PD :: Volume #6

#584: The pain does not permit the tie


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Resistance?” “抗争?” Gu Jun is looking at Tan Jinming before north side that dense fog, the seen probably numerous shadow, slaughters innocents and dominates others, are you called the resistance these?” 顾俊望着北边那片迷雾前的谭金明,看到的像是重重阴影,“滥杀无辜、凌驾别人,你们把这些称为抗争?” Dr. Gu, you possibly to our some misunderstanding.” Tan Jinming spreads out both hands, from the beginning, the fertilizer of your cognition clearly does not understand......” “顾医生,你可能对我们有一些误会。”谭金明摊开双手,“不过一开始,你认知的肥明也不了解……” On that side swamp, the clone bodies of two broken fog person squads did not have the sound again, either became the blood to be broken, either sank a corpse in spoiled mud. 在那边沼泽上,两支破雾人小队的克隆体都再无动静了,要么成了血碎,要么是沉在腐泥中的一具尸体。 But eight people of here broken fog person squad, but also is holding a spear/gun to garrison the surroundings, the towered mental pillar/backbone net tower is also resisting. 而这边破雾人小队的八人,还在持枪警备着周围,矗起的心智支柱网塔也在抵御着。 Their wills, will not be easy to be captured. 他们的意志,不会那么容易被攻陷的。 Gu Jun is so, although the body and spirit are very exhausted, the faith has not actually vacillated, „that fertilizer of my cognition is bright, he does not like others calling him to be fat, but he will therefore not massacre that person, he is very good, he will have the weak aspect, but like you, the so-called resistance is not recklessly, but also brandishes a sword to the weak one.” 顾俊更是如此,尽管身体与精神都十分疲惫,信念却不曾动摇,“我认知的那个肥明,他不喜欢别人叫他肥明,但他不会因此把那个人杀掉,他很善良,他也会有软弱的方面,但不像你们,所谓抗争是肆意,还向弱者挥刀。” This is Dr. Gu your issues is.” Tan Jinming tone belt/bring smiles, ‚the weak one, in your concepts, the weak one is a weak one, the person like fat clear(ly), looked like these lost/carrying choice and tie of awareness you knew, needed the sympathy of powerhouse, to pity and look, otherwise these people did not have the means of livelihood.” “这就是顾医生你们的问题所在。”谭金明语气带笑,“‘弱者’,你们的观念里,弱者就是弱者,像肥明那样的人、像你们认识的知道的那些负选择和平局,需要强者的同情、怜悯和照顾,否则那些人没有活路。” The sound gradation that transmits is muddy, but overlaps in the same place, probably Tan Jin Mingzai said, seemed like in the dense fog that unknown sound to say. 传来的声音渐变混浊,但又重叠在一起,像是谭金明在说,又像是迷雾中那股未知声音在说。 This is you in one contemptuous since heart, a differentiation, normal person and disabled person, powerhouse and weak one. This is the society teaches you, most times indeed are the facts. However, most people are not really care about these weak ones, most people want to spend few prices to obtain the moral pleasant sensation, then after the brain of throwing, if these weak ones really believe their good intentions, they will be tired. “这是你们打从心底里的一种轻蔑,一种区分,正常人和残疾人,强者和弱者。这是社会教给你们的,多数时候的确是事实。不过,多数人并不是真的在乎那些弱者,多数人只是想花费很少的代价来获得道德快感,接着就抛之脑后,如果那些弱者真的相信了他们的善意,他们会烦的。 Perhaps some small numbers of people will really care, but also was the self-sensation put on the shackles to these weak ones good. 也许有少数人会真的在乎吧,但也是自我感觉良好地给那些弱者套上了枷锁。 That shackles obliterated the spirit, melted the resistance, approving oneself is the weak one, accepts this division, accepts this expectation, accepts this role. 那个枷锁磨灭了志气,消融了抗争,认同了自己是弱者,接受这种划分,接受这种期望,接受这种角色。 