Chapter 58 【The direction of life】 第58章【人生的方向】 After the moment, Chen Nuo loosened the younger sister, but a hand is also hugging the waist of Sun Keke. 片刻后,陈诺松开了妹子,但一只手还搂着孙可可的腰。 „You. You...... you kissed a moment ago, kiss me......” girl to shame cannot damp, sound as if mosquito. “你。你……你刚才亲,亲了我……”女孩羞不可抑,声音仿佛蚊子哼。 Chen Nuo is staring at the eye of Sun Keke: „Un, a moment ago, was I did. Tonight, has no recourse, but also is I truly wants to do that.” 陈诺盯着孙可可的眼睛:“嗯,刚才,是我做的。今晚,是迫不得已,但也是我自己心里确实想这么做的。” paused , Chen Nuo said in a low voice: „This whole life, this first time was I kissed a miss a moment ago.” 顿了顿,陈诺低声道:“这辈子,刚才这是我第一次亲一个姑娘。” „...... My my my I, I am also...... I am also the first time.” Girl terrified said in a low voice. “……我我我我,我也是……我也是第一次。”女孩惶恐的低声道。 „I know.” Chen Nuo gentle held up the hand of Sun Keke, then sighed gently: „After matter that ok, below I must handle...... you, possibly did not understand, what I want to say that I to protect you.” “我知道。”陈诺温柔的拉起了孙可可的手,然后轻轻叹了口气:“好了,下面我要做的事情……你以后可能不理解,但我想说的是,我是为了保护你。” Saying, very rare that gentle voice of Chen Nuo in the ordinary day, was saying in a low voice: „ Keke. Shortly after this whole life to me, just started. I had said to others before, I fall from the space, must help several people, entrains from the nightmare these people. 说着,陈诺用平日里很少见的那种温柔的嗓音,低声道:“可可。这辈子对我来说,才刚刚开始不久。我之前对别人说过,我是从天上掉下来的,要去帮几个人,把这些人从噩梦里拽出去。 But I ran into you. 可是我偏偏遇到了你。 Then...... I also think, besides helping others drives out the nightmare, always must have idea own dream. 那么……我也想,除了帮别人驱除噩梦之外,总也要有点子自己的梦吧。 You were needless saying that I know, I knew completely. 你不用说,我都知道,我全部都知道的。 Your at heart, clear clear, your simple life, simple world, simple day, simple liking. 你的心里,清清楚楚明明白白的,你的简简单单的生活,简简单单的世界,简简单单的日子,简简单单的喜欢。 I completely my ability, will be protecting these things. ” 我会尽我的能力,保护着这些东西的。” In the girl eyes full is shy, full is wild with joy, full is the doubts, made excuses, did not know to say anything, can only say in a low voice: „What that you said that I, I do not understand what is heard......” 女孩眼睛里满是羞涩,又满是狂喜,又满是疑惑,支支吾吾的,不知道说什么,只能低声道:“你说的什么,我,我听不明白……” „Does not need to understand, these things, I do not want to make it puzzle you.” “不必明白,这些事情,我不想让它困扰你。” Chen Nuo thinks, since the bosom touched, then fished out a thing, spread out the palm to deliver to front of Sun Keke. 陈诺想了想,从怀里摸了摸,然后摸出了一个东西来,摊开手掌送到了孙可可面前。 This is a silver qualitative, small wind chimes, elliptical size, very exquisite fine. 这是一枚银质的,小小的风铃,枣核大小,非常小巧精致。 This is Chen Nuo to Kathmandu first day buys. 这是陈诺到加德满都的第一天买的。 „Originally wants to give your birthday present, but after your birthday that 12 : 00 pm I run away, un...... the next day goes to your family to attend your birthday party embarrassedly.” “本来是想送你的生日礼物,但你生日那晚12点我跑掉后,嗯……第二天没好意思去你家参加你的生日宴会。” Sun Keke could not bear smiled one lowly. 孙可可忍不住低笑了一声。 The Chen Nuo forced smile said: „Just smashed the 老孙 glass, I really do not dare to attend her daughter's birthday party again. This thing, has not given you with enough time.” 陈诺苦笑道:“刚把老孙的玻璃砸了,我也实在不敢再去参加她女儿的生日宴啊。这东西呢,就没来得及给你。” Saying, Chen Nuo raises the hand, shakes gently, on the bell is tying up a careful string, was being hung by the Chen Nuo fingertip, the bell hung, makes the clear and weak sound. 说着,陈诺举起手,轻轻一抖,铃铛上拴着一根细细的绳子,被陈诺指尖挂着,铃铛就垂了下来,发出叮铃铃清脆而微弱的声音。 