On this evil standard video, that side the secret bureau and fbm have had the communication, the obtained answer is still tracing initial upload the position. 就这个邪典视频,天机局与fbm那边有过沟通,得到的答复是还在追查最初上传者的位置。 Actually is that video what meaning? What has to affect? Provocation? Declares war? 那视频究竟是什么意思？有什么作用？挑衅？宣战？ Gu Jun looks at this video, one type such as the fishbone in the discomfort of throat, the danger has compelled, actually also not clear that is anything. 顾俊看完这个视频,就有一种如鲠在喉的难受,危险已经迫至,却还不清楚那是什么。 „I must chat with Deng Ximei again.” He they said to Master Tong, this breach should not put again. “我要和邓惜玫再谈谈。”他跟通爷他们说了一声,这个突破口不应该再搁着了。 Now Deng Ximei is still detained in the incantation technique section base, then detains from the action personnel to the base by near the foot of mountain forest, is two people independent discussions. After Gu Jun takes something had/left the medicine building, goes this meeting place, he arrives at time, Deng Ximei has arrived. 现在邓惜玫依然被关押在咒术部基地里,这下由行动人员押到基地旁山林的山脚边,还是两人的单独会谈。顾俊拿上些东西出了医学楼后,就前去这个会面地点,他到的时候,邓惜玫已经到了。 This foot silence reigns, she stands by the dark woods, is calm. 这片山脚万籁俱寂,她站在幽暗的树林旁边,还是一脸平静。 The security personnel follow to be away from two people far position, actually here also has the monitoring camera and sentry post everywhere, must escape cannot escape. 警卫人员跟在距离两人远一些的位置,其实这里到处也有监控摄像头和岗哨,要逃跑是跑不了的。 „Miss Deng, here is some posthumous writings.” Gu Jun gives her one pack of posthumous writings in hand, „all in the posthumous writings of person in this new legionnaires'disease plague died.” “邓小姐,这里是些遗书。”顾俊把手中的一叠遗书递给她,“全是在这场新军团病瘟疫中死去的人的遗书。” Deng Ximei is looking at him, put out a hand to receive. 邓惜玫望着他,伸手接过了。 Over the two days the time, she had been allowed to contact some outside world the recent information, knew this plague general situation. 这两天时间,她已被允许接触到一些外界的新信息,知道这场瘟疫大概的情况。 „Global casualty was over 2 million people.” Gu Jun sinking sound said, „, if each dead has to write the posthumous writings, places here, that can submerge us like the flood. How you think, I do not know, but I request earnestly you to consider a next present situation again, is to completely own that ability.” “全球死亡人数超过200万人。”顾俊沉声道,“如果每位死者都有写下遗书,都放在这里,那可以像洪水一样淹没我们。你会怎么想,我不知道,但我恳请你再好好考虑一下现在的情况,是不是要尽自己的那份能力。” Deng Ximei read a will silently, is next. 邓惜玫默默地看了一封遗书,然后是下一封。 She read three wills, some look gradually changes, „before coming out, I looked at that video, that possibly is a beginning of offering sacrifices ceremony......” 她看了三封遗书,眼神渐渐有些变化,“出来前我看了那个视频,那可能是一个献祭仪式的开端……” „Miss Deng.” Gu Jun stopped by calling out her, what most important was she was whether credible, „can you start to tell me all these things from the beginning?” “邓小姐。”顾俊叫住她,更首要的是她是否可信,“你能把所有这些事情从头开始告诉我吗？” Deng Ximei is looking at that black misty curtain of night, a meeting, in the sound had one finally decidedly: „Ok. After that I so will be insane, the spirit will not restore, therefore other...... good luck.” 邓惜玫望着那黑蒙蒙的夜幕,顿了一会,声音中终是有了一丝决然:“可以。在那之后我可能会就这么疯掉,精神再也不会恢复过来,所以其它的……祝你好运。” „What do you mean?” Gu Jun knits the brows to ask, she said very much earnestly sincere. “什么意思？”顾俊皱眉问道,她说得很认真诚挚。 „Gu Jun.” Deng Ximei has not visited him, the speech sound is becoming stiff, „past years, only then you left, for these years, only then you left.” “顾俊。”邓惜玫没有看他,话声在变得僵硬,“当年只有你离开了,这么多年来,就只有你离开了。” Gu Jun heart one cold, „you were say......” 