The person of dao cultivation, looksvery muchheavilyto the life and death, looksverylightly.修道之人,对生死看得很重,也看得很轻。Thiscontradictorymentality, almosteverycultivatorwill have.
这种矛盾的心态,几乎每个修行者都会有。
The peoplestartcultivationat first, isFig.onelives forever.
人最初开始修行,就是图一个长生不死。Immortalmanycultivatorcanachieve, cultivator that butdoes not diedoes not have.
长生很多修士可以做到,但不死的修士一个也无。Therefore, mostcultivatorexperienced the longyears, got used to seeingsocietyvicissitudes of life, looked atpale the life and deathgradually.
于是,大多数的修士经历了漫长的岁月,看惯了人世间的悲欢离合,也渐渐看淡了生死。Canliving the words, no onewants dead, but ifnon-refuses stubbornlyto be possible, dao cultivationdoes not fear.
能活着的话,谁也不想死,但如果非死不可,修道者也不惧。„Youwill remembermy, right?”
“你会记住我的,对吧?”Lin Yusaidfollowing the Fairy Maiden Huawords, Fairy Maiden Huaimmediately a facehidden bitterness.林玉顺着花仙子的话说道,花仙子顿时一脸幽怨。„Youdo not hateLin Yunto be sad, is willingmeto be sad?”
“你舍不得林云伤心,就舍得我伤心?”„Thisnaturallyis not, Iknow,I the person of seeing, yoursay/wayheartis only firmest, youwill rememberme, sadlysome time, butyouwill certainly continueto takeyourownpathfirmly.”
“这当然不是,我只是知道,我所见之人,唯独你的道心最为坚定,你会记得我,也会难过一段时间,但你一定会继续坚定地走上你自己的道路。”„Youmade a mistake, ifyoudied, Iwill not be sad.”
“你错了,你要是死了,我一点都不会难过。”Fairy Maiden Huatsundereis saying, Lin Yupinchedherface, two peoplecreated a disturbance.花仙子傲娇地说着,林玉不禁捏了她的脸一下,两人又打闹了起来。
The curtain of nightfallsgradually, Fairy Maiden HuathenandLin Yushares a bed, two peopleas ifhave the words that cannot speak.
夜幕渐渐落下,花仙子便和林玉抵足而眠,两人似乎有说不完的话。
The night of Ziyunshan, has the thunderlight flashonce for a while.
紫云山的夜晚,时不时有雷光闪过。Fang Yustandsin the courtyard, looks atthisfamiliarscenery, the moodcomplexis also difficultto be bright.方雨站在院子里,看着这熟悉的风景,心情也复杂难明。Comes outafter the Ziyunhole, shethenlives in seclusion and declines visitors, closed/passoneself, adjusts the ownstate of mind.
从紫云洞中出来之后,她便闭门谢客,把自己关了起来,调整自己的心境。Inboundarycultivatorasone, shehad discoveredownis unusual.
作为一个上境修士,她已经发现了自己的异常。
The person of dao cultivation, pure in heart, althoughsheshort temper, butsheusuallywas the abstinencepracticed moral culture, presentshe, evenowncanrestrainangrily, let alonewas the passion.修道之人,清心寡欲,她虽然脾气暴躁,但她素来是禁欲修身的,现在的她,连自己的愤怒都可以克制,何况是情欲。Also, Lin Yunisherdisciple, shecompletelynot possibleto havetoomanyimproperideastoLin Yun.
再说了,林云还是她的徒弟,她完全不可能对林云产生太多不该有的想法。However, the fact is unreasonable.
然而,事实就是非常不合理。Finally, Fang Yusudden enlightenment.
终于,方雨顿悟了。Lin Yunishertribulation.林云就是她的劫。Arrived this realm, someexperiencetribulationswill say,mustseizeowndaysoulobeying ordersstar, naturallymustaftertestlayer on layer/heavily.
到了她这个境界,也会有历劫之说,要将自己的天魂从命星中夺回来,自然要经过重重考验。On the cultivationroad, kills the tribulation, the hearttribulation, assigns/life the tribulation, varioustribulationsmaymeet, butmostletsis the sentimenttribulation that Fang Yuis afraid.修行路上,杀劫,心劫,命劫,各种劫都有可能遇到,而最让方雨害怕的就是情劫。This is also herMasteris alivesaid that said that sheis the cultivationgoodclothing material, but the tooheavysentiment, is actually herfatalshortcoming.
