Chapter 132 【To die to live】 第132章【想死想活】 The islands West coast, that builds the calcareous rock castle on cliff, sound of faint transmitting explosion. 岛屿西海岸,那座建立在峭壁上的灰岩城堡,隐隐的传来爆炸的声音。 Under the curtain of night, the direction flame of cliff soars to the heavens, is mixing in the sound of explosion, sound of firing a gun transmits once for a while...... 夜幕之下,峭壁的方向火光冲天,夹杂着爆炸的声音中,还有时不时传来的鸣枪的动静…… In the coast, a silver yacht taking advantage of the shield of curtain of night, had left the harbor quietly. 海岸上,一艘银色的游艇已经借着夜幕的掩护,悄悄的驶离了港湾。 Cruises for the maximum speed automatically toward the west, the silver yacht separates the wave to speed away, but stands in the deck of stern, a tall and powerfully built middle-aged man, complexion complex looks coastline that behind goes far away gradually...... 自动巡航为最大航速一路往西,银色的游艇分开波浪一路疾驰,而站在船尾的甲板上,一个身材魁梧的中年男人,面色复杂的看着身后渐渐远去的海岸线…… The direction of cliff, faint has the flame, under shine of dim light of night, falls in the eyes of middle-aged person. 峭壁的方向,隐隐的有火光,在夜色的映照之下,落在中年人的眼睛里。 The captain makes an effort to clench teeth, the jaw closes tightly, in the heart has one hot blooded to surge. 船长用力咬牙,牙关咬紧,心中有一股热血在涌动。 Has the anger, has the aggrievedness, is unwilling. 有愤怒,有憋屈,有不甘。 But is bigger, is frightened! 但更大的,还是恐惧！ …… ・ Before 15 minutes, in the lens of monitoring, looked that arrives that outside the castle to the youngster who the lens are waving, looks at the youngster to reveal snow white tooth to the lens smile appearance, the captain is similar to crashes into the ice cave immediately! 十五分钟前,在监控的镜头里,看到站在城堡外那个对着镜头挥手的少年,看着少年露出雪白的牙齿对着镜头微笑的样子,船长顿时就如同坠入冰窟！ He is very clear, tonight have stood before the Gate of Death. 他很清楚,今晚自己已经站在了鬼门关前了。 The first thought is...... this boy named Yama, hasn't died?! 第一个念头是……这个叫阎罗的小子,没死？！ The second thought is...... mother! Wizard that old Yin ratio pit oneself!! 第二个念头则是……妈的！巫师那个老阴比坑了自己！！ …… ・ Hires Wizard to kill this boy named Yama, is the captain as the leader of abyss organization, makes resistance that most renounced- is also the final means. 雇佣巫师去杀这个叫阎罗的小子,是船长身为深渊组织的领袖,做出了最决绝的反抗-也是最后的办法。 From giving up East Asia business potential of development trend the loss that must bear, and organization loses- this angle. 无论是从放弃东亚地区生意的所要承担的损失,以及组织损失的未来发展的潜力-这一角度。 Also or is, was an underground world organization of old shop, the abyss after dying one group of backbone forces, if did not make the retaliatory action, then regarding internal the destruction negative role of morale and cohesive force. 又或者是,身为一个老字号的地下世界组织,深渊在死掉一组骨干力量后,如果不做出报复行动,那么对于内部的士气和凝聚力的破坏负面作用。 From these two points, any point, makes the captain take risks in any case sufficiently, seeks help from Wizard. 反正从这两点,任何一点来说,都足以让船长铤而走险,求助于巫师。 Let alone, Wizard also relates on own initiative own. 何况,巫师也是主动联系自己的。 Thinks underground direct top big shot Wizard acts, this retaliatory action should ninety percent sure. 原本以为有地下直接顶尖大佬行列的巫师出手,这次报复行动应该是十拿九稳的。 This fellow has not died unexpectedly! 没想到,这个家伙居然没死！ At that time the one who made the captain go wild: Wizard that old bastard!! Since captured and killed the action to be defeated...... that old Yin ratio not to inform itself unexpectedly promptly?! 更让船长当时抓狂的是:巫师那个老混蛋！！既然捕杀行动失败了……那个老阴比居然没及时通知自己？！ The duty failed, you special did not tell the trustee unexpectedly! 任务失败了,你特么居然不告诉委托人！ Did not have the work ethics!! 太没有职业道德了吧！！ You told me one! 你好歹告诉我一声！ Even opponent who your famous Wizard does not handle! 连你大名鼎鼎的巫师都搞不定的对手！ You said one, I special the good and evil also a little time travels! 你说一声,我特么的好歹也有点时间跑路啊！ Even if not run, comes to kneel to shout that the father asked to forgive, at least gave me a slim chance of survival!! 哪怕不跑路,上门去跪下来喊爸爸求饶命,也至少给我一线生机啊！！ Finally, Wizard does not have the pit, the captain to know nothing...... 结果,巫师一声没坑,船长毫不知情…… This one died by the pit. 这就一下被坑死了。 Until Chen Nuo kills to visit, the captain was compelled near the cliff directly. 直到陈诺杀上门来,船长才直接被逼到了悬崖边。 Goes to damn Wizard! 去他妈的巫师啊！ …… ・ What the captain is not knows, Wizard actually very has the work ethics. 船长并不是知道的是,巫师其实算是挺有职业道德的。 But this exception. 但这次例外。 Wizard has not informed him, first, Wizard are seriously injured- this secret, to Wizard, compared with must safeguard the safety of trustee, must be more important! 巫师没有通知他,一来呢,巫师自己身受重伤-这个秘密,对巫师来说,远比要维护一下委托人的安全,要更重要！ If by some chance oneself duty failure, experiences personally the severely wounded news to pass on, perhaps Wizard must face some unknown risks. 万一自己任务失败,身受重伤的消息传出去,巫师自己恐怕就要面临一些未知的风险了。 Secondly...... 二来呢…… In the Wizard eye, the captain and this abyss organization, is a deceased person. 在巫师眼里,船长和这个深渊组织,已经是个死人了。 Side Chen Nuo also has Starry Sky Empress unexpectedly exists...... 陈诺身边居然还有星空女皇的存在…… Moreover, others are especially couple!! 而且,人家还是特么的两口子！！ This sheet iron, making Wizard one hit, hit badly beaten. 这个铁板,让巫师一头撞上去,撞的头破血流。 Moreover both sides attack brutally, was the life and death wrestles simply. 而且双方大打出手,简直就是生死相搏了。 Everyone has damaged. 大家都有所损伤。 Then, wants to come in Wizard, naturally, Chen Yanluo and Starry Sky Empress couple will certainly retaliate to kill to visit afterward. 那么,在巫师想来,理所当然的,陈阎罗和星空女皇两口子事后就一定会报复杀上门的。 This abyss organizations and their eldest child captains...... these people died! 这个深渊组织和他们的老大船长……这些人死定了！ Starry Sky Empress of control level, Chen Yanluo close to control level. 一个掌控者级的星空女皇,一个接近掌控者层次的陈阎罗。 The abyss organization has basically been able to announce that the group extinguished. 深渊组织基本上已经可以宣告团灭了。 That also informs. 那还通知个屁啊。 For one crowd the person of dying, will expose the duty failure . Moreover the injured strength damages greatly, will this possibility pose the threat to oneself the news? 为一群将死之人,暴露自己任务失败而且受伤实力大损,这种可能会对自己造成威胁的消息？ Old Yin compared with the Wizard direct selection silent! 老阴比巫师直接选择了沉默！ …… ・ The captain is one sees the matter extremely resolute person! 船长是一个见事极其果决的人！ After he sees in the monitoring device the arrival of Chen Nuo, he made two decisions. 当他看到监视器里陈诺的到来后,他做了两个决定。 The first decision, lets in the family/home all troops, fully-armed flushed and Chen Nuo spells! 第一个决定,让家里所有人马,全副武装的冲出去和陈诺拼了！ The second decision is, oneself earliest possible time turns around charges into the wharf, then sets sail to flee! 第二个决定是,自己一个人第一时间掉头就冲向码头,然后开船逃离！ Crack a joke! 开什么玩笑！ Even Wizard cannot get rid of the opposite party......, moreover a Wizard news has not passed on...... 连巫师都没能干掉对方……而且巫师连个消息都没传回来…… This youngster also killed to visit directly. 这个少年还直接杀上门来了。 The captain blindly will not be self-confident, oneself the strength as destroyer rank, can defeat the killing star that this kills to visit. 船长并不会盲目自信到,自己身为破坏者等级的实力,可以战胜这个杀上门来的杀星。 