Looks at the DengXimeithinfacial features, the Gu Junstate of mindis chaotic, seems the illusionfeeling unable to hold, ourchildhoodunderstanding? Is thisfellowmaking up the story?
看着邓惜玫清瘦的面容,顾俊心绪纷乱,似有幻象感却抓不住,我们儿时认识?还是这家伙在编故事?Hereadtheseshort articles that shehas writtenthis year, the contenthadin the strangestoryinmountains and plains, took the plant and animalas the lead. It can be said that writesverywell, is very talentedthatperson, arrangingstoryis an expert, thereforehemustmaintain the vigilance.
他读过她这年来写的那些短篇,内容都是发生在山野之间的奇异故事,多以植物和动物为主角。可以说写得很好,是很有天赋的那种人,编故事方面是个能手,所以他必须保持警觉。„Ido not remember.”Gu Jun said that „few that Iremember, was cagedlike the brain.”
“我是不记得了。”顾俊说道,“我记得的很少,像脑子里被人上了锁一样。”HisMemorybeforesixandseven -year-old matter, except forminoritythatseveralscenefragments, could not remember. Speaking of the specificperson, except forhe himselfandhis mother, as well asin the banyan figillusionthesekneels the dryfaceperson who bends down, does not haveother.
他的记忆库里对于六、七岁前的事情,除了少数那几个景象片段,就想不起更多了。说到具体的人,除了他自己、他的母亲,以及榕树幻象中那些跪伏的枯脸人,也没别的了。Thinkpainstakingly, is used the hypnosisto unearthbyothers, cannot turn.
无论是自己苦想,还是由别人用催眠挖掘,都翻不出来更多。„MissDeng, youremembersanything, pleasetellme.” The Gu Junearnestsay/way, wantedto listen toherto saywhat's the matter.
“邓小姐,你记得些什么,请告诉我。”顾俊认真道,想要听她说一说怎么回事。„Icantell you representation of matter.”IfDengXimeisurface the still water, „weknewin childhood, the relationsare good. ButIdo not have the meansto tellyouto be complete, something often, not onlyrepresentation.”
“我可以告诉你事情的表象。”邓惜玫面若静水,“我们小时候认识,关系还不错。但我没办法告诉你全部,有些事情往往并不只是表象。”„Yes.”Gu Junhas the reason of suspicion, „last yearinvestigatorsaskedyourtime, yousaid that does not rememberotherholy children, whichnameyouhave not given.”
“是么。”顾俊有着怀疑的理由,“去年调查人员问你的时候,你说不记得其他灵童了,你没给出哪个名字。”„Iam not willingto answerthatissueat that time.”DengXimeionlysaid,has not explained.
“我当时不愿意回答那个问题。”邓惜玫只道,没有多作解释。Gu Juncanfeel that herstubbornness, sheis not willingto replynow.顾俊能感到她的倔劲,她现在也不愿意回答。Buthemustmake clearthisfellow, thisishistoday'smission.
但他必须搞清楚这个家伙,这是他今天的任务。Moreovermade clearher, canmake clearhis ownchildhoodprobably, and details of next lifemeeting.
而且把她搞清楚了,大概也能更加搞清楚他自己的童年,以及来生会的底细。HehastoDengXimeiseems to have met before, notfrommemory, but the resemblesilluminates a mirror.
他对邓惜玫是有一些似曾相识的,不是从记忆之中,而是像照着一面镜子。Heunderstood that owncharacter, people like himopens to persuasion but not to coercion......, ifDengXimei is really theperson who hefeels, compellingherto be useless, only thenfirstdemonstrated that ownsincerity, mayentergathers roundin her darkwall.
他了解自己的性格,他这种人吃软不吃硬……如果邓惜玫真是他感受到的这种人,逼她是没用的,只有先展示自己的真诚,才有可能进入围着她的那面暗墙之内。„MissDeng, goes outthoroughlythoroughly the fresh air.”Gu Junsaid,inthisenvironment, the monitoringcamera of corner, will aggravatehercontradictionobviously.
“邓小姐,出去透透新鲜空气吧。”顾俊说道,在这种环境中,角落的监控摄像头,显然会加重她的抵触。DengXimeinodssilently, facial featureshad a gentleness, oris onlyhismisconception.
邓惜玫默然点头,面容似是有了一丝柔和,或者只是他的错觉。Originallytwo peoplefirstmeetingthismatterwants the entire journeymonitoringto be good, butMaster Tong their sidealsoknows that DengXimeioilsaltdoes not enter, withitlike thisanythingcannot ask that might as wellmakeGu Juntry. Naturallymainlystemming from the trustGu Jun, the privilege that as well asGu Junhasnow, hasthisgreen light.
