OEM :: Volume #8

#714: This is your responsibility! You must shoulder!!

Han Yanyao looked like leaves home to drift dozens years of traveller far from home, suddenly was ordinary in the remote reunion with own most relatives by marriage person, has mixed emotions, various mood raided the heart together! 寒烟瑶就像是离家漂泊了数十年的游子,突然与自己的最亲家人在异地重逢一般,百感交集,各种情绪一起袭上心头！ At this moment, she weeps! 这一刻,她喜极而泣！ Had Jun Moxie this ‚Third Aunt’, Han Yanyao has satisfied! All satisfied...... Ten years of worry ten years of foolish ten years of owing hearts...... Any taste! 有了君莫邪这一句‘三婶’,寒烟瑶已经满足！一切都满足了……十年的担心十年的痴心十年的亏心啊……什么滋味！ Jun Moxie deeply sighed, he understands the Han Yanyao present feeling, but as Junior . Moreover the opposite party was a female, will be own future Third Aunt...... This, cough cough, how comfort probably not appropriately...... you might as well made her vent one to be good. Such sentiment and grievance of ten years of siltation, the fear and hope, the taste of that being swayed by personal gains and losses, already certainly for body and mind both exhausted that the young person who this past said suffered. 君莫邪深深地叹息一声,他十分了解寒烟瑶现在的感觉,但自己作为一个晚辈,而且对方又是个女子,更是自己的未来三婶……这个,咳咳,好像自己怎么安慰也不合适……索姓让她自己发泄一番好了。这么十年的淤积的感情和委屈,害怕和盼望,那种患得患失的滋味,已经将这位昔曰的绝代红颜折磨的身心交瘁。 Let her vent heartily, might as well be a good deed...... Han Yanyao more cries is sad, cries gloomily, almost to faint...... Long time long time...... The Han Yanyao gradual control own mood, still had actually lowered the head, body still keeping is shivering, asked: „Your Third Uncle...... He...... Ok?” 让她尽情的发泄一下,未尝不是一件好事……寒烟瑶越哭越是伤心,直哭得天昏地暗,几乎背过气去……良久良久……寒烟瑶逐渐的控制住了自己的情绪,却仍是低着头,身子犹自在不停的颤抖着,问道:“你三叔……他……好么？” Asked these words, she has exhausted the strength of whole body unexpectedly probably, the expression, although gentle mean, almost cannot hear, but she so is actually hoping front this youngster can give oneself the affirmative news...... „Third Aunt, Third Uncle he...... Is very healthy! His leg wound now already be fully recovered, moreover Profound Arts cultivation base progresses by leaps and bounds, now reached to Divine Profound Rank 5 Realm \;” Jun Moxie is considering the say/way: „But I can see, Third Uncle he is very good besides the body, which not good...... Especially is unhappy! He is unhappy...... „ he to be how happy!” Han Yanyao low say/way: „So long as I am also living, he not joyful...... Because, all, because of me...... Because of my this unlucky woman, has implicated him, far more than has no intention, also Big Brother Jun, your Second Brother, two nephews, I...... My genuine sin is grave!” 只是问了这一句话,她居然好像是用尽了全身的力气,语气虽然轻柔低微,几乎不能听见,但她却是如此地盼望着面前这个少年能给予自己肯定的消息……“三婶,三叔他……身体很好！他的腿伤如今早已痊愈了,而且玄功修为更是突飞猛进,如今已臻至神玄五品的境界\;”君莫邪斟酌着道:“但我能看得出,三叔他除了身体很好之外,哪都不好……尤其是不开心！他一点都不开心……“他怎么会开心的！”