The darkpalacedid not exist, Anthonywill put in order a palaceto giveto disintegrate, whatotheris only a lonelyimperial throne, withlonelyDuanmu Huangqi.
黑暗的宫殿已经不存在了,安东尼将整座宫殿都给土崩瓦解,余下的只是一个孤独的龙座,和孤独的端木皇启。UsuallyinthatdragonYibianis symbolizing the Duanmu Huangqilawful right, the Burmafeudal officialsneedto lie prostrate in worshiptothatdragonchairposition.
平日里那龙椅便象征着端木皇启的权柄,西都众臣都需要对那龙椅的位置顶礼膜拜。Howevernow, dragonchair and hugelonelinessmakeitlook like a tombstone are the same.
然而现在,那龙椅与巨大的孤独感让它就像是一尊墓碑一样。Lu Shulooks atDuanmu Huangqi saying: „Youguessed correctly that owntodaywill die, right?”吕树看着端木皇启说道:“你猜到自己今天会死,对吗?”Zhang WeiyutoldLu Shudiscovery in haremlow voice.张卫雨已经把后宫中的发现小声的告诉了吕树。Duanmu Huangqiopens eyesto lookslowlytoLu Shu: „No onecan guess correctlyownfuture, butIwill always prepare for the worst, in the past when went on an expedition, eachtimeIheld the determination that mustdie, butthisinsteadset at the deathtrapthento live. More than 2000years ago, Ifollow ordersto beheadQingGuo, killsin the imperial palacefromBurma, Iknow that nobodycansupportme, ourthese100peoplediedthendied, notlike the story of storytellingmistermouthwinding peaks and paths, thereforeI can only struggle desperatelyformyself.”端木皇启慢慢睁眼看向吕树:“谁也猜不到自己的未来,但我向来会做最坏的打算,当年征战时,每一次我都抱着必死的决心,但这样反而置之死地而后生。2000多年前,我奉命斩首庆国,从西都东面一路杀到皇宫里,我知道没人会来支援我,我们这100人死了便是死了,不会像说书先生嘴里的故事一样峰回路转,所以我就只能为自己挣命。”Duanmu Huangqirecalls: „Thesesoldiers in Burmalook atouralone100people, looks likein the silentridicule, what theycannot think, weinthatthousandarmed forces, were in front oftheirto killhave celebrated the countryking monarch sovereign. Istandbycelebrating the countryking monarch sovereigncorpse, selectshisheadonmyBlack Dragonlance, turns headto looktobehind, only then the corpsemountain and bloodshed, Ithink that thiswasoneis probably dry the meritby the tens of thousandsbone.”端木皇启回忆道:“西都的那些士兵看着我们孤零零的100人,就像是在无声的嘲笑,但他们想不到的是,我们就在那千军之中,当着他们的面杀死了庆国国主。我站在庆国国主尸体旁边,将他的头颅挑在我的黑龙矛上,回头看向身后,只有尸山与血海,我想这大概就是一将功成万骨枯了。”Then, Duanmu Huangqiis looking at carefullyZhang WeiyutheirMountain-Shaking Armorcarefully: „Has not thoughtthatsimilarlyinBurma, similarlyisMountain-Shaking Armor, butmyDuanmu Huangqiunexpectedlybecomes that mustbe killed. Thisway of the world is really strange, howto turn intothis?”
说完,端木皇启仔细端详着张卫雨他们身上的撼山铠:“没想到,同样是在西都,同样是撼山铠,只不过我端木皇启竟然成了要被杀的那个。这世道真是离奇啊,怎么就变成这样了呢?”„Thistime is not quite same,”Lu Shusmiled saying: „Iwantto knowvery much, yourgotten ridfeelinghow?”
“这次可不太一样,”吕树笑了笑说道:“我很想知道,你被抛弃的感觉如何?”Duanmu Huangqiis lost in thought that thensuddenlyopens the mouth saying: „Inthisworldmanypeopleoncethinkoneselfarethatholds the chess player of chess, finallyin the endactuallydiscoveredoneselfare onlychess piece, myDuanmu Huangqiis not the person who firstthinkslike this, wantsto comeis notlast.”端木皇启陷入沉思,而后忽然开口说道:“这世上很多人都曾以为自己才是那个执棋的棋手,结果到头来却发现自己只是一枚棋子,我端木皇启不是第一个这样想的人,想来也不会是最后一个。”„Whowithyourconspiratoris,”Lu Shusoundgraduallycold: „Youtoldme, Imadehimget downwithyouto act as companion.”
