Outside world. 外界。 The distant place and Teng fast have not issued any news again, Teng fast as a side of failure, without this thoughts. 远方和滕迅都未再发布任何讯息,滕迅作为失败的一方,没有这个心思。 But the distant place, chose the low key at this moment. 而远方,此刻也选择了低调。 The war of software repel is still continuing, however the distant place actually no longer indulges in unbridled propaganda the merit. 软件排斥之战还在继续,然而远方却是不再大肆宣扬功绩。 The feeling distant place that does not know the business in the sympathetic opponent, in fact the colleagues knows the distant at this moment low-key reason. 不懂行的觉得远方在同情对手,实际上行内人都知道远方此刻低调的原因。 The key lay in the war of noisy stir too this repel! 关键就在于这次排斥之战闹的太轰动了！ One day, the national even entire world all knows. 才一天,全国甚至全世界皆知。 Must say that at this time the government does not know, that also underestimated the government apparatus. 要说这时候政府不知道,那也太小看政府机构了。 Ministry of Industry, the Department of Commerce and Ministry of Public Security multi- departments have been meeting now, is discussing the disposal plan. 工信部、商务部、公安部多部门现在已经在开会,在商量处理方案。 Only not as everyone expected probably is the time issue! 唯一出乎所有人预料的大概就是时间问题！ such rapidness that Teng fast who one of the it industry overlords, is known as 600 million users, can defeat! it业的霸主之一,号称6亿用户的滕迅,会败的如此之快！ A day, Teng fast strangles to death by the distant and hundred degrees celsius many cartels, on all fronts rout, the almost does not have any strength of counter-attack. 一天不到,滕迅被远方和百度多家企业联合绞杀,全线溃败,几乎没有任何反击之力。 But several big giants who before supported Teng fast, this time almost chose standing by. 而之前支持滕迅的几大巨头,这次几乎都选择了袖手旁观。 Naturally, is not pure standing by, if Teng fast can insist some time again, Ali and Sina will choose to enter the war most likely, except for them, the enterprise that the choice will join will not be few. 当然,也不是纯粹的袖手旁观,如果滕迅能再坚持一段时间,阿里和新浪十有八九会选择参战,除了他们,选择加入的企业也不会少。 Some industry giants, when sees the opportunity, will not look on. 一些实业巨头,在看到机会的时候,也不会坐视。 So long as Teng fast can insist ten days of half a month, even maintains the tie 35 days, will decide however will have the enterprise to lend a hand to assist. 只要滕迅能坚持个十天半个月,甚至保持平局三五天,定然会有企业出手相助。 But no one has thought, Teng fast a day has not insisted, was almost routed by the distant place on the same day! 可谁也没想到,滕迅一天都没坚持下来,几乎就在当天被远方击溃！ Suddenly, industry the inside and outside lose one's voice. 一时间,业内外失声。 ...... …… In network. 网络上。 Has Teng fast the user to cry out loudly: „We also in! Teng fast does not die!” 有滕迅用户大声呐喊:“我们还在！滕迅不死！” „Some people will always accompany you to arrive silently forever!” “总有人会默默陪伴你到永远！” „We, even if everyone gave up, even if the computer cannot use again, what's the big deal, we are supporting you!” “我们都在,就算所有人都放弃了,就算电脑不能再用了,那又如何,我们都在支持你！” „Young Brother Ma, stands, we fight again one time!” “小马哥,站起来,我们再战一次！” „......” “……” 11 years, some people are not always able to give up, some people are not always willing to abandon. 11年,总有些人无法割舍,总有人不愿抛弃。 Some sentimental Teng fast old users, noticed that the peripheral person unloads Teng fast the product, cannot bear have tears streaming down the face. 一些多愁善感的滕迅老用户,看到周边人纷纷卸载滕迅产品,忍不住泪流满面。 Really had no chance? 真的没希望了吗？ Really doesn't the last chance give? 真的连最后的机会都不给吗？ Teng fast 11 years, the qq10 year, so many years, doesn't a faint trace abandon does not have? 滕迅11年,qq10年,这么多年,难道一丝丝不舍都没有吗？ Several hours! 才几个小时而已啊！ This time does not give Teng fast! 连这点时间都不给滕迅吗！ Some users on the forum, micro blog and QQ summoned that Teng fast the user prays for Teng fast, perhaps...... also sees off. 有用户在论坛、微博、qq上号召滕迅用户为滕迅祈福,也许……也是送别。 „ Makes us again gathering one time, brothers and sisters who these must unload, we do not stop, may make us gather again last time! “让我们再聚一次,那些要卸载的兄弟姐妹,我们不阻拦,可让我们再聚最后一次吧！ Today does not want the stealth, does not want the off-line, lands QQ, finally online one time! 今天不要隐身,不要离线,登陆qq,最后在线一次！ After all, she accompanies us to pass through so many years! ” 毕竟,她陪伴我们走过这么多年！” As a group of faithful old users summoned, the person who some are preparing to unload, stopped the movement suddenly, gathering one time, the last time, perhaps, from now henceforth, could not see the penguin on desktop again. 随着一批忠实老用户号召,一些正准备卸载的人,忽然停下了动作,聚一次,最后一次,也许,从今以后,再也看不到桌面上的企鹅了。 ...... …… Shenzhen stock market. 深市。 Teng fast headquarters. 滕迅总部。 Some technical personnel whole faces are sad, mutter: „Perhaps 16 million, the online user must break 10 million today......” 一些技术人员满脸悲伤,喃喃道:“1600万了,在线用户今天恐怕要跌破1000万……” Thinks back on for several months ago, the QQ peak online population breaks 50 million, maintains over 30 million daily! 遥想几个月前,qq巅峰在线人数突破5000万大关,日常维持3000万以上！ But then how long? 可这才多久？ The tenth anniversary celebration shortly , seemed common yesterday in the past, today, Teng fast has gone down in the world hence. 十周年庆典才过去没多久,仿佛就在昨日一般,今日,滕迅已然落魄至此。 , Some people said suddenly suddenly pleasantly surprised: „16.5 million! Rose!” 陡然间,忽然有人惊喜道:“1650万了！涨了！” „Rose!” “涨了！” „Online user rose!” “在线用户涨了！” „Pony, rose, we are hopeful!” “pony,涨了,我们还有希望！” „......” “……” The data monitoring center, hears the pleasantly surprised shouts suddenly, at this time, the QQ online user rose 500,000 to come up suddenly, made everyone see the hope instantaneously! 数据监测中心,忽然传来惊喜至极的呼唤声,在这时候,qq在线用户陡然间涨了50万上去,瞬间让大家看到了希望！ Has not continued to fall! 没有继续跌了！ Likes to pass to downstairs from the building, the entire Feiyada Building floods in the middle of the joy. 欢喜声从楼上传到楼下,整个飞亚达大厦都充斥在喜悦当中。 However, some quick people inform these to immerse the person in the middle of joy, is not because the distant places and several other stopped the attack, was not the user chose the rebound. 然而,很快就有人告知这些沉浸在喜悦当中的人,不是因为远方和其他几家停止了攻击,也不是用户选择了反弹。 But some people of voluntary organizations, land again one time before the unloading. 而是有人自愿组织,在卸载前再登陆一次。 When hears this news, horse Huateng that just rushed to the data monitoring center smiles suddenly contains the lacrimal: „ Sees off for us? 当听到这个消息的时候,刚赶到数据监测中心的马华腾忽然笑中含泪道:“是为我们送别吗？ Is thinking, this time does not come, later didn't have the opportunity? 是不是都想着,这次不来,以后就没机会了？ The lovable person, Teng fast will not die, QQ will not die! ” 可爱的人啊,滕迅不会死的,qq也不会死！” In the tone sobbed, horse Huateng looked that to high pipeline that several other caught up with: „ Things have gotten to this point, lets our joyful reunion last time! 语气中略带哽咽,马华腾看向其他几位赶来的高管道:“事已至此,就让我们欢聚最后一次吧！ I do not want to fight again , to continue again, Teng Xunzhen will die thoroughly. 我不想再战下去了,再继续下去,滕迅真的会彻底死亡的。 For these lovable people , to continue to survive for Teng fast, for others, the youth and lovely time that for we once paid, stop! ” 为了这些可爱的人,为了滕迅继续存活下去,为了其他所有人,为了我们曾经付出的青春和美好时光,到此为止吧！” „Pony!” “pony！” Many people call out in alarm, horse Huateng actually rubs the eye, on the face the belt/bring is saying with a smile: „ Why so, does not part forever, Teng fast, is Teng fast! 不少人惊呼,马华腾却是揉着眼睛,脸上带笑道:“何必如此,又不是生离死别,滕迅,还是滕迅！ I was tired, I want to rest some time. 只是,我累了,我想休息一段时间。 As of late, I was too tired, I think are more, perhaps, from the beginning, I made a mistake, the wrong place are too many are too many. 最近这段时间,我太累了,我想了很多很多,也许,从一开始,我就错了,错的地方太多太多。 Relax, I am all right, trades the environment. 放心吧,我没事的,换一换环境罢了。 Teng fast, is not my Teng fast, I can lead Teng fast to fight, will never compromise, until death! 滕迅,不是我一个人的滕迅,我可以带着滕迅一路战下去,永不妥协,直至死亡！ Originally, I think. 原本,我是这么想的。 But at this moment, when sees these lovable people, these have supported our users, I know that I was wrong. 可这一刻,当看到这些可爱的人,这些一直支持我们的用户,我知道我错了。 Teng fast, is not my, is millions of people. 滕迅,不是我一个人的,是千千万万的人的。 I do not have the right to eliminate their happiness, cracking-off their recalling, the winners become kings while the losers become bandits, eventually is only our games. 我没有权利剥夺他们的美好,剥脱他们的追忆,成王败寇,终究只是我们的游戏。 They, including you, have a better choice, does not need to be the same with me, moves toward the end point together. ” 他们,包括你们,都有更好的选择,不用和我一样,一起走向终点。” „Pony......” “pony……” horse Huateng beckoned with the hand, stares at front data supervision screen to watch a meeting, then said with a smile: „ Prepares several computers to us, we also land, I for sometime have not landed QQ from pc probably. 马华腾摆摆手,盯着面前的数据监察屏幕看了一会,接着笑道:“给我们准备几台电脑,我们也登陆,我好像也有段时间没有从pc登陆qq了。 With everyone passed happiest one day! ” 和大家一起度过最美好的一天！” Then, horse Huateng takes a step to move toward office district. 说罢,马华腾迈步走向门外的办公区。 Others see that hesitant a meeting, in abundance with. 其他人见状,犹豫了一会,也纷纷跟了上去。 Zhang Zidong several people look at each other one, then sighed one lightly, horse Huateng has the choice. 张子栋几人对视一眼,接着都轻叹一声,马华腾已经有了选择了。 Before he prepared to make Teng Xunzhan arrive finally, until death. 之前他准备让滕迅战到最后,直至死亡。 At this moment, he is actually prepares to make Teng fast continue to go on living, perhaps perhaps for the mood, for other, said no matter how, desire that horse Huateng has not fought. 这一刻,他却是准备让滕迅继续活下去,也许是为了情怀,也许是为了别的,不管怎么说,马华腾没有战斗下去的欲望了。 Today crosses, perhaps tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, perhaps perhaps also either in the near future, Teng fast Teng fast, the past big Senior Brother, young Brother Ma, pony will not appear in this place. 今天一过,也许明天,或者后天,又或者不远的将来,滕迅也许还是滕迅,昔日的大师兄、小马哥、pony也许再也不会出现在这个地方。 Belongs to Teng fast of horse Huateng, perhaps after today, announced that thoroughly finished. 属于马华腾的滕迅,也许在今天之后,就彻底宣告结束了。 At this moment, the people somewhat sobbed with unavoidably sorrowfully. 此时此刻,众人难免有些唏嘘和悲哀。 These years, horse Huateng was denounced, the outside world railed the sound is also many, but horse Huateng to clear out rapid strong racked one's brains, neglected to eat and sleep to be obvious to all! 这些年,马华腾被人诟病很多,外界谩骂声也不少,可马华腾为滕迅的壮大殚精竭虑,废寝忘食有目共睹！ At this moment, horse Huateng actually abandoned raising Teng fast. 此刻,马华腾却是抛弃了一手带大的滕迅。 Perhaps does not abandon, but another protecting. 也许不是抛弃,而是另一种呵护。 He in a day, Teng fast also surnamed Ma, horse sunlight or Li Dong, or other giants take over Teng fast, finally with their characters, being heavily engaged that can fight. 他在一天,滕迅就还姓马,无论是马昀还是李东,又或者其他巨头接手滕迅,最终以他们的性格,都会斗的不可开交。 These people, are very difficult to allow in the group to present the second sound. 这些人,很难允许在集团内部出现第二个声音。 Only has him to leave, Teng fast can regroup after a defeat, appears by the brand-new appearance before everyone again. 唯有他离开,滕迅才能重整旗鼓,再次以崭新的面目出现在所有人面前。 