*************************************************************************************************** *************************************************************************************************** „......” “……” Good, who can tell me, as the Saint moon/month virtue Wolf shapeshift master, what at this time I of this place should reveal to respond that is good? 好吧,谁能告诉我,身为圣月贤狼变身的主人,此时此地的我该露出什么反应才好？ „Eva, you......” I are hesitating, finally makes a difficult response, put out a hand to search her forehead. “爱娃儿,你……”我迟疑着,最终做出一个艰难反应,伸手探了探她的额头。 „Had a fever?” “发烧了？” „I do not have the problem.” Eva discontented racket my hand. “我没有毛病。”爱娃儿不满的拍开我的手。 „No, yourself think to look carefully, initially you were Berserk how, must let Saint moon/month virtue Wolf 【Finds roots】, Restores to take that some memories of Queen of night Sir, the naked eye can look at your yearning and worship to Queen of night, even to veneration of Saint moon/month virtue Wolf, should be also because of the Queen of night Sir's relations, now you say this words, really around lets me is very difficult to imagine you are the same person.” “不,你自己仔细想一想看,当初你是多么的狂热,要让圣月贤狼【认祖归宗】,恢复作为月神大人的那部分记忆,肉眼都能看出来你对月神的向往和崇拜,甚至乎对圣月贤狼的尊崇,应该是也因为月神大人的关系,现在你却说出这种话,实在让我很难想象前后的你是不是同一个人。” I use the suspicion the look to look at Eva, this goods should not throw over the Hell spy of Eva cover, should I search? 我用怀疑的眼神看着爱娃儿,这货该不会是披着爱娃儿外皮的地狱细作吧,我该不该搜身？ „This matter I also know, therefore I don't mean? Does not want to raise with others, everyone will definitely reveal with your same response.” “这种事情我自己也知道,所以我不是说了吗？不想和其他人提起,大家肯定都会露出和你一样的反应。” Saw that Eva is depressed, a little wants to interrupt the plan that chatted, I made the recovery hastily: „I acknowledged that my response was a little exaggerating, then I will listen earnestly, therefore asked that why can tell me this is?...... cough cough as Saint moon/month virtue Wolf, is Saint moon/month virtue Wolf has the person of enormous relations, I thought that I need to understand.” 眼看爱娃儿闷闷不乐,有点想就此中断聊天的打算,我连忙做出补救:“我承认我的反应有点夸张了,接下来我会认真听下去,所以拜托了,能告诉我这到底是为什么吗？身为圣月贤狼……咳咳,身为和圣月贤狼有着极大关系的人,我觉得我有必要了解一下。” Hears my words sincerely, Eva that is wanting to set out to leave, sits down, reveals the complex ponder depressed color again. 听到我诚心诚意的话语,正欲起身走人的爱娃儿,重新落坐,再次露出复杂的思考苦闷之色。 „I have thought virtuous Sir Wolf and Queen of night Sir are the same people, therefore has never thought will meet such worry, when virtuous Sir Wolf and Queen of night Sir appear before me simultaneously, you are unable to imagine I how surprised and do not dare to believe.” “我一直以为贤狼大人和月神大人是同一个人,所以从未想过自己会遇到这样的烦恼,当贤狼大人和月神大人同时出现在我面前的时候,你们无法想象我内心是多么的惊讶和不敢置信。” Similar do three observe to crash that feeling? I just opened mouth to analyze, by the Eva corner of the eye split vision cat, is closed immediately, should listen to the story time is peaceful listening. 类似三观崩塌那种感觉？我刚刚张嘴欲分析一番,被爱娃儿眼角余光猫了一眼,立刻闭上,该听小故事的时候还是安安静静的听吧。 „But this is the fact, appears in the present fact livingly, how regardless of not to believe that also has to accept, when I can accept this fact time, the new issue emerged.” “但这是事实,活生生出现在自己眼前的事实,无论怎么不信,也不得不接受,等我能够接受这个事实的时候,新的问题出现了。” At this point, the Eva deep breath the one breath , indicating that the issue came finally: „Since is different two people, then until now, I admire am virtuous Sir Wolf who follows, is the Queen of night Sir?” 说到这里,爱娃儿深呼吸了一口气,表示问题终于来了:“既然是不同的两个人,那么一直以来,我所仰慕追随的到底是贤狼大人,还是月神大人？” „Can't be two people?” I endure is not quiet finally inexpensively, inserted one. “不能是两个人都是吗？”我终于忍不住嘴贱,插了一句。 „Naturally cannot, this is very sacred matter, must, only then only one by one.” Eva is staring me ruthlessly, as if I those words blasphemed the important thing a moment ago. “当然不能,这是很神圣的事情,必须只有唯一一个。”爱娃儿狠狠瞪着我,仿佛我刚才那句话亵渎了重要的东西。 „......” “……” Although I do not understand the Angel doctrine greatly, but regardless of again strict anomaly, is insufficient to teach that Angel must only be able to aim at a person, its life follows to admire finally, this is just like the law to stipulate that you can only worship a pop star or the athlete scientist, has plays? 虽然我是不大懂天使的教条,但无论再怎么严格变态,也不至于教导天使们必须只能以一个人为目标,终其一生去追随仰慕吧,这就好比法律规定你只能崇拜一名偶像明星或是运动员科学家,有这么玩的吗？ Therefore , here really thinks that Eva the idea has the issue is quite good, did she like not boring tip of cows horn? This conforms to her character very much. 所以说,这里果然还是认为爱娃儿的想法有问题比较好,她本来就爱钻牛角尖不是吗？这很符合她的性格。 „Good good.” Saw that this shook M Princess Angel to be angry, I comforted hastily: „Considers such matter, but isn't the answer very obvious? Beforehand you have just been regarded as the Queen of night Sir Saint moon/month virtue Wolf, now the true Queen of night Sir appeared, should follow the Queen of night Sir to be right.” “好吧好吧。”眼看这抖M天使公主生气了,我连忙安抚:“就当是这么回事,但答案不是已经很明显了吗？以前的你只不过是一直把圣月贤狼当做是月神大人,现在真正的月神大人出现了,理应追随月神大人才对。” Why does not know, hears this saying, Eva hidden bitterness is staring at me, I who stare at am absolutely terrified, she opens the mouth. 不知为何,听到这话,爱娃儿幽怨的一个劲盯着我,直盯的我毛骨悚然,她才开口。 „I have also thought that has attempted changes itself, tries to follow the goal to change to own admiration is holier than the noble Queen of night Sir virtuous Sir Wolf.” “我也这么想过,这么尝试过的去改变自己,试图将自己的仰慕追随目标改为比贤狼大人更加圣洁高贵的月神大人。” „Therefore, worry where?” “所以说呢,烦恼何在？” „Hasn't told you? Finally I failed.” “不是已经告诉你了吗？结果我失败了。” „No, you said that Saint moon/month virtue Wolf is not the Queen of night Sir, was really good this.” “不,你只是说了一句,圣月贤狼不是月神大人,真的是太好了这样。” „Even this inside meaning cannot understand, are you a fool?” “连这里面的意思也听不懂,你是笨蛋吗？” „Very sorry, sits before you, is a 100% pure naturally pollution-free fool.” I stick out chest to say proudly, naturally, this absolutely is not because I really am a fool, my is to enlighten Eva, does not hesitate Sacrifice own Savior image, please describe my action with „great” three characters. “很抱歉,坐在你面前的,就是一个百分之百纯天然无污染的笨蛋。”我自豪的挺起胸膛说道,当然,这绝对不是因为我真的是笨蛋,我这是为了开导爱娃儿,不惜牺牲自己的救世主形象,请以“伟大”三字来形容我这种举动。 „Cannot achieve, is trying overlaps you and virtuous Sir Wolf in the same place, really cannot achieve, particularly in a moment ago at that moment.” Eva holds to call out in grief. “做不到,试着把你和贤狼大人重叠在一起,果然还是做不到,尤其是在刚才那一刻。”