Outside the hospital ward, Zhao Xiaohuisitsin the bench of corridor, both handsare holding the head, is very at heart chaotic.
病房外,赵晓卉坐在走廊的长椅里,双手抱着头,心里很乱。Zhao Juemingwoke for a halfhour, heavygoes off.赵觉明醒过来了半个小时,又沉沉睡去。Shedoes not dareto disturb the fatherto rest, butis not willingto depart, hasto sit the benchoutsidehospital wardsuperior.
她不敢打扰父亲休息,但又不肯离去,只好坐在病房外的长椅上等。Herat heartchaotic, someregret, have the guilt.
她的心里乱糟糟的,有懊悔,有愧疚。Zhao Anyasits downbyher, has not comfortedher, butsuchsits.赵安雅在她旁边坐下,没有去安慰她,只是那样坐着。
The Zhao Xiaohuimoodis very bad, said: „Can youletmelater? Iwill not escape.”赵晓卉心情很糟糕,说道:“你能让我自己待一会吗?我不会逃跑。”„Iam not worried aboutyouto escape, ifyoualsowantto escapenow, is not possible to retainyouwithwhatmeans. Ifyouhave really been inthatdegree, remainsagaindoes not have the significance.”Zhao Anyacalmreply.
“我不担心你逃跑,如果现在你还想要逃跑,那么用什么办法都不可能留得住你。如果你真的已经到那种程度,再留也没有意义。”赵安雅语气平静的回答。„ButIdislikeyou.”Zhao Xiaohuisaid.
“可我还是讨厌你。”赵晓卉说道。„Casual, so long asyoudo not dislikeon the line.”Zhao Anyapulls the corners of the mouth.
“随便,只要你不讨厌自己就行。”赵安雅扯扯嘴角。„What do youactuallywantto say?”Zhao Xiaohuilooks upheroneeyes.
“你到底想说什么?”赵晓卉抬头看她一眼。„Matter, Ihave not toldyou. Before thatisyour fatherundergoes the surgery, to the headquartersset a request.”Zhao Anyaconsiders, brought up the topicon own initiative.
“有一件事,我还没有告诉你。那就是你父亲做手术之前,向总部提出了一个要求。”赵安雅考虑一下,主动提起话题。Zhao Xiaohuiknits the brows, obviouslyfeltthese wordsintenthas referred, pursueshastilyasks: „Yourwhatmeaning?”赵晓卉皱了皱眉,明显感觉到这句话意有所指,连忙追问道:“你什么意思?”„Aboutthistimematter, the causeis the Alienized Humanorganization'stoyourtempting and instigation. Ithink that with the paper that the newspapersticks, youhave looked. Knows that whathad, right?”Zhao Anyapreparesto mentionfrom the beginning.
“关于这次的事情,起因是异化人组织对你的引诱和策反。我想那张用报纸粘成的纸条,你已经看过了。知道发生了什么,没错吧?”赵安雅准备从头说起。Zhao Xiaohuihas not responded tothese words, but the facial expressionhas tacitly approved.赵晓卉没有回应这句话,但神情已经默认。Shetrulysawthatpaper, seestheseopinions that in the network the Alienized Humanorganizationdisseminated.
她确实看到了那张纸条,也看到了网络上异化人组织散播的那些言论。Shealsotrulyhadsuchidea, can therefore have the disputewith the fatheryesterday.
她也确实生出了那样的想法,所以昨天才会和父亲起了争执。However, yesterday'sdispute was actually not intense, evenalsowantedto be lighter than usualquarrelling.
不过,昨天的争执其实并不激烈,甚至比平时的拌嘴还要轻一些。Has not actually thought that directlycausedtoday'ssurgery.
却没想到直接导致了今天的手术。Zhao Anyathensaid: „Abouttoday'ssurgery, isyour fatherproposed that thisisIthinks that deals with the Alienized Humanorganizationto tempt the collapsingmeans of plan, this point you have known. However, youhave not a little known.”赵安雅接着说道:“关于今天的手术,是你父亲主动提出的,这是我想到的,应付异化人组织引诱计划的破局办法,这一点你已经知道。不过,有一点你还不知道。”„Whatis? Canspeakonetime the words?”Zhao Xiaohuisomewhatworries.
“到底是什么?能不能一次把话说完?”赵晓卉有些着急。„Your fatherbeforeundergoingsurgery, set a request, afterhissurgerycompletes, givesyou a space of points. After the general staff discussed that agreed withthisrequest.”Zhao Anyasaid.
