The arrangement of Chen Jing is quick, before long, then has a motorcade from Special Clearing Department set off. 陈菁的安排很快,不一会,便有一支车队从特清部出发。 Although Lu Xin has said that wants to be able low-key, but came five car(riage)s, on the second vehicle, sat Lu Xin and Doll, on the third vehicle, is responsible for the Professor Chen Liqing also several researchers of Doll this project, on the fourth vehicle, is Chen Jing with several responsible securities ability holder, first and in fifth, is the fully-armed soldiers, after leading the way and detains . 虽然陆辛说过,希望可以低调一点,但还是足足来了五辆车,第二辆车上,坐了陆辛与娃娃,第三辆车上,是负责娃娃这个项目的陈立清教授还有几个研究员,第四辆车上,是陈菁与几位负责安保的能力者,第一和第五辆上,则都是全副武装的战士,开路与押后。 The first place that they go, is the main city west district, some peaceful community. 他们来到的第一个地方,是主城西区,某个安静的小区。 Lu Xin and Doll get out, Chen Jing catches up from behind, leading them to go upstairs together. 陆辛与娃娃下了车,陈菁从后面赶上来,带着他们一起上楼。 Other vehicles and the others, then has followed in behind, they have not participated, is only the static accompaniment. 其他的车辆等人,则一直在后面跟着,他们没有参与进来,只是静静的陪同。 Actually Chen Jing careful inquiry Lu Xin do not bring Doll to make anything, but walks, while approaches a Lu Xin introduced in a low voice: „Before here is , in the Captain Li Jian mother's dwelling that in the Science and Technology Church resistance sacrificed, matter that now, these soldiers and researchers sacrificed, their family members had known, one should arrange us also to complete, will have rich injury payment with look after specially.” 陈菁并没有仔细的询问陆辛究竟要带娃娃做什么,只是一边走,一边低声向陆辛介绍道:“这里便是之前在与科技教会对抗中牺牲的李建队长母亲的住处,如今,这些战士与研究员牺牲的事情,他们家属已经知道了,一应安排我们也会做好,会有丰厚的抚恤金与特别照顾。” „This, we do unusual is earnest, your this time brings Doll to come, for......” “这一块,我们做的非常认真,你这一次带娃娃过来,是为了……” „......” “……” Lu Xin raised the head looks at this slightly obviously worn-out community, said in a soft voice: „Before to fulfill me , a commitment that complies with.” 陆辛抬头看着这栋稍显破旧的小区,轻声道:“是为了履行我之前答应的一个承诺。” After Doll and Chen Jing two people go upstairs, Lu Xin here saw about 60-year-old woman, her face the color of wind and frost, should after that red moon arrives, in the child the process that raises remains in the most difficult years, although obtained the telephone message, but she somewhat is surprised, stacks the smile, they welcomed in Lu Xin the room. 与娃娃和陈菁两人上了楼之后,陆辛在这里看到了一个年约60多岁的女人,她一脸的风霜之色,应该是在那段红月降临之后,在最艰难的岁月里把孩子拉扯大的过程中留下来的,虽然得到了电话通知,但她还是有些惊讶,强堆起笑脸,把陆辛他们迎进了屋子里来。 Lu Xin earnest from the oneself black backpack, takes the paper that folded. 陆辛认真的从自己黑色背包里,拿出了一张折叠起来的纸。 „This is Captain Li Jian makes me take to you, at that time the condition was urgent, therefore he does not have the time to write personally......” “这是李建队长让我带给你的,当时条件紧迫,所以他没有时间亲自写……” „These words are I write down, but I remembered at that time very earnestly, has not dropped a character.” “这些话是我写下来的,但我当时记得很认真,没有落下一个字。” „......” “……” Explained, he gave that old person this paper. 解释了一遍之后,他将这张纸递给了那位老人。 The old person received the paper that this folded, the rough palm, somewhat shivers slightly. 老人接过了这张折叠起来的纸,粗糙的手掌,微微有些颤抖。 She should be a strong old person, after all can lead the child very to come in that most difficult years chaotic, in addition, she has long known now the matter that the child sacrificed, the mood obtained the cushion, therefore, after she looked at few words on that paper, on the face has the smile, said to Lu Xin: „You have a look, you have a look at this child, was near......” 