„Thump thump......” “咚咚……” In the steel seal along with staff hand falls, two bright red certificates were advanced in front of Li Dong. 伴随着工作人员手中的钢印落下,两张鲜红的证书被推到了李东两人面前。 The staff are about 50 -year-old women, at this moment, this staff moods are also extremely complex. 工作人员是个五十岁左右的女人,此刻,这位工作人员心情也是极为复杂。 This is Li Dong, the richest family of Huaxia, the legend of Dongping. 这是李东,华夏的首富,东平的传奇。 Such great person, registers to get married in Dongping today, lonely, no one knows. 这样的大人物,今天在东平登记结婚了,冷冷清清,无人知晓。 Thinks that beforehand leader's urging, what the woman does not dare saying that how many Qin Yuhan but glanced secretly, is this richest family madames? 想到之前领导的叮嘱,妇人也不敢多说什么,只是偷偷瞟了几眼秦雨涵,这就是首富夫人吗？ The marriage, the matter of multi- jubilation, marries the richest family especially. 结婚,多喜庆的事,尤其还是和首富结婚。 But at this moment, why this richest family madame, sadness of extremely crying, that type sad does not weep, really sad. 可此时此刻,为何这位首富夫人,哭的极其悲伤,那种悲伤不是喜极而泣,是真的悲伤。 The aunt some were unreadable, actually not to dare saying that even does not dare to look. 大妈有些难以理解,却是不敢多说,甚至都不敢多看。 She understands, in Dongping, some Li Dong actually big influences. 她明白,在东平,李东究竟有多大的影响力。 His every word and deed, changes own life sufficiently, the sad desire that no matter why this richest family madame cries certainly, the aunt understands, should not ask, do not ask. 他的一言一行,足以改变自己的一生,不管为什么这位首富夫人哭的悲伤欲绝,大妈明白,不该问的,不要去问。 Gazes after two people to depart, the aunt shakes the head gently, the world of young people really could not understand. 目送两人离去,大妈轻轻摇头,年轻人的世界真的是看不懂了。 ...... …… Goes out of the civil administration hall. 走出民政大厅。 In Qin Yuhan the hand takes that paper certificate, the look was somewhat vacant and empty. 秦雨涵手中拿着那一纸证书,眼神有些茫然和空洞。 This is really I wants? 这真的是我想要的吗？ Before for a long time is very very long, she had fantasized has such a day, may work as this naive arrival, she is actually slightly happy. 很久很久以前,她就幻想过有这么一天,可当这一天真的到来,她却是丝毫开心不起来。 I want, is really only this certificate? 我要的,真的只是这一张证书？ I want, is really only the so-called marriage? 我要的,真的只是所谓的婚姻？ What I want is what? 我到底想要的是什么？ Li Dong, should, him give, gave itself to want, even including wedding, not domestic wedding...... 李东,该给的,他都给了,给予了自己一切想要的,甚至包括婚礼,不在国内的婚礼…… Oneself should be very proud, is very proud, even should cheer is right. 自己应该很骄傲,很自豪,甚至应该欢呼才对。 But why, after receiving this certificate, I was actually more uncomfortable, uncomfortable feeling like a knife twisting in the heart? 可为什么,拿到这张证书之后,我却是更难受了,难受的心如刀绞？ Even if Li Dong decided that moment that must marry Shen Qian, she not such grieved. 哪怕是李东决定要娶沈茜的那一刻,她都没这么心痛过。 She thinks, she won, but did really win? 她以为,自己胜利了,可自己真的胜利了吗？ At this moment, Qin Yuhan hopes suddenly extremely, Shen Qian knows this news, she wants to listen, wants to have a look, what Shen is Qian responded? 这一刻,秦雨涵忽然极其希望,沈茜知道这个消息,她想听听,想看看,沈茜到底是什么反应？ I lose to her, is really only the age? 我输给她的,真的只是年纪吗？ This impulsion cannot constrain, the mood that this anticipation is actually afraid, making her restless! 这种冲动压抑不住,这种期待却又害怕的情绪,让她如坐针毡！ What will she say? 她会说什么？ What will she make? 她会做什么？ Qin Yuhan turned the head to look suddenly to Li Dong, pale say/way: „I want to telephone!” 秦雨涵忽然转头看向李东,脸色苍白道:“我想打个电话！” Li Dongwei stares, said in a soft voice: „Hits to whom?” 李东微愣,轻声道:“打给谁？” „Shen Qian!” “沈茜！” Li Dong complexion somewhat is erratically gloomy, long time said: „Rain contains, all mistakes lie in I, you must hit to scold, I accept, but she......” 李东脸色有些晦暗不定,半晌才道:“雨涵,一切过错都在于我,你要打要骂,我都接受,可她……” Qin Yuhan said firmly: „I want to know that some I want to know, Li Dong, Ok?” 秦雨涵坚定道:“我就想知道一些我想知道的,李东,可以吗？” „Rain contains......” “雨涵……” „ Li Dong, this is in my heart the last ridge, I want to know, I am collapsing completely of real losing, lost no strength to hit back. “李东,这是我心中最后一道坎,我想知道,我是不是真的输的一败涂地,输的毫无还手之力。 Even if loses, clearness that I also want to lose, rather than so-called age...... ” 哪怕是输,我也想输的明明白白,而不是所谓的年纪……” Li Dong pulls the hair, aspirates, long time said: „First boarded, boards said again.” 李东抓了抓头发,吐了口气,半晌才道:“先上车,上了车再说。” Qin Yuhan has not spoken, boards with him together. 秦雨涵没吭声,跟着他一起上了车。 Waits to board, Qin Yuhan looked again to Li Dong. 等上了车,秦雨涵再次看向李东。 Some Li Dong headaches, this he happiness of having two wives are so how difficult! 李东有些头疼,这他么的齐人之福怎么就这么难！ Now and Shen Qian said, Shen Qian anything responded, Li Dong cannot determine. 现在和沈茜说,沈茜什么反应,李东也不敢确定。 If this just comforted two, that plans to get married ran, what are oneself making? 这要是刚安抚了两个,准备结婚的那个跑了,那自己到底在做什么？ But, even if he blocks for a while, cannot block first. 可是,他就算拦的了一时,也拦不住一世。 Qin Yuhan must telephone, can oneself also 24 hours follow? 秦雨涵自己要打电话,自己难道还能24小时跟着？ Opened the glass, Li Dong lights cigarette to pull out one, for a long time said: „Hits, my getting down revolutions......” 打开车窗,李东点燃一支烟抽了一口,许久才道:“打吧,我下去转转……” Li Dongxiang stays behind, actually not want to stay behind, at this time, he feared that oneself really must go crazy. 李东想留下,却是又不想留下,这时候,他怕自己真要发疯。 Opens the vehicle door, Li Dong gets out directly, squats is smoking in not far away one after another. 打开车门,李东直接下了车,蹲在不远处一口一口地抽着烟。 Qin Yuhan silent moment, took up the cell phone, made a connection with Shen Qian telephone. 秦雨涵沉默了片刻,拿起手机,打通了沈茜的电话。 After a while, the telephone that side broadcasts Shen Qian voice: „How to remember me calls?” 过了一会,电话那边传来沈茜的声音:“怎么想起给我打电话？” Qin Yuhan does not know suddenly should say anything. 秦雨涵忽然不知道该说什么。 Peaceful a meeting, telephone that side Shen Qian also no longer made noise, hears breathing faintly. 安静了一会,电话那边的沈茜也不再出声,隐隐传来一阵呼吸声。 Inspires gently, some Qin Yuhan throat hoarse say/way: „You know that now where I am at?” 轻轻吸了口气,秦雨涵喉咙有些沙哑道:“你知道我现在在哪吗？” Shen Qian silent a meeting, passed the moment saying: „Where is at?” 沈茜沉默了一会,过了片刻才道:“在哪？” „Out civil administration bureau.” “民政局门外。” „......” “……” That side telephone suddenly thorough peaceful. 电话那边忽然彻底安静了下来。 Qin Yuhan continued saying: „Li Dong also here.” 秦雨涵继续道:“李东也在这边。” „...... Knew.” Shen Qiandun the moment, said one in a soft voice. “哦……知道了。”沈茜顿了片刻,轻声说了一句。 „You do not know!” Qin Yuhan coldly said: „We must get married!” “你不知道！”秦雨涵冷冷道:“我们要结婚了！” „......” “……” The long-time silence, no one spoke again. 长久的沉默,没人再说话。 