Airplane that Zhao Ziqiu takes punctual in the end launching of runway, has not walked with her separated Li Mu, but stops the car(riage) in most approaches the roadside of runway, bound down-filled garment to rely on the vehicle door to smoke several cigarettes outside the car(riage). 赵子秋乘坐的飞机准时在跑道的尽头起飞,早就已经和她分开的李牧并没有走,而是把车停在最靠近跑道的路边,裹着羽绒服在车外倚着车门抽了好几根烟。 At exactly 7 : 00, Li Mu recognizes that frame that Su Yingxue rode to be called Boeing 767 of vegetable/dish navigation, that moment that it soars, the east horizon just now exudes fish-belly white. 七点整,李牧认出了苏映雪乘坐的那架被戏称为菜航的波音767,它腾空而起的那一刻,东边的天际才刚泛起鱼肚白。 Li Mu smokes cigarette, the sky of airplane of looks at takeoff into wind near the airport circles to fly toward south, in the brain resounds a song instantaneously, Li Zhi that «Castle in the Sky». 李牧抽完一根烟,看着逆风起飞的飞机在机场附近上空兜了个圈子才往南飞去,脑子里瞬间响起一首歌,李志的那首《天空之城》。 The airplane has flown the sky, Castle in the Sky 飞机飞过天空,天空之城 Under rains dusk we 落雨下的黄昏的我们 At this moment I in night of foreign land 此刻我在异乡的夜里 Was feeling you flicker...... 感觉着你忽明忽暗…… In this song, most lets the lyrics that Li Mu has deep feeling is: The love is the life fart, suffers me also to suffer you. 这首歌里,最让李牧深有感触的歌词是:爱情不过是生活的屁,折磨着我也折磨着你。 Su Yingxue and Zhao Ziqiu, to Li Mu are the women who let his heart movement, former Enchanting second, achieved wishes finally, the latter is actually touching itself always, her image, her flavor, her soft lip and perfect jade peak, that real. 苏映雪和赵子秋,对李牧来说都是让他心动的女人,前者魂牵梦绕两世,终于如愿以偿,后者却无时无刻不在打动着自己,她的形象、她的味道、她柔软的嘴唇、完美的玉峰,都是那么的真实。 If the love is really, exclusive, that love that sacred cannot be tarnished should be the world's cruelest thing, he is not a sage, his hard to practicing moderation fell in love with two women, these two women are so perfect, seems like the present the internet big empire territory that plans, immediately Instant Messenger awesome? awesome, even awesome to must have, but e-Commerce not awesome? No, when that thing even Instant Messenger also wants awesome immediately, awesome, if just misses, harbors regret absolutely lifelong, if not convinced, has a look big shot who these regrets have not thrown Ali. 如果爱情真的是神圣不可玷污的、排他的、那爱情应该是世界上最残忍的东西了,他不是圣人,他难以自持的爱上了两个女人,这两个女人都那么完美,就好像自己现在正在谋划的互联网大帝国版图,即时通讯牛逼吗？牛逼,甚至牛逼到不可没有,可电子商务难道就不牛逼了吗？不,那玩意甚至比即时通讯还要牛逼,牛逼到如果失之交臂,绝对抱憾终身,如果不服气,看看那些后悔没投阿里的大佬们吧。 On the phone screen was also demonstrating before Zhao Ziqiu closes down the message: „Remembers that thinks me.” 手机屏幕上还显示着赵子秋关机前的短信:“记得想我。” Li Mu smiles bitterly, all came clearly into view, that profound memory, short a while the brand mark in the bone, oneself could not have thought that thinks she was impossible. 李牧苦笑一声,刚才的一切历历在目,那种深刻的记忆,短短一会儿就已经烙印在了骨子里,自己想不去想她都不可能。 Kisses her to hug her, to think that she read her, but side also as before by own excited Su Yingxue, dogfight of two influences in the brain, being made Li Mu unable to find out the solution suddenly, several cigarettes pulled out, looks at that airplane vanish not to see, he was also disinclined to think again, threw the smoke fart simply, drives to leave. 