Trulyis an ordinaryfamily banquet, the peasant womancraftsmanshipis very ordinary, the fooddoes not havereallyunusually, butisoneplate of dried beans, oneplatecooks in soy the green vegetables that stirs fry, cuts the cured meat, shelled peanut that oneplatescattered the thinsalt, twobowls of coarserice, potblue ruin, in the dimroom, Fang Xing and countrywomansit facing each other, silentfinished eatingthismeal, drankupthatpotblue ruin, the countrywomanthenset out, tidied up the cup board, wasFang Xingmakesteato deliver front with the roofing tilecup, thenlithesittinginside, looked at each otherspeechless.
确实是一场再普通不过的家宴,农妇手艺很一般,菜肴也无甚稀奇,不过是一碟豆干,一碟炝炒的青菜,一盘切腊肉,一碟撒了细盐的花生米,两碗糙米饭,一壶劣酒而已,昏暗的房中,方行与村妇相对而坐,沉默不语的吃完了这一餐,喝光了那一壶劣酒,村妇便起身,收拾了杯盘,用粗瓦杯为方行泡了一盏茶送到面前,然后轻盈的坐在了旁边,相视无言。„Do youlookspeciallymy?”
“你是专程来找我的吗?”Silentwas very long, the countrywomansmiles, revealsglowing countenance that homespun clothclothescould not cover up.
沉默了很久,村妇才轻轻一笑,露出了一身粗布衣裳遮掩不住的容光。Fang Xingactuallyshakes the headwith a smile, said: „In factIdid not knowyouhere!”方行却是笑着摇了摇头,道:“事实上我一直不知道你在这里!”
The countrywomennod, a silence, sheaskedin a soft voice: „Ihad heardyourmatter, youdid go towherefor these years?”
村妇点了点头,一阵沉默,她才轻声问道:“我听说过你的事情,这几年你去了何处?”Fang Xingsaid with a smile: „Transferseverywherethenalready!”方行笑道:“到处转转而已!”Countrywomanvisionsomewhatconcernedfallingonhisbody, saidscruple: „Why...... Ifeelyouraura......”
村妇目光有些关切的落在了他的身上,迟疑道:“为何……我感觉你的气息……”Fang Xingcarried the teacupto drinkone, said: „Was waste!”方行端起茶杯饮了一口,道:“废了!”
The countrywomanhandtrembles, the acceptingshoe solefell the ground, was almost shockinglooks atFang Xing: „Howcanlike this?”
村妇手一颤,正在纳的鞋底落到了地上,几乎是震惊的看着方行:“怎么会这样?”Fang Xing was actually disinclinedto reply, cracked into a chuckle, said: „You? Solemnfemaleimmortal will Ye Guyin, whylive in seclusionhere?”方行却是懒得回答了,嘻嘻一笑,道:“你呢?堂堂女仙叶孤音,为何会在这里隐居?”Heard„femaleimmortal”twocharacters, countrywomansilent, long timelater, sighed.
听到了“女仙”二字,村妇沉默了下来,良久之后,才叹了口气。„Mysay/wayheartdestroyed!”
“我的道心毁了!”Crossingwas very long, sheopens the mouthin a soft voice: „After the pastyouleft the ancient rite of making sacrificesmountain, hada lot, so manydivine landcultivator, theydrovebyyouandSenior Sistersevere, practicediligently, cultivatestoentergreatly, but why Idid not know, initially when went to the divine land, so many shameI. Bulliesme, Iclenched teeth, butafteryoubrokeancient rite of making sacrificesten, allstartedtoward a good directionto develop. Mysay/wayheartis not steady, atthat timeI is cultivating of halfGold Coreis, butdiligently, is unable to tiepillafterwardin any event, insteadis the cultivation. When is the boundaryis not steadier, worries, eventhere iscultivation deviation!”
