Goes back, Li Dongcai knows that had anything specifically., 回去的时候,李东才知道具体发生了什么。, Shen Qian took down the news, Li Dong returned looked. 沈茜录下了新闻,李东回看了一遍。 Read the news, Li Dongqing sighed a sound said: „Was too heavy, the national back, the distant place cannot withstand!” 看完了新闻,李东轻叹一声道:“太重了,民族脊梁,远方承受不起！” Some Shen Qian also heavy say/way: „Yes, this phrase was too big, officer time is the sincerity felt you do is very good, will otherwise not say.” 沈茜也有些沉重道:“是啊,这个字眼太大了,首长这次是真心觉得你做的很好,要不然不会这么说的。” Li Dong smiles bitterly saying: „ Ok, the officers said that we do well are. 李东苦笑道:“算了,首长都这么说了,咱们好好干就是。 Was heard our words, perhaps thought that we resulted in cheaply also showed off cleverness. ” 被人听到了咱们的话,恐怕觉得咱们得了便宜还卖乖。” „That then we what to do?” Shen Qian asked. “那接下来咱们怎么办？”沈茜问道。 „Walks one step to look at one step, at least in the future, no one will attack us politically.” “走一步看一步吧,起码日后,没人会在政治上打击我们。” Li Dongrou rubbed the cheeks, then also said: „ Also, this time online appears attacks our matters, I suspected that is king real that fellow does. 李东揉了揉脸颊,接着又道:“还有,这次网上出现攻击咱们的事,我怀疑是王实那家伙干的。 Obviously Vanke the attacked object, how turned into us suddenly. 明明万科才是被攻击的对象,怎么忽然就变成了咱们。 This fellow, previous time in Capital Chengkeng my one time, this time also thought the pit I, then I must ask him to do accounts well am good! ” 这家伙,上次就在京城坑了我一次,这次还想坑我,回头我非得好好找他算账才行！” Li Dong bitter experience to Vanke does not sympathize, now Vanke is also in abyss of suffering. 李东对万科的遭遇毫不同情,现在万科也处于水深火热之中。 The distant place was extirpated the vortex center, the anger of Internet users will be only bigger, vented thoroughly on Vanke. 远方被摘出了旋涡中心,网民的愤怒只会更大,彻底发泄在万科头上。 Under Li Dong does not like the public opinion controlling actually the charity, makes the charity, that is the matter that your sentiment I hope. 李东其实不喜欢舆论辖制下的慈善,做慈善,那都是你情我愿的事。 Others contributed little, Li Dong will not be offended, many were the loves. 别人捐少了,李东不会见怪,多少都是爱。 But Vanke...... 可万科…… The Huaxia current first realtor! 华夏目前的第一地产商！ Giant! 龙头老大！ Annual sales volume over 50 billion! 年销售额500亿以上！ Like this big enterprise big group, you, or do not contribute simply, you contribute 2 million, hits the face, moreover that makes a sound. 这样的大企业大集团,你要不干脆别捐,你捐200万,打自己脸呢,而且还是啪啪响的那种。 50 billion sales volumes, real estate profit originally high, 2 million this is not looks to punch. 500亿的销售额,房地产利润本来就高,200万这不是自己找揍么。 Falls suddenly to Vanke stock price, Li Dongzhi can say gets what one deserves. 对万科股价暴跌,李东只能说活该。 ...... …… On May 16, the gold rescued for 72 hours to pass. 5月16号,黄金救援72小时过去了。 At this time, although searched and rescued is still continuing, but everyone understands, the hope was getting more and more uncertain. 这时候,尽管搜救还在继续,可所有人都明白,希望越来越渺茫。 Hopes again uncertainly, is hopeful, the rescue troops are trying hard as before. 希望再渺茫,也还有希望,救援部队依旧在努力。 17 th, Tan Yong and his party returned to Shu. 17号,谭勇一行人回到了蜀都。 The rescue personnel had evacuated part, their these foreign aids do not need temporarily. 搜救人员已经撤离了一部分,他们这些外援暂时不需要了。 Tan Yong several people come back, go right to sleep, has the scar. 谭勇几人回来,倒头就睡,一个个身上还带着伤痕。 This thinks that rested for one day and one night, to 18 th, several talent whole bodies crawled weak. 这一觉足足睡了一天一夜,到18号,几人才浑身无力地爬了起来。 In room. 房间中。 Some of Tan Yong facial expression desolate Szo, some bitter and astringent say/way: „ Li, you do not know, when I dig that several children from the ruins, my heart rapid setting. 谭勇神情有些萧索,有些苦涩道:“李总,您不知道,当我从废墟中把那几个孩子挖出来的时候,我心都快裂了。 