North of the Changjiang River. 江北。 Plain airport. 平川机场。 Alit from the airplane, permits Shengzhe of taking the lead did not utter a word. 下了飞机,走在前面的许圣哲一声不吭。 Until left the airport, Li Dong opens the mouth saying: „The words that needs to help, greeted momentarily.” 直到出了机场,李东开口道:“需要帮忙的话,随时招呼。” permits Shengzhe stopped the footsteps, turned around to look at his one eyes, the expression was quite complex, resembles to cry to resemble to say with a smile: „Li Dong, you said that if I were born in an ordinary family, didn't have these matters?” 许圣哲停下了脚步,转身看了他一眼,表情极为复杂,似哭似笑道:“李东,你说,我要是出生在一个平凡家庭,是不是就没有这些事了？” Li Dong knows what he said is anything, sighed lightly: „Each family have the problem.” 李东知道他说的是什么,轻叹道:“家家有本难念的经。” „Yes, each family have the problem......” “是啊,家家有本难念的经……” permits Shengzhe twittering, has not then spoken again, takes a step to move toward to meet his vehicles. 许圣哲呢喃一声,接着没再说话,迈步走向来接他的车辆。 ...... …… Dongyuan. 东园。 Li Dong goes home, takes off the coat, Shen Qianying goes forward to say in a low voice: „permits Shengzhe is all right?” 李东回到家中,脱下外套,沈茜迎上前低声道:“许圣哲没事吧？” Li Dong shakes the head, then looks to Shen Qiandao: „These matters do not worry, the expected date of childbirth in these days, you came and went out is careful.” 李东摇了摇头,接着看向沈茜道:“这些事你别操心了,预产期就在这几天,你出入都小心一点。” Shen Qian nods, nearby Shen Xuehua somewhat sobbed: „permits Jianghua must go, calculates one generation of fierce and ambitiouses reluctantly, he walks, that group of people of past years, walked was similar.” 沈茜点了点头,一旁的沈雪华却是有些唏嘘道:“许江华也要去了,勉强也算一代枭雄,他一走,当年的那批人,走的就差不多了。” Sees east Li the reveal doubts, Shen Xuehua knows that he has doubts anything, explained: „ Do you think permits Jianghua in the north of the Changjiang River a little fame? 见李东面露疑惑,沈雪华知道他疑惑什么,解释道:“你以为许江华就在江北有点名气？ You must know, time that in the past permits Jianghua rose, was what time. 你要知道,当年许江华崛起的时代,是什么样的时代。 Can in the merchant who that age rises, who is not the person who plays in the surf of time. 能在那个年代崛起的商人,谁不是时代的弄潮儿。 Said that a fierce and ambitious is not overrated! 说一声枭雄不为过！ Engages in speculation, takes capitalism route, these charges, permits Jianghua which type has not carried. 投机倒把,走资本主义路线,这些罪名,许江华哪样没背过。 The prison cell, permits Jianghua also has. 就连牢房,许江华也不是没进过。 Moreover what permits Jianghua walks is half white half black path, naturally, that time merchant, actually many people took such path. 而且许江华走的还是半白半黑的路子,当然,那时候的商人,其实很多人都走这样的路子。 It can be said that in the past permits Jianghua that group of people, took the head to do business, the most serious period, a group of people were shot by drawing coming out public trial has. 可以说,当年许江华那批人,都是提着脑袋在做生意,最严重的时期,一批人被拉出来公审枪毙的都有。 Actually I know permits Jianghua, many years ago. 其实我知道许江华,是在很多年前了。 In the past, my father is Qianqian's grandfather is also alive, Shen, doing business is also covertly, careful. 当年,我父亲也就是茜茜的外公还在世,就连沈家,做生意也是偷偷摸摸,小心谨慎。 But permits Jianghua of north of the Changjiang River, the reputation heard my father, is the brave that batch. 可江北的许江华,名声连我父亲都有所耳闻,算是胆大的那批。 At that time permits Jianghua was young, compared with our also many, can rush out the big reputation at the worst, many people admired. 