Qin Yuhan waited for the moment, continued saying: „You nothing more to be said?” 秦雨涵等待了片刻,继续道:“你就没什么好说的？” „What said? Blessing? Satisfies your showing off?” “说什么？祝福吗？还是满足你的炫耀？” „I have not cracked a joke, I am earnest, Shen Qian, this time you, really on feelings?” “我没开玩笑,我认真的,沈茜,这时候的你,难道真的就一点感触没有？” Telephone that side Shen Qian does not know that is bustling about anything, the sound of xi su resounds. 电话那边的沈茜不知道在忙碌什么,窸窣的声音响起。 After a while, Shen Qiancai sighed: „ It‘s nothing the feelings, you do not need to blame me, I will not blame you. 过了一会,沈茜才叹道:“没什么好感触的,你不用怪我,我也不会怪你。 Li Dong is a bastard, this/should strange blames him, me told that these do not have the significance. 李东是个王八蛋,该怪就怪他,跟我说这些毫无意义。 Marries as for you...... ” 至于你们结婚……” Shen Qiandun continued saying: „ That is your rights, but, I will not drop. 沈茜顿了顿继续道:“那是你们的权利,但是,我不会放手的。 I understand him, how even if you married, he will only be good to me, was better than before, because he was the bastard of timid as a rabbit! 我了解他,就算你们结婚了又如何,他只会对我更好,比以前更好,因为他是个胆小如鼠的混蛋！ He feared that I ran, did not want him, he to my better ten times, to fear that you could not endure when the time comes. 他怕我跑了,不要他了,他会对我更好上十倍,就怕你到时候吃不消。 Qin Yuhan, you wanted, not necessarily was I wants. 秦雨涵,你想要的,不见得就是我想要的。 The marriage, I also think, thinks compared with you. 结婚,我也想,比你更想。 May really get married, what's the big deal, that bastard, since said does not drop, will not definitely drop. 可真结婚了,那又如何,那个王八蛋既然说了不放手,肯定不会放手的。 To all these, I am prepared. 对这一切,我早就有了准备。 I have tried dropping, finally discovered, I cannot achieve, such being the case, that even. 我自己尝试过放手,最终发现,我做不到,既然如此,那就算了。 You call this telephone me, is little significance. ” 你给我打这个电话,没太大的意义。” Qin Yuhan was startled the Shintoism: „Don't you...... really care about these?” 秦雨涵怔神道:“你……真的不在意这些？” „Cares, the woman, who does not care.” Shen Qiandan said with a smile: „ Which woman hopes that oneself man is fickle? Which woman is willing to give others under the local area the sweetheart? “在意啊,女人嘛,谁不在意。”沈茜淡笑道:“哪个女人希望自己的男人朝三暮四？哪个女人愿意给别人当地下情人？ Road that but choose, that has walked. 可自己选的路,那就一直走下去好了。 When which Oh the bastard thing disappointed me thoroughly, I first castrated him, making you defend for a lifetime the living widow, calculates that did right by my these years, vented anger while convenient also well. 等哪天哪个混蛋玩意让我彻底失望了,我先阉了他,让你们守一辈子活寡,也算对得起我这些年了,顺便出口气也不错。 You said, like this is good? ” 你说,这样好不好？” „ You...... Shen is Qian, really worth? “你……沈茜,真的值得吗？ By your condition, I do not believe, this world could not find him is better than! 以你的条件,我不相信,这个世界找不到比他更好的！ What does he have? 他有什么？ He except for money, anything does not have! 他除了钱,什么都没有！ He has many bad customs, is not romantic, the unfaithful/stamen, the androcentrism, the temperament is not good, person also long general, but also thinks oneself infallible very much...... ” 他有很多坏习惯,一点也不浪漫,花心,大男子主义,脾气也不好,人也长的一般,还很自以为是……” Qin Yuhan has not said, Shen Qian access road/simply said: „ You left him to be good , I thought that this was perhaps best. 秦雨涵还没说完,沈茜便道:“那你离开他好了,真的,我觉得这样也许最好。 Qin Yuhan, you saw with me saw that perhaps was different. 