Chapter 51 and fathers and sons are in a dilemma! 第51章、父子两难！ Gongsun Yu pushes the door to enter, front is a busy picture. 公孙瑜推门而入,面前是一幅繁忙的景象。 On the table spreads out several books, under the table has the discarded disorderly manuscript paper. 桌子上摊开好几本书籍,桌子底下有被丢弃的凌乱稿纸。 The men pore over the books, small rows of place capers proclaimed above in Jiajiang attractively. Looked like looks like had the life elf. 男人伏案疾书,漂亮地小楷一排排地跳跃在夹江宣上面。看起来就像是一个个有了生命的精灵。 Gongsun Yu stood in the entrance waited for a while, discovered that own arrival has not awakened is being busy with the husband of government affairs, therefore opened the mouth to say on own initiative: „Pure Brightness is busy?” 公孙瑜站在门口等了一会儿,发现自己的到来并没有惊醒正忙于政务的丈夫,于是主动开口说道:“清明在忙着呢？” The Lu Qingming wrist|skill stopped, looks up wife one eyes, said: „Small fine jade, did you come? Goes back to rest quickly. I on also a little worked on hand, process to go back to accompany you. Empire eventful time, the place of border area makes every effort steadily, cannot have laxly slightly. My this new governor returns to Tiandu, that side the province matter does not have the means to put down ----- The miscellaneous matters are too many, put in great inconvenience you actually.” 陆清明手腕停顿,抬头看了妻子一眼,说道:“小瑜,你怎么来了？快回去休息吧。我手头上还有点儿工作,处理完了就回去陪你。帝国多事之秋,边疆之地力求平稳,更是不能有丝毫地松懈。我这个新任总督就算回到天都,行省那边的事情也没办法放下-----杂事太多,倒是委屈你了。” Gongsun Yu not only has not left, instead turns around to close the study room door, said: „Pure Brightness, I want to speak several words with you.” 公孙瑜不仅没有离开,反而转身把书房门关上,说道:“清明,我想和你说几句话。” „Good. You want to say that many words are good. You go back first, a while I go to the room to accompany you -----” “好。你想说多少句话都行。你先回去,一会儿我就回房间陪你-----” „I think the present ---- Spoke several words in your study room.” The Gongsun Yu look sees own husband temperately, the manner actually extremely insisted. “我想现在----在你的书房说几句话。”公孙瑜眼神温和地看着自己的丈夫,态度却极度地坚持。 Lu Qingming must put down the writing brush in hand, the handsome five senses are having the happy expression, the southwest sandstorm blew to wrinkle his skin, actually could not blow off his military breadth of spirit. He shoved open the chair to stand, said with a smile: „Good. What do you want to say with me?” 陆清明只得把手里的毛笔搁下,俊朗的五官带着笑意,西南的风沙吹皱了他的皮肤,却吹不散他的武者气魄。他推开椅子站了起来,笑着说道:“好。你想和我说些什么？” Gongsun Yu has handed over that boasting bag in hand, said: „You have a look at this first.” 公孙瑜把手里的那份牛皮袋子递了过去,说道:“你先看看这个。” „What is?” Lu Qingming received the bag, on solution sealing line while asked. “是什么？”陆清明接过袋子,一边解上面的封线一边问道。 „Is guilty, is lamentation.” The Gongsun Yu sound said calmly. However eye socket actually some flood red, that is with emotions performance. “是愧疚,也是悔恨。”公孙瑜声音平静地说道。但是眼眶却有些泛红,那是动情之极的表现。 Lu Qingming expression micro stiff, restores instantaneously as usual, disguises not to see wife's difference, said with a smile: „I somewhat was actually curious, what thing is, was said so seriously by you?” 陆清明的表情微僵,瞬间又恢复如常,假装没有看到妻子的异样,笑着说道:“我倒是有些好奇了,到底是什么东西,被你说得如此严重？” Lu Qingming unties the bag, pulled out several packs of paper to come out from inside. 陆清明解开袋子,从里面掏出了几叠纸张出来。 „Um?” The Lu Qingming look doubts, look at Gongsun Yu saying: „Is this examination paper?” “嗯？”陆清明眼神疑惑,看着公孙瑜说道:“这是试卷？” „Empire this year's written exam examination paper.” Gongsun Yu calm said. “帝国今年的文试试卷。”公孙瑜一脸平静地说道。 „Interesting. Do I also need to inspect?” Lu Qingming speech time, starts to read on hand on several sets of examination papers. “有意思。