那时候许江华年纪还轻,比我们也大不了多少,能闯出偌大的名头,不少人还是佩服的。 I also young time, knows him. 我还年轻的时候,就知道他这个人。 What a pity, his nest in the north of the Changjiang River, has not walked for a lifetime. 可惜,他一辈子窝在江北,没有走出去。 Near was old, ends up so to be out, how could not to make one sob...... ” 临老了,又落得个这般下场,岂能不让人唏嘘……” permits Jianghua this year just 70 over, but permits Jianghua more than ten years old come out to fight, had more than 50 years by the present. 许江华今年刚七十出头,不过许江华十几岁就出来打拼,到现在都有五十多年了。 But that age, does business, it can be said that extremely a bad risk matter. 而那个年代,做生意,可以说是极为凶险的一件事。 Naturally, permits Jianghua does not go out does business, does not make the real estate from the beginning. 当然,许江华不是一出门就做生意,也不是一开始就做房地产。 The Longhua embryonic form establishes, compared with many enterprises must early, pour to push, perhaps also had 30 years. 龙华雏形建立的时候,比不少企业都要早,倒推回去,恐怕也有三十年了。 Before then, permits Jianghua anything business does, or is not the business, said is travelling around peddling is more appropriate. 在这之前,许江华什么生意都做,或者算不上生意,说是跑单帮的更合适一些。 Even but if travels around peddling, permits Jianghua in industry in is still known, is famous for the brave heart black, was somewhat similar to this time Li Dong. 可就算跑单帮,许江华在业内也算是小有名气,以胆大心黑著称,和这时候的李东有些相似。 However Li Dong heart is black, that is the generation refers, permits Jianghua really black. 不过李东的心黑,那是代指,许江华是真的黑。 At that time, was not black, the business could not make. 那时候,不黑一点,生意也做不成。 Can endure the most difficult period, formally establishes Longhua in the 90's, the crisis that permits Jianghua passed wants many many compared with Li Dong. 能熬过最艰难的时期,在九十年代正式建立龙华,许江华度过的危机比李东要多的多。 Such character, is not the legend, may say that a fierce and ambitious indeed is not overrated. 这样的人物,算不上传奇,可说一声枭雄的确不为过。 But sometimes the destiny really ascertains airtight, near was old, Xu who permits Jianghua builds single-handedly, presented the brothers whole wall, aspect that the father and son contend with. 可命运有时候真的捉摸不透,临老了,许江华一手打造的许家,却是出现了兄弟阖墙,父子相争的局面。 The eldest son became the vegetable, the bystander does not know that who does, permits doesn't Jianghua know in heart? 大儿子成了植物人,外人不知道谁干的,许江华心里没数？ If he has not counted, is insufficient the stroke paralysis. 他要是没数,也不至于中风瘫痪。 But youngest son, to prove own father made a mistake, to prove is more suitable than to take over the eldest child, for these years also took risk a lot. 而小儿子,为了证明自己父亲错了,为了证明比老大更适合接班,这几年也没少冒险。 Until now, at the last minute of this life, how permits Jianghua to think, this bystander was unlikely hard to feel. 到如今,在这生命的最后一刻,许江华心里怎么想,这点外人恐怕难以去感受。 Shen Xuehua sobbed, but thought that the character of older generation was short of one. 沈雪华唏嘘,只是觉得老一辈的人物又少了一个。 But Li Dong is actually somewhat sigh with emotion, even if your family property great wealth, reputation like rainbow, what's the big deal? 而李东却是有些感慨,纵然你家财万贯,名声如虹,那又如何？ permits Jianghua the wife dies young, he for Longhua, after the wife passed away has not remarried. 许江华妻子早逝,他为了龙华,在妻子去世后就没再娶。 Actually does not look at his status, the opposite party is also only a pitiful old person. 其实不看他的身份,对方也只是个可怜的老人。 