这也是她师父在世的时候说的,说她这个人是个修行的好料子,但太重感情,却是她致命的缺点。At that timeshehas not been convincedvery much, the heavyaffectionaterighteousnessshouldbe the merit, howto becomehershortcoming?
当时她还很不服气,重情重义应该是优点,怎么就成了她的缺点了?Masterthenaskedher: „Ifyoumustpass the sentimenttribulation, mustkill the person of lovepersonally, will youmakewhatchoice?”师父便问她:“若你要度过情劫,必须要亲手杀死挚爱之人,你会作何选择?”„Foradvantage of the kills others, non-Righteous Pathbehavior.”
“为了一己之利杀害他人,非正道所为。”„Butyoudo not cross the tribulation, cultivation basewill then not have the little advance, if the worldhas the disaster, needsyouto haveenoughcultivation base to deal, killsoneperson, maysave the common people, do youmakewhatchoice?”
“但你不渡劫,修为便不会有寸进,假若人间有大难,需要你有足够的修为才能去应对,杀一人,可救苍生,你做何选择?”Thisissue, letFang Yuoncescalp tingles.
这个问题,让方雨一度头皮发麻。Divine Clouds Secttakessheltering the worldasown duty, shesince childhood is also sucheducation, butkills the innocentperson, violatedmorality and justice, not to mentionthatperson of ownlove.神霄宗以庇护天下为己任,她从小也是接受的这样的教育,但杀害无辜的人,也违背了道义,且不说那人还是自己的挚爱。At that timeFang Yudid not understand the love, is only the choice of morality and justice, madeherverypuzzled, hasto act shamelessly saying: „I, so long aswill not fall in love withanyone, did not needto cross the sentimenttribulation!”
那时候方雨也不懂爱,只是道义的选择,就让她非常纠结,只好耍赖道:“那我只要不会爱上谁,就不用渡情劫了呗!”Thismayreally be a quick-wittedchoice.
这可真是个机智的选择。ButherMasteractuallysmiles.
但她师父却只是笑。„Thisworldallthings, oftenmorewantto evade, moreis unable to evade, the destiny there, one day, youneedsto makeyourchoice.”
“这世间所有的事情,往往越想逃避,越无法逃避,命运就在那里,总有一天,你需要做出你的选择。”Recalled that thenthatwords, Fang Yuwas sadder.
回想起当时的那番话,方雨的心情更加沉重了。
The destiny, her had Masterseenherdestinyat that time?
命运,难道她师父那个时候就已经看到了她的命运了么?In recent years, Fang Yuhas cultivatedto hold itselfdiligently, toguard againsttoday.
这些年来,方雨一直都努力修持自身,就是为了防备着今天。Finally, shewas kissedbrokento guardbyLin Yununexpectedly, althoughalsohadhimto paw the reason, butsheshouldbe angryis right, whyin the brain the Lin Yunappearanceactuallycould hardly be removed.
结果,她居然被林云亲一下就破防了,虽然也有他乱摸了一下的原因,但她应该生气才对,为什么脑子里林云的模样却挥之不去。Realizedoneself could undergo the sentimenttribulation, Fang Yuispanic-stricken, thinkswords that againMasterspokeinitially, herwas sadder.
意识到自己可能要历情劫,方雨已经是心慌意乱,再想到师父当初说的话,她的心情就更加沉重了。Allas ifwalkin the predictiondirection, now the societyis experiencing a great misfortune, ifreallysuch ashisMastersaidinitially,mustsavemorepeople, shemustkill the ownlove......
一切仿佛都朝着预言的方向走,如今人世间正在经历一场大劫,如果真如他师父当初所说,要拯救更多的人,她就必须要杀了自己的挚爱……In the Fang Yumindappeared and tips after Lin Yunacquaintance.方雨脑海中又浮现了和林云相识之后的点点滴滴。„I want oneto look likeyousuchgoodMaster.”
“我想要有一个像你这么好的师父。”„Disciplewantsto live.”
“弟子只是想活着。”„Ifmyrealcultivationhas, Iwantto dofourmatters.”
“如果说我真的修行有成的话,那我想做四件事。”„BecauseMasteris very attractive.”
“因为师父很漂亮。”„Discipleknewmistakenly, buthad not regretted.”
