„Youhurry!”
“你赶紧起来!”Ye Xiaomucomes upto holdher, sizes upcarefully, thismissis similar to oneself, gets oldermuch, wearsoneschool uniform, does not know where studentbefore deathis.叶小木上去将她扶起来,仔细打量,这姑娘年纪跟自己差不多,长得眉清目秀的,穿着一套校服,不知道生前是哪里的学生。„seventh day after death...... Iheard that in the ghostis to go hometo have a look, why haven't yougone?”
“头七……我听说亡魂是要回家里看看的,你为什么没去?”As soon as the girllistens, sighed, shakes the head saying: „Ido not go. Great Law Master, don't youreallycatchme? Iwantto be dull a meetinginhuman world, crossed12pointsIto walk, was good?”
女孩一听,叹了口气,摇头说道:“我不去的。大法师,你真的不抓我吗?我想在人间多呆一会,过了十二点我就走,好不好?”„Does not have the issue!”Ye Xiaomusaid,„youwantto speak, if desired, Icanaccompanyyou.”
“没问题!”叶小木道,“你想跟人说说话吗,如果需要的话,我可以陪你。”
The girla littlecannotbelieve,is looking athimscruple.
女孩有点不敢相信,迟疑地望着他。„Truthtoldyou,IamnewLaw Master, thisis my firstsoulcomes outto loaf, happen toran intoyou, is very predestined friends, accompaniesyourdullmeeting.”
“实话跟你说,我是一个新手法师,这是我第一次魂魄出来游荡,正好遇到了你,也挺有缘的,陪你呆一会吧。”Ye Xiaomuwas sayingsits downinherside.叶小木说着在她身边坐下。
The girlseeshimreallynot to have the hostility, thereforeasked: „Do youname?”
女孩见他真没有敌意,于是问道:“你叫什么名字?”„Ye Xiaomu. You.”
“叶小木。你呢。”„Myname wassummerLan 。 The orchid of orchid.”
“我叫夏兰。兰花的兰。”„Verynameof pleasant to hear.”
“很好听的名字啊。”summerorchidsmilesmournfully, „thisprobablywasmyonlymerit.”
夏兰凄然一笑,“这大概是我唯一的优点了吧。”„Do not be modest, words saying, youwhyinthis?”
“别太谦虚,话说,你为什么会在这?”summerLanzhireferred tofrontlake water, said: „Sevendays ago, Icommit suicidehere.”
夏兰指了指面前的湖水,道:“七天前,我在这里自杀的。”Suicide......
自杀……Ye Xiaomuvisitshersurprised.叶小木吃惊地看着她。„Ilivereallydo not have the pleasure, alwaysfeelsoneselfmany. Might as welldeath will settle everything, after whoknew, mustmake trouble, thesememories actually cannot cancel......”
“我活着实在没有乐趣,总觉得自己很多余。不如一死了之,谁知道死了之后还要做鬼,那些记忆却总是抹不去……”„Howcan, live many happymatters.”
“怎么会的,活着有很多开心的事啊。”summerorchidsmiles bitterly saying: „ To many, isthis, butIneverknow that whatishappy. Inmy familyis the rural area, in the family/homehas wantedto have a boy, thereforeIwas bornno oneto likeme. Iwas almost givento be drown to deathbymypaternal grandmother, mother savedme, said that alsoonly thenmy motherwas also OKtome, butIfifththat year, my motherlived a younger brother, is not goodtome, afterwardshedivorcedmy father, a personleft home, Ihave not seenheragain.
夏兰苦笑道:“对很多人来说,是这样吧,可我从来不知道什么叫开心。我家里是农村的,家里一直想生个男孩,所以我出生就没人喜欢我。我差点被我奶奶给淹死,还是妈妈救了我,说起来,也只有我妈妈对我还可以了,但我五岁那年,我妈生了个弟弟,就对我不好了,后来她跟我爸爸离婚,一个人离家出走了,我再也没见过她。My fatherworksin the city, Ilivewith the paternal grandmother and younger brothertogether, theydo not likeme, mypaternal grandmotherhitsmefrequently, has any goodthing, firstgives the younger brother, saidyounot to believe that a younger brothereatingmeat, compared withmyoneyeareatingalsomany.