Without the spouse accompanying body side, two sons do not make him be free from worry, finally is the brothers remnant, oneself seized power. 没有老伴相伴身侧,两个儿子也不让他省心,最后更是兄弟相残,自己被夺权。 By the final time, is the paralysis in the bed, the food and drink rubbish important person looks. 到了最后时刻,更是瘫痪在床,吃喝拉撒都要人照顾。 Has supported is not being willing to walk, perhaps cannot put down the eldest son. 一直撑着不肯走,恐怕也是放不下大儿子。 Naturally, perhaps cannot put down the youngest son, really must be able to put down these, initially Longhua permits Shengzhe could not win. 当然,也许也放不下小儿子,真要能放下这些,当初龙华许圣哲根本夺不走。 Such is living, perhaps is also extremely painful. 这样的活着,恐怕也是极为痛苦的。 Thinks of these, in Li Dongxin the feelings were even more many, the splendor that permits Jianghua this life, perhaps crosses, is actually not the happiness, oneself cannot take his old route. 想到这些,李东心中感触愈发多了起来,许江华这一生,也许过的精彩,却算不上幸福,自己可不能走他的老路。 ...... …… Meanwhile. 与此同时。 Xu. 许家。 permits Shengzhe the footsteps are rapid, the dwelling will walk in a hurry in the future. 许圣哲脚步急促,匆匆往后宅走去。 Waited till the entrance, permits Shengzhe stopped the footsteps suddenly. 等到了门口,许圣哲忽然停下了脚步。 Follows behind him, is a face anxious steward, although is not the nominal steward, is actually in fact. 跟在他后面的,是一脸焦急的管家,虽然不是名义上的管家,却是事实上的。 Old person, when permits Jianghua travels around peddling knew the opposite party. 身后的老人,在许江华跑单帮的时候就认识了对方。 At that time, on big famine. 那时候,恰逢大饥荒。 permits Jianghua of travelling around peddling, showed a kindness of heart rarely, throws several doughs to give the present steward. 跑单帮的许江华,难得发了一次善心,丢了几个面饼给现在的管家。 But steward of Xu, is the smart person, how long at that time several doughs may be unable to live, follows permits Jianghua to run, runs is running, dozens years passed by. 而许家的管家,也算是聪明人,那时候几个面饼可活不了多长时间,就一路跟着许江华跑,跑着跑着,几十年过去了。 From the partner of gives a hand, to the present steward, said that the sentiment to permits Jianghua, probably also wants deep many compared with permits Shengzhe. 从搭手的伙计,到现在的管家,说对许江华的感情,也许比许圣哲还要深的多。 Saw permits Shengzhe to stop the footsteps, the steward was somewhat anxious, the eye socket blushed saying: „flatter is wise, how?” 见许圣哲停下了脚步,管家有些急切,眼圈发红道:“阿哲,怎么了？” permits Shengzhe the cheek help/gang closes tightly, long time said: „All right.” 许圣哲腮帮咬紧,半晌才道:“没事。” Then, permits Shengzhe took a step to enter the room. 说罢,许圣哲迈步走进了屋子。 ...... …… In the room, has gathered many people at this moment. 屋中,此刻已经聚拢了不少人。 white Yueqin is hugging the child, stands weeps in the bedside. 白月琴抱着孩子,站在床边啜泣。 Some undertaking senior statesmen in Longhua, came at this moment. 龙华的一些创业元老,此刻也都过来了。 Except for these people, some old people of north of the Changjiang River business, including Ji Lanxin the father era loyal these people also. 除了这些人,江北商界的一些老人,包括纪兰馨的父亲纪元忠这些人也都在。 Moreover is some distant relatives of Xu. 另外便是许家的一些远亲。 permits Jianghua is not the only son, the brothers and sisters are many, but almost elapsed, permits Jianghua is also stingy that the brothers and sisters leave the world, to nephew male niece nephew niece these relatives, looks after a point to have slightly, side remains, stays in Longhua is one does not have. 许江华不是独生子,兄弟姐妹不少,不过几乎都先后逝去,许江华也算是心狠的那种,兄弟姐妹离世,对侄男侄女外甥外甥女这些亲戚,稍微照顾一点有,留在身边,留在龙华的却是一个都没。 