When horse Huateng sits down in front of the computer, Teng fast the executives also looked for the machine to sit down, visited the QQ contact surface. 当马华腾在电脑前坐下,滕迅高管们也纷纷找了机器坐下,登录了qq界面。 Perhaps this time, does not log in QQ for the last time, actually registers to belong to QQ of horse Huateng time for the last time. 这一次,或许不是最后一次登录qq,却是最后一次登录属于马华腾时代的qq。 But the monitor center, the QQ online population is also growing continually. 而监控中心,qq的在线人数也在持续增长。 17 million...... 18 million...... 19 million...... 1700万……1800万……1900万…… ...... …… When QQ online population rebound growing, in plain Li Dong, made a contribution to this data. 就在qq在线人数反弹持续增长的时候,远在平川的李东,也为这个数据做了一份贡献。 Opened having for a long time QQ, the renewal of edition had not made Li Dong have the unfamiliar feeling. 打开了久未的qq,版本的更新并未让李东产生生疏感。 Familiar „drop drop” sound resounds unceasingly, the cough sound of QQ loudspeaker also continuously. 熟悉的“滴滴”声不断响起,qq喇叭的咳嗽声也接连不断。 Waited for the moment, Li Dong starts from top to bottom, the contact surface points open. 等待了片刻,李东开始从上往下,一个个界面点开。 The junior middle school schoolmate group, the high school schoolmate group, the university schoolmate group...... the news of this moment accumulation are too many are too many! 初中同学群,高中同学群,大学同学群……此刻积累的消息太多太多！ Naturally, this is the news of accumulation, in fact, before each crowd had been inferior early, active. 当然,这是累积的消息,实际上,各个群已经早不如以前活跃。 Since pp appears, the person in north of the Changjiang River was used to it with pp, everyone almost fought in pp. 自从pp出现,江北的人习惯了用pp,大家几乎都转战pp了。 Now, but also uses the QQ person not to calculate too. 如今,还使用qq的人不算太多。 Are somewhat many except for today's news, sometimes one month of even several months no one appears normally. 除了今天消息有些多,有时候一个月甚至几个月没有任何人露头都正常。 When Li Dong opens the university schoolmate group, today the person slightly are many, some Li Dong had forgotten the schoolmate of name, sighs with emotion in the group: „ Human affairs is variable, unbelievable. 当李东打开大学同学群的时候,今天人稍微多了点,有些李东都已经忘记了姓名的同学,在群里感慨道:“世事无常,难以置信。 QQ died in the pp hand finally, died in our schoolmate hands, this feeling, beyond description. ” qq最终还是死在了pp手中,死在了我们的同学手中,这种感觉,难以形容。” „ Who did not say that remembers just entered the university time, on whose computer doesn't have a small penguin? “谁说不是呢,记得刚入大学的时候,谁电脑上没有个小企鹅？ But, this situation were gradually few. 可渐渐地,这种情况就少了。 After the university graduated, the nearby person is almost using the product of distant place, particularly the eastern China, the influence of distant in eastern China greatly was too too big. ” 到了大学毕业之后,身边人几乎都在用远方的产品,尤其是华东地区,远方在华东的影响力太大太大了。” „ Actually said that earnest, the experience of QQ is not worse than pp, in addition the time is long, actually some distant victories non- military. “其实说句认真的,qq的体验不比pp差,加上时间长,其实远方有些胜之不武了。 If the distant place the pure Internet enterprise, not necessarily can win, even loses the surface to be very big. 远方要是单纯的互联网企业,不一定就能赢,甚至输面很大。 What a pity, Teng Xunshu loses in the capital does not have the distant place to be abundant, in addition does not have Li Dong fame to be big. 可惜啊,滕迅输就输在资本没有远方雄厚,加上没有李东名气大。 Why hundred degrees celsius and Rising these enterprises blocked Teng fast directly, Ali and Sina these enterprises actually do not dare to block the distant place, is not others is filthy rich, everyone bullies the weak and fears the strong, does not dare to do. ” 百度、瑞星这些企业为什么直接封杀了滕迅,阿里、新浪这些企业却是不敢封杀远方,还不是人家财大气粗,大家都欺软怕硬,不敢这么干。” „ Although was somewhat arbitrary, but this is also the fact. “虽然有些武断了,可这也是事实。 