Qiu Luo, from walks lonely desolately fully is on the street of tide of people, does the thin and weak body sway, an eye, the pollution was already unclear, as if cannot see clearly in society again black and white. 秋落正自孤独落寞地走在满是人潮的街道上,瘦弱的身子摇摇晃晃,一双眼睛,早已浑浊不清,仿佛再也看不清世间黑白。 The side fresh clothes high-spirited horse blatantly seeks publicity, the chatting look sharp rivers and lakes person, only feels a moral nature intermittent sorrow loud. 恍惚间,身边鲜衣怒马招摇过市,高声谈笑眼神犀利的江湖人,只感觉心底一阵阵的悲哀。 Not long after...... My Qiu Luo, once so high-spirited. 曾几何时……我秋落,也曾如此的意气风发。 Even, is much more high-spirited than at present these people. 甚至,比眼前这些人还要意气风发得多。 Was only a pity that in me thought looked pale in society is lively, earns a living wholeheartedly safely pleasantly, actually suddenly drops from clouds, from the happy atmosphere, fell the lowest levels of ten 8-layer hells directly. 只可惜,在我觉得看淡世间繁华,一心平安喜乐过活的时候,却突然间从云端跌落,从幸福美满的氛围中,直接摔进了十八层地狱的最底层。 First is causes heavy losses, then the wife of life love was killed by mistreatment, was devastated the improvement to live by the murderer with might as well die. 先是自己被重创,然后一生挚爱的妻子被虐杀,跟着自己被凶手蹂躏整治得生不如死。 Has barely managed to maintain a feeble existence to persist in living now, for the tip hope, hatred that as well as nowhere can vent. 一直苟延残喘坚持活到现在,就是为了点滴希望,以及无处可以发泄的仇恨。 However now looks like, as if...... So-called revenges, the so-called hope, already despaired, and even present hopeless. 但是现在看来,似乎……所谓报仇,所谓希望,早已绝望,乃至如今的无望。 In the past good cultivation level, early very went to Lou empty/sky \; But personal enemy actually rising typhoon, direct impact horizon. 往昔一身不俗的修为,早已经贼去楼空\;而仇人却一路扶摇而起,直冲天际。 If in the past, the opposite party were only two generations of playboy, but oneself at that time were also some fame words of rivers and lakes individual tourist, then, reduce to now throughly dying obsolete, but opposite party, actually still from the golden horse and jade hall, even the power and influence was dreadful, was insufferably arrogant. 如果说当年,对方就只是一个二代纨绔,而自己当时还算是一个有些名气的江湖散客的话,那么,现在自己已经沦落为彻头彻尾的垂死老朽,而对方,却仍自金马玉堂,甚至权势滔天,不可一世。 The disparity of both sides already was difference of Yun Ni , the difference of heaven and earth! 双方的差距早已是云泥之差,天壤之别！ How to revenge? 如何报仇？ Discussed that what revenges! 谈何报仇！ Even, Heaven Biting Poisonous Insect in within the body manifests suddenly more and more fiercely, dried up along with other day Spirit Origin, Merit Body several waste, oneself felt that Heaven Biting Poisonous Insect started to change to own Divine Sense and soul began, this has also represented, oneself this lived the date and time infinite. 甚至,体内的噬天蛊虫发作得越来越厉害,随着日前的灵元枯竭,功体几废,自己已经感觉到,那噬天蛊虫开始转向对自己神识、灵魂动手了,这亦代表了,自己此生时日无多了。 Barely manages to maintain a feeble existence in this world, pays back greatly has several months, moreover is the most painful several months. 苟延残喘在这个世上的时候,大抵还有几个月,而且还是最痛苦的几个月。 „............” Qiu Luo weeps sorrowfully. “罢了……罢了……”秋落怆然泪下。 „Juan'er, sorry...... Is I do not have the skill, I am a useless man...... Not only cannot revenge for you, but must play with by the personal enemy, lives on dishonorably these many years, if then did not save in the past reads absurdly, from exploding Divine Soul, always also falls a cleanness, now, then calculates to have a mind so, incompetent is, I......” “娟儿,对不起……是我没本事,我是个没用的男人……不但不能为你报仇,还要被仇人玩弄,苟且偷生这么多年,若是当年便不存妄念,自爆神魂,总还落个干净,现在,便算有心如此,也无能为,我……” The tears of two drops of pollution fall quietly. 两滴浑浊的眼泪悄然落下。 His whole face low-spirited footsteps are staggering, the step limp moves toward ruins the corner, where, completely with the small house that the bushes and deadwood support. 他满脸黯然脚步踉跄着,步履蹒跚地走向一个废墟的角落,哪里有一间小小的,完全用茅草和枯枝撑起来的小房子。 Actually is the house, but the true view regards, actually must be smaller than the kennel, but also is broken. 其实与其说是房子,但真正观视起来,却比狗窝还要小,还要残破。 For these years, oneself in this small house, with hardship the suffering, with hardship have been hoping for the opportunity...... 这么多年以来,自己一直就是在这个小房子里,苦苦煎熬,苦苦期盼着机会…… Occasionally is also beaten mercilessly one, to shame one by the person who the personal enemy sends...... 偶尔还被仇人派来的人毒打一顿、羞辱一番…… „Early extricated......” Qiu Luo lowering the head mirthless smile: „...... This damn way of the world, this damn destiny, I took, I recognized!” “早早解脱了吧……”秋落低着头惨笑:“……这该死的世道,这该死的命运,我服了,我认了！” He tremble enters the hut, the skinny finger has traced under the pillow, touches a sharp short sword, this is his only property. 他哆哆嗦嗦地钻进小屋,枯瘦的手指在枕头下摸了一下,摸出来一把锋利的短刀,这已经是他唯一的财产。 Weapon that along this was not bound by a common destiny in the past. 这并不是往昔相依为命的随身兵器。 But is the short sword that his wife used. 而是他妻子生前所使用的短刀。 „One day, I have revenged for you, uses this blade, delivers me to look for you.” “等有一天,我为你报了仇,就用这把刀,送我去找你。” This was the past pledge. 这是当年的誓言。 Once poured into has hoped the pledge of heart most greatly! 曾经倾注了最大愿心的誓言！ However now, reality unexpectedly such brutal, oneself many years the suffering of hardship, when finally only then does not have the hope desperate...... 但是现在,现实竟是这么的残酷,自己许多岁月的苦苦煎熬,最终等到的只有全无希望的绝望…… Qiu Luo is gazing at this speechless the short sword, will gather oneself mouth, is kissing the knife of this short sword infatuated, suddenly weeps copiously: „Juan'er......” 秋落无言地注视着这把短刀,将之凑到自己嘴边,痴迷地亲吻着这口短刀的刀身,突然泪如雨下:“娟儿……” At once in the hand makes an effort, makes an effort to truncate toward own neck this blade. 旋即手上一用力,用力将这口刀向着自己的脖子削了过去。 Qiu Luo closes the eye, the hand is such effort, such firmness. 秋落闭上眼睛,手是那样的用力,那样的坚决。 Own blade, falls on own neck that moment, that flickers, will be this life final one point pleased...... 自己的刀,落在自己的脖子上的那一刻,那一瞬,将是自己这一生最后的一分快意…… However at this moment. 然而就在这时。 The ice-cold knife point has pasted obviously , on own flesh, suddenly cannot do in light of this again moves slightly. 冰冷的刀锋明明已经贴在了自己的肌肤上的时候,突然就此不能再做丝毫移动了。 A powerful big hand, at this time, grasped the knife point. 一只有力的大手,就在这个时候,握上了刀锋。 Knife point before entering body, will fix before the nape of the neck thoroughly. 将刀锋在入皮肉之前,将之彻底固定在了脖颈之前。 