Chapter 459 mysterious diary 第459章神秘的日记本 In the jet black limestone cave, Akimiya Tsuki grasps a flare to take the lead, Ito Rika and Diana follow behind. 漆黑的溶洞中,秋宫月手持一根火把走在前面,伊藤梨香和黛娜跟在身后。 This month later, three people of situations and Xu Cheng two people are similar, has spun in this underground limestone cave everywhere, seeks for the path. 这一个月下来,三人的处境和许诚两人差不多,也一直在这地下溶洞中四处打转,寻找出去道路。 Is good because of Akimiya Tsuki and Ito Rika is the will extremely firm and resolute killers, had not revealed that any desperate mood, their self-poise appearances infected Diana, letting the little miss also to maintain a good mentality. 好在秋宫月和伊藤梨香都是心志极为坚毅的杀手,没有显露出任何绝望的情绪,她们镇定自若的模样感染了黛娜,让小姑娘也能保持一个良好的心态。 What is main, three people can see the hope that leaves, rather than desperate. 最主要的是,三人能够看到离开的希望,而不是绝望。 Arrives at outside a crossing, Akimiya Tsuki picks up a crushed stone conveniently, throws to the front hole wall. 来到一处岔道外,秋宫月顺手捡起一块碎石,抛向前方的洞壁上。 The crushed stone was hit crushes, sound along limestone cave distant dissemination. 碎石被撞得粉碎,声音沿着溶洞远远的传播出去。 Akimiya Tsuki closes the eyes, careful is listening attentively. 秋宫月闭上双眼,仔细的倾听着。 With the reflection of sound wave, all around encircles the fundamental construction in limestone cave, takes shape in her mind rapidly, that road can walk, that road is an impasse, was first judged by her. 随着音波的反射,四周围溶洞内的基本构造,迅速在她脑海中成型,那条路可以走,那条路是死胡同,也被她第一时间判断出来。 This method, can three to save time of massive waste in exploration, because or the environment is cold, perhaps caused Ito Rika and Diana walks too slowly, has gone out. 这种方法,可以让三人节省大量浪费在探索上的时间,要不因为环境过于寒冷,导致伊藤梨香和黛娜走得太慢,或许早就已经出去了。 At this time, two burden peaceful standing in the one side, do not dare to make noise to disturb this thigh. 此时,两个累赘安安静静的站在一旁,不敢出声打扰到这根大腿。 After several seconds, when the sound vanishes does not see, Akimiya Tsuki opens the eyes: „Walks toward here.” 几秒钟后,等到声音都消失不见,秋宫月才睁开双眼:“往这边走。” „Moon/Month elder sister is quite fierce.” “月姐姐好厉害啊。” Diana with being full of the look of worship looks at Akimiya Tsuki, was saying does not know has spoken many words. 黛娜用充满崇拜的眼神看着秋宫月,说着不知道已经说过多少遍的话。 From the beginning her girlfriend who Akimiya Tsuki this to the Xu Cheng braves suddenly is hostile extremely, however in a month of this underground world, her attitude gradually from being hostile to turn into the repel, turns from the repel is intimate with, from turned into the worship intimate. 一开始她对秋宫月这个突然冒出来的许诚的女朋友极为敌视,但是在这地下世界的一个月中,她的态度逐渐从敌视变成排斥,从排斥变成亲近,从亲近变成了崇拜。 Now has turned into the Akimiya Tsuki little fan younger sister thoroughly, the opens the mouth moon/month elder sister silent moon/month elder sister, the true elder sister very long has not instead mentioned again. 现在已经彻底变成了秋宫月的小迷妹,张口月姐姐闭口月姐姐,真正的姐姐反而已经很久没有再提起过了。 Akimiya Tsuki to this praise the immunity, has taken the lead in rugged cavern move in. 秋宫月对这种夸奖早已经免疫,带头在崎岖的洞穴中移动。 Without walking how long, she stops the footsteps suddenly, said with amazement: „Has the wind!” 没走多久,她忽然停下脚步,惊讶道:“有风！” Ito Rika and Diana are startled slightly, simultaneously shows the pleasantly surprised expression extremely. 伊藤梨香和黛娜微微一怔,同时露出惊喜万分的表情。 Has the wind in this place, means that had the relation with the outside world, is not far from the exit|to speak. 在这种地方有风,意味着与外界有了联系,离出口已经不远了。 