And finally, including own it, felt oneself impossible, unable to wear. 到了最后,连自己的本身,也觉得自己不可能、佩不上。 Dr. Gu, you have been curious the idea of lost/carrying choice life meeting, we hold the different concepts. 顾医生,你一直好奇负选择生命会的想法,我们只是持不同观念而已。 We do not sympathize with not the pitiful lost/carrying choice, we do not despise them, we do not give them the shackles. 我们不同情不可怜负选择,我们不轻蔑他们,我们也不给他们枷锁。 We, give them an opportunity of transformation. 我们,给他们一个蜕变的机会。 This opportunity, naturally, in painful way. ” 这个机会,当然了,是以痛苦的方式。” With this speech sound, in Tan Jinming back dense fog went out of many 's shadows, the people recognized in the middle of that to have the suspects of other homicides, Gu Jun also saw again that say/way rode the form that the bicycle is turning circle unceasingly, Chenxing, was that delirium appearance, rode the bicycle to spin on the swamp. 随着这股话声,谭金明背后的迷雾中走出了更多的人影,众人认得出那当中有其它凶杀案的嫌犯,顾俊也再一次看到了那道骑着自行车不断转圈的身影,陈行,还是那个谵妄样子,还是骑着自行车在沼泽上打转。 Not only north, in the surrounding numerous miasma fog some innumerable forms are also appearing intermittently. 不只是北边,周围的重重瘴雾里也有无数身影在隐现。 Transformation? Painful way? Gu Jun heart slightly, this is the lofty ideal that they bragged...... 蜕变?痛苦的方式?顾俊心头微荡,这就是他们自诩的崇高理念吗…… Others are the state of mind are also complex, words that wants to refute chaotic in heart, but has not spoken, is persevering the mental pillar/backbone. 其他人亦是心绪复杂,想反驳的话纷乱在心中,但没有说话,坚守着心智支柱。 Therefore you do force others to accept the so-called transformation opportunity?” He asked. “所以你们就强迫别人接受所谓的蜕变机会?”他问道。 „A psychopath was forced to feed in the mental institution, you were rescued by Dr. Gu because of the accident dying patient, is a force treatment?” “一个精神病患者被强制送进精神病院,一个因事故垂死的患者被顾医生你抢救,算不算一种强迫治疗?” That sound also said, is the neurosis? Is defined by whom? Approving oneself is a weak one, is living ignorantly, from time to time feels unwilling, from time to time some ideas, but never takes action to rescue from own misery and from others' contemptuous oneself. Dr. Gu, this is a neurosis, this is the dying condition. Do we have to force them to go to therapy? You rescue some dying patient words, we have.” 那股声音又说道,“怎样算是精神病?由谁来定义?认同自己是个弱者,浑浑噩噩地活着,时而感到不甘,时而有些想法,但始终不采取行动把自己从自身的苦难、从别人的轻蔑当中解救出来。顾医生,这就是一种精神病吧,这就是垂死状态。我们有强迫他们接受治疗吗?你抢救垂死患者有的话,那我们也有。” Quibbled......” Louxiao Ning unable to bear say, rescue was the life-saving, you were the murder......” “狡辩……”楼筱宁忍不住道,“抢救是救人,你们是杀人……” You killed many people......” Feng Peiqian also saying that Tan Jinming, you did not want at that time, you gave the message that your parents sent on that day, does not want, you to be corroded like this now dark, was affected, was being operated by others......” “你们杀了很多人……”冯佩倩也说,“谭金明,你当时不也是不愿意的吗,你那天给你父母发的短信,是不想这样的,你现在是被黑暗侵蚀了,被影响,被别人操纵着……” Adds to the pain others, you also felt all right saying that was the life-saving.” Grant Bell reprimanded one. “把痛苦加到别人头上,你们也好意思说是救人。”格兰特-贝尔斥了一声。 Quibble and arrogance that they could not have borne the opposite party. 他们已经受不了对方的歪理与狂妄。 