„Sacred Ruins()” searches the latest chapter! “圣墟()”查找最新章节！ The wind and snow stopped, the Between Heaven and Earth white piece, white dazzling, the world-wide white mourning garment, somewhat is probably frigid, in silent memorial ceremony in the past. 风雪停了,天地间白茫茫一片,白的刺眼,像是举世缟素,有些惨烈,在无声的祭奠过去。 Chu Feng just like a deceased person, lies down under the snow and ice horizontally, although the cold air is piercing, is inferior to cold in his heart, only feels the ice lonesome, the life lost the significance. 楚风宛若一个死人,横躺在冰雪下,寒气虽刺骨,也不如他心中的冷,只觉得冰寂,人生失去了意义。 He with corpse not different, does not want to move, does not want to think, does not want to make the mind recover, only wants such silent lying down on the ice-cold frozen earth, not to wake up. 他与死尸无异,不想动,不想思,不想让心神复苏,只想这样寂静的躺在冰冷的冻土上,不愿醒来。 Living, to him is a pain, the wound of whether there is to performing, he could not accept the deaths of these old friends, cannot think picture that the wife and children died an untimely death frigidly, these such as the blade like the sword, every fell one time, his chest splashed the big piece blood, united pain his heart, his soul. 活着,对他来说是一种痛苦,有无尽的伤,他接受不了那些故人的死亡,更不能去想妻儿惨烈横死的画面,那些如刀如剑,每一次落下,他的心口都溅起大片的血,戮痛他的心,他的魂。 Dying was very perhaps simple, all pain can end, did not have again moved, not painful going crazy, however innermost feelings most deep place had he himself weakest and fuzzy voice reverberates again, I...... cannot die, has not taken revenge! 死去或许很简单,一切痛苦都可以结束,再也没有了伤感,不会再痛的发疯,然而内心最深处有他自己最为虚弱与模糊的声音再回响,我……不能死,还未复仇！ Until, the startling thunderclap is one day ear-spitting, Chu Feng rotated a wisp of mind from the numb world, the snow and ice melted, he lay down, in the mud lacked the vitality on the land, in the spring thunder sound, was awaked by short shaking. 直到有一天,惊雷震耳,楚风才从麻木的世界中回转一缕心神,冰雪融化了,他躺在泥泞而缺少生机的土地上,在春雷声中,被短暂的震醒。 But quick, he at present is the blood same red, a noisy wail, if the wild animal goes crazy, resembles the convict who falls insanely to hit the jail, he has hair dishevelled, on one knee kneels on the ground, big mouth respite. 但很快,他眼前便又是血一样的红色,一声长嚎,若野兽发狂,似疯掉的囚徒撞击监牢,他披头散发,单膝跪在地上,大口的喘息。 A dynasty toward an evening evening, appears completely in the heart, that frigid picture that makes him suffocate appears again, making him go crazy, making him shout, then, he is staggering setting out, ran in the land. 一朝朝一暮暮,全部浮现在心头,那种让他窒息的惨烈画面再次出现,让他发疯,让他嘶吼,然后,他踉跄着起身,在大地上奔跑了起来。 Whoever noticed that thinks this is the person who thorough falls insanely, did not have Essence, Qi and Spirit, some are only the pain and wild animal low roar, the look is scattered in disorder, has the blood-color. 无论谁看到都会认为这是一个彻底疯掉的人,没有了精气神,有的只是痛苦与野兽般的低吼,眼神散乱,带着血色。 Until approaches at night, Chu Feng does not know that rush through goes out many li (0.5 km), this bang, throws down in the desolated land, the chest pain fluctuates fiercely, in the eye the blood-color draws back slightly, from going crazy sobered much. 直到夜晚来临,楚风也不知道奔行出去多少里,这才砰的一声,摔倒在荒芜的大地上,胸痛剧烈起伏,眼中血色稍退,从发疯中清醒了不少。 He looks down to both hands, the remnant blood has not done, looks to body tattered battlesuit, there is beautiful but unfortunate red that strikes the eye to awaken, the blood that after that is the biological son body disintegrates, to splash down, is the trace that child stays behind finally. 