Even though how Qiu Luo cannot withstand dispiritedly, martial artist spirit sense still, him immediately judged is a person has stood in front of oneself, is this person, preventing oneself to commit suicide. 秋落纵使如何颓废不堪,武者灵觉仍在,他即时判断出是一个人已经站在了自己面前,正是这个人,阻止了自己自杀。 The Qiu Luo facial color is instant, suddenly feels acutely disappointed, closes one's eyes, the heart such as the dying embers said generally: „I was in this grade of situation now, haven't you made unexpectedly me die? How must trample me, shames me?!” 秋落面色瞬时煞白,一时间万念俱灰,闭着眼睛,心如死灰一般说道:“我如今已经到了这等地步,你们竟然还都不让我死了么？还要怎么践踏我,羞辱我？！” A warm acoustic ray, said by very indifferent intonation: „Was this dying? Thorough despaired? Doesn't want to revenge?” 一个温煦的声线,却以很冷漠的语调说道:“这就要死了？彻底绝望了？不想报仇了？” This sound is very strange. 这个声音很陌生。 It is not these people! 不是那些人！ Qiu Luo opens the eye following the sound to look fiercely. 秋落猛地睁开眼睛循声看去。 Sees only in front of oneself, is surface such as the jade pendant adorning a hat youth of outstanding ability, the sharp look that the correct use knife point also resembles is gazing at itself. 只见在自己面前的,乃是一个面如冠玉的俊逸少年,正用刀锋也似的锐利眼神注视着自己。 „Who are you? Aren't you Grey Sword Sect person?” In the Qiu Luo eye still confused, obviously to person for the first time is near to be filled with puzzled. “你是谁？你不是苍梧剑门的人？”秋落眼中仍有迷惑,显然对来人的乍临满心不解。 „What thing is Grey Sword Sect?” Saying that front youth disdains. “苍梧剑门是什么东西？”面前少年不屑的说道。 Qiu Luo deeply inspired, what thing is Grey Sword Sect? 秋落深深吸了一口气,苍梧剑门是什么东西？ The single is such a few words, oneself had not heard for a long time. 单只是这样的一句话,自己也已经好久没有听到了。 Although this occasion cannot say that vents spleen and so on, at least will come the person is not the friend of enemy. 虽然此际说不上解气云云,至少来人不会是自己对头的友人。 „Revenges?” In the Qiu Luo pupil the flame same burns, actually for the first time dodges passes, grief and indignation extreme saying: „I want to revenge, I have that to give up revenging at that moment, is only I now, early is a disabled person \; Most also several months of skills, including the self- extrication, from exploding Divine Soul ability lost, the opposite party arrogance is dreadful, well-trained and equipped army, I, even to revenge, but I only feared a janitor now including opposite party Sect lowest level, preparing food cannot hit, do not say that is deals with their Sovereign person......” “报仇？”秋落眸子里火焰一样燃烧起来,却是乍闪即逝,悲愤万状的说道:“我何尝不想报仇,我又有那一世那一刻放弃过报仇,只是我现在,早已经是一个废人\;最多还有几个月的活头,连自我解脱,自爆神魂的能力都失去了,对方气焰滔天,兵强马壮,我纵然想要报仇,但是我现在只怕连对方门派最底层的一名杂役,一个做饭的都打不过,更不要说是对付他们掌门人……” „Therefore you planned that can give up? No longer revenged?” The Ye Xiao ice-cold look visits him, cold sound asked. “所以你打算要放弃了？不再报仇了？”叶笑冰冷的眼神看着他,冷声问道。 „Yes, I must die, I live was being utterly hopeless, right that could it be that I die? I only want to finish the miserable bureau that this lives to might as well die!” Qiu Luo asked grieved. “是,我要死,我活着已经毫无希望,难道我连死的权利都没有？我只想结束这场生不如死的惨局！”秋落惨然问道。 „Will give up hoping that can only show you are not very strong, why makes the argument.” Ye Xiao light saying, is actually the words like the blade. “会放弃希望只能证明你还不够坚强,何必多做辩解。”