Almost is big with our family/home children, I do not dare to imagine this, if I...... 都跟我们家孩子差不多大,我都不敢想象这要是我…… That is a kindergarten, is away from our newly-built elementary school is not far. 那是一所幼儿园,就距离咱们新建的一所小学不远。 I really regretted at that time, Li, you said that if we at that time...... ” 我那时候是真后悔,李总,您说,咱们那时候要是……” Li Dong is smoking, the smog surrounds at present, passed the moment saying: „old Tan, I know, is I...... I......” 李东抽着烟,烟雾环绕在眼前,过了片刻才道:“老谭,我知道,可是我……我……” Li Dong could not be justified, regrets also well, feeling sorry, matter has happened, but can also say anything. 李东说不下去了,后悔也好,歉疚也罢,事情已经发生,还能说什么。 Said did oneself make contribution? 说自己尽力了？ Said oneself are not a god, without the means saves everyone? 说自己不是神,没办法救所有人？ This saying he does not have the means saying that also says. 这话他没办法说出口,也说不出口。 Actually sometimes Li Dong were also considering why at that time must select 100 schools, 200 aren't good? 300? 有时候其实李东自己也在考虑,那时候自己为什么要圈定100所学校,200所不行吗？300所呢？ He has this ability, there is this capital. 他有这个能力,也有这个资本。 But he has not gone to do, because he felt, were many, will make one suspect, will make one produce other relates. 可他没去做,因为他觉得,多了,会引人怀疑,会让人产生其他联想。 Therefore, Li Dong selected 100 schools. 所以,李东圈定了100所学校。 Li Dong after all is not personal experience, does not know that which will be concrete the school but actually, 100 schools will unable to achieve to cover, would the omission, matter that this will be Li Dongzao has the expectation. 李东毕竟不是亲身经历者,也不知道具体哪所学校会倒,100所学校也做不到全覆盖,总会有遗漏,这是李东早有预料的事。 May be in front of own saying that Li Dong is somewhat uncomfortable. 可被人当着自己的面说出来,李东还是有些不是滋味。 Although Shen Qian is also sad, but somewhat stared a Tan Yong angrily! 沈茜虽然也伤悲,可还是有些恼怒地瞪了一眼谭勇！ You are poking Li Dong pit of the stomach! 你这是在戳李东心窝子！ For these days, Shen Qian also looked, Li Dong was sad, even if the officer praised Li Dong, offered the big ritual, Li Dong or were not quite happy. 这几天,沈茜也看出来了,李东心情不好,哪怕首长夸奖了李东,送上了大礼,李东还是心情不太好。 At this time Tan Yong also raised this, isn't this adds to the chaos? 这时候偏偏谭勇又提起了这茬,这不是添乱吗？ Tan Yong also knows own speaking incorrectly words, but just these words were his innermost thoughts. 谭勇也知道自己说错话了,可刚刚那些话都是他的心里话。 Now sees Li Dong to be silent, Tan Yong also somewhat rebukes oneself, how can this matter blame to the boss on? 现在见李东沉默,谭勇也有些自责,这事怎么能怪到老板头上？ When several people silent, Zhao southern entered the room flustered. 就在几人沉默的时候,赵南方慌慌张张地进了房间。 Sees Li Dong in this, south Zhao said hastily: „Li, you have a look quickly!” 看到李东在这,赵南方连忙道:“李总,您快出去看看！” Li Dong facial expression one austere, said hastily: „What's wrong?” 李东神情一肃,连忙道:“怎么了？” South Zhao worries saying: „You went out to know!” 赵南方着急道:“您出去就知道了！” Li Dong quickly sets out, others also in abundance with. 李东急忙起身,其他人也纷纷跟了上去。 ...... …… Waited till the hotel entrance, Li Dong knows that had anything. 等到了酒店门口,李东就知道发生什么了。 One group of children in rags, dirty small faces, under several tired teachers lead, looks at the hotel lobby hopefully. 一群衣衫褴褛的孩子,一张张脏兮兮的小脸,在几位神情疲惫的老师带领下,一个个满怀期待地看着酒店大堂。 When Li Dong they go downstairs, a female teacher of lead sobbed suddenly: „Schoolmates, give our savior to kowtow!” 等李东他们下了楼,领头的一位女教师忽然哽咽道:“同学们,给我们的救命恩人磕头！” Dozens just saved soon child from Wenshan, kneels down instantaneously, kowtows to Li Dong. 几十个刚从汶山救出来不久的孩子,瞬间跪倒在地,给李东磕头。 This flash, Li Dong by the blade gripped the discomfort, he even felt oneself suffocated! 这一刹那,李东心里被刀扎了似的难受,他甚至都感觉自己窒息了！ Li Dong wants to flee, wants to tell them, I am not a good man, is not your saviors! 