Who Chapter 1087 just like this is 第1087章如此而已到底是谁 The fragrant fish returns is overwhelmed with emotion extremely happily a entrance, he must ponder oneself want anything, pursues anything, why is living. 香鱼儿返回极乐销魂宗山门,他要思考自己到底要什么,追求什么,活着为什么。 Perhaps he will find the answer, perhaps he could not find, but in any event, he starts to look for the answer, represents him to start to ponder that own life, starts to seek for own road. 或许他会找到答案,或许他找不到,但是无论如何,他开始寻找答案,就代表着他开始思考自己的人生,开始寻找自己的路。 Regardless of his choice is anything, that is the decision that he himself makes, has no complain and regret, the Yu Zecheng goal is achieved even. 无论他的选择是什么,那都是他自己做出的决定,无怨无悔,余则成的目的就算达到。 Yu Zecheng strolls in extremely happy being overwhelmed with emotion sect, the son did not have the danger, will not be regarded the toys puppet to raise, he starts oneself road, can arrive there as for the future, that was his own matter. 余则成漫步极乐销魂宗中,儿子没有了生命危险,不会被人当成玩物傀儡饲养,他开始走自己的路,至于将来能走到那里,那就是他自己的事情了。 At this time at night, everywhere stellar scintillation, Yu Zecheng arrived above the mountain, front like the kitten same female, lay on the ground, looks at the sky the star light. 这时正是夜晚,漫天星光闪烁,余则成来到高山之上,前边一个如同小猫一样的女子,趴在地上,看着天空的星光。 The women's azure clothes, she looks at the sky innumerable stars. 那女子正是青衣,她看着天空无数的繁星。 The fragrant fish this time returns to extremely happy being overwhelmed with emotion sect, completely disregards them, did not have that erotic desire again, oneself live alone, pure in heart, ponders the issue. 香鱼儿这次返回极乐销魂宗,完全的无视她们,再也没有了那情色欲望,自己独居,清心寡欲,思考问题。 Yu Zecheng arrives at side the azure clothes gradually, said: 余则成缓步来到青衣身边,说道: „How long hasn't looked at this star light?” “多久没有看这星光了？” The azure clothes looked that has not looked at Yu Zecheng one, said: 青衣看都没有看余则成一眼,说道: „Very long, since master sent in the past in your Xuanyuan sword, we study the mystique together , to promote after this me returns to empty really one, again has not looked at this star light.” “很久了,自从当年师父在你们轩辕剑派回来,我们一起研究秘法,借此我晋升返虚真一之后,就再也没有看过这星光了。” Yu Zecheng sits in her audits her to speak. 余则成坐在她的一旁听着她说话。 She continues saying: 她继续说道: „Like having a dream, illusory incomparable, but the dream awoke suddenly yesterday, thinks funnily. I melt the danger of say/way?” “就像做了一场梦,虚幻无比,可是突然昨天梦醒了,想起来真的好笑。我是不是化道之危了？” Yu Zecheng shakes the head saying: 余则成摇摇头说道: „Difference far, you just entered return to the empty boundary. Melts the danger of say/way is not one's turn you.” “差的远呢,你不过刚刚进入返虚境界。化道之危还轮不到你。” The azure clothes like kitten same lying on the ground, looks at the sky the star light, said: 青衣如同小猫一样的趴在地上,看着天空的星光,说道: „Therefore your Xuanyuan sword sends never to use, this promotes to returning to an empty really mystique the Nascent Soul Daoist immortal. Because it has such strong side effect on exist.” “所以你们轩辕剑派就从来不用,这将元婴真君提升到返虚真一的秘法。因为它有着这么强的副作用存在。” Yu Zecheng said: 余则成说道: „ It is not. “不是。 Our Golden Core promotes Nascent Soul , because their strengths arrived, but actually misses the shooting, but this Nascent Soul promotion returned empty was different, this needs to see the light suddenly day of Dao Technique, needed the respective chance, the chance does not arrive is inadequate forever. 我们金丹提升元婴,是因为他们本身的实力到了,可是却差临门一脚,但是这元婴提升返虚就不同了,这需要顿悟天道法则的,需要各自的机缘,机缘不到永远不成。 Therefore I did not advocate that uses this law, in the final analysis so-called promotion really one, must depend on itself. ” 所以我不提倡使用此法,说到底所谓的晋升真一,还是要靠自己。” The azure clothes did not speak suddenly silently, lies looks at the starry sky there. 青衣突然默默不语,趴在那里看着星空。 For a long time later, said: 许久之后,才说道: „ More than 100 years, you remembered to come to see your son, was a little late? “一百多年了,你才想起来看你的儿子,是不是有点晚了？ However luckily you came, otherwise the criminal of my extremely happy being overwhelmed with emotion sect. 不过幸亏你来了,否则我就是极乐销魂宗的罪人。 After becoming returns empty, I could not find the direction, the thorough confusedness, after especially the master is missing, I thorough was insane, did so many wrong things, disregarded the school safety, they robbed the fish Junior Brother with the teacher's younger brother, dressed up your appearance him, thinks funnily. 成为返虚之后,我就找不到了方向,彻底的迷茫,特别是师父失踪之后,我就彻底的疯了,干出了那么多的错事,置门派安危不顾,和师叔他们抢夺起鱼儿师弟,把他打扮成你的模样,想想就好笑。 When the school in the danger, needs me to bravely step forward, needs me for the school strives, but I actually withdrew, now recalled ashamed must die. 门派处于危难之中,需要我挺身而出,需要我为门派出力之时,可是我却退避了,现在回想起来惭愧的要死。 Afterward the fish Junior Brother gave full play of power and strength, that slaughtered, saw that these tyrannical incomparable friends were cut to kill by him, look at the sword in his hand, suddenly I was afraid, frightened I fled to the wilderness, frighten me to forget all, originally I will also be afraid, originally I also feared death. 后来鱼儿师弟大发神威,那场杀戮,看到那些强横无比的朋友被他斩杀,看着他手中的剑,突然我害怕了,吓的我落荒而逃,吓得我忘记了一切,原来我也会害怕,原来我也怕死。 Suddenly at that moment I awoke, original I came back, but this result, does not know that this/should happy, is sad. ” 突然那一刻我醒了,原来的我回来了,不过这个结果,不知道该高兴啊,还是悲伤。” Yu Zecheng said: 余则成说道: „Oh, a mistake, is step by step wrong, but wakes up well, otherwise ten years you thorough crazy, overstated to perish.” “唉,一步错,步步错,不过醒来就好,否则不出十年你就会彻底疯狂,走火入魔而亡。” The azure clothes said: 青衣说道: „ This promotion really injures someone, picked the star teacher's younger brother also to awake, but the crape myrtle and wooden smoke Senior Sister they have not actually awaked. “这个晋升真害人啊,摘星师叔也醒了,可是紫薇、木烟师姐她们却没有醒。 Before they were the guts color are excellent, the acting was incomparable, now is actually infatuated with the fish Junior Brother, only wants to be a favorite imperial concubine, had the means to make them also wake? ” 以前她们都是胆色过人,担当无比,现在却都迷恋鱼儿师弟,只想做一个宠妾,有没有办法让她们也醒过来？” Yu Zecheng shakes the head saying: 余则成摇头说道: „Without the means that must by oneself, their also ten years, if cannot get back soberly, oh, that can only complain about to assign/life is not good.” “没有办法,一切都要靠自己,她们还有十年时间,如果不能清醒恢复过来,唉,那就只能怨自己命不好了。” The azure clothes shakes the head, continued lying there, looks really like a cat, lazy incomparable. 青衣摇摇头,继续的趴在那里,看过去真的就像一只猫,懒惰无比。 Yu Zecheng said: 余则成说道: „You must pay attention, although you present are sober, but an influence still, present you so liked making the cat on that day, this condition is not very right.” “你也要注意,你虽然现在清醒,但是那天道的影响还在,现在的你如此喜欢做猫,这个状态就很不对。” The azure clothes said: 青衣说道: „ Doesn't matter, I like, now is also good, actually the fish Junior Brother was more graceful than you. “没关系,我喜欢而已,现在也挺好,其实鱼儿师弟比你帅多了。 The matter that oneself make the mistake, must compensate, before I played with the fish Junior Brother, making him be my puppet, now I make his cat, compensates him. ” 自己做错的事情,就要补偿,以前我玩弄鱼儿师弟,让他做我的傀儡,现在我做他的猫,算是补偿他。” Yu Zecheng said: 余则成说道: „Actually you can leave him, you can seek for the true love, big of the world, infinite does not have, has a look everywhere, finally reads completely Fang magnificent, makes own choice again.” “其实你可以离开他,你可以寻找自己真正的爱,天地之大,无穷不有,到处看看,最后阅尽芳华,再做出自己的选择。” Two people did not speak silently, continue to look at the sky stars in this. 二人默默不语,继续在此看着天空繁星。 For a long time later, Yu Zecheng turns around to leave, he hopes that the azure clothes can find itself to want, can continue to clearly recognize from the heart, but is only the hope. He appreciates this beautiful female, but is only the appreciation, but is merely just like this. 