Akimiya Tsuki puts out a hand to grip Ito Rika, another hand grasps Diana , without the time to give them to walk slowly. 秋宫月伸手夹住伊藤梨香,另一只手去抓黛娜,没时间给她们慢慢走了。 „Moon/Month elder sister.” “月姐姐。” Diana retrocedes one step, the subconscious turning head rearward jet black cavern deep place looks, both hands is clutching the lower hem corner: „My elder sister...... had not found......” 黛娜后退一步,下意识扭头向后方漆黑的洞穴深处看去,双手揪着衣角:“我姐姐……还没找到……” „Your older sister, if with my boyfriend in the same place, will certainly be all right.” “你姐姐如果跟我男朋友在一起,一定会没事的。” Akimiya Tsuki can only comfort like this, Evelyn wants the security, the premise with Xu Cheng in the same place. 秋宫月只能这样安慰着,伊芙琳想要安全,前提是跟许诚在一起。 In other words, if in the same place, that cannot only meet one's fate with resignation. 换句话说,如果不在一起的话,那就只能听天由命了。 Was gazing by the Akimiya Tsuki double pupil, Diana somewhat feared inexplicably, does not dare to be willful, one step grabs her hand forward. 被秋宫月双眸注视着,黛娜莫名有些怕,不敢再任性了,向前一步抓着她的手。 Akimiya Tsuki also clamps Diana under the rib, leading two people fast toward having the direction of wind moves. 秋宫月将黛娜也夹在肋下,带着两人快速向着有风的方向移动。 „Tsuki, said......” “阿月,说起来……” Ito Rika lies in the hand of Akimiya Tsuki, asked: „Your boyfriend was also missing for a month, weren't you worried?” 伊藤梨香趴在秋宫月的手上,问道:“你男朋友也失踪一个月了,你难道一点都不担心吗？” Akimiya Tsuki spoke thoughtlessly to reply: „His safety coefficient is higher than me, we entire he will not die, have nothing to be worried.” 秋宫月随口回答着:“他的安全系数比我还高,我们全死了他都不会死,没什么好担心的。” Then, actually has a little worry, is not worried about the Xu Cheng safety, but was worried that he starts to gang up with the woman. 说起来,其实还是有那么一点担心的,不是担心许诚的安危,而是担心他又开始勾搭女人。 That Evelyn Akimiya Tsuki has also seen, blond great beauty, before the stature , after being raised curls upwards, is the type that Xu Cheng most likes. 那个伊芙琳秋宫月也见过了,金发碧眼的大美人,身材前凸后翘,也是许诚最喜欢的类型。 If by some chance two people really crowd together, does not give the Akimiya Tsuki entire green hat to put on, simply dregs male physique that does a disservice to Xu Cheng. 万一两人真的凑在一起,不给秋宫月整一顶绿帽子戴上,简直对不起许诚的渣男体质。 Her both hands is clamping two people, fast advance in darkness, avoids along the way various types of blocking the way rugged rocks and dangerous environments with ease. 她双手夹着两人,在黑暗中快速前进,轻松避开沿途各种拦路的崎岖怪石和险恶环境。 On such dashing about wildly dozen minutes, appears in the Akimiya Tsuki field of vision luminously. 就这样狂奔十几分钟,一点光亮出现在秋宫月的视野中。 She picks up the speed, that luminous is getting more and more clear, finally turns into a cave entrance to outside world. 她加快速度,那光亮越来越清晰,最终变成一个通往外界的洞口。 Akimiya Tsuki leads two people, as soon as leaps, covers in the sunlight after an absence of dozens days. 秋宫月带着两人一跃而出,笼罩在阔别几十天的阳光中。 The dazzling ray made three people of subconsciousness shut tightly the eyes, but the next second felt that the body is crashing rapidly. 刺目的光芒令三人下意识紧闭双眼,可下一秒就感觉到身体正在飞速坠落。 Opens eyes opens, under unexpectedly is the deep cliff that the fog winds around. 睁眼一开,下方竟然是云雾缭绕的深崖。 „Aaaah!” “啊啊啊啊啊！” With Ito Rika and Diana squeal, three people crash directly toward the cliff bottom. 伴随着伊藤梨香和黛娜的尖叫声,三人径直朝崖底坠落下去。 Akimiya Tsuki as before keeps calm, the line of sight is observing below condition. 秋宫月依旧保持冷静,视线观察着下方的状况。 After more than ten seconds of falling , in will soon crash to the opposite, Akimiya Tsuki both hands makes an effort, threw Ito Rika and Diana upward. 