28 -year-old, the parents started to be worried for Lu Shu, even led him to go see a doctor, physiological doctor, psychiatrist. 28岁,父母开始替吕树担心了,甚至带他去看过医生,生理医生,还有心理医生。 When Lu Shu is facing the psychiatrist said a oneself many years of idea, he and other person. 吕树面对着心理医生时说出了自己多年的想法,他在等一个人。 The psychiatrist comforts him for a long time, then wrote in the medical record, paranoea. 心理医生安慰他许久,然后在病历上写道,妄想症。 29 years old, the Lu Shu best friend has married, Lu Shu is a best man. 29岁,吕树最好的朋友结婚了,吕树是伴郎。 The new maternal home dowry a car(riage), the Lu Shu giving regards brothers you loved her, the good brothers saying that any love does not love, lived was good, this time also discussed any love. 新娘家陪嫁了一辆车,吕树问好兄弟你爱她吗,好兄弟说什么爱不爱的,过日子就行了,这个时代还谈什么爱情。 Five -year-old time you can only to catch a butterfly go into field one kilometer away. 五岁的时候你可以只为捕捉一只蝴蝶而跑到一公里外的田野。 Ten -year-old time you can only be ice cream run through the store of main street and small alley. 十岁的时候你可以只为一个冰淇凌而跑遍大街小巷的商店。 A person who at age 19 you can like went to the strange city. 19岁的时候你可以为喜欢的人一个人去陌生的城市。 At age 29 you can only to live, but casual found the person for a lifetime. 29岁的时候你可以只为了生活而随便就找了人过一辈子。 The good brothers saying that he was getting more and more lazy, is disinclined to love, is disinclined to be loved. 好兄弟说他越来越懒了,懒得去爱,也懒得被爱。 Lu Shu looks at chest front dark red best man flowers, has a look at the side beautiful bridesmaid again, the good brothers bridegroom to say to him quietly: This girl also single, is very good, in the family/home has the room, the parental operation stability, oneself is a teacher. 吕树看着胸前殷红的伴郎花朵,再看看身边美丽的伴娘,好兄弟新郎悄声对他说:这姑娘还单身,很不错的,家里有房,父母工作稳定,自己是个老师。 At the wedding lives it up to make noise, the person who one crowd does not know sits in the banquet exchanges toasts to shout five to drink six, is playing happy pair's joke, said the best man and bridesmaid a perfect match. 婚礼上热闹而喧嚣,一群不认识的人坐在宴席中推杯换盏吆五喝六,开着新郎新娘的玩笑,也说伴郎和伴娘郎才女貌。 In the Lu Shu heart has a confusedness, the is the girl of side also perhaps good? He realizes this bridesmaid to his interesting, because the bride told the bridesmaid, Lu Shu work running free with the current, others are in love in recent years he is working hard, others marry to have a child he is working hard, now already yearly salary not poor. 吕树心中有一丝迷茫,也许身边的这个姑娘也不错？他察觉到这个伴娘对他有点意思,因为新娘已经告诉伴娘,吕树近几年工作顺风顺水,别人谈恋爱的时候他在努力工作,别人结婚生孩子的时候他在努力工作,如今已经年薪不菲。 Melts the makeup male master to grasp the microphone to ask the oath, the bridegroom said that I love you, the bride said that I also love you, Lu Shu is not even able to determine that they to each other said. 化着妆的男司仪手持话筒问着誓词,新郎说我爱你,新娘说我也爱你,吕树甚至无法确定他们是不是对彼此说的。 Arrived has thrown the hand to hold the flower link, who attains will have the marriage affinity good luck to arrive, the Lu Shu good brothers to confess intentionally the bride holds the flower to throw the hand to Lu Shu. 到了扔手捧花的环节,谁拿到就会有姻缘好运降临,吕树的好兄弟故意交代新娘把手捧花扔给吕树。 However that held the flower to throw the Lu Shu front, actually crashed on the ground, the bridesmaid has picked, only remaining Lu Shu people stood there are in a daze. 然而那手捧花扔到了吕树的面前,却坠落在了地上,还是伴娘捡了起来,只剩下吕树一个人站在那里发呆。 In his heart is a little suddenly grieved, where you are. 他心中忽然有点酸楚,你在哪呢。 The masters laugh to ask suddenly: Did the best men you cry? 司仪忽然大笑问道:伴郎你怎么哭了？ Lu Shu suddenly: I to be happy for my good brothers. 吕树恍然:奥,我替我的好兄弟感到高兴。 The masters applaud: Really good brothers. 司仪鼓掌:真是好兄弟。 