PGS :: Volume #2

#172: Forgets the pain

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In the hospital ward, Sun Yu is shutting tightly the eyes, looks pale, lies down like a tranquil sleeping beauty on the hospital bed, although wears the oxygen mask, does not affect her beauty, her fineness. 病房中,孙钰紧闭着双眼,面色苍白,就像一个恬静的睡美人躺在病床上,虽然戴着氧气罩,可一点儿也不影响她的美,她的精致。 Xiao Luo sits near the hospital bed, in pages of read to begin a book of powder red title page. 肖洛坐在病床边上,一页页翻看着手里一本粉红色封面的本子。 This is the Sun Yu secret diary, was Ms. Sun and Mr. Sun found in the Sun Yu dwelling...... 这是孙钰的秘密日志,是孙母和孙父在孙钰的住处找到的…… „Finally must go to the big city, this feeling is excited and excited, the movie theater, the big market and beautiful park...... I come!” “终于要去到大城市了,这种感觉又兴奋又激动,电影院、大商场、美丽的公园……我来啦！” „I with arrive at Jiang City to the future expectation, but I have not thought that this place is flooding gloomy and cold and dirty, in the half year, I have not met a good deed, I look like fall into the abyss that did not bottom, struggles, is revolting, actually felt more and more oneself always can not turn over/stand up.” “我怀着对未来的憧憬来到江城,可我没想到这个地方充斥着阴冷、肮脏,这半年来,我没有遇见一件好事,我就像是掉进了一个不见底的深渊,挣扎着、反抗着,却越来越感觉自己永世不得翻身。” „Is flooding my body dirtily gradually, is corroding my soul, the body looks like has only the ant to creep along ten million/countless, they tear and bite my body, making me be in deep sorrow, I good to shake off devil's control, but, each time I under the suffering that in this living might as well die compromised.” “肮脏渐渐充斥着我的身体,腐蚀着我的灵魂,身上就像是有千万只蚂蚁在爬动,它们撕咬我的皮肉,令我痛不欲生,我好想摆脱魔鬼的控制,可是,每一次我都在这种生不如死的煎熬下妥协。” ...... …… One big folds the paper, writing is struggles and revolts, as well as perishes, until turning to words new page. 一大叠纸张,书写的都是挣扎、反抗,以及沉沦,直到翻到笔墨较新的一页。 „Today is very happy, knew commander commander a male student, he called Xiao Luo, was Ruyi sister elder brother, was my big creditor, he clean, handsome and mysterious, looks like one bunch of sunlight, illuminated in my dim life.” “今天很开心,认识了一个帅帅的男生,他叫肖洛,是如意姐的哥哥,也是我的大债主,他干净、英俊、神秘,就像是一束阳光,照进了我昏暗的生活里。” „Originally the big creditor also likes eating to roast the sweet potato, he also told me many childhood amusing things, I hope that the time can stay in that moment forever.” “原来大债主也喜欢吃烤地瓜,他还跟我说了很多小时候的趣事,我多么希望时间可以永远停留在那一刻。” „I thought that I fell in love with him......” “我觉得我爱上了他……” „For him, I must shake off devil's control, I, the big creditor, you must wait for me.” “为了他,我一定要摆脱魔鬼的控制,我一定可以的,大债主,你要等着我哦。” „Big creditor vindicated to me finally, but why he is Luo Workshop's boss, he that outstanding, but I actually such cannot withstand...... the big creditor, forgave me to reject you, I could not be joined to you!” “大债主终于向我表白了,可为什么他是洛坊的老板,他那么的优秀,而我却是如此的不堪……大债主,原谅我拒绝了你,我根本配不上你！” „The bite feeling of that mosquito welled up, what to do? The big creditor, what to do should I?” “那种蚊虫的叮咬感又涌上来了,怎么办？大债主,我该怎么办？” Stops suddenly the diary to here, the Xiao Luo's mood becomes exceptionally heavy. 日志到这里戛然而止,肖洛的心情变得异常的沉重。 He has turned head, looks calmly lies down the girl on hospital bed, he understood, originally causes the primary cause that Sun Yu jumps from an upper story, if not vindicated with her who impulse, is not own status exposure, even if Sun Yu is unable to shake off what Ruan bright/light control, but she will certainly not produce commits suicide this extreme psychology. 