他低头看向双手,还有残血未干,又看向身上破烂的战衣,也有触目惊醒的凄艳的红,那是亲子身体瓦解后溅落出来的血,也是那个孩子最后留下的痕迹。 Chu Feng grieved must go crazy, his both hands hug in the chest front, is protecting the remnant blood on broken battlesuit, grieved raised head towards sky, in the eye is the endless despair. 楚风心痛的又要发疯了,他双手抱在胸前,护着残破战衣上的残血,惨然仰头望天,眼中是无尽的绝望。 „Only was left over these......” Chu Feng to look at remnant blood, probably is holding in world most precious thing, feared that a blink dissipated, could not see again. “只剩下这些了……”楚风看着身上的残血,像是在抱着世间最珍贵之物,怕一眨眼就消散,再也见不到。 He did not have the tears to fall, but is actually sobbing, the pain of chest tearing, the tip recollection probably innumerable immortal sword punctured in the heart, more does not want to recall, on the same day all sorts more were the clear, dense and numerous sword and spear sword halberd fall, making his heart tattered and torn, the blood splashed unceasingly. 他没有泪可落了,但却呜咽着,心口撕裂的痛,点点滴滴的回忆像是无数柄仙剑刺在心头,越是不想回忆,当日种种越是清晰,密密麻麻的刀枪剑戟落下,让他的心千疮百孔,血液不断溅起。 The same day picture, a serious blood-color mountain pressure fell probably, making him several want to meet a cruel death, the pain to must suffocate. 当日的画面,像是一座沉重的血色大山压落下来,让他几欲粉身碎骨,痛到要窒息。 The night wind is not small, blows a Chu Feng's round of silk, unexpectedly is the iron grey, a gloomy gloss, he has not seen the long hair that the chest front raises, is lost in thought. 夜风不算小,吹起楚风的发丝,竟是灰白色,暗淡没有一点光泽,他看到胸前扬起的长发,一阵出神。 He who once wrote freely, young and vigorous entered mortal world, bright walk world, was once high-spirited, only the hand pressure turned in various path enemy with the generation. 曾经嬉笑怒骂的他,血气方刚入红尘,灿烂行走天下,也曾意气风发,只手压翻同代中各路敌。 Until now was actually endless dispirited, bitter, the pain, the self-confident and domineering ray all abated, was only left over silent, low-spirited. 到如今却是无尽的颓废,酸涩,痛苦,自信与强势的光芒全都消退了,只剩下沉默,还有黯然。 His vacant raising the head, weak, depressed, desperate, even if has gotten back one's composure, no longer looks like the corpse to lie down on the ground, but he also felt, once died, many past events can come again, many laughed heartily to reappear, he was not that enters him who mortal world, took the world brightly young, the person is not old, the long hair is grayish white, although his whole piece face because of the reason of strength, was the appearance of youth, but was pale, no blood-color. 他茫然的抬起头,无力,沮丧,绝望,哪怕重新回过神,不再像死尸般躺在地上,可他却也觉得,曾经的自己死去了,有多少往事可以重来,有多少欢笑可以再现,他再也不是那个年少入红尘、灿烂走天下的他,人未老,长发已灰白,他整张面孔虽然因为实力的缘故,还是青年的样子,但却是苍白的,没有一丝的血色。 „I also once rushed to the world high-spirited, determination icing clouds, wants to kill the strange enemy, is at the present, anything does not have remaining!” “我也曾意气风发闯天下,壮志凌云,想杀遍诡异敌,可是而今,却什么都没有剩下！” He lost all family members, the friend, these radiant person , did not die in battle completely, is only left over he himself. 他失去了所有的亲人,朋友,还有那些璀璨的人杰,都不在了,全部战死,只剩下他自己。 Past young Chu Feng anything did not care, 昔日年轻的楚风什么都不在乎, Always hangs is shaking the smile of human eye like the rosy-colored clouds at dawn, now , the makings big change, no longer in the past, he is all not self-examining, I did die? The whole world is boundless, not yearns for again, the whole person is gloomy, in the heart did not have the brilliance, is only left over gloomily. Until is after very long, Chu Feng is shivering, keeps on the blood on hand broken battlesuit all, cautious, probably is holding own biological son, admits in stone jar gently, in space that the collection in cannot be broken , the collection in full is in the grief memory. 