Even if there is a today of anaesthesia, will undergo the surgery still to follow the pain.” On Tan Jinming face smiles, gradually transfers solemnly, „ pain is not the scoundrel. The pain will destroy true small and weak, but the pain also molds the true great strength. More pain, more strengths. “即使有麻醉的今天,做手术也会伴随着痛苦。”谭金明脸上笑了笑,渐转冷峻,“痛苦不是什么坏东西。痛苦会摧毁真正的弱小,但痛苦也塑造真正的强大。更多的痛苦,更多的力量。 Naturally, what surgery has the failure rate, has the mortality rate. 当然,什么手术都有失败率,有死亡率的。 The being able dead words, that plays with this world well. ” 死不了的话,那就跟这个世界好好地玩吧。” In the dark sky the dark cloud stagnates, the cold wind blows the broken dense fog, more forms go out clearly before the people, on the faces of these people, some also brings hesitant, some bring fear, some obviously nearly collapse. In them many people are the tie, the appearance are possibly ordinary, the stature is ordinary, anything is ordinary...... 灰沉沉的天空上乌云凝滞,寒风吹破迷雾,更多的身影清晰地走出在众人面前,在那些人的脸上,有的还带着犹豫,有的带着畏惧,有的明显近乎崩溃。他们中很多人可能是平局,长相普通,身材普通,什么都普通…… But in the middle of that some people like Tan Jinming, the facial features are quiet, have an indifference. 但那当中,一些人已是像谭金明那样,面容平静,有着一种冷漠。 The tire splashed the black muddy water, rode Chenxing of bicycle to transfer, is muttering, only then he himself heard the clear words. 轮胎溅起了黑色的泥水,骑着自行车的陈行又转过了一圈,喃喃着只有他自己听得清楚的话语。 Was surrounded in the middle people can feel, the wind was colder, the smell of blood is heavier. 被包围在中间的众人都能感到,风更冷了,血腥味更重。 You said again flower skillful, cannot plaster the fact that you slaughtered.” Gu Jun sinking sound said, but also sank into the both feet in mire to be been tighter by Untidy-looking, your conduct wants bad thousand times compared with the so-called powerhouse who you hated, if you thought that you were founding a new world, that was also only the strong and weak role replaced, has not solved what problem completely.” “你们说得再花巧,都粉饰不了你们滥杀的事实。”顾俊沉声道,还陷于泥沼中的双脚被勒得更紧了,“你们的做派比你们憎恶的所谓强者要恶劣千倍,如果你们觉得自己是在开创一个新世界,那也只是强弱的角色更换了,根本就没有解决到什么问题。” Really happy Dr. Gu you realized that the matter can develop such. However, we are not interested in such, we never want to be the top dog in the order shape of existing world. Speaking of anything founds the new world, actually some of our also many doubts, a point that but is certain is......” “真高兴顾医生你意识到事情可以发展成那样。不过,我们对那样不感兴趣,我们从来不是想在现有世界的秩序形态中做人上人。说到什么开创新世界,其实我们也有很多疑惑的,但可以肯定的一点是……” Tan Jinming is saying, probably these people are saying, sincere cruelty, compared with false friendliness, good, respects the person.” 谭金明说着,也像是那些人在说着,“真诚的残忍,也比虚伪的友善,更好,更尊重人。” I can say one, I very clear humane wicked side.” Deng Ximei sends the sound said, these such as the smoke past events wound has not pained likely for many years, you immerse in the humane wickedness, nothing extraordinary. The feed pain can obtain the strength, but pursuit pain, can obtain the strength.” “我可以说一句吗,我很清楚人性恶的一面。”邓惜玫发声道,那些如烟往事像积年未愈的伤口隐隐作痛,“你们沉浸于人性的恶,没什么了不起的。进食痛苦能得到力量,但是驱逐痛苦,也能得到力量。” Useless chicken soup!” That sound had was hot-tempered little stuffily, Miss Deng and Dr. Gu, you , you for your benefit speeches, naturally can certainly say that some have a strong sense of righteousness chicken soup...... except for letting you felt good, anything has not changed.” “没用的鸡汤!”