On road that the round trip takes, Yun Jing has lowered the head, has mixed feelings. 往回走的路上,云景一直低着头,心情相当复杂。 The vision of surroundings these villagers, although without the ridicule has not satirized, but he does not have on the feeling face of origin to be hot-tempered. 周围那些村民的目光,虽然没有嘲笑也没有讽刺,但他就是没有由来的觉得脸上躁得慌。 Oneself do not want to join the idea of school, although is still invariable, the qualifications that however oneself join unexpectedly continually do not have, this little was awkward...... 自己不想加入门派的想法虽然依旧不变,然而自己居然连加入的资格都没有,这就有点尴尬了…… „Little Jing is all right, your bean elder brother not qualified, the later day does not have in the same old way” “小景没事儿的,你豆子哥不也没合格嘛,以后的日子不照样过” „Is, practices martial arts this type of thing, originally is not our these farmer contacts, toward do not go at heart” “就是就是,练武这种东西,本就不是我们这些农民该接触的,别往心里去” „Does Brother Jing, cowherd in the afternoon together?” “景哥,下午一起去放牛呀？” ...... …… Yun Jing place visited, nearby villagers not, because he did not taunt qualified, was speaks on the contrary the comfort. 云景所过之处,边上的村民并未因为他不合格而嘲讽,反倒是出言安慰。 Originally the Yun Jing also adjustment mood diligently, telling oneself is merely unqualified, in the future will not be cannot practice martial arts, the extraordinary achievement will be limited, all right, but villagers this comfort, although stemming from good intention, but also made his mood more complex...... 本来云景还努力的调整心情,告诉自己仅仅只是不合格而已,未来又不是不能练武,了不起成就有限罢了,没事儿的,可村民们这一安慰,虽然是出于好心,但却也让他的心情更加复杂了…… „Grandfather, the father, I do not have qualified”, returns to family member here, Yun Jing raises head to look that they shrugged saying that he wants to show the smile to express oneself do not care, but cannot smile. “爷爷,爹,我没合格”,回到家人这里,云景仰头看着他们摊了摊手说道,他想露出笑容表示自己不在乎,但就是笑不出来。 Yunlin touches his head saying: „All right, is unqualified is unqualified, our day has not had in the same old way, for generations has like this, our not rare that anything practices martial arts” 云林摸了摸他的脑袋说:“没事儿,不合格就不合格吧,咱日子还不是照样过,祖祖辈辈都是这样过的,咱也不稀罕那什么练武” Must say that his heart did not anticipate Yun Jing suits practices martial arts, thus changes destiny that is false, but the fact is Yun Jing is unqualified, how besides accepting the reality can also? 要说他心头不期待云景适合练武从而改变命运那是假的,但事实是云景不合格,除了接受现实还能如何？ Is far from big losing, even stands his life experience, Yun Jing is unqualified is more real. 谈不上多大的失落,甚至站在他的人生经历来说,云景不合格才更真实。 For generations is the farmers, anticipated that in the family/home flies out a golden phoenix only to be able in the dream. 祖祖辈辈都是农民,期待家里飞出个金凤凰只能在梦里。 „Being all right Little Jing, me do not worry about food now, have the new home to live, the cow, the day has crossed prosperously, that anything martial arts, does not practice”, Yunshan also patted his shoulder comfort to say. “没事的小景,咱家如今不愁吃,有新房住,还有牛,日子已经过得红火了,那什么武功,不练也罢”,云山也拍了拍他的肩膀安慰道。 Although he had said to Yun Jing before ‚entire you want goes to others to want you’ the words, but at this moment he not only had not ridiculed that own son, is speaks on the contrary the comfort. 虽然他之前对云景说过‘整的你想去人家就要你’的话,但此刻他不但没有嘲笑自己的儿子,反倒是出言安慰。 After all is own child, is unqualified affirms sadly, when having no way of father changes his destiny, cannot in the wound put salt is not. 毕竟是自己的崽啊,不合格肯定心情不好吧,当爹的没法改变他的命运,也不能伤口上撒盐不是。 „Under mother went back to give you to steam the egg thick soup to eat” Jiang Susu to touch the head of Yun Jing to say. “等下娘回去给你蒸鸡蛋羹吃”江素素摸了摸云景的脑袋说。 She has no culture, does not know how to comfort own son, thought that if eats delicious, son should be able to be happy. 她没什么文化,不知道如何去安慰自己的儿子,心想若是吃到好吃的,儿子心情应该能好起来吧。 