她应该是位坚强的老人,毕竟可以带着孩子在那段最混乱最艰难的岁月里挺过来,再加上,如今她早就知道了孩子牺牲的事情,情绪得到了缓冲,所以,她看完了那张纸上的寥寥几句话之后,脸上还是带着笑容的,向陆辛道:“你看看,你看看这个孩子,临了都……” „...... So is mean-spirited, does not want to make me give his uncle money.” “……都还这么小气,不想让我给他舅舅钱。” With a smile, the eye socket was red, lifts the hand to wipe the tears, said with a smile: „But......” 笑着笑着,眼眶就红了,抬手抹着泪,笑道:“但是……” Tears big dripping down , the sound also trembled: „But the children did not have, I leave these money,......” 眼泪大颗的滴了下来,声音也颤了起来:“但是孩子都没了,我留那些钱,还有……” „Is useful?” “还有什么用呢？” „......” “……” side Chen Jing, low sighed one. 身边的陈菁,低低的叹了一声。 Lu Xin is only tranquil looks at this old person, is listening earnestly, careful looks at. 陆辛则只是平静的看着这位老人,认真听着,仔细看着。 Doll is somewhat confused, can only honest sitting in side. 娃娃有些迷茫,只能老实的坐在旁边。 ...... …… ...... …… Comes out after this community, this motorcade, went to the square of city heart, after the motorcade arrived here, in nearby office, the quick then young woman walked, she seemingly long is very attractive, but the appearance somewhat is thin and pale, wears the career suit of office white-collar, but on the face like other white-collars, has not actually melted on fine made-up face. 从这个小区出来之后,这支车队,又去往了城心的一处广场,车队到达了这里之后,旁边的写字楼上,很快便有一个年轻的女人走了下来,她看起来长的很漂亮,但模样却有些憔悴,穿着办公室白领的职业套装,但脸上却没有像其他的白领一样,化上精致的妆容。 „She is the Chen Cheng fiancee.” “她就是陈程的未婚妻。” Chen Jing introduced to Lu Xin low voice, said: „Next month marriage that they decided.” 陈菁小声向陆辛介绍,道:“他们本来定的下个月结婚。” Lu Xin nods in a soft voice, discovered the corresponding paper from the black bag, gave that woman earnestly. 陆辛轻声点头,从黑色袋子里找出了相应的纸,认真的交给了那个女人。 „What is this?” “这是什么？” Woman somewhat surprised received this paper, optional opening looks at. 女人有些意外的接过了这张纸,随意的打开看着。 Static, static, after several seconds, she smiled suddenly, said to Lu Xin: „Good, thank you!” 静静的,静静的,数秒钟后,她忽然笑了起来,向陆辛道:“太好了,谢谢你！” „Do you...... you know?” “你……你知道吧？” „This fellow may be shy, we have become engaged, but his not agrees said that ‚I love you’ these three characters, only knows goes all out goes shopping to me...... heard he died, I think, will never possibly hear him to say ‚I loved you’ these words.” “这个家伙可害羞了,我们已经定了婚,但是他就是不肯说‘我爱你’这三个字,只知道拼命的给我买东西……听说他死了,我以为,永远也不可能听到他说‘我爱你’这句话了。” „This letter/believes, too good......” “这封信,真的太好了……” „......” “……” Lu Xin is somewhat scruple, said in a soft voice: „He was very at that time guilty, he said, he should urge you, lets you look for earlier well marry, but, he cannot say, he said that he especially likes you, he wants to marry your is he, rather than others......” 陆辛有些迟疑,轻声道:“他当时很内疚,他说,他应该劝你,让你早点找个更好的嫁了,但是,他没能说出来,他说他特别的喜欢你,他希望娶你的是他,而不是别人……” „He cannot certainly say that isn't a scoundrel?” “他当然不能那么说,那不是混账吗？” The women raise the head looks at Lu Xin, said: „He, if must push toward others arms me, what I did become?” 女人抬头看着陆辛,道:“他如果要把我往别人怀里推,那我成什么了？” „Love is selfish......” “爱情本来就是自私的……” „He does not want to make me marry others, only wants to make me marry him, these words, love you compared with ‚me’, but also wants of pleasant to hear......” “他不想让我嫁给别人,只想让我嫁给他,这句话,比‘我爱你’,还要好听……” „Only not the good place is, his these words, love you with ‚me’ same these words......” “唯一不好的地方是,他这句话,和‘我爱你’这句话一样……” „Becoming the outer space, too false......” “都变得太空,太假了……” „......” “……” Lu Xin some do not understand this woman's response. 