秦雨涵,你看到的和我看到的,也许不一样。 Naturally, his shortcoming, I am clearer than you. 当然,他的缺点,我比你更清楚。 He is a villain, the vagabond, the hooligan, perhaps possibly can also not lift, naturally, this bid goodbye with him said, he will go crazy. 他就是个恶棍,地痞,流氓,说不定可能还会不举,当然,这话别和他说,他会发疯的。 These I know that what's the big deal? 这些我都知道啊,那又如何？ Perhaps, I like these is uncertain, clear that who also said...... ” 也许,我喜欢的就是这些也不一定呢,谁又说的清……” „ Shen Qian, did you have to understand what is heard I to say anything! “沈茜,你到底有没有听明白我在说什么！ I said, we must get married! 我说,我们要结婚了！ Do you really want to work as the third party? 你真的要当第三者？ You do not think of yourself, didn't consider for your parental family member? 你不为你自己着想,难道就不为你的父母家人考虑？ You can withstand the bystander's censure to you and your parents' and despise...... ” 你难道可以承受外人对你和你父母的非议和鄙夷……” „ Love was selfish, because of him, Qin Yuhan, perhaps you already not in this world. “爱情本来就是自私的,要不是因为他,秦雨涵,也许你早就不在这世上了。 I am more selfish than you, cold blood! 我比你更自私,更冷血！ You should rejoice, although he is a villain, but his wickedness only to others, rather than to everyone! 你应该庆幸,他虽然是个恶棍,可他的恶只对别人,而不是对所有人！ Otherwise, does the wheel obtain your Qin Yuhan to bluff and bluster with me now? 要不然,轮得到你秦雨涵现在跟我耀武扬威？ As for my parents, the so-called censure and despising, do some people dare at their surface premise? 至于我父母,所谓的非议和鄙夷,有人敢在他们面前提吗？ But will I, I care about the views of others? 而我自己,我会在意其他人的看法？ Joke! 笑话！ All censures come from the envy, you, were too young, how takes that paper certificate to be able, has the skill, you make that bastard not come to look for me, I accept fate. 一切的非议都源自于嫉妒,你啊,太年轻了,拿着那一纸证书又能如何,有本事,你让那个王八蛋别来找我,那我就认命。 Otherwise, I felt, you will be angry compared with the present. ” 要不然,我觉得以后你会比现在更生气的。” Is speaking, Shen Qian said suddenly: „ Does not chat, my improving the complexion Tang Kuaihu, the person was old, compared with your young people, the attention did not maintain. 说着话,沈茜忽然道:“不聊了,我的养颜汤快糊了,人老了,不比你们这些年轻人,得注意保养。 Little is mad, you have a look at me, recently maintained one, the skin was much better. 少生点气,你看看我,最近保养了一阵,皮肤都好多了。 Previous time sees you, discovered that your skin somewhat yellow, really do not become the yellow-faced old woman. 上次看见你,发现你皮肤有些黄了,别真成黄脸婆了。 Did not say that little is mad, twenty -year-old girl, seeming like older than me. ” 不说了,还是少生点气吧,二十几岁的女孩子,看起来比我都老了。” Throws down this saying, the telephone is hung up. 丢下这话,电话被挂断。 „Honk toot toot......” “嘟嘟嘟……” Is listening to the busy signal in telephone, Qin Yuhan was more vacant suddenly. 听着电话中的忙音,秦雨涵一时间更茫然了。 Don't all that oneself make, really have the significance? 自己做的一切,真的这么没意义吗？ This woman, why so confident, such is not concerned about face, said, Li Dong chooses her , because they have this common ground, enough isn't concerned about face? 这个女人,为什么如此坦然,如此的不要脸,还是说,李东之所以选择她,就是因为他们都有这个共同点,足够的不要脸？ Qin Yuhan felt suddenly, oneself lost was not the age, but was, her facial skin was too thin! 秦雨涵忽然觉得,自己输的不是年纪,而是在于,她脸皮太薄了！ Yes, she lost. 是的,她输了。 Lost thorough! 输的彻底！ Even if with Li Dongban the marriage certificate, she also knows, simple that oneself lose, lost without a doubt. 