Small Yun Dong extends the small hand to say to Yun Jing in the Jiang Susu bosom: „Elder Brother, hugs......” 小云冬在江素素怀里冲着云景伸出小手道:“哥哥,抱……” Looks at the family member, Yun Jing a little wants to cry inexplicably. 看着家人,云景莫名有点想哭。 Their concerned languages flow at heart, Yun Jing felt that the whole body is warm, unqualified losing diluted much. 他们关切的语言流进心里,云景感觉浑身暖洋洋的,不合格的失落都冲淡了不少。 Deeply inspires, he holds small Yun Dong in the bosom, nods to say to mother: „Un, we go home to eat egg thick soup” 深吸口气,他将小云冬抱在怀里,冲着母亲点头道:“嗯,我们回家吃鸡蛋羹” The practicing martial arts seedling examination of stir village ended, several like several to worry, losing that has not chosen has, has not actually been in the situation of beating the breast and stamping the feet, crossed hard times them, even if lost a turning over/standing up opportunity, the day has wanted as before, as for electing others, happy was the affirmation, but was actually far is excited and shows off show off, after all practiced martial arts, this matter once to them was only the legend, now in family/home practicing martial arts seedling, more was vacant. 轰动全村的一次练武苗子检测就这么结束了,几家欢喜几家愁,没选上的失落有,却也没到捶胸顿足的地步,过惯了苦日子的他们,纵使失去了一次翻身的机会,日子依旧要过,至于选上的人家,高兴是肯定的,但却谈不上多么激动和炫耀嘚瑟,毕竟练武啊,这种事情曾经对他们来说只是传说,如今家里出了练武苗子,更多的是茫然吧。 Constable Wang they go to and that several qualified child family members discussed that the following matter went, after is lively, the villagers gradually diverge. 王捕头他们去和那几个合格的孩子家人商量后续事情去了,热闹过后,村民们逐渐散去。 Yun Jing looked at that several qualified same village children finally , the following family member turns around to depart. 云景最后看了一眼那几个合格的同村小孩,也跟着家人转身离去。 Their destinies, starting today became different...... 他们的命运,从今天开始就变得不一样了呢…… „, Once I was in the Sir eyes ‚the child of others family/home’, now degenerates into the set-off, under this huge dropping variance, knows that this type of taste did not feel better, my was the psychological quality does not go through a strategic pass in the final analysis, before felt own mentality was very steady, now looks like, in fact I have the superiority feeling of reincarnation rebirth as before, but I had not discovered that this superiority feeling is broken now, side knowledge also one average person, once felt oneself have the previous generation dozens years of life experiences, the disposition edges and corners had been smoothed by grinding, such idea was the joke, but was the reincarnation rebirth. Under superiority feeling thinks......” “啧,曾经我一直都是大人眼中‘别人家的孩子’,如今沦为陪衬,这种巨大的落差之下,才知道这种滋味并不好受,说到底我这还是心理素质不过关啊,以前觉得自己心态很稳,如今看来,实际上我内心依旧有着转世重生的优越感的,只是我自己没发现罢了,如今这种优越感被打破,方知自己也不过一普通人,曾一度觉得自己有着前世几十年的人生经历,心性棱角已经被磨平,这样的想法不过是笑话,不过是转世重生的优越感下的自以为而已……” On gone back road, Yun Jing silent, carefully examines own innermost feelings relatively earnestly. 回去的路上,云景相对沉默,认真的审视自己的内心。 Finally he discovered that oneself is how laughable, although does not want to acknowledge, now wants to come, oneself actually have, because has the memory reincarnation rebirth, thus felt oneself and average person different mentalities, pour to be insufficient the self-sensation to be a cut above others, but the superiority feeling in subconscious has, always felt oneself make the issue that anything is only does think, rather than can issue. 最后他发现自己是多么的可笑,虽然不想承认,如今想来,自己其实有着因为带着记忆转世重生,从而觉得自己和一般人不一样的心态,倒不至于自我感觉高人一等,但潜意识中的优越感还是有的,总觉得自己做什么事情只是自己想不想的问题,而不是能不能的问题。 Now experienced ‚was unqualified’ bitter experience, he discovered, oneself and others had no difference, what kind of he most people were how, average person. 如今经历了‘不合格’遭遇,他才发现,自己和别人没什么区别,大多数人是怎么样的他就是怎么样的,普通人一个。 