SLLU :: Volume #4 执鞭人

#272 Part 2: The memory blocks


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The wanderer several years later, kept the illustrious prestige in the underground world, quick also established the good relations with Octopus Monster Corporation, was invited as advanced security advisory group member. 在闯荡了几年后,在地下世界留了赫赫威名,很快就和章鱼怪公司也建立了良好的关系,被邀请为“高级安全顾问组”的成员。 Every year enjoys the large bonus that Octopus Monster Corporation is providing. 每年享受着章鱼怪公司提供的巨额奖金。 Therefore, logical, in 2007, was invited to participate that time changed previous life , Chen Yanluo lifetime...... 于是,顺理成章的,在2007年,被邀请参加了那次改变了上辈子,陈阎罗一生的…… Antarctic duty! 南极任务! Knew Lu Xixi, had the dispute, then...... 认识了鹿细细,产生了纠葛,然后…… What must explain is. 必须要说明的是。 previous life , Chen Nuo does not know has parent body existence. 上辈子,陈诺并不知道有“母体”的存在。 Therefore Antarctic duty that time, the experience twists and turns are complex, but Chen Nuo had not discovered at that time has not participated about parent body any connection. 所以南极任务那次,经历波折而复杂,但是陈诺当时并没有发现也没有参与到关于“母体”的任何关联当中。 As if that duty, in the recollection, is one difficult, moreover scale very big request duty. 仿佛那个任务,在回忆里,就是一个艰难而且规模很大的委托任务。 Has no relations with the parent body. 和母体没有任何关系。 But...... 但…… Why, recalls now, in the heart meets thump thump jumps crazily, moreover faint has faint worry? 为什么,现在回忆起来,心中会怦怦狂跳,而且隐隐的有一种隐隐的担忧呢? That duty of Antarctic, after letting Chen Nuo experienced, afterward each time recalls, heart deep place faint has an intense resistance. 南极的那次任务,让陈诺经历了之后,事后每次回想起来,都内心深处隐隐的有一股强烈的抗拒。 As if that is one is not happy, very bad recollection. 似乎那是一段非常不愉快,非常糟糕的回忆。 In the consciousness, thinks of the Antarctic duty each time, an avoiding psychology, the reminder will even force itself, will refuse to recall...... 意识里,每次一想到南极任务,就会有一种回避的心理,提醒甚至是强迫自己,拒绝回忆下去…… …… At this moment, Chen Nuo felt that oneself breathes starts rapidly, in heart faint is somewhat uncomfortable and resistance, subconscious, took up the fruit on table to eat two. 此刻,陈诺感觉到自己呼吸开始急促,心中隐隐的有些难受和抗拒,下意识的,就拿起桌上的水果吃了两口。 Gasps for breath, Chen Nuo even as if, after wants naturally about Antarctic this matter throws to the brain, no longer goes to think it. 喘了口气,陈诺甚至就仿佛自然而然的,想把关于“南极”这个事情抛去到脑后,不再去想它。 In a daze after the computer screen...... 对着电脑屏幕发了会儿呆后…… About after ten minutes, Chen Nuo touches own nose. 大约十分钟后,陈诺摸了摸自己的鼻子。 Un...... was I distracted a moment ago?” “嗯……我刚才是走神了?” Smiled bitterly, Chen Nuo must switch off the computer conveniently the time...... 苦笑了一下,陈诺顺手要关掉电脑的时候…… Suddenly, saw that private letter box on screen! 忽然,看见了屏幕上的那个私信箱! In the private letter box, is that information that in front of Warnell sends. 私信箱里,是瓦内尔前面发来的那个信息。 Chen Nuo gawked! 陈诺愣了一下! Un? 嗯? …… Warnell had contacted with me a moment ago...... 瓦内尔刚才和我联系过…… Un, spoke these words with me...... 嗯,和我说了那些话…… Mentioned Antarctic...... 提到了南极…… Such important matter, I obviously was probably was very a moment ago uncomfortable. 这么重要的事情,我刚才明明是好像很难受了。 