寒烟瑶低低的道:“只要我还活着,他就不会快乐……因为,一切,都是因为我……都是因为我这个不祥的女人,才连累了他,又何止是无意,还有君大哥,君二哥,两个侄儿,我……我真正的罪孽深重！” Jun Moxie knit the brows, is somewhat speechless. It looks like, this Third Aunt, probably is not at heart merrier, fresh does not have the love simply, this is not the good phenomenon...... „Moxie, asking you to pass on has no intention...... I can die, apologized to Big Brother Jun and the others...... I am unfair to them, I am only useful my life, counter-balances my evil...... Although I know that is far from enough by the trivial life of this unlucky person, but I...... Did not have other means really...... Only hope next life, under first, the generation after generations, hope again can compensate one after another......” 君莫邪皱了皱眉,有些无语。看起来,这位三婶的心里,好像更不快活,简直都生无可恋,这可不是好现象……“莫邪,拜托你转告无意……我会以死,向君大哥等人谢罪……我对不起他们,我唯有用我的命,来抵消我的罪恶……虽然我知道以这不祥之人的区区一命远远不够,但我……真的已经没有别的办法了……唯愿来生,再下一世,生生世世,希望可以陆续补偿……” The Han Yanyao words said that does not have the methodicalness, several completely speak incoherently, tears pa pa falls on the ground. „Present I, reason that has not died, was waiting for this day that Jun Family revenges, now, arrives on this day finally...... Also was equal to that I also finally have revenged...... Was alive the wish already...... Xiao Family...... I arrived at the nether world, will not let off them!” 寒烟瑶的话语愈说愈无章法,几尽语无伦次,眼泪啪啪地落在地上。“如今的我,之所以还没有死,就是在等待君家报仇的这一天,现在,这一天终于到来了……也等于是我也终于报了仇……在世心愿已了……萧家……我到了阴曹地府,也不会放过他们！” Jun Moxie sighed, an eyeball revolution, has disregarded her words, continued saying: „But in my Third Uncle at heart, there are two fast knots. These two knots, are very difficult to open, if opens incompetently, only fears......” 君莫邪叹息一声,眼珠一转,无视了她的话,继续道:“但在我三叔的心里,有两个死结。这两个结,很难打开,若是无能打开,只怕……” „Fast knot?......” Han Yanyao miserable smiles: „I know, my clear......” “死结么？……”寒烟瑶凄凉的笑起来:“我知道的,我明白的……” „The first fast knot, is Xiao Family \; this point compares is very good to process, kills off them also and that's the end. Avenges a grievance, naturally is the best means that but the second fast knot, is all sorts of sins that Xiao Family makes......” the Jun Moxie complexion is heavy, said the Yellow Flower Hall matter, said: „This is very difficult to process......” “第一个死结,乃是萧家\;这一点相比较来说还是很好处理,杀光他们也就是了。报仇雪恨,自然是最好的办法,但第二个死结,却是萧家做下的种种罪孽……”君莫邪脸色沉重,将黄花堂的事情说了一下,道:“这个却很难处理……” Han Yanyao hears Xiao Family all sorts of make the blood boil crimes, the air/Qi results in the whole body to shiver, clenches teeth saying: „Xiao Family...... So is unexpectedly crazed! Such child does not let off! Is the animal was inferior seriously!” 寒烟瑶耳闻萧家的种种令人发指的罪行,气得浑身都颤抖起来,咬着牙道:“萧家……竟然如此丧心病狂！连这样的小孩子都不放过！当真是禽兽不如！” „Yes! We have not thought Xiao Family can so vicious, only aim at my Jun Family whole families not to be unsatisfied unexpectedly, actually linked these innocent people also to vent anger!” “是啊！原本我们也没想到萧家竟能如此恶毒,只针对我君家满门还不满意,却连这些无辜之人也迁怒了！” Jun Moxie solemnly said: „When these matter vacations at said, still had the opportunity of making up, but the most important matter, actually lies in has no intention now Third Uncle, has these two heart balances, even if has revenged, after Third Uncle he perhaps from now on , can only be the good-for-nothing, and has the possibility very much...... Does not go on living...... Because his too is at heart bitter, he such as Third Aunt is also ordinary, completely puts the blame on all these oneself, is hard to get mind at ease......” 