那股声音有了一点点躁闷,“邓小姐、顾医生,你们,当然了,你们为你们的利益说话,当然可以说些大义凛然的鸡汤……除了让你们自己感觉良好,什么都没改变。” At this time, in Chi grabbed the head uncomfortably, the blue vein beat in surface, careful, Buxados's strength was enlivening more and more......” 这时候,于驰难受地抓着脑袋,面上的青筋跳动,“小心啊,布克斯的力量在越来越活跃了……” On the decaying tree deadwood straight volume heaven of bone-chilling cold wind swamp, that crow still paces back and forth in the sky, seems waiting for the condor of slough. 凛冽的风把沼泽上的朽树枯枝直卷上天,那只乌鸦还在上空徘徊,仿佛是等待着腐肉的秃鹰。 Pitied Mei to say right, the human nature had has the wickedness good.” Gu Jun said, the opposite party is bothersomer this, more must say this, with good can't rescue itself? Can solve the ugliness of this world should not use the good way? We are suppressing the wicked surface, does good with every effort. You? Kills people and expands the black mountain sheep the strength summon different infant and to turn into the dark divine creative force oneself, what is this is changing?” “惜玫说得对,人性有善有恶。”顾俊说道,对方越烦这点,就越要说这点,“用善良就不能解救自身吗?要解决这个世界的丑恶不应该用善良的方式吗?我们都在抑制恶面,尽力做好事。你们呢?杀人、壮大黑山羊的力量呼唤异婴、把自己变成黑暗造物,这是在改变什么?” Dr. Gu, we have not said.” That share of sound cold say/way, changes own situation.” “顾医生,我们不是说过了么。”那股声音冷道,“改变自身的处境。” The dense fog was surged by the strong winds, Gu Jun saw that also calculates was missing these big lane lost/carrying choices, appear intermittently in all around mist. 迷雾被狂风激荡,顾俊看到也算失踪了的那些大巷负选择,在四周的雾气中隐现。 Humpbacked old flatter is ignorant, Lu Jia keen who the half head burns, sits the child Péng young of wheelchair, sits the old person being lame thunder of wheelchair...... also to have others...... 驼背年迈的阿懵,半边头部烧伤的卢家敏,坐着轮椅的孩童鹏仔,也坐轮椅的老人跛雷……还有其他人…… They are unemotional, they are looking here. 他们面无表情,他们望着这边。 That sound was saying, was saying like them. 那声音在说,像他们在说。 Dr. Gu, can you cure our sickness? You cannot. “顾医生,你能治好我们的病吗?你不能。 The medicine level of this world is extremely low, the progress is extremely slow, the rich no medicine uses ; The medical system does not guarantee the medical service, the pharmaceutical company eats the person, has the medicine not to have money to use. Does not calculate darkness that you said? What have you made? You do not have. 这个世界的医学水平极其低下,进步极其缓慢,有钱没药用;医疗制度不保证医疗,制药公司吃人,有药没钱用。就不算你说的黑暗吗?你有做过什么吗?你没有。 Did you understand? You do not have means solution these issues, you do not have the truth to prevent us. 你明白了吗?你没办法解决这些问题,你没有道理阻止我们。 Why do you prevent us to grab the opportunity to change the situation? Dark strength? It treated and cured us, to be how dark? 你凭什么阻止我们抓着机会改变自身处境?黑暗力量?它救治了我们,怎么就黑暗了? Because of your benefit, you must fierce protect your normal people, the benefit that chooses, but we must fierce protect our benefits. 是因为你的利益吧,你要悍卫你们正常人、正选择的利益,但我们要悍卫我们的利益。 Actually you have made a mistake a point, we each had also made a mistake. 其实你一直搞错了一点,我们这些人曾经每个也搞错过。 We and you are two species. 我们和你们是两个物种啊。 The disease that you define is our instinct. 你们定义的疾病是我们的天性。 Non-solution? Has the means that you eliminate us, we eliminate you. 无解吧?还是有办法的,你们消灭我们,或者,我们消灭你们。 Is positive, loses, always the result, the pain does not permit the tie. ” 是正,是负,总有一个结果,痛苦不允许平局。”
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