeetsthump thumpjumpscrazily, moreoverfainthasfaintworry?
为什么,现在回忆起来,心中会怦怦狂跳,而且隐隐的有一种隐隐的担忧呢?Thatduty of Antarctic, after lettingChen Nuoexperienced, afterwardeach timerecalls, heart deep placefainthas an intenseresistance.
南极的那次任务,让陈诺经历了之后,事后每次回想起来,都内心深处隐隐的有一股强烈的抗拒。As ifthatisoneis not happy, verybadrecollection.
似乎那是一段非常不愉快,非常糟糕的回忆。In the consciousness, thinks of the Antarcticdutyeach time, an avoidingpsychology, the reminderwill even force itself, will refuseto recall......
意识里,每次一想到南极任务,就会有一种回避的心理,提醒甚至是强迫自己,拒绝回忆下去……
……
・At this moment, Chen Nuofelt that oneselfbreathesstartsrapidly, inheartfaintis somewhat uncomfortable and resistance, subconscious, took up the fruit on tableto eattwo.
此刻,陈诺感觉到自己呼吸开始急促,心中隐隐的有些难受和抗拒,下意识的,就拿起桌上的水果吃了两口。Gasps for breath, Chen Nuoevenas if, after wantsnaturallyaboutAntarcticthismatterthrowsto the brain, no longergoesto thinkit.
喘了口气,陈诺甚至就仿佛自然而然的,想把关于“南极”这个事情抛去到脑后,不再去想它。
In a dazeafter the computerscreen......
对着电脑屏幕发了会儿呆后……About after tenminutes, Chen Nuotouchesownnose.
大约十分钟后,陈诺摸了摸自己的鼻子。„Un...... was Idistracteda moment ago?”
“嗯……我刚才是走神了?”Smiled bitterly, Chen Nuomustswitch off the computerconveniently the time......
苦笑了一下,陈诺顺手要关掉电脑的时候……Suddenly, sawthatprivate letterbox on screen!
忽然,看见了屏幕上的那个私信箱!In the private letterbox, isthatinformation that in front ofWarnellsends.
私信箱里,是瓦内尔前面发来的那个信息。Chen Nuogawked!陈诺愣了一下!Un?
嗯?
……
・Warnellhad contactedwithmea moment ago......瓦内尔刚才和我联系过……Un, spokethesewordswithme......
嗯,和我说了那些话……MentionedAntarctic......
提到了南极……
Such importantmatter, Iobviouslywasprobably was very a moment ago uncomfortable.
这么重要的事情,我刚才明明是好像很难受了。Whyhoweverin an instant, actuallyas ifneglected?
但是为什么一转眼,却仿佛忽略掉了?At this momentwas remindedagain, inthatconsciousness in heart, the resistance, avoids......
此刻再次被提醒,心中的那种意识里,抗拒,回避……Thismoodemergedagain!
这种情绪再次涌现了上来!Asonepowerful, orisonceverypowerfulspiritual powerpowerhouse, Chen Nuodetectsimmediatelyownwas not right!!
身为一个强大的,或者说是曾经很强大的精神力强者,陈诺立刻察觉到了自己的不对劲!!
Is a memory of spiritual powerpowerhouse, possiblysohow frail?
一个精神力强者的记忆力,怎么可能如此脆弱?Alsocaused the matter of hugemoodfluctuationa moment ago, howpossiblyin an instant, did oneselffallitssubconsciousneglectinstantaneously?
刚才还引起了巨大的情绪波动的事情,怎么可能瞬间转眼,自己就把它下意识的忽略掉了?Thistype【Subconsciousness】, Extremelyisn't rather normal?!
这种【下意识】,未免也太过不正常了吧?!Antarctic!
南极!Thiswords and expressionsbrave the heart.
这个词语冒上心头。In the heartas ifare crazily innumerable a thoughtsweeps across.
心中仿佛无数个念头疯狂的席卷儿来。Do not think......