过了很久,她才轻声开口:“当年你离开封禅山后,又发生了很多事情,那么多的神州修士,被你与厉师姐她们激励,努力修行,修为大进,但我也不知为何,初去神州时,那么多人辱我。欺我,我都咬牙受了下来,但在你破封禅十阵之后,一切都开始朝着好的方向发展。我的道心却不稳了,在那时我便已经是半步金丹的修为,但后来无论如何努力,都迟迟无法结丹,反而愈是修炼。愈是境界不稳,着急之时,甚至有了走火入魔之相!”Shebit the lipgently, silentlong time, sighedgently, said: „WhereIdo not knowhave problems, consult the teacher, heis also incapablehands tied, onlysaidme saying that the heartis not steady, continuedto practiceagainis very dangerousmatter. Finallydirectedmymethod, that is goes to the immortalis, returning tothis worldto livewell for severalyears, couldfind itselfto say the insufficiency of heart, thereforeI arrived here, onewasanotherfourseniorsdefends the grave, alsoforbyoneselftranquil, is thought the matter!”
她轻轻咬了嘴唇,沉默了半晌,才轻轻一叹,道:“我不知哪里出了问题,请教师尊,他亦束手无力,只言我道心已经不稳,再继续修行是非常危险的事情。最后指点了我一个方法,那便是去仙为凡,回到凡尘好好生活几年,或许可以找到自己道心的不足,于是我就来到了这里,一为另外四位前辈守墓,二来,也是为了让自己平静一下,想想事情!”„Gets used to?”
“过得惯?”Fang Xingaskedwith a smile.方行笑着反问道。Ye Guyinsmiled bitterly, said: „When initially. Even iflivesin the icesoundpalace, countlesspeopleserve, to look, alsostillcrosses. Afterwardgave upallsimply, onlyworked asis a countrywoman, resided inthisthis solitary one, pouredis used togradually!”叶孤音苦笑了一声,道:“初时过不惯。哪怕住在冰音宫里,无数人侍奉,照料,也依然过惯。后来干脆放弃了所有,只当自己是一介村妇,孤居于此,倒渐渐惯了!”„Un, can always be familiar with!”
“嗯,总能习惯的!”Fang Xingnods, thenno longersaid a wordfor a very long time.方行点了点头,便久久不再言语。
When teadrinks up. The curtain of nighthas arrived, Fang Xingput downtea, flicks the sleevesets out.
一盏茶喝完时。夜幕已然降临,方行放下了茶盏,拂袖起身。Ye Guyinalsostood, lookstooutsidecurtain of night, hesitant, said: „Darkness, will walktomorrowagain!”叶孤音也站了起来,望向外面的夜幕,犹豫了一下,道:“天黑了,明天再走吧!”Fang Xingturned the headto look atheroneeyes, thought that smiled, walkedtowardout.方行转头看了她一眼,思索了一下,轻轻一笑,向门外走去。
The Ye Guyinbodytrembledtrembled, loses the sound said: „Isn't willingto forgiveme?”叶孤音身子颤了一颤,失声道:“还是不肯原谅我吗?”Fang Xingturns around, complexionstrangesay/way: „No......”方行转身,面色古怪的道:“没有啊……”Ye Guyinactuallyappears the lookto be somewhat dehumanizing, said with a smilemiserably: „Why does thatkeepone is not willing?”叶孤音却显得眼神有些凄苦,惨笑道:“那为何连留一宿都不肯?”
The Fang Xingexpressionwas stranger: „Mydonkeyhas not fed......”方行表情更古怪了:“我的驴还没喂呢……”
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……Ye Guyin of bigred painted-facecleaned up the room, Fang Xingarrived in the courtyardslowly, kept the green grass that came outto feed hogsto slotYe Guyinhugged, throwstothatonce for a whilewith the stubborndonkey that oneselfdid not cope with, thenreturned to the room, Ye Guyinhad tidied up the firewoodroom, was actually planned that madeFang Xinglive inherroom, oneselflivedin the firewoodroom, Fang Xingrashly, entered the firewoodroom.
大红脸的叶孤音去收拾房间了,方行则慢悠悠到院子里,将叶孤音留了出来喂猪的青草铡了一抱,扔给那头时不时跟自己不对付的犟驴,然后才回到了房中,叶孤音已经将柴房收拾了出来,却是打算让方行住她的房间,自己住在柴房里,方行则不由分说,进了柴房。
The nightbrightstaris thin, at nightcoversin the land, a quietfearfulness.