本来两人的首次会面这种事情要全程监控才好,但通爷他们那边也知道邓惜玫油盐不进,与其这样什么都问不出不如让顾俊试试。当然主要是出于对顾俊的信任,以及顾俊现在所拥有的特权,才有此绿灯。At that moment, Gu JunleadsDengXimeito go out of the interrogation chamber, subsequentlyleaves the appraisalbuilding, groveinsidebasewalks, otherpersonnelwith.
当下,顾俊带着邓惜玫走出审讯室,继而离开评审楼,就在旁边基地里的小树林里走走,其他人员跟得很远。
The nighttime skyis jet black, the ray of street lightilluminates the surroundings, the branches and leaves of woodsis blownto learn that by the night windsumakes noise.
夜空漆黑,路灯的光芒照亮周围,树林的枝叶被夜风吹得悉窣作响。
The Gu Junleisurely stepsare walking, remembers a scenerydescriptionparagraph in DengXimeishort articlesuddenly: 【Windis roaming about, the weedsswingmakes noise, like howlingrequested that the windalsocarries offthem, breaks the imprisonment of land, finallyscattersfaded and fallen might also as well.】顾俊徐步走着,忽而想起邓惜玫一篇短篇里的一段景物描写段落:【风在流浪,野草摇摆出声,像在呼啸地请求风把它们也带走,冲开大地的禁锢,最终飘零散落也无妨。】Thisfemale, is not just willingall sorts offlowersto raise the grass, shemustresistwith the destiny.
这个女子,并不是只愿种种花养养草而已,她是要与命运抗争的。Shedisclosedfrom the workthethought that making the appraisalsectionform the question marktoher, individualdestiny? The destiny of mortal?
正是她从作品中透露出的这种思想,让评审部对她一直打着问号,个人的命运?还是凡人的命运?Butintelligentsuch asshe, mustknowthis, actuallywrote. Ifshedoes wantto camouflagethat to write other? Thisreallyperhaps......
但聪慧如她,不可能不知道这点,却还是这么写了。假如她要伪装那是否应该写些别的?这真的说不定……„Ilooked atyouto write, wroteverywell.”Gu Junuses the psychological method, firstcottons uptoher.
“我看了你写的,写得很好。”顾俊采用心理学方法,先跟她套近乎。„Sometimesthanks...... meto think of the mountains and plains.”DengXimeislight nod, did not have the words.
“谢谢……我只是有时候想念山野。”邓惜玫微微点头,又没了话语。Gu Junthinks,byherview, shegrowsin the mountain forestwildernessfrom7 to 20 years old, hesaid: „Somepeopleare the sofa, somepeoplebelong to the nature. Grows up is not convenientin the open country, butalsosomelots of fun?”顾俊想,以她的说法,她可是从7岁到20岁都在山林荒野中成长的,他说道:“有些人属于沙发,有些人属于大自然。在野外长大有很多不方便,但是也有很多乐趣吧?”Perhapsbecause indoor justthispersondoes not belong, walksinthiscurtain of nightwoods, the illusionfeeling of hisheartwas more intense......
也许正因为这个人不属于室内,走在这夜幕树林中,他心头的幻象感更强烈了……Only thenoutsidethis, toherhadinductionsoin the past.
只有在这外面,对她的过去才有这般感应。„Has.”DengXimeisaidin a soft voice,„my parentstheyare the experts, ishowtheyteachesme outside.”
“都有很多。”邓惜玫轻声道,“我爸妈他们是行家,是他们教懂我怎么在外面过。”Gu Junhearinhervoicelightmissingandsadness, sheandher parents'sentiment is very good...... heto mention itselfto sayconfidently: „Iveryenvyyouandyourparentalsentiment, my parentswhenmytenyears old went to seato be missing, moreovertheyverypossibleweresomewaste.”顾俊听出她声音中淡淡的思念与哀伤,她和她父母的感情很好吧……他坦然地说起自己道:“我挺羡慕你和你父母这种感情的,我父母在我十岁的时候就出海失踪了,而且他们很可能是些人渣。”DengXimeilooked athim, suddenlysaid: „Mr.Gu, Ialsowantsto destroyLai Sheng Ltd.”
邓惜玫看了看他,突然道:“顾先生,我也想摧毁莱生公司。”Gu Junseesprobablytogetherfirmlyfromherlook, the heartleaps.顾俊从她眼神中好像看到有一道坚定,心头不由为之跃跃。„Starting from last yearIthinkthismatterevery day.”DengXimei seems like determinedto actuate, spokemanywordsall of a sudden: „Ihave been closed, shouldbebecauselast year my memoryinformationcreated not the goodresult. Butthatis notIthinks that Iam not the Lai Sheng Ltdperson, Ialsowantto destroyit. Formy parentsandforme...... alsoforyou, forotherholy children, destroysit.”
“从去年起我就每天想这件事。”邓惜玫像被决意驱动,一下子说了很多话:“我一直被关着,应该是因为去年我的记忆情报造成不好的结果吧。但那不是我想的,我不是莱生公司的人,我也想摧毁它。为我父母、为我自己……也为你,为其他灵童,摧毁它。”Somesuchtimes, Gu Junwas movedbyher, wanting the reservationnot to believeher.