“与你同谋者是谁,”吕树声音渐渐的冷了下来:“你告诉我,我让他下去与你作伴。”Duanmu Huangqisaid with a smilesuddenlystrangely: „Thiswantsto ask the secretfrommyDuanmu Huangqimouth, wastoosimple a point?”端木皇启忽然诡异笑道:“这就想要从我端木皇启嘴中问出秘密,是不是太简单了一点?”„Don't youhatehim?”Lu Shusaidcalmly: „InthiswarIhave been waiting forsomepeopleto get ridto saveyou, the resultandnobodygets rid, as ifyourcompanionthinks that youdiedmustbetter.”
“你不恨他么?”吕树平静说道:“这场战争里我一直在等着有人出手救你,结果并没有人出手,似乎你的同伴认为你死了要更好一点。”„,”Duanmu Huangqidoes not shake the head saying: „At leastyouspoke incorrectly a point, Iandheare notcompanions, myDuanmu Huangqidoes not need the companion. Ihad never counted onsomepeoplewill saveme, whomIdo not needto save.”
“不不不,”端木皇启摇头道:“起码你说错了一点,我与他不是同伴,我端木皇启也不需要同伴。我从未指望过会有人来救我,我也不需要谁来拯救。”Lu Shuis silent, hefeltsuddenlythatwas notthisworldhas gotten rid ofDuanmu Huangqilikely, was more likeDuanmu Huangqihas abandoned the entire world, together withoneself.吕树默然,他忽然感觉,不像是这世界抛弃了端木皇启,更像是端木皇启抛弃了整个世界,连同自己。„Doesn't yourthis whole lifehavecompanion?”Lu Shuasked.
“你这辈子就没有过同伴吗?”吕树问道。„Has, mycompanionalong withthat99people that Irisk one's life, buttheydiednow, buriesinbehind of mythistemporary palace,”Duanmu Huangqisaid with a smile: „Inthisworldonlyneedsthemto accompanyme, was then enough.”
“有,我的同伴是随我出生入死的那99人,只不过他们如今都已死去,就葬在我这行宫的后面,”端木皇启笑道:“这世上只需要有他们陪伴我,便足够了。”Whydoes not know, Lu Shuthoughtinsuddenly the Western Heavenly Emperorheart in thislegendhastoomanycontradictions, originallythatoversuspicioustyrannicalHeavenly Emperor, has the person who cantrustat heart.
不知为何,吕树忽然觉得这个传说中的西方天帝心中有着太多的矛盾,原来那个多疑暴虐的天帝,心里也有可以信任的人。Butperson of thattrustalreadynot.
只不过那信任的人都已经不在了。Lu Shuthinks saying: „Do youhaveto think, sometimesyour is lonely, actuallyonlyyoucannottrustothers?”吕树想了想说道:“你有没有想过,有时候你的孤独,其实只是你不能信任别人而已?”Duanmu Huangqiasked back: „In does thisworldhave the person who cantrust?”端木皇启反问道:“这世上有可以信任的人吗?”Lu Shutranquilsay/way: „Iwith was the same before, thinkinthisworld that youthoughtnotanytrustworthyperson, butafterwardIdiscovered that I have made a mistake, person who ifthisworldcannottrustagain, that was very senseless.”吕树平静道:“我以前跟你想的一样,觉得这世界上并没有什么值得信任的人,但后来我发现自己错了,若是这世界再也没有可以信任的人,那才真的很无趣。”Duanmu Huangqihas smiled: „Youcanbring back to life, whatmatterinthisworldalsohasreal? Whatis also false? Ifyouwantto persuademeinthis time, might as wellhits the happiness that onecomeswithme.”端木皇启笑了起来:“你都能起死回生,这世界上还有什么事情是真的?什么又是假的?你若是想在此时劝说我,还不如与我打一场来的痛快。”Lu Shuthoughtsuddenlythatsometimes a personat age 40world outlook, the philosophy and valueshad finalized, let aloneDuanmu Huangqiwaslivesdoes not knowperson who manyyears, perhapswhopersuadednot to haveanyuse.吕树忽然觉得,有时候一个人40岁的时候世界观、人生观、价值观就已经定型了,更何况端木皇启是个活了不知道多少年的人,谁劝说恐怕都没什么用处。Moreoverhedoes not needto persuade, becauseDuanmu Huangqimustdietoday.
