SMGL :: Volume #8

#707: I do not want( third)


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Outside St. Paul's Cathedral almost the rivers of blood, however the bloodiness of outside, actually slightly has not affected in the church. 圣保罗大教堂外几乎血流成河,然而外界的血腥,却丝毫没有影响到教堂里面。 This mister, you whether is willing to marry this woman is the wife, likes her, comforting her, to respect her, to protect her, loves itself like you. Regardless of she falls ill or healthy, rich or poor, throughout is loyal to her, until leaving the world?” “这位先生,你是否愿意娶这位女士为妻,爱她、安慰她、尊重她、保护她,像你爱自己一样。不论她生病或是健康、富有或贫穷,始终忠于她,直到离开世界?” Lu Shu silent long time, this probably is the scene in movie, he has watched a movie, in the movie is also such scene, however now he is actually a protagonist. 吕树沉默良久,这大概是电影里的场景,他看过一场电影,电影里也是这样的场景,然而如今他却是主角。 I want.” “我愿意。” Carol exhausted the last strength to embrace tightly the Lu Shu nape of the neck, must feel in this world likely finally warm. 卡洛儿用尽最后一点力气搂紧了吕树的脖颈,像是要感受这世界上最后一点温暖。 This woman, you whether is willing to marry this gentleman is the wife, likes him, comforting him, to respect him, to protect him, loves itself like you. Regardless of he falls ill or healthy, rich or poor, throughout is loyal to him, until leaving the world?” “这位女士,你是否愿意嫁这位男士为妻,爱他、安慰他、尊重他、保护他,像你爱自己一样。不论他生病或是健康、富有或贫穷,始终忠于他,直到离开世界?” The world is silent. 世界寂静。 Sorry, Lu Shu,” the tears in Carol eye turbulently: I do not want.” “对不起,吕树,”卡洛儿眼里的泪水汹涌而出:“我不愿意。” Tears crash from the corner of the eye, just like must crash into the abyss. 一颗颗眼泪从眼角坠落,犹如要坠入深渊。 Carol is crying saying with a smile: Those words I said that but you have not heard probably, I again said that listens to you.” 卡洛儿哭着笑道:“那句话我说了,但是你好像没听到,我就再说给你听一遍。” Lu Shu, this whole life with me in same place, the incorrect words I again waits, but also the incorrect words I try to find the solution again.” 吕树,这辈子就跟我在一起吧,不行的话我再等等,还不行的话我再想想办法。” The chest of Lu Shu like was used a hand closely to grip, the huge ache makes the blood no longer flow. 吕树的心口像是被人用一只手紧紧的握住了一样,巨大的疼痛让血液都不再流淌。 Actually I heard.” “其实我听到了。” Actually I know that you heard,” Carol smiles was saying: I know sentiment that I pay be much little than you, but has not related, my wish is, if which day of Lu Shu can also like me being good, now my wish eventually comes true.” “其实我知道你听到了,”卡洛儿微笑着说道:“我知道我付出的感情要比你多一点点,可是没关系的,我的心愿就是,要是哪一天吕树也可以喜欢我就好了,现在我的心愿终于实现了。” Lu Shu is silent, Carol has patted the chest of Lu Shu gently: This place, had my position finally. But I selfishly hope that you accompany my last regulation, actually does not hope that you need to shoulder the shadow life that I was dying from now on, therefore Lu Shu sorry, I do not want, I cannot want. Actually I have a secret, the Spear of Eternity disruption time I feel suddenly possibly, when that moment of Spear of Eternity disruption will again not love you, why I do not know, but I do not want to accept this result, therefore please forgive me to reject you, this is for me the happiest result, this world has you is very really good.” 