吻她抱她、想她念她,可身边还有一个依旧让自己心动的苏映雪,两股势力在脑中缠斗,让李牧一时间想不出解决办法,几根烟抽完、看着那架飞机消失不见,他也懒得再想,干脆把烟屁一丢,开车走人。 A night has not rested, Li Mu is not tired, boards, starts and hangs the files, forms a coherent whole, gl8 then leapt up quickly high-speed on, howled toward the urban district. 一夜没睡,李牧一点也不觉得累,上车、发动、挂档,一气呵成,gl8很快便蹿到了高速上,朝着市区一路呼啸。 Li Mu felt suddenly, this gl8 was too tasteless, it is doctrine of the mean such, is not ugly, is not expensive, the space is enough, the power is also enough, opening the control is also good, the comfort is also good, but, the doctrine of the mean also means that it does not have the characteristics, but at this moment, to Li Mu, it biggest shortcoming does not have the fervor! 李牧忽然觉得,这辆gl8太乏味了,它是这么的中庸,不算丑,不算贵,空间足够,动力也足够,开起来操控也不错,舒适感也不错,但是,中庸也意味着它没有特点,而此刻,对李牧来说,它最大的缺点就是没有激情！ Has the opportunity to make a race car to open, not for other, fervor that to experience that rushes. 有机会一定要弄一辆跑车开开,不为别的,就为了体验一下那澎湃的激情。 Stimulated Li Mu overspeed drives the car(riage) returns to Yucheng Garden, ate a thing in downstairs, goes upstairs to take a bath, later then energetic drives to go out, the neighborhood entrance of family/home joins her to Aunt Su Yingxue, goes shopping together, goes to the hospital to look at Wang Yanan Mother. 亢奋的李牧一路超速把车开回裕城花园,在楼下吃了点东西,上楼洗了个澡,随后便精神十足的开车出门,到苏映雪姑妈家的小区门口把她接上,一起买了点东西,去医院看了王雅楠的妈妈。 The Wang Yanan Mother condition is not quite good, the spirit is very bad, is lying down some body swollen on the hospital bed, saw Li Mu to come, but also supported was chatting several with him, said thanks words, Li Mu once heard to cross, falling ill most did not have the dignity matter, feeling relative obvious at this moment, a person in good condition, after falling ill , not only the spirit and physical body by the pain, meanwhile must withstand extra devastation. 王雅楠妈妈的状态不太好,精神很差,在病床上躺着身体都有些浮肿,见李牧来了,还强撑着跟他聊了几句,说了一些感谢的话,李牧曾听人说过,生病是最没有尊严的事情,此刻的感受相当之明显,好端端的一个人,生病之后不但精神和肉体饱受痛苦,同时还要承受额外的摧残。 Around 10 : 00 am, Li Mu, Su Yingxue and Hu Zhengdao and Wang Yanan fed in the dialysis room the aunt together, four people cannot stay in inside, therefore is then standing on the corridor. 上午 10 点多,李牧、苏映雪和胡正道、王雅楠一起把阿姨送进了透析室,四人不能留在里面,于是便在走廊上站着。 The Wang Yanan state of mind is also very bad, has been away from window looks at to be given the dialysis treatment Mother, Hu Zhengdao asks Li Mu: „Will you go back tomorrow?” 王雅楠的精神状态也很差,一直隔着窗户看着正在接受透析治疗的妈妈,胡正道问李牧:“你们明天回去？” Li Mu nods: „Early tomorrow morning walks.” 李牧点了点头:“明天一早走。” Hu Zhengdao then said: „You drive to pay attention, the security is a lord.” 胡正道便说:“那你开车一定要多注意,安全为主。” Li Mu said: „Relax, do you, when walk?” 李牧说:“放心,你呢,什么时候走？” Hu Zhengdao looked at Wang Yanan one, said: „I said the situation to family/home, Sister Liu celebrates the new year to return to one's old home, I said that added a money to be possible she to say to her in the family/home had old is small, outside laborious was so long, did not go back not to can really be justified, therefore on the days of the new year's celebration, I must accompany here, what at present decides was in the December 23 goes back, 28 came back, happen to Sister Liu's that night train left.” 