哪怕和李东办了结婚证,她也知道,自己输的干干脆脆,输的毫无疑问。 ...... …… Li Dong boards, Qin Yuhan is in a daze as before. 李东上了车,秦雨涵依旧在发呆。 Li Dong wants to ask several, but actually does not know that should ask anything. 李东很想问几句,可却又不知道该问什么。 Sat a meeting, Li Dong fermented, is preparing to open the mouth, Qin Yuhan said suddenly: „Yuan Xue?” 坐了一会,李东酝酿了一下,正准备开口,秦雨涵忽然道:“袁雪呢？” Li Dong acts stagnates, coughs a sound said: „Tomorrow goes to the US, I will deliver her tomorrow.” 李东动作一滞,干咳一声道:“明天去美国,我明天去送送她。” „Settles down?” “定居？” „Relaxes.” “散散心。” „Did you say?” “你说了？” „Un.” “嗯。” Qin Yuhan gasps for breath, stares at the vehicle roof to watch a meeting, said slowly: „ She compared with spiritless that I imagine, actually I have long known. 秦雨涵喘了口气,盯着车顶看了一会,缓缓道:“她比我想象的要懦弱,其实我早就知道。 Among our several people, she is weakest, most incompetent. 我们几个人当中,她是最软弱,最无能的。 Also ran into you, changes a person, had a bad husband words, I felt this whole life should meet is pitifully right. 也就遇到了你,换一个人,遇人不淑的话,我觉得她这辈子应该会过的最凄惨才对。 Such a weak person, ships out an indifference, proud tender, the appearance that the living person do not enter, sometimes finds it really very ridiculous...... ” 这样一个软弱的人,偏偏装出一副冷漠,傲娇,生人勿进的模样,有时候觉得真的挺可笑的……” Qin Yuhan taunted several, or on did not taunt, some sympathies of having same problem. 秦雨涵嘲讽了几句,或者说不上嘲讽,更有些同病相怜的同情。 Said several, said finally in a soft voice: „ Actually I have felt, I want to be stronger than her, is calmer than her. 说了几句,最后才轻声道:“其实我一直觉得,我比她要坚强很多,比她更冷静。 But discovered finally, she can see through compared with me. 可最终才发现,她比我看得开。 Perhaps, this is so-called being a happy person. ” 也许,这就是所谓的知足常乐吧。” Li Dong has not spoken, Qin Yuhan said actually was also he thinks. 李东没说话,秦雨涵说的其实也是他想的。 Yuan Xue looks that indifferent, living person do not enter, in fact, the innermost feelings are actually a weakest person. 袁雪看着冷漠、生人勿进,实际上,内心却是最软弱的一个人。 Similarly, Yuan Xue is also very naive, is naive, perhaps reckless Xiaorui are more astute than her. 同样的,袁雪也很天真,天真到,也许胡小蕊都比她要精明许多。 Therefore, Li Dongcai will act perversely to her, rascal to pinnacle, because he knows, Yuan Xue will compromise. 所以,李东才会对她耍无赖,无赖到极致,因为他知道,袁雪会妥协的。 Three women, three different characters, three different getting along with people ways. 三个女人,三种不同的性格,三种不同的处世方式。 Li Dong for sometime, has pondered over one bored. 李东有段时间,无聊地琢磨过一阵。 He is thinking, if, oneself were one day killed suddenly, what these women can be responded? 他想着,如果有一天,自己忽然被人弄死了,这几个女人会是什么反应？ Thinks it over, Li Dongda had an impression generally. 想来想去,李东大概有了个印象。 If he really died, Yuan Xue possibly can cry most pitiful, perhaps commits suicide together in the name of love to be far, but the old and alone person is life-long, looks place that no one knows, hiding therapy is most likely. 他要是真死了,袁雪可能会哭的最凄惨,殉情也许谈不上,可孤老终生,找个没人认识的地方,躲着疗伤是可能性最大的。 But Shen Qian, looks astutely, in fact is most impulsive. 而沈茜,看着精明,实际上最冲动。 She will revenge for oneself probably, imposing of revenging, is not you dies finally is I perishes, perhaps does not have the good fate. 她大概会为自己报仇,报仇的轰轰烈烈,最终不是你死就是我亡,恐怕也没太好的下场。 