爱娃儿抱头悲鸣。 „A moment ago low voice what were you whispering?” “你刚才在小声嘀咕些什么？” „It‘s nothing, in any case the long Boss person is a fool, said cannot understand.” A Eva face shuts out. “没什么,反正长老大人是笨蛋,说了也听不懂。”爱娃儿一脸嫌弃。 „......” This fellow, but also is really the dog bites Lu Dongbin, does not know the person of good intention. “……”这家伙,还真是狗咬吕洞宾,不识好心人。 „Can that mention with the way that I understand listens?” “那能用我懂的方式说来听听？” „If not know the Daoist priest Boss person is such person, trades to be others, certainly will be mistaken that you are creating obstacles for me.” Eva desperate sighing, brings some consciousness opens the mouth. “如果不是知道长老大人就是这样的人,换做别人,一定会误以为你是在刁难我。”爱娃儿绝望的叹了一口气,带着某种觉悟开口。 „These days of bay sea of trees, I observe to compare virtuous Sir Wolf and Queen of night Sir unceasingly, interrogates and tortures own innermost feelings, the person who wants to follow truly who is, finally is, person eventually virtue Sir Wolf who I yearn, but is not the Queen of night Sir, will therefore say, virtuous Sir Wolf was not the Queen of night Sir is really good, luckily virtuous Sir Wolf was not the Queen of night Sir, like this said that the long Boss person you can understand?” “月桂树海的那些日子,我不断观察比较着贤狼大人和月神大人,拷问自己的内心,到底真正想要追随的人是谁,结果就是,我所向往的人终究还是贤狼大人,而并非月神大人,所以才会说,贤狼大人不是月神大人真的是太好了,幸好贤狼大人不是月神大人,这样说长老大人你能听懂吗？” „Can...... listen...... to understand.” I defeated under this time Eva imposing manner, can only nod, the stutter should say. “能……听……听懂了。”我败在了此时爱娃儿的气势下,只能一个劲点头,结结巴巴应道。 The very powerful imposing manner, this ice-cold contains the abandoning something as beyond redemption imposing manner of intense ashamed heart, is working as in front of all the people of the world simply probably the confession same......, without this matter. 好强的气势,这股冰冷中蕴含着强烈羞耻心的破罐子破摔气势,简直就好像是当着全世界人民面前告白一样……啊呸,才没有这回事。 „But, I do not understand why you will make this choice, how regardless to see, which aspect regardless , the Queen of night Sirs must exceed Saint moon/month virtue Wolf to plan incessantly, is more ideal follows to admire the object, not?” “但是,我还是不明白为什么你心里会做出这种选择,无论怎么看,无论哪方面,月神大人都要胜过圣月贤狼不止一筹,是更理想的追随仰慕对象,不是吗？” „I am not clear, I am not clear!” Eva completely loses calm unceasing shaking the head. “我也不明白,我也不明白呀！”爱娃儿完全失去冷静的不断摇头。 „Perhaps is because...... perhaps is because the Queen of night Sir was too perfect, made people feel indistinct perfectly, perfect was too remote, even could not live to admire the heart of following, was not right, this was not the true reason.” “或许是因为……或许是因为月神大人太完美了吧,完美的让人感到飘渺,完美的实在太遥远了,甚至生不起仰慕追随之心,不对,这不是真正的理由。” Saw that Eva looked like lost sanely general, I pulled her shoulder to sway hastily, when considered to give her to come on several sober slaps in the face, Eva restored, under gasped for breath slightly decides the conclusion. 眼看爱娃儿像失了理智一般,我连忙扳着她的肩膀摇晃,在考虑是不是给她来上几记清醒耳光的时候,爱娃儿恢复过来,微微喘气下定结论。 „In brief, matter is this that you see now.” “总而言之,事情就是你现在看到的这样。” „Ok, I understood, did not ask like a moment ago, that not like Eva that I knew.” “好了,我懂了,拜托别像刚才那样,那可一点也不像我认识的爱娃儿。” , My cautious asking: „Therefore , for several days you depressed reason, was because couldn't think through this?” 