Therefore, he chose the gecko to cut tail! 所以,他选择了壁虎断尾！ The abyss organization, the entire group people encircle immediately kill, but regimental commander chose fled quietly! 深渊组织,全团人马上去围杀,而团长本人选择了悄悄逃离！ …… ・ The sound when explodes cannot hear again, on coastline distant can only see the flame that on the cliff direction of castle soars to the heavens...... 当爆炸的声音再也听不见的时候,海岸线上远远的只能看见峭壁上城堡的方向那冲天的火光…… It looks like in the distant place, was similar to stands erect in the world in one bunch of small flares...... 在远处看来,就如同屹立在天地之间的一束小小的火把了…… Separated is too far, in addition also has the sea breeze, could not have heard the sound that the explosion and fires a gun. 隔的太远,加上又有海风,已经听不见爆炸和鸣枪的声音。 The ship has left the coast to be very far, in the captain heart relaxes. 船已经驶离海岸很远了,船长心中松了口气。 The anger and fear, under the dual mood, let in the captain heart heavy, like pressing a stone! The expression on face is also the surface like the dying embers. 怒火和恐惧,双重情绪之下,让船长心中沉甸甸的,如同压了块石头！脸上的表情也是面如死灰。 …… ・ This yacht is three years ago makes, the speed, the continuous cruise capability, as well as various aspects the dispositions of hardware software are the current world top levels. 这艘游艇是三年前造好的,无论是航速,续航能力,以及各方面的硬件软件的配置都是当前世界顶尖的水准。 Spent the abyss organization to exceed 30 million US dollars. 花费了深渊组织超过三千万美元。 But now, this yacht, has become the captain final emergency tank. 而如今,这艘游艇,已经成为了船长最后的救生舱。 He is very clear, starting from tonight, was quite once famous in the underground world, the time-honored abyss organization, removed. 他心里很清楚,从今晚开始,曾经在地下世界颇有名气,历史悠久的深渊组织,就此除名了。 Oneself should also better not to crop up after this, finds a place to hide quietly, chatting remaining years of life, was best to choose. 自己也从此之后最好不要冒头,找个地方悄悄躲藏起来,聊度余生,是自己最好的选择了。 Strong opponent who Wizard does not even handle, only if oneself some day can break through the strength to the rank of control, otherwise, the life revenged hopelessly. 一个连巫师都搞不定的强大对手,除非自己有朝一日能把实力突破到掌控者的等级,否则的话,此生报仇无望了。 Stands in the stern, looks direction that goes far away, after standing had nearly a half hour, the captain turns around the cabin, makes an effort to aspirate. 站在船尾,看着远去的方向,足足站了有近半个小时后,船长转身进了船舱,用力吐了口气。 He takes up one bottle of liquor on table, bites open the bottle cap, filled the less than half bottle, making the pungent liquor water flood own throat, is firing own stomach wall...... 他拿起桌上的一瓶酒,咬开瓶盖,一口气灌下了小半瓶,让辛辣的酒水充斥着自己的喉咙,灼烧着自己的胃壁…… „...... I am also at least living.” “至少……我还活着。” Captain helpless sighing. 船长无奈的叹了口气。 The cockpit inspected a cruise system, then a captain's foot in cabin falls, by the sofa, starts to be in a daze. 去驾驶舱检查了一下巡航系统,然后船长在船舱内的一个脚落,靠在沙发上,开始发呆。 It is not able accurately to describe his feelings at this moment, in the hand is also holding the beverage bottle. 也无法准确的描述出他此刻的心情,手里还抱着酒瓶。 Also has not known how long, the captain eyes closed. 也不知道过了多久,船长眼睛闭上了。 …… ・ Dawn time, the captain wakes up in the sea breeze sound. 天亮的时候,船长在海风声中醒来。 The yacht is still going steadily. 游艇还在平稳的行驶着。 First after opening the eye, looked at out of the window, the greatly bright weather, the moist sea breeze, making the captain sit straight the body immediately. 第一时间睁开眼睛后,看了看窗外,大亮的天色,还有潮湿的海风,让船长立刻坐直了身子。 Beverage bottle in hand had emptied, he discards conveniently, stood from the sofa. 手里的酒瓶子已经空了,他随手扔掉,从沙发旁站了起来。 