Chen Nuo deep inspiration, lowered the voice, the low and deep sound said: „Keke, you visit it.” 陈诺深深的吸了口气,压低了嗓音,低沉的声音道:“可可,你看着它。” In this sound, as if there is magnetism to be the same, faint, although is gentle, actually faint a charm that asked the person unable to resist. 这声音里,仿佛带着磁性一样,隐隐的,虽然温柔,却隐隐的有一种叫人无法抗拒的魔力。 Sun Keke feels shakes, the subconscious look focuses, in Chen Nuo that hand/subordinate was hanging on bell. 孙可可就觉得心中一抖,下意识的眼神就聚焦在了陈诺手下的那个垂着的铃铛上。 The Chen Nuo sound, falls into the ear of Sun Keke at this moment, as if suddenly suddenly near, obviously is that clear, but actually drifting from place to place feelings. 陈诺的声音,此刻落入孙可可的耳朵里,仿佛忽远忽近,明明是那么清晰,但却总有一种飘忽不定的感觉。 „ Tonight's matter, you will forget. “今晚的事情,你会忘记。 You only remember, after you are on vacation from school, coming to the car dealership to look for me, then we together, take a walk here, then ate baking. 你只会记得,你放学后,来车行找我,然后我们一起,在这里散步,然后吃了烧烤。 I am holding your hand, leading you to ride the motorcycle to catch the wind, then, I in the street, kissed you. 我拉着你的手,带着你骑了摩托车兜风,然后,我在街头,亲吻了你。 You are very shy, but you were very happy. 你很害羞,但是你很高兴。 We drink together. 我们一起喝了酒。 After you drink up the liquor, you fell asleep. 你喝完酒后,你就睡着了。 These, are tonight's all...... 这些,就是今晚发生的一切…… After you will wake up tomorrow morning, you will also only remember all these. ” 当你明早醒来后,你也只会记得这一切。” Chen Nuo is saying, the wind chimes swing in his fingertip gently, then his another hand, static bypassed girl's beautiful hair, stroking gently on her latter neck. 陈诺说着,风铃在他的指尖轻轻摇摆,然后他的另外一只手,静静的绕过了女孩的秀发,在她的后脖子上轻轻的抚摸。 The Sun Keke eyelid sinks more and more, finally, closed the eye, poured in the Chen Nuo bosom. 孙可可眼皮越来越沉,终于,闭上了眼睛,就倒在了陈诺的怀里。 Chen Nuo caught Sun Keke, then hung the wind chimes on her neck, set out, left behind a bill on the table, girl gently hugged horizontally, took a step to leave slowly. 陈诺接住了孙可可,然后将风铃挂在了她的脖子上,起身来,留下了一张钞票在桌上,将女孩轻轻的横抱起来,缓缓迈步离开。 „Your that simple microcosm, I will be protecting with every effort.” “你的那个简简单单的小世界,我会尽力保护着的。” …… ・ 老孙 some impatient raising the head looks at the bell on wall. 老孙有些不耐烦的抬头看墙上的钟。 Quick 8 : 30. 已经快八点半了。 老孙 has given the daughter to have a stipulation, even if goes out to play with the schoolmate, but before the 9 : 00 pm, must go home. 老孙一直给女儿有个规定,哪怕是出去和同学玩,但是晚上 9 点之前必须回家。 Usually in the daughter is an obedient female, rarely goes out. 平日里女儿就是个乖乖女,也很少出门。 Attendance that recently ran actually. Does not need to ask, many were run to meet with Chen Nuo that fellow. 最近倒是跑的勤。不用问,多数都是跑去跟陈诺那个家伙见面去了。 In the 老孙 heart is uncomfortable, is helpless. 老孙心中又是不爽,又是无奈。 Paced back and forth several in the living room, shortly 8.4 ten. 在客厅里来回踱步走了几圈,眼看着八点四十了。 老孙 picks up the phone to hit to the daughter. 老孙拿起电话就要打给女儿。 At this time, the gate was patted the sound. 就在这个时候,门被拍响了。 Opens the door, sees Chen Nuo that boy to stand in out of the door, is putting up own daughter. 一开门,就看见陈诺那个小子站在门外,一手架着自己的女儿。 老孙 at that time complexion on some changes. 老孙当时脸色就有些变化。 „Keke how?” “可可怎么了？” Chen Nuo held Sun Keke was giving 老孙, these came as a surprise to 老孙 time, the speech did not have the least bit is not proper, did not have usually in that sluggish appearance. 陈诺把孙可可扶着交给了老孙,这一次出乎老孙意料的,说话没有半点不正经,也没有平日里那种懒散的样子。 „Is on vacation from school she to go to there Brother Lei to ask me to play, eats meal together. Also blames me, leading her to eat baking, then she drank one glass of beer.” “放学她去磊哥那儿找我玩,就一起吃了饭。也怪我,带着她吃了烧烤,然后她喝了一杯啤酒。” „? Drank?” Some 老孙 worries. “啊？喝酒了？”老孙有些担心。 „Without drinking many, one glass of beer.” Chen Nuo sincere say/way: „Sorry, is I works not to have the consideration to be complete, blaming me to blame me.” “没喝多,就一杯啤酒。”陈诺正色道:“对不起,是我做事没考虑周全,怪我怪我。” Attitude extraordinary respectful and submissive. 态度出奇的恭顺。 老孙 sees the daughter, carefully after looked at two, the definite daughter's clothes are neat, first admitted in the heart the belly. 老孙看着女儿,仔细的看了两眼后,确定女儿的衣服是整整齐齐的,就先把心放进了肚子里。 Deep looked at Chen Nuo one, the sinking sound said: „Young people even if later is playing together, must know the discretion!” 深深的看了陈诺一眼,沉声道:“年轻人以后哪怕在一起玩,也要知道分寸！” „I understand.” Chen Nuo honest nod. “我明白。”陈诺老老实实点头。 Gave 老孙 Sun Keke, Chen Nuo had not remained, said goodbye to leave. 把孙可可交给了老孙,陈诺没有多留,就告辞离开了。 …… ・ Zhang Linsheng does not know how oneself are goes home, in brief is scared. 张林生也不知道自己是怎么一路回家的,总之就是失魂落魄。 He does not even know that tonight exactly has anything in bonnet hall. 他甚至不知道今晚在遮风堂里到底发生了什么。 Finally sees Chen Nuo to bring Sun Keke to come out, rides the motorcycle to walk, but also waves to oneself. 只是最后看见陈诺带着孙可可出来,骑着摩托车走,还对自己挥了挥手。 Such...... solution? 就这么……解决了？ Has not imagined that Xialongtan to enter tiger's den earth-shaking attacking brutally, in bonnet hall all looks peacefully. 没有想象中的那种下龙潭入虎穴惊天动地的大打出手,遮风堂里一切都看着安安静静。 Zhang Linsheng goes home, because also came back late, was reproven two by the father, but was pulled open by mother later. 张林生回到家的时候,还因为回来晚了,被父亲训斥了两句,不过随后就被母亲拉开了。 The young fellows do not have the thoughts to talk back, tonight the matter, can brace oneself to develop such a at that time, has surpassed the level display. 少年人也没有心思顶嘴,今晚发生的事情,当时能硬着头皮演那么一出,已经超水平发挥了。 In goes home, lies on the bed, felt own whole person body is empty soft. 回到家里,躺在床上,就觉得自己整个人身子都是虚软的。 Half are the lingering fear, half...... are uncomfortable. 一半是后怕,还有一半……是难受。 500,000 also good, Li Qingshan, the hand of what important person...... such place, such scene, such person, such matter...... ‚ 五十万也好,李青山也罢,什么要人的一只手……那样的地方,那样的场面,那样的人,还有那样的事情……‘ This, in life and world of vast Elder Brother from eight , was too remote. 这一场,距离八中浩南哥的生活和世界,也都太遥远了。 Remote seems the story in movie. 遥远的仿佛是电影里的故事。 Chen Nuo appears finally, the stance of then lifting a heavy weight as if light. 还有陈诺最后出现,那么举重若轻的姿态。 As if that fellow, is too too far from oneself, high was too too high. 仿佛那个家伙,距离自己太远太远,也太高太高了。 Needs to do utmost to raise head to oneself high, can see. 高到了自己需要竭尽全力仰起头来,才能看到。 Sun Keke...... 孙可可…… Oh. 唉。 Thinks these again, seemed to have no the significance. 再想这些,似乎就没什么意义了。 Zhang Linsheng does not know oneself are what taste. 张林生也不知道自己心里到底是什么滋味。 Somewhat moved moved, somewhat is survivor of disaster extrication. 有几分怅然若失的伤感,也有几分劫后余生般的解脱。 Mood low Zhang Linsheng, upturned several magnetic tapes in the bookshelf, turned for quite a while, actually a discovery song cannot sing mood at this moment. 心情低落的张林生,在书架上翻了好几盘磁带,翻了半天,却发现没有一首歌能唱出自己此时此刻的心情。 Depressed throws the thing, again face upwards Daotang on bed. 郁闷的把东西一扔,重新仰倒躺在了床上。 At this time, window pā tà. 就在这个时候,窗户啪嗒一声。 Zhang Linsheng sets out, seems in the heart has the premonition to be the same, sees Chen Nuo outside the window, is looking at itself, be with smile on the face. 