„Yingxue, is really sorry......” “映雪,真的是对不起……” Facing Su Yingxue, the Li Mu whole face said own reason guilty: „I turned over a matter outside recently, finally always attracts one group of people to call me, this afternoon was to really answer the telephone meets to be tired , before going out, buys the cell phone card to exchange temporarily, is thinking the peaceful 1-2 days received in exchange the original card, therefore have not told your new serial number.” 面对苏映雪,李牧满脸愧疚的说出了自己的理由:“我最近自己在外面倒腾点事情,结果总是引来一堆人给我打电话,今天下午实在是接电话接烦了,出门之前就临时买了张手机卡换上,想着安静1-2就换回原来的卡,所以就没告诉你新手机号。” Su Yingxue said: „But you told others , some people did not send the message to you late, others have your new number, why cannot tell me, you feared that I also come to be tired of your Ah?” 苏映雪说:“可你告诉了其他人啊,这么晚了,不还是有人给你发短信吗,别人都有你的新号码,为什么就不能告诉我,难道你怕我也来烦你啊？” Li Mu hastily beckons with the hand: „I really am not this meaning......” 李牧急忙摆手:“我真不是这个意思……” Su Yingxue sees his face tense appearance, has the thoughts that several points made fun of mischievously at heart, then serious saying: „But your words saying is this meaning......” 苏映雪见他一脸紧张的样子,心里起了几分促狭捉弄的心思,便一本正经的说道:“可你话说的就是这个意思啊……” Li Mu really also has does not know how to deal, the mouthful will only say: „You misunderstood Yingxue, I really am not this meaning......” 李牧竟然也有不知道如何应对的时候,满嘴只会说:“你误会了映雪,我真不是这个意思……” Su Yingxue unemotional nod: „These words you had said one a moment ago.” 苏映雪面无表情的点点头:“这句话你刚才说过一遍了。” Li Mu felt unable to respond immediately, Su Yingxue makes up the blade saying: „Actually you can say directly I am not important in you, you spoke frankly, I will not definitely be angry, the total ratio scatters cheats me to be much better.” 李牧顿时感觉无言以对,苏映雪又补刀说:“其实你可以直接说一句我在你心里没有那么重要,你直说了,我肯定也不会生气,总比撒谎骗我要好的多。” Li Mu blurts simply said: „You are more important than anything in me!” 李牧脱口便道:“你在我心里比任何事情都重要！” Su Yingxue asked him: „Your this saying said that do oneself believe?” 苏映雪问他:“你这话说的,自己信吗？” „I believe!” Li Mu said categorically: „We know so many years, other did not say that are you some important you really unable to feel in me?” “我信！”李牧斩钉截铁的说:“咱俩认识这么多年,别的就不说了,你在我心里有多重要你真感觉不出来吗？” Su Yingxue puzzled said: „I have not really felt, you do have with me have mentioned? Probably does not have.” 苏映雪一脸不解的说:“我真没感觉出来,你有跟我说起过吗？好像也没有吧。” Li Mu, many years of mood releases at heart for the first time to Su Yingxue second, he deeply sighed the one breath saying: „Haven't you felt? The high school I unrequited love your entire three years, in the three years, my mosts of the time do not dare to look at each other with you, but attend class every day at least need to glance dozens times in your direction, how many love letter estimates wrote to be innumerable to you, although met every day, but one you told that sent stammers on the suspect, you said that thinks learn to drive I registered anxiously, you said that wants to test Renmin, I anxiously also reported Renmin, you have not known in me, you important?” 李牧心里对苏映雪两世、多年的情怀第一次释放出来,他深叹一口气说:“你没感觉出来？高中我暗恋你整整三年,这三年里,我大部分时候都不敢跟你对视,但每天上课至少要往你的方向瞟几十次,给你写了多少封情书估计都数不清了,虽然每天都见面,但一跟你说发就犯磕巴,你说想学车我就巴巴去报名,你说想考人大,我就巴巴的也报人大,你还不知道在我心里,你有多重要？” Su Yingxue at heart sweet like the honey, on the mouth actually full is innocent saying: „You said that you wrote the innumerable love letter, as soon as I seal have not received, moreover haven't you needed other forms to vindicate with me?” 