顿了顿,我小心翼翼的问道:“所以说,这些天你一直消沉的原因,就是因为想不通这个？” „......” Eva silent by right, do not open the face, does not make me peep at her expression. “……”爱娃儿沉默以对,并别开了脸,不让我窥视到她的表情。 It seems like also has other inside story? Asked the one breath to talk clearly happily to me. 看来似乎还有别的内情？拜托了一口气说清楚给我个痛快吧。 Some little time, she has turned the head slightly, letting me only to see clearly her one slightly to wipe the profile, by also wanted the cautious tone compared with me a moment ago, asked one. 好一会儿,她才微微转过头,让我只能看清楚她一小抹侧脸,以比我刚才还要小心翼翼的语气,问了一句。 „The long Boss person did not think that...... likely people like me, is very excessive?” “长老大人不觉得……像我这样的人,很过分吗？” „What you said is, on the one hand?” Must say that treats my attitude the words, that indeed is very excessive, even if has to Saint moon/month virtue Wolf 1%, I am well satisfied, will not have any complaint. “你说的是哪一方面？”要说对待我的态度的话,那的确是很过分,哪怕是有对圣月贤狼的百分之一,我都心满意足,不会有任何怨言了。 The sound of Eva becomes slighter, as if made anything that weighs on the conscience: „Is that type...... that aspect...... is of two minds similarly...... the bad woman and so on.” 爱娃儿的声音变得更细微,仿佛做了什么亏心事:“就是那种……那种方面……类似三心两意……坏女人之类的。” „Ha?” Sorry, each character that she said I understand, but combines actually not to know that is completely any meaning. “哈？”抱歉,她说的每一个字我都懂,但组合起来却完全不知道是啥意思。 „Bad woman?” “坏女人？” „Right...... right.” Perhaps had the courage, perhaps is deliberately bad, the Eva revolutions turns head finally, is facing me, face earnest saying. “对……对呀。”或许是鼓起了勇气,或许是自暴自弃,爱娃儿终于转回头,面对着我,一脸认真的说道。 „Is the bad woman of being of two minds, the long Boss person does not think that is this?” “就是三心两意的坏女人,长老大人不认为是这样吗？” „No, why was I instead strange you to say itself?” “不,我反而奇怪为什么你要这么说自己？” „Isn't this obvious matter? However perhaps long Boss people like people indeed will not understand.” “这不是明摆着的事情吗？不过或许长老大人这样的人的确是不会明白吧。” „You actually want to talk clearly, or is plans to damage me merely, makes a choice.” I was mad happily, how does a topic pocket circle want me to be a scapegoat? “你到底是想说清楚,或者仅仅是打算损我,做个选择吧。”我被气乐了,怎么话题兜个圈又要我背锅？ „I am admire to follow virtuous Sir Wolf obviously, but discovered that she is not the Queen of night is reincarnated, thus produced confusedly, even wants to shift this sentiment to the Queen of night Sir on, is unable to achieve, discovered the person who own innermost feelings want to follow truly, virtuous Sir Wolf, isn't this is of two minds eventually?” “我明明是仰慕追随贤狼大人的,但发现她不是月神转世,因而产生了迷茫,甚至想将这份感情转移到月神大人身上,又无法做到,发现自己内心真正想要追随的人,终究还是贤狼大人,这难道不是三心两意吗？” „This......” good, I also a little hoodwinked. “这……”好吧,我也有点蒙了。 „Regarding such me, regarding once wanted me who betray virtuous Sir Wolf, virtuous Sir Wolf will have what view, I...... do not have the means again, without the face went facing virtuous Sir Wolf, like my bad woman, should live in the contamination gloomy and cold sewer, perhaps degenerated ugly selfish Hell monster, conformed to my image.” “对于这样的我,对于曾经一度想要背叛贤狼大人的我,贤狼大人会有什么看法,我已经……已经再也没有办法,没有脸去面对贤狼大人了,像我这种坏女人,就应该活在污秽阴冷的臭水沟里,或许堕落成一只丑陋自私的地狱怪物,更符合我的形象。” Like this saying, on the Eva negative sentiment, her depressed desperate color, arrives heavily in the extreme, making me understand finally, as of late her listless true source, here. 