At presentthisyoungthenwhite the son of mosthair, at presentthiscoughing up bloodson, thisto the son who oneselfangrily rebuke, ShaoDengyun by the guardraillooksat presentthissonshakes the headslowly, silentwins the sound.
眼前这个年纪轻轻便白了大半头发的儿子,眼前这个咳血的儿子,眼前这个对自己怒斥的儿子,邵登云靠在扶栏上看着这个儿子慢慢摇头,无声胜有声。
The aurabreathesuniform, ShaoPingboas ifdetected that oneselfshould notspeaktoownfatherlike this, slowed down the tone.
气息喘匀,邵平波似乎察觉到自己不该这样跟自己父亲说话,又放缓了语气。„Drew back10,000steps saying that Shao Jiaarriveddoes not have the escape routetoday, cannotflinch, drawing backonestepwill certainlybe beyond redemption, whocanlet offus? YanorSouth Korea, mustShao Jiastamping out the source of trouble! IfShaobroke down, the fatheryoushouldbe ableto imagine that whatfatewillowErcanbe, thesepeoplecan, whenworkshas not happened has let offwillowEr? Youare willingto notice that willowErdoes become the prostitutechild who in the brothelwork placeslets the personto blaspheme? Father, so long asShao, anyonecould not have movedwillowEr, so long aswillowEr the backinfluencestill, Haoreally must kindly treatwillowErwell, even if the hypocrisyis also good.”
“退一万步说,邵家走到今天已经没了退路,也不能退缩,退一步必将万劫不复,谁能放过我们?无论是燕国还是韩国,都要将邵家给斩草除根!邵家若垮了,父亲您应该能想象到柳儿会是个什么下场,那些人能当做什么事都没发生过而放过柳儿吗?难道您愿意看到柳儿成为青楼坊间任人亵渎的妓子吗?父亲,只要邵家还在,谁都动不了柳儿,只要柳儿背后的势力还在,昊真就必然要好好善待柳儿,哪怕是虚情假意也好。”„Father, youlistens tomyword, willowErmarriesHao is really not the misdemeanor, the sonindeedis thinking ofher, even iffrom now onShao Jiawill suffer a defeat and flee, so long aswillowErbecame the princess, did not say that from now onwill not need to worry about food or clothing, even ifwill die can still die a dignity, will be insufficientto be blasphemed.”
“父亲,您听我一言,柳儿嫁给昊真不是坏事,儿子的的确确是在为她着想,今后就算邵家败亡,柳儿只要成了王妃,不说今后衣食无忧,哪怕死也能死个体面,不至于被人亵渎。”„Father, something do not have the means that mustsay the pain, can only say that willowErcruel fate, should notbe borninShao. When fatherforswallowfeudal official, ifdid not betrayYan, willowErcanbeanythingis outyouto be clear. Nowsimilarlyisso, onceShaobroke down, willowEris also difficultto escape a tribulation. Was bornfromherstarting fromthat day of Shao, manythingsare doomedto face, rather thanIam harmingher!”
“父亲,有些事情没办法的,要说苦,只能说柳儿命苦,不该出生在邵家。父亲为燕臣时,若不背叛燕国,柳儿会是什么下场您心里清楚。如今同样是如此,邵家一旦垮了,柳儿同样难逃一劫。从她出生在邵家的那天开始,许多事情就注定要面对,而不是我在害她!”
A ShaoDengyunfaceis sad: „Reason! Excuse! Whyyoudo not ask that willowErdo want? Youyourtruthsaid that toherlistens, to hand overbyher ownchooses, looked that sheis willing the glory, splendor, riches and honor that wantsyouto give?”
邵登云一脸悲伤道:“理由!借口!你为什么不问问柳儿自己愿不愿意?你把你的道理去说给她听,交由她自己来选择,看她愿不愿意要你给的荣华富贵?”ShaoPingbo: „willowEris ignorant of affair, at presentcannot make the sanechoice, as the family member, has the responsibilityto helphergrasp the direction! Myrathersheregretsfor a while, is not willingherto regretfor a lifetime!”
邵平波:“柳儿不谙世事,目前做不出理智的选择,身为家人,有责任帮她把握方向!我宁愿她后悔一时,也不愿她后悔一辈子!”ShaoDengyunclenches teeth saying: „Do youwantto compelherto marry?”