君莫邪沉重地道:“但这些事情假以时曰,仍有弥补的机会,可现在最要紧的事情,却在于无意三叔,有这两个心结存在,纵然是报了仇,三叔他恐怕从今之后,也只会是行尸走肉,而且很有可能……活不下去……因为他的心里实在太苦,他亦如三婶一般,将这一切尽都归咎于自己,难以舒怀……” „? Had no intention he......” Han Yanyao to cover own mouth unexpectedly all of a sudden, in the eyes has revealed the sincere sorrow: „Has no intention...... You...... My pitiful has no intention......” “啊？无意他竟然……”寒烟瑶一下子捂住了自己的嘴,眼中流露出深切的哀痛:“无意……你……我可怜的无意……” „This fast knot, nobody can help Third Uncle elucidate. Also only then Third Aunt you, have the opportunity to open!” Jun Moxie is intelligent, spoke in the words that to know from Han Yanyao, perhaps the fast knot in oneself this Third Aunt heart must come seriously compared with Third Uncle, comes the terrifying, this point, surely must take the measure, otherwise, even if Third Uncle has thought through, Third Aunt cannot think through in the same old way, in the event of accident/surprise, such is one tragedy that is hard to recall. “这个死结,无人可以帮助三叔开解。或者也只有三婶你,才有机会能够打开！”君莫邪何等聪明,从寒烟瑶说的话中就知道,自己这位三婶心中的死结恐怕比三叔还要来得严重,来得恐怖,这一点,就千万要采取措施了,否则,就算三叔想通了,三婶也照样想不通,一旦发生意外,那样就还是一个难以挽回的悲剧。 In fact, Jun Wuyi heart knot that Jun Moxie said that although is not a lie, but under he mediates in every way, eliminated similarly. The current biggest crux, instead is the Han Yanyao worry. 事实上,君莫邪所说的君无意心结,虽然并非假话,但早在他多方排解之下,已经消除得差不多了。目前的最大症结,反而是寒烟瑶的心病。 „I? How can be I?” Han Yanyao shocking has forgotten the sob, unconventional raising the head of: „My this unlucky person, is the roots of all matters and all evils is at...... Has no intention to see me again, perhaps is more uncomfortable, how can I be able to achieve?” “我？怎么会是我？”寒烟瑶震惊的忘了哭泣,忘形的抬起头来:“我这个不祥之人,才是一切事情、一切罪恶的根源之所在……无意再看到我,恐怕只有更难受,我如何能够做得到？” „Yes, because of you, has been causing these many matters. But present you actually do not want to be responsible, only wants death will settle everything! Also type its reason, then has its fruit, if you did not open for him, also who can open for him?” “是的,正因为你,才引起了这么多的事情。可是现在的你却不想负责,只想一死了之！既种其因,便有其果,若你仍不为他打开,还有谁能为他打开？” The Jun Moxie sound is incisive, coldly said: „could it be do you still want to evade? You evade, you hide in the remote mountain snowy peak, nobody must see, you were Xiaoyao (free and unfettered) are merry! Ten years of years, seem like lonely lonely, but can you still be in the innocent children who in spell of good or bad fortune has to might as well die compared with these? Every night is miserable howlingly...... The hero's souls of also these innocent tragic deaths, cannot die content under Nine Springs for a very long time, you think that your here house arrest, is making reparations? Your simply is evading......” 君莫邪的声音尖锐起来,冷冷道:“难道你仍要逃避吗？你逃避,你躲在深山雪峰,无人得见,你是逍遥快活了！十年岁月,看似孤单寂寞,但你能比得那些仍处于生不如死的际遇之中的无辜孩子吗？夜夜惨嚎……还有那些无辜惨死的英魂,在九泉之下久久不能瞑目,你以为你这里幽禁,是在赎罪吗？你根本就是在逃避……” „Do not say! Do not say again,” Han Yanyao has covered the ear all of a sudden, called frightened: „I die! Do I die am not good?” “不要说了！不要再说了,”寒烟瑶一下子捂住了耳朵,恐惧地叫起来:“我死！