Without the matter of means that helps the distant place, extinguished Teng fast would have no future trouble. 没办法的事,帮远方,灭了滕迅就没有后患了。 Helps Teng fast, even if this time won, still the careful distant place retaliates next time, you said, they do dare? 帮滕迅,就算这次赢了,下一次也得小心远方报复,你说,他们敢吗？ Only if deals a fatal blow to shatter with one stroke, otherwise who is willing to take risk. ” 除非一棍子打死,要不然谁愿意冒险。” „Ok, did not say these, others richly are also his skill. Today finally logs in QQ time, later unloaded, the cell phone with WeChat, the computer uses pp......” “算了,不说这些,人家有钱也是他的本事。今天最后登录一次qq,以后就卸载了,手机用微信,电脑用pp……” Because Li Dong has never braved the bubble in the group, in addition the opposite party own product is pp, everyone also chatted several. 因为李东从未在群里冒过泡,加上对方自己的产品是pp,大家也就多聊了几句。 Changes into the pp group, perhaps no one will say the distant victory the non- military and so on. 换成pp群,恐怕没人会说远方胜之不武之类的。 Li Dong looked simply, sweeps, how also without caring about others to say. 李东简单看了一下,一扫而过,也没在乎别人怎么说。 Some matters, are the facts. 有些事,本来就是事实。 If the overall strength of distant place is not so powerful, pure wants to defeat Teng fast by pp and WeChat? 要是远方的整体实力没这么强大,单纯的靠pp和微信想战胜滕迅？ Has a dream almost! 做梦差不多！ Teng fast user base in this, distant place, even if promotes WeChat one year ahead of schedule, finally in the same old way by counter- ultra life. 滕迅用户基础在这,远方哪怕提前一年推出微信,最后照样被反超的命。 The essential distant place continues these industries, the cell phone terminal manufacturer, the distant commercial city, the micro blog, ten thousand cartoons, under industry including line, as well as Li Dong individual prestige, including his undefeated legend...... 关键远方不止这些产业,手机终端厂商,远方商城,微博,万卡通,包括线下的产业,以及李东个人的名望,包括他不败的传奇…… All these all, the integration arrives at the same place, is the reason of Teng fast disastrous defeat. 这一切的一切,统合到一起,才是滕迅惨败的原因。 The competition and competition in pure business, the distant place has not won. 单纯业务上的竞争和比拼,远方并未胜利。 However, winning is the victory, the defeat defeats, the distant place has this strength, is distant own qualification. 然而,胜就是胜,败就是败,远方有这个实力,也是远方自己的本钱。 The big enterprise by the overall strength steamroll small business, this was the business circle, the law of the jungle was the invariable truth since old times! 大企业靠整体实力碾压小企业,这就是商界,弱肉强食是自古不变的真理！ Li Dongzhan compared with other person of high, looked is farther than them, naturally cannot again on this earnest. 李东站的比其他人高,看的比他们远,自然不会再这上面较真。 Looked at the university schoolmate group, Li Dong looked at other group, today is almost discussing the matter of Teng fast and distant place. 看了大学同学群,李东又看了看别的群,今天几乎都在议论滕迅和远方的事。 Swept, the group news looked, Li Dong looked at an individual news. 扫了一圈,群消息看完,李东又看了一阵个人消息。 His QQ good friend does not calculate too, but are not few, before played has added many people. 他qq好友不算太多,不过也不算少,以前玩的时候加过不少人。 However most probably is the strangers, some add the good friend almost never to chat, Li Dong has forgotten these people, perhaps the opposite party has not thought that this is Li Dong number, only if there is advertisement, otherwise some people will not contact with Li Dong on own initiative. 不过其中大半都是陌生人,有的加过好友几乎从未聊过,李东早就忘了这些人,对方恐怕也没想到这就是李东的号,除非打广告,要不然也不会有人主动联系李东。 Sweeps, Li Dong line of sight stopped suddenly. 一路扫下来,李东忽然视线停顿了一下。 Then selected a chat contact surface. 接着点开了一个聊天界面。 „In?” “在不在？” „Several months have not returned, it seems like you really did not use this.” “几个月没回,看来你真不用这号了。” „Li does Dong, the dead fellow, when come to see me? Daily knows busily, knows busily, is busy at you well!” “李东,死家伙,什么时候来看我？天天就知道忙,知道忙,忙死你最好！” „ Suddenly good to find the person to chat, but I know that you in busy, sends the message to telephone to disturb you, cannot use pp, is with QQ. “忽然好想找人聊天,可我知道你在忙,发短信打电话都会打扰你,用不惯pp,还是用qq吧。 Your this fellow did not use this in any case, when I thought aloud. ” 反正你这家伙也不用这号了,就当我自言自语吧。” „......” “……” „Today Professor stretch/open said that I can attend his graduate school, urging me to continue to read, Li Dong, you said that I do want to read?” “今天张教授说我可以读他的研究生,劝我继续读下去,李东,你说我要不要读下去？” „......” “……” „ I reject Professor stretch/open today, said that I do not study, the preparation goes home to become the full-time wives. “我今天拒绝了张教授,说我不读书了,准备回家当全职太太。 Finally was taught to scold miserably, Li Dong, your evil worldly person, harmed I laughed by the schoolmate! 结果被教授骂惨了,李东,你这害人精,害的我被同学笑话了！ However, at heart sweet, imagines the helping support the family life, probably also good! ” 不过,心里还是甜滋滋的,想象一下相夫教子的生活,好像也不错哦！” „...... I am quite uncomfortable today, really good uncomfortable...... I to think that we can arrive finally. “……今天我好难受,真的好难受……我原以为我们可以一直走到最后的。 But when heard them saying that Li Dong girlfriend wasn't Shen Qian? 可当听到他们说,李东的女朋友不是沈茜吗？ Do you know? I good to cry, I am quite tired, the pressure is big, is good to hate you! 你知道吗？我好想哭,我好累,压力好大,也好恨你！ Why did you break faith? 为什么你变心了呢？ Is the sentiment, really out of control the test of time and distance? ” 感情,真的禁不住时间和距离的考验吗？” „......” “……” „ Graduated, Li Dong, I went back. “毕业了,李东,我回去了。 The business of Capital City I prepared to give up, for these days I arranged well, when I processed me to go back. 京城的生意我准备放弃了,这几天我好好安排一下,等我处理好了我就回去。 I give me for the last time the opportunity, last excuse. 我给我自己最后一次机会,最后一个借口。 If I go back, you proposed with me, I promised you, when I your full-time wife, I did not care about Shen Qian or anyone, so long as you opened the mouth, I promised you, accompanied you to walk...... ” 如果我回去,你跟我求婚,我就答应你,我就当你的全职太太,我不在乎沈茜或者谁,只要你开口,我就答应你,陪你一直走下去……” „A week, you had not opened the mouth, Li did Dong, you forget?” “一个星期了,你都没有开口,李东,你是忘了吗？” „......” “……” „Perhaps, I really should give up, you and my words were probably getting fewer and fewer, is actually the topic that and others have unable to talk about......” “也许,我真的该放弃了,你和我的话好像越来越少了,却是和别人有聊不完的话题……” „I walked, the plain, was getting more and more depressing. When I know that she lives your next door, even if I came back, so, I understand as before, perhaps our fates had ended.” “我走了,平川,越来越压抑了。当我知道她就住在你隔壁,哪怕我回来了,依旧如此,我就明白,也许我们的缘分早就结束了。” „Today saw Yuan Xue, this silly woman, but also thinks that I was she biggest opponent, silly, so has been silly.” “今天看到袁雪了,这傻女人,还以为我是她最大的对手呢,傻乎乎的,一直都这么傻。” „......” “……” „ You opened the mouth finally, actually on returning to the road in Dongping, I guessed correctly. But I stupidly am also having the last anticipation unexpectedly, I am really silly! “你终于开口了,其实在回东平的路上,我就猜到了。可我居然还傻乎乎地抱着最后一丝期待,我真傻！ I told myself repeatedly, do not cry, do not cry, why hasn't borne? ” 我一遍遍告诉自己,不要哭,不要哭,为什么就是没忍住呢？” „......” “……” „ Today saw you to announce the news of marriage, good, broke all my expectations and hopes. “今天看到你宣布结婚的消息了,也好,断了我所有的奢望和期盼。 