经过十几秒的下坠后,在即将坠落到对面时,秋宫月双手用力,先后将伊藤梨香和黛娜往上一抛。 She is such as the day falls superman, takes the cushion by the posture of kneeing down, pounds layer on layer/heavily in the ground. 她自己则是如天降超人般,以单膝跪地的姿势作为缓冲,重重砸在地面上。 Bang! 嘭！ Ties full Houhou the ice layer ground, was pounded a giant gulf instantaneously, the spider web shape crack encircles the rapid spread along the ice surface to all around, the surrounding area the ice surface within hundred meters is cracked by this crashing strength. 结满厚厚冰层的地面,瞬间被砸出一个巨大的深坑,蛛网状的裂缝沿着冰面向四周围飞速蔓延,方圆百米内的冰面都被这股坠落的力量所崩裂。 Returning safe and sound Akimiya Tsuki stands, lifts Ito Rika and Diana that the hand caught to crash, they crash falls the inertia and strength cushion that using the arm. 毫发无损的秋宫月站起来,抬手先后接住坠落的伊藤梨香和黛娜,利用手臂将她们坠落的惯性和力道缓冲掉。 Ito Rika that even if has fought many battles, at this time was still the hands and feet shivers, breathing rapidly, let alone was Diana, had been frightened the small face palely unable to speak, collapsed to the ground directly on. 就算是身经百战的伊藤梨香,这个时候也是手脚颤抖,呼吸急促,更别说是黛娜了,已经被吓得小脸苍白说不出话来,直接瘫坐在地上。 The defenseless upper air jumps extremely, to them was too exciting a point. 无防备的高空蹦极,对她们来说还是太刺激了一点。 Akimiya Tsuki puts two people to restore the mood, looks all around one to observe all around environment, here is the bottom of deep cliff, without the snow, is ties the full solid ice everywhere the rugged rock. 秋宫月放着两人恢复情绪,环顾一圈观察四周的环境,这里是深崖的底部,没有积雪,到处都是结满坚冰的嶙峋怪石。 The cold wind blows from the distant place, forms the strange howling sound, seems some monster is sending out the wailing. 寒风从远处吹来,形成怪异的呼啸声,仿佛是某种怪物在发出尖啸。 „What's wrong?” “怎么了？” Ito Rika quickly restores the mood, notices the Akimiya Tsuki expression is quite stern. 伊藤梨香很快就恢复情绪,注意到秋宫月的表情颇为严峻。 „Here gives my feeling is not very good, you carefully.” “这里给我的感觉很不好,伱们小心一点。” Arrived Akimiya Tsuki this strength, has been able the careful feeling in every way possible all around the change of environment. 到了秋宫月这种实力,已经能够细致入微的感觉到周遭环境的变化。 Bottom of this deep cliff fills the air is making her feel the aura of ill wild animal with one. 这深崖底部弥漫着与一股令她感到不适的野兽的气息。 At this moment, the distant place transmits a wolf to be howling suddenly. 就在这时,远处忽然传来一声狼嚎。 „!!” “嗷！！” Unlike ordinary wolf howling, this wolf is howlingly powerful, the profound terrifying, spreads over the entire deep cliff in an instant, actually even unable distinguishes transmits from which direction. 跟普通的狼嚎不一样,这一声狼嚎气势十足,深邃恐怖,刹那间就传遍整个深崖,甚至无法分辨究竟是从哪个方向传来的。 With the wolf howling sound, bottom of the deep cliff starts to fill sun-blocking thick fog, in an instant the entire deep cliff will cover, made three people lose the direction. 伴随着狼嚎声,深崖底部开始弥漫起一股遮天蔽日的浓雾,转眼间将整个深崖笼罩,也让三人都失去了方向。 Diana frightens to jump from the ground, hurries to run up to two elder sisters' sides. 黛娜吓得从地上蹦起来,赶紧跑到两个姐姐的身边。 Akimiya Tsuki the resolution was not clear suddenly that wolf howling sound transmits from what position, can only choose a direction with the intuition, leading two people to leave this strange place. 秋宫月一时间也分辨不清楚那狼嚎声是从什么方位传来的,只能凭直觉选一个方向,带着两人离开这个诡异的地方。 ...... …… Underground deep hole. 地下深洞。 Xu Cheng and Evelyn simultaneously looks up top the cavern, the look brings excitedly. 许诚和伊芙琳齐齐抬头看着洞穴顶部,眼神都带着激动。 Top the cavern has nothing at first sight, but if carefully looks, can discover, the smog that the hot well rises was blown off. 