苏映雪心里甜如蜜,嘴上却满是无辜的说道:“你说你写了数不清的情书,我一封也没有收到啊,而且你也从来没跟我用其他形式表白过吧？” „Without receiving is because before I am always near to you, ripped...... Li Mu to sigh the love letter”: „Previous time drinks in rooftop, didn't I vindicate with you?” “没收到是因为我总是临给你之前就把情书撕了啊……”李牧叹气道:“上次在天台喝酒,我不是跟你表白了吗？” Su Yingxue curious asking: „Right, how I do not know matter that you vindicate.” 苏映雪好奇的问道:“是吗,我怎么不知道你表白的事情。” Li Mu is not so thorough with Su Yingxue, although the quality that this issue chatted strove to excel compared with the contemporaries at heart, but Su Yingxue after all was soft rib of his emotion with on emotional quotient, was asked by her such several words, even the mentality became somewhat is irritable, feels the forehead saying: „My previous time said that must pursue you......” 李牧从来没有跟苏映雪把这个问题聊的这么深入,虽说心里素质远比同龄人要强,但苏映雪终归是他情感与情商上的软肋,被她这么几句话问下来,连心态都变得有些急躁,摸着额头说:“我上次说了要追求你啊……” Su Yingxue nods: „You said that but you have not pursued me, you had not said how you do like me or?” 苏映雪点点头:“你是说了,可你也没追求我啊,你也从来没说过你喜欢我或者怎么样吧？” Li Mu didn't expect own mood was also towed by Su Yingxue unexpectedly completely, when Su Yingxue asked on own initiative this issue, Li Mu did not have the beforehand these scruples, he takes off/escapes the tastes: „I like you, I liked you from that day of high admittance report, has not changed to the present.” 李牧也没想到自己的情绪竟然被苏映雪完全牵引了,不过当苏映雪主动问出这个问题,李牧也没了之前的那些顾忌,他脱口道:“我喜欢你,从高一入学报道的那天我就喜欢你,一直到现在都没有变过。” Su Yingxue bright and intelligent eye looks at Li Mu, asked him: „Really is this?” 苏映雪水汪汪的眼睛看着李牧,问他:“真是这样吗？” Li Mu nods, tone extremely sincere saying: „I had had a dream, in dream you tested into Renmin, but I only tested into a Jinling last stage undergraduate course, when I with high school same unrequited loves your four years, endures the graduation with great difficulty, comes Yanjing to look for the work immediately, is thinking finally can live with you again in the same city, but I just arrived at Yanjing you to go abroad to study, therefore I in Yanjing works, while you came back, didn't expect waits till finally, at the gathering heard the news that you get married externally, you do not know at that moment I have many regrets at heart, that type of taste I for a lifetime. Cannot forget...” 李牧点了点头,语气极其真诚的说道:“我曾经做过一场梦,梦里你考上了人大,而我只考上了金陵一所末流本科,我和高中时一样暗恋你四年,好不容易熬到毕业,就来立刻燕京找工作,想着终于能再次跟你生活在同一个城市里,但我刚到燕京你就出国留学去了,于是我就在燕京一边工作,一边等你回来,没想到最后等到的,是在同学聚会上听说你在国外嫁人的消息,你不知道那一刻我的心里有多后悔,那种滋味我一辈子都忘不了…” Su Yingxue hear gawked, long time the looks at Li Mu's eye said: „I have also had a dream, in the dream I and other fool vindicated with me, the side all knew I and his person me told he has likes me, he has not told me only, therefore I he has opened the mouth, has waited till 30 years old from ten 6-7 years, finally I awoke with a start, because 30 years old were too fearful, I did not determine can oneself he by that time......” 苏映雪听的愣了,半晌才看着李牧的眼睛说:“我也做过一场梦,梦里我等一个傻子跟我表白,身边所有认识我和他的人都跟我说他有多喜欢我,唯独他从来没有跟我说过,于是我就一直等他开口,从十六七岁一直等到三十岁,最后我是被吓醒的,因为三十岁太可怕了,我不确定自己能不能等他到那个时候……” Li Mu asked him: „If that fool in ten vindicated with you at age 6-7, you will promise him?” 李牧问他:“如果那个傻子在十六七就跟你表白,你会答应他吗？” Su Yingxue smiles: „I will definitely not promise him.” 苏映雪莞尔一笑:“我肯定不会答应他。” Saying, sees Li Mu to look disappointedly, Su Yingxue also said: „Ten 6-7 years are too early, I will tell him to study well, if he can test into same university with me in the future, I promise him.” 说着,见李牧面露失望,苏映雪又说:“十六七岁还太早,我会告诉他好好读书,如果他将来能跟我考上同一所大学,我就答应他。” Li Mu that old heart cannot help but was excited, blurts simply said: „I have tested into Renmin now! Tested in the first half of the year!” 