This whole life, permits Jianghua also to two biological son ruthless not under hearts. 这辈子,许江华也就对两个亲生儿子狠不下心。 At this time, these relatives, received the message, caught up. 这时候,这些亲戚,也都收到消息,纷纷赶了过来。 At this moment, the permits Jianghua complexion on bed like the paper, the person is also skinny like the firewood, but the eye is also actually opening the eyes, some chest slightly not obvious fluctuating. 此刻,床上的许江华面色如纸,人也枯瘦如柴,不过眼睛却是还睁着,胸口微不可见的有些起伏。 Saw permits Shengzhe to come, other person in abundance making way paths. 见许圣哲来了,其他人纷纷让开道路。 Sits the personal doctor in bedside, saw permits Shengzhe to arrive, shakes the head gently. 坐在床边的私人医生,见许圣哲到了,轻轻摇了摇头。 permits Shengzhe the complexion is stiff, does not utter a word, stands in the bedside has not moved. 许圣哲脸色僵硬,一声不吭,就站在床边没有动弹。 As if knows that the son came back, the complexion such as paper permits Jianghua, the complexion somewhat changed for the better slightly, the muddy eyeball rotated, the throat agitated, low inaudible say/way: „flatter...... flatter wise......” 仿佛是知道儿子回来了,原本面色如纸的许江华,脸色微微有些好转起来,浑浊的眼珠转动了一下,喉咙鼓动了一下,低不可闻道:“阿……阿哲……” „I.” “我在。” permits Shengzhe complied with one, the squatting down body, grabs the father skinny hand, eye socket instantaneously red scary. 许圣哲应了一声,蹲下身子,抓住父亲枯瘦的手,眼圈瞬间红的吓人。 „Dragon...... Longhua listing?” “龙……龙华上市了？” „Went on the market, cannot achieve first, second.” “上市了,没能做到第一,第二。” „Also...... also good, first, annoys the person to be jealous......” “也……也好,第一,惹人眼红……” permits Jiang Hua said off and on several, then sway from side to side the neck difficultly, turns the head to look to the son, somewhat the respite said difficultly: „Also hates?” 许江华断断续续说了几句,接着艰难地扭动脖子,转头看向儿子,有些艰难地喘息道:“还恨吗？” „Does not hate......” permits Shengzhe the eye socket to be even more red, in eye flood lacrimal: „ Does not hate, does not have the qualifications to hate. “不恨了……”许圣哲眼眶愈加红了,眼中泛泪道:“早就不恨了,也没资格去恨。 The family property that you overcome, whom you want to give to give anyone, that is you overcomes single-handedly! 您打下的家业,您想交给谁就交给谁,那是您一手打下的！ Several years ago, I was bewitched. 前几年,我着魔了。 When I want to understand, is irretrievable. 等我想明白了,已经不可挽回。 Therefore, I urgently the listing, urgently am telling you, although is irretrievable, but I will not make Longhua nameless that you overcome single-handedly get down. ” 所以,我才急着上市,才急着告诉您,虽然不可挽回,可我不会让您一手打下的龙华籍籍无名下去。” „This...... these...... unimportant......” “这……这些……不重要……” Strove permits Jianghua for a lifetime for the enterprise, at this time said is unimportant. 为事业奋斗了一辈子的许江华,这时候说了一句不重要。 Because, is really unimportant. 因为,真的不重要了。 That moment that since he draws back, becomes that moment of vegetable from the eldest son, he looked to understand. 从他退下来的那一刻,从大儿子成为植物人的那一刻,他都看明白了。 The things, eventually are only the things. 身外之物,终究只是身外之物。 Is Longhua important? 龙华重要吗？ Is unimportant! 不重要！ The son wants the certificate, wants to give him to look that he knows, saw, but he has not stopped, he was looking silently, waits, lets the son prove itself. 儿子想要证明的,想要给他看的,他都知道,也都看到了,可他没有阻拦,他只是在默默地去看,去等,去让儿子去证明自己。 Stopped a meeting, permits Jianghua respite said the again: „ Looks in the good family/home, takes care of the good yukin and child. 