我爸爸在城里打工,我跟奶奶和弟弟一起生活,他们都不喜欢我,我奶奶经常打我,有什么好东西,也都是先给弟弟,说出来你不信,弟弟一顿吃的肉,比我一年吃的还多。Inschool, becauseIugly, noschoolmateis willingto playwithme, theyalsobullyme, frequentlyhitsme...... myelementary schoolto graduate, paternal grandmotheronIdid not go to school, becauseinfamily/homepoor, can only go to schoolfor a person, the younger brotherreached the school age, Inaturallycannoton, Iprobablyworkin the place, washes clothesto prepare foodat home, serves the paternal grandmother who falls ill......
在学校,因为我长得丑,没有一个同学愿意跟我玩,他们还欺负我,经常打我……我小学毕业,奶奶就不上我上学了,因为家里穷,只能供一个人上学,弟弟到了上学年龄,我自然就不能上了,我要在地里干活,在家里洗衣做饭,伺候生病的奶奶……These, Icanendure, even if the fathertimehas not gone home, drank the liquorto vent angerwithme, Icanendure, becauseIalsolovedmyyounger brothervery much, even ifhedid not likeme, looked that does not wantto look atmyoneeyes, Ipaidforhimsilently, becausehewasmyyounger brother, wasfamily'shope. On after younger brotherjunior middle school, was received the spring cityto go to schoolby the father, Ialsowith, works, whileconsiders the younger brotherdaily life, I have no complain and regret. ”
这些,我都能忍,哪怕爸爸没次回家来,喝多了酒拿我出气,我都能忍,因为我也很爱我的弟弟,就算他不喜欢我,看都不想看我一眼,我还是默默为他付出,因为他是我弟弟,是全家的希望。弟弟上初中之后,被爸爸接到春城来上学,我也跟了过来,一边打工,一边照顾弟弟起居,我也无怨无悔。”Ye Xiaomucalmlyis listening tohernarration, in the heartfive sensesmixedChen, does not know that saidwhatgood.叶小木静静地听着她的讲述,心中五味杂陈,也不知道说什么好。
„ On that dayin the weekend, wesleptin the eveningat home, in the family/homecame the thief, at that time the younger brotherwas just rightto go to bathroom, hitwiththatthief. Thatverythrasheswithhim, wantsto holdhe, Iamhearyounger brother'spitiful yellto wake up, Iact boldly regardless of one's safetyto hitthatthief, making the younger brotherreport to the police, the result...... the resultyounger brotherhid in the room, locked the gate.
“那天周末,晚上我们在家里睡觉,家里来了贼,当时弟弟正好起来上厕所,跟那个贼撞到了。那个贼就跟他厮打起来,想要捅死他,我是听到弟弟的惨叫醒来的,我奋不顾身过去打那个贼,让弟弟去报警,结果……结果弟弟躲进了房间里,把门锁上了。Iwas heldseveralbladesby the scoundrel outside, Iputin the gate, goes all outto knock at the door, the younger brotherhas not opened the door.
我在外面被歹徒捅了好几刀,我扑在门上,拼命拍门,弟弟也没有开门。LuckilyIcalled for helpbrought in the neighborwarning, overpowered the scoundrel.
幸亏我呼救引来了邻居报警,把歹徒制服了。Iwas delivered to the hospital, after the wrap, the fathertook away the pay-out, moreoverIinjurewellnot to makemeleave the hospital, said that spendsin the hospitalmany. After going home, becauseI the wounddoes not have, every daystrugglesis preparing foodtothem. Half a month ago, the younger brothermustattend the summer campnext day, makingmewash the next dayto be goodto put onhisoneclothes, butI, because the woundhurt, laydoes not haveon the bed, the clotheshave not washed. After heis proficient, scoldedme. Ialsogot angryat that time, quarrelledwithhim.
我被送到医院,包扎之后,父亲拿走了赔偿款,而且我伤没好就让我出院,说是在医院花钱多。回家之后,我因为伤没好,每天挣扎着给他们做饭。就在半个月前,弟弟第二天要去参加夏令营,让我把他一套衣服洗了第二天好穿,但我因为伤口疼,躺在床上没起来,衣服也没洗。他到家之后就骂我。我当时也怒了,跟他吵了起来。Hetoldme, hehas dislikedmeactually, becauseIwas a disfigured, hedoes not want my elder sister, was I have been entanglinghim, andslappedmy. ”
他就告诉我,他其实一直都讨厌我,因为我是个丑八怪,他不想有我这个姐姐,是我一直缠着他,并且打了我一巴掌。”
The tearsfallin the lake water, has not been startled the ripples, becausethisis the tears in summerLan thought that the ghostwill not burst into tears.