总是挂着如朝霞般晃人眼的笑容,如今全都不在了,气质大变,不复往昔,他在自问,我死了吗？举世茫茫,再无留恋,整个人都是灰暗的,心中没有了光彩,只剩下暗淡。直到很久后,楚风颤抖着,将手上的血也尽数留在残破的战衣上,小心翼翼,像是抱着自己的亲子,轻柔地放进石罐中,珍藏在不可打破的空间中,也珍藏在满是伤痛的记忆中。 Moon is very big, the ground of photo is shining, bright moon/month splendor Shining Upon had/left the world ten thousand radiance, Chu Feng was in trance past, as if saw all living things hundred, saw the once mortal world big world, looked at dim old friends, smiled to him in the distant place, waved to him. 月亮很大,照的地上明晃晃,皎洁月辉映照出昔日人间万种璀璨,楚风神情恍惚,似乎看到了众生百相,见到了曾经的红尘大世,望到了一个又一个朦胧的故人,在远方冲他笑,冲他挥手。 But, he walks forward, looks diligently, is actually anything disappears, under the full moon, the Shicheng ruins, look at not the bleak, this solitary one wolf noisy wail, if still sobs, the grave everywhere, the roadside finds at everywhere remnant bone, how miserable and dejected. 可是,他向前走,努力望去,却是什么都不见了,圆月下,大世成墟,望不尽的荒凉,孤狼长嚎,犹若哭泣,坟冢遍地,路边随处可见残骨,怎一个凄凉与萧索。 Chu Feng sway leads the way, the entire time buried, the whole world was boundless, was only left over he himself? 楚风摇摇晃晃地前行,整个时代都葬下去了,举世茫茫,只剩下他自己了吗？ Space bright moonlight photo, but this human world actually cannot return again passing, moon/month that moon/month, before being eternal , the Shining Upon bright big world, the world is radiant, the eternity will be loose, although at the present bright moonlight as before, but world all for passing, the remnant of destroyed building, the unparalleled hero, not the old young person, will change into the dust. 天上明月照,可这人世间却再也回不到过往,月还是那月,万古前映照煌煌大世,人间璀璨,千古风流,而今明月虽依旧,但人间皆为过往,断壁残垣,盖世的英雄,不老的红颜,都化为尘土去。 He is slightly sober, no longer goes crazy, actually cannot bear want to yowl, cannot cover up the acid and pain in heart, wants to cry, actually can only send out the hoarse low roar. 他稍微清醒,不再发疯,却是忍不住想恸哭,掩不住心中的酸与痛,想落泪,却只能发出嘶哑的低吼。 The bright moonlight according to the past and present, the moonlight is dim, is not gentle, probably an ice-cold tissue, the chill in the air is piercing, cannot block from eternal dismal. 明月照古今,月光朦胧,却一点也不柔和,像是一张冰冷的薄纱,寒意刺骨,遮不住万古的悲凉。 Many heroes completely become passing, many bright completely buries under the remnant ruins, the expansive sky of history, the magnificent scroll, all burns for the ashes, looks at that big world, only leaves behind him, alone partner remnant ruins. 多少英杰尽成过往,多少灿烂尽葬残墟下,历史的长空,辉煌的长卷,皆焚为灰烬,望遍那大世,只留下他一人,独伴残墟。 Chu Feng acts alone low-spirited, a road ahead gloominess, could not find peer, in his heart whether there is completely disappointed, miserable, has never had lonely, realized eternally chilly lonesome. 楚风黯然独行,前路一片灰暗,找不到一个同行者,他的心中有无尽的怅然,凄凉,从未有过的孤独,体会到了万古的凄寂。 Many days passed by, where Chu Feng does not know to be, has gone crazy, ignorant, cannot go outside the gloomy region in heart, cannot see up. 很多天过去了,楚风不知身在何方,发疯过,浑噩过,始终走不出心中的暗淡区域,看不到光。 He told himself, must live, wanted become stronger, cannot forever dispirited getting down, but actually could not control itself, for a long time immersed in the past, thought these people, thinks that passing all sorts, what present he can make solitarily, what can change? 他告诉自己,要活着,要变强,不能永远的颓废下去,但却控制不住自己,长时间沉浸在过去,想那些人,想过往的种种,眼下的他只身一人能做什么,能改变什么吗？ A final war, everyone died, remnant living is he, what capable of changing this world? 