After this incident, after self- introspection, Yun Jing stands in the angle of observer, this discovered the issue that on mentality some once neglected subconsciously. 经此一事,自我反省后,云景站在旁观者的角度,这才发现了一些曾经自己下意识忽略的心态上的问题。 This also knows itself. 这也算是重新认识自己了。 Then he felt, this experience unqualified event, actually to oneself is not a bad matter, at least reminded itself, ‚after knocking down this world’, oneself not compared with other person of many hand many feet. 然后他觉得,这次经历不合格事件,其实对自己来说并非坏事儿,至少点醒了自己,‘打落凡尘’后,自己也不比其他人多一只手多一只脚。 Knew itself, before Yun Jing, that degenerated into the set-off the bad mood also to return to normal from the children of others family/home. 重新认识了自己,云景之前那从别人家的孩子沦为陪衬的糟糕心情也平复了很多。 The day must continue, own life, just started. 日子还是要继续的,自己的人生,才刚刚开始。 After going home, Jiang Susu really steamed the egg thick soup to him, even also made a table to be called the sumptuous meal to the common peasant family. 回到家之后,江素素真的给他蒸了鸡蛋羹,甚至还做了一桌子对于寻常农家来说称得上丰盛的饭菜。 Although Jiang Susu does not have many spoken language comforts, but actually comforts son's mind with the simplest way. 江素素虽然没有过多的言语安慰,但却是用最朴实的方式去安慰自家儿子的心灵。 Felt thinking through a matter of mother, Yun Jing heart that light dropping variance feeling also dissipated most probably. 感受到母亲的用心良苦,云景心底那一丝淡淡的落差感也消散了大半。 This world, the family and kinship, are best to treat the mind the good medicine...... 这世间,家庭和亲情,才是最好治疗心灵的良药…… Following Yun Jing knew from the villagers mouth that three qualified child Constable Wang their same day have not carried off, keeps fully being together time of that several child and family member, after all young they, this go, does not know how long wants to reunite with the family member again. 后续云景从村民们口中得知,那三个合格的小孩王捕头他们并未当天带走,留足了那几个孩子和家人的相处时间,毕竟年幼的他们,这一去,不知道要多久才能再和家人团聚。 Although Yun Jing knew after this matter own innermost feelings, put down this matter under the concern of family member gradually, but he underestimated this matter as before to oneself influence. 虽然云景经过这件事情重新认识了自己的内心,也在家人的关爱下渐渐放下这件事情,但他依旧还是小看了这件事情对自己的影响。 In the future several days, he handles anything not to raise vigorously, moreover frequently is distracted to be in a daze, this being in a daze did not relax like once the mood joyfully, really intentionally confused. 往后的几天,他做什么事情都提不起劲,而且还经常走神发呆,这种发呆不像曾经那样心情愉悦放松,是真的有心心烦意乱。 The family members watch are anxiously at heart, Yun Jing since childhood clever, is more sensible than the contemporaries, at present every so often he is in a daze quite a while, called not to know accordingly, was too unusual, they feared Yun Jing, because this matter thus created what psychology problem, thus teased him to be happy using an alternative, small Yun Dong was affected not to entangle Yun Jing by the family member. 家人看在眼里是急在心里,云景从小就乖巧,比同龄人懂事,眼下很多时候他一发呆就是半天,叫都不知道应声,太反常了,他们怕云景因为这件事情从而造成什么心理毛病,从而变着法的逗他开心,就连小云冬都被家人影响不那么缠着云景了。 After test of that day tenth day, Constable Wang they arrived at Small Stream Village again, is picks up that several qualified child. 从那天测试后的第十天,王捕头他们再度来到了小溪村,是来接那几个合格小孩的。 Because that three children are take the lead to change the destiny, saw off by the same day village, their three child scenery were infinite. 因为那三个小孩是率先改变命运的,是以当天全村相送,他们三个小孩可谓风光无限。 However that three children first leave home after all, facing the unknown future, naturally performed one with the wiping away tears scene that the family member is loath to part from each other. 不过那三个小孩毕竟是初次离家,面对未知的未来,自然是上演了一番和家人难舍难分的挥泪场面。 On that day Yun Jing also in the crowd of seeing off, looks that three children who cried to go far away, his distant looks, not saying a word, the mood of almost tranquil became is worried. 