ping pū, ping pū...... 呯噗,呯噗…… Stagnation black fog in front. 静滞的黑雾就在前面。 Deng Ximei walks in the forefront of broken fog person squad, an orange rewiring aeroseal exposure suit, treads on the worn-out village road, steadily reduces with the distance of black fog. 邓惜玫走在破雾人小队的最前面,一身橘色的重装气密防护服,踏在破旧的村路上,与黑雾的距离不断缩短。 Previous time explores that nuclear radiation mutation region in Outer Mongolia, Deng Ximei is three dares one of the dead warriors, the radiation dose of her within the body are therefore more than others, the incidence of various diseases are also higher than others. But in comparison, this mission risk goes beyond now. 上次在漠北探索那个核辐射异变区域,邓惜玫就是三名敢死勇士之一,她体内的辐射剂量因此比别人多,各种疾病的发生率也比别人高。但相比之下,现在这个任务的危险性有过之无不及。 Not is only away from the logistics command personnel of screen, in her behind other not far broken fog people, clutches to tighten the heart. 不只是隔着屏幕的后勤指挥人员,就连在她身后不远的其他破雾人,也都揪紧着心。 Here, the connection of Deng Ximei and unusual characters world is of most powerful, if she just a contact with the black fog region had an accident, this mission will stop. 在这里,邓惜玫与异文世界的连系是最强力的那个,如果她与黑雾区域刚一接触就出事,这个任务就会中止。 Any situation likely happened, the womb of black mountain sheep, anything will breed. 什么情况都可能发生,黑山羊的子宫,什么都会孕育。 „Last meter distance, had not detected that is very unusual.” Deng Ximei said at this time, the clear speech sound through to saying reached the people ear. “最后一米距离,未察觉有特别异常。”邓惜玫这时说道,清脆的话声通过对讲器传进了众人耳朵。 She the words are not usually many, the existence feeling in crowd is not strong, but at this time, actually firm and resolute excellent. 她平时话语不多,在人群中的存在感也不强,不过每到这种时刻,却都坚毅过人。 ping pū, ping pū, is the putsation sound that the black fog region spreads, is the tictac of her heart. 呯噗,呯噗,是黑雾区域传出的搏动声,也是她心脏的跳动声。 Deng Ximei continues to take the footsteps, the right tip of the toe first contacted the close black fog, immediately, her heart twists fiercely, the breath becomes difficult, the abdomen navel position surges inexplicable strange taste, resembles the pain, resembles the acid, resembles is pulled. 邓惜玫继续迈出脚步,右脚尖最先接触了近在咫尺的黑雾,顿时之间,她的心脏猛地一拧,呼吸变得困难,腹部肚脐位置涌起一股莫名怪异的滋味,似痛,似酸,似被拉扯。 Because knows in advance the information of womb, she understands immediately, when this was...... the birth taste...... 因为预先知道了子宫的信息,她当即就有所明白,这是……出生时的滋味…… Comes out from the womb, returns to the womb. 从子宫出来,回到子宫去。 Not only same taste, is the similar danger, producing regarding the maternal infant is always the huge danger, the difficult labor, the massive hemorrhage, the oxygen deficit, was killed...... 不只是相同的滋味,也是同样的危险,生产对于母婴向来都是巨大的危险,难产,大出血,缺氧,丧命…… „Was the birth......” Deng Ximei said hoarsely, actually does not know oneself said the speech sound, was one pile eyah the language. “是出生……”邓惜玫沙哑说道,却已经不知道自己有没有说出了话声,还是一堆咿呀之语。 Once steps into the black fog region, she felt unable to go back, must go back only to create the difficult labor result. Her right foot makes great strides forward, the left leg also stepped with the body, the whole person completely entered in the middle of the black fog, at present but regards is not dim jet black, but is an inexplicable gloss. 一旦踏进黑雾区域,她就感觉回不去了,非要回去的话只会造成难产结果。她的右脚迈进,左脚随着身子也迈了进去,整个人全然进了黑雾当中,但眼前所视的不是朦胧漆黑,而是一种莫名光泽。 The surroundings seem filling the transparent liquid, but also somewhat light yellow mucilage...... 周围都似乎弥漫着透明的液体,还有些淡黄的粘液…… Is the amniotic fluid, she thinks when is the production amniotic fluid. 