最终的一战,所有人都死了,残活着的他,有什么能力去改变这世间？ He will not forget, all accurate Immortal Emperor die pictures, even/including Huang, leaf, empress and others died in battle, world does not have the emperor since then, can he alone resist such as billowing mighty current Great Influence? 他不会忘记,所有准仙帝殒落的画面,连荒、叶、女帝等都战死了,世间从此无帝,他一个人可以去对抗如滚滚洪流般的大势吗？ Even if becomes Immortal Emperor, treads, must by crushed into fine powder. 纵然成为仙帝,只身踏过去,也要被碾压成齑粉。 Dying who is? Is the ceilings of each and every one historical period, is the leads of each and every one big world, is respective most radiant person of time, actually in that final war, complete die. 死去的都是什么人？都是一个个历史时期的天花板,都是一个个大世的主角,都是各自时代的最为璀璨的人杰,却在那最终一战中,全部殒落了。 Chu Feng backs in together the rock, in the heart has the pain to be actually incapable. 楚风背靠在一块山石上,心中有痛却无力。 These people, silhouette of that crowd of Shining Upon under expansive sky, are in history big building up of bright hero, gathers completely in together, all heroes are uneven, but has not defeated eventually strangely, finally the emperor falls the person dead young, all died in battle, hero soul wish not, depression cold hot blooded, stopped up the chest cavity. 那些人,那群映照在长空下的身影,是史上灿烂英雄的大集结,全部汇聚在一起,所有英杰齐出,可终究还是没有战胜诡异,最终帝落人殇,皆战死,英灵心愿未了,郁气冷了热血,堵了胸腔。 „Emperor falls various Shishang, Sage all buries under the remnant ruins!” Chu Feng staggering, acts alone in the night, without goal, without direction, only then his hoarse words reverberate under the nighttime sky. “帝落诸世伤,圣贤皆葬残墟下！”楚风踉踉跄跄,在黑夜中独行,没有目标,没有方向,只有他一个人嘶哑的话语在夜空下回荡。 He cannot see clearly the road ahead, so many people died, he once had to swallow a day of will, has revenge intent, but is incapable finally at a loss, how he alone defeats the trim plateau, four first ancestors, three Immortal Emperor, countless strange creature, and in distressed earth the strength of pyramid peak can also resurrect unceasingly...... 他看不清前路,那么多人都死了,他曾有吞天志,更有复仇意,可是最终又茫然无力,他一个人如何战胜整片高原,四位始祖,三位仙帝,数之不尽的诡异生灵,且厄土中金字塔顶端的战力还能不断复活…… Chu Feng walks is several months, oversteps the broken mountains and rivers, passes through the ruined ruins, does not know that which side Greater World this is, Scarlet Land ten million/countless, never sees the habitation. 楚风一走就是几个月,踏过残破的山河,走过破败的废墟,不知道这是哪一方大世界,赤地千万里,始终不见人烟。 When him sober, is sometimes ignorant, dispirited, but is actually living, aimless walk, acts like a madman frequently, becomes Not just in name only, but also in reality Madman Chu Feng, if makes the old friend see, will unable to bear for him cries the moved, once his anything people dares to provoke, fearless Demon Chu Feng, was unexpectedly insane, chilly fierce to this paddies. 他时清醒,时浑噩,颓废着,但却活着,漫无目的的行走,经常疯疯癫癫,成为了名副其实的楚疯子,若是让故人看到,也会忍不住为他落泪伤感,曾经的他什么人都敢招惹,天不怕地不怕的楚风魔头,竟然疯了,凄烈到这步田地。 Comes soberly, he reckless running in the land, weary was tired, falls down directly, motionless, raises head to look at Sun, Moon and Stars, sleepless, silent. 清醒过来,他就不顾一切的奔跑在大地上,疲了累了,就直接倒在地上,一动不动,仰头看着日月星辰,无眠,无声。 He told himself in the heart, must put down the gloominess in mind, should not be dispirited, must face that bloody reality eventually, even if not beat in the future, he should also to buoy up, the big world completely buried, only had him, he did not get up the revenge, but also who can stand? 他在心中告诉自己,要扫平心灵中的灰暗,不要再颓废,终究要面对那血淋淋的现实,哪怕未来不敌,他也应该要振作起来了,大世尽葬去,只剩下他一个人了,他不起来复仇,还有谁能站出？ He goes crazy, runs, sleepless, face upwards lies down horizontally, but to caress unemotional endless the wound, he wants therapy at the time, lets that tattered and torn chest healing. 他发疯,奔跑,无眠,仰天横躺,只是为了抚平心中无尽的伤,他想以时光疗伤,让那千疮百孔的心口愈合。 He said to himself, is dormant, the adjustment, the adaptation, I must stand eventually, must go to face distressed earth, facing that terrifying plateau! 他对自己说,蛰伏,调整,适应,我终究是要站出去,要去面对厄土,面对那片恐怖的高原！ Staggers along, stops from time to time, Chu Feng is curing the heartache slowly, no one can exchange, cannot see passing world mortal world all phenomena on earth, the wild animal that only then survives is occasionally seen. 跌跌撞撞,走走停停,楚风在慢慢地疗心伤,没有人可以交流,看不到过往的人间红尘万象,只有残存的野兽偶尔可见。 The day that Chu Feng goes crazy tailed off, but person actually even more silent, walks in this stretch of ruined land, walks is nearly two years. 楚风发疯的日子变少了,但是人却越发的沉默,行走在这片破败的大地上,一走就是近两年。 Until one day, him discovered the human footmark, saw the village on remnant ruins, the city of reconstruction, human of this world has not died eventually completely. 直到有一天,他发现了人迹,看到了残墟上的村庄,重建的城池,这个世界的人类终究是没有死尽。 In addition, he also saw other races one after another, although in land broken, but many ethnic groups lived, is only the person is few. 此外,他也相继看到了其他的种族,大地上虽然一片残破,但不少族群还是活了下来,只是人很少罢了。 Chu Feng passes through various clan dwelling places, this world many regions were affected, Scarlet Land ten million/countless, but under also some regions preserve the Primordial style, being damaged is not very serious. 楚风走过各族一片又一片的栖居地,这个世界不少区域受到波及,赤地千万里,但也有部分区域保留下原始的风貌,受损不是很严重。 Until, the Chu Feng heart was one day tired, was weary, stopped in a small town, without heart thought other, no art, lies down in the roadside directly rests, he told himself should the bracelet to come out, rested in this mortal world, is going to sweep completely the haze and dispirited finally, drove to relax the gloom. 直到有一天,楚风心累了,疲倦了,在一座小城中停了下来,没有心思想其他,没有什么讲究,径直躺在路边就睡,他告诉自己该跳脱出来了,在这久违的红尘中小憩,终将要扫尽阴霾与颓废,驱散心中的暗淡。 What image, the honor or disgrace, this he has thrown all the way actually, wants to walk walks, thinks the dropping down body on the dropping down body, the vision of not caring at all passer-by. 什么形象,荣辱,这一路上他早已抛却了,想走就走,想倒下身躯就倒下身躯,毫不在意路人的目光。 Present he in rags, sends the silk to be very chaotic grayish white, on the face lacks the blood-color, probably falls in a person of long illness the road, murky. 现在的他衣衫褴褛,灰白发丝很乱,脸上缺少血色,像是就一个久病的人倒在路上,昏沉着。 Also has not known how long, Chu Feng touching gently, he opened eyes, looks at the surrounding scenery and person. 也不知道过了多久,楚风被人轻轻的触碰,他睁开眼,看着周围的景物与人。 The broken small town, not the wide street, the pedestrian in a hurry, two years passes, past Great Calamity has not made one thoroughly restore as before from the fear. 残破的小城,不宽的街道,行人匆匆,两年过去,昔日的大劫依旧未曾让人从恐惧中彻底恢复过来。 At this time, a 4 or 5-year-old child side him, is this young child is touching Chu Feng gently, awakened him. 这时,一个不过四五岁的孩子正在他身边,是这个小童轻轻触碰楚风,将他唤醒了。 His small face is dirty, small clothes are more tattered than Chu Feng's, having an eye is very pure, but now actually timid, somewhat is afraid Chu Feng. 他的小脸脏兮兮,身上的小衣服比楚风的还还要破烂,只有一双眼睛很纯净,但现在却怯怯的,有些害怕楚风。 This child's small hand is lifting half steamed bread, small heart to heart cautiously, probably treasure, feared that lost it, both hands hold, delivering that some do not abandon to Chu Feng. 