难道我也需要考核吗？”陆清明说话的时候,开始阅读手头上的几套试卷。 Accumulates by the Lu Qingming knowledge, completely looks at very much easily these writing. 以陆清明的学识积累,很容易就把这些文字全部看完。 He loads into the kraft paper the examination paper, said: „He can obtain a higher score, if he has inspected earnestly. Loses the minute is the places that some should not make a mistake, instead is these very difficult topics is answered very well by him ------ This student has the talent very much, should he attend the westerly wind university? Other empire well-known colleges and universities?” 他把试卷重新装进牛皮纸,说道:“他原本可以得到更高的分数,如果他认真检查过的话。丢分的都是一些不应该出错的地方,反而是那些高难度的题目被他答得很好------这个学生很有天赋,他应该会读西风大学吧？或者其它的帝国名校？” „You know that who he is.” Gongsun Yu stares at Lu Qingming to say. It is not the question, is the affirmation. “你知道他是谁。”公孙瑜盯着陆清明说道。不是疑问,是肯定。 „What meaning?” Lu Qingming disassembled the examination paper to look once more, said with a smile: „Li Muyang. A very strange name. How I know that who he is?” “什么意思？”陆清明再次拆开试卷看了看,笑着说道:“李牧羊。一个很陌生的名字。我怎么会知道他是谁呢？” „I know that you know who he is.” Does the Gongsun Yu eye wink is staring at own husband, said: „16 years ago you lie to me, now do you still want to lie to me? Lu Qingming, if you dare to deceive my one time again, my this whole life will not forgive you.” “我知道你知道他是谁。”公孙瑜眼睛一眨不眨地盯着自己的丈夫,说道:“16年前你对我撒谎,现在你仍然要对我撒谎吗？陆清明,如果你再敢欺骗我一次,我这辈子都都不会原谅你。” The Lu Qingming look is sad, the expression presents the color of pain, said: „Small fine jade, how can you make me do?” 陆清明的眼神哀伤,表情呈现痛苦之色,说道:“小瑜,你要让我怎么做？” „I want him to come back.” The Gongsun Yu sound said firmly: „I must meet him.” “我要他回来。”公孙瑜声音坚定地说道:“我要把他接回来。” „This is impossible.” Lu Qingming shakes the head. „16 years ago we sent back him, now is impossible to meet again him ---- The small fine jade, you know. This is impossible. What reason do we by meet him? How did we explain his existence?” “这不可能。”陆清明摇头。“16年前我们把他送了回去,现在就不可能再把他接回来----小瑜,你知道的。这根本就不可能。我们以什么样的理由把他接回来？我们怎么样解释他的存在？” „Lu Qingming, he is my son, is our sons ------ In the past you thought that he is a disability, is a waste, was worried that he could not live, was worried that he became an oaf, was worried that he made your Lu Family lose face, was worried that he always lived for day, your Lu Family person will be many a Tiancheng is the laughingstock of Tiandu person -----” “陆清明,他是我的儿子,是我们的儿子啊------当年你们觉得他是一个残疾,是一个废物,担心他活不下来,担心他成为一个畸形儿,担心他让你们陆家丢脸,担心他每多活一天,你们陆家人就会多一天成为天都人的笑柄-----” Gongsun Yu goes all out to get hold of own fist, was not shed tears by oneself diligently, clenches teeth saying: „But, you see now. He is not the disability, is not the waste, is not an oaf ----- On the contrary, he is more intelligent than many people, he compared with many people diligently. He should receive a better education, he should obtain all that he earns. He should return to Lu Family, returns to parents' side ----- I will explain to him well that making him do not hate us, do not hate Lu Family. Then we use the entire life to repay us to the mistake that he makes.” 公孙瑜拼命地握紧自己的拳头,努力地不让自己流出眼泪,咬牙说道:“可是,你现在看到了。他不是残疾,不是废物,不是个畸形儿-----相反,他比很多人都聪明,他比很多人都努力。他应该受到更好的教育,他应该得到他应得的一切。他应该回到陆家,回到父母的身边-----我会好好地向他解释,让他不要仇恨我们,不要仇恨陆家。然后我们用一生一世去偿还我们对他所犯下的过错。” Gongsun Yu looks at Lu Qingming, speak unhurriedly and clearly said: „Therefore, I want him to come back.” 