RFTIW :: Volume #5

#491: Attempt


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Even if Tang Xiu filled with the complex mood is surging, but the complexion actually appears especially tranquil, looks at the Han Qingwu serious expression, he said indifferently: „Am I an average person, similarly has not related with you. Han Qingwu, I still remember that I have said that you are you, I am I. I hope among our two people, should better maintains a distance.” 唐修纵然满腔复杂情绪在涌动,但脸色却显得格外平静,看着韩轻舞严肃的表情,他淡然说道:“我是不是普通人,同样跟你没有关系。韩轻舞,我还记得我说过,你是你,我是我。我希望咱们两人之间,最好保持点距离。” Why?” “为什么?” Han Qingwu stands up suddenly, on that pair of beautiful face reveals the scowl. She hears these words that Tang Xiu said that does not know why pained unexpectedly at heart. 韩轻舞猛然间站起,那双美丽脸庞上流露出怒容。她听闻唐修说出的这番话,不知为何竟然心里隐隐作痛。 Tang Xiu said: For anything, I am not only...... Thought that you are Teacher, I am a student, among us has the generation gap. Moreover, because before us, knew that you as before are my Class Teacher, but I am your student, has caused many rumors and slander, I do not hope that we are too close, was misunderstood by others again.” 唐修说道:“不为了什么,我只是……觉得你是老师,我是学生,咱们之间有代沟。另外,因为咱们之前就认识,你依旧是我的班主任,而我是你的学生,已经引起不少流言蜚语,我不希望咱们太接近,再被别人误会。” Han Qingwu is staring Tang Xiu stubbornly, said loudly: My women did not fear that what your man does fear? Who likes how misunderstanding, makes them misunderstand. You have not married me not to marry, even if we in the same place, who can manage really?” 韩轻舞死死瞪着唐修,大声说道:“我一个女人都不怕,你一个男人怕什么?谁爱怎么误会,就让他们去误会。你未娶我未嫁,就算我们真的在一起,谁能管得着?” You......” “你……” Tang Xiu has a dream has not thought that Han Qingwu can actually say such words. Looks at her angry expression, Tang Xiu stands up directly, said: Teacher Han, we are adults, needs to see the issue of matter sanely. Even if you do not think of me, must think for me! If we walk is too near, will affect me and...... The sentiment of I and my girlfriend. You also saw, she was occupied by in my family to come, you are so late to look for me, although on her mouth did not say anything, but ironclad is at heart uncomfortable.” 唐修做梦都没想到,韩轻舞竟然能够说出这么一番话。看着她恼怒的表情,唐修直接站起,说道:“韩老师,咱们都是成年人,都需要理智看到事情的问题。就算你不为我着想,也要替我想想吧!如果咱们走的太近,会影响我和……我和我女朋友的感情。你也看到了,她已经住到我家里来了,你这么晚过来找我,她嘴上虽然不说什么,但心里铁定不舒服。” You...... Your girlfriend?” “你……你女朋友?” Han Qingwu unbelievable glanced Mu Wanying just a moment ago to vanish the corridor that muttered said. 韩轻舞难以置信的瞟了眼穆婉莹刚刚消失的走廊,喃喃说道。 Tang Xiu steels one's heart, the nod said: Right, Mu Wanying is my girlfriend. don't tell me your also not understand, by her disposition, if not my girlfriend, to live how possibly here? Just, we are not willing to publicize before, now you compelled me saying that I can only be honest to you.” 唐修心一横,点头说道:“没错,穆婉莹就是我的女朋友。难道你还不明白,以她的性格,如果不是我女朋友,怎么可能会住到我这里?只不过,我们之前不愿意公开,现在你逼着我说,我只能向你坦诚。” Han Qingwu lifts the hand to cover the chest, suddenly she thought that oneself has been at heart as if short of very important thing, in that sense of being lost and lonely, is hard with the stabbing pain that the spoken language narrated. 韩轻舞抬手捂住胸口,忽然间她觉得自己心里仿佛少了很重要的东西,那种失落感中,还有一股难以用言语叙述的刺痛。 I...... I knew.” “我……我知道了。” She has turned around dull, the expression becomes especially simple-hearted, like this is absentminded walks toward outside. Even, she stops the car(riage) outside front gate not to open, the whole person walks toward outside ignorantly. 她呆呆转过身,表情变得格外木讷,就这样失魂落魄的朝着外面走去。甚至,她停在院门外的车都没开,整个人浑浑噩噩朝着外面走去。 