许久之后,余则成转身离开,他希望青衣可以找到自己想要的,可以继续认清自心,但是只是希望。他欣赏这个美丽的女子,但是只是欣赏,不过仅仅如此而已。 Steps into returns empty, the main road is brutal, must by oneself, the bystander be able to help for a while, but cannot help first. 踏入返虚,大道无情,一切都要靠自己,外人可以帮一时,但是不能帮一世。 Yu Zecheng returns to above the platform , to continue to wait. 余则成回到平台之上,继续等待。 For a long time, one month later, the fragrant fish arrives at this again, this time, the fragrant fish temple like the frost, the dust like the frost, the beard stretches out, did not have the beforehand natural appearance again. 许久,一个月后,香鱼儿再次到此,这一次,香鱼儿鬓如霜,尘如霜,胡子拉碴,再也没有了以前的潇洒模样。 However his eye actually sends out the glare, firm incomparable, he found oneself road. 但是他的眼睛却发出强光,坚定无比,他找到了自己的路。 He to this platform, Yu Zecheng as before, prepares the meat and fish salad vegetarian salad, pot muddy liquor. 他到此平台,余则成还是和以前一样,准备出四荤四素,一壶浊酒。 Two people take a seat, the fragrant fish said: 二人入坐,香鱼儿说道: „Senior, I found my road, no matter they are afraid me, awes me, the master was missing, I must before the master returns, defends extremely happy being overwhelmed with emotion sect, must let be overwhelmed with emotion in extremely happily sect Zengzeng day, this is my say/way, at least before is the master comes back, my lifelong goal.” “前辈,我找到我的路了,不管他们害怕我也罢,敬畏我也罢,师父失踪了,我要在师父回归之前,守住极乐销魂宗,要让极乐销魂宗增增日上,这就是我的道,至少是师父回来之前,我的人生目标。” Yu Zecheng nods, said: 余则成点点头,说道: „Good, found own road to be good.” “好,找到自己的路就好。” The fragrant fish continues saying: 香鱼儿继续说道: „ Azure clothes Senior Sister walked, she looked for the master, does not know whether to find her. However the Senior Sister returns to normal. “青衣师姐走了,她去找师父了,不知道能否找到她。不过师姐好像恢复正常。 Picked the star teacher's younger brother also to return to normal, but she is entangling me daily, day in day out wanted that oh, I thought good that she might as well continued to wallow, was at least obedient. ” 摘星师叔也恢复了正常,可是她天天缠着我,一天到晚就想要那个,唉,我看她还不如继续沉迷的好,至少听话。” Yu Zecheng smiles, it seems like that the azure clothes made own choice, picking star this is also normal, must know that this school is called is overwhelmed with emotion extremely happily. 余则成一笑,看来青衣做出了自己的选择,摘星这样也是正常,要知道这门派可是叫做极乐销魂。 In the past the crystal fairy maiden was why famous, that is because in visit big ratio, she pressed out to do ten seven Nascent Soul Daoist immortals on the bed, any to pick makes up the school that the Yang technique set up the world Yin, what Yin Yangzong, attracted melts Yang teach, the charm demon sect to be put down by her Yin completely. How could her Junior Sister is the simple character. 当年为什么水玉仙子闻名天下,那是因为在上门大比中,她一人在床上榨干了十七元婴真君,凡是以采阴补阳之术立世的门派,什么阴阳宗、吸阴化阳教、魅魔宗全部被她一人扫平。她的师妹岂能是简单人物。 The fragrant fish sighed: 香鱼儿感叹道: „ Why does not know, I since childhood am so, almost all people will be attracted by me, they will pay attention to me. “不知道为什么,我从小就是如此,几乎所有人都会被我吸引,他们都会如此关注我。 Some people like me, some people care about me, some people are jealous me, some people hate me. 有的人喜欢我,有的人关心我,有的人妒忌我,有的人怨恨我。 Why really does not know can so. Why I like this, why can't I be the same with others? Why my parents will produce this appearance me. ” 真不知道为什么会如此。为什么我会这样,为什么我不能和其他人一样？为什么我的父母会把我生成这个模样。” Yu Zecheng said: 余则成说道: „Eats the vegetable/dish, eats the vegetable/dish.” “吃菜,吃菜。” Clamped twice-cooked pork, gives the fragrant fish. 夹了一口回锅肉,递给香鱼儿。 