Said goodbye, thank you have listened to me to pour out, although you never online, perhaps such as I am common, QQ was also only you once had, at this moment, you did not need...... ” 再见了,谢谢你一直听我倾诉,尽管你从不在线,也许就如我一般,qq也只是你曾经拥有的,这一刻,你不需要了……” As news look, has stopped smoking several months of Li Dong, touched for quite a while, found one packet of smoke from the corner, extracted a ignition to pull out. 随着消息一条条看下来,已经戒烟几个月的李东,摸了半天,从角落中找到了一包烟,抽出一支点燃抽了起来。 These news, were Qin Yuhan send. 这些消息,都是秦雨涵发来的。 Earliest, had more than one year. 最早的一条,都有一年多了。 Recent, is Li Dong after Capital City announced news of engagement, from then on, Qin Yuhan has not reported any news again. 最近的一条,则是李东在京城宣布订婚的消息之后,从那以后,秦雨涵就没再发过任何消息。 Li Dongshen smokes cigarette, suddenly self-ridiculed that smiles. 李东深吸一口烟,忽然自嘲地笑了笑。 If, if oneself saw these news from the beginning, but also meets such as the present so to choose? 如果,如果自己从一开始就看到了这些消息,还会如现在这般选择吗？ Qin Yuhan gave up reading the research, gave up keeping after school, has prepared for the graduation working as full-time wives. 秦雨涵放弃了读研,放弃了留校,早就做好了毕业就当全职太太的准备。 But have felt, she will not accept all these, she has the strong dedication, even because of Shen Qian's existence, will make among two people have a bigger barrier. 可自己一直都觉得,她不会接受这一切,她有强烈的事业心,甚至因为沈茜的存在,会让两人之间产生更大的隔阂。 However, can see from Qin Yuhan the spoken language, for sometime, she prepared for accepted all these. 然而,从秦雨涵的言语中可以看出,有段时间,她做好了接受这一切的准备。 After the graduation, she does not have to come back immediately, at the matter of processing desserts room, has made the arrangement of giving up. 毕业后,她没有立刻回来,就是在处理甜品屋的事,已经做好了放弃的安排。 When she came back, Li Dong also indeed neglected her, during that time, Li Dong had not accompanied her, the number of times of meeting are not many. 等她回来了,李东也的确疏忽了她,那段时间,李东没怎么陪她,见面的次数都不多。 But waited some days, Qin Yuhan went to Shanghai stock market, said that must inspect the market, at that time Li Dong was not quite actually satisfied, just came back to walk, for that small-scale business is worth? 而等了一些天,秦雨涵就去了沪市,说要考察市场,那时候李东其实是不太满意的,刚回来就走,为了那点小生意值得吗？ The inspection market is false, has not waited till Li Dong response, dejected is real. 考察市场是假,没有等到李东的回应,心灰意冷是真。 Li Dong, neglected this point again. 李东,再次忽视了这一点。 Again later, two people exchanges were less, happened until journey Hui's matter, Qin Yuhan returned to the plain, Li Dong to make the choice...... 再之后,两人的交流就更少了,直到程辉的事发生,秦雨涵回到平川,李东自己做出了选择…… Thinks of these, Li Dong self-ridicules to say suddenly: „Much ado about nothing it, I eventually am only a mediocre person!” 想到这些,李东忽然自嘲道:“庸人自扰之,我终究只是个庸人罢了！” Closed the computer contact surface suddenly, Li Dong no longer looked. 猛然关闭了电脑界面,李东不再看下去了。 At this moment, he has made the choice, at this moment, wants again many useless, let alone has harmed Qin Yuhan, can harm Shen Qian again? 事到如今,他已经做出了选择,此时此刻,想再多都没用,何况已经伤害了秦雨涵,难道还要再伤害沈茜？ Arrived finally, will only make each other wound deepen again. 到最后,只会让彼此伤口再度加深。 Li Dong pinched out the cigarette butt, then clenches teeth saying: „horse Huateng, you, if has not peeped, my Li Dong is surnamed with you!” 李东掐灭了烟头,接着又咬牙道:“马华腾,你要是没偷窥,我李东跟你姓！” This bastard, owes oneself also somewhat to sympathize with him, is somewhat moved! 这王八蛋,亏自己还有些同情他,有些伤感！ These information he, if had not looked, kills Li Dong not to believe that no wonder this fellow calls oneself, is the first love looks at the joke, gathers is waiting for itself in this! 这些信息他要是没看,打死李东也不相信,难怪这家伙给自己打电话,又是初恋又是看笑话的,合着在这等着自己呢！