When he planned the cockpit inspects a cruise system again, suddenly, a sound that broadcasts from the galley direction, making the captain the whole body quickly grasp the meaning of something immediately! 就在他打算去驾驶舱再检查一下巡航系统的时候,忽然,从船上厨房方向传来的一个声音,让船长顿时全身一激灵！ „Ding ~” “叮~” The clear prompt sound, came from the oven of galley! 清脆的提示音,是来自于船上厨房的烤箱！ The yacht of this highest level luxurious level, the kitchen on ship is also the five-star. 这艘最顶级豪华水准的游艇,船上的厨房也是五星级的。 The prompt sound of oven, making the captain immediately the whole person body stiff. 烤箱的提示音,让船长顿时整个人身子都僵了一下。 His clear remembering, on ship except for oneself not others! Moreover, last night had not entered the kitchen from the start! 他清楚的记得,船上除了自己没有别人！而且,昨晚自己也压根没进过厨房！ After body instantaneous stiffness, the captain many years of underground world professions, making him first react. 身子瞬间的僵硬后,船长多年的地下世界生涯,让他第一时间做出了反应。 Drew out from the waist a dagger copied fast in the left hand, the right hand from the sofa cabinet put out eagle of the desert-, moreover golden version. 从腰间拔出了一把匕首抄在左手,右手则飞快的从沙发旁的柜子里拿出了一把沙漠之鹰-而且还是黄金版的。 Being soundless arrived at out the kitchen, searched half head to look at one toward , the captain dumbfounded! 蹑手蹑脚的走到了厨房门外,探过半个脑袋往里看了一眼,船长呆住了！ …… ・ Chen Nuo opens the oven, carried inside dinner plate, in the tray was the steaming hot bread. 陈诺打开烤箱,把里面的餐盘端了出来,盘子里是热气腾腾的面包。 The youngster are curling the sleeve, the whole face relaxed expression, even snort/hum the song, is arriving by the stove in a low voice, takes off a flat-bottomed pan, then places on the furnace fire, flips from the refrigerator, turns out a beef steak. 少年卷着袖子,满脸轻松的表情,甚至低声哼着歌,走到炉灶旁,摘下一个平底锅,然后放在炉火上,又从冰箱里翻了翻,翻出一块牛排来。 Looked at the packing, Chen Nuo blew a whistling. 看了看包装,陈诺吹了一声口哨。 „Hou? Good Australia and cow, will enjoy very much, Captain.” “嚯？上好的澳洲和牛啊,很会享受嘛,船长。” Happy brings the beef steak, naturally defrosts without enough time, places under the hose to flush directly. 开心的把牛排拿来,来不及自然解冻,直接放在水喉下冲了冲。 One spoon of olive oil, butter, heated up in the flat-bottomed pan, then threw the beef steak. 一勺橄榄油,一点黄油,在平底锅里加热了一下,然后把牛排扔了进去。 A pot, a spatula, on the Chen Nuo face has the satisfied happy expression, deeply attracted fragrance that fries the beef steak, will not say one: „You , if not want dead, the spear/gun and blade in hand puts down, then helps me make the black pepper juice.” 一手锅,一手锅铲,陈诺脸上带着满足的笑意,深吸了一口煎牛排的香气,头也不会的说了一句:“你要是不想死的话,把手里的枪和刀放下,然后帮我弄点黑椒汁。” „......” “……” The captain stood in the kitchen entrance stiffly, the body several seconds, really could not have the courage that rushed to go all out. 船长站在厨房门口,身子僵硬了几秒钟,实在鼓不起冲上去拼命的勇气。 Finally, he laid down the blade and spear/gun, placed on the table, then moved toward the cabinet. 终于,他把刀和枪放下,放在了桌上,然后走向橱柜。 „Seasoning in cabinet.” He picked up a jar: „Black pepper juice? Also needs other?” “调味品在橱柜里。”他挑出了一个罐子:“黑椒汁？还需要别的么？” „Liquor? I remember that under the cabin has the storage room, inside has the liquor, you take one bottle of Ratu to come.” “酒呢？我记得船舱下有个储藏室,里面有酒的,你去拿一瓶拉图来。” „...... Is.” “……是。” …… ・ Goes to the wine cellar time, the captain is observing periphery...... in his heart very much carefully several secondary the impulsive thought that wants to seize the chance to jump into the sea to escape. 去酒窖的时候,船长很小心的观察着周围……他心中几次生出冲动的念头,想趁机跳海逃掉。 