泪水啪嗒啪嗒地落在湖水中,没有惊起涟漪,因为这是夏岚意念中的泪水,鬼是不会流泪的。Sheraised the head, is looking atYe Xiaomu, shakes the head, said: „Sorry, makingyoulisten toso many, you were very certainly bothersome, pleaseforgiveme, Iwas only...... have not saidthese, Iwas very depressing, Imustgo toYin Divisionimmediately, did not have the opportunityto saytheseagain.”
她抬起头,望着叶小木,摇了摇头,说道:“对不起,让你听了这么多,你一定很烦了,请原谅我,我只是……从没跟人说过这些,我很压抑,我马上就要去阴司了,再也没有机会跟人说这些了。”Ye Xiaomuholds onherhand, saidexcitedly: „No, Iam not bothersome, Ithought that you are a goodperson, youhave not made the any mistake. But, why will youcommit suicide?”叶小木一把拉住她的手,激动地说道:“不,我一点都不烦,我觉得你是个善良的人,你没有做错什么。可是,你为什么会自杀呢?”
„ Actually, Iam not a fool, Iam goodto the younger brother, becauseheismyyounger brother, moreovermy fatherwas drunkalsohithimfrequently, healsodid not have mother since childhood, thereforeIhave taken care ofhim, Ialsoknow that hewas not goodtome, samelooked down uponmewitheveryone, butIalwaysthought that hewasmyyounger brother, hewill understandone day. Even ifhelocksmeinout of the door, I can still forgivehim.
“其实,我也不是傻子,我对弟弟好,只是因为他是我弟弟,而且我爸爸喝醉酒了也经常打他,他从小又没妈妈,所以我一直照顾他,我也知道他对我不好,跟所有人一样看不起我,但我总觉得他是我弟弟,他总有一天会明白的。所以即便是他把我锁在门外,我依然能原谅他。
When hesaidtome‚my whole lifelooked down uponyou’thiswords, Icollapsed, I alonewent tothisplace, Iam thinkingIsince birthwas an unnecessaryperson, wasno onethinks highly, rather was dead, suchdivingcommitted suicide...... ”
但是当他对我说出‘我这辈子都看不起你’这种话时,我崩溃了,我一个人来到这地方,我想着我生来就是个多余的人,是个没人看得起的,不如死了算了,就这么跳水自杀了……”Saidthese, summerorchidsmiles, „Idied the next day, the corpsewas discovered, afterwardfoundmy father, accepts the corpse, thenheforsomemulti-errorpark administrationmoney, did not cremate the corpse...... myyounger brotherto burn a paperformeintentionallyactually, butalsohad a guilty conscience, was worried that Imade troubleto look forhistrouble, askingmeto leavewalked, do not come backagain. Haha......”
说完这些,夏兰轻轻一笑,“我死了第二天,尸体被人发现,后来找到了我爸爸,过来认领尸体,然后他为了多讹公园管理处一些钱,故意不火化尸体……我弟弟倒是为我烧了点纸,可也是问心有愧,担心我做鬼找他的麻烦,让我走了就走了,不要再回来。哈哈……”summerorchidlaughssuddenly, „Great Law Master, yousaid that Iamverysilly, Ireallyamget what one deserves......”
夏兰突然大笑起来,“大法师,你说我是不是很傻啊,我真的是活该……”Ye Xiaomuis gripping tightlyherhand, said: „Youareverysilly, althoughsaid that thisis very late, but, youactuallyshouldhaveyouroneselflife, youdo not need, fordoes not likeyourpersonpayingso many.”叶小木紧紧握着她的手,说道:“你是挺傻的,虽然说这个很晚,但是,你其实该有你自己的人生,你没必要为了不爱你的人付出那么多。”„Yes.”summerorchidsighed, „Ihave been recallingfor these days, in several years, Ihad a deficitoneself is too many, Idid not have a successfulplace, evenIdied, friends who were worthmevisitingdoes not haveincluding.”
“是啊。”夏兰叹了口气,“我这几天一直在回想,这十几年,我亏欠自己太多,我没有一点成功的地方,甚至我死了,连一个值得我去看一看的朋友都没有。”Shecriessadly.
她又伤心地哭起来。
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