顾俊心头一寒,“你是说……” „Mind movie screen.” Deng Ximei said suddenly an incantation technique name word, she lifts the step to walk toward front, the pitch-black long hair was swayed by the night wind. “心灵障壁。”邓惜玫忽然说了一个咒术名称般的词,她抬步往前面走去,乌黑的长发被夜风吹拂而起。 „Formerly the miss, was closed in a prisoner's cage at a young age.” She said, „every day handles the matter that some are not willing to handle. But the miss understood a psychology technology of different world, closes right up against oneself imagines a lot, to imagine another life, established a mind movie screen, was not been quite insane by oneself falls.” “从前有一个姑娘,自小被关在一个囚笼里面。”她说道,“每天做着些自己不愿意做的事情。但姑娘懂得了一种异世界的心理学技术,靠着给自己想象很多事情、想象另一个人生,建立了一层心灵障壁,好让自己不疯掉。” Gu Jun understood what is heard, immediately only felt the night wind is colder, the trees of surroundings early fall are revealing bleak. 顾俊听明白了,顿时只感到夜风更冷,周围初秋的树木都流露着一股荒凉。 What that Deng Ximei said carried off by the parents in childhood, then for many years has roamed about in the open country, that is the type of mind movie screen, fond dream froth that oneself build. 邓惜玫说的什么小时候被父母带走,然后多年来一直在野外流浪,那不过是种心灵障壁,自己营造的美梦泡泡。 Once must make her confess her to experience completely, that is her facing real...... 一旦要让她完全坦白她真实的经历,那就是要她面对真实的自己…… Thing that sometimes, the person is most difficult to face, is oneself. 有时候,人最难面对的事物,就是自己。 If so that mind movie screen were disillusioned, she may fall into a mental aberration, because her these real, is some crazy and crafty chaotic. 若然那一层心灵障壁破灭了,她可能会就此陷入一种精神失常中,因为她的那些真实,也就是些疯狂与诡乱。 „We take your time.” Gu Jun shouted the one breath, entirely does not believe her, is not willing to compel the dead end that miss. “那我们慢慢来。”顾俊呼了一口气,不是完全相信她,是不愿意有可能把那位姑娘逼上绝路。 „No, you are listening.” Deng Ximei has having made up mind, „this is a good season on the wane.” “不,你听着。”邓惜玫却已有了决意,“这是一个凋零的好季节。” „Wait!” Gu Jun stops by calling her once again, the mind movie screen technology, he thought of anything, „I possibly have means.” “等等！”顾俊又一次喊住她,心灵障壁技术吗,他想到了什么,“我可能还有个办法。” Besides various ancestor auspicious that fond dreams, his also blank fond dream, wants to be used to establish the connection with Wu Shiyu, in the work and life often has to look for the need that the salty rain chatted. However now does not have other means that in fond dream he can also distinguish Deng Ximei saying that really said the false. 除了祖各吉利的那个美梦,他还有一个空白美梦,本来是想用来和吴时雨建立连系的,工作上和生活上都经常有找咸雨聊聊天的需要。不过现在也没其它办法了,在美梦中他也更能辨别出邓惜玫说真说假。 At that moment, Gu Jun roughly explained to Deng Ximei, and ascertained her fond dream. 当下,顾俊给邓惜玫大致地说明白了,并问清楚了她的一个美梦。 „Fond dream?” Deng Ximei hesitates the long time, „in mountains and plains, four seasons all flowers, bloomed completely simultaneously.” “美梦吗？”邓惜玫沉吟半晌,“山野之间,四季所有的花朵,全部同时开了吧。” „Does not have the issue, in the fond dream anything to realize.” Gu Jun is shaking her hand, closes eyes gets up with rapt attention. He did not fear that she makes anything, the distant place has the sniper to stare, moreover his consciousness does not have the protection...... “没问题,美梦里什么都可以实现。”顾俊握着她的手,闭目凝神起来。他不怕她做些什么,远处是有狙击手盯着的,而且他的意识也不是全无防备…… Perhaps among the holy children truly has the special connection, he gives Deng Ximei to establish this fond dream the process to be very smooth. 或许灵童之间确实是有着特别连系的,他给邓惜玫建立起这个美梦的过程很顺利。 Before long, in that declining small theater, auditorium only that audience empty shadow became an appearance of high thin female. 不一会儿,在那个破落的小剧院里,观众席唯一的那道观众虚影就变为了一个高瘦女子的模样。 