停顿了一会,许江华再度喘息道:“照顾好家里,照顾好月琴和孩子。 Longhua, how should how. 龙华,该如何就如何。 Finally, the father asked you...... ” 最后,爸求你……” permits Shengzhe cries suddenly, the nod said ruthlessly: „ You could rest assured that I will send him to US treatment, cured stayed in that side. 许圣哲猛然落泪,狠狠点头道:“您放心,我会送他去美国治疗,治好了就留在那边。 Let him find a wife to give birth, making him be passed from generation to generation! ” 让他娶妻生子,让他传宗接代！” permits Jianghua the look shone suddenly, on the face exposes the smile suddenly, is gripping tightly son's hand, said difficultly: „Good...... my son...... to be better than me......” 许江华眼神陡然亮了起来,脸上忽然展露出笑容,紧紧握着儿子的手,艰难道:“好……我儿子……比我好……” Waited saying that this saying, permits Jianghua did not have the sound. 等说完这话,许江华没了声音。 In the entire room, except for the mewl sound, does not have other sounds again. 整个房间里,除了低泣声,再也没有其他声音。 The personal doctor quickly went forward to examine the moment, then permits Shengzhe to bedside said in a low voice: „permits Dong...... ” 私人医生急忙上前查看了片刻,接着对床边的许圣哲低声道:“许董……去了。” permits Shengzhe has not spoken, the look is somewhat absent-minded, grabs father's hand to be motionless. 许圣哲没吭声,眼神有些恍惚,抓住父亲的手一动不动。 The era sighed one loyally lightly, went forward to pat his shoulder, said in a soft voice: „ flatter is wise, restrains your grief and accommodates change. 身后的纪元忠轻叹一声,上前拍了拍他的肩膀,轻声道:“阿哲,节哀顺变。 Now, makes the brother walk is more relieved. ” 现在,还是让老哥走的安心一些吧。” permits Shengzhe the look replied the appearance gradually, turns the head to look to the manages family fortune: „Wealth uncle, father's behind matter, troubled you to help take care, I went out, immediately came back.” 许圣哲眼神渐渐回复了神采,转头看向管家道:“财叔,爸的身后事,就麻烦您帮着张罗了,我出去一趟,马上回来。” This saying, many people look to him. 这话一出,不少人看向他。 permits Shengzhe actually disregards, loosens father's hand, sets out to walk outward. 许圣哲却是不管不顾,松开父亲的手,起身就往外走。 white Yueqin seeing that hurried say/way: „flatter wise......” 白月琴见状急忙道:“阿哲……” permits Shengzhe stuffy sound said: „ All right, I go to a hospital, takes him to come back. 许圣哲闷声道:“没事,我去一趟医院,接他回来。 The father walked, making him also deliver the last regulation. ” 爸走了,让他也送最后一程。” He explained that others then relax. 他解释了一句,其他人这才松了口气。 Fighting of Xu and his son, the people actually also heard, feared that at this time permits Shengzhe could not have put down, the father passed away does not manage. 许家父子的争锋,众人其实也有所耳闻,就怕这时候许圣哲还放不下,连父亲去世都不管了。 Now since is meets permits Rulong, others also no longer stop. 现在既然是去接许如龙,其他人也不再阻拦。 ...... …… September 5. 9月5号。 Xu held the farewell ceremony. 许家举办了告别仪式。 Li Dong leads several distant executives to come to offer condolences together. 李东带着几位远方高管一起前来吊唁。 In mourning hall. 灵堂中。 permits Shengzhe kneels in one side, other Xu relatives also throw over the hemp to wear mourning clothes, in crowd, what is quite conspicuous sits permits Rulong on wheelchair. 许圣哲跪在一侧,其他许家亲戚也都披麻戴孝,人群中,较为显眼的是坐在轮椅上的许如龙。 permits Rulong not sober, but the vegetable does not mean is a deceased person, permits Rulong is opening eyes, motionless, except for he himself, no one knows that he is knows or does not know oneself father has departed. 许如龙并未清醒,不过植物人并不意味着是死人,许如龙睁着眼,一动不动,除了他自己,谁也不知道他到底是知道还是不知道自己的父亲已经离去。 