“你爸爸在做手术之前,提出了一个要求,就是在他手术完成之后,多给你一点空间。参谋部商议过后,同意了这个请求。”赵安雅说道。Zhao Xiaohuistares, then the browwrinkled, the mood in innermost feelingsstartsoverwhelmingly.赵晓卉一愣,然后眉头皱了起来,内心之中的情绪开始翻江倒海。Zhao Anyathought that the stimulationis insufficient , to continue saying: „ No mistake, your fatheris willingto do that the main purpose is to giveyoumorespaces.赵安雅觉得刺激还不够,继续说道:“没有错,你父亲之所以愿意这么做,主要目的是要给你更多空间。
„ A few words that becauseonlyyouspoke, youdo not wantto be closed, thereforehemadethisdecision.
“只因为你说的一句话,你不想被一直关着,所以他做了这个决定。„Headquartershad agreedhisrequest, lateryoucanleaveAcademy of Military Sciences. Thisisyouwants, hewithhimselfas the price, gaveyou to arrive.”
“总部已经同意了他的请求,以后你可以离开军科院。这是你想要的,他用自己作为代价,给你要到了。”Thisflash, the Zhao Xiaohuimoodcollapsesfinally, shoutsexcitedlygreatly: „Thisis notIwants!”
这一瞬间,赵晓卉的情绪终于崩溃,激动大喊道:“这不是我想要的!”Zhao Anyaremains unmoved , to continue saying: „Don't youwantimportantly, your fatherfeelsyouto want, thereforehefound the way to arrivetoyou.”赵安雅不为所动,继续说道:“你想不想要不重要,你父亲觉得你想要,所以他就想办法给你要到了。”„Thiswas notIwants...... thisis not......”Zhao Xiaohuiholds the faceto cryagain.
“这不是我想要……这不是……”赵晓卉捧着脸再次哭了起来。Zhao Anyathensaid: „Youdiscovernot to have, youmake the monstereach time, finallyallconsequenceswill fallto a head of your fatherperson.”赵安雅接着说道:“你发现没有,你每次作妖,最后所有的后果都会落到你父亲一个人的头上。”
The Zhao Xiaohuiinnermost feelingscollapsethoroughly, the whole bodyis shivering.赵晓卉内心彻底崩溃,浑身都在颤抖。Becausesherecalled that passingallthings, the one whodiscoveredZhao Anyathese wordsto saywas the fact.
因为她回想起过往的所有事情,发现赵安雅这句话说的是事实。Makes the monsterto startfromher for the first time, finallyeachmattersuffers hardshipisher father.
从她第一次作妖开始,每一次事情最后受罪的都是她父亲。Her fathertook onallresponsibility, nowhas lain downon the hospital bed, does not know that can also withstandseveraltimessuchattack.
她父亲担下了所有的责任,现在已经躺在了病床上,不知道还能承受几次这样的打击。
The Zhao Xiaohuiinnermost feelingsregretted, butalsofeels helpless: „Ido not want, Inot to knowlike thiswill turn intothis.”赵晓卉内心十分懊悔,但又不知所措:“我不想这样的,我不知道会变成这样。”„Howyouthinkis unimportant, everyone must the matterbe responsible for oneselfhave done. Youare very good, notgrown, thereforesomepeopleare responsible for you. So long asyouthought that canacceptsuchresult, youare optional.”In the Zhao Anyasoundshowsindifferentlysome.
“你怎么想的不重要,每个人都要为自己做过的事负责。你很好,还没成年,所以有人替你负责。只要你觉得能够接受这样的结果,那你随意。”赵安雅声音中透出些许冷漠。Zhao Xiaohuiholds the faceto continueto sob, innermost feelingsalreadytiny bits.赵晓卉捧着脸继续抽泣,内心已经稀碎。Zhao Anyathensaid: „ ActuallyIveryadmirehis, canachievethissituationforyou. His life, withouthavingthesematters, nowshouldbeinAcademy of Military Sciences a head of research team, conducts the researchwith single-hearted devotion.赵安雅接着说道:“其实我挺佩服他的,能为你做到这个地步。他这一生,如果没有发生这些事,现在应该是军科院里一个科研团队的负责人,专心搞研究。„Withoutthesematters, heshouldliveverypurely. Withdoes a matterentire life, likeProfessorWang Jiuliangsuch, the life is only Nuclear Fusionstudiesthismatter.”
“如果没有这些事,他应该会活得很纯粹。用一生做一件事,就像王九良教授那样,一生只为核聚变研究这一件事。”„Tonight can Istay here?”Zhao Xiaohuifor a long time, setthisrequestsilent.
“今晚我能留在这里吗?”赵晓卉沉默许久,提出了这个要求。„Ok, later the headquarterswill relaxyouractive area, youcanstay in the attachedhospital, ifmustgo tootherplace, bestfirstreport. Thisis the request that your fatherset, gaveyoumorespaces, the headquarters, sincecomplied.”Zhao Anyacompliesto say.