是羊水,她想,是生产时的羊水。 Meanwhile, an extrusion of great strength wells up from the surroundings, she looks like must be compressed, pushed out. 与此同时,一股巨力的挤压从周围涌来,她像要被压扁,被推出去。 Deng Ximei body felt the pure pain, the four limbs and torso looks like in the variation, filled was being born the beforehand unknown. 邓惜玫的身体感受到了纯粹的痛苦,四肢与躯干都像在变异,充满着出生之前的未知数。 When her mind also surged oneself born all sorts of pain as an embryo and fears, not only Deng Ximei that unusual characters person Liji that pain of birth, pain of death...... 她的头脑中也涌起了自己作为一个胎儿出生时的种种痛苦与恐惧,不只是邓惜玫的那一份,还有异文人丽姬娅的那份,出生的痛苦,死亡的痛苦…… The people arrive in world with the pain, the person also leaves world with the pain. 人随着痛苦来到世间,人也随着痛苦离开世间。 These are crushing her. 这些正在把她压碎。 Deng Ximei clenches teeth to endure, she does not have the mind movie screen now, but since birth before some Liji shadows, went far away some time, now with the surrounding amniotic fluid wells up to raid to come...... the vanquisher worm, in every world even in stage most dazzling star, still sudden death...... 邓惜玫咬牙忍受着,她现在没有心灵障壁,而生来就有的丽姬娅阴影之前远去了一段时间,现在随着周围的羊水又涌袭而来……征服者蠕虫,凡世中即使是舞台上最耀眼的明星,也会突然死亡…… That type of haze is ripping to draw her mind once again. 那种阴霾又一次在撕拉着她的心灵。 However does the death, mean all? 但是死亡,就意味着一切吗？ The most sad fierce death is unable to win to carve the brilliance in tomb. 最悲烈的死亡也无法夺走刻在坟墓上的光彩。 Her these mental props, are pasting the brilliance. 她的那些心智支柱,正流转出了光彩。 „Buxados......” Deng Ximei said slowly, the speech sound has to shiver is very firm, „I am also the painful product, but I am not the painful slave.” “布克斯……”邓惜玫缓缓地说道,话声微有颤抖却十分坚定,“我也是痛苦的产物,但我不是痛苦的奴隶。” What kind of pain no matter the surroundings are transmitting, no matter how also the amniotic fluid extrudes and submerges, her shouted, like that first crying aloud of newborn, the both legs continues to step the footsteps. Regardless of front is what world, what environment , the stride walks. 不管周围传来着怎样的痛苦,也不管羊水如何挤压、淹没,她一声大喊,就像新生儿的那第一声啼哭,双腿继续迈动脚步。无论前面是什么世界,什么环境,也大步走去。 This is the courage of newborn. 这就是新生儿的勇气。 Deng Ximei does not know that cannot attend to other squad people whether follows on the heels, situation how. 邓惜玫不知道也顾不上小队其他人是否跟在后面,情况又怎么样。 If she is breaking through a channel, that this channel is not long, the front had presented the different lusters, she seems like breaking through an amnion. 如果说她在突破一条通道,那这条通道并不长,前方已出现了不同的色泽,她更像在突破一层羊膜。 This time she is not clear, after her whole person enters the black fog region, the control center sees has not had explosion, variation and other situation, the black fog stagnation as before, authorized in Chi and the others the actions. in Chila a corpse store tank, is walking in the forefront. 此时的她并不清楚,在她整个人进入黑雾区域之后,指挥中心见没有发生爆炸、变异等情况,黑雾静滞如故,就批准了于驰等人的行动。于驰拉着一具尸体储存槽,走在最前面。 He makes first of key to span the boundary laboratory technician with the unusual characters person projection mind movie screen, once he has an accident, the action will also stop. 他是用异文人投影心灵障壁作钥匙的第一个跨越界限实验者,一旦他出事,行动也会中止。 But after spreading to enter the black fog region, the black fog is still the stagnation as before, is this, eight broken fog people entered in the black fog one by one. 但于驰进入黑雾区域后,黑雾仍是静滞如故,就是这样,八位破雾人逐个逐个地走进了黑雾中。 Leaves outside frontline and headquarters control center, is the silence of safe/without matter, that still weak putsation sound, bang pū, bang pū. 留给外面前线、总部指挥中心的,是无事发生的寂静,还有那依然的微弱搏动声,砰噗,砰噗。 