夜朗星稀,黑夜笼罩在大地上,一片静谧的可怕。Fang Xinglieson the bed, is resting the head on the arm, the bodytop head the cottonback of homespun cloth, exposes to the sunwarmlyroars.方行躺在床上,枕着手臂,身上盖着粗布的棉背,晒得暖哄哄的。Alsodoes not know how longwaited, hepresents the illusionat present.
也不知等了多久,他眼前出现了幻觉。
A fairy maiden of white clothingdrops from the clouds, the fleshwins the snow, the impeccable character, a pair of slenderbeautifullegwas obstructedhalfby the whiteskirt, actuallyindimraywhite of partly visible, clearnoflawfullybit by bit, is treadingvoid, lightgracefulwalkedtowardhim, bent downjust like a fine gauzegenerallyonhisbody, the beautifulfaceis gazing atFang Xing, the visionwas gentle, morecollectedtowardFang Xingis nearer.
一个白衣的仙子从天而降,肌肤胜雪,白璧无瑕,一双修长美腿被白裙遮去了一半,却在朦胧光芒里若隐若现,晶莹无瑕的皓足一点一点,踏着虚空,轻盈盈的向他走了过来,宛若一件轻纱一般伏在了他的身上,绝美面庞注视着方行,目光轻柔,向着方行越凑越近。„Is worth?”
“值得吗?”Fang Xingopened the eye, is looking at presentthisperson.方行睁开了眼睛,望着眼前这人。„Knows that Isaidwhy the heartisn't steady?”
“知道我道心为何不稳吗?”
The femalelookis blurred, approachedFang Xinggently, probablyis ordinaryin the sleep talking, hassadbeing hardpracticing moderation: „Ancient rite of making sacrificesonepost-war, the divine landnorthterritorychaos, the situationwhosaid not distinctly, butin brief, startedto developin the gooddirection, mysouthgazedcultivatorto experience a lot of ups and downs, someownhope, remote antiquitydao lineagelost the discipleyou to know that finally, theygaveGreat Snow Mountainlineage/veinto help, set up the footfinally, makinggazecultivatorto have the foothold, forthismatter, the seniorprofound scholar in Kitakoyama, was once resisting the pressure of Huangfufamily/home, wielded the bloodto makeblack ink, wasLingyunto score, critically punctuatesgazedto set upin the divine landprocessto make the great meritinsouth. 36Saints...... I am also, butIwas actually puzzled...... Junior Brothersidebythisreputationall day long, was unfair to...... at that timemealsoto climb mountains a war, butIeventuallyorchosestood by...... Ito regretmanyyears......”
女子眼神迷离,轻轻凑近了方行,像是在梦呓一般,却有悲伤的难以自持:“封禅一战后,神州北域大乱,局势谁也说不分明,但总而言之,开始向好的方向发展了,我南瞻修士历经坎坷,总算有了自己的希望,太上道统遗徒你该认识吧,他们给了大雪山一脉很多帮助,总算是立住了脚,让南瞻修士有了立足之地,为了这件事,曾有一位北神山的前辈大儒,抗着皇甫家的压力,挥血作墨,作凌云谱,评点了在南瞻立道神州过程中立下大功的三十六圣……我亦名列其中,但我却终日被这声名所困扰……方师弟,对不起……那时候我本来也可以上山一战的,只是我终究还是选择了袖手旁观……我已经后悔了很多年了……”Fang Xingis startled: „Such did a minor matter, destroyyoursay/wayheart?”方行微怔:“就这样一件小事,毁了你的道心?”Smiling that Ye Guyineats: „Makesmeunderstand, oneselfare far fromimaginingthatproud......”叶孤音吃吃的笑:“只是让我明白,自己远远没有想象中的那么值得骄傲……”Fang Xingdoes not speak, actually first time miss who feltthislong legwas not so repugnant.方行不说话了,倒是第一次感觉这个长腿的姑娘不那么讨厌了。„Did not saythese, south when Ireturnedgazed, the teacherhad once said that ifIreallywantto realize from experiencethis worldreally saying that cast the worldly desire, grasped the bustling placetrue meaning, shouldask the mortalto marry, steadfastfor a lifetime, butI am not always ruthlessunder the heart......”