洞穴顶部乍一看没什么,但如果仔细看的话,就能发现,热水池升上去的烟雾被吹散了。 Top this proof cavern has the wind, but has the wind to mean that has the relation with the outside world. 这证明洞穴顶部有风,而有风就意味着与外界有联系。 This month, Xu Cheng is seeking for the wind always the trace. 这一个月来,许诚无时不刻都在寻找风的痕迹。 Two people have the custom of take a bath luckily , his this time raise one's head looked luckily upward, otherwise who can think, this wind runs up to forcing up of cavern. 幸好两人都有泡澡的习惯,也幸好他这个这个时候仰头往上看,否则谁能想到,这风跑到洞穴的顶上去。 The Evelyn eyes are red, lower the head to come to see Xu Cheng, does not dare to believe saying: „Can we really go out?” 伊芙琳双眼通红,低下头来看着许诚,不敢置信道:“我们真的能出去吗？” Xu Cheng can understand that the Evelyn excitement, this month, in her heart actually already the thought that gives up escaping, will be deliberately bad, personality big change. 许诚能够理解伊芙琳激动的心情,这一个月来,她心中其实已放弃了逃出去的念头,才会自暴自弃,性情大变。 At this moment sees the hope that escapes suddenly, simply just like new student/life, as if blinding many years of people see Radiance again. 此刻骤然见到逃生的希望,简直宛如新生,仿佛致盲多年的人再次见到光明。 „Right, we can go out.” “对,我们能出去的。” Xu Cheng grasps her both hands, said earnestly: „I have said that we can certainly leave this place.” 许诚抓起她的双手,认真说道:“我早就说过,我们一定能够离开这个地方。” The Evelyn red eye socket cries finally, she grasps Xu Cheng excitedly, offers the hot kiss, celebration this makes two people be reborn the time. 伊芙琳通红的眼眶终于落下泪来,她激动的抱住许诚,献上热吻,庆祝这个令两人获得重生的时刻。 The road that finally the discovery leaves, two people one second does not want to continue to stay in this pitch-dark damned place, the hot bath does not soak, the fish that just caught does not eat, tidies up to start off rapidly. 终于发现离开的路,两人一秒也不想继续在这个伸手不见五指的鬼地方待下去,热水澡也不泡了,刚刚抓上来的鱼也不吃了,迅速收拾好就上路。 The Xu Cheng bosom is holding Evelyn, lights the flame single-handed, crawls to the cavern top, discovered that here has together the common crack, the slight breeze blows slightly from inside. 许诚怀里抱着伊芙琳,单手点燃火焰,爬到洞穴顶部,才发现这里有一道不起眼的裂缝,微微细风就是从里面吹出来的。 The crack area is very small, only enough two people pass reluctantly, in this extremely narrow place, the claustrophobia makes the Evelyn whole body stiff, stubbornly grasps Xu Cheng, as if must rub in his body oneself. 裂缝的面积很小,仅勉强够两个人通过,在这极度狭窄的地方,幽闭恐惧症让伊芙琳浑身僵硬,死死的抱住许诚,仿佛要把自己揉进他的身体内。 After the slit, the following space is very broad . Moreover the air also obviously can feel fresher. 穿过缝隙后,后面的空间十分宽阔,而且空气也明显能够感觉到清新许多。 Xu Cheng with the flame illumination, pursues the direction that the wind is blowing, skices in dark among the roads, rugged cave environment unable stops his half step. 许诚用火焰照明,追逐着风吹来的方向,在黑暗中一路疾行,崎岖的山洞环境无法阻拦他半步。 After dozens minutes of rushing about, Xu Cheng crawls from a crack, then stops the footsteps. 经过数十分钟的奔波后,许诚从一处裂缝中爬出来,然后停下脚步。 He deeply inspires, is patting the back of Evelyn with the hand: „You look.” 他深吸一口气,然后用手轻拍着伊芙琳的背:“你看。” Evelyn turns head to look forward, is surprised the different way: „Is this...... the road?” 伊芙琳扭头向前看,诧异道:“这是……路？” Presents in two people at present, is one excavates the road in rock, the ground also remains the trace of excavating, not possibly is the nature forms certainly. 呈现在两人眼前的,是一条开凿在岩石中的路,地面还残留着开凿的痕迹,绝无可能是大自然形成的。 Xu Cheng looks at each other one with Evelyn, can see each other surprised in eye. 许诚跟伊芙琳对视一眼,都能见到彼此眼中的惊讶。 In this snowy mountain underground deep hole, the road that the manpower will open cutting unexpectedly, is here also hiding what underground civilization? 