公孙瑜看着陆清明,一字一顿地说道:“所以,我要他回来。” „Small fine jade ------” The forehead blue vein of Lu Qingming reflects, in the eye has the pain of thick cannot melt to intertwine. „For serveral days I have been hiding you, I am worried that you can lay cards on the table with me, was worried that you hold to make me give you outwardly a result all matters. I acknowledged that I know who he is, I pay more attention to his existence compared with you ---- This examination paper I already saw. I also know that you will certainly see.” “小瑜------”陆清明的额头青筋凸现,眼睛里有着浓得化不开的痛苦纠结。“这些天我一直在躲着你,我就是担心你会和我摊牌,担心你把所有的事情都捅到明面让我给你一个结果。我承认,我知道他是谁,我比你更加关注他的存在----这份试卷我早就看到了。我也知道你一定会看到的。” „I also want to take him to come back, I am same as you, wants to meet immediately him. I do not need you to explain to him that I will explain to him personally, I want to make reparations to him ---- No matter he does forgive, I want to stand in his front immediately tell him all these. I want to make him know that what matter that exactly had in the evening. I want to make him know that he should have the different life -----” “我也想接他回来,我和你一样,也想立即把他接回来。我不需要你向他解释,我会亲口向他解释,我想向他赎罪----不管他原谅不原谅,我都想立即站在他的面前告诉他这一切。我想让他知道,那个晚上到底发生了什么样的事情。我想让他知道,他原本应该有不一样的人生-----” „But, we cannot do. A moment ago just like you said like that in the past we delivered him, was because we worried that he could not live, or lived into a oaf, we worried that such will be scoffed, will be criticized by the political opponent ----- Now if we must come back him, we did explain his existence? Explained and his relations? Explained before him, where went to? 16 years ago scandal that has, becomes after 16 years of fermentation and fermentation the unbearable stink ---- If we announced to the outside now that Li Muyang is the abandoned child who our Lu Family delivers, Lu Family also has what face countenance to base in Tiandu? Also has what face countenance to base in the royal government?” “可是,我们不能那么做。正如你刚才所说的那般,当年我们把他送出去,是因为我们担心他活不下来,或者活下来成为一个畸形儿,我们担心那样会被人耻笑,会被政敌攻讦-----现在如果我们把他要回来,我们怎么解释他的存在？怎么解释和他的关系？怎么解释他以前去了哪里？16年前发生的丑闻,经过16年的发酵和酝酿变得臭不可闻----如果我们现在向外界宣告,李牧羊是我们陆家送出去的弃子,陆家还有何颜面在天都立足？还有何颜面在朝廷立足？” „Let alone now the Tiandu situation is more complex, the father is impacting left the position, Lu Family places in the whirlpool, countless people are staring against, our Lu Family everyone cautiously, for fear that was discouraged in this crucial point ------- Small fine jade, we, if met at this time him, that isn't sets upright together the target to oneself on?” “更何况现在天都情况复杂,父亲正在冲击左相的位置,陆家身处旋涡之中,无数人盯着防着,我们陆家的每一个人都小心翼翼,生怕在这个节骨眼儿上泄了气-------小瑜,我们如果这个时候把他接回来,那不是自己给自己身上竖起来一块靶子吗？” „Is this reason that you reject?” Gongsun Yu to own husband, said disappointedly: „Just like you 16 years ago loses to be the same him, is really absurd.” “这就是你拒绝的理由？”公孙瑜对自己的丈夫失望之极,说道:“正如你们16年前把他丢出去一样,实在是荒谬之极。” „Small fine jade, you give me again time. We knew now good that very he lives, moreover he may probably come Tiandu very much to study. When the time comes he under our eyes hide, we can look after his well, when the opportunity is appropriate, we meet to recognize each other with him him ----- Like this is good?” “小瑜,你再给我一点时间。我们现在知道了他生活的很好,而且他很有可能要来天都读书。到时候他就在我们的眼皮子底下,我们可以好好地照看他一番,等到机会合适,我们就把他接回来和他相认-----这样好不好？” „Lu Qingming --------” “陆清明--------” „Small fine jade -------” “小瑜-------” „My Tiandu does not want to wait.” “我一天都不想等了。” „Small fine jade ----------” “小瑜----------” „I must make him go to the westerly wind university.” Gongsun Yu makes noise to say. “我要让他去西风大学。”公孙瑜出声说道。 „Good.” Lu Qingming complies immediately, said: „I have read his examination paper, if any accident, he can go to the westerly wind university.” “好。”