这个孩子的小手举着半个馍,小心心翼翼,像是珍宝般,怕丢失了它,双手捧着,有些不舍的送向楚风。 Chu Feng is startled, wakes, has not gotten back one's composure. 楚风一怔,才醒过来,还没有回过神。 Young children is calling, hints Chu Feng again, delivered the steamed bread. 小童啊啊的叫着,再次示意楚风,将馍送了过来。 He is a young mute, will not start talking, can only is calling, expressed with the action. 他是一个小哑巴,不会开口说话,只能啊啊的叫着,用行动来表达。 Chu Feng understands quickly his meaning, looked at the , also understands the situation of young child, he is one slightly begs for food, is a pitiful young beggar. 楚风很快明白了他的意思,看了看附近,同时也明白了小童的处境,他是一个小要饭的,是个可怜的小乞丐。 A Chu Feng sigh, this child's heart is very friendly, is so small, but is 4 or 5-year-old, is a mute, apportions him food that beg rarely unexpectedly. 楚风一声叹息,这个孩子的心很善,这么小,不过四五岁,还是个哑巴,竟将自己难得讨要来的食物分给他。 Quick, the young child gesticulated, is pointing at distant place an old person who lies down in street corner, brings timid smiling, is saying anything. 很快,小童又比划了一下,指着远处一个躺在街道角落里的老人,带着怯弱的笑,啊啊的说着什么。 The Chu Feng's sensation was how powerful, understands his meaning, that was the grandfather who the young child was bound by a common destiny, once told the young child, lay down possibly got sick in Chu Feng of roadside, was hungry, stupor in this. 楚风的感知何其强大,明白了他的意思,那是小童相依为命的爷爷,曾告诉小童,躺在路边的楚风可能病了,饿了,昏迷在此。 Suddenly, the Chu Feng's complexion stiffened quickly, that old person had died to have two double-hour, the corpse somewhat was cold. 忽然,楚风的脸色很快僵住了,那个老人已经死去有两个时辰了,尸体都有些冷了。 But, this child actually does not know. 可是,这个孩子却根本不知。 Young children called two, makes an effort to break off the next steamed bread, gently places in the Chu Feng hand, then turns around, rushes to corner there of street, whole face happy smiling, gently shaking that old person, is calling, is lifting the steamed bread, wants to give him to eat. 小童啊啊的叫了两声,用力掰下一块馍,轻轻的放在楚风手中,然后转身,跑到街道的角落那里,满脸开心的笑,轻轻摇动那个老人,啊啊的叫着,举着馍,想要给他吃。 At this moment, the Chu Feng's nose turns sour, this pitiful young beggar, the sensible child, has not known that own grandfather had died. 这一刻,楚风的鼻子发酸,这个可怜的小乞丐,懂事的孩子,还不知道自己的爷爷已经死去了。 Young children called several, without awakens own grandfather, then gently one light, the tattered quilt for the old person cover good body, waits for the grandfather to wake up safely, often looks down the steamed bread in hand, shows the happy and satisfied smile, oneself actually do not hate to eat. 小童啊啊的叫了几声,没有将自己的爷爷唤醒,便轻轻的将一条薄薄的、破烂的被子为老人盖好身体,安心等着爷爷醒来,不时低头看着手中的馍,露出开心与满足的笑容,自己却舍不得吃。 At this moment, the Chu Feng's heart was touched, young boy who such natural child, such a even speech ability loses, mindless, the incomparably satisfied pure smile, making his nose turn sour. 这一刻,楚风的心被触动了,这样朴质的孩子,这样一个连说话能力都丧失的幼童,没心没肺,无比满足的纯净笑容,让他鼻子发酸。 Between the young children and old people this simple human world's sentiment, making the gloomy region in Chu Feng heart seem like scattered all of a sudden, he felt that the warm current surged in the hearts. 小童与老人间这简简单单的人世间的情,让楚风心中的暗淡区域像是一下子被驱散了,他感觉到了久违的暖流在心间涌动。 The 4 or 5-year-old child is very ignorant, many things do not know, does not understand, he holds the steamed bread happily, is defending the old person, does not know truth that the grandfather who is bound by a common destiny had died. 四五岁的孩子很懵懂,很多事都不知道,不懂,他开心的捧着馍,守着老人,根本不知道相依为命的爷爷已经死去的真相。 