胡正道看了王雅楠一眼,说:“我跟家里说了情况,刘大姐过年要回老家,我说给她加点钱可她说家里有老有小,在外面辛苦这么久了,不回去实在是说不过去,所以过年那几天,我得在这儿陪着,眼下定的是腊月二十三回去,二十八就回来,正好刘大姐那天晚上的火车离开。” Li Mu said: „You did not celebrate the new year at home.” 李牧说:“那你就不在家里过年了。” „Yes.” Hu Zhengdao sighed, said: „My parents also understood, they also think year later comes to have a look at the aunt.” “是啊。”胡正道叹了口气,说:“我爸妈也理解,他们还想年后过来看看阿姨。” Li Mu said: „You also leave with Yanan are too laborious, if Sister Liu the new year's celebration here, you cannot look from the local area finds a right person to look, at the worst many to the money, some people of meetings are always willing to do, can share to you.” 李牧说:“你跟雅楠也别太辛苦,刘大姐要是过年不在这儿,你们可以找从本地找一个合适的人来照顾,大不了多给点钱,总有人会愿意做的,也能给你俩分担一下。” Hu Zhengdao nods, asked Li Mu: „Third Brother you what arranges in the afternoon?” 胡正道点点头,问李牧:“三哥你下午什么安排？” Li Mu said: „I go out to buy a thing with Yingxue, a new year's celebration going home belt/bring gift.” 李牧说:“我跟映雪出去买点东西,过年回家带点礼物。” Hu Zhengdao said: „Later Sister Liu comes, both of us want to go to Yonghe Temple to burn incense, sought a safe symbol while convenient, did you want the same place?” 胡正道说:“待会刘大姐过来,我们俩想去雍和宫烧香,顺便求个平安符,你们要不要一起？” Li Mu looks at Su Yingxue, asked her: „Do you want to go?” 李牧看着苏映雪,问她:“你想去吗？” The Su Yingxue nod said: „Goes, said that Yonghe Temple is very effective, I also want to bye-bye.” 苏映雪点头说道:“去吧,都说雍和宫挺灵验的,我也想去拜拜。” Li Mu then said: „That line, when Sister Liu came, we go together.” 李牧便说:“那行,等刘姐来了,咱们一起去吧。” „Good.” “好。” Just made, Li Mu received the Zhao Ziqiu message: „I arrived home, was quite sleepy.” 刚约好,李牧收到了赵子秋的短信:“我到家了,好困。” Li Mu replies quietly: „That rests with a sense of urgency.” 李牧悄悄回复:“那就抓紧休息。” „Un, I rested, you must remember that thinks me.” “嗯,我睡了,你要记得想我。” ...... …… Yonghe Temple is the Yanjing incense and candle most prosperous temple, is Vajrayana, Li Mu heard to cross before, Vajrayana is most effective in the making a vow aspect, particularly sought the wealth to ask to transport is very fierce, this also why many stars letter/believed the reason of Vajrayana, but Li Mu did not believe these actually, because of merely one Chaoyang District 30 Wan Ren Nakiri, Emperor even/including the specialized household, will act in a play it is said that will only foam with rage to pat Teacher stretch/open of table almost to become the living buddha, Li Mu always felt this matter some feudal superstitions. 雍和宫是燕京香火最旺的寺庙,属密宗,李牧以前听人说起过,密宗在许愿方面最灵验,尤其是求财求运很厉害,这也是为什么许多明星都信密宗的原因,不过李牧倒是不信这些,因为仅仅一个朝阳区据说有三十万仁波切,连皇帝专业户、演戏只会吹胡子瞪眼拍桌子的张老师都差点成了活佛,李牧总觉得这种事情有些封建迷信。 However, he also understood that the psychology of religious belief, sometimes, the person must have a thing of carrying/sustaining hope, the time of oneself carrying/sustaining, places hopes in others, the time of others also carrying/sustaining, places hopes in the gods, so long as the heart is hopeful, the talent can live diligently. 