Li Dong worships, permits Shengzhe leads the Xu family to return a courtesy together. 李东祭拜完,许圣哲带着许家人一起回礼。 permits Shengzhe at this moment, without the sob, in the eye brings thick exhausted and confusedness. 此刻的许圣哲,没有哭泣,眼中却是带着浓浓的疲惫和迷茫。 Li Dong sees that said in a soft voice: „Restrains your grief and accommodates change.” 李东见状轻声道:“节哀顺变。” permits Shengzhe shakes the head, then outward hinted one, Li Dong nods, has not spoken again, leading the person to have the mourning hall. 许圣哲摇摇头,接着朝外示意了一眼,李东点了点头,没有再说话,带着人出了灵堂。 Arrived out of the door, Li Dong made others first walk, oneself looked for no one's place to remain. 到了门外,李东让其他人先走,自己找了个没人的地方留了下来。 Waited for one, permits Shengzhe walked, touched on the body, then looks to Li Dongdao: „Has the smoke?” 等待了一阵,许圣哲走了出来,在身上摸了摸,接着看向李东道:“有烟吗？” Li Dong does not bring the smoke now, but Li Dong beckons toward side, then Tan Yong goes out from the corner, distributes one packet of cigarettes. 李东现在身上不带烟,不过李东还是朝旁边招了招手,接着谭勇从角落中走出,递过来一包烟。 Li Dong disassembles the smoke, handed over one to permits Shengzhe, oneself also extract one, lit attracted one. 李东拆开烟,给许圣哲递了一根,自己也抽出一根,点燃了吸了一口。 permits Shengzhe has not managed him, lights the smoke, attracted one fiercely, then cough while said: „ You said, I am laughable? 许圣哲也没管他,自顾自地点燃烟,猛地吸了一口,接着一边咳嗽一边道:“你说,我可笑不可笑？ Old man just before leaving time, told me, Longhua is unimportant. 老头子临走的时候,跟我说,龙华不重要。 You know what he finally said is what? 你知道他最后说的是什么吗？ Takes care of the good family, takes care of the good eldest child, he is asking me...... 照顾好家庭,照顾好老大,他在求我…… His whole life, had not said sought the character. 他这辈子,从没对人说过一个求字。 But he asked me, the first time was not, asking me to take care of the eldest child. 可他求我,不是第一次了,求我照顾好老大。 You said, what at this time lay down on the wheelchair was I, will the old man ask the eldest child? ” 你说,这时候躺在轮椅上的是我,老头子会求老大吗？” „Meeting.” Li Dongying. “会。”李东应了一声。 permits Shengzhe self-ridicules saying: „ Yes, is a little probably laughable. 许圣哲自嘲道:“大概是吧,有点可笑。 I said me, really somewhat laughable. 我说我自己,真的有些可笑。 In order to compete for Longhua, these years, been filled with being unwilling, been filled with complaint, why bother come. 为了争夺龙华,这些年,满心的不甘,满心的怨言,何苦来哉。 Does the family property that he overcomes, whom giving turn to obtain me is not unwilling? 他打下的家业,交给谁轮得到我不甘心吗？ If I really have the ability, but also internal disputes anything, just like you, oneself did simply, I will really want the going out wanderer, the old man perhaps not to have the regret to depart, I started an undertaking, he will not be short of the support. 我要是真有能耐,还窝里斗什么,干脆跟你一样,自己去干好了,我真要自己出去闯荡,老头子恐怕也不会带着遗憾离去,我自己创业,他也不会少了支持。 In the final analysis, our these two generations, were short after all for several points broad and level and boldness. 说到底,我们这些二代,终归是少了几分坦荡和魄力。 Now the person walked, raises these not to have the meaning again. 现在人走了,再提这些也没意思。 Was not excellent walked, the final last wish I must help him realize. 不过人走了,最后的遗愿我得帮着他实现。 Eldest child's issue is a little troublesome, although I several money, may go to Europe and US, not necessarily is useful. 老大的问题有点麻烦,我虽然有几个钱,可去了欧美,不见得有用。 