吕树沉默,卡洛儿轻轻拍了拍吕树的胸口:“这个地方,终于有我的位置了呢。可是我自私的希望你陪我最后一程,却不希望你今后需要背负着我死亡的阴影生活,所以吕树对不起,我不愿意,我不能愿意。其实我有个秘密,永恒之枪碎裂的时候我忽然感觉到可能当永恒之枪碎裂的那一刻就不会再那么爱你了,我也不知道为什么,但我不想接受这个结果,所以请原谅我拒绝你,这才是对我来说最美好的结局,这个世界有你真的很好呢。” Carol is touching the cheeks of Lu Shu gently: Parted forever, my love.” 卡洛儿轻轻抚摸着吕树的脸颊:“永别了,我的爱人。” Ka, as if in the Carol body had any thing to disrupt thoroughly. 咔的一声,似乎卡洛儿身体里有什么东西彻底碎裂了。 Lu Shu is feeling the life of opposite party turbulently is passing, the fluctuation of energy is getting more and more weak until not being able to feel, the eye of Carol closes finally, eyelash also no longer lovable tremor. 吕树感受着对方的生命汹涌的流逝着,能量波动越来越弱直至感受不到,卡洛儿的眼睛终于闭上,睫毛也不再可爱的颤动。 That is only heartless the invisible hand as if cruel raised the Lu Shu heart maliciously, almost made the Lu Shu ache to suffocating. 那只无情无形的手似乎又残忍的将吕树心脏狠狠提起,几乎让吕树疼痛到窒息。 The father sighed to pat the shoulder of Lu Shu to walk, left behind the silent world. 神父叹息着拍了拍吕树的肩膀走了出去,留下寂静的世界。 Suddenly, the white tree mark in Lu Shu palm is radiant and dazzling, in the Carol body shatter Spear of Eternity turns into the white stars and ray gathers in the Lu Shu palm, Lu Shu as if arrived at another world, but in this world as if the great wills through ancient times existed forever. 忽然间,吕树手心里的白树印记璀璨而又耀眼,卡洛儿身体里破碎的永恒之枪化成白色的星辰与光芒汇聚到吕树的手掌心里,吕树恍惚间仿佛降临到了另一个世界,而这个世界里又似乎有一个宏大的意志亘古长存。 New time, arrival, some people spoke in world finally. “新的时代,终于到来,”有人在世界中说话。 That sound as if directly transmits in the brain of Lu Shu, Lu Shu silent looks up front lofty tree, that tree looks like such that Carol said: Blocks the sky, ten thousand numerous lives can live on the tree, several tens of thousands root hair enter underground, does not know to where. 那声音似乎直接传递到吕树的脑中,吕树沉默的抬头看着面前的参天大树,那树就像是卡洛儿所说的那样:遮天蔽日,万众生灵可以在树上生活,数万条根须直入地下,不知通往何处。 Who are you?” Lu Shu asked. “你是谁?”吕树问道。 If you see, World Tree, you hold the key to come, but I have been waiting.” “如你所见,世界树,你持钥匙而来,而我一直在等候。” „,” Lu Shu said that was then silent, as if no what vibration, the heart like the dying embers. “哦,”吕树说完便沉默了,似乎并没有什么震动,心如死灰。 That sound suddenly with teasing expression said: „The girl likes you, because of dependency of trunk and branches on whole, if completely understands this point, will not be sad.” 那声音忽然用调侃的语气说道:“那女孩喜欢你,是因为枝干对整体的依赖,如果看透这一点,就不会再难过了。” Lu Shu tranquil looks to World Tree: Puts your mother's fart!” 吕树平静的看向世界树:“放你妈的屁!” That will as if not enrage, saying that but continues to have a relish: Could not save her, but rescued her price to donate World Tree she. Do you have to think her bloodlines already enough pure, looked like I once had seen her ancestor like that said that was the world gods is not overrated, will the God, have how possibly the sentiment to the mortal?” 那意志似乎并不触怒,只是自顾自继续饶有兴致的说道:“并不是救不了她,但救她的代价是将世界树赠予她。