When sees Chu Feng to look, he will be shy and timid smiles, called two, probably is depending the courage to greet. 当看到楚风看过来,他会羞涩与怯怯的笑一下,啊啊的叫两声,像是在仗着胆子打招呼。 In a flash, the Chu Feng's tears tumbled, he thinks biological son clear/pain secure, oneself has not protected him, has not accompanied him to grow, did not have the partner including one day in his side, how clear/pain secure in childhood, like young child pure pitiful lovable? 一瞬间,楚风的热泪滚落了出来,他想到了亲子楚安,自己没有保护好他,更是没有陪他成长,连一天都没有伴在他的身边,楚安小时候怎样,也像小童这样单纯可怜可爱吗？ The flash, in the Chu Feng heart is somewhat painful, to could not have flowed out the eyes of tears to blur dry again thoroughly, he tries hard to think that biological son in childhood what appearance, is what condition, toddles, babbles...... 一刹那,楚风心中有些痛,早已干涸到再也流不出泪的双眼彻底模糊了,他努力去想亲子小时候到底什么样子,是什么样的状态,蹒跚学步,牙牙学语…… Chu Feng shivered, face upwards, does not want to cry again, but actually cannot control own mood. 楚风颤抖了,仰天,不想再落泪,可是却控制不住自己的情绪。 He has not seen clear/pain secure the childhood appearance, can only unceasing thinks, in the heart small silhouette, gradual clear , compared with the present young child, their looks that pure. 他没有见过楚安小时候的样子,只能不断的去想,心中一个小小的身影,逐渐的清晰,与眼前的小童比较,他们的眼神都是那么的纯净。 When has not seen the child childhood condition truly, Chu Feng has substituted the young child, some both superpositions. 没有真正见过自己孩子幼年时的状态,楚风将小童代入,两者有些重合了。 Chu Feng could not bear the past, the squatting lower part of the body, grasped this clothes tattered child gently. 楚风忍不住走了过去,蹲下身来,轻轻抱住这个衣服破破烂烂的孩子。 Young children at first some fears, called two, the flattered revealing smile, keeps off before own grandfather's body, but discovered that Chu Feng is crying, moreover in same place hugged him to hug gently, do not take him by force, this felt relieved. 小童起初有些害怕,啊啊的叫了两声,讨好的露出笑容,挡在自己爷爷的身前,但发现楚风在哭,而且只是在原地轻轻抱了他抱,并不是要强行带走他,这才放下心来。 Slightly scruple, the young child extends the dirty small hand, carefully is Chu Feng wipes the tears on face. 略微迟疑,小童伸出脏兮兮的小手,小心地为楚风擦去脸上的热泪。 „My child!” Chu Feng cried, in this moment, young child, when grasps, regards as own child, flash's resonance of heart, he cannot bear, the emotion bursts a dike, unceasing rolling down tears. “我的孩子！”楚风哭了,在这一刻,将小童当抱住,视作自己的孩子,一刹那的情感共鸣,他忍不住,情感决堤,不断滚下热泪。 The young children were somewhat afraid, timid, probably in low voice comfort Chu Feng, but he will not speak, can only spread the monotonous syllable. 小童有些害怕了,胆怯的啊啊着,像是在小声的安慰楚风,可他不会说话,只能传出单调的音节。 „Good child, you so to be young, is comforting me, from now henceforth, you are a my child!” Chu Feng hugs the young child, in the heart has the acid, has the pain, has the pain, there is tender, this child deep place touched his heart, he must this child raising of well. “好孩子,你才这么小,就在安慰我吗,从今以后,你就是我的孩子！”楚风抱起小童,心中有酸,有苦,有痛,也有怜惜,这个孩子深深地的触动了他的心,他要将这个孩子好好的养大。 Chu Feng hid the truth from the young child to bury that old person, in the young child ignorant vision, he deceived him repeatedly, after saying the old person fell asleep wakes up, took a long journey, after being very long, can come back, then he can lead him to live together, when the old person went home. 楚风瞒着小童将那个老人安葬了,在小童懵懂的目光中,他一遍又一遍的骗他,说老人睡着后醒来,去远行了,很久后才能回来,接下来他会带着他一起生活,等老人回家。 Does not calculate deceives completely, Chu Feng lives in this small town, had the family/home, is the yards of him and young child two people, he does not have any temporarily very high with very far plan, but wants to accompany the young child who this will not be speaking, raises him. 