Deng Ximei transfers the eye to have a look at the surroundings, has a look at the stage, the facial expression is a little slightly extraordinary. 邓惜玫转目看看周围,看看舞台,神情微微有点出奇。 „Miss Deng, can you feel?” Gu Jun said, the speech sound resounded in the theater, „here can make your consciousness independent, the received sensation impact changed small, it can be said that another mind movie screen. You want to say that anything said that once is uncomfortable to stop, I do not want to notice that you fall insanely.” “邓小姐,你能感觉到吗？”顾俊说道,话声就在剧院中响起了,“这里可以让你的意识独立出来,受到的感知冲击都变小了,可以说是另一种心灵障壁。你想说什么就说吧,一旦不舒服了就停下来,我不想看到你疯掉。” „...... ” Deng Ximei silent a while, nods, simple and beautiful facial expression because of starting surges train of thought that but the manner fluctuates. “……嗯。”邓惜玫沉默了一会儿,才点点头,清丽的脸容因为开始翻腾的思绪而神态变幻。 Here, Gu Jun can feel her melancholy clearly however, as well as stubborn, she has experienced anything...... 在这里,顾俊可以清楚感受到她的惆然,以及倔强,她都经历过了什么…… Deng Ximei looks in the stage these should in the flowers that the different seasons put respectively, said slowly. 邓惜玫望着舞台上那些本该在不同季节分别盛放的花朵,缓缓地讲了起来。 She seems like telling him, like in telling these flowers, seems like telling itself, that hides from mind movie screen. 她好像是在告诉他,像在告诉那些花朵,又像是在告诉自己,那个躲在心灵障壁里面的自己。 „ My name was Deng Ximei, from the record was in the nest of thieves. “我叫邓惜玫,从记事起就是身在贼窝之中。 I am a holy child, surrounding is also some holy children. We were innocent at that time, the evildoer lets make anything to make anything. Because the holy child tested to be full of the non- validity, they do not prepare to regard as the future core the holy child from the beginning, but was one type for the tool that they squeezed and offer sacrifices. 我是个灵童,周围的也是些灵童。我们那时候都不懂事,贼子让做什么就做什么。因为灵童实验充满了不确实性,他们从一开始就不准备把灵童视为未来的核心,而是一种供他们压榨和献祭的工具。 It is not each holy child is successful, succeeded also has the minute/share of degree height, you are most successful that I not am of no account. 不是每个灵童都算成功,成功的也有分程度高低,你是最成功的那个,我也不算无关重要。 You gave them the writing, after I learn, gave them the story. 你给了他们文字,我学会之后,给了他们故事。 My childhood had this talent, can write some poetries that world once had , this helped them retrieve a losing civilization. 我儿时有这种天赋,可以写出那个世界曾经存在的一些诗歌、,这帮助了他们找回一个遗落的文明。 We were to know in childhood, but also was better specially, there are promises of permits passed/lived many child. 我们小时候是认识的,还特别要好,也有许过很多孩童的诺言。 Now wants to come, does not make the number. 现在想来,都是不作数的。 After you leave shortly, I was also less than at that time 7 years old, was brought to the mountains and plains, is stranded there, the intention feels the nature, with lengthens the inspiration of holy child by the world isolation, they hope that I can write more stories. My not repugnant nature, but I dislike these people. 你离开之后没多久,那时候我还不到七岁,就被带到山野中,困在那里,用心感受大自然,用以世隔绝来延长灵童的灵感,他们希望我能写出更多的故事。我并不讨厌大自然,但我讨厌那些人。 My parents...... that two people from the blood relationship truly are my parents. But the holy children have the status in another different world, therefore I have a name to call „Liji”. „Miss Liji”, my parents commonly also called me. Actually for these years, I have seen only their several times. 我的父母……那两个人从血缘上确实是我的父母。但灵童都有另一个异世界的身份,所以我还有个名字叫“丽姬娅”。“丽姬娅小姐”,我父母通常也是这么叫我。其实这么多年来,我只见过他们几次。 Is older, sees more much, my more suspected all that these people make, their malicious, crazy, harm others...... is really whether meaningful. 年纪越大,见得越多,我就越怀疑那些人所做的一切,他们的恶意、疯狂、伤害别人……是否真有意义。 