不过,他也理解宗教信仰的心理,有些时候,人总要有一个承载希望的东西,自己承载不了的时候,就寄希望于他人,他人也承载不了的时候,就寄希望于神明,只要心有希望,人才能活的更努力。 Before the temple giant image of Buddha, Hu Zhengdao and Wang Yanan devout kneeling on the rush cushion, holds their palms together and kisses the ground to kotow, Li Mu and Su Yingxue stand outside the palace, Su Yingxue pulled his lower hem corner gently, said in a low voice: „We also do obeisance.” 在寺庙巨大的佛像前,胡正道和王雅楠虔诚的跪在蒲团上,双手合十、伏地叩首,李牧和苏映雪站在殿外,苏映雪轻轻扯了扯他的衣角,低声说:“咱们俩也去拜一拜吧。” Li Mu at first at heart also some repels, but among the god knowledge wells up a thought suddenly, oneself can the rebirth, theory and reason is indecipherable, the materialism cannot explain this issue, perhaps really in which gods with darkness related also perhaps, since profits some in invisible existence, oneself are inspired is better, therefore then nods, when Hu Zhengdao and Wang Yanan do obeisance, nearby oneself also and Su Yingxue arrive. 李牧起初心里还有些排斥,不过神识间忽然涌上一个念头,自己能够重生,这其中的理论与缘由无法解释,唯物主义解释不了这个问题,或许真的与冥冥中哪个神明有关也说不定,既然受益于某种无形的存在,自己还是心存敬畏好一些,于是便点了点头,待胡正道、王雅楠拜完,自己也和苏映雪走到跟前。 Li Mu is studying the Su Yingxue appearance, kneels down and bows the head, both hands palm is upward, immediately kotows and holds their palms together to the top of the head, moves to the chest front again slowly, so repeatedly three times. 李牧学着苏映雪的样子,跪下、俯首,双手掌心向上,随即叩首、双手合十至头顶,再缓缓移至胸前,如此反复三次。 At first Li Mu is only the awe, then also tries to make the desire at heart. 起初李牧只是敬畏,而后也试着在心里许下愿望。 He has not sought the riches and honor, not to seek the marriage affinity, only asked the family member body to be healthy, all things were satisfactory. 他没求富贵、没求姻缘,只求亲人身体康健、诸事顺心。 In his opinion, the riches and honor of this all in own effort, the marriage affinity of this, in own assurance, he has all seen too many business vicissitudes, he knows how to gain the great wealth family property to oneself, he does not know only how to control the good marriage affinity two characters, he feared that oneself is extremely greedy at this matter, starts an undertaking general like oneself, each good project does not give up independently, but he is not a person who understands the choices, will not know can in the future to what situation. 在他看来,这一世的富贵全在自己的努力,这一世的姻缘,也全在自己的把握,他见过太多的商界浮沉,他知道怎么给自己赚出万贯家产,他唯独不知道怎么掌控好姻缘二字,他怕自己在这件事情上太过贪心,像自己创业一般,每一个好的项目都舍不得放手,而他本身也不是一个懂得取舍的人,不知将来会到何种地步。 Su Yingxue are obviously more reverent, each posture is very earnest, has not made noise, the mouth mumbled probably, was similar to Wang Yanan. 身边的苏映雪明显比自己虔诚许多,她每一个姿势都很认真,没出声,嘴里却好像念念有词,和刚才的王雅楠差不多。 