邵登云咬牙道:“你是要强逼她嫁过去吗?”ShaoPingboshakes the head: „Fatherfelt relieved,alldepends onvoluntarily, Igiveher a choice, will not compelher, sheis willingto marry, thenmarries, if not want, Ido not force!”
邵平波摇头:“父亲放心,全凭自愿,我只是给她一个选择,绝不会逼她,她愿意嫁则嫁,若不愿意,我绝不逼迫!”ShaoDengyunandsheep who doublethissayingsaidare shockedtogether, a littlesuspectedoneselfmisunderstood, willowEr the personalitypossiblycompliesto marrylike this, thisandthat side does Qihad come to an arrangement, reallytoleratesuchunexpectedappearance?
这话说的邵登云和羊双一起愣住,有点怀疑自己是不是听错了,柳儿的性格怎么可能答应这样嫁出去,这位和齐国那边已经谈妥了,真的能容这样的意外出现?ShaoDengyunpresses for an answerimmediately: „Do thiswordstake seriously?”
邵登云立刻逼问:“此话当真?”ShaoPingbo: „So long asfathercomplyingmakeswillowErmake the choice, does not makeanydisturbanceto the decision of willow tree, Ithencanpromise the fathernot to compelher!”
邵平波:“只要父亲答应让柳儿自己做出抉择,不对柳儿的决定做任何干扰,我便能答应父亲绝不逼她!”„Good!”ShaoDengyunis pointing athim, „thiswasyourselfsays.”
“好!”邵登云指着他,“这可是你自己说的。”ShaoPingbo: „Will never break a promise!”
邵平波:“决不食言!”In the meantime, the period of five daysarrives outside Shaothreeprovincehalf steps, reported the report: „Master, the eldest son, the young ladyseeks an interview outside.”
就在此时,候在外面的邵三省快步来到,禀报道:“老爷,大公子,小姐在外面求见。”ShaoDengyundirectstoShaoPingbo, „came, foundyourpersonto come, yourselfexplained.”
邵登云指点向邵平波,“来了,找你的人来了,你自己解释去吧。”Hehad been criedto want the confessionby the daughter, concretewhat's the matterheis not from the start clear, is unable to giveanyconfession, makingherand other big brotherscome backto clarifysaidagain.
他已经被女儿哭着要过交代,具体怎么回事他压根不清楚,无法给出任何交代,让她等大哥回来弄清楚再说。„!”ShaoPingbomaking a fistmouthcoughs, the leaningheadsaid: „Invited!”
“咳咳!”邵平波握拳嘴边咳嗽一声,偏头道:“有请!”„Yes!” The Shaothreeprovincesdepart.
“是!”邵三省离去。Withouta while, ShaoLiuerhalf steparrives.
没一会儿,邵柳儿快步来到。Is about1-2 years, becomeeven moreslim and graceful, appearedmaturemany, was short ofthatnot being able to grow upinnocent.
前后不过1-2的时间,出落的越发亭亭玉立,显得成熟了不少,少了那份长不大的天真烂漫。„Father!”ShaoLiueronlysalutestoShaoDengyun, the big brotherhas not salutedtooneself, butinterrogateddirectly: „Big brother, outsidepassed on a message, youmustmarrybraveking of Qito remarryme, was?”
“父亲!”邵柳儿只对邵登云行礼,没给自己大哥行礼,而是直接质问:“大哥,外面传言,你要把我嫁给齐国的英王续弦,是或不是?”ShaoPingbofishes out the handkerchief, wipesnear the lipbloodstain, cleansdark red that in the palmis coughingslowly, tranquilsay/way: „Hassuchmatter. When Iwent toQi, reallylost one's spouseonHao, thereforeIthensought a marriage alliancetosimultaneous/uniformHuanghao the cloud chartforyou, simultaneous/uniformsovereignhas complied. Thiscoming back, will inform your good news, does not think that youhave lookedimpatiently.”
邵平波摸出手帕,拭去嘴唇边的血迹,又慢慢擦拭着掌中咳出的殷红,平静道:“是有这么回事。我前往齐国时,恰逢昊真丧偶,于是我便为你向齐皇昊云图求亲,齐皇已经答应了。这趟回来,正要告知你这桩喜讯,不想你已经是迫不及待找来了。”Was confirmedfromhismouth, ShaoLiuerheartis cool, gets angry: „Is it possible that did big brotherforgettomycommitment?”