But these thoughts I am hiding, I do not make them have the least bit to detect, has not told them the matter of mind movie screen, I gave myself a protection. 但这些心思我都藏着了,我不让他们有半点察觉,也没告诉他们心灵障壁的事,我给了自己一层保护。 However because I very long with new story, these I make up the ordinary story that makes not to have the use. Last year, they want to try to enter my brain to plunder, had a look also to have what valuable thing. They send out my parents to do this matter. 不过因为我很久拿不出新的故事,那些我自己编作的普通故事没有用处。去年,他们想试试进入我的脑子搜刮一下,看看还有什么有价值的东西。他们派出我父母来做这事。 Because the two and I have the blood relationship, spiritually most has the special connection, they most can handle this matter. 因为那两人和我是有血缘的,精神上最有特别的连系,他们最能做这种事情。 They make my parents lead me to go to ‚vacation’, actually walks toward another mountain forest, wants to use the independent space and intimate relation to strengthen the connection. 他们让我父母带我去‘度假’,其实就是往另一处山林走走,想要利用单独空间、亲密关系来加强连系。 That night, I do not know that the matter can be finally such...... ” 那天晚上,我不知道事情最后会是那样……” The words, Deng Ximei state of mind is receiving the huge impact at this point obviously, in the theater from her under foot, the close fissure spreads on the floor, covers entirely this small theater rapidly, in the stage these flowers are withering, but the entire fond dream froth starts to sway violently. 话说到这里,邓惜玫的心绪显然受着巨大的冲击,剧院里从她的脚下,细密的裂痕在地板上蔓延开去,迅速地布满这座小剧院,舞台上那些花朵在枯萎,而整个美梦泡泡开始猛烈摇晃起来。 Gu Jun let her hastily first let alone, because he can feel her these words real, completely real. 顾俊连忙让她先别说了,因为他能感受到她这番话是真的,全部是真的。 If not in the fond dream, a moment ago these pain and distortions, shattered her mind movie screen sufficiently, subsequently swallowed her will. 如果不是在美梦当中,刚才那些痛苦与扭曲,就足以冲垮她的心灵障壁,继而把她的意志吞噬。 Perhaps this big avalanche, only needs many fissures to happen again together, do not say is storm strikes. 但这一场大崩塌,也许只需要再多一道裂痕就会发生,更不要说是暴风雨般的一击。 He knows that night then had anything. 他知道那天晚上接下来发生了些什么。 However Deng Ximei is continuing, the complexion becomes even more strange, painful, sad, cold and pleased, feels relaxed...... mixes up completely. 然而邓惜玫还是在继续说着,面色变得越发怪异,痛苦、难过、寒冷、快意、释然……全部混在一起。 „ From the beginning, they are very genial, I also as if tasted a kinship. However quick, when we started the game of that type of heart linked to heart, their evil intentions revealed. They want to push to the darkness with the incantation technique my spirit completely, perhaps such I will remember the useful story...... “一开始,他们还很和善,我也似乎尝到了一份亲情。但是很快,当我们开始了那种心连心的游戏,他们的恶意就显露了。他们想用咒术把我的精神全部推向黑暗,那样或许我就会想起更多有用的故事…… Also is at that time, I turned some information in their mind, the secret bureau, the contact point, these latitude and longitude Coordinate that wants to understand couple days ago. 也是在那时候,我翻到了他们脑海里的一些信息,天机局,联络点,还有前几天才想明白的那些经纬度坐标。 They must push to dark me, my mind movie screen saved me, I have not fallen into the intelligent crazy position, then, I had a decision. 他们要把我推给黑暗,我的心灵障壁救了我,我没有落入神智疯狂的境地,然后,我有了个决定。 That is not the sudden impulsion, is not the temporary confusion, was I thinks at that time was very long, considers various aspects that I understood, matter that handled. 那不是突然的冲动,不是一时的错乱,是我当时想了很久,把我了解的各方面都考虑好了,才做的事情。 I massacred my parents, uses them to prepare to be used to tie the arms the string of hammock toward the tree, then I hung them. 我把我的父母杀掉了,就用他们准备用来往树上绑吊床的绳子,接着我把他们吊了起来。 Later, I left there, ran that mountain forest, ran to the secret bureau, ran to my new life. ” 之后,我离开了那里,跑出了那片山林,一路跑向天机局,跑向我新的人生。”