在这雪山地下深洞中,竟然会有一条人工开凿的路,难道这里还藏着什么地下文明？ Xu Cheng enclasped Evelyn, then walks along the road forward, on the road can discover that occasionally abandons the brazier that does not use, inside fuel has solidified the block. 许诚抱紧了伊芙琳,然后沿着路向前走,路上偶尔能发现一些废弃不用的火盆,里面的燃油早已凝固成块。 This alley has been upward, walked probably half kilometer away, a stone door appears in the roadside. 这条小路一直向上,走了大概半公里远,一个石门出现在路旁。 Xu Cheng changed to conduct the back from the bosom Evelyn, walks to push the door, the relaxedness shoves open on the door. 许诚将伊芙琳从怀里转到背上,走上去推门,轻松就将门推开了。 Inside is a spacious stone chamber, was branched out five rooms. 里面是一个宽敞的石室,被分出了五个房间。 Xu Cheng inspects one by one, these five rooms respectively are the kitchen, the restroom, the living room, the bedroom, finally study room. 许诚逐一检查,这五个房间分别是厨房,厕所,客厅,卧室,最后还有书房。 In the study room is putting several with the bookshelf that the iron builds, not prematurely already rusty stain stained, the book on bookshelf is also quite obsolete, is seemingly old. 书房内放着几个用铁打造的书架,不过早已经锈迹斑斑,书架上的书也极为陈旧,看起来年代久远。 Evelyn lies in conducting the back of Xu Cheng, puts out a hand to take a book from the bookshelf, discovered that this is book about human body solution Paoxue, but has no relations with the modern medicine, book inside writing is to write, moreover was full of anglicizing. 伊芙琳趴在许诚的背上,伸手从书架上拿过一本书,发现这是一本关于人体解刨学的书,但与现代医学没什么关系,书里面的文字是写上去的,而且充满了口语化。 Like somebody is talking over while transcribes, is not the print books on market. 就像某个人一边念叨着一边抄写上去,不是市面上的印刷书籍。 As study dregs Xu Cheng, is not interested in the books, the doubts said: „You thought where here is?” 作为学渣的许诚,对书籍不感兴趣,疑惑道:“你觉得这里是什么地方？” Evelyn slightly frowns: „Perhaps is related with Evers, as far as I know, historically the snowy mountain does not have the human activities trace, only then the Violet Family head of the clan lives in seclusion in the snowy mountain for a long time, I think that is carrying out some mission that generations of head of the clan take place of the fallen, but Evers wants to occupy my body, making me have the vacillation to this viewpoint.” 伊芙琳微微蹙眉:“或许跟艾夫斯有关,据我所知,历史上雪山就没有人类活动过的痕迹,只有紫罗兰家族的族长长期隐居在雪山中,我原以为是一代代的族长前仆后继的在执行着某个使命,但艾夫斯想要占据我的身体,让我对这个观点产生了动摇。” About Evers's behavior, Xu Cheng and Evelyn already, when the bottom is all right to do, has discussed innumerable. 关于艾夫斯的行为,许诚和伊芙琳早就在地底没事干的时候,讨论过无数次了。 Evers wants to occupy the Evelyn body, becomes the new head of the clan by her status , to continue to survive. 艾夫斯想要占据伊芙琳的身躯,以她的身份成为新任族长,继续存活下去。 The issue is, he first time is did that has done many times. 问题在于,他是第一次这么做,还是已经干过很多次。 If the habitual criminal, that really made one to be afraid, Violet so many head of the clan, the ghost know that was replaced many by him. 如果是惯犯的话,那真的叫人不寒而栗,紫罗兰那么多族长,鬼知道被他顶替了多少。 Realized that this place possibly after Evers is concerned, Xu Cheng and Evelyn start in the study room to search, tried to find some useful things. 意识到这个地方可能与艾夫斯有关之后,许诚和伊芙琳开始在书房内搜索起来,试图找到一些有用的东西。 Here book collection, is the lifeform and medicine is all related, moreover all stems from the writing skill of same person, research while compiles. 这里的藏书,全都是生物和医学相关,而且全是出自同一个人的手笔,一边研究一边编写出来的。 