Tang Xiu follows quietly in her behind, after going out of the front gate, visits her the thin back, heart sighs day after day secretly. He knows that Han Qingwu is Xue Qingcheng, but initially Immortal World raided that made him unforgetable, was hard to feel relaxed. 唐修悄悄跟在她身后,走出院门后,看着她日渐消瘦的背影,心底暗暗一叹。他知道韩轻舞就是雪倾城,但当初仙界被袭的那一幕,却让他难以忘怀,也难以释然。 Therefore, regarding Han Qingwu, his sentiment is very complex, gratitude, hatred, vacant. Various mood flood in his chest, was similar to has overturned the cruet, various taste churning surged unceasingly. 因此,对于韩轻舞,他的感情很复杂,感激,痛恨,还有茫然。各种情绪充斥在他的胸膛,就如同打翻了五味瓶,各种滋味不断翻腾涌动。 Master, did you quarrel?” 师父,你们吵架了?” Side arriving Tang Xiu that Chen Zhizhong is quietly, somewhat take pity on looked at the Han Qingwu back, said in a soft voice. 陈志忠悄无声息的来到唐修身旁,有些怜惜的看了眼韩轻舞的背影,轻声说道。 Tang Xiu nodded, shook the head, in the Han Qingwu back vanishes after the distant place corner, sighed: Some grievances, are very complex. You with the past! Do not let her return to the way to have the accident.” 唐修点了点头,又摇了摇头,就在韩轻舞的背影消失在远处拐角处后,才叹道:“有些恩怨,很复杂。你跟过去吧!别让她回去路上出现意外。” Good!” “好!” Chen Zhizhong has no right to interfere the Tang Xiu's emotional problem, but actually complies with the Tang Xiu's order, returns to the institute fast, takes up nearby coat to put on, striding pursues in the direction that Han Qingwu leaves. 陈志忠无权干涉唐修的感情问题,但却遵从唐修的命令,快速返回院中,拿起一旁的上衣穿上,箭步朝着韩轻舞离开的方向追去。 Tang Xiu returns to the living room, discovered that Mu Wanying came out from the room, sitting looking pensive on the living room sofa, is not knowing that is thinking anything. If were in the past, perhaps some Tang Xiu also thoughts ask, but he is also disinclined to inquire now that prepared to return to Second Floor, making oneself Jing Yi static. 唐修返回到客厅,发现穆婉莹已经从房间出来,正若有所思的坐在客厅沙发上,不知道在想些什么。如果是以往,唐修或许还有心思问一问,但现在他也懒得询问,准备返回二楼,让自己静一静。 Tang Xiu, I had already told you, she likes you.” 唐修,我早就跟你说过,她喜欢你。” The Mu Wanying's sound, resounds behind Tang Xiu. 穆婉莹的声音,在唐修背后响起。 Tang Xiu anchors the footsteps, turns around Mu Wanying that looks at to stand, said calmly: just a moment ago was sorry that with you are the name of my girlfriend, making Han Qingwu leave my distant point.” 唐修停住脚步,转身看着站起来的穆婉莹,平静说道:“刚刚抱歉,用你是我女朋友的名义,让韩轻舞离我远点。” The Mu Wanying forced smile said: You are why! Although I do not hope you and Han Qingwu very much in same place, but you use this reason to reject her, is very big to her injury.” 穆婉莹苦笑道:“你这是何必呢!虽然我也很不希望你和韩轻舞在一起,但你用这种理由拒绝她,对她的伤害很大。” Tang Xiu said lightly: I had listened to such a few words: The sentimental line, does not shear the principle to be chaotic. Would rather quick blade cutting through a tangled heap, finished this complex sentimental factor. I have my life, she has her life, later waited for her to find ideal husband, but I have also formed the family, both sides will forget existence of opposite party. What knows in this world most terrifying?” 唐修淡淡说道:“我曾经听过这么一句话:感情的线,剪不断理还乱。倒不如快刀斩乱麻,结束这种复杂的感情因素。我有我的人生,她有她的生活,以后等她找到如意郎君,而我也组建了家庭,双方都会忘记对方的存在。知道这世界上最恐怖的什么吗?” Mu Wanying asked: What is?” 穆婉莹问道:“是什么?” Tang Xiu said: Time! The time can level all wounds, time can forget a lot.” 唐修说道:“时间!时间能够抹平一切创伤,时间能够让人遗忘很多事情。” Time? 时间嘛? Mu Wanying shakes the head saying: If the person can the living millennium ten thousand years, perhaps I believe your opinion. But the life of person are most, only then hundred years of nothing more, some carved into bones, engraved onto heart sentiments, will not forget in the other dozens years. That pain, will always remember forever in the heart, that love, forever buries heart.” 穆婉莹摇头说道:“如果人能活千年万年,或许我会相信你的这番言论。但人的寿命最多只有百年而已,有些刻骨铭心的感情,在余下的数十年里根本就不会遗忘。