Has worshipped Buddha, Wang Yanan invited a safe symbol in law circulation place, but also asked the Grandmaster to open the light specially, Li Mu although did not believe that but saw Su Yingxue so to be a moment ago reverent, then also asked a safe and secure symbol to give to her, the safe symbol was inexpensive, leaving blank actually must spend an incense and candle money, Hu Zhengdao to think that heart honestly spirit, gave thousand Yuan, Li Mu pulled out the wallet, this also wants the same as give 1000 with Hu Zhengdao, Su Yingxue actually first step, put out a 100 paper money from his wallet, in respectful putting in donation box. 拜过神佛,王雅楠在法物流通处请了一个平安符,还专门请大师开了光,李牧虽然不太信,但见刚才苏映雪这么虔诚,便也请了一个平安符送给她,平安符不贵,开光却是要花一点香火钱,胡正道觉得心诚则灵,一把给了一千块钱,李牧掏出钱包,本也想和胡正道一样给一千,身边的苏映雪却抢先一步,从他的钱包里拿出一张一百块的纸币,恭敬的放入功德箱内。 She said in the Li Mu ear in a low voice: „Heart honest that's alright.” 她低声在李牧耳边说:“心诚就行。” Li Mu nods, after the Grandmaster leaves blank to the safe symbol, placed the palm of Su Yingxue it. 李牧点点头,待大师给平安符开光之后,把它放在了苏映雪的掌心。 Comes out from Yonghe Temple, Li Mu delivers to the hospital Hu Zhengdao and Wang Yanan, said goodbye with them: „Tomorrow morning we will walk, you take care of the aunt well, has anything to need to help, Zhengdao prompt contacts me.” 从雍和宫里出来,李牧把胡正道和王雅楠送到医院,跟他俩道别:“明早我们就走了,你们好好照顾阿姨,有什么需要帮忙的,正道及时跟我联系。” The Hu Zhengdao slight nod, said: „On Third Brother road pays attention to the security, the sister-in-law stares at him, do not let his driver fatigue.” 胡正道微微点头,说:“三哥路上注意安全,嫂子盯好他,别让他疲劳驾驶。” Su Yingxue accepted to own name to Hu Zhengdao a moment ago confidently, nods saying: „My meeting, you can count on that.” 苏映雪对胡正道刚才给自己的称呼坦然接受,点点头说:“我会的,你们放心吧。” The simple farewell, Li Mu drives vehicle-borne Su Yingxue to leave the hospital, two people bought many things to the market, majority is Li Mu buys for the family member, Su Yingxue only bought several boxes of cakes and pastries in Daoxiang Village, Li Mu rushed money pay, said: „Goes home unable only to buy the point eats, what can for the uncle aunt buy?” 简单告别,李牧驱车载着苏映雪离开医院,两人到商场买了不少东西,大部分都是李牧给家里人买的,苏映雪只在稻香村买了几盒糕点,李牧抢着把钱付了,说:“回家不能就只买点吃的吧,要不要给叔叔阿姨买点什么？” Su Yingxue shows a faint smile: „I have not worked, now has spent family's money, in money with family/home goes shopping to the family/home in is also very irritable, bought cakes and pastries to express intention that's alright for the old person.” 苏映雪微微一笑:“我又不是已经工作了,现在还是一直花家里的钱,拿家里的钱给家里买东西也挺别扭的,给老人买点糕点表示一下心意就行了。” Li Mu said: „Gives me the opportunity of flattering the father-in-law?” 李牧说:“给我个巴结老丈人的机会呗？” Su Yingxue is covering mouth to say with a smile: „You flatter him now, his exchange of gifts between friends, will unable to reach an agreement will also play the counter-effect, I the child and new year's celebration must to me the new year's money, you make me play my child's role now in their eyes well.” 苏映雪捂着嘴笑道:“你现在巴结他,他不会投桃报李的,说不好还会起到反效果,我现在在他们眼里还是孩子、过年都还要给我压岁钱,你就让我好好扮演好我这个孩子的角色吧。” Saying, Su Yingxue is pulling the Li Mu's arm, said: „On just the younger brother of junior middle school to your do not buy the gift, I thought that the boy definitely likes the race car, or buys the good point remote control car(riage) to deliver him.”( To be continued.) 说着,苏映雪挽着李牧的胳膊,道:“你不是要给你那个刚上初中的弟弟买礼物吗,我觉得男孩子肯定喜欢赛车,要不买个好一点的遥控车送他吧。”(未完待续。)