他扭过头,看着静静躺在病床上的女孩,他明白了,原来自己才是导致孙钰跳楼的主要原因,如果不是自己冲动的跟她表白,不是自己的身份曝光,即使孙钰无法摆脱何阮亮的控制,可她一定不会产生自杀这种极端的心理。 Visits her, she looks like one to have the possibility flowers on the wane anytime, Xiao Luo somewhat rebukes oneself unavoidably. 看着她,她就像是一朵随时都有可能凋零的花朵,肖洛不免有些自责。 „I have not thought that my appearance can take to you pain, I thought with you no pressure in the same place, in my eyes, you forever is beautiful, good, the girl who likes smiling, dance that your Mid-Autumn Festival party dances, is nimble and resourceful and beautiful, is simple and elegant like the descending to earth female celestial, at that moment, my heart was caught by you, I want to make the entire world know, you are my woman.” “我没有想到我的出现会带给你痛苦,我只是觉得跟你在一起的时候没有什么压力,在我眼里,你永远都是一个美丽、善良、爱笑的女孩子,你中秋晚会跳的舞蹈,灵动、妖艳,清雅得就像个下凡的仙女,那一刻,我的心被你捕获了,我想让全世界都知道,你是我的女人。” Xiao Luo of bad spoken language, in this, only then he said with the Sun Yu hospital ward in all of a sudden, is his heart-to-heart talk. 不善言语的肖洛,在这间只有他跟孙钰的病房里一下子说了很多,全是他内心的肺腑之言。 But Sun Yu has no response, even if the movement that slight beginning refers to does not have, she was in a state of playing dead, the body function has been able to revolve normally, but her consciousness is actually continue die, this was the self-protection instinct of person, when faced the fact that is unable to withstand, will then choose the stupor, the permanent stupor got down. 可孙钰没有任何的反应,哪怕是轻微的动动手指的动作都没有,她陷入了假死状态,身体机能已经能够正常运转,而她的意识却在继续死亡,这是人的自我保护本能,当面临着无法承受的事实时,便会选择昏迷,永久的昏迷下去。 „All get up because of me, should end by me!” “一切因我而起,也该由我来终结！” Xiao Luo shut closing one's eyes, made a painful decision, now can rescue the Sun Yu means only, is to make Sun Yu forget all that in Jiang City has, including him. 肖洛闭了闭眼,做了个沉痛的决定,现在唯一能救孙钰的办法,就是让孙钰忘掉江城里所发生的一切,也包括他。 „Ding, congratulates the host to obtain the hypnosis Grandmaster talent, consumes the points 8000 point!” In the mind, resounded the system prompt sound. “叮,恭喜宿主获得催眠大师天分,消耗积分八千点！”脑海中,响起了系统的提示音。 Xiao Luo extends the index finger, pressing gently presses in the Sun Yu forehead, close your eyes, calms the mind, careful feeling Sun Yu consciousness world. 肖洛伸出食指,轻轻的摁压在孙钰的眉心,闭上眼,静下心,细细的感受孙钰意识世界。 „ Forgot that this pain, returns to you to the future expectation, the movie theater, the big market and park...... they also in your anticipation, all that you experience are just a dream, “忘掉这份痛苦吧,回到你对未来的憧憬,电影院、大商场、公园……它们都还在你的期待中,你所经历的一切都只不过是一场梦, When Sun will raise tomorrow is dream awaking, you will forget that in dream all matters, these people and these matters, will become fuzzy, blank gradually, your life will become meaningful! ” Xiao Luo permeates the sound in soul to involve the Sun Yu subconscious with one type, making lots of information in her subconscious combine, makes her brain react little, eliminates these pain the memory, struggling. 当明天太阳升起的时候便是梦醒时分,你会忘记梦里发生的所有事,那些人、那些事,会渐渐的变得模糊、空白,你的生活将重新变得有意义！”肖洛用一种渗入到灵魂上的声音介入孙钰的潜意识,使她潜意识中的大量信息重新组合,一点点让她的大脑做出反应,清除掉那些痛苦的、挣扎的记忆。 This is a long process! 这是一个漫长的过程！ Until the midnight, the hypnosis ended, because of the long-term centralized spirit, Xiao Luo looks like experienced one to get sick greatly exhausted, he takes the Sun Yu diary itself/Ben, stood, stepped the serious footsteps to walk toward the hospital ward, scared feelings. 直到半夜,催眠才结束,因长时间集中精神,肖洛就像是经历了一场大病似的疲惫不堪,他拿着孙钰的日志本,站了起来,迈着沉重的脚步向病房外走去,有一种失魂落魄的感觉。 In that moment that he closes the door, the finger of Sun Yu moves slightly moved, two lines of tears since the corner of the eye falls, leaves behind two tear stains on her pale cheeks. 在他关上门的那一刻,孙钰的手指微微动了一动,两行泪水自眼角滑落而下,在她那苍白的脸颊上留下两道泪痕。 ...... …… ...... …… „Chief Xiao!” „brother!” “肖总！”“哥！” On the outside corridor, Sun Jiannan, Xiao Ruyi and Tang Ren were busy at welcoming to support by the arm Xiao Luo Xiao Luo to beckon with the hand, hint them not to need to manage itself, then has turned head, looks to Mr. Sun and Ms. Sun: „After tomorrow waits for her to sober, leading her to transfer to another hospital, leaves Jiang City, this whole life do not make her come back again, do not mention anything in Jiang City.” 外边的走廊上,孙建楠、肖如意和唐仁忙迎了上来搀扶肖洛肖洛摆了摆手,示意他们不用管自己,而后扭过头,看向孙父和孙母:“明天等她清醒过来后,带她转院吧,离开江城,这辈子也不要让她再回来,更不要提起江城里的任何事。” Then, walking that does not return. 说完,头也不回的走了。 Outside the hospital, Zhang Dashan gentle breeze traceless they have waited in that. 医院外,张大山和风无痕他们早已等候在那。 Xiao Luo drilled into the car(riage) not silently, puts lowly the seat, the whole person lay down, close your eyes, slowly is restoring the vigor, in the meantime, is also withstanding a sadness silently. 肖洛一言不发的钻入了车内,把座椅放到最低,整个人躺了上去,闭上眼,慢慢的恢复着精气神,同时,也在默默承受着一份悲伤。 Although the hypnosis can make Sun Yu forget Jiang City all, but she cannot see in Jiang City again any familiar person, especially he, otherwise the hypnosis is very easy to lose the effectiveness, Sun Yu will recall all things again. 催眠虽然能够让孙钰忘记江城发生的一切,可她不能再见到江城里任何一个熟悉的人,特别是他,否则催眠很容易失去效用,孙钰会再次记起所有的事情。 In other words, he and she, cannot meet, this separation, parts forever! 也就是说,他和她,再也不能够见面,这次分离,就是永别！ „Old Xiao, are you all right?” Zhang Dashan sat in the driving position, asking of worry. “老肖,你没事吧？”张大山坐在了驾驶位上,担心的问道。 Xiao Luo said: „Drives.” 肖洛道:“开车。” „Goes?” “去哪？” „Casual.” “随便。” Zhang Dashan long sigh one, this is the first time that saw the brothers Xiao Luo's mood so low, he knows, this is related with Sun Yu, but he is also helpless, after hearing the Sun Yu matter he can only said that regrets and sympathizes. 张大山长长的叹息一声,这还是第一次见自己兄弟肖洛的情绪如此的低迷,他知道,这跟孙钰有关,可他也无能为力,在听到孙钰的事情后他只能表示惋惜和同情。 „Brother Xiao, you must buoy up.” The wind traceless sits on the back seat, knits the brows to urge. “肖哥,你一定要振作起来。”风无痕坐在后座上,皱眉劝道。 „Yes, now Dragon Gang is so wild, smashes our Luo Workshop's shop three in five parts, you may not probably drop down.” “是啊,现在龙帮这么猖狂,三分五次砸我们洛坊的门店,你可千万不能倒下啊。” Small five these words look like stimulant, injected Xiao Luo's within the body, making Xiao Luo sit fiercely. 小五这番话就像是一针兴奋剂,注射进了肖洛的体内,让肖洛猛的坐了起来。 „How many did we altogether lose?” “我们一共损失了多少？” „Similar 5000 ten thousand.” “差不多五千万吧。” Although does not know that Xiao Luo is thinking anything, Zhang Dashan said the loss total amount truthfully. 虽然不知道肖洛在想什么,张大山还是把损失总额如实说了出来。
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