“不说这些了,我回南瞻之时,师尊曾说过,若我真想体悟凡尘真道,铸就凡心,掌握红尘真意,就该找凡人嫁了,踏踏实实过一辈子,但我总是狠不下心……”Ye Guyinbent downslowlyonFang Xing, the soundsank: „Younow are also a mortal, alljust!”叶孤音慢慢伏在了方行身上,声音微沉:“你现在也是凡人,一切都刚好!”Fang Xingshows a faint smile, justwantsto speak, Ye Guyinactuallycovered uphismouth: „Do not makemefeelembarrassed!”方行微微一笑,正想说话,叶孤音却掩住了他的嘴巴:“不要让我觉得难堪!”Fang Xingthendoes not speak, did the speechteach the personto be embarrassedagain?方行便不说话了,再说话岂不是教人难堪么?
The gentlewhite lightdisappearsto collectgradually, in the firewoodroom, hadsoundslightly.
柔和的白光渐渐消敛,柴房里面,却有微微的声响了起来。
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……Alsohas not knownhow long, in the firewoodroom, the sounddied away, the lightfragrancefills the airin the room.
也不知过了多久,柴房里面,动静渐弱,只有淡淡的香气弥漫在房中。Suddenly, the indoorraywritings, bodyclearYe Guyinselects a groupradiance, illuminated the firewoodroom, herexpressionsomewhatshockingis looking atFang Xing, looked down, the browcloselywrinkled, seemed to bewhatwords to say.
忽然之间,室内光芒大作,身躯晶莹的叶孤音点出一团光华,照亮了柴房,她表情有些震惊的望着方行,又低头看了看自己,眉头紧紧皱了起来,似有什么话想说。Fang Xingsighedgently, said: „Did youunderstand?”方行轻轻一叹,道:“你明白了?”Ye Guyinis biting the lip, nodsgently, said: „Howcanlike this?”叶孤音咬着嘴唇,轻轻点了点头,道:“怎么会这样?”
The Fang Xingboth handspillowafter the brain, smiled bitterly, said: „MyDao Foundation, althoughhas been damaged, the change that on mortal bodybutinpracticingbringsactuallystill, somepeopleconstructed the Qi'sbesideninthlineage/veinaftereightlineage/veininmywithin the bodyin the past, has this ninthlineage/veinto exist, mybodyhasto cultivate/repairlasts, the Yin-Yangwill blendwill then return nurturing to parents the femalebody, butonmehas not repairednow , like a not being able to fill upabyss, will extract the say/waysource of opposite party, Ihadto cultivate/repairbefoream , can control, nowcould not actually have controlled this ninthlineage/vein, youwill haveto cultivate/repair , will also be onlyslightlyhasto detect, loss, Perhapsif the world of mortalsfemale, has lost the lifenow!”方行双手枕在了脑后,苦笑了一声,道:“我道基虽然已经受损,但修行中带来的肉身上的改变却还在,当年有人在我体内构建了奇经八脉之外的第九脉,有此第九脉存在,我身上有修为时,阴阳交融中便会反哺女身,但如今我身上没有修为了,就像一个填不满的深渊,会将对方的道源抽取过来,我以前有修为,还可以控制得住,现在却已经控制不住这第九脉了,你身怀修为,还只是略有察觉,损耗的起,若是凡间女子,恐怕现在已经丢了性命了!”Ye Guyincloselyis frowning, suddenlyeyeslightlybright, said: „If that is right, yourcultivatingis......”叶孤音紧紧皱着眉头,忽然眼睛微亮,道:“若是如此,你的修为……”Fang Xingsmiled bitterly, beckons with the hand, said: „Thismethodis invalid!”方行苦笑了一声,摆了摆手,道:“这个方法行不通的!”Ye Guyindoes not speak, the fingerpicked up, raygraduallygloomy, in the room, the Fang Xingbreathwas suddenly heavier.叶孤音不说话了,手指一拈,光芒渐渐黯了下去,房间里,方行呼吸忽然重了些。„...... Youdo not needto restrain itself, I have to cultivate/repairforafter allin the body, that night, can, no matter whatyoudemand......”