李东很想逃离,很想告诉他们,我不是善人,也不是你们的救命恩人！ Must say that Li Dong previous donation classroom building, the selfishness does not have, is definitely impossible. 要说李东上次捐赠教学楼,一点私心没有,肯定不可能。 After all to this matter, he does not have deep sorrow. 毕竟对这事,他没切肤之痛。 At that time built the classroom building, the conscience anxious is an aspect, on the other hand also to buy name. 当时捐建教学楼,良心不安是一方面,另一方面也是为了买名。 He achieved, achieved the limit! 他做到了,做到了极限！ The reputation, the praise, comes in swarms. 名声,赞誉,蜂拥而来。 Even the company commander boasted that the distant place is the back of nationality, what kind of power and prestige, what kind of aggression. 甚至连首长都亲自夸远方是民族的脊梁,何等的威风,何等的霸气。 For serveral days, on the Internet quickly Li Dong and distant place held the heaven. 这些天,互联网上都快把李东和远方捧上天了。 Actually on that day read the news time, Li Dong somewhat is satisfied, although on the mouth said that was too heavy, but indeed somewhat is at heart self-satisfied. 其实那天看新闻的时候,李东还是有些满足的,尽管嘴上说太重了,可心里的确有些得意。 However, just heard that Tan Yong said that saw again these children are full of the grateful look, Li Dong felt suddenly oneself really cannot withstand this praise. 然而,刚刚听到谭勇说的那一幕,再看到这些孩子充满感激的眼神,李东忽然觉得自己真的承受不起这种赞誉。 Actually, he can do is better. 其实,他可以做的更好。 Actually, he can do are more! 其实,他可以做的更多！ But he does not have, he told himself to make contribution, he also felt oneself made contribution. 可他没有,他告诉自己尽力了,他也觉得自己尽力了。 Even this came to Sichuan Shu, rushes to the frontline personally, Li Dong felt own conscience has settled. 甚至这趟来了川蜀,亲自赶往一线,李东觉得自己良心已经安了。 But, facing these child's sincere looks, Li Dong feels now suddenly, oneself really shame to this praise. 可是,现在面对这些孩子真挚的眼神,李东忽然又觉得,自己真的愧对这份赞誉。 The innermost feelings struggled the moment, Li east to being busy at supporting by the arm the teacher and child sets out. 内心挣扎了片刻,李东连忙搀扶着老师和孩子起身。 Let the hotel make the food to them, the entertainment children ate, gave them to deliver several clothes, in children's thanks, Li Dongyi delivered them to walk out of the hotel. 让酒店给他们做了顿饭,招待孩子们吃了一顿,又给他们都送了几套衣服,在孩子们的感谢中,李东一直送他们出了酒店。 When the person walked, Li Dong turns around suddenly to Shen Qiandao: „Before I have had the sense of purpose doing charity, or is hypocritical, do you will feel very disgusting?” 等人都走了,李东忽然转身对沈茜道:“以前我一直带有目的性的做慈善,或者说伪善,你会不会觉得很恶心？” Shen Qian had detected that he is somewhat unusual, hears word shakes the head to say hastily: „ Li Dong, do not indulge in flights of fancy, the charity is charitable, without the division of truth. 沈茜早就察觉到他有些异样,闻言连忙摇头道:“李东,别胡思乱想了,慈善就是慈善,没有真伪之分。 Whether or not has the goal, I asked you, did these children profit? 无论是不是带有目的,我就问你,这些孩子是不是受益了？ Perhaps without our classroom buildings, they...... they will not appear today here. 如果没有我们的教学楼,他们……他们也许今天不会出现在这里。 Since some people profit, that is charitable, rather than hypocritical. 既然有人受益,那就是慈善,而不是伪善。 Yourself think are too many, was also too big to own pressure , you have really done was good enough. ” 你自己想的太多,给自己的压力也太大了,真的,你已经做的够好了。” Li Dong corners of the mouth move, for a long time said: „I know, but this time I want to make not to have the charity of goal one time, do you reach an agreement?” 李东嘴角动了动,许久才道:“我知道,可这次我想做一次不带目的的慈善,你说好吗？” Shen Qian said calmly: „How do you want to do?” 沈茜冷静道:“你想怎么做？” „ I prepare to donate group 5 to enter the foundation, later every year comes to the orphanage with drawing bonus of these stocks, the home for the elderly, making the children go to school, becomes outstanding. “我准备捐赠集团五份进入基金会,以后每年拿这些股份的分红来开孤儿院,养老院,让孩子们上学,出人头地。 