He also thinks what Tan Yaoxian said is the drunken language. 他还以为谭耀显说的是醉话。 The single arm has supported Tan Yaoxian of head to self-ridicule that hehe, bleary eyes awake song, rumble was saying slowly: „The withered leaf flirts piece by piece......” 已经单臂支撑着脑袋的谭耀显自嘲呵呵一声,醉眼惺忪,慢慢咕噜着说道:“片片枯叶传情罢了……” When he said the truth unclearly, in land Saint was very speechless, discovered that the men and women in this love were really fierce, compared with his land Saint in also fierce, was hard broken against thorn Shi Residence unexpectedly by this to the men and women breaking through. 待他含糊不清地说出真相,陆圣中很是无语,发现这对情爱中的男女真是厉害啊,比他陆圣中还厉害,难以破防的刺史府居然被这对男女给攻破了。 Punctured in the botanical garden of Shi Residence to pass outside running water, the person could not go , the leaf can actually drift with the current to flutter, this tattooed on the leaf to the men and women unexpectedly, making the leaf float to flutter to flirt to exchange, to solve two people pain of yearning. 刺史府的园林内是通了外面活水的,人进不去,树叶却能随波逐流飘进去,这对男女居然在树叶上刺字,让树叶飘进飘出传情交流,以解两人相思之苦。 Two people made the time of exile leaf, feared that a piece contained errors, but must send into exile several pieces, this was the big power is competent to have the patience matter like this. 两人约好了放逐树叶的时间,怕一片有误,还得多放逐几片,这得是多大的动力才能干出这样有耐心的事情来。 Approximately in the good time, Tan Yaoxian preparing the good leaf puts in the water in the upstream, Shao Liuer will float in approximately the good time intrinsic botanical garden middle-grade leaf fishes. Then, Shao Liuer will send into exile to puncture the character at the appointed time the leaf, Tan Yaoxian swims away to fish for the leaf in approximately the good time to Shao Residence under. 约好的时间内,谭耀显会将准备好的树叶在上游放入水中,邵柳儿则会在约好的时间段内在园林中等树叶飘来捞取。然后,邵柳儿又会在约好的时间内放逐刺好字的树叶,谭耀显则又在约好的时间段内到邵府下游去捞取树叶。 Two people have been relating like this, Tan Yaoxian also knows from this dismissal of poetry society was related with Shao Pingbo, knows Shao Liuer safeguarding not to let by Shao Pingbo. 两人就一直这样联系着,谭耀显也是由此知道了诗词社的解散和邵平波有关,知道了邵柳儿被邵平波给看管住了不让出来。 Tan shining reveals this also wants to ask Shao Pingbo to lay cards on the table with young people the animal courage, must marry Shao Liuer and so on. 谭耀显本还想凭着年轻人的血气之勇去找邵平波摊牌,要娶邵柳儿之类的。 Who knew the following reality directly hitting to fall face down him, first was the book hall that he taught gives to resign him. 谁知接踵而来的现实直接将他给打趴下了,先是他教书的书馆将他给辞退了。 Therefore goes to other places to look for the book to teach, he a little fame in northern state city, otherwise does not have money not to have the background poor student not to have the poetry society that the qualifications enter Shao Liuer, therefore finds a job to be easy. However the issue is, just looked does not have 1-2 days exactly, the master asked the excuse to give to resign him immediately. 于是去其他地方找书教,他在北州城内还是有点名气的,否则一个没钱也没背景的穷书生也没资格进邵柳儿的诗词社,所以找活还算容易。然而问题是,刚找上的活没1-2,东家立马又找借口将他给辞退了。 If, later one after another so. Afterward, he was forced changes professions to do other, mostly so. 若是一家也就罢了,之后接连如此。再后来,他被逼无奈改行做别的,也大多如此。 Gradually, could not look for a job to do, broke the source of income, was compelled, in he started the standard to manage a household the thing to maintain livelihood, this supports the present reluctantly. 