Xu Cheng cannot understand, but Evelyn dares to assert, if these books expose, certainly will create the stir in the medical circles, the person of working on a book has astonishing Innate Skill and achievement in medicine. 许诚看不懂,但伊芙琳敢断言,这些书如果曝光出去,一定会在医学界引起震动,编书的人在医学方面有着惊人的天赋和成就。 Finally, two people in some hidden compartment on study room wall, found a yellowing diary, the edge had fallen off decayed, the past was very remote. 最后,两人在书房墙壁上的某个暗格中,找到了一本泛黄的日记本,边缘已经腐朽脱落,年代十分久远。 Two people crowd together, opens this at least diary with a history of several hundred years cautiously. 两人凑在一起,小心翼翼打开这本至少有数百年历史的日记本。 „I am a coward, a traitor, a spiritless military deserter.” “我是一个胆小鬼,一个背叛者,一个懦弱的逃兵。” „Please forgive me, my goddess, I confessed day and night, to crime profound heart that oneself escaped, only hopes that you can lower the trial to me, erased my life of this failure and unforgivable sin.” “请原谅我,我的女神,我日夜忏悔,对自己逃跑的罪行痛彻心扉,只希望您能对我降下审判,抹除我这失败的人生与不可原谅的罪孽。” „I in innumerable prayed day and night cannot get your response, under great Shadow Goddess, asks to surrender oracle to tell me, you do not pay attention to me because of my rebel, rather than had that most dreadful matter.” “我在无数个日夜祈祷中都得不到您的回应,伟大的阴影女神,请降下神谕告诉我,您只是因为我的叛逃而不理睬我,而不是发生了那最可怕的事情。” „Did Shadow Goddess really fall from the sky? If the god will even pass away, that world will also perish finally, all human, all lifeform, do all these all, actually have what significance?” “阴影女神真的陨落了吗？如果连神都会逝去,那世界岂不是最终也会灭亡,所有人类,所有生物,这一切的一切,究竟还有什么意义呢？” Looks at the diary the first half, Xu Cheng and Evelyn are very shocking. 看完日记的前半部分,许诚和伊芙琳都很震惊。 Xu Cheng is especially surprised, this mysterious diary involves falling from the sky of Shadow Goddess unexpectedly. 许诚尤其惊讶,这本神秘日记竟然涉及到阴影女神的陨落。 Shadow Goddess is missing several hundred years ago, Bestower of Death then enters to the age that Upper House rules, even also successfully does a man-made goddess, makes Xu Fu obtain benefits indirectly, completes Trinity becomes the god magnificent feat. 阴影女神在数百年前失踪,赐死者由此进入到元老院统治的年代,甚至还成功搞出一个人造女神,间接让徐福获益,完成三位一体的成神壮举。 But Shadow Goddess whereabouts actually no one knows, some people said that she was stranded in some place, some people said that she fell from the sky, some people said that she is not interested in the earthliness, returning to the shadow mystical place to live in seclusion. 但阴影女神的下落却无人知晓,有人说她是被困在某个地方,有的人说她是陨落了,也有人说她是对俗世不感兴趣,回到暗影秘境中隐居。 No matter which guess, the Shadow Goddess several hundred years has not appeared the indisputable fact. 不管是哪一种猜测,阴影女神数百年没有出现是不争的事实。 The master of this diary, definitely is the Shadow Goddess follower, and position is lofty, because on the diary mentioned indistinctly, the diary master was ordered to follow the Shadow Goddess punitive expedition enemy, the fight on the way because of dreading to escape, runs up to the snowy mountain to live in seclusion. 这本日记的主人,肯定是阴影女神的信徒,并且地位崇高,因为日记上隐约提及,日记主人奉命跟随阴影女神讨伐敌人,战斗途中因畏惧而逃脱,跑到雪山来隐居。 In living in seclusion, diary master's behavior to the rebel regretted very, the day and night confession, hopes Shadow Goddess punishes him. 在隐居的时候,日记主人对叛逃的行为十分后悔,不停的日夜忏悔,希望阴影女神处罚他。 But his pray has not gotten the response of goddess, gradually, started the anxiety at heart, the goddess falls from the sky? 可是他的祈祷没有得到女神的回应,久而久之,心里开始疑虑,女神是不是陨落了？ Discovered after the goddess possibly falls from the sky, the world outlook was attacked, starts to suspect the life. 发现女神可能陨落后,世界观遭到打击,开始怀疑人生。