This matter, troubles you to help me arrange, makes funeral arrangements to leave for good that side to treat. 这事,麻烦你帮我安排一下,送老大去那边治疗。 You have the business in that side, is more convenient than me. ” 你在那边有业务,比我方便一点。” Li Dong nods saying: „Good, arranging me to inform you.” 李东点头道:“好,安排好了我通知你。” „Un, thanked.” permits Shengzhe continued to smoke smoke, said: „ Li Dong, you said that are we, what this whole life pursuing? “嗯,谢了。”许圣哲继续抽了一口烟,又道:“李东,你说,我们这些人,这辈子到底在追求什么？ Wealth? 财富吗？ Sense of achievement? 还是成就感？ For the fame and fortune, we gave too many too many things, the kinship, the love, the friendship...... 为了名利,我们割舍了太多太多的东西,亲情,爱情,友情…… In the end, I discovered, really meaningful? 到头来,我才发现,真的有意义吗？ The old men walk, do not look at the sadness that the nearby person cries, several people are really sad. 老头子走的时候,别看身边人哭的伤心,有几个人是真伤心的。 I, said no that on is sad or other. 就连我,说不上是伤心还是别的。 For Longhua, for the position, I gave up being too many too many, discarding too many were too many, now, Longhua went on the market, at heart was actually somewhat deserted, you said, these years, I really did go astray? ” 为了龙华,为了地位,我放弃了太多太多,丢掉了太多太多,现在,龙华上市了,心里却是有些空落落的,你说,这些年,我是不是真的走错了？” Li Dong shakes the head saying: „Does not know.” 李东摇头道:“不知道。” „Doesn't know?” “不知道？” „ Does not know, you are confused, I am also confused. “是不知道,你迷茫,我也迷茫过。 However I am now good, the thing in enterprise, the fame and fortune I attain all that I wanted. 不过现在我还好,事业上的东西,名利我都拿到了我想要的一切。 You have not obtained, you long for all these extremely. 你没得到的时候,你极度渴望这一切。 When you obtained, that this hope will weaken infinitely. 等你得到了,那这种渴望就会无限削弱。 Now, to be honest, I really saw through, completely understood. 现在,说句心里话,我是真的看开了,也看透了。 This time I, was the enterprise struggle, I am rather playing the last entry to play, have waited for the last pass/test, no matter the success or failure, I thought that I did not have regrettably. 这时候的我,与其说为事业奋斗,不如说我是在玩最后一个通关游戏,等过了最后一关,不管成败,我都觉得我了无遗憾了。 But at this time, I was young, I can also pursue all that I wanted. 而这时候,我还年轻,我还可以追求我想要的一切。 Being insufficient to be old, stays behind regret and regret that is filled with. ” 不至于到老了,留下满心的遗憾和后悔。” permits Shengzhe looked at his one eyes, long time said: „You are luckier than me.” 许圣哲看了他一眼,半晌才道:“你比我幸运。” Li Dongtu gas channel/angrily said: „ Perhaps, I compare this world most people lucky. 李东吐气道:“也许吧,或者说,我比这个世界大多数人都要幸运。 Do you, what idea then have? ” 你呢,接下来有什么想法？” „I?” “我？” permits Shengzhe look again confused moment, then abandons the cigarette butt, steps on extinguishes said: „ Also can have what idea , to continue to live. 许圣哲眼神再度迷茫了片刻,接着就扔下烟头,一脚踩灭道:“还能有什么想法,继续活着。 How should walk how to walk, how doesn't the day have can also have? ” 该怎么走就怎么走,日子不这么过还能怎么过？” „She?” “她呢？” Li Dongchao Not far away raised the chin, that side, Ji Lanxin stands in the open area, looks here, on the face has the light worried look. 李东朝不远处扬了扬下巴,那边,纪兰馨站在空地上,看着这边,脸上带着淡淡的忧色。 permits Shengzhe turned head to look at one, then knit the brows: „Now does not mention this matter.” 许圣哲扭头看了一眼,接着就皱眉道:“现在不提这事。” Li Dong had not said, patted his shoulder saying: „Then well rest some time, we also young, do not toss about oneself.” 