张林生起身,仿佛是心中有预感一样,就看见陈诺在窗台外,瞧着自己,面带微笑。 Zhang Linsheng has a scare, hurries to jump, runs to open the window, making Chen Nuo turn. 张林生吓了一跳,赶紧跳了起来,跑过去打开窗户,让陈诺翻了进来。 „How did you...... you ask my family to come?” Some Zhang Linsheng fears. “你……你怎么找我家来了？”张林生有些害怕。 „It is difficult, I asked two schoolmates, inquired your dwelling.” Chen Nuo looked at a gate of room. “还挺难,我问了两个同学,才打听到你的住处。”陈诺看了一眼房间的门。 The gate is closing. 门关着的。 „What do you...... you ask me to make? I......” in the Zhang Linsheng heart move suddenly: „Tonight's matter I will not say.” “你……你找我做什么？我……”张林生忽然心中一动:“今晚的事情我不会说出去的。” The Chen Nuo look is very friendly- all that no matter how, Zhang Linsheng makes tonight, which perspective from, are help. 陈诺的神色很和气-不管如何,今晚张林生所做的一切,从哪个角度来看,都算是帮了忙的。 „I am also a meaning, tonight's matter, you when has not happened...... has forgotten.” “我也是一个意思,今晚的事情,你就当没发生过……忘记吧。” „You could rest assured that I will not say! You...... you are what person...... oh considers as finished, didn't ask that...... should not I ask.” “你放心,我不会说的！你……你到底是什么样的人……唉算了算了,不问不问……不该我问的。” Chen Nuo patted the shoulder of Zhang Linsheng: „Forgot, believed me, you slept, after waking up, from the start will not remember tonight the matter.” 陈诺拍了拍张林生的肩膀:“忘了吧,相信我,你睡一觉,醒来之后,压根就不会记得今晚发生的事情。” „Un......? What did you say?” Zhang Linsheng selected, then looks up Chen Nuo. “嗯……啊？你说啥？”张林生点了下头,然后又抬头看陈诺。 On the smile of visible front Chen Nuo corners of the mouth, brings a strangeness. 就看见面前陈诺嘴角的笑容,带着一丝古怪。 After several seconds, Zhang Linsheng fell on the bed, whistling rested greatly. 几秒钟后,张林生倒在了床上,呼呼大睡过去。 But Chen Nuo silent turned from the window, window also static close. 而陈诺无声无息的从窗户翻了出去,窗户也静静的合上。 All, quiet. 一切,静悄悄。 …… ・ Britain, London. 不列颠,伦敦。 Westminster college. 威斯敏斯特公学。 Outside the window can see the Westminster cathedral, in the afternoon some lazy sunlight shine, in addition this was the ancient castle general construction of as if church parish, appears somewhat arid gloomy. 窗户外就能看见威斯敏斯特大教堂,午后略带些慵懒的阳光照射进来,加上这原本就属于教区的古老的仿佛城堡一般的建筑,更显得有些枯燥阴沉。 Neville sits on the corridor, the static waiting, then the door opens, a wear blue color woolen sweater look old-fashioned middle age woman walked. 妮薇儿坐在走廊上,静静的等待,然后房门打开,一个穿着蓝色毛衣神色古板的中年女人走了出来。 „Ok, you can go.” “好了,你可以进去了。” Neville sets out, nods: „Thanks, Ms. Lorraine.” 妮薇儿起身,点了点头:“谢谢,洛兰女士。” On her the unique dark-colored coverall school uniform of wear Westminster college, but this clothes, according to the tradition, lady's the strip of coverall is the rose powder- this is to commemorate this founder in ancient aristocratic school, Queen Elizabeth I. 她身上穿着威斯敏斯特公学的特有的深色套装校服,而这套衣服,也按照传统,女士的套装的条边是玫瑰粉的-这是为了纪念这所古老贵族学校的创始人,伊丽莎白一世女王陛下。 ( Before , writes the Hummingbird younger sister's school is Eton College, containing errors, I forgot that is the family/home school, without female student. Therefore starts to reform the Westminster college from here.) (之前写蜂鸟妹子的学校是伊顿公学,有误,我忘记了那是家男校,没有女生的。所以从这里开始改过成威斯敏斯特公学。) Enters this leaf of heavy wooden door, inside room is actually not spacious, even somewhat is cramped. Probably is these thick and full is the calm style England old style book shelf, occupied too many area. 走进这扇沉重的木门,里面的房间其实并不宽大,甚至还有些局促。大概是那些厚实而满是沉稳风格的英伦老式的书柜,占据了太多的面积。 