“……你不必克制自己,我毕竟还有修为在身,这一夜,可以任你索取……”„Oh......”
“唉……”Fang Xingsighsound, after long time, hescoldedonesuddenly: „Mother, Iam impolite!”方行的叹息声响了起来,半晌之后,他忽然骂了一句:“妈的,那我就不客气了!”
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……InthisGreat Snow Mountainpeasant family, Fang Xinglived inless than halfyear, every dayin the early rising, rests at sundown, the firewoodcuts the grass, hoes weedsgoes hunting, helpingYe Guyinmake a smallfarm work, the leisuretime, spokesomewordswithYe Guyin, butavoidedall the people's of knowing wellwithonpracticingtruth, oftenfeltnot to have the words, feltactually,thiswas the female who to keep aloofactuallywashed the cosmeticschanged a personprobably, the indifference of in the daytime, as well asnightcrazy, alwaysmadeFang Xinghave a feeling not clearalienation.
在这大雪山周围的农家里,方行住了小半年时间,每日里日出而作,日落而息,劈柴斩草,锄草打猎,帮叶孤音做点小农活,闲暇时候,就与叶孤音说些话,只是避开了所有熟识的人与修行上的道理,每每感觉无话,倒是觉得,这位本是高高在上却又洗尽铅华的女子像是换了一个人,白日里的恬淡,以及夜晚的疯狂,总让方行有一种感受不真切的疏离感。Six months later, heknows that oneselfcannotliveagain, Ye Guyinabundantfacealreadysomewhatthin.
半年之后,他知道自己不能再住下去了,叶孤音丰盈的面庞已经有些清瘦。Buthetothistranquillife, feltsomeindescribablebeing sick.
而他对这种平静的生活,也感觉到了某种难以言喻的厌烦。Thistypeinsipidsuch as the lifesincerity of waterdoes not suit itself......
这种寡淡如水的生活真心不适合自己啊……„Yoursay/wayheartis damaged, because you are a proudperson, oneselflook down upon himself, said the heartnaturesteadily, to put it bluntly, was concerned about face, withyourselfthinks that the correctmethodcompensatedmeactuallyalsothere is no use, Idid not feelyoudidhadwhatimproper, was naturally farforgives, could not let loosetowas notI, butwasyourself, on the other hand, ifyourfacial skinwere thickerwere good, withoutsuchheartdemonwhatmatter, ifthischeekreallythick, thaton the matter that handledmanysomealong the intention, otherwise, livedhere. The last100yearscannot seek a heart, Iwalked, youtake care!”
“你的道心受损,还是因为你是个骄傲的人,自己心里看不起自己,道心自然稳不下来,说白了,还是要脸啊,用你自己认为正确的方法补偿我其实也没什么用处,我本来就不觉得你所做的有什么不妥,自然也谈不上原不原谅,放不开的可不是我,而是你自己,话说回来,如果你脸皮更厚一些就好了,没这么心魔什么事了,但是若这面皮着实厚不起来,那就多做些顺心意的事情吧,不然的话,在这里住上一百年都寻不回道心,我走了,你保重!”In the morning, Fang Xingpulled the azuredonkey, starts offagain, Ye Guyin of purpleclothessees offin the institutemouth.
清晨时分,方行牵了青驴,再次上路,一身紫衣的叶孤音在院口相送。Steps the endlessjourneyagain, Fang Xingactuallygoestoward the Chu territorynorthwestline, whyalsodoes not know, somewhatmissed homeland.
再次踏上漫漫旅途,方行却朝着楚域西北方向行去,也不知为何,有些想家了。„Guiyan Valleyno onehas handledfor a long time, shouldlive the fullweeds?”( To be continued.)
“鬼烟谷好久无人打理过了,该生满野草了吧?”(未完待续。)PS: The volume, saw that so manybrothers and sistersguess the peasant womanisXiao Xue, the frightened my chapterdoes not dareto send......
PS:额,看到这么多兄弟姐妹都猜农妇是萧雪,吓的我这一章都不敢发出来了……
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