不要想……Do not think......
不要去想……Resistance......
抗拒……Evasion......
回避……Chen Nuostaredin a big way the eye, made an effortto nip the tooth!!陈诺瞪大了眼睛,用力咬着牙齿!!Suddenly, Chen Nuograsped the pen on tablefast, startfastin a frontmemorandumwrites!
忽然之间,陈诺飞快的抓起了桌上的笔来,在面前的一个记事本上飞快的开始写!Antarctic! Antarctic! Antarctic!! Antarctic! Antarctic!!!
南极!南极!南极!!南极!南极!!!Finishedhalfpage of times, Chen Nuofelt the moodincomparableirritationsuddenly!!
写完了半页的时候,陈诺忽然之间感觉到情绪无比的烦躁!!
That hebrushes, seems the movement that an instinctcontrols, rippedthispaper!
他刷的一下,就仿佛是一种本能操控的动作,将这张纸撕了下来!Thenfastgot hold to force in the mouth! Triesto swallow!!
然后飞快的握紧塞进了嘴巴里!试图吞掉!!Thistime, Chen Nuostaredin a big way the eyesuddenly!
这次,陈诺忽然瞪大了眼睛!
!!
啪!!
A resoundingslap in the facepulls outruthlesslyonownface!
一个响亮的耳光狠狠抽在自己的脸上!Chen Nuomakes an effortstrangebig, skimmed off some of the moneyownprofile!陈诺用力奇大,把自己的半边脸都抽红了!Letcontrol itselfforcefully, puts outin the balled paper the mouth, placeson the table.
让强行控制着自己,把纸团拿出嘴巴里,放在桌上。Grasps the pen in hand, arrives at the wall!
一把抓起手里的笔,走到墙边上!Faston the wall of snow whitelatex paint, wrote downtwolarge characters!
飞快的在雪白的乳胶漆的墙壁上,写下了两个大字!Antarctic!!!
南极!!!
……
・Has the thickbreath, Chen Nuostubbornlypinchesto set pen to paper!
带着粗中的呼吸,陈诺死死的捏着笔!In the heartsurges the intenseagitatedimpulsion, unexpectedlymadehimhaveoneto makehe himselfbe startled, butstrangethought!
心中涌起强烈的烦躁的冲动,居然让他生出了一个让他自己都吃惊而陌生的念头!
( Looks for a thing, scrapes off the character on wall!!
(找个东西,把墙上的字刮掉!!Iseethesetwocharacters, onincomparableresistance, incomparableannoyance, incomparabledislike......
我看见这两个字,就无比的抗拒,无比的心烦,无比的厌恶……Scrape off! Scrape off! Scrapes off!!)
刮掉!刮掉!刮掉啊!!)Chen Nuomakes an effortto pinchto set pen to paper, suddenlyruthlesslybitesowntip of tongue!陈诺用力捏着笔,忽然狠狠的一咬自己的舌尖!
!
啪!
!
啪啪!pā pā pā!!啪啪啪!!Shoots first with one hand and then the othercontinuously, severalslaps in the facepulled outinoneselfcomplexion!
连续左右开弓,好几个耳光抽在了自己的脸色上!On the face the sorevine of body, makinghimsoberinstantaneouslyseveralpoints.
脸上皮肉的疼藤,让他瞬间清醒了几分。
It is not right!
不对劲!
It is not right!!
太不对劲了!!Thismoodis not right!!
这个情绪太不对劲了!!Chen Nuopanic-strickenstaringin a big wayeye.陈诺惊恐的瞪大了眼睛。
After onesecond, hetriesto unite the spiritforcefully, faststartsto writeon the wall!
一秒钟后,他试图强行凝聚精神,飞快的在墙壁上开始写字!
„ In 2007, in April!
“2007年,4月!Antarcticduty!!
南极任务!!Lu Xixi!!鹿细细!!Otherpersonnel...... ”
其他人员……”
!