The fragrant fish eats up this meat, said: 香鱼儿吃下这口肉,说道: „Flavor is quite mellow, remembers small time, I can always eat this type of return meat.” “味道好香醇啊,记得小的时候,我老是可以吃到这种回归肉。” Yu Zecheng asked: 余则成问道: „Who does to you?” “谁给你做的？” The fragrant fish shakes the head saying: 香鱼儿摇摇头说道: „ Does not know, small time, I always felt that has a person side me, she with other person of differences, she fears me to be cold, fears me to be hot, cooks a meal for me, sews the clothes for me, for I can pay all, but I cannot remember this person. “不知道,小的时候,我老是感觉有一个人在我身边,她和其他人不同,她怕我冷,怕我热,为我煮饭,为我缝衣,为了我可以付出一切,可是我就记不得这个人。 Approximately 60 years ago, after thunderstorms, she, probably the illusion was different. However I know that has such a person to exist. ” 大约在六十年前,一场雷雨之后,她就再也不在了,好像是幻觉一样。但是我知道有这么一个人存在。” Yu Zecheng said: 余则成说道: „ Yes, she is exists, she has protected side you, until leaving this world. “是的,她是存在的,她一直守护在你身边,直到离开这个世界。 This meal is actually not I does, is she does for you, she is the world's most misses your person. ” 这饭菜其实不是我做的,就是她为你做的,她是一个世界上最思念你的人。” The fragrant fish is excited, said: 香鱼儿激动不已,说道: „Is she there, who she? Who is she? Why can't I remember her?” “她在那里,她是谁？她到底是谁？为什么我记不住她呢？” One glass of liquor of Yu Zecheng on to oneself, said but actually: 余则成给自己倒上一杯酒,说道: „ How can I say? I told a story to you. “怎么说呢？我给你讲一个故事吧。 Formerly youngster, before ten years old, all are that happy, father virtue mother Ci, family happiness. 从前有一个少年,十岁之前,一切是那么的美好,父贤母慈,家庭幸福。 But in he ten -year-old that year, had an accident...... ” 可是在他十岁的那一年,出事了……” Yu Zecheng starts to tell slowly own story, robs after talking about in the mangosteen(fruit) city from own rainy night, meets the elegant fragrance. That heroic spirit soars to the heavens, the tender face that the gentleness that has the share of Jiangnan females, the language has not first smiled, lets the fragrant elder sister who the person bathes in fresh air. 余则成开始缓缓的讲述自己的故事,从自己雨夜盗经讲到山竹城中,遇到雅香。那个豪气冲天,那个有股江南女子的温婉,未语先笑的娇颜,让人如沐春风的雅香姐。 Yu Zecheng puts out that buddhist monk immortal record, at this time he discovered, no matter, this buddhist monk immortal records continuously in own side, has not discarded. 余则成拿出那本浮屠仙录,这时他才发现,无论什么时候,这本浮屠仙录一直都在自己的身边,从来也没有丢弃过。 Reads the immortal record, „blue clouds spirit mushroom, p. 2128.” Past all like at present. 翻看仙录,“碧云灵芝,第2128页。”当年的一切就像就在眼前。 The fragrant fish was attracted by this story completely, the penetrating ear listens attentively, Yu Zecheng continues saying that has talked about from here, oneself hear the elegant fragrant news again, the this solitary one sword enters the Northern Desert Luzhou drum wave island, sees the elegant fragrance again, but she is not she, but is that releases to raise Huan because of the leader. 香鱼儿完全被这个故事所吸引,彻耳倾听,余则成继续讲下去,从这里一直讲到,自己再一次听到雅香的消息,孤剑杀入漠北陆州鼓浪岛,再一次见到雅香,但是她已经不是她了,而是那释提桓因大统领。 Yu Zecheng unceasing said that the fragrant fish is listening, he knows gradually Yu Zecheng spoke to represent anything, at present this senior, is actually own father, that in own side, had no complain and regret to take care of itself, forever is own mother who oneself forgot. 余则成不断的讲下去,香鱼儿听着,他渐渐的知道了余则成所讲一切代表着什么,眼前这个前辈,其实就是自己的父亲,那个在自己身边,无怨无悔照顾自己,永远被自己忘记的就是自己的母亲。 For a long time, the Yu Zecheng story said that two people of relative, the fathers and sons were speechless, only have a silence. 许久,余则成故事讲完,二人相对,父子无言,只有一片寂静。 The fragrant fish affection is excited, in the heart has mixed emotions, does not know that said what good. 香鱼儿深情激动,心中百感交集,不知道说什么好。 Yu Zecheng said finally: 余则成最后说道: „ Oh, a losing footing eternity hates, these years painstakingly elegant fragrant elder sister, painstakingly also you, I did is not very right, I forgot hundred years you. “唉,一失足千古恨,这些年苦了雅香姐,也苦了你,我做的很不对,我把你们忘记了百年。 However, I remembered you finally, wants to be better late than never, not late. ” 不过,我终于的想起了你们,希望亡羊补牢,为时不晚。”