Only Qin Yuhan, in the bone actually wanted calm many compared with them. 唯独秦雨涵,骨子里其实比她们要冷静的多。 She will perhaps revenge, however under the hopeless premise, she will not impulse, will only save the strength in secret, waits to have confidence, can strike to kill. 她也许会报仇,但是在没有希望的前提下,她不会冲动,只会暗中积蓄实力,等有了把握,才会一击必杀。 Qin Yuhan the personality, somewhat was actually similar to Li Dong. 秦雨涵的性格,和李东其实有些相似。 Years later, when she forgot Li Dong, perhaps will start a period of new life. 若干年后,等她忘了李东,也许就会开启一段新的生活。 Does not lie in loving or not loving, getting along with people way of everyone is different, Li Dong does not have to be arrogant, he died, several women can defend for a lifetime the living widow for him. 不在于爱或是不爱,每个人的处世方式不同,李东也没自大到,他死了,几个女人都能为他守一辈子活寡。 Naturally, said that these are the imaginations, Li Dong is also disinclined to get down thoroughly. 当然,说这些都是假想,李东也懒得深入想下去。 Really must have such a day, the person hung, which also cares about so many. 真要有了那么一天,人都挂了,哪还在意那么多。 Sees Li Dong not to speak, Qin Yuhan self-ridiculed smiles, somewhat said exhaustedly: „Walks, delivers me to go home, I somewhat thought my parents.” 见李东不说话,秦雨涵自嘲地笑了笑,有些疲惫道:“走吧,送我回家,我有些想我爸妈了。” Li Dong had not said again, has not asked her and Shen Qianliao again anything. 李东没再多说,也没再问她和沈茜聊了什么。 As for prepared other places to have a look, at this time two people did not have the thoughts. 至于原本准备去其他地方看看,这时候两人都没了心思。 ...... …… All the way, two people have not spoken several words. 一路上,两人没说几句话。 Waited till the plain, Qin Yuhan saw Tan Yong to open toward the Jinhu garden, finally had/left the sound said: „Goes to the green bamboo plantation.” 等到了平川,秦雨涵见谭勇往锦湖园开,终于出声道:“去翠竹园。” Tan Yong has not spoken, turned head slightly, looked at Li Dong. 谭勇没说话,微微扭头,看了看李东。 Li Dong nods saying: „That side goes.” 李东点头道:“去那边。” Tan Yong then starts to make a detour, drives toward the community that Mr. and Mrs. Qin sea was. 谭勇这才开始转道,往秦海夫妇所在的小区驶去。 Waited till the community entrance, sees Li Dong also to get out, Qin Yuhan shook the head saying: „I go back .” 等到了小区门口,见李东也要下车,秦雨涵摇摇头道:“我自己回去,你别去了。” Then, Qin Yuhan looked at the marriage certificate in hand, somewhat loses says with a smile: „ Li does Dong, such certificate, why look specially dazzlingly? 说罢,秦雨涵看了看手中的结婚证,有些失笑道:“李东,这样的证书,为什么看着特别刺眼？ You said, maintains meaningful all with the certificate? ” 你说,用证书来维系一切有意义吗？” Li Dongchen sound said: „Certificate does not represent anything, is I holds your method.” 李东沉声道:“证书不代表什么,却是我抓住你的手段。” „ You compared with opening that I think, these words were right, has not thought that was forestalled by you who I said. “你比我想的开,原本这句话是我说的才对,没想到被你抢先了。 Ok, works as a commemoration. 算了,当个纪念吧。 Although wants to rip, but felt suddenly, ripped made me uncomfortable...... ” 虽然很想撕了,可忽然又觉得,撕了更让我难受……” Qin Yuhan shook the head, the whole face said exhaustedly: „ Cheap that old lady, the mood was unsatisfactory, if we had known might as well studied Yuan Xue, was freer and easier. 秦雨涵摇头,满脸疲惫道:“便宜那个老太婆了,心情不佳,早知道还不如学袁雪,更洒脱一些。 Forgot to ask, when held the wedding? ” 忘了问了,什么时候办婚礼？” Li Dong said in a low voice: „Possibly at the end of the year, possibly next year.” 