陆辛有些不明白这个女人的反应。 In this world always something, as if in difference from oneself imagination, but as if should be like this. 这世界上总有些事,似乎和自己想象中的不同,但似乎又应该是这样子的。 He brings Doll, said goodbye with this happy woman. 他只是带着娃娃,和这个开心的女人道别。 In going out of the square, will soon board, his turned the head. 只是,在走出了广场,即将上车的时候,他回过了头。 Saw that woman sits on the bench independently, the hand is covering mouth, is lowering the head, the shoulder non-stop is trembling. 看到那个女人独立坐在长椅上,手捂着嘴,垂着头,肩膀不停的颤着。 ...... …… ...... …… They arrived in a home of living alone woman, in this small wrap/sets two halls, only then a woman, with a three -year-old little girl, in the room placed the lots, has the violin, has the Chinese chess, has the dance shoes, even this seems like in not spacious room, but also put a piano, as can be seen, this family, regarding the daughter is treasure how. 他们来到了一个独居女人的家里,这个小小的套二厅中,只有一个女人,与一个三岁多的小女孩,房间里摆放了很多东西,有小提琴,有围棋,有舞蹈鞋,甚至这个看起来并不怎么宽敞的屋子里,还放了一架钢琴,可以看得出,这个家庭,对于女儿是多么的宝贝。 Lu Xin prepared the good letter/believes to give the woman that then static looks at that timid little girl. 陆辛将那封准备好的信递给了女人,然后静静的看着那个怯生生的小女孩。 When woman looks at letter/believes, the eye socket was red, makes the daughter first go to the room in a soft voice. 女人看着信时,眼眶就红了,轻声让女儿先回房间。 Then she raised the head looks at Lu Xin, had the tears to roll: „He travels on official business, we just......” 然后她抬头看着陆辛,有泪滚了出来:“他出差的时候,我们刚刚……” „Which interest class because just the daughter reported that quarrels......” “刚刚因为女儿报哪个兴趣班,吵了一架……” „......” “……” Lu Xin does not know how should reply, can only static is listening. 陆辛不知道该怎么回答,只能静静的听着。 Doll as if felt her sadness, lifted the hand gently, but does not dare to touch him. 娃娃似乎感受到了她的悲伤,轻轻抬手,但又不敢触碰他。 „I have felt, the daughter should study to select her to be interested, but, he has actually insisted that makes daughter study to the future useful, for such matter, we have quarrelled many are times, his axis, is not that willing......” “我一直觉得,女儿应该学点她感兴趣的,但是,他却一直坚持让女儿学点对将来有用的,为了这样的事情,我们已经吵过很多次了,他那么轴,就是不肯……” „, Finally, he thought through......” “没想到,最后,他还是想通了……” The women could not stretch finally, in the sound brought the weeping voice: „But he, he is that the axis......” 女人终于绷不住了,声音里带了哭腔:“可是他,他还是那么轴……” „What does daughter like?” “女儿喜欢什么呢？” „She likes is actually makes the father come back......” “她喜欢的其实是让爸爸回来啊……” „......” “……” „......” “……” They arrived at a middle school, the teacher had one to remain flat head, put on the boy of gym suit, on his neck, looked to see a piece of obvious tattoo, shaved very short hair, but can also see yellow send/hair stubble faintly. 他们来到了一个中学,老师带下来了一个留着平头,穿着运动服的男孩,在他的脖子上,看可以看到一片明显的刺青,已经剃的很短的头发,还可以隐隐看到黄发的发茬。 Lu Xin gave him the letter/believes that folded, said: „Your elder brother makes me tell you, wants you to study well.” 陆辛将那封折叠起来的信给了他,道:“你哥哥让我告诉你,一定要你好好读书。” „Cannot again and young hooligan in street mixed up, otherwise breaks your leg.” “不能再和街头上的小流氓混在一起了,不然打断你的腿。” „He also wants you, studied the liberal arts.” “他还要你,念文科。” „......” “……” The boys received folded the good letter/believes, looked silently two, held in the pocket, two hands inserted in the pants pocket, raised, said toward Lu Xin: „I disagreement/not with small ruffians had mixed together, the hair also shaved, was this tattoo is not quite good to wash.” 