这样说着,爱娃儿身上的负面感情,她的消沉绝望之色,沉重到无以复加,让我终于明白,最近这段时间她无精打采的真正源头,就在这里。 Although is not very clear, does not have the means very good judgment, but before...... contacts with her, had said words, said that admires the person who follows only to have a boring tip of cows horn type strange speech, I actually ravelled a seemingly immaterial matter. 虽然不是很明白,也没办法很好的判断,但是……联系她之前说过的话,说仰慕追随的人只能有一个的钻牛角尖式奇怪发言,我却弄明白了一件貌似无关紧要的事情。 This shakes M Angel, besides shaking beyond the M attribute as if also has loyal canis. 这抖M天使,除了抖M属性以外似乎还有忠犬属性。 To Saint moon/month virtue Wolf loyal and devoted her, suddenly discovery Saint moon/month virtue Wolf and Queen of night Sir is not the same person, then produced confusedly, does not know that should follow anyone, was reasonable, various Queen of night Sir aspects must exceed Saint moon/month virtue Wolf, therefore the reason occupied winning side Eva to speak the truth, the discovery did not have the truth to say, oneself wanted to admire to follow, actually Saint moon/month virtue Wolf, rather than Queen of night Sir. 对圣月贤狼忠心耿耿的她,忽然发现圣月贤狼和月神大人不是同一个人,进而产生了迷茫,不知道到底该追随谁,讲道理,月神大人各方面都要胜过圣月贤狼,所以理智占据上风的爱娃儿讲道理了一回,却发现原来没有道理可讲,自己所希望仰慕追随的,其实还是圣月贤狼,而不是月神大人。 Then, the innermost feelings hide quite deep loyal canis, lets her because of this sane judgment, had the intense guilty conscience, thinks oneself betrayed Saint moon/month virtue Wolf, good, the cause and effect combed as the matter stands clearly. 而后,内心隐藏颇深的忠犬属性,让她因为这份理智的判断,产生了强烈的负罪感,认为自己背叛了圣月贤狼,好吧,这样一来前因后果就梳理清楚了。 „, Will not blame in your, Saint moon/month virtue Wolf.” “不会的,不会怪罪于你的,圣月贤狼。” After wants to be clear all, I use very affirmative tone saying that if not Eva raises, I am impossible to think of this aspect, even if she says now, I still have no feeling, isn't this way things should be? Only can say that Eva own idea is too strange, she and Saint moon/month virtue isn't Wolf the love or the membership, what to come the betrayal? 想清楚一切后,我用十分肯定的语气说道,如果不是爱娃儿提起,我根本不可能想到这种方面,就算她现在这么说了,我也没有任何感觉,这不是人之常情吗？只能说爱娃儿自己的想法太古怪,她和圣月贤狼又不是恋爱或者从属关系,何来的背叛？ „Will virtuous Sir Wolf really think?” Thinks the sin to be grave, being deliberately bad Eva, cannot gain ground as before. “贤狼大人真的会这么想吗？”自以为罪孽深重,自暴自弃的爱娃儿,依旧抬不起头。 „Words that I spoke, can't represent Saint moon/month virtue Wolf?” “难道我说的话,不能代表圣月贤狼吗？” „......” Looked up my one eyes, Eva speechless nod. “……”抬头看了我一眼,爱娃儿无言的点了点头。 „That was right, therefore do not rebuke oneself again sadly, raised the head?” “那就对了,所以你就别再自责难过了,抬起头来可以吗？” „But...... obtained forgiving of virtuous Sir Wolf even, oneself are unable to forgive such , good to die, if virtuous Sir Wolf appears at present, I commit suicide to apologize immediately.” “但是……就算得到了贤狼大人的原谅,自己还是无法原谅这样的自己,啊,好想死,要是贤狼大人出现在眼前,我会立刻自杀谢罪。” The Eva look depressed whisper said, loses the focal distance from her, lives not to have in eye pupil that may the love, cannot see cracks a joke slightly or the exaggerating ingredient, making me fight a cold war, was not good, because of own enlightening, making her initiate the innermost feelings more intense guilty conscience, simply speaking, her making things more difficult than necessary pointed drill was deeper. 爱娃儿神色消沉的嘀咕道,从她那失去焦距,生无可恋的眼眸中,看不到丝毫开玩笑或是夸张的成分,让我不禁打了一个冷战,不好,因为自己的开导,让她引发了内心更强烈的负罪感,简单来说,她钻牛角尖钻的更深了。 If my present shapeshift Saint moon/month virtue Wolf appears before her, she will really commit suicide, this point does not need to suspect. 如果我现在变身圣月贤狼出现在她面前,她真的会自杀,这一点已经不需要去怀疑。 Had a headache rubbed the temples, why oneself side is completely some irritable issue children, obviously is Angel, should have the pure justice law-abiding to end the life, actually fell in love with boring tip of cows horn, various strange attributes, it is estimated that Angel like Eva, in Heaven were also 100,000 years of rare rare and beautiful flowers. 头疼的揉了揉太阳穴,为什么自己身边尽是一些性格别扭的问题儿童呢,明明是个天使,本应该心怀单纯的正义安安分分过完一生,却偏偏爱上了钻牛角尖,还有各种古古怪怪的属性,估计像爱娃儿这样的天使,在天堂里也是十万年难得一出的奇葩了。 No, now does not think these times, how should I comfort to enlighten such Eva? Really without is so simple, but Saint moon/month virtue Wolf forgives her purely, and has no function, at this time should use the extreme therapy? Not, this is based on Saint moon/month virtue Wolf shapeshift, I also said a moment ago, now the shapeshift words, Eva shamefacedly will really commit suicide, this is not cracking a joke. 不,现在不是想这些的时候,我该怎么安慰开导这样的爱娃儿呢？果然没有那么简单,只是圣月贤狼这边单纯的原谅她,也并没有任何作用,这种时候应该用过激治疗法吗？不不不,这是建立在圣月贤狼变身的基础上,我刚才也说了,现在变身的话,爱娃儿真的会羞愧自杀,这不是在开玩笑。 As for letting the main body uses the extreme therapy, I considered over and over after believes, the killed possibility will be very big. 至于让本体来使用过激治疗法,我考虑再三后认为,被杀的可能性会很大。 Since is irremediable, that tries other means that for example shifts her attention? 既然不能治疗,那就试试别的办法,比如说转移她的注意力？ I think of a good way suddenly, after fermenting for several seconds, opens the mouth slowly. 我忽然想到一个好办法,酝酿数秒后,缓缓开口。 „I think, your present idea some were luxurious, to taking the blame of Saint moon/month virtue Wolf, thinks that said goodbye Saint moon/month virtue Wolf without face/color, even wants to die to apologize these in front of Saint moon/month virtue Wolf.” “我以为,你现在的想法有些过于奢侈了,对圣月贤狼的负罪,认为无颜再见圣月贤狼,甚至想在圣月贤狼面前以死谢罪这些。” „Long Boss person what this word?” Eva loses the pupil of focal distance to lift, the desolate soulless gaze I, was asking probably, was the problem of fool violated, caused the nonsense, should take a drug? “长老大人何出此言？”爱娃儿失去焦距的瞳孔抬起,冷淡无神的注视着我,好像在问,又是笨蛋的毛病犯了,导致胡言乱语么,该吃药了吗？ This shakes M loyal dog Angel, do not think that your blackening degenerated I not to dare to punch you! 啧,这抖M忠犬天使,别以为你黑化堕落了我就不敢揍你！ „cough cough, I want to remind you, loses with it here depressed, treasures would rather well and Saint moon/month virtue Wolf remains not many coexistence opportunities......” “咳咳,我是想提醒你,与其在这里消沉失落,倒不如好好珍惜一下和圣月贤狼所剩不多的共处机会……” ... 。。。