逐渐,找不到事做,断了生活来源,生活所迫,他开始典当家里的东西维生,这才勉强支撑到了现在。 He is not too silly, realized, it is estimated that is possibly related with Shao. 他也不算太傻,也意识到了,估计可能和邵家有关。 Although Shao has not stated clearly, but was also equal to indicating did not promise him and Shao Liuer in the same place. 邵家虽没明说,但也等于是表明了不答应他和邵柳儿在一起。 The meaning is very obvious, you cannot support, why to marry Shao Liuer? 意思已经很明显,你连自己都养活不起,凭什么娶邵柳儿？ The fact is also, the basic life is a problem continually, but how also to ask Shao Pingbo to lay cards on the table? Others poked your weakness to remind you, but also needs to run to make others say face to face? Family background background of both sides differed is extremely disparate. 事实也是,连基本的生活都成问题,还怎么去找邵平波摊牌？人家戳中了你的弱点提醒你,还需要跑去让人家当面说出来吗？双方的家世背景相差太过悬殊了。 More more will go to think toward this above impoverished, thinks what scale Shao Liuer ordinary living expenses that is? Even if Shao does not compel himself, oneself can raise? 越贫困越会往这上头去想,想邵柳儿平常的吃用那都是什么档次？就算邵家不逼自己,自己能养的起吗？ In heart dismal, finally hitting to fall face down by the reality, cancelled that thought that what now thinks is how to live. 心中悲凉,终于被现实给打趴下了,打消了那个念头,现在想的是怎么生活下去。 He also knows, this situation he in the northern state city could not insist how long, in the family/home the thing of this/should pawn worked as was similar, wants to go on living, leaves that day of northern state city is not far. 他也知道,这种情况他在北州城坚持不了多久,家里该典当的东西都当的差不多了,想活下去,离开北州城的那天已经不远了。 He has also prepared, in family/home thing, when does not have may, the house that the parents left behind selling, gathered up one to wind around to work as the travel expense, henceforth was filled with recedes another region miserably, that not realistic fond dream should also awake! 他也已经准备好了,家里东西当无可当后,就把父母生前留下的这栋宅子给卖了,凑上一笔盘缠当路费,从此满心凄凉地远走他乡,那场不现实的美梦也该醒了！ Speaking of this, Tan Yaoxian burst into tears, lay on the table fell asleep, but will also emit such 1-2 like the sleep talking, „willow Er... willow Er......” 说到这,谭耀显流泪了,也趴在桌上睡着了,只是还会如梦呓般冒出那么1-2,“柳儿…柳儿……” „Tan brother, Tan brother......” in land Saint pushes and shoves the shoulder of opposite party to shout several continually, cannot wake up by shouting, the opposite party also indeed fell asleep. “谭兄,谭兄……”陆圣中推搡着对方的肩膀连喊几声,没能喊醒,对方也的确是睡着了。 Sits the position, in land Saint was looks, this fellow was compelled this situation not to walk, but must wait to the family/home in the thing, when did not have to work as walked, obviously could not put down Shao Liuer at heart, but also is having the last ray of hope. 坐回自己位置,陆圣中算是看出来了,这家伙被逼到了这个地步还不肯走,还要等到家里东西当无可当了才走,可见心里还是放不下邵柳儿,还抱着最后一丝希望。 Listens to Tan shining to reveal the talking during sleep summon in dream, in land Saint shakes the head, finds it ridiculous. 听着谭耀显梦中的呓语呼唤,陆圣中摇了摇头,觉得好笑。 Discovered that this also indeed is stodgy, can gang up with Shao Liuer not to think social climbing tall branch is developed taking advantage of the potential of Shao, instead performs the matter that wants unable to raise Shao Liuer, oneself suffer himself to look to oneself receives sadly. If you really can marry Shao Liuer, has Shao , will the life also be a problem? Worries blindly uselessly that! 