However several times, this thought was pressed by he himself forcefully. 但是几次,这个念头都被他自己强行压了下去。 Although also has certainly to own strength self-confident...... his nickname was called „captain” after all. 虽然对自己的实力也有一定的自信……毕竟他的外号叫“船长”。 In the sea, is his home game. 在大海上,是他的主场。 Even if cannot be victorious, escapes the words, perhaps also has three extension meetings. 哪怕打不过,逃得话,没准也有三分机会。 But he is unable to have the courage! 可他就是无法鼓起勇气！ Finally, ignorant, selected one bottle of 90 years of Ratu in the wine cellar, returned to the kitchen. 最后,浑浑噩噩的,在酒窖里挑了一瓶90年的拉图,回到了厨房。 The Chen Nuo beef steak has fried. 陈诺的牛排已经煎好了。 Before the table, bread, beef steak, black pepper juice. 餐桌前,面包,牛排,黑椒汁。 He also turned out one bottle of caviar from the refrigerator, was opened by him. 他还从冰箱里翻出了一瓶鱼子酱,也被他打开了。 Left hand table fork, right hand table knife. 左手餐叉,右手餐刀。 The first blade cuts open the beef steak, under the fresh and tender beef steak, in the meat broth also has several light blood-color. 第一刀割开牛排,鲜嫩的牛排下,肉汁里还带着几丝淡淡的血色。 „Un, is very tender.” Chen Nuo forked an entrance with the fork, chewed carefully several, is savoring the feeling of tasty meat broth. “嗯,很嫩啊。”陈诺用叉子叉了一块入口,仔细的嘴嚼了几下,品味着鲜美的肉汁的感觉。 After several seconds, Chen Nuo comfortable sighing: „Good.” 几秒钟后,陈诺舒服的叹了口气:“不错。” Looked in a hand to carry the beverage bottle to stand there captain, Chen Nuo said lightly: „Is gawking doing? Gives me to pour the liquor.” 看了一眼手里端着酒瓶站在那儿的船长,陈诺淡淡道:“愣着干什么？给我倒酒。” „......, Yes.” The captain is hanging the eyelid, puts out to sober up. “……哦,是。”船长垂着眼皮,拿出醒酒器。 „Sobered up without enough time.” Chen Nuo shakes the head: „Drinks directly.” “来不及醒酒了。”陈诺摇头:“直接喝吧。” „...... Good.” “……好。” The captain puts out stem glass, hesitant, took one. 船长拿出一只高脚杯来,犹豫了一下,又拿了一个。 Two stem glass and beverage bottles brought to place on the table, captain to Chen Nuo but actually one cup, gave itself but actually one cup. Chen Nuo has not said anything, took up the wine glass to drink one, the nod, expressed satisfaction: „Good.” 两只高脚杯和酒瓶拿来放在了餐桌上,船长给陈诺倒了一杯,也给自己倒了一杯。陈诺没说什么,拿起酒杯喝了一口,点头,表示满意:“不错。” Thinks, Chen Nuo also asked: „Do you have two box of Emperor Roman Nicam?” 想了想,陈诺又问道:“你是不是还有两箱罗曼尼康帝？” Un, remembers, previous life kill comes to look for the captain the time, in cabin that seizes, has. 嗯,记得,上辈子自己杀上门找船长的时候,夺下的船舱里,是有的。 „......” Captain gawked, in the heart somewhat fears: „I, I two months ago subscribed two box, the goods had not arrived.” “呃……”船长愣了一下,心中有些恐惧:“我,我两个月前订了两箱,货还没到。” Good. 好吧。 In Chen Nuo heart helpless sighing. 陈诺心中无奈的叹了口气。 It seems like oneself were comes early. 看来自己是来早了。 A beef steak got into the stomach quickly, Chen Nuo front liquor also got down two cups- drinks up one cup of times, is the captain gives him to pour on own initiative on. 一块牛排很快就下肚了,陈诺面前的酒也下去了两杯-喝完一杯的时候,是船长主动给他倒上的。 Took up the napkin to scratch the mouth, Chen Nuo threw the napkin conveniently. 拿起餐巾擦了擦嘴巴,陈诺随手把餐巾一扔。 „On ship has the cigar? BK54 comes one.” “船上有雪茄吧？BK54来一支。” „...... Good.” “……好。” In the captain heart had an extremely absurd feeling. 船长心中生出了一种极其荒唐的感觉。 As if front this young people named Yama, to own yacht, familiar familiar...... are simply familiar?! 仿佛面前这个叫阎罗的年轻人,对自己的这条游艇,熟悉的如数家珍……简直比自己还熟悉？！ …… ・ What the captain does not know, in another space and time, on another timeline...... 船长并不知道的是,在另外一个时空,另外一个时间线上…… Also is Chen Nuo previous life . 