不算完全欺骗,楚风在这个小城居住下来,有了家,属于他与小童两个人的小院,他暂时没有什么很高与很远的规划,只是想陪着这个不会说话的小童,将他养大。 In his mind, has too many regrets, the duty that the defect should do, he has not accompanied biological son to grow, without protecting him, the Chu Feng incomparable hope, vainly hoped for that can return to the childhood that clear/pain secure was born, compensates for all disappointment. 在他的心中,有太多的遗憾,缺失了很多应尽的义务,他没有陪亲子成长,没有保护好他,楚风无比的渴望,梦想能回归到楚安出生的幼年,弥补所有的缺憾。 Now, he regards the young child for oneself child. 现在,他视小童为自己的孩子。 After the initial anxiety, the fear, cries, as well as thought of after that old person, the young child adapted gradually, with past day after day, he no longer timid, had delicious, some people are protecting him kindly, accompanies side him, he stupidly smiled again. 经过起初的不安,害怕,落泪,以及想念那个老人后,小童渐渐适应了,随着一日又一日的过去,他不再怯怯的,有了好吃的,有人亲切的保护着他,陪在他身边,他再次傻兮兮的笑了起来。 After some time, Chu Feng felt in own heart cold region, these gloomy corners, were filled by the warm feeling thoroughly. 一段时间后,楚风觉得自己心中冷冽的区域,那些暗淡的角落,彻底被暖意充满了。 He has not regarded the substitute the young child, but really likes this child very much, regards as to leave thoroughly. 他没有将小童当成替代品,而是真的很喜欢这个孩子,彻底视作己出。 Washes the clean small face for the young child, changes the brand-new clothes, the Chu Feng's heart follows to tremble, this child's corner of the eye brow tip really has two phase splitting shapes with him. 为小童洗干净小脸,换上崭新的衣服,楚风的心都跟着一颤,这个孩子的眼角眉梢真的和他有两分相像。 Is this heaven gives his compensation and presents? 这是上天给予他的补偿与馈赠吗？ No! 不！ Experiencing were too many, so-called Firmament turned into the deathtrap continually, how Chu Feng possibly believes that so-called Firmament and destiny, is the thing of strange first ancestor conveniently tearing. 经历了太多,连所谓的上苍都被化成了死地,楚风怎么可能会相信所谓的上苍与命运,都不过是诡异始祖随手撕裂的东西。 Chu Feng helps the young child take care in own unusual method, he no longer is a young mute, slowly restores, can start talking. 楚风以自己的超凡手段帮小童调理身体,他不再是个小哑巴,慢慢地恢复,能够开口说话了。 A year, two years...... many years pass by, Chu Feng accompanies him to grow up, must see his marriage and having child, entire life, complete. 一年,两年……多年过去,楚风陪着他长大,要看到他结婚生子,一生平和,圆满。 As the young child grows up gradually, the Chu Feng's heart is also getting more and more bright, sweeps the haze air/Qi, once had him of vitality/angry to come back gradually! 随着小童渐渐长大,楚风的心也越来越灿烂,一扫阴霾气,曾经有生气的他在渐渐回来！ „World-wide Evolver, once hero, almost buried, was only left over me, how to tolerate me to be dispirited? On this stretch of broken ruins, even if only my one person, must stand eventually!” “举世进化者,曾经的英杰,几乎都葬下去了,只剩下我自己,怎能容我颓废？在这片残破废墟上,哪怕只余我一人,也终究要站出去！” A small town more than ten years of ordinary life, the Chu Feng's innermost feelings are getting more and more calm, the eye is getting more and more bright, his state of mind completed a transformation! 小城十几年的平凡生活,楚风的内心越来越平静,眼睛越来越有神,他的心境完成了一次蜕变！ „To rise from the ruins!” The time passes, the past young child to finds a wife the age of now giving birth, but Chu Feng own faith is also getting more and more firm, the ruined heart, the ruined world, cannot surround him, will happen one day, he will kill that plateau! “在破败中崛起！”时间流逝,昔日的小童如今到了娶妻生子的年龄,而楚风自身的信念也越来越坚定,破败的心,破败的世界,都困不住他,终有一天,他会杀进那片高原！