我死还不行吗？” „Person dies such as the lamp to extinguish, is really the simplest escape method! Death will settle everything! This could it be is not evades! Not is only simplest escape method, moreover is escape of most despicable! Thoroughest escape!” “人死如灯灭,果然是最简单的逃避方法！一死了之！这难道就不是逃避吗！非但是最简单的逃避方法,而且还是最卑鄙的逃避！最彻底的逃避！” The Jun Moxie sound is callous: „You death will settle everything, then, these living person what to do? Whom must count on! Are these children, how innocent? In them had many people not to have the hand, cannot work \; Without the tongue, cannot speak \; Some eye was also even blind, ear also deaf, the leg also rotted . Moreover the whole body skeleton distorted, the opportunity of lifelong again not growing up, they reluctantly go on living, from now on also can only be a parasite, absolutely does not have the independent ability, but, who is willing to support them in vain? And...... These children, the book is the younger generation of innumerable heroic soldier, is present they, even if reluctantly growing up honest Jin/benevolent, there are that female to be willing to marry them? What man has to be willing to marry the abnormal person to be the wife like this? These warm-blooded sons, after certainly, broke the type?” 君莫邪的声音冷酷起来:“你一死了之,那么,这些活着的人怎么办？要指望谁！这些孩子,何其无辜？他们之中有许多人没有了手,不能做事\;没有了舌头,不能说话\;有的甚至眼睛也瞎了,耳朵也聋了,腿也烂掉了,而且浑身的骨骼都变形了,终身再没有长大的机会,他们就算勉强活下去,今后也只能是一个寄生虫,完全没有自食其力的能力,但,谁愿意白白的养活他们？而且……这些孩子,本都是无数英勇战士的后人,可是如今的他们,就算勉强长大诚仁,又有那个女子愿意嫁给他们？有什么样的男人愿意娶这样的畸形人做老婆？如此说来,这些热血男儿,岂不是都绝了后断了种？” „These matters, you are irresponsible, who is responsible for?” Jun Moxie coldly looks at Han Yanyao: „Because of you, has caused all these! Although you do not have to do personally, but source actually on you! You always understand this point, why is not willing to stand, shoulders responsibility that you should shoulder!” “这些事情,你不负责,谁来负责？”君莫邪冷冷看着寒烟瑶:“正是因为你,才引起了这一切！你虽然没有亲手去做,但源头却在你身上！你从来都明白这一点,为什么不肯站出来,担负你应该负起的责任！” Han Yanyao cried. 寒烟瑶失声痛哭起来。 „also, my Third Uncle life, has destroyed because of you all! The heart ties seriously, after revenging, momentarily can...... Oneself committed suicide. You have let him like this, could it be you must indifferently look that he does die? My Grandpa three sons, did not have two...... If Third Uncle went again, makes his white hair person deliver black hair person one time again? You must think that seriously my Jun Family does meet the great change again?” “还有,我三叔的一生,已经因你尽数毁了！心结严重,报仇之后,随时都会……自己寻了短见。你已经让他这样了,难道你还要无动于衷的看着他去死？我爷爷三个儿子,已经没了两个……若是三叔再去了,再让他老人家白发人送黑发人一次？你当真要看我君家再逢巨变吗？” The Jun Moxie sound is callous: „Is you! Han Yanyao, these many matters, these many mess, are waiting for you, is waiting for you to be responsible, makes reparations! But you actually want death will settle everything, evade all these! Does there have such cheap matter?” 君莫邪声音冷酷:“就是你！寒烟瑶,这么多的事情,这么多的烂摊子,都在等着你,都在等着你去负责,去赎罪！而你却想一死了之,逃避这一切！那里有这么便宜的事情？” „Do you want to make me do? Should I do? How can I do?” Han Yanyao sad and shrill loudly shouted, the tears rain fluttered about: „Do I want to compensate? Do I want to make reparations? But I...... What face also there is facing them? could it be did I beg these pitiful children to forgive me?” “那你想让我怎么做？