从他嘴中得到了确认,邵柳儿心凉,怒道:“大哥莫非忘了给我的承诺?”ShaoPingbosquintsaid: „Commitment? Whatpledged?”
邵平波斜眼道:“承诺?什么承诺?”ShaoLiuer: „TanYaoxian! The big brotherhas complied, yougave the Tanshiningobviouslythreeyears. Youhave said that so long ashethreeyearslatercanset an appearance, youthenagreed that Imarryhis, threeyears of deadlinehas not arrived, whygoes back on word?”
邵柳儿:“谭耀显!大哥答应过的,你给了谭耀显三年时间的。你说过,只要他三年后能做出个样子来,你便同意我嫁给他的,三年期限未到,为何食言?”„Tan does shiningreveal?”ShaoPingbohandkerchiefis cleaning the palm, „willowEr, forgot that person, heis impossibleto come backto lookagainyour.”
“谭耀显?”邵平波手帕擦拭着掌心,“柳儿,忘记那个人吧,他不可能再回来找你的。”ShaoLiuerindignationsaid: „Why did yousayhimlike this? Icomplied withhisthreeyears, less than threeyears of deadline, Ino onemarry, whodaresto compelme, Idietohimlook!”
邵柳儿愤慨道:“你凭什么这样说他?我答应了等他三年的,三年期限不到,我谁也不嫁,谁敢逼我,我死给他看!”ShaoPingbo: „Let alonethreeyears, 30years, heis even impossibleto come back. That day that youelope, after heleavesyou, Ireceive a news, his hundreddid not have the student who usedto encounter the chaoticbandit, lacked the strength to truss up a chicken, has diedunder the chaoticblade, did not come back.”
邵平波:“别说三年,就算是三十年,他也不可能回来。你们私奔的那天,他离开你后,我接到一个消息,他那个百无一用的书生遭遇了乱匪,手无缚鸡之力,已经死于乱刀之下,回不来了。”ShaoDengyunandsheepShuangjiestarerapidlytohim, allrealizedanything.
邵登云和羊双皆迅速盯向他,皆意识到了点什么。ShaoLiuerangrily rebukes: „Youtalked nonsense!”
邵柳儿怒斥:“你胡说!”ShaoPingbo: „, Butfearsyouto be sad, at that timehad not toldyou.”
邵平波:“是真的,只是怕你伤心,当时未告诉你而已。”ShaoLiueris staring athim, as to see the genuine and fakefromhisface, waits a minute the eyelidto jump, as ifunderstoodanything, the complexionis instantaneous, in a tone withtremblingsound said: Chaoticbandit who „wherecomes? Is you do, is you do is right?”
邵柳儿盯着他,似乎想从他脸上看出真假来,稍候眼皮一跳,似乎明白了什么,脸色瞬间白,语带颤音道:“哪来的乱匪?是你干的,是你干的对不对?”Shaoeventwists and turns the handkerchief, the stopperreturned to the sleeveslowly, visitshertranquilly, withoutacknowledgment, had not denied.
邵平波折了手帕,慢慢塞回袖子里,平静地看着她,没有承认,也没有否认。In fact, thiswas equal toacknowledging, ShaoDengyunface upwardedto close eyes.
实际上,这等于是承认了,邵登云仰天闭目。„! Ikilledyou, your domestic animal, ShaoPingbo, Ikilledyou......”
“啊!我杀了你,你这个畜生,邵平波,我杀了你……”ShaoLiuerwas suddenly crazy, threwto seizeShaoPingboneck, pinched, wishes one couldinstantaneouslycutting offhisneck.
邵柳儿突然疯狂了,扑上来掐住了邵平波的脖子,往死里掐,恨不得瞬间将他脖子给掐断了。ShaoPingbohas not hit back, whatevershepinches, stillcalmlyvisitsher, younger sisterthatto the look of hisnearlyabsolutely irreconcilablepersonal enemy, madehimlove dearly.
邵平波没有还手,任由她掐,依然静静看着她,妹妹那对他近乎不共戴天仇人的眼神,亦令他心疼。But the distant placepays attentionherebigZenguardmountainactually unable the ignores, to the bigZenmountain, ShaoLiuervalueandShaoPingbois unable to compare, howpossiblyto makeShaoPingbodieinShaoLiuerhand.
可远处留心这边的大禅山护卫却不能放任,对大禅山来说,邵柳儿的价值和邵平波无法比拟,怎么可能让邵平波死在邵柳儿的手上。Twomemberdodgerapidly, triggedShaoLiuerdirectly, towedit.