有那么一个时刻,顾俊被她打动了,愿意不加保留地相信她。Becauseheunderstandsthesetaste: The lonelytaste, not the trustedtaste, like the taste that the weedsgrow up, taste that is willing dead heroically......
因为他明白那些滋味:孤独的滋味,不被信任的滋味,像野草般长大的滋味,愿意壮烈死去的滋味……„Ido not knowoneselfcanmakeanything, butIhaveto thinkLai Sheng Ltdsomeinformationnewly.”DengXimeialso said that „before me, has not made the reporttoothers, Itoldyoucompletely.”
“我不知道自己能做些什么,但我有新想起来莱生公司的一些信息。”邓惜玫又说道,“我之前没有向别人做过报告,我全部告诉你。”„MissDeng.”Gu Junextends the right hand, vigilancealso, butwere many shareto rouse, at leasthadto progress, „wecanachieve the goal.”
“邓小姐。”顾俊伸出右手,警觉还在,不过多了份振奋,起码是有进展了,“我们能完成目标的。”DengXimeiis staring athim, puts out a handto graspwithhim.
邓惜玫凝视着他,伸出手来和他握着。Suddenly, in the Gu Junheartthatagglomerates for a long timeillusionfeelingto be turbulent, the headfiercelysevere pain, sheis a medium, has the illusionto trigger......
骤然之间,顾俊心中那股积聚已久的幻象感汹涌起来,脑袋猛地剧痛,她是个媒介,有幻象在触发……Inhishandgraspstightly, at presentDengXimeiformbecomesdim, mixes upwith the surroundingprofoundtree's shadow, in the tree's shadowslits is completely the cold wind.
他手上不由握得更紧,眼前邓惜玫的身影变得朦胧,与周围幽深的树影混在一起,树影缝隙之间尽是寒风。Thatistogether the little girlform, hesees a little girlprobably, otherchild......
那是一道小女孩身影吗,他好像看到个小女孩,还有别的孩童……Butsuddenly, the scenebecameclear, no, was not the little girl, wastogether the form of young woman.
但猛然间,景象变得清晰了,不,不是小女孩,就是一道年轻女子的身影。Inside a bone-chilling coldlonelymountain forest, the oldtreesappear the distortion, heseesfullyisin the withered leafforest landsalsotwoforms, has fallen downtogether, anotheris worn the hand of gloveto force the neckby that yearlightfemalewith the hemp rope, makes an effortto force.
一片凛冽孤凄的山林里头,苍老的树木都显得扭曲,他看到满是枯叶的林地间还有两道身影,一道已经倒在地上,另一道被那年轻女子戴着手套的手用麻绳勒着脖子,用力地勒着。
The both feet of thatformalsosomewhatmakesfrom the beginning, butis gradually stiffandstiff, was motionless.
那身影的双脚一开始还有些挣动,但是渐渐地挺直、僵硬,一动也不动了。Later, the young womanclimbs up the big tree, ties up the branch the hemp rope, getting downboth handspull the string, hungtwocorpses.
之后,年轻女子攀上大树,把麻绳绑上枝头,又下来双手拉扯绳子,先后把两具尸体吊了上去。
The femalefacial featuresare tranquil, isDengXimei.
那女子面容平静,正是邓惜玫。
The Gu Junmindsuch aswas hit hard, thisillusionstops suddenly, hedeeplyinspires, looks atthisthinwomanagain, the whole bodybodycontractsat present, heartis hot-tempered the chaoticsurges, is attacking the prisoner's cagelike the wild animal.顾俊的心神如遭重击,这个幻象戛然而止,他深吸一口气,再看着眼前这个瘦削的女人,浑身的皮肉都不由地收缩,心底的躁乱翻腾,像有一头野兽在冲击着囚笼。Isshe, isshemassacresher parents, fabricated the scene of murderagain.
是她,是她自己把她父母杀掉,再伪造了凶杀现场。Why, why......
为什么,为什么……„MissDeng.”Gu Junis looking straight aheadher, stillgets hold ofherhandto make the induction, the soundis somewhat hoarse, does not wantto go aroundwithher, „Isawto selectyouandyourparents'mattera moment ago, todifference that yousaid.”
“邓小姐。”顾俊直视着她,依然握紧着她的手作着感应,声音有些沙哑,不想跟她绕圈了,“我刚才看到点你和你父母的事情,跟你说的不一样。”DengXimeifacial featureshave not changed, has not winkedwith the eyepupil that helooks at each other, probablyhearsto understand that herefers toanything, „thatis the representation of matter, is not the truth.”
邓惜玫面容没有变化,与他对视的眼眸也没有眨动,好像听得明白他指什么,“那是事情的表象,不是真相。”
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