我应该怎么做？我可以怎么做？”寒烟瑶凄厉的大呼起来,泪雨纷飞:“我何尝不想补偿？我何尝不想赎罪？但我……又有什么脸面面对他们？难道我去乞求那些可怜的孩子宽恕我吗？” „Does desire forgive? That has any significance! Why you do not attempt to foster the honest Jin/benevolent these children, experiences to kiss for the place takes care of them, making them be able to get married and begin a career in the future, life well, will let under Nine Springs because of you, but the death hero's souls will die content relieved! could it be is because is afraid laboriously, is afraid the road ahead to be difficult, isn't willing to do?” The Jun Moxie sound of talking is sonorous, said loudly. “乞求原谅？那有什么意义！你为什么不尝试将这些孩子抚养诚仁,亲历亲为地照顾他们,让他们将来能够成家立业,好好的生活下去,让九泉之下因你而死的英魂们安心瞑目！难道是因为害怕辛苦,害怕前路艰难,不肯去做吗？”君莫邪语声铿锵,大声说道。 „I do!” Han Yanyao shakes, bites the silver tooth, in the look is sending out the light that renounces: „I will take care of them, entire life!” “我做！”寒烟瑶一甩头,咬着银牙,眼神中发出决绝的光:“我会照顾他们,一生一世！” Jun Moxie snort/hum, said: „also my Third Uncle! Your could it be should not accompany side my Third Uncle, melts his heart anger in layer upon layer with your tender feelings! Unties his heavily heart knot! All these roots, because of you \; You only then with your both hands, with your ability, solve these sins personally, you can make reparations, can feel at ease!” 君莫邪哼了一声,道:“还有我三叔呢！你难道不应该陪在我三叔身边,用你的柔情去化解他心中的层层块垒！解开他的重重心结！这一切的根源,都是因为你\;你只有用你自己的双手,用你自己的能力,将这些罪孽亲手解决,你才能赎罪,才能心安！” „This......” Han Yanyao shocking visits him, actually cannot speak. “这……”寒烟瑶震惊的看着他,却不能说话。 Present she, most is afraid the person who sees, is the person who in the heart most cannot put down, most beloved person! Person who most is attached to! Person who the person who that innumerable the dream returns to missing at midnight, in the dream can see only! 现在的她,最害怕见到的人,就是自己心中最放不下的人,最心爱的人！最眷恋的人！那个无数次午夜梦回思念的人,梦里唯一能见到的人！ Jun Wuyi! 君无意！ „You think that yourself all did do have sufficed? My Third Uncle what to do? My Third Uncle also needs to handle these matters, obtains the balance of psychology! The root of evil, not, only then yourself, also he! Do you understand?” “你以为你自己全做了就够了是吧？那我三叔怎么办？我三叔也需要做这些事情,来获得心理的平衡！罪恶的根源,不只有你自己,还有他！你懂吗？” Jun Moxie aggressive say/way: „However reason that he so, actually because of you, from beginning to end for you! Do you understand? This is your responsibility! You must shoulder!” 君莫邪咄咄逼人的道:“而他之所以如此,却是因为你,从头到尾都是为了你！你懂吗？这是你的责任！你必须背负起来！” „I... Wanting... Shoulders......!” Han Yanyao closes one's eyes to shout one, tears crazy releasing falls: „I have carried to dying! Such line!” “我…愿意…背负……！”寒烟瑶闭着眼睛大喊一声,眼泪疯狂的泄落:“我会一直背到死！这样行了吧！” « again one -and-a-half hours, is tomorrow, is in our group lovable youngest sister ‚silver coin yo’ lives to say 20-year-old! The youngest sister is lively, everybody likes very much, is our small amusing person Oh, Haha, making us bless her to live to say together joyfully! 《再有一个半小时,也就是明天,就是我们群里可爱的小妹妹‘小元宝呦’的20岁的生曰！小妹妹活泼可爱,大家都很喜欢,就是我们的一个小开心果哦,哈哈,让我们一起祝福她生曰快乐吧！ ( to be continued ) （未完待续）
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