李牧那颗略带苍老的心不由自主的激动了,脱口便道:“我现在已经考上人大了啊！都考上半年了！” Su Yingxue said: „I had not said that you are that fool.” 苏映雪说:“我也没说你就是那个傻子啊。” Li Mu smiled, being able to hear Su Yingxue talks into the fool oneself intentionally, but the heart is still excited, Su Yingxue saw the Li Mu expression somewhat to be anxious and be somewhat excited, at this moment unexpectedly such natural smiled, welled up one type at heart suddenly by he saw through the feeling, started to dodge his scalding hot look. 李牧笑了,听得出苏映雪是故意把自己说成傻子,不过心底依旧激动不已,苏映雪见李牧刚才的表情还有些紧张、有些激动,这一刻竟然就这么自然的笑了,心里忽然涌上一种被他看穿了的感觉,开始躲闪着他那灼热的眼神。 Li Mu lowers the head bathing that hears on her to send out ** taste, the tone self-confidently and said assuredly: „I am that fool who you said.” 李牧低下头闻着她身上散发出的沐浴**味,语气自信又笃定的说:“我就是你说的那个傻子。” Su Yingxue shy, making excuses said: „Who said that I had not said.” 苏映雪一下扭捏了起来,支支吾吾的说:“谁说的,我可没说。” Li Mu sees this appearance, instead is getting more and more self-confident, shows a faint smile, said: „Face was red, but also quibbled.” 李牧见她这幅模样,反而越来越自信,微微一笑,说:“脸都红了,还狡辩。” Su Yingxue was busy at saying: „I do not have......” 苏映雪忙说:“我没有……” Li Mu lowered the head to grip her right hand with a smile, the thumb fingertip pinched gently in her soft palm, is thinking for a penny and for a pound, to this, coy might as well alienated oneself in the people simply, therefore took advantage of opportunity draws her right hand, then hauled in oneself arms her, the Li Mu left hand grasped her gently, said in her ear gently: „Su Yingxue, I liked you for a long time, imagined the time also to be longer than you, are you willing to be my girlfriend?” 李牧笑着低头握住她的右手,拇指指尖在她柔软的掌心轻轻捏了一下,想着一不做二不休,都到这份上了,再扭扭捏捏的还不如干脆自绝于人民,于是顺势一拉她的右手,便将她拉进了自己怀里,李牧左手将她轻轻抱住,轻轻在她耳边说:“苏映雪,我喜欢你很长时间了,远比你想象中的时间还要长,你愿意做我的女朋友吗？” Su Yingxue didn't expect Li Mu one embraces itself in the bosom unexpectedly, immediately is anxious to not to to attach, although she has been waiting for the Li Mu confession, even has not hesitated with method of goading somebody into action tonight for this reason, but Li Mu really uses such direct way confession now, Su Yingxue all of a sudden somewhat is actually flurried. 苏映雪没想到李牧竟然一下把自己揽进怀中,顿时紧张到无以附加,虽然她一直在等着李牧告白,甚至今晚为此还不惜用了点激将法,但现在李牧真用这么直接的方式告白了,苏映雪倒是一下子有些慌乱。 She tentative plan excessively similar situation in the mind, she felt, if Li Mu one day with own confession, so long as he said explicitly wants to be his girlfriend, oneself will not have the least bit to hesitate, regardless in any situation, oneself will promise him at the scene, this having a tacit understanding actually such as got sucked into the mire unable to go forward step Game she to be weary, she does not want to hear Li Mu to like oneself news from the population of the world, she only wants to make him say personally. 她本就在脑海里设想过类似的情况,她觉得如果李牧有一天跟自己告白,只要他明确说要自己做他的女朋友,那自己绝不会有半点犹豫,无论在任何场合,自己都会当场答应他,这种心照不宣却又如深陷泥沼无法前进一步的游戏她早就厌倦了,她不想从全世界的人口中听到李牧喜欢自己的消息,她只想让他亲口说出来。 Now, he said finally, Su Yingxue is filled with joy, I wanted three characters almost to arrive at the throat, actually by her swallowing down of forcefully. 现在,他终于说出来了,苏映雪满心欢喜,我愿意三个字几乎到了嗓子眼,却又被她硬生生的吞了下去。 Was hugged in bosom her by Li Mu, said then let the Li Mu surprised words. 被李牧抱在怀中的她,开口便说了一句让李牧惊讶不已的话。 „You sang to me, sang I to promise you, when like graduation you that KTV sang.” “你给我唱首歌吧,唱首歌我就答应你,像毕业时你在ktv里唱的那首一样。” Li Mu is almost the opens the mouth comes: „Makes me kiss your face gently, wipes your sad tears......” 