那份痛,会永远铭记于心,那份爱,也永远埋藏心底。” Tang Xiu was silent. 唐修沉默了。 He knows Mu Wanying said right, oneself just a moment ago pompous words, but to convince oneself, Han Qingwu forgetting. But, can forget? 他知道穆婉莹说的没错,自己刚刚冠冕堂皇的话,只是为了说服自己,把韩轻舞给忘记。可是,能忘记吗? He thought suddenly oneself is somewhat funny, the idea of self-deception, will produce in oneself Mindsea unexpectedly. Even he discovered that the life that oneself planned to have one's wish, but looking back now, wanted to achieve too difficultly is too difficult. 他忽然觉得自己有些好笑,自欺欺人的想法,竟然会在自己脑海中产生。甚至他发现,自己本来打算随心所欲的生活,但现在看来,想要做到真的太难太难了。 Mu Wanying looks at silent Tang Xiu, suddenly on the extremely beautiful face appears the bright smiling face, is stepping the lithe footsteps, arrives in front of Tang Xiu to say with a smile: Tang Xiu, in my heart you are Heaven's Proud Son, is I run into most outstanding man. I want to go to enter in your present mood unstablest situation actually very much. Perhaps, this is also the best opportunity that my this lifetime has. Or, we have the opposite effect, you are my man, I am your woman, if you want, we will go to the bow tie marriage certificate tomorrow?” 穆婉莹看着沉默中的唐修,忽然绝美脸上浮现出灿烂笑容,迈着轻盈的脚步,来到唐修面前笑道:“唐修,在我心中你是天之骄子,是我遇到过的最优秀的男人。我其实很想在你现在情绪最不稳定的情况下趁虚而入。或许,这也是我这辈子获得的最好的机会。要不,咱们就弄假成真,你做我的男人,我做你的女人,如果你愿意,咱们明天就去领结婚证?” Has not had a fever Ah? “没发烧啊? Tang Xiu is not willing to say in this topic that lifts the hand to touch the Mu Wanying's forehead intentionally, then said with a smile. 唐修不愿意在这个话题上多说下去,故意抬手摸了摸穆婉莹的额头,然后笑着说道。 Mu Wanying shows a faint smile, as if had completely understood saying that the Tang Xiu's thoughts, never say die as before: Do not attempt to shift the topic, I have not had a fever, now is very healthy. I know that you are very helpless, does not want many entanglements with that many outstanding women. You married me, can reject these women justifiablily, why not?” 穆婉莹微微一笑,仿佛看透了唐修的心思,依旧锲而不舍的说道:“别企图转移话题,我没发烧,现在身体很健康。我知道你很无奈,不想和那么多优秀女人有过多的纠缠。你娶了我,就能名正言顺的拒绝那些女人,何乐而不为?” The smiling face on Tang Xiu face abates slowly, looks at the Mu Wanying extremely beautiful appearance, his footsteps retrocede one step, shakes the head saying: Sorry, I could not give your sentiment.” 唐修脸上的笑容慢慢消退,看着穆婉莹绝美的容颜,他的脚步后退一步,摇头说道:“抱歉,我给不了你感情。” Mu Wanying said: „After sentimental matter, said again. I believe that so long as held your body, sooner or later can hold your heart.” 穆婉莹说道:“感情的事情以后再说。我相信只要占有了你的身体,早晚可以占有你的心。” Tang Xiu shakes the head once more: Held the body, really can occupy has a mind?” 唐修再次摇头:“占有了身体,就真能占有心吗?” Mu Wanying said: Perhaps not, but doesn't attempt to know? If I have won, you will be me thoroughly, if I lost, I also recognized.” 穆婉莹说道:“或许不会,但不尝试怎么能知道?如果我赢了,那你将会彻底属于我,如果我输了,我也认了。” Tang Xiu turns around to walk toward the staircase, only leaves Mu Wanying a few words: I thought that you do not need to attempt, because some people held my body, but as before is actually not able to hold my heart. The heart knot is unable to untie, even though there are many people to deliver, I am unable to make me invest the sentiment.” 唐修转身朝着楼梯走去,只留给穆婉莹一句话:“我觉得你没必要尝试了,因为有人已经占有了我的身体,但却依旧无法占有我的心。心结无法解开,纵使有再多的人送上门来,我无法令我投入感情。” Mu Wanying dumbfounded. 穆婉莹呆住了。 Words that she speaks tonight, is the heart-to-heart talk. But she has not thought that Tang Xiu has given her unexpectedly such an answer. 她今晚说的话,全都是肺腑之言。可她万万没有想到,唐修竟然给了她这么一个答案。 Is who? 是谁? She wants to know that who very much that person is, even she is faint some envy, envies that to hold the Tang Xiu's woman, even if has not obtained his heart. 她很想知道那个人是谁,甚至她心里隐隐有些嫉妒,嫉妒那个能占有唐修的女人,哪怕没得到他的心。 