“可以,以后总部会放宽你的活动区域,你可以留在附属医院,不过如果要去别的地方,最好先报备。这是你父亲提出的要求,给你更多的空间,总部既然答应了。”赵安雅答应道。Zhao Xiaohuiwas also silent, for a long timelatersaid: „Sometimes, Icannotcompletelycontrol itself. The controlling force of disassimilationgenetoAlienized Humanis very strong, inmybodyalsohas.”赵晓卉又沉默了下来,许久之后才说道:“有时候,我并不能完全控制自己。异化基因对异化人的控制力很强,我身体里也有。”Sheworried that after Brain Beastcontrols, makesto rebel against the action, triggers the bomb in fatherheart.
她担心受到脑兽控制之后,作出反叛举动,触发父亲心脏里的炸弹。„In this regard, Academy of Military Scienceshas considered, has studied the means of dealing. The means are also very simple, onlyneedsto isolate the Brain Beastelectromagnetic wave, canisolate the control of Star Beast Civilization. Isolates the electromagnetic wave the technologytooto be not difficult, tomorrowAcademy of Military Scienceswill deliver a link, so long asyouhave that will not have problems.”Zhao Anyareplied.
“关于这一点,军科院已经考虑到了,也已经研究出了应对的办法。办法也很简单,只需要隔绝脑兽电磁波,就可以隔绝星兽文明的控制。隔绝电磁波的技术不算太难,明天军科院会把一个头环送过来,只要你带着那个,就不会出问题。”赵安雅答道。Zhao Xiaohuinods, has not saidanythingagain , to continue peacefulsittingin the bench, waits for the fatherto wake upagain.赵晓卉点点头,没有再说什么,继续安静的坐在长椅里,等待父亲再次醒来。Zhao Anyalooked ather, considers, thought that the laststeptime of thiscollapsingstrategyhad arrived, says: „Actually, ifyouwantto take the miniaturebomb in your fatherheart, has the means......”赵安雅看了看她,考虑一下,觉得这次破局策略的最后一个步骤时机已经到了,开口说道:“其实,如果你想把你父亲心脏里的微型炸弹取出来,也不是没有办法……”
The Zhao Xiaohuivisionconcentrates, looks upherhastily, pursuesasks: „Whatmeans?”赵晓卉目光一凝,连忙抬头看她,追问道:“什么办法?”„Actuallyis very simple, when the Star Beast Civilizationdestruction, by that time, youwill not be limitedagain, by that time, Icanapplyto the headquarters, take out the miniaturebomb in your fatherheart.” The Zhao Anyasoundis light, a conscientiousappearance.
“其实很简单,等到星兽文明覆灭,到那个时候,你也就不会再受到限制,到那个时候,我可以向总部申请,取出你父亲心脏里的微型炸弹。”赵安雅声音已经平淡,一副公事公办的样子。
The Zhao Xiaohuiinnermost feelingsstart the mighty waves, innermost feelingsredundantreappearingthese words: So long as the Star Beast Civilizationdestruction, cantake out the miniaturebomb in fatherheart...... so long asStar Beast Civilizationdestruction......赵晓卉内心开始起波澜,内心重复浮现这句话:只要星兽文明覆灭,就可以取出父亲心脏里的微型炸弹……只要星兽文明覆灭……These wordslook like the willto implant the office, deepdigs inhermemorydeep place.
这句话就像是意志植入办,深深的扎入她的记忆深处。Zhao Anyacompleted the laststep of collapsing the plan, thenobserved a Zhao Xiaohuifacial expression, knows that thisplanis very successful.赵安雅完成了破局计划的最后一个步骤,然后观察了一下赵晓卉的神情,知道这次的计划很成功。Shecompleted the work, stands, finallylooks atonetoward the hospital ward.
她完成了工作,站起来,最后往病房里看一眼。Zhao Juemingstillin the deep sleep, justcompleted the heart stentsurgeryafter all, is truly weak.赵觉明还在沉睡,毕竟刚刚做完心脏支架手术,确实很虚弱。Shelooks atZhao Juemingtime, somewhatadmireshisresoluteat heart, thistimecollapsingmeansare very successful.
她看着赵觉明的时候,心里也有些佩服他的果决,这次的破局办法很成功。Moreover, inthiscollapsing means that the most essentialsecrets, needsto be keptforever, thatminiaturebomb in hisheart...... actuallydoes not exist.
而且,在这个破局办法中,有一个最关键的秘密,需要被永远保守下去,他心脏里的那颗微型炸弹……其实并不存在。
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