发现这位也的确是迂腐,能勾搭上邵柳儿不想着攀附高枝借邵家的势发达,反而尽想些养不起邵柳儿的事,自己折磨自己给自己找难过受。你若真能娶到邵柳儿,有邵家在,生活还会成问题吗？瞎操心那没用的！ However he had not planned that spoke this truth to Tan Yaoxian, speaks these with the student who this strength of spirit has not extinguished is useless, others instead think that you are insulting him, this person must be surrendered to bend the waist truly by the future real life. 不过他也没打算跟谭耀显讲这种道理,跟这种骨气未灭的书生讲这些是没用的,人家反而会认为你是在侮辱他,这种人非要被将来的现实生活给真正降服了才会弯下腰来。 Sets out to linger in the room, in land Saint are surprised, runs to pat looked, has not thought fishes out such matter. 起身徘徊在屋内,陆圣中自己都感到意外,跑来摸摸看,没想到摸出这么个事。 He was understands now why martial Tiannan did not say initially, was not did not say, but dreaded the influence of Shao does not dare to wag the tongue randomly. 他现在算是明白了武天南当初为何不说,不是不说,而是忌惮邵家的势力不敢乱嚼舌头。 even/including Wutian can look, obviously Tan Yaoxian with Shao Liuer in the ambiguous relations of poetry society is not the secret, others had seen the clue, only then the litigant two fools think that others do not know, truly is the too close to the problem onlooker is clear-headed! 连武天南都能看出来,可见谭耀显和邵柳儿在诗词社的暧昧关系根本就不是秘密,其他人早就看出了端倪,只有当事人两个傻子以为别人不知道而已,真正是当局者迷旁观者清！ Those who let in the land Saint have doubts, Shao Pingbo is not the good stubble, method ruthless spicy decisive, the words that does not agree with, this Tan Yaoxian can also unexpectedly in the northern state city well? If said that Shao Pingbo disdains to pay attention, why reveals this unimportant person to adopt this method to Tan shining...... 让陆圣中疑惑的是,邵平波可不是什么善茬,手段狠辣果断,不同意的话,这个谭耀显居然还能在北州城内无恙？若说邵平波不屑理会的话,为何又对谭耀显这种小人物采取这种手段…… Next day, lay down murky Tan Yaoxian opened the eyes on the cot, slowly supported to crawl, remembered last night, oneself should be drinks. 次日,躺在榻上昏昏沉沉的谭耀显睁开了双眼,慢慢支撑着爬了起来,想起了昨晚,自己应该是喝多了。 About has a look, in own bedroom, does not know how oneself are returns to the room to go to sleep. 左右看看,是在自己卧房里,也不知自己是怎么回屋睡下的。 Tapped the somewhat sore head, discovered that last night indeed was to drink, has never drunk so many liquor. 拍了拍有些疼的脑袋,发现昨晚的确是喝多了,从未喝过那么多的酒。 Smells outside has the fragrance of gruel, put the foot to wear the shoes, had the coat, opened the door, going out of outside the room Sun was dazzling, discovered that a sleep/felt rested noon. 闻到外面有粥的香味,放脚穿了鞋,披了外套,开门而出,走出屋外太阳刺眼,才发现一觉睡到了中午。 „Did Tan brother awake?” “谭兄醒了？” Tan Yaoxian hears Shengpian looks, saw only under the eaves to stand individual, who wasn't that Li brother of last night can also be? 谭耀显闻声偏头看去,只见屋檐下站了个人,不是昨晚的那个李兄还能是谁？ He is somewhat awkward, does not want to receive guests distressedly, hurries to throw over in coat to pull to put on. 他有些尴尬,不想狼狈见客,赶紧将披在身上的外套拉扯穿好。 After studying bright ritual, really rare untidy situation before bystander. 读书明礼后,甚少有在外人面前衣衫不整的情况。 Afterward the half step said in the past submissively: „Li brother, was my rash.” 随后快步过去拱手道:“李兄,是我孟浪了。” In land Saint hehe smiles: „Occasionally indulges also to might as well.” 陆圣中呵呵一笑:“偶尔放纵一下也无妨。” Remembered last night the matter, Tan Yaoxian asked: „Tang brother?” 