叶笑淡淡的说道,却是言辞如刀。 „Insufficiently strong? Am I not very strong?” Qiu Luo hēi hēi has smiled: „You know that what I once did experience? Withstood what kind of humiliation, has encountered the what kind suffering devastation, you know that I such barely manage to maintain a feeble existence to live now, needs strongly? You do not understand! A your outsider, speaking irresponsibly and sarcastically of beautiful mouth!” “不够坚强？我还不够坚强？”秋落嘿嘿笑了起来:“你知道我曾经经历了什么？承受了怎样的屈辱,遭遇了何等的折磨蹂躏,你知道我这么苟延残喘一直活到现在,需要多坚强？你根本不懂！你一个局外人,红口白牙的站着说话不腰疼！” „I understand.” “我懂。” Ye Xiao said deeply: „Because I understand, therefore I will think that you are not very strong.” 叶笑深沉道:“正是因为我懂,所以我才会觉得你不够坚强。” The Qiu Luo hēi hēi mirthless smile, each wrinkle on face, has the tears of sprinkling to flow: „Am I not very strong? Ha Ha Ha......” 秋落嘿嘿惨笑,脸上的每一根皱纹,都有洒落的眼泪流淌:“我不够坚强？哈哈哈……” He to the utmost crazily laughs suddenly. 他突然极尽疯狂地大笑起来。 „Why you said that I am not very strong?” “你凭什么说我不够坚强？” „You do not know that what I have experienced?” “你根本就不知道我经历过什么？” „Do you know, if trades to be you, perhaps early died a lot of times, to evade these humiliations, these suffer, these pain!” “你知道不知道,如果换做你,也许早已经死了千百次,以逃避那些屈辱,那些折磨,那些痛苦！” „Do you know that can continue to live in this world, insists this time, is strong?” “你又知不知道,能够在这世上持续活着,坚持到今时今日,便已经是坚强？” Qiu Luo grief and indignation inexplicable is looking at Ye Xiao, a hoarse low roar of character character, not only like complaint, and such as is divulging the moral nature the anger. 秋落悲愤莫名的望着叶笑,一字字的嘶哑低吼,既如控诉,又如在宣泄心底的愤怒。 Ye Xiao still from calmly visits him, said lightly: „You said that I do not understand strongly, by me, is you did not understand what true strong is, now I tell you, anything is strong.” 叶笑仍自冷静的看着他,淡淡道:“你说我不懂坚强,以我来看,是你不懂得何谓真正的坚强才是,现在我就来告诉你,什么是坚强。” Qiu Luo visits him, same does not send, resembling was waiting for that Ye Xiao illustrated what is strong. 秋落看着他,一样不发,似是在等待叶笑解说何谓坚强。 Ye Xiao said lightly: „I, if you, I even though has not hope that without strength, but I still completely my final mental effort eyesight look at my personal enemy, even if I do not have any retaliation strength, I always have the vision of hatred, I use this vision, visits him, to that moment that I died. To that moment of my life thorough termination, but not with the strength that I can still brandish a sword, ended my life, the suicide, is in itself is evading.” 叶笑淡淡道:“我若是你,我纵使已经没有希望,没有力量,但我仍旧会尽我最后的心力眼力看着我的仇人,我哪怕没有任何报复的力量,我始终还有仇恨的目光,我就用这种目光,看着他,一直到我死去的那一刻。一直到我生命彻底完结的那一刻,而不是用我尚能挥刀的力量,结束我自己的生命,自杀,本身就已经是在逃避。” „I, if you, even though knows perfectly well has not hoped that does not have the strength, I can still wait, hopes that the appearance of miracle, waiting, my personal enemy is annoying should not the person of annoying, was killed, was suffered, quilt ****, quilt...... Even if I cannot wait for that time, but I must wait, until the last minute of my life, actually should not be decided by me when the last minute of my life, gives up giving up, excuse that all so-called reasons evade, nothing more than such as is.” “我若是你,纵使明知没有希望,没有力量,我仍旧会等下去,期盼奇迹的出现,等着,我的仇人惹到不该惹的人,然后被杀,被折磨,被****,被……纵然我等不到那个时刻,但我仍旧要等下去,直到我生命的最后一刻,却不该是由我自己来决定,我生命的最后一刻是在什么时间,放弃就是放弃,一切所谓的理由都只是逃避的借口,不外如是。” Qiu Luo is shocked. 