你有没有想过她的血脉已经足够纯净,就像是我曾见过她的先祖那般,说是人间神明也不为过,神,怎么可能会对凡人产生感情?” I am you, but her sentiment based on Spear of Eternity with my relations, then, this situation you is also whether willing to save her?” That will repeatedly asked that suddenly, Lu Shu as if shared the same roots with this World Tree. “我属于你,而她的感情基于永恒之枪与我的关系,那么,这种情况你是否还愿意救她?”那意志重复问道,忽然间,吕树似乎与这世界树血脉相连。 This feeling is mysterious, Lu Shu confirmed at this moment this great will back World Tree truly was similar to the opposite party said that belonged unexpectedly his. 这种感觉非常玄妙,吕树此时此刻确认这宏大意志背后的世界树确实如同对方所说,竟是属于他的。 But the opposite party said that also real, does not need to suspect. 而对方所说,也是真的,不用怀疑。 Lu Shu sat on the tree root suddenly is silent. 吕树忽然坐在树根上沉默了。 Originally, the destiny gets out of trouble arrives at side him, but to play a joke with him. 原来,命运兜兜转转的来到他身边,只是为了跟他开一个玩笑而已。 Originally, in this world the loneliest person, should be oneself. 原来,这世界上最孤独的人,本来就应该是自己啊。 Then he self-ridicules suddenly disconsolately: Indeed, my this type only rotten ba the player of cold joke, how to have that good girl to like, originally...... I am nobody like.” 然后他突然惆怅自嘲起来:“我说呢,我这种只会烂了吧唧冷笑话的选手,怎么会有那么好的女孩喜欢呢,原来……我还是没人喜欢啊。” Lu Shu selfish saying: You know that had a girl to like me at that time, finally wants to make me do the homework after all that time to come for her, comedy, you do the homework to die especially, the sentiment and aren't the lie so valuable?” 吕树自顾自的说道:“你知道么,那时候有个女孩喜欢我,结果闹了半天是想让我替她写作业来着,搞笑不搞笑,你特么自己写作业能死吗,感情和谎言就这么不值钱?” Therefore, you are also willing to save her?” That will closely examines. “所以,你还愿意救她吗?”那意志追问。 Lu Shu has smiled suddenly: Sometimes really very repugnant destiny word, after all that time the result is one rejoices without reason, good spring scenery, might as well big dream. But...... That is also what kind, I am willing to save her, does not know why wants to thank the destiny suddenly, at least has also cared for me. Considered as finished not to pull the calf, actually I do not want to visit her dead, said that many Jiao Qinghua did do, does artificial resembles me to be the same.” 吕树忽然笑了起来:“有时候真的很讨厌命运这个词啊,闹了半天结果还是一场空欢喜,好春光,还不如大梦一场。可是……那又怎么样,我还是愿意救她,不知道为什么忽然想感谢一下命运,起码还眷顾过我。算了算了不扯犊子了,其实我就是不想看她死去而已,说那么多矫情话干嘛,搞得好像我多矫情一样。” The Lu Shu expression enforces finally: I am willing to save her.” 吕树的语气终于严肃起来:“我愿意救她。” Looked like Lu Shu received that 50 Yuan false coin to be the same in the past, is thinking obviously at heart this world how to him, how he should treat this world, finally silently have torn up the false coin. 就像是吕树当年收到那50元假币一样,明明心里在想这世界如何对他,他就该如何对待这个世界,结果还是自己默默的撕掉了假币。 This destiny played a huge joke with him, but he rather believes that all real, all have existed. 这一次命运跟他开了一个天大的玩笑,但他宁愿相信那一切都是真的,一切都存在过。 That will seems stripping and relation of Lu Shu, the remote sound conveys: „The time of this arrival, compared with beforehand interesting, I wait.” 那意志似乎在剥离与吕树的联系,遥远的声音传来:“这次降临的时代,远要比之前的都有意思,我拭目以待。” Lu Shu spiritual consciousness returned to the church suddenly, the white tree mark in his palm raises from the lines on the hand unexpectedly slowly, is sparkling the radiant ray! 