也就是陈诺的上辈子。 This yacht, after a Chen Nuo person group destroys completely the abyss organization single-handedly, seizes directly. 这条游艇,是在陈诺一个人单枪匹马团灭掉深渊组织后,直接缴获的。 The entire fortune of abyss, the wealth and background of dozens years of accumulation, become the original capital that previous life Chen Yanluo builds up. 深渊的全部财产,数十年积累的财富和底蕴,都成为了上辈子陈阎罗起家的原始资本。 Especially this large superluxurious yacht, in the previous life Chen Nuo life, undertook the Part previous life of having the unusual significance, this yacht followed the Chen Nuo more than ten years! Although afterward underwent several re-equipping and promotion. 尤其是这条大型超豪华游艇,更是在上辈子陈诺的人生之中,承担了具有非常意义的一部分-上辈子,这条游艇跟随了陈诺十多年！再后来虽然又经过了几次改装和升级。 Then...... until years of marine eight years of self- captivity. 然后……直到海上的八年自我囚禁的岁月。 Chen Nuo, on this yacht! 陈诺,就是在这条游艇上！ It can be said that on this ship, every inchs place Chen Nuo incomparable familiar! 可以说,这条船上,每一寸地方陈诺都无比的熟悉！ …… ・ The cigar is tall Xiba BK54. 雪茄是高希霸BK54。 The cigar cuts scissors gently an end, then lights with the spray gun. 雪茄剪轻轻的剪去一端,然后用喷枪点燃。 After Chen Nuo clamps the cigar was pulling out several, by the sofa pitches up but actually, the both legs curled upwards on the tea table. 陈诺夹着雪茄抽了几口后,靠在沙发上仰倒,双腿翘在了茶几上。 Vision finally earnest falling on the face of captain. 目光终于认真的落在了船长的脸上。 Attention public number: The book friend supreme headquarters, the attention delivers the cash and point coin! 关注公众号:书友大本营,关注即送现金、点币！ On the Chen Nuo face brings smiling, sighed gently: „Actually, I will not look for you quickly.” 陈诺脸上带着笑,轻轻叹了口气:“其实,原本我也不会这么快找上你的。” „......” “……” „You are quite hapless.” Chen Nuo shakes the head: „I was quite recently poor, just thinks that you and I some enmity had not understood, but just, you are also quite rich.” “不过你比较倒霉。”陈诺摇头:“我最近比较穷,刚好想到你和我又有些仇没有了解,而刚好,你又比较有钱。” „......” “……” Chen Nuo put down the cigar, is carefully examining the captain, several seconds later, youngster smiling of gently: „To die wants to live?” 陈诺放下了雪茄,审视着船长,过了几秒钟,少年轻轻的笑了笑:“想死还是想活？” In the captain heart relaxes...... he to realize, own life, was guarantees. 船长心中松了口气……他意识到,自己的这条命,算是保下来了。 „To live!” “想活！” The captain uses very earnest tone reply. 船长用很认真的语气回答。 …… ・ 【 This chapter was last night midnight writes, was retains the draft finally. 【这章节是昨晚半夜写出来的,算是最后的存稿了。 Today my father has a surgery, I like long sloppy, really having no interest symbol. At this time was more impossible to have the mood to make up the story or writes funny piece- without that state of mind. 今天我父亲动手术,我心里就像长了草一样的,实在无心码字。这个时候更不可能有心情编故事或者写搞笑的段子-没那种心境的。 Believes that you can understand. 相信你们能理解。 Absolutely does not have the time, clenches teeth the crowded words, 1-2 hours can always push......, but the father lies down in the operating room or on the hospital bed, oneself are really not in no mood to write these things. 不是完全没时间,咬牙挤的话,1-2小时总能挤出来……但父亲躺在手术室或者病床上,自己真的没心情写那些东西。 Believes that you can also understand. 相信你们也能理解。 I who can actually be did, oneself trying hard works, father got sick I to find the best doctor, the surgery found the best doctor who can find to operate...... 其实能做的我都做了,自己努力工作,父亲的病我找了最好的医生,手术找了能找到的最好的医生来开刀…… Hopes all smooth! 希望一切顺利吧！ The renewal cannot break, tomorrow will also continue, but today really so many. 更新不会断,明天也会继续更,但今天真的就这么多了。 Was sorry to everyone. 】 向大家抱歉了。】 …… ・