想起昨晚事,谭耀显问:“唐兄呢？” In land Saint smiles: „He awoke early, sees you to sleep soundly, very early in the morning walked, said that another day will come to see you again.” 陆圣中笑:“他早醒了,见你熟睡,一大早就走了,说改天再来看你。” Tan Yaoxian patted the forehead, heaving a sigh, rebuking oneself is not the hospitality. 谭耀显拍了拍额头,唉声叹气,自责不是待客之道。 land Saint the middle finger referred to the kitchen direction, „cooked the pot gruel, when Tan brother wakes up to use. Tan brother first washes.” 陆圣中指了指厨房方向,“熬了锅粥,等谭兄醒来用。谭兄先去洗洗吧。” Tan Yaoxian blushes with shame to cup one hand in the other across the chest, departs to tidy up washing quickly. 谭耀显汗颜拱手,快步离去收拾洗漱。 When he tidied up, in land Saint also carried big can of gruel to arrive in the main hall, two people chatted are sitting down to take your time. 等他收拾好了,陆圣中也端了一大罐粥到厅堂内,两人闲谈着坐下慢用。 On table also the vegetable/dish of no under gruel, in kitchen, only then some pickles, knowing his family circumstances are not good, in land Saint also follows to assemble reluctantly. 桌上也没什么下粥的菜,厨房里只有一些腌菜,知他家境不好,陆圣中也跟着勉强凑合。 Tan Yaoxian eats the thing to be very refined, builds with his fair and clear air of scholarly refinement actually very much. 谭耀显吃东西很斯文,倒是和他白白净净的书卷气很搭。 Some story-telling scripts want to wait for him to finish eating said again, sees way of eating that his chews carefully sluggishly, when has not known finished eating, in land Saint has is not impolite, opens the mouth saying: „Withered leaf flirts, Tan brother elegant.” 有些话本想等他吃完再说,见他这慢吞吞细嚼慢咽的吃法,还不知什么时候吃完,陆圣中只好不客气了,开口道:“枯叶传情,谭兄雅的很。” Tan Yaoxian raised the head stares, is staring at him anxiously, asked: „Li brother saying what meaning?” 谭耀显抬头一愣,紧张盯着他,问:“李兄这话什么意思？” In land Saint said with a smile: „Tan brother, you drank last night, said some sincere words, you and Shao Liuer matter I have known.” 陆圣中笑道:“谭兄,你昨晚喝多了,说了一些推心置腹的话,你和邵柳儿的事我已知晓。” Tan shining reveals the complexion big change, stands up suddenly, the look is somewhat flurried, in heart annoying incomparable, blamed the alcoholic intoxication to mess things up! 谭耀显脸色大变,霍然站起,眼神有些慌乱,心中懊恼无比,责怪自己醉酒误事！ In land Saint presses the hand, hints him to sit down, „Tan brother is sincere about me, I will not go out to talk nonsense, therefore is anxious.” 陆圣中摁手,示意他坐下,“谭兄对我推心置腹,我也不会出去胡说八道,所以无须紧张。” Tan Yaoxian lip shuts tightly, in the hand the chopsticks are gripping tightly, lowers the head sits down slowly. 谭耀显嘴唇紧闭,手上筷子紧攥着,低着头慢慢坐下。 Who knew the buttocks just to moisten the backless stool, listened to land Saint to say lightly: „I said the sentence does not work as the words that spoke, Tan brother person, I really looks down upon, in vain is the scholar, is the villain!” 谁知屁股刚沾板凳,又听陆圣中淡淡道:“恕我说句不当说的话,谭兄这种人,我实在是看不起,枉为读书人,乃小人！” „...” Tan Yaoxian raised the head startled. “呃…”谭耀显愕然抬头。 In land Saint makes up said, „others female, still dares vindicated to you on own initiative, but you? Because of Tan brother you, others harming this, losing cannot go out freely is the minor matters, others are lady, is moved with your tryst, the clear reputation buries in your hand, how making her get married from now on? Once covertly with other man tryst, how making her future husband's household see her? The family members can be imagined to her punishment, feared that does not know how many grievance by, others was feared you to be worried, can you have complained?” 