Let lose children's old people energy there is always support, takes care of parents to them. ” 让失去儿女的老人们能老有所依,给他们养老送终。” „5?” “五份？” Shen Qian complexion changes, perhaps the distant group, the net assets surpass 60 billion now. 沈茜脸色微变,远方集团,现在净资产恐怕超过了600亿。 5 th, 3 billion, moreover this is now, solely is not the issue of money. 五是30亿,而且这还是现在,不单单是钱的问题。 Donated more than 5! 捐赠五多了！ However looks at Li Dong this expression, obviously set firm resolve, Shen Qian thought although some Li Dong demons were startled, may nod saying: „I support you.” 不过看李东这副表情,显然是下定决心了,沈茜尽管觉得李东有些魔怔了,可还是点头道:“我支持你。” He likes well, money, lives does not bring to refuse stubbornly to take away, if can make him feel more comfortable, Shen Qian does not care about these. 他喜欢就好,钱而已,生不带来死不带去,要是能让他觉得心里舒坦一些,沈茜不在意这些。 Let alone donates to the foundation, this stock is unable to buy and sell, is unable to trade, will not have the too tremendous impact on the group. 何况捐给基金会,这笔股份无法买卖,无法交易,也不会对集团产生太大的影响。 „Hū......” “呼……” Li Dongchang one breath, this time really felt relaxed. 李东长舒一口气,这次是真的释然了。 Help the children the healthy development, letting the old people to enjoy old age in peace, works as own making up. 让孩子们能健康成长,让老人们能安享晚年,就当自己的弥补吧。 Because of his timidness, because he does not dare to act, this time died too many too many people. 因为他的胆小,因为他不敢出面,这次死了太多太多的人。 Even if although he acts, may not change anything, satisfying throughout being correct ridge. 尽管就算他出面,也不一定能改变什么,可心中始终有道坎。 Before this ridge had passed gradually, but also has a these children stimulation by Tan Yong today, Li Dong felt oneself had a deficit they. 之前这道坎已经渐渐过去了,可今天被谭勇还有这些孩子们一刺激,李东又觉得自己还是亏欠了他们。 Until at this moment, him felt relaxed. 直到此刻,他释然了。 This, was the limit that he can make. 这,就是他能做的极限了。 Looked at a distant place silently, there is the direction that Wenshan is. 默默地看了一眼远方,那里是汶山所在的方向。 In Li Dongxin meditates the Buddhist literature, this is surpasses for the dead spirit, surpasses for he himself. 李东心中默念佛经,这是为亡灵超度,也是为他自己超度。 This earthquake, had ended in his heart at this moment. 这一次地震,此刻在他心中已然结束。 Perhaps regrettable, but the life association/will is a little regrettable, he is only a person, even if rebirth one time, is so, oneself feel at ease well. 也许还有遗憾,可人生总会有点遗憾,他只是一个人,哪怕重生一次,还是如此,自己心安就好。 ...... …… On May 19, Li Dong has not continued to be detained again. 5月19号,李东没再继续滞留。 This doing did , to continue to keep also no use. 该做的都做了,继续留下来也没任何用处。 On the morning of 19 th, Li Dong stepped the road of return trip. 19号上午,李东踏上了返程之路。 On this day, the nation pays silent tribute. 这一天,全国默哀。 On this day, the micro blog and pp replaced the black and white page completely, on this day, the distant video interrupted all entertainment programs...... 这一天,微博、pp全部更换了黑白页面,这一天,远方视频中断了所有的娱乐节目…… Return on the way, Li Dong blessed one silently, hopes that they can also be the same with themselves, rebirth in another space. 回归的途中,李东默默祝福了一句,希望他们也能和自己一样,重生在另一个空间。 ...... …… Returns to the plain, Li Dong to sleep, resting was very long. 回到平川,李东睡了一觉,睡了很久。 These days he was too exhausted, interrogating and torturing of mind, sentimental dispute, in business trivial...... 这些日子他太疲惫了,心灵的拷问,感情的纠葛,生意上的琐碎…… These matters make Li Dong be unable to withstand the load, making him be exhausted. 这些事让李东不堪重负,让他疲惫不堪。 Now, he only wants to sleep well. 现在,他只想好好睡一觉。 Awoke, something naturally also ended. 睡醒了,有些事自然也就结束了。 This sleep/felt rests is very long, rests sinks very much. 这一觉睡的很久,睡的很沉。