Why however in an instant, actually as if neglected? 但是为什么一转眼,却仿佛忽略掉了? At this moment was reminded again, in that consciousness in heart, the resistance, avoids...... 此刻再次被提醒,心中的那种意识里,抗拒,回避…… This mood emerged again! 这种情绪再次涌现了上来! As one powerful, or is once very powerful spiritual power powerhouse, Chen Nuo detects immediately own was not right!! 身为一个强大的,或者说是曾经很强大的精神力强者,陈诺立刻察觉到了自己的不对劲!! Is a memory of spiritual power powerhouse, possibly so how frail? 一个精神力强者的记忆力,怎么可能如此脆弱? Also caused the matter of huge mood fluctuation a moment ago, how possibly in an instant, did oneself fall its subconscious neglect instantaneously? 刚才还引起了巨大的情绪波动的事情,怎么可能瞬间转眼,自己就把它下意识的忽略掉了? This type Subconsciousness, Extremely isn't rather normal?! 这种【下意识】,未免也太过不正常了吧?! Antarctic! 南极! This words and expressions brave the heart. 这个词语冒上心头。 In the heart as if are crazily innumerable a thought sweeps across. 心中仿佛无数个念头疯狂的席卷儿来。 Do not think...... 不要想…… Do not think...... 不要去想…… Resistance...... 抗拒…… Evasion...... 回避…… Chen Nuo stared in a big way the eye, made an effort to nip the tooth!! 陈诺瞪大了眼睛,用力咬着牙齿!! Suddenly, Chen Nuo grasped the pen on table fast, start fast in a front memorandum writes! 忽然之间,陈诺飞快的抓起了桌上的笔来,在面前的一个记事本上飞快的开始写! Antarctic! Antarctic! Antarctic!! Antarctic! Antarctic!!! 南极!南极!南极!!南极!南极!!! Finished half page of times, Chen Nuo felt the mood incomparable irritation suddenly!! 写完了半页的时候,陈诺忽然之间感觉到情绪无比的烦躁!! That he brushes, seems the movement that an instinct controls, ripped this paper! 他刷的一下,就仿佛是一种本能操控的动作,将这张纸撕了下来! Then fast got hold to force in the mouth! Tries to swallow!! 然后飞快的握紧塞进了嘴巴里!试图吞掉!! This time, Chen Nuo stared in a big way the eye suddenly! 这次,陈诺忽然瞪大了眼睛! !! 啪!! A resounding slap in the face pulls out ruthlessly on own face! 一个响亮的耳光狠狠抽在自己的脸上! Chen Nuo makes an effort strange big, skimmed off some of the money own profile! 陈诺用力奇大,把自己的半边脸都抽红了! Let control itself forcefully, puts out in the balled paper the mouth, places on the table. 让强行控制着自己,把纸团拿出嘴巴里,放在桌上。 Grasps the pen in hand, arrives at the wall! 一把抓起手里的笔,走到墙边上! Fast on the wall of snow white latex paint, wrote down two large characters! 飞快的在雪白的乳胶漆的墙壁上,写下了两个大字! Antarctic!!! 南极!!! …… Has the thick breath, Chen Nuo stubbornly pinches to set pen to paper! 带着粗中的呼吸,陈诺死死的捏着笔! In the heart surges the intense agitated impulsion, unexpectedly made him have one to make he himself be startled, but strange thought! 心中涌起强烈的烦躁的冲动,居然让他生出了一个让他自己都吃惊而陌生的念头! ( Looks for a thing, scrapes off the character on wall!! (找个东西,把墙上的字刮掉!! I see these two characters, on incomparable resistance, incomparable annoyance, incomparable dislike...... 我看见这两个字,就无比的抗拒,无比的心烦,无比的厌恶…… Scrape off! Scrape off! Scrapes off!!) 刮掉!刮掉!刮掉啊!!) Chen Nuo makes an effort to pinch to set pen to paper, suddenly ruthlessly bites own tip of tongue! 陈诺用力捏着笔,忽然狠狠的一咬自己的舌尖! ! 啪! ! 啪啪! pā pā pā!! 啪啪啪!! Shoots first with one hand and then the other continuously, several slaps in the face pulled out in oneself complexion! 连续左右开弓,好几个耳光抽在了自己的脸色上! On the face the sore vine of body, making him sober instantaneously several points. 