两名修士迅速闪来,直接制住了邵柳儿,将其拖开了。„ShaoPingbo, youdies like a dog......”
“邵平波,你不得好死……”ShaoLiuer who was towedis still denigrating viciously.
被拖开的邵柳儿依然在恶毒咒骂。„...”ShaoPingbocovered the neckto coughtwo, after the breathinguniformaura, said: „willow does Er, marryto go toQi, yourselfmade the decision, Idid not forceyou.”Let loose the hand of neckto wieldwielding.
“咳咳…”邵平波捂着脖子咳嗽了两声,喘匀气息后,说道:“柳儿,嫁不嫁去齐国,你自己做决定,我不勉强你。”放开脖子的手挥了挥。„ShaoPingbo......”
“邵平波……”Dragged awayShaoLiuersends out the sad and shrillcall.
被拖走的邵柳儿发出凄厉呐喊。Travel-wornShaoPingbocalmlystandsinthatgazes, in the lookis hiding the indescribablepain.
风尘仆仆的邵平波静静站在那目送,眼神里藏着难以言喻的痛。ShaoDengyunvoicebecomesold, „presenteven/includingyour younger sisteralsotreated as the personal enemyyou, did yousatisfy?”
邵登云的声音变得苍老,“如今连你妹妹也把你当做了仇人,你满意了?”ShaoPingboturns away saying: „TanYaoxianto her, is only a traveler, when is onlysheis old a qualityundecidedrecollection, onlyexperiencecould not representfor a lifetime. Sheunderblessing of father and elder brothers, the nothinganxiety of having crossed, cannot seeownfartherroad, the mood at presentonly thendeep love between man and womanIcanunderstand, after shemarriedQi, after sheexperiencedsomehonor or disgracetruly, after shehadoneselfchildren, sheunderstandsoneselfneededanything, when the time comesshewill not hate my big brother, the meetingto need my big brotherto helpher.”
邵平波背对道:“谭耀显对她来说,只是个过客,只是她年老时的一个好坏未定的回忆,区区一段经历代表不了一辈子。她在父兄的庇佑下,一直过的没什么忧虑,看不到自己更远的路,眼前只有儿女情长的心情我能理解,等她嫁到齐国以后,等她真正经历了一些荣辱之后,等她有了自己的儿女以后,她会明白自己需要什么的,到时候她不会恨我这个大哥,会需要我这个大哥帮她的。”„Later?”ShaoDengyunhehe: „Youthought that this alsopossiblydid complyto marryQito go?”
“以后?”邵登云呵呵:“你觉得她这样还可能答应嫁到齐国去吗?”ShaoPingboasked back: „StaysinShao, is shecapable ofrevenging? Does not hateme, can shebe willingto marryQito go? My younger sister, Ithinks that shegrows upsince childhood, Iunderstandher, shewill comply, shewantsto revengewith the aid of the Haorealstrength, therefore after marryingHao , the intentionwill flatterHaoreal, my younger sisteris not a vegetarian, shecandois very good, shecanreallylivewithHaowell, the fatherdoes not needto worry that shewill make a tearful scenein that side, she will be very sensible. Tonightshewill think through, tomorrow, shewill find the father, to the fatherwill indicate that is willingto marryQito go, hopes that the fatherkeeps the commitment, do not stop.”
邵平波反问:“呆在邵家,她有能力报仇吗?不恨我,她会愿意嫁到齐国去吗?我的妹妹,我看着她从小长大的,我了解她,她会答应的,她想借助昊真的力量报仇,于是嫁给昊真后,会用心讨好昊真的,我这个妹妹也不是吃素的,她会做的很好的,她会和昊真好好生活的,父亲不必担心她会在那边哭闹,她会很懂事的。今晚她就会想通,明天,她就会找到父亲,会向父亲表明愿意嫁到齐国去,希望父亲遵守承诺,不要阻拦。”sheepdoublevisitshimdumbfoundedly.
羊双目瞪口呆地看着他。ShaoDengyunalsostaredin a big way the eye, finallyunderstandshisso-calleddid not compelShaoLiuerwhat's the matter, no wonderdaresto act without authorizationto the simultaneous/uniformsovereigndiscusses marriage.