而且他也没必要劝说,因为端木皇启今天就得死。Manypeoplehopeothersto admit mistakes, is actually hopes that othersapproveoneselfviewpoint, butLu Shudoes not needDuanmu Huangqito approve itself, heonlyneedsto kill the opposite party, killsthese to killhisperson, thenreturns toEarth, sois simple.
很多人希望别人认错,其实是希望别人认同自己的观点,而吕树不需要端木皇启认同自己,他只需要杀死对方,杀死那些想杀他的人,然后回到地球,就这么简单。Lu Shuasked back: „Howyouknow that Iamthatperson?”吕树反问道:“你怎么知道我是那个人呢?”„Mountain-Shaking Armorin your hands, but alsowithsaying,”Duanmu Huangqiis calm: „Can Zhang Weiyualsosideyou, Liu Yizhaoalsosideyou, whoyoualsobe? Will theysubmit to whom?”
“撼山铠都在你手里了,还用说吗,”端木皇启淡定道:“张卫雨也在你身边,刘宜钊也在你身边,你还能是谁?他们又会臣服于谁?”Lu Shusuddenlydiscoveredthat the loyaltyisZhang Weiyulabel, so long aswhois bringingZhang Weiyu, whois the godking......吕树忽然发现,忠诚就是张卫雨身上的标签,只要谁带着张卫雨,谁就是神王啊……„Initiallyyoualsorisked one's lifeforgodking, buthas thoughttodaywill betrayhim?”Lu Shucurioussay/way.
“当初你也为神王出生入死,可有想过今天自己会背叛他?”吕树好奇道。„Whereat that timehas thoughtthese,” the Duanmu Huangqifingeris rappingdragonchair: „Canlivewas being good, butyouthinkonly then am Ithis?”
“那时候哪里想过这些,”端木皇启手指敲击着龙椅:“能活着就不错了,不过你以为只有我是这样吗?”„Alsowho?”Lu Shuasked.
“还有谁?”吕树问道。Duanmu Huangqisaid with a smile: „Aren't youchanging? After a samsara, hasn't killedthese manypeople?”端木皇启笑道:“你不是也在改变吗?一场轮回之后,还不是杀了这么多人?”„Why do youknowmysamsara?” The Lu Shucurioussay/way, Old God Kingshouldnot saythismatterwithDuanmu Huangqi.
“你知道我为何轮回?”吕树好奇道,老神王应该不会与端木皇启说这种事情吧。„BeforeIthink that youdied, nowunderstands that is just a samsara, whyas foryoursamsara, cankillyour, is notonly thenyourself?” The Duanmu Huangqiexpressionstartschangesis relaxed, evenno longerso manyhiddens in the shadeanddarkness: „Yourworry, did not haveingoing on an expedition, thisIcanfeel.”
“以前我以为你是真的死了,现在才明白只不过是一场轮回而已,至于你为何轮回,能杀死你的,不是只有你自己吗?”端木皇启语气开始变的轻松起来,甚至不再有那么多的阴翳与黑暗:“你的心病,不是在征战时就已经有了吗,这个我还是能感受到的。”Lu Shushakes the head: „In factyouhave made a mistake, Iam nothe, heis notI.”吕树摇摇头:“实际上你错了,我不是他,他也不是我。”„Thisis unimportant,”Duanmu Huangqishakes the head: „Whatis important, youstillturned backthisold routefinally, has killedthese manypeople, has madethese manykillingevils, whatyouand do he have to distinguish? Whatyouneedto be clear, whenyoustare at the abyss......”
“这个不重要,”端木皇启摇摇头:“重要的是,你最终仍旧走回了这一条老路,又杀了这么多人,又制造了这么多的杀孽,你与他又有什么区别?你需要明白的是,当你凝视深渊的时候……”Li Heitanraises handto breakto saysuddenly: „These wordsIhave listened, whenyoustare at the abyss, the abyssis also staring atyou, Nietzschesaid!”李黑炭忽然举手打断道:“这句话我听过,当你凝视深渊的时候,深渊也在凝视你,尼采说的!”Infieldssuddenlypeaceful, allpeoplesilentlylooktoLi Heitan, butLi Heitana littleafraidslowlyreceived the hand......
场间忽然安静了下来,所有人都默默的看向李黑炭,而李黑炭有点心虚的慢慢把手收了回去……Duanmu Huangqisaid: „Saidaccurately, when isyoustared at the abyss, possiblydoes not think that alsowill turn some day into the abyss.”端木皇启说道:“准确讲,是你凝视深渊时,可能不会想到有一天自己也会变成深渊。”
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