After the wedding, in family/home that Lu Shu arrives at the bridegroom, he looks that the beautiful moving bride sits cross-legged on the sofa, is similar to the concubine of broker. 婚礼后吕树来到新郎的家里,他看着美艳动人的新娘盘坐在沙发上,如同市侩的小女人。 30 years old, good brothers' wife has been pregnant, resigns to go home to have and take care of the child. 30岁,好兄弟的老婆怀孕了,辞职回家生育、照顾孩子。 The good brothers to ask how Lu Shu has not married, Lu Shu said that he also , the good brothers to laugh: Lu Shu you were really too interesting. 好兄弟问吕树怎么还不结婚,吕树说他还在等,好兄弟哈哈大笑:吕树你真是太有意思了。 At age 31 the good brothers to look for Lu Shu to lend money, said that had a child the time of childbirth office to spend more than 100,000 dollars, the family is about unable to support. 31岁的时候好兄弟找吕树借钱,说生孩子加月子会所花了100000多块钱,家庭快撑不住了。 Lu Shu lends him money, said with a smile: I do not need money in any case, you slowly, but words not may also not have the next time. 吕树把钱借给他,笑道:反正我也不太需要钱,你慢慢还,但是不还的话可就没有下一次了。 The good brothers saying that relax, I see the child to look like saw now my new student! 好兄弟说,放心,我现在看见了孩子就像是看到了自己的新生！ In the Lu Shu heart a little envies slightly, but he also wants to wait. 吕树心中稍微有点羡慕,可他还想等等。 This first-grade, is 15 years. 这一等,就是15年。 At age 46 the high school schoolmates reunion, the banquet going to work flower was again fatter, class flower/spend looks at Lu Shu bitter and astringent smiling of hesitant: You are the same as usual have not changed. 46岁的时候高中同学们再聚首,酒席上班花胖了许多,班花犹豫的看着吕树苦涩的笑了笑:你还是老样子没变。 Lu Shu looks in hotel washroom mirror, probably the time attempted to pervert on him, punishes him to use the lifetime time to wait for a person, until spending one's last years. 吕树看着饭店洗手间镜子里的自己,好像时光在他身上做了手脚,惩罚他用一生的时间去等一个人,直到终老。 Among the banquets some people asked that the Lu Shu child grew, Lu Shu said oneself have not married. 酒席间有人问吕树孩子多大了,吕树说自己还没结婚。 All people are amazed: You also and other people? 所有人惊诧:你还在等那个人？ Lu Shu for a long time said silent very much, right, but also. 吕树沉默很久说,对,还在等。 The good brothers to ask: Belongs to her? 好兄弟问:非她不可？ Lu Shu in hesitant was very at heart long, but said finally, right, belongs to her. 吕树在心里犹豫了很久,但最终说道,对,非她不可。 47 years old, the economic situation is not good, Lu Shu was unemployed. 47岁,经济形势不好,吕树失业了。 The later generations enthusiasm fire in work place, Lu Shu no longer is the age of that striving for success, competition these youngster. 职场里的后辈们一个个热情似火,吕树已经不再是那个拼搏的年纪,竞争不过那些年轻人了。 At age 50, Lu Shu and good brothers to drink, the good brothers to arrive in Lu Shu home, they have no longer needed the lively banquet scene and debauchery, the life crossed most, as if anything can look to understand, two bottles of white liquors were enough. 50岁的时候,吕树和好兄弟喝酒,好兄弟来到吕树家里,他们已经不再需要觥筹交错与灯红酒绿,人生已过大半,仿佛什么都能看明白了,两瓶白酒足以。 After reddening all over the face that the good brothers to drink said, the body is getting more and more bad, the life is the light daily necessities basic kitchen necessities tea, the wife maternal home is always not satisfactory to oneself, the child wants on supplementary class that many. 好兄弟喝的满脸通红后说道,身体越来越差,生活就是平淡的柴米油盐酱醋茶,老婆娘家老是对自己不满意,孩子要上的补习班那么多。 Here must spend, there must spend, sometimes midnight looks that „is your also line” the wife is calculating family's account book with him silently, he almost must collapse. 这里也要花钱,那里也要花钱,有时候半夜看着那个“是你也行”的妻子默默跟他算着家里的账本,他几乎要崩溃了。 Kindergarten one month more than 1000 even several thousand, the remedial class is also, the child said wants to go abroad, one year was several hundred thousand pounds, but he looks the vision that the child anticipated is not willing to acknowledge really he could not bear, he also wants to have oneself life. 