Bad risk, only then each broken fog person were clear. 凶险,只有每个破雾人自己清楚。 in Chi has not seen Deng Ximei form, moves toward the front in the strange liquid, according to the plan such activates the mind movie screen to main personality front, he is at a strange condition immediately, oneself turned into Buxados Langton probably, but is looks oneself turned into Buxados Langton, continuously look. 于驰没看到邓惜玫的身影,在古怪的液体中走向前方,按照计划那样把心灵障壁激活到主人格的前面,他顿时处于一种奇异状态,自己好像变成了布克斯-兰顿,但又是自己看着自己变成了布克斯-兰顿,一直看着。 „......” “啊……” However in the mind movie screen has the effect that instantaneous, in Chi felt that since a huge inexplicable pain explodes from the chest and belly section. 但是在心灵障壁起效的那瞬间,于驰就感到一股巨大莫名的痛楚从胸腹部炸起。 In the chest cavity sends the sound, as if 12 pairs of rib each are breaking, heart, lung, liver, kidney and other organ complete surges extrude one group. 胸腔里面咔嚓发响,仿佛12对肋骨每一根都在断裂,心脏、肺、肝、肾等器官全部翻腾挤压成一团。 in Chi the lower back was pressed curved , the whole person was being extruded, presses an abnormal person. 于驰的腰背被压得弯下,整个人都在被挤压,压成一个畸形人。 What did human cure? What did Dr. Karrop cure? 人类治好了什么？卡洛普医生治好了什么？ Human in the face of various diseases, collapses at the first blow...... 人类在各种疾病面前,不堪一击…… However „disease”, is a dissident feeling, is one type can because of the time and environment the artificial definition of change...... 但是“疾病”,是一种异己感,是一种可以因时代和环境而改变的人为定义…… The disease is not the truth, the evolution is the truth. 疾病不是真理,演化才是真理。 Without the rib, is normal. 没有肋骨,是正常。 Without the rib, is the health. 没有肋骨,是健康。 Without the rib, is the health. 没有肋骨,才是健康。 in Chiwan the camel the waist, the chest and belly section is twisting, the facial features are also twisting, the rib sends out the sound is even more disorderly, is breaking, is unifying, is dispelling. 于驰弯驼着腰,胸腹部在扭曲,面容也都在扭曲,肋骨发出的咔嚓声响越发凌乱,在断裂,在结合,在消解。 He does not know whether oneself still in the vanguard, the mind movie screen soon „in spreading” this swallows, surrounding amniotic fluid also in his again molding. But he revolves strongly the mental pillar/backbone some spirits that can also control, the complete six mental props send out the glimmer, is luminous like the lighthouse that in the storm sways. 他不知道自己是否还在前行,心灵障壁快要把“于驰”这个自我吞噬,周围的羊水也在把他重新塑形。但他竭力把还能控制的一些精神运转起了心智支柱,全部六根心智支柱都发出微光,如同风暴中飘摇的灯塔光亮。 The storm also is getting more and more abundant, the dark strength blots out the sky, the lighthouse is luminous is swaying erratically, the lighthouse is also creakying. 风暴却也在越来越盛,黑暗的力量铺天盖地,灯塔光亮在摇晃不定,灯塔本身也在摇摇欲坠。 His that was just newly-built, has not made many consolidated two mental props, suddenly, the crack comes up in great numbers and from all sides, dense and numerous. 他那刚刚新建起来的、尚未做过多少巩固的两根心智支柱,突然间,裂缝横生,密密麻麻。 Seems to be bang one, that Luoyang shovel mental pillar/backbone, avalanche pile of mulch waste residue. 似有轰隆一声,那根洛阳铲心智支柱,崩塌成了一堆腐土废渣。 in Chi also instant felt that the pain of whole body, coerces the pain of rib region to intensify particularly fiercely, this pain is destroying him, the fifth pillar/backbone also crashes is about to begin. 于驰也瞬时感到全身的痛楚、尤其是胁肋部的痛楚猛地加剧,这股巨痛正在把他摧毁,第五支柱也崩塌在即。 However at this time, in Chi heard the Deng Ximei slight voice probably, her words make his mind movie screen such as be hit hard immediately. 然而这个时候,于驰好像听到了邓惜玫的细微声音,她的这句话语却顿时使他的心灵障壁如遭重击。 „Buxados, I am also the painful product, but I am not the painful slave.” “布克斯,我也是痛苦的产物,但我不是痛苦的奴隶。”