李东低声道:“可能年底,可能明年。” Qin Yuhan thinks, the slight nod said: „ That remembers that helps me wrap a big red package, you disbursed money , Yuan Xue went to the US, I did not go, subscribed two airplane ticket that to me went to Zurich. 秦雨涵想了想,微微点头道:“那记得帮我包个大红包,你出钱好了,还有,袁雪去美国了,我就不去了,给我订两张去苏黎世的机票。 Not long, I have thought that with you under Alps, holds a romantic wedding together. 曾几何时,我想过,和你一起在阿尔卑斯山下,举办一个浪漫至极的婚礼。 I in that you, when you look for me , do not lead her. 我在那等你,等你来找我,就你一个人,不要带她。 This, if we had known...... ” 就这样吧,早知道……” The following words, Qin Yuhan said was very ambiguous. 后面的话,秦雨涵说的很含糊。 Li Dong has not heard, Tan Yong has not heard, perhaps only then she heard. 李东没听到,谭勇没听到,恐怕只有她自己听到了。 She, regret! 她,后悔了！ That year, she should not go to Capital City, that year, she should accompany. 那一年,她不该去京城的,那一年,她该一直陪伴的。 Also or, that year, should not fall in love. 又或者,那一年,不该相爱的。 Shen Qian has words not to speak incorrectly, she was too young, was young, sometimes simply did not have the opportunity that came for the second time again. 沈茜有句话没说错,她还是太年轻了,年轻到,有时候根本没有了第二次重来的机会。 How married? 结婚了又如何？ Lost the original intention eventually, at this moment it seems like, instead is more like impeding. 终究还是失去了本意,此刻看来,反而更像是一种掣肘。 Impedes Li Dong, impedes Shen Qian? 是掣肘李东,还是掣肘沈茜？ It is not, imprisoned itself. 都不是,是禁锢了自己。 At this moment, those images and scenes, Qin Yuhan thought of a word, if the life can be heavy...... 此时此刻,此情此景,秦雨涵不由想到了一句词,如果人生可以重来…… What a pity, all are only if. 可惜,一切都只是如果。 ps: The sentimental matter, is unable to put things clearly. ps:感情的事,说不清道不明。 The novel, meets few people's need, is impossible to satisfy everyone, everyone has own idea. 小说而已,满足一部分人的需求,不可能满足所有人,每个人都有自己的想法。 As for abandoning the book, curses at people, does not need to inform me specially, without that necessity. 至于弃书的,骂人的,没必要特意通知我了,没那个必要。 For these days attracted actually pirated the reader to scold me much, somewhat felt extremely flattered, you were not easy, naturally, I was not easy, everyone does not need to waste each other time, you typed tired, I deleted the placard to ban the word is also tired. 这几天倒是吸引了不少盗版读者来骂我,有些受宠若惊,你们也不容易,当然,我也不容易,大家就没必要浪费彼此的时间了,你打字累,我删帖禁言也累。 The sentimental line, was straightened out reluctantly, in fact this was not my initial decision, the middle had several vacillations to pace back and forth, but lived hand to mouth to eat, cannot the too oppressive heart, what to do oppressive you run, now is reluctantly complete. 感情线,勉强算是理顺了,实际上这不是我最初的决定,中间有几次动摇徘徊,不过混口饭吃,也不能太虐心了,虐的你们都跑了怎么办,现在勉强算圆满吧。 Also, many novels, confessed after sentimental play, on the result, always some people asked me for these days, was the quick result. 还有,很多小说,交代完感情戏之后就结局了,这几天经常有人问我,是不是快结局了。 However my book had not finished, you urge my result to do, my commercial layout formally starts, the result should after 5 million characters. 不过我这书还没写完呢,你们催我结局干嘛,我的商业布局才正式开始来着,结局应该在500万字以后了。 By your saying, was frightened me to deliberately consider, was the hasty rotten tail...... 被你们一说,吓得我都寻思着,是不是仓促烂尾了…… Good, verbose several, for these days wrote the sentimental play, some worried moved. 好吧,多絮叨了几句,这几天写感情戏,有些多愁伤感了。