陆清明立即答应,说道:“我看过他的试卷,如果不出什么意外的话,他本来就可以去西风大学。” „I must determine that he goes to the westerly wind university.” Gongsun Yu said. “我要确定他去西风大学。”公孙瑜说道。 „Good.” Lu Qingfeng nods saying: „I determined. He can certainly enter the westerly wind university. If they do not make Li Muyang enter the westerly wind university, I went removing the front door of westerly wind university, when fuel fever.” “好。”陆清风点头说道:“我确定。他一定可以进西风大学。如果他们不让李牧羊进西风大学,我去把西风大学的大门给拆了当柴火烧。” „Lu Qingming, I hope that this time do not make me disappointed again.” Gongsun Yu deeply looked at husband one eyes, turns around to walk toward outside. “陆清明,我希望这一次你不要再令我失望了。”公孙瑜深深地看了丈夫一眼,转身朝着外面走去。 Lu Qingming mood incomparably agitated, walks back and forth in the study room. 陆清明的情绪无比地烦躁,在书房里面走来走去。 „Comes the person.” Lu Qingming makes noise to shout to clear the way. “来人。”陆清明出声喝道。 Own protects Li Ping an to push the door to enter, asks: „General, what has to tell?” 亲卫李平安推门而入,问道:“将军,有什么吩咐？” Before Lu Qingming, is general who to go forth to battle to kill the enemy, Li Ping Awadake Feilong these people are his Bodyguard member. Afterward transferred the civilian post becomes the province governor, but his side most intimate person still liked calling him for ‚general’. 陆清明以前是上阵杀敌的将军,李平安和岳飞龙这些人都是他的亲卫队成员。后来转任文职成为行省总督,但是他身边最亲近的人仍然喜欢称呼他为‘将军’。 „Master in palace?” Lu Qingming makes noise to ask. “老爷在不在府？”陆清明出声问道。 „This ----- Do I ask?” Li Ping an said low voice. Thought, the master in palace we do not know that does not dare to know. “这个-----我去问问？”李平安小声说道。心想,老爷在不在府我们也不知道也不敢知道啊。 „Does not use.” Lu Qingming beckoned with the hand, said: „Gets down.” “不用了。”陆清明摆了摆手,说道:“下去吧。” „Yes. General.” After Li Ping an goes out, was signaling with the eyes to Yue Feilong, said: „General's performance definitely cannot make the madame satisfy, the madame is angry, the general is frustrated --------” “是。将军。”李平安出门之后,对着岳飞龙使了个眼色,说道:“将军的表现肯定没能让夫人满意,夫人生气,将军失意--------” „Li Ping an --------” Yue Feilong must draw a sword. “李平安--------”岳飞龙又要拔刀了。 They have not begun with enough time, Lu Qingming took a dispatch case to walk. 两人还没来得及动手,陆清明就提着一个文件袋走了出来。 They are just about to follow, actually hears Lu Qingming to tell said: „Did not use.” 两人正要跟上,却听到陆清明吩咐着说道:“不用来了。” Lu Qingming arrives at the left courtyard, asks to the old steward who coming to greet: „Father in?” 陆清明来到左侧的院子,对前来迎接的老管家问道:“父亲在吗？” „Master receives callers in the study room.” The stewards said with a smile. „Young master, or will come later again?” “老爷在书房会客。”管家笑着说道。“少爷要不晚些时候再来？” „I sit down wait / etc..” Lu Qingming looked at steward one eyes, said. “我坐下等等。”陆清明看了管家一眼,说道。 The stewards looked at Lu Qingming one, said: „Young master please go to the teahouse to drink the cup tea.” 管家看了陆清明一眼,说道:“少爷请去茶室喝杯茶吧。” „Thanks.” “谢谢。” Lu Qingming has waited half double-hour in the teahouse, the steward comes to ask him to go to the study room. 陆清明在茶室候了半个时辰,管家进来请他去书房。 Lu Qingming walked, looks that sits just likes the palatial High Mountain father there, the sinking sound said: „Father, I wants to meet Muyang to come back.” 陆清明走了进去,看着坐在那里犹如巍峨高山的父亲,沉声说道:“爸,我想接牧羊回来。” ( PS: Many friends asked the renewal issue, establishes provisionally that renewed two chapters of 6000 characters for every day, if lacked the number of words on the same day, later will make up. Always sprouts lord in addition one chapter.) （PS:好多朋友问起更新问题,暂定为每日更新两章6000字,如果当天缺少字数,后期会补上。每多一个萌主会加更一章。）