吕树骤然间神识回到了教堂之内,他手心里的白树印记竟是从掌纹之中缓缓升起,闪耀着璀璨的光芒! That white tree mark like is living, falls into the chest of Carol unexpectedly slowly. 那枚白树印记像是活着的一样,竟缓缓落入卡洛儿的心口。 Thump thump. 咚咚。 In this time, Lu Shu heard the Carol heartbeat. 就在此时,吕树重新听到了卡洛儿的心跳。 The huge vitality spreads, Carol as if obtained a new student, this time, she obtains is complete World Tree, and belongs to her. 巨大的生机蔓延开来,卡洛儿似乎得到了一次新生,这一次,她得到是完整的世界树,并归属于她。 Lu Shu cautiously lies low to place above the soft red blanket Carol, his silently in the hand walks toward the church outside a turning around stride of annulus of can, there also has to belong to his fight, the back lonely and renounces. 吕树小心翼翼的将卡洛儿平躺放在柔软的红毯之上,他默默的将一枚易拉罐的拉环带在手上转身大步朝教堂之外走去,那里还有属于他的战斗,背影孤独而又决绝。 Parted forever, my love.” “永别了,我的爱人。” ...... …… Carol has had a big dream likely. 卡洛儿像是做了一场大梦。 She in dream looks like a no use little girl is the same, runs in the jet black world, she always felt that had any thing to such lose probably, made her love dearly in the extreme. 梦中的她就像是一个无助的小女孩一样,在漆黑的世界奔跑,她总感觉有什么东西好像就要这么失去了,却让她心疼到无以复加。 She keeps ran was running likely for several days several nights of general, finally saw a gray barrier in the jet black world, as if this grey barrier was preventing anything. 她不停的奔跑着像是跑了几天几夜一般,终于在漆黑的世界里看到了一面灰色的壁垒,似乎正是这灰色的壁垒在阻挡着什么。 Carol stands before the barrier keeps thrashing, keeps weeping and wailing, pounds to bleed until own fist, probably must be shattered until the skeleton. 卡洛儿站在壁垒之前不停捶打,不停哭喊,直到自己拳头砸出血来,直到骨骼都好像要被震裂。 But she does not want to stop, probably stops to lose the life most important thing, for this reason, she is willing to pay with the life. 可是她不想停下来,好像一停下来就会失去生命最重要的东西,为此,她愿意付出生命。 Ka, on that grey barrier seemed pounded one fissure to come by her, that huge disruption sound enlightens the benighted in this black world. 咔的一声,那灰色的壁垒上似乎被她砸出了一道浅浅的裂痕来,那巨大的碎裂声响在这黑色世界里振聋发聩。 The crack is very tiny, before taking seriously the strength has not arrived, this grey barrier like the natural moat throughout is then hard to surmount. 只是,裂纹还很渺小,当真正的力量没有到来前,这灰色的壁垒便如天堑般始终难以跨越。 Lies down Carol on red blanket just like the princess beautiful not local products in grand ceremony. 躺在红毯上的卡洛儿犹如盛大典礼上的公主般美丽的不可方物。 Flash when the crack presents, her corner of the eye delimits the next sparkling and translucent bright tears suddenly likely is before the daybreak , the first dawn in darkness. 当裂纹出现的一瞬间,她的眼角骤然划下一颗晶莹剔透的泪水像是黎明前黑暗中的第一道曙光。 Princess as if sleep talking twittering: Lu Shu, do not walk.” 公主仿佛梦呓般呢喃着:“吕树,不要走。” That sound light such as flying smoke, inscribes likely there, had not been said likely. 那声音轻如飞烟,像是铭刻在那里,又像是从来都没有被人说出来过。 ...... …… I have not rested, ahead of time renewal has not been only because this story looks like my painstaking care is the same, hopes that it can be more complete. Good night. 我没睡,没有提前更新只是因为这个故事就像是我的心血一样,希望它能够更加完整。晚安。
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