啪!Gave itselfagain a slap in the face, tumblesto pullagainfromagitated and moodoneself!
再次给了自己一个耳光,把自己从烦躁和情绪翻滚中再次拉扯出来!Continuesto write!!
继续写!!
„ KnowsLu Xixi, not happybitter experience......
“认识鹿细细,不愉快的遭遇……Was trampled the glacier...... ”
被踹进冰川……”Then?
然后呢?What did Antarctic have?
南极还发生了什么?
……
・In the room, Chen Nuois sweating profusely, the asthmalike the cow, in the eyecovered entirely the blood threads!
房间里,陈诺满头大汗,气喘如牛,眼睛里布满了血丝!
A facebyhighswelling up that oneselfpull out, just likepighead!
一张脸被自己抽的高高肿起,宛若猪头!However, at this moment, Chen Nuobyheartinhugefrightenedandis floodingat a loss!!
但是,此时此刻,陈诺被心中巨大的恐惧和茫然所充斥着!!Antarctic......
南极……Occurredmatter......
发生的事情……Oneself......
自己……Is unclear!!!!!
记不清了!!!!!
……
・Yes, retrievesownmemorycarefully!
是的,仔细的检索自己的记忆!As ifuntil now!
仿佛一直以来!Iscontinuouslyfor a long time!
是一直长久以来!Inownheartregarding the matter of Antarctic, onlyleft behindseveralprofoundimpressions and mood.
自己心中对于南极的事情,就只留下了几个深刻的印象和情绪。
A timeimportant, is unhappy, painfulrecollection......
一次重要的,不开心的,痛苦的回忆……With the Lu Xixiprimaryacquaintance, start of dispute......
和鹿细细的初次相识,纠葛的开始……Sadrecollection......
悲伤的回忆……Then......
然后……Thinks ofhereeach time, oneselfresisted himselfto recallagaindownward.
每次想到这里,自己就抗拒自己再往下回忆了。As ifeachtimeis!
仿佛每一次都是!Butat this moment, under the stimulation of physical bodypainforcefully, forces itselfto recallforcefully......
而此刻,在强行的肉体痛苦的刺激下,强行逼迫自己回忆的时候……Chen Nuosuddenlyshockingdiscovery......陈诺忽然震惊的发现……Unearthsthismemorytoward the deep place the time......
往深处挖掘这段记忆的时候……Unexpectedlyyes......
居然是……One! Piece! Spatial! In vain!!
一!片!空!白!!
……
・Discarded the pen, Chen Nuonumeroussittingin the bedside.
扔掉了笔,陈诺重重的坐在了床边上。Helooks at the character on wallat a loss......
他茫然的看着墙壁上的字……„I......?!”
“我……这是怎么回事?!”
……
・Lying down of staringafter the bed, Chen Nuoclosed the eyequickly, thenas if, fell asleepslowly.
直勾勾的躺在了床上后,陈诺很快闭上了眼睛,然后似乎慢慢的,睡着了。
After the moment, Chen Nuosatfrom the bedslowly.
片刻后,陈诺缓缓从床上坐了起来。
The complexionis tranquil, lookemptystandingbywall.
面色平静,眼神空洞的站在墙壁旁。Heputs out a handto caresson the wallgently......
他伸手在墙壁上轻轻抚过……
The emulsion on wallflakesimmediately!
墙壁上的乳胶顿时剥落!Then, hetakes the balled paper on table, forced in the mouth.
然后,他将桌上的纸团拿起来,塞进了嘴巴里。
, Chewing!
一下,一下,一下的嘴嚼!Thenswallows.
然后吞下。Finally, helayon the bed, closed the eye, whistlingdeep sleep......
最后,他重新躺在了床上,闭上了眼睛,呼呼沉睡……
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【 Nationnationnation!
【邦邦邦!Asked the monthly ticket! 】
求月票!】
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