男孩接过了折叠好的信,默默的看了两遍,揣进了兜里,两只手插在裤兜里,扬起头来,向着陆辛说道:“我已经不和小混混们一起混了,头发也剃掉了,就是这纹身不太好洗。” „But the following matter I cannot listen to elder brother, I must read the science subjects, same becomes the researcher with him.” “但是后面的事我不能听哥哥的,我要念理科,跟他一样成为研究员。” „Because I feel......” “因为我觉得……” On his face reveals to be the smile of youngster, said: 他脸上露出属于少年的笑容,道: „The cause of death like my elder brother, in the sprinkling blood streets compared with these social big brothers mouths, many that must hang.” “像我哥哥这样的死法,比那些社会大哥们口中的洒血街头,要吊的多了。” „......” “……” Lu Xin somewhat surprised, after silent met, patted the shoulder of young boy gently, said: 陆辛有些意外,沉默了一会之后,轻轻拍了拍小男孩的肩膀,道: „Do not say, is inauspicious.” “别这么说,不吉利。” After paused, he is saying with a smile suddenly: „You a little said right.” 顿了一下之后,他忽然笑着道:“不过你有一点说对了。” „Your elder brother, truly compares these person who kills in the street, must hang many......” “你的哥哥,确实比那些在街头上打打杀杀的人,要吊的多……” „......” “……” This motorcade shuttles back and forth in Qinggang main city, wills, delivered to the hands of many, in the black bag, did not have many posthumous writings, because Lu Xin is also very regrettable, at that time that situation, the truly insufficient time made everyone stay behind the will, he at this time , can only guarantee that hears these that oneself and reorganizes, bringing Doll, one by one to transmit to these people. 这支车队穿梭在青港主城里,将一封封遗书,送到了很多人的手上,黑色的袋子里,本来也没有多少遗书,因为陆辛也很遗憾,当时那种情况,确实不够时间让每个人都留下遗书,他这时候,也只能保证将自己听到并整理出来的那些,带着娃娃,一一转交给那些人。 His looks at some of them smile, some cry, some have changed, a some misery. 他看着他们有的笑,有的哭,有的已经改变,有的一片凄凉。 As if walks in the one after another vortex. 仿佛行走在一个个的漩涡里。 He also sees, the Doll expression, vacant from the beginning, has turned into a face to hang the clear waterdrop finally. 他也看到,娃娃的表情,已经从一开始的茫然,最后变成了一脸挂着晶莹的泪滴。 Finally, Lu Xin brought Doll to ride on the vehicle, except for pilot, on vehicle only then he and Doll two person, Lu Xin looks at Doll, saw only her to see from the beginning oneself became the happy expression, turned into a sad confusedness. 最后时,陆辛带着娃娃坐回了车上,除了驾驶员,车上就只有他和娃娃两个人,陆辛看着娃娃,只见她已经从一开始见到自己就变得开心的表情,变成了一种悲伤的迷茫。 Outside the glass, the street shadow of city, flashes through like the inverted image generally. 车窗外,城市的街影,像倒影一般闪过。 „I do not know that you looked to understand, but this was I wants to tell you.” “我也不知道你看明白了没有,但这就是我想告诉你得。” The eye of Lu Xin looks at Doll, said in a soft voice: „This city as if naturally is this appearance, is not.” 陆辛看着娃娃的眼睛,轻声说道:“这个城市似乎理所当然是这个样子,又不全是。” „He needs the protection of person.” “他需要人的保护。” „......” “……” Looks at Doll to understand diligently words appearance that oneself said that on his face showed the standard smile, said in a soft voice: „You looked, behind these people are very actually tense, because they are afraid, but actually, they do not need to be afraid, because we make this decision, originally not because of their cautious attitudes, or not all because of such attitude......” 望着娃娃努力理解着自己说的话的样子,他的脸上露出了标准的笑容,轻声说道:“你看,后面那些人其实都很紧张,因为他们害怕,但其实,他们不必这么害怕的,因为我们做下这种决定,本来就不是因为他们小心翼翼的态度,或者说,不全是因为这样的态度……” „We must protect, is the life that our oneself likes......” “我们要保护的,一直都是我们自己喜欢的生活而已啊……”