After Neville passing through the gate, first steady bowing, before then arrived at the table . 妮薇儿进门后,先稳稳的鞠躬,然后走到了桌前。 „Good afternoon, principal mister.” “午安,校长先生。” „Miss Devonhill, good afternoon.” “德文希尔小姐,下午好。” Principal static sees front girl, then sighed the tone: „Therefore, you did decide to leave school?” 校长静静的看着面前的女孩,然后叹了了口气:“所以,你决定退学了？” „Yes.” “是的。” „Although I do not think before this is a correct choice...... after all you, temporarily leaves school, but now chose leaving school. Un, can I ask the reason?” “虽然我并不认为这是个正确的选择……毕竟你之前只是休学,而现在选择了退学。嗯,我可以问问原因么？” Neville thinks: „I think, continues to stay in the school, cannot make me track down my life the direction.” 妮薇儿想了想:“我想,继续留在学校里,并不能让我追寻到我人生的方向。” The principal hesitated, looks at the present young girl: „Your condition just now consolidates, I think you will go back to the school to complete your studies...... Neville, I and your grandfather once were the good friend, your father are also the alumni who this school graduated, I really do not hope that the Devonhill family presented a student who left school from the Westminster college.” 校长沉吟了一下,看着眼前的少女:“你的病情才刚稳固下来,我原来以为你会回到学校里完成你的学业……妮薇儿,我和你的祖父曾经是好朋友,你的父亲也是这个学校毕业的校友,我真的不希望德文希尔家族出现一个从威斯敏斯特公学退学的学生。” „But in my opinion, pursues the life the direction, is more important than all.” Neville shakes the head: „Please do not persuade me again.” “但在我看来,追求人生的方向,比一切都重要。”妮薇儿摇头:“请您不要再劝说我了。” „Good.” The principal sighed, immediately the old man as if smiles: „No matter how, you can turn back to the sunlight, always a good matter. By the way, had you found the direction of your life? Since not in school, then it in......” “好吧。”校长叹了口气,随即老头子仿佛笑了笑:“不管如何,你能重新走回到阳光下,总是一件好事情。顺便问一下,你已经找到了你人生的方向了么？既然不在学校的话,那它是在……” „In should in place.” Neville smiles. “在该在的地方。”妮薇儿浅浅一笑。 Principal silent moment, nods: „Wish God to bless you.” 校长沉默了片刻,点了点头:“愿上帝保佑你。” After several minutes, Neville went out of the principal office, she shuttles back and forth in the corridor, has not actually departed immediately, but entered a washroom. 几分钟后,妮薇儿走出了校长办公室,她穿梭在走廊,却并没有立刻离去,而是走进了一间盥洗室。 Stands before the washing the hands stage, Neville twisted off the copper color faucet, both hands holds the water to sprinkle on own face, then long air vent. 站在洗手台前,妮薇儿拧开铜色的水龙头,双手捧了水泼在自己的脸上,然后长长的出了口气。 Neville looks in mirror, that ancient dark-colored coverall school uniform, actually more looked at this moment is less pleasing to the eyes, untied the first knot of neckband gently, the young girl breathes a sigh of relief slightly. 妮薇儿看着镜子里的自己,身上的那件古老的深色套装校服,此刻却越看越不顺眼,轻轻解开了领口的第一个扣子,年轻的女孩才稍微舒了口气。 „I did not like this school uniform.” Neville looks in mirror, talked to oneself in a low voice. “我一直都不喜欢这件校服。”妮薇儿看着镜子里的自己,低声自语。 After several seconds, in the mouth of young girl, with another unusual intonation, has the ridicule flavor unexpectedly. 几秒钟后,少女的口中,居然用另外一种奇特的语调,带着嘲弄的味道。 „ Do not forget that our wore the school uniform of this school...... “别忘记了,我们一家都穿过这个学校的校服啊…… My...... 我的…… Younger sister! ” 妹妹！” Neville coldly looked at one in mirror, deeply inspires: „We reach an agreement, during the daytime, is my time.” 妮薇儿冷冷看了镜子里的自己一眼,深深吸了口气:“我们说好的,白天,是我的时间。” „Good, such as you hope, my cute small pumpkin.” “好吧,如你所愿,我可爱的小南瓜。” Neville in mirror, pushed a eye to oneself. 镜子里的妮薇儿,对自己挤了一下眼睛。 …… ・ 【The nation nation nation, asked the ticket.】 【邦邦邦,求票。】 …… ・