脸上皮肉的疼藤,让他瞬间清醒了几分。 It is not right! 不对劲! It is not right!! 太不对劲了!! This mood is not right!! 这个情绪太不对劲了!! Chen Nuo panic-stricken staring in a big way eye. 陈诺惊恐的瞪大了眼睛。 After one second, he tries to unite the spirit forcefully, fast starts to write on the wall! 一秒钟后,他试图强行凝聚精神,飞快的在墙壁上开始写字! „ In 2007, in April! “2007年,4月! Antarctic duty!! 南极任务!! Lu Xixi!! 鹿细细!! Other personnel...... ” 其他人员……” ! 啪! Gave itself again a slap in the face, tumbles to pull again from agitated and mood oneself! 再次给了自己一个耳光,把自己从烦躁和情绪翻滚中再次拉扯出来! Continues to write!! 继续写!! Knows Lu Xixi, not happy bitter experience...... “认识鹿细细,不愉快的遭遇…… Was trampled the glacier...... ” 被踹进冰川……” Then? 然后呢? What did Antarctic have? 南极还发生了什么? …… In the room, Chen Nuo is sweating profusely, the asthma like the cow, in the eye covered entirely the blood threads! 房间里,陈诺满头大汗,气喘如牛,眼睛里布满了血丝! A face by high swelling up that oneself pull out, just like pig head! 一张脸被自己抽的高高肿起,宛若猪头! However, at this moment, Chen Nuo by heart in huge frightened and is flooding at a loss!! 但是,此时此刻,陈诺被心中巨大的恐惧和茫然所充斥着!! Antarctic...... 南极…… Occurred matter...... 发生的事情…… Oneself...... 自己…… Is unclear!!!!! 记不清了!!!!! …… Yes, retrieves own memory carefully! 是的,仔细的检索自己的记忆! As if until now! 仿佛一直以来! Is continuously for a long time! 是一直长久以来! In own heart regarding the matter of Antarctic, only left behind several profound impressions and mood. 自己心中对于南极的事情,就只留下了几个深刻的印象和情绪。 A time important, is unhappy, painful recollection...... 一次重要的,不开心的,痛苦的回忆…… With the Lu Xixi primary acquaintance, start of dispute...... 鹿细细的初次相识,纠葛的开始…… Sad recollection...... 悲伤的回忆…… Then...... 然后…… Thinks of here each time, oneself resisted himself to recall again downward. 每次想到这里,自己就抗拒自己再往下回忆了。 As if each time is! 仿佛每一次都是! But at this moment, under the stimulation of physical body pain forcefully, forces itself to recall forcefully...... 而此刻,在强行的肉体痛苦的刺激下,强行逼迫自己回忆的时候…… Chen Nuo suddenly shocking discovery...... 陈诺忽然震惊的发现…… Unearths this memory toward the deep place the time...... 往深处挖掘这段记忆的时候…… Unexpectedly yes...... 居然是…… One! Piece! Spatial! In vain!! 一!片!空!白!! …… Discarded the pen, Chen Nuo numerous sitting in the bedside. 扔掉了笔,陈诺重重的坐在了床边上。 He looks at the character on wall at a loss...... 他茫然的看着墙壁上的字…… I......?!” “我……这是怎么回事?!” …… Lying down of staring after the bed, Chen Nuo closed the eye quickly, then as if, fell asleep slowly. 直勾勾的躺在了床上后,陈诺很快闭上了眼睛,然后似乎慢慢的,睡着了。 After the moment, Chen Nuo sat from the bed slowly. 片刻后,陈诺缓缓从床上坐了起来。 The complexion is tranquil, look empty standing by wall. 面色平静,眼神空洞的站在墙壁旁。 He puts out a hand to caress on the wall gently...... 他伸手在墙壁上轻轻抚过…… The emulsion on wall flakes immediately! 墙壁上的乳胶顿时剥落! Then, he takes the balled paper on table, forced in the mouth. 然后,他将桌上的纸团拿起来,塞进了嘴巴里。 , Chewing! 一下,一下,一下的嘴嚼! Then swallows. 然后吞下。 Finally, he lay on the bed, closed the eye, whistling deep sleep...... 最后,他重新躺在了床上,闭上了眼睛,呼呼沉睡…… …… Nation nation nation! 【邦邦邦! Asked the monthly ticket! 】 求月票!】 …… ……
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