幼儿园一个月1000多甚至几千,辅导班也是,孩子说想出国,一年就是几十万砸进去了,但是他看着孩子期待的目光真的不愿意承认他负担不起了,他也想有自己的人生。 The good brothers saying that oneself child made every effort to succeed, studies initially, he must create the good condition for the child. 好兄弟说自己的孩子争气,学习比自己当初强多了,他要为孩子创造好的条件。 The report volunteers he said that the child you must report one to be good to look for wish of work, the child is actually not willing to listen, between the parents and children look like have a huge gap, is unable to surmount. 只是报志愿的时候他说孩子你一定要报一个好找工作的志愿啊,孩子却不愿意听,父母与孩子之间就像是有着一个巨大的鸿沟,无法跨越。 The child looks that the vexed father said that I do not think live like you. 孩子看着窝囊的父亲说,我不想活的像你一样。 The good brothers saying that after child work, started to understand me slowly, but I want to tell him, do not compromise to the life, do not think the world compromise. 好兄弟说,孩子工作以后开始慢慢理解我了,可是我多想告诉他,不要向生活妥协,不要想世界妥协。 Was saying was saying the eye socket was red, the good brothers saying that this liquor is really spicy. 说着说着眼眶就红了,好兄弟说这酒真辣啊。 56 -year-old drinking time, the good brothers more silent, he said to Lu Shu: Actually I a little envy you to know that you are alone in the world, never compromises. 56岁喝酒的时候,好兄弟沉默了许多,他对吕树说:其实我有点羡慕你知道吗,你孑然一身,从未妥协。 Lu Shu is somewhat bitter and astringent, actually I have also thought must compromise, but these many years waited, do not miss the final that life. 吕树有些苦涩,其实我也想过要妥协的,但这么多年都等了,也不差最后的那一点人生。 The good brothers to ask him, if has not waited till finally. 好兄弟问他,如果最终还没等到呢。 Hesitant Lu Shu said suddenly that again waits for a lifetime. 原本犹豫的吕树忽然说道,那就再等一辈子。 80 years old, the good brothers to have been seriously ill, before Lu Shu arrives at the hospital bed, the good brothers to lag behind the oxygen saying that for these days my life 80 years were the slide are the same, showing one after another in the past. 80岁,好兄弟病重了,吕树来到病床前,好兄弟拉下氧气说道,这几天我的人生80年就是幻灯片一样,一张一张的放映过去。 The regret, the regret, does not come clearly into view. 后悔的,不悔的,都历历在目。 Lu Shu is shaking the hand of opposite party, each other skin relaxed, is a skin covers likely on the body, momentarily possibly falls off. 吕树握着对方的手,彼此皮肤都松弛了,像是一张皮覆盖在躯体上,随时都可能脱落。 The good brothers to cry to say suddenly, I had a dream yesterday evening, dreamed of me to return to our that drill ground, in the late spring season everybody was playing the basketball, you still remember that with the girl of my confession, she took one bottle of mineral water to hand in my hand, I looked the drill ground that the grass long hawk flew. 好兄弟忽然哭着说,我昨天晚上做梦了,梦见我回到了我们的那块操场上,暮春的季节里大家打着篮球,你还记得那个跟我告白的女孩吗,她拿着一瓶矿泉水递到我手里,我回望草长莺飞的操场。 Person in excited shouting, the noise and lively world was shouting, in the same place, in the same place. 身边的人都在兴奋的喊,喧嚣而又繁华的世界都在喊,在一起,在一起。 90 years old, Lu Shu also lay down the hospital ward, nobody came to see him. Alone lies down Lu Shu on hospital bed, looks like an the lofty one city. A person, a city, loves dearly entire life. 90岁,吕树也躺进了病房,没人来看他。独自躺在病床上的吕树,就像是一座孤城。一个人,一座城,一生心疼。 On this day suddenly mysterious youth arrive in his hospital ward, looks gradually old Lu Shu said: „Did you understand your regard?” 这一天忽然有一个神秘青年来到他的病房里,看着垂垂老矣的吕树说道:“你明白自己的心意了吗？” ...... …… Two chapters, these two chapters of writing consumes the mood very much, I slowly, the remaining everybody tomorrow mornings will look 还有两章,这两章写的很耗费情绪,我缓缓,剩下的大家明早看吧