那天云景也在相送的人群中,看着三个哭哭啼啼远去的小孩,他远远的看着,一言不发,原本已经差不多平静下来的心情变得再度烦闷起来。 He knows that this mentality is not right, but cannot control itself, sighs with emotion, oneself also and world most people have no difference, should envy or envy, this/should acid is sour. 他知道这种心态不对,但就是控制不住自己,不禁为之感慨,自己也和世间大多数人没什么区别,该羡慕还是羡慕,该酸还是酸。 Oneself do not want to join the so-called school, before thinks, does not change such idea now as before, however do oneself want to be a matter, no qualifications a little attacked the person on the sincerity. 自己不想加入所谓的门派,之前是这么想的,现在依旧不改这样的想法,然而自己想不想是一回事,没资格就真心有点打击人了啊。 After makes noise, day as before. 喧闹过后,日子依旧。 After, the Yun Jing will somewhat is depressed, initially these together examination unqualified child already mindless went out sadly, but he has not walked as before. 此后的一段时间,云景的意志都有些消沉,当初那些一同检测不合格的小孩早就没心没肺的走出了伤心,但他依旧还没走出来。 Therefore, the worry of life, often was wants is too many. 所以啊,人生的烦恼,往往都是自己想太多了。 Said actually not he cannot withstand the attack, in fact he compared with anyone looks to the mentality influence that this matter has understands, because looked clearly, this has taken to heart. 倒不是说他经不起打击,实际上他对这件事造成的心态影响比谁都看得明白,可正是因为看得太明白了,这才一直耿耿于怀。 Until one day, Yun Jing cowherds, is in a daze in small stream, looks at murmur the mobile mountain stream, the mood is not still beautiful. 直到有一天,云景放牛的时候,在小溪边发呆,看着潺潺流动的溪水,心情依旧不怎么美丽。 He looks at the mountain stream, the vision does not have the focal distance, then continuously looks. 他看着溪水,目光没有焦距,一直那么看着。 Does not know how long like this to be in a daze, some moment, drop of water drop splashes the rise on his face, he puts out a hand to wipe subconsciously, then gawked, looks at the present brook again, has looked downward following the roaming, the eye is gradually bright, probably when good luck comes the wits are sharpened is the same, heart all haze sweep away immediately. 不知道这样发呆了多久,某一刻,一滴水珠溅起落在他脸上,他下意识伸手一抹,然后楞了一下,再看眼前的溪流,一直顺着往下游看去,眼睛逐渐明亮起来,像是福至心灵一样,心头所有的阴霾顿时一扫而空。 „Haha, what vigor I and compare with, this life like the mobile mountain stream, the front no one knows that what hindrance has and trench, in the future has not known how many have to attack and difficult I to be going to face, but is the practicing martial arts aptitude does not compare others, why to take to heart about this small matter?” “哈哈,我和自己较个什么劲,这人生就像一直流动的溪水,前方谁也不知道有着什么样的阻碍和沟坎,未来还不知道有多少打击和困难我将要面对,不过是练武资质比不上别人而已,何必对这点小事儿耿耿于怀？” „Moreover is only an examination is merely unqualified, did not say that I cannot practice martial arts, the extraordinary future achievement will be limited, but this not will also be absolute, the means will always compare difficultly many, the achievement limited this issue, finding the way to overcome and that's the end, no, the living person can also feel stifled to the urine at the worst is not” “况且仅仅只是一次检测不合格罢了,又不是说我就不能练武了,了不起未来成就有限,但这也并非绝对啊,办法总比困难多,成就有限这种问题,想办法克服就是了,没什么大不了的,活人还能给尿憋死不是” „Like this mountain stream, came from the mountain at present, are the hindrance in river course how many? Who dares saying that it has flowed, can't gather in the rivers and streams even sea?” “就像眼前这溪水,自山中而来,河道内的阻碍何其多？谁敢说它一直流淌下去,不能汇聚成江河甚至海洋？” To understand these, Yun Jing only thinks that the whole person loosen was quick, that type breaks through the sense of joy after mind hindrance, is simply wonderful is unable to describe in the spoken language. 想明白这些,云景只觉整个人都松快了,那种冲破心灵阻碍后的愉悦感,简直美妙得无法用言语来形容。 He was looking this world seemed to be different. 连带着他看这世界似乎都不一样了。 „Un?” “嗯？” Solved the mentality problem, Yun Jing discovered oneself really also had the unexpected benefit...... 解决了心态问题,云景发现自己竟然还有意外收获……