李牧几乎是张口就来:“让我轻轻的吻着你的脸,擦干你伤心的眼泪……” At the same time singing, Li Mu's both hands holds the face of Su Yingxue. 一边唱着,李牧的双手就已经把苏映雪的脸捧了起来。 Su Yingxue blushes immediately, for fear that Li Mu sang invests, hastily extended both hands to cover the face, the eye shuts, eyelash to tremble lightly: „I said is not the present sings......” 苏映雪顿时就红了脸,生怕李牧唱得太投入,急忙伸出双手捂住脸,眼睛微闭、睫毛轻颤:“我说的不是现在唱……” Li Mu looks at her to cover the face and charming appearance, the gentle voice is asking: „You said when sang.” 李牧看她捂着脸、娇羞不已的样子,柔声问道:“那你说什么时候唱。” „At party sang.” Su Yingxue covered the face to say as before: „On the evening of 5 th the New Year party of school.” “晚会上唱。”苏映雪依旧捂着脸说:“五号晚上学校的新年晚会。” Li Mu said: „This, your program definitely arranged shortly a few days, I have not registered.” 李牧说:“这眼看也没几天了,你们节目肯定都定好了,我没报名啊。” Su Yingxue said: „All right, I help you join a production team.” 苏映雪说:“没事,我帮你插队。” „Isn't this good?” “这样不好吧？” „Did you sing?” “你唱不唱？” Li Mu takes a stand immediately: „Sang, I sang!” 李牧立刻表态:“唱,我唱！” Su Yingxue opens is covering both hands of face, pleasantly surprised asking: „Really? Doesn't renege on a promise?” 苏映雪打开捂着脸的双手,惊喜的问:“真的？不反悔？” Li Mu said firmly: „Does not renege on a promise.” 李牧坚定的说:“不反悔。” Su Yingxue is happy like the child, smart-alecky blinking said: „Cannot sing again that «No longer Lets Your Lonely», I think that you choose a song for me again.” 苏映雪如孩子般开心,俏皮的眨着眼睛道:“不许再唱那首《不再让你孤单》了,我想你重新为我选一首歌。” „Good.” Li Mu said with a laugh: „Used to you, who lets you are my girlfriend.” “好。”李牧笑着说:“都惯着你,谁让你是我女朋友呢。” The Su Yingxue double cheek bright red, surface such as had one's face flushed with drink dyes said: „Now also not.” 苏映雪双颊嫣红、面如酡染的说:“现在还不是呢。” Li Mu laughs foolishly several, holds Su Yingxue both hands, said: „In my mind, you already.” 李牧傻乐几声,抓住苏映雪双手,说:“在我心目中,你已经是了。” „In your mind does not calculate, in my mind is, is actually, must look that you candidate song can touch me at the appointed time.” “你心目中不算,我心目中才算,究竟算不算,得看你到时候选的歌能不能打动我。” ...... …… In this evening, lies on one's side is lying down Li Mu almost to stay up all night. 这个晚上,侧卧里躺着的李牧几乎彻夜未眠。 The relations with Su Yingxue only have the final level window paper not to pierce, this by own Enchanting more than ten years of woman, this with one such as the parallel line woman, had almost once become own girlfriend, why although his not too clear Su Yingxue must be sung at the New Year's Day party by oneself is willing to promise itself, but he is willing to satisfy her desire as before full power. 跟苏映雪的关系只剩下最后一层窗户纸还没捅破,这个让自己魂牵梦绕十几年的女人,这个曾经与自己一如平行线般的女人,几乎已经成了自己的女朋友,虽然他不太明白苏映雪为什么非要让自己在元旦晚会上唱首歌才愿意答应自己,但他依旧愿意全力去满足她的这个愿望。 He excited a night, thinks a night, should sing at the party to Su Yingxue. 他激动了一夜,也想了一夜,该在晚会上唱什么歌给苏映雪。 The classical love song were too as if many, does not know how all of a sudden should choose, or the choice very well-known classical love song, has either chosen the work that has not been published now, thinks a night, to early morning, Li Mu had the idea finally. 经典情歌似乎太多了,一下子不知道该怎么选择,要么选择现在已经很知名的经典情歌,要么选择一首还没问世的作品,想了一夜,一直到清晨时分,李牧终于有了想法。 Since Su Yingxue wants to be sung a song by oneself to her, oneself sang also no one has listened to now the song, sang an exclusive love song to her, later the song turned over to her, she turned over to herself.( To be continued.) 既然苏映雪想让自己唱一首歌给她,那自己就唱一首现在还没人听过的歌吧,给她唱一首专属情歌,以后歌归她,她归自己。(未完待续。)