“弟子知错了,但没有后悔。”TheseLin Yunhad said the words, one after anotherresoundsin the mind, Fang YuthinksLin Yunwithrespectingandadmiring the looklooks atherappearance, that slightlyshyshyappearance, letsFang Yuispalpitates.
那些林云说过的话,一一在脑海中响起,方雨又想到了林云用尊敬和仰慕的眼神看她的模样,那略微羞涩腼腆的样子,让方雨又是一阵悸动。„Whyisyou......”
“为什么偏偏是你……”Fang Yuevenhadthisidea, ifletshefell into the sentimenttribulationis notLin Yunwere good, perhapsshesowill not be puzzled.方雨甚至产生了这个想法,如果让她陷入情劫的不是林云就好了,或许她就不会这么纠结。Butlater, shethinks,sheis thinkingunexpectedly, ifletsshecrosses the tribulationis notLin Yun, thatkilled, thisobviouslyviolatedherprinciple.
但随后,她又想到,自己居然想着如果让她渡劫的不是林云,那就杀了,这明显是违反了她的原则。„Sect Master?”
“宗主?”Fang Yuis utterly confused, suddenlyhearssomepeopleto summon, to turn the headto look, the discoveryisHu Yuling.方雨正心乱如麻,忽然听到有人呼唤,转过头看,才发现是胡玉玲。„Elder Hu? Comeslate, whatmatterhas?”
“胡长老?这么晚过来,有什么事吗?”„Early tomorrow morningIthenmustgo toSpirit Controlling Sect, something wantto confesswithSect Master.”
“明日一早我便要去御灵宗,有些事情想和宗主交代一下。”Fang Yunods, said: „Thenalong withmecomes in!”方雨点点头,道:“那随我进来吧!”LedHu Yulingto enter the room, after Fang Yusat down, thenmakes the tea.
领着胡玉玲进了屋,方雨坐下之后,便煮起了茶。Hu Yuling is very at first peaceful, butwhenFang Yuwith the tea leaves, saidsuddenly: „Yourmentally confused.”胡玉玲起初很安静,但在方雨拿茶叶的时候,忽然道:“你的心乱了。”Fang Yushakes, putsometea leavesincautiously, has not refuted, buthandsin front of the teacupHu Yuling, said: „Today the matter are a much less, makingyoube laughed.”方雨手一抖,一不小心多放了一些茶叶,却也没有反驳,只是将茶杯递到胡玉玲面前,道:“今天发生的事情有点多,让你见笑了。”„Afterbeing worried aboutTrue Person Yellow Dragondies the unrest that canprovode?”
“是在担心黄龙真人死后会引发的骚乱么?”Fang Yunods.方雨点了点头。Hu Yulingunderstandsimmediately,thisis the lie.胡玉玲立刻明白过来,此乃谎言。Fang Yuthisperson, the characteris too straightforward, shecannotlie. Certainlyhasotherthings, makingFang Yuchaotic the discretion.方雨这个人,性格太耿直,她是不太会说谎的。一定是有其他的事情,让方雨乱了分寸。Stared atherrelatestoLin Yun, Hu Yulingexploringlyasked: „Heard that the Lin Yunmasternephewis punishedto think of faultsbyyoutoday, does hemake mistakes?”
联想到林云盯上了她,胡玉玲试探性地问道:“听说林云师侄今日被你罚去思过了,他犯了什么错?”Fang Yushook, installsto sayindifferently: „Ilook athimto be stubbornly disobedient, said that the heartis not firm, thenmakeshimengage in introspection.”方雨手又抖了一下,强装淡然道:“我看他顽劣,道心不坚,便让他去反省反省。”In the Hu Yulingheartunderstands clearly, looks atFang Yulike this, Lin Yunthatcertainright and wrongsame„stubbornly disobedient”.胡玉玲心中了然,看方雨这样子,林云那一定是非同一般地“顽劣”。
The storybecameinteresting.
故事变得有趣起来了。Thinks that the Qiankeng of ownmatterLin Yun, makeshimdescend the mountainnow, heas ifalsosaw through the trap, nowcomes the opportunityactually.
想到林云之前坑自己的事,现在让他下山,他似乎也看穿了陷阱,现在倒是来了机会。„Ithought that heis young, said that the heartis not firm is also the normal state, do not castigatehim, as the saying goesread the booksto might as welltravel far and wide, divorcing oneself from realityafter allwasincorrect, might as wellsendhimto descend the mountaininformed and experienced?”
“我看他还年轻,道心不坚也是常态,你也不要太苛责