秋落愣住。 „In society matter, anything possibly can occur, the matter that always only then cannot think, does not have the unlikely matter.” “世间事,什么可能都能发生,从来只有想不到的事情,就没有不可能发生的事情。” Ye Xiao light saying: „ Therefore, if I am you, so long as I have the one breath, I will wait, your match does not have the choice to kill you on the same day, but lets go you, even though adds various what kind of banned torture on you, still had left the hidden danger! 叶笑平淡的说道:“所以,如果我是你,只要我还有一口气,我就会等下去,你的对手当日没有选择杀死你,而是纵放你,纵使在你身上加诸怎么样的禁制酷刑,仍旧是留下了隐患！ Even though I do not have the strength, actually does not represent others not to have the strength \; But your enemy, since still drifted along the rivers and lakes, possibly could not necessarily have annoyed these formidable to powerhouse that they cannot stir up. ” 纵使我自己没力量,却绝不代表别人也没力量\;而你的对头,既然仍旧在江湖上混日子,未必就没可能惹不到这些强大到他们也惹不起的强者。” „I have waited, when till dying.” “我会一直等下去,等到死为止。” „Even though at the last minute, before shutting, I will still not lose heart.” “纵使最后一刻,闭目之前,我仍旧不会死心。” The Ye Xiao chilly vision looks at Qiu Luo: „This is I to the strong explanation, is I to the strong annotation.” 叶笑清冷的目光看着秋落:“这是我对坚强的解读,也是我对坚强的诠释。” Qiu Luo is speechless, at once lowered the head. 秋落无语,旋即又低下了头。 „Now, you know my so-called strong?” Ye Xiao said lightly: „Now, you whether also insisted you are strong enough?!” “现在,你知道我所谓的坚强了么？”叶笑淡淡道:“现在,你是否还坚持你足够坚强呢？！” „Truth everybody will say, facing reality is brutal you to face seriously confidently?.” Qiu Luo hissing said. “道理人人会说,面对现实的残酷你当真能坦然面对吗？。”秋落嘶声的叫了起来。 „Reality is such brutal, you were still you, I was actually not you.” Ye Xiao visits him indifferently: „Therefore I can very natural visits you to suicide, can prevent you, or is aloof.” “现实就是这么残酷,你仍是你,我却不是你。”叶笑冷漠的看着他:“所以我可以很潇洒的看着你寻死,也可以阻止你,或者说,无动于衷。” „But you, must face the reality, you can continue so base and low, but committing suicide of humiliation. Will hate, vanishes in the wind, treats as all not to occur, I have prevented your one time, will not prevent again the second time.” “但你,仍需面对现实,你可以继续这般卑微而屈辱的自尽。将仇恨,消失在风中,当作一切都没有发生过,我已阻止过你一次,不会再阻止第二次。” The Ye Xiao words, are quite callous, even is the cold blood. 叶笑的话,极为冷酷,甚至是冷血。 ............ ………… <\; today is the birthday of wind Little Rui baby shoe, making us bless his happy birthday. <\;今天是风小芮童鞋的生日,让我们祝福他生日快乐。 The vice- moderator conscience told me yesterday, but I gave to forget...... Does not have the means that oneself brothers celebrate a birthday, how regardless of must bless, therefore I worked overtime to write one chapter, added on the blessing for my brother...... 副版主本心昨天告诉我了,但我给忘了……没办法,自己兄弟过生日,无论如何也要祝福一下,所以我加班写了一章,为我兄弟加上祝福…… Brother, happy birthday to you! >\; 兄弟,祝你生日快乐！>\;