邵登云亦瞪大了眼睛,终于明白了他所谓的绝不逼邵柳儿是怎么回事,怪不得敢擅自做主向齐皇提亲。ShaoDengyunanxioussay/way: „You, sinceknows that shemustrevenge, youdid not fear that shewill obstructto go badyourmatterthat sideQiin the future?”
邵登云揪心道:“你既然知道她要报仇,你就不怕她将来在齐国那边作梗坏你的事?”ShaoPingbohas turned around, „Hao is really not a mediocre person, was clear that wantanything, obtains the clearweight, wherecanact unreasonablybywillowEr, the world affaircannot allowwillowErto act sloppily. Those words, the timewere long, willowErunderstand that gradually, canneed my big brother, whichwill have anythingto hate. Ifone day, sheifcanhave the opportunityin the Qimodel motherworld, shemustmakesimilarlysimilarchoicetooneselfchildrensooner or later, onlyTanYaoxian, to her, but also is important?”
邵平波转过了身来,“昊真不是庸人,清楚自己想要什么,分得清轻重,哪能由得柳儿乱来,天下大事就更容不得柳儿胡来。还是那句话,时间久了,柳儿自己会渐渐明白的,会需要我这个大哥的,哪还会有什么恨。如果有一天,她若能有机会在齐国母仪天下,她迟早要对自己的儿女做出同样类似的抉择,区区一个谭耀显,对她来说,还重要吗?”„Father, thismatterdo not worry, willowEr the weddinggivesmeto process, Shaodid not have the escape route, the good personyouto do, the unprincipled personmademedo, allcrimes and evils, my one personundertook!”Said that turns aroundto go.
“父亲,这件事您就不要操心了,柳儿的婚事交给我来处理吧,邵家没了退路,好人你来做,坏人就让我来做吧,所有的罪和孽,我一人承担!”说罢转身而去。Son'swingwas hard, ShaoDengyundiscoveredoneselfcould not press, reallycould not press, helplesshoweverwas sad: „Irememberedyouin childhood, intelligentexcellent, cleverobedient, whywill turn intonowthis?”
儿子的翅膀硬了,邵登云发现自己摁不住了,真的摁不住了,无奈而悲伤道:“我记得你小时候,聪慧过人,乖巧听话,为什么会变成如今这样?”ShaoPingbopauses, silent, is turning away from the question: „Youaskedmerepeatedly, asked why Iwill turn intothis, until now, whyneverasks that whatIhave experienced?”
邵平波停步,沉默了一阵,背对着反问:“您多次问我,问我为什么会变成这样,一直以来,为什么从不问问我经历过什么?”ShaoDengyun: „Don't youfromslightlyneed to worry about food or clothing, how couldmakeyouexperiencebeing unable to withstand?”
邵登云:“你从小衣食无忧,何曾让你经历过不堪?”„Father, thatis onlyyousees. Since youmarriedRuan, after Ruangives birth tooneselfson, Ruanis working asyourgood of verysurfaceattire, youare unable to imaginemeto undergomanyhumiliations.”
“父亲,那只是您看到的。自从你娶了阮氏后,阮氏又生下自己的儿子后,阮氏当着您的面装的很好,您是无法想象我经受过多少屈辱的。”„That year, yourescuedalong withratherkingGujun, manypeoplesaid that youdid not come back, Ruaneven moretreats harshly, onlyslightlydestroyed a bowlbecause ofwillowErnianignorantly, IandwillowErshut in the gloomy and coldmoistcave. willowErtaiis small, anythingdoes not understand, onlyknowsto cry, Iam huggingher, Iam also afraid, becausesomepeoplethrewmanymiceto come intoward the cave, IfirsthoodwinkedwillowEr the eyes. willowErshoutedhungrily, no onegaveus the foodto eat, do youknow how IandwillowErdid shoulder? The mouse, eats birds and animals raw, livesby the livingmouse, thisinsistednews that youcame back.”
“那年,您随宁王孤军救驾,许多人都说您回不来了,阮氏越发苛待,只因柳儿年小无知打碎了一只碗,我和柳儿被关进了阴冷潮湿的地窖。柳儿太小,什么都不懂,只知道哭,我搂着她,我也害怕,因为有人往地窖里扔了好多老鼠进来,我第一时间蒙了柳儿的眼睛。柳儿喊饿,没人给我们饭吃,你知不知道我和柳儿是怎么扛过来的?老鼠,茹毛饮血,靠活生生的老鼠活下来的,这才坚持到了您回来的消息。”
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