陆圣中又补道,“人家一女子,尚敢对你主动表白,而你呢？就因为谭兄你,把人家给害成这样,失去自由出不了门都是小事,人家是大家闺秀,与你私会动情,清誉葬于你手,让她今后如何嫁人？曾偷偷摸摸和别的男人私会,让她将来的夫家如何看她？家人对她的责罚可想而知,怕是不知道受了多少委屈,人家怕你担心,可有对你诉苦过？” Tan Yaoxian stands up suddenly, the chest fluctuates, somewhat is obviously excited, a face pain remorse appearance. 谭耀显又霍然站起,胸脯起伏,情绪明显有些激动,一脸痛苦自责模样。 In land Saint also following stood, „, but Tan brother you? clear(ly) knows that Shao Miss is suffering hardships for you, actually does not know that found the way to solve the problem, does not know that found the way to strive, will only shrink, is overcautious and indecisive, for oneself that pitiful small self-respect made a woman receive in that silently, even wants to walk away, making all bitter fruits all shoulder by Shao Miss! Tan brother, are you also a man? What aren't you villain are? Was the ruthless and selfish villain, the book reads in the dog belly!” Points at the nose of opposite party to scold. 陆圣中也跟着站了起来,“而谭兄你呢？明知道邵姑娘在为你受苦,却不知去想办法解决问题,不知去想办法争取,只会畏畏缩缩,瞻前顾后,为了自己那点可怜的小自尊让个女人在那默默受过,甚至想一走了之,让一切苦果皆由邵姑娘一人去背负！谭兄,你还是不是男人？你不是小人是什么？乃无情无义、自私自利的小人,书都读到狗肚子里去了！”指着对方的鼻子骂。 Tan Yaoxian scolded ashamed being hard to take, the pain lowers the head saying: „Is I cannot be joined to her!” 谭耀显被骂的羞愧难耐,痛苦低头道:“是我配不上她！” In land Saint presses for an answer immediately: „Not only the knowledge cannot be joined to others, why and provokes others? What evil intention that you settle? If you frank selfless being distracted desire, this/should rejected at that time with stern words, broke early, does not need to destroy a person of clear reputation, does not need to let others by this crime. You dare saying that you hadn't saved to Shao Miss at that time improper ambition? Provoked also to say cannot be joined , did the despicable villain who you and these had thoughtless sex at first and abandonment later what have to distinguish?” 陆圣中立刻逼问:“既知配不上人家,何故又招惹人家？你安的什么歹心？你若光明磊落无私心杂欲,当时就该严词拒绝,早早断了,也就不用毁人清誉,也就不用让人家遭这个罪。你敢说你当时没对邵姑娘存非分之想？招惹上了又说配不上,你和那些始乱终弃的卑鄙小人有什么区别？” Tan Yaoxian closes eyes, on the face drips the next two lines of tears, holds up the head to sigh deeply: „Li brother, you let alone, are I harmed her, is my mistake, ten thousand die to be able hardly absolve!” 谭耀显闭目,脸上淌下两行热泪,昂首长叹:“李兄,你别说了,是我害了她,都是我的错,万死难辞其咎！” „Oh!” In land Saint sighed the sound, bypasses the table to walk, puts out a hand to pat in his shoulder, „Tan brother, the words possibly said was coarser. Properly speaking, was not one's turn my bystander saying that these was difficult to be obedient, but Tan brother since last night can be sincere about me, how could I looked that Tan brother continued to get down muddled! Tan brother might as well pondered, your what virtue what can? Are you have the right to have the potential to have the mountain of money? Since Shao Miss can be deeply in love in you , will that type care about the things can it be that the common fat vulgar powder?” “唉！”陆圣中叹了声,绕过桌子走来,伸手拍在他肩头,“谭兄,话可能说的难听了些。按理说,也轮不到我这个外人说这些难听话,可谭兄昨晚既然能对我推心置腹,我又岂能看谭兄继续糊涂下去！谭兄不妨细想,你何德何能？你是有权有势还是有万贯家财？邵姑娘既然能钟情于你,又岂是那种会在乎身外之物的庸脂俗粉？”