李东也没多说,拍了拍他的肩膀道:“接下来好好休息一段时间,咱们都还年轻,别把自己折腾垮了。” „Un.” permits Shengzhe nods, thinks and said: „ Shen Qian gave birth, I now am not convenient, the child was born I. “嗯。”许圣哲点了点头,想了想又道:“沈茜快生了,我现在也不方便,孩子出世我就不去了。 Waits to turn head the week, I make up again. ” 等回头过周,我再补上。” „You take care of yourself to be good, me did not need you to worry.” “你照顾好你自己就行,我这边就不用你操心了。” „......” “……” Two people talked, permits Shengzhe must continue to receive the guest, Li Dong has not lost the time, quick says goodbye with permits Shengzhe. 两人交谈了一阵,许圣哲这边还要继续接待宾客,李东也没耽误时间,很快就和许圣哲道别。 Goes out, Li Dong saw Ji Lanxin. 出门的时候,李东又看到了纪兰馨。 Ji Lanxin also saw him, has not greeted, nod is hints. 纪兰馨也看到了他,却是没有招呼,点了点头算是示意。 Li Dong is actually walks to go forward saying: „He is all right.” 李东却是走上前道:“他没事。” Ji Lanxin said with a smile reluctantly: „I know, he stronger since childhood, even if there is a matter, should still suppress at heart.” 纪兰馨勉强笑道:“我知道,他从小就要强,就算有事,也会憋在心里。” Li Dongyi walks is asking at the same time: „How many years did you and he know?” 李东一边走着一边问道:“你和他认识多少年了？” „Nearly 20 years.” Ji Lanxin also wants to find a person to tell at this time, sighed lightly: „In childhood he was the focus point in others eyes, but I at that time was actually common, perhaps he himself does not remember.” “快二十年了。”纪兰馨这时候也想找个人诉说,轻叹道:“不过小时候他就是别人眼中的聚焦点,而我那时候却是不起眼,恐怕他自己都不记得了。” „He marries now, had the child, you also had your enterprise, but also couldn't put down?” “他现在结婚了,有孩子了,你也有自己的事业,还放不下？” „Can't put down?” Ji Lanxin shakes the head saying: „ Cannot put down, was be used. “放不下？”纪兰馨摇头道:“不是放不下,是习惯了。 Was used to visit him silently, was used to his all, all were the customs. 习惯了默默看着他,习惯了他的一切,一切都是习惯。 But waits for this custom, the deep brand mark in the heart, had nothing to put down or unable to put down. 而等这种习惯,深深烙印在心底,就没有什么放下还是放不下了。 Actually I know that I wrong in, perhaps I am wrong in should not take over Jinding. 其实我知道我错在哪了,也许我就错在不该接手金鼎。 But I , if not take over Jinding, he will notice me? 可我要是不接手金鼎,他会注意到我吗？ His woman so many, will he notice common me? 他身边女人那么多,他会注意到不起眼的我？ Let alone, this is also the family property that my father overcomes single-handedly, I do not take over, who takes over? ” 何况,这也是我父亲一手打下的家业,我不接手,谁来接手？” Li Dong sighs with emotion: „Suddenly thought that your women are very difficult.” 李东感慨道:“忽然觉得你们女人挺难的。” Ji Lanxin leaned to look at his one eyes, long time said: „ It is not the woman is difficult, is likes a person being difficult. 纪兰馨侧头看了他一眼,半晌才道:“不是女人难,是爱一个人难。 Actually, the thing that the woman sometimes wants are not really many, but this not many point, your men still give even parsimoniously. 其实,女人有时候要的东西真不多,可就算这不多的一点,你们男人也吝啬给予。 Actually you and permits Shengzhe are the good man, but the good man to offend somebody, sometimes, our rather you are the bad men, at least, wound is not painful. ” 其实你和许圣哲都是好男人,可好男人才更伤人,有时候,我们宁愿你们是坏男人,起码,伤的没有那么痛。” „Good man?” “好男人？” Li Dong self-ridicules smiles, then said: „Perhaps, I first walked.” 李东自嘲地笑了笑,接着道:“也许吧,那我先走了。” Ji Lanxin has not spoken, stares at him to depart silently. 纪兰馨没说话,默默凝视着他离去。 When he walked, Ji Lanxin then looked at one, then also boarded own car(riage). 等他走了,纪兰馨回头看了一眼,接着也上了自己的车。