That night. 这一夜。 Mu Wanying lost sleep, similarly losing sleep also has Han Qingwu. 穆婉莹失眠了,同样失眠的还有韩轻舞 Being absentminded Han Qingwu leaves Blue Star Villa District, has walked ignorantly was very long. She sobers , because was hit by the car(riage) on the road shortly, is Chen Zhizhong gets rid to rescue. 失魂落魄的韩轻舞离开星蓝别墅区,一直浑浑噩噩走了很久。她清醒过来,是因为在公路上眼看被车撞到,是陈志忠出手相救。 Returns to the dwelling. 回到住处。 Han Qingwu soaks oneself in the bathtub is very long, the whole person was covered by one group of Death Qi probably, after crawling ignorantly the bathtub, such puts in the night clothes lying down bed, is opening the eye to the dawn. 韩轻舞自己泡在浴缸里很久,整个人好像被一团死气笼罩,浑浑噩噩爬出浴缸后,就这么穿着睡衣躺倒床上,睁着眼睛一直到天亮。 Next morning. 第二天清晨。 Tang Xiu went to a school, has traded several books after the library, chatted a meeting with Yue Kai and Xue Chao several people, then called Chen Zhizhong, stepped returns to the Star City's distance. 唐修去了趟学校,在图书馆换了几本书后,又和岳凯薛超几人一起聊了一会,便叫上陈志忠,踏上返回星城的路程。 Nanzha Little Town. 南栅小镇 After Tang Xiu enters home, then smells a light meal fragrance to transmit. At this moment, his heart suddenly becomes especially tranquil. 唐修踏进家门后,便闻到一股淡淡的饭菜香味传来。这一刻,他的心忽然变得格外平静。 Family! 家! Needs to have Mother! 需要有母亲 The Immortal World ten thousand years, he has a dream hopes some day, oneself to fight to go home outside, can smell the meal fragrance that Mother makes, can see that familiar back, can see that forever the young face. Suddenly, before he discovers oneself, somewhat disorderly mood, that laughable. No matter had encountered anything, but he came back now, real and Mother life in the same world. 仙界万年,他做梦都希望有朝一日,自己在外面打拼回家,能够闻到母亲做的饭菜香味,能够看到那熟悉的背影,能够看到那张永远年轻的脸庞。忽然间,他发现自己之前有些凌乱的心情,是那么的可笑。不管曾经遭遇过什么,但他现在回来了,真真实实的和母亲生活在了同一个世界。 Xiu'er, baggage?” 修儿,行李呢?” Tang Yunde walks from the Second Floor staircase, looks return that Tang Xiu is penniless, light smile asking. 唐云德二楼楼梯上走下来,看着唐修两手空空的返回,淡笑着问道。 Tang Xiu does not want to say the Storage Ring matter now, therefore has compiled a reason casually, at heart is actually a warmth. Once regret, has not felt the taste that the father has loved. Now comes back, he not only returns to side Mother, but also has made up for that father love, this made in his heart warm. 唐修不愿意现在就把空间戒指的事情说出来,所以随便编造了个理由,心里却是一阵温暖。曾经的遗憾,没有感受过父爱的滋味。现在回来,他不但回到母亲身边,还弥补了那份父爱,这令他心中更加的温暖。 Father, my mother?” “爸,我妈呢?” Tang Yunde said with a smile: Prepares food in the kitchen. Knows you to come back, I must overcome the hand to her, but she said that anything did not agree.” 唐云德笑道:“在厨房做饭。知道你回来,我本来要给她打下手的,可她说什么都不同意。” Tang Xiu smiled, gets to the kitchen entrance, then sees the Mother Su Lingyun busy back. As if hears the oneself sound of footsteps, Su Lingyun has turned the head. 唐修笑了笑,走到厨房门口,便看到母亲苏凌韵忙碌的背影。仿佛是听到自己的脚步声,苏凌韵转过头。 Xiu'er, you came back ah! quickly to wash the hands, I fried food dish again, we can open.” 修儿,你回来了啊!赶快去洗手,我再炒一盘菜,咱们就可以开放了。” Good!” “好!” Tang Xiu complies with one with a smile, satisfied turns around to move toward the bathroom. 唐修笑着答应一声,满足的转身走向卫生间。 Dinner. 晚饭。 Has the family of three, harmony happiness that but is actually together. This atmosphere, not only in the Tang Xiu heart fills warm, Su Lingyun also thinks that once day, the eye socket becomes in some time micro red, smiling face also especially bright. 只有一家三口,但却相处的其乐融融。这种气氛,不但唐修心中充满温暖,就连苏凌韵也想到曾经的日子,眼圈都在某一时刻变得微红,笑容也格外的灿烂。 Today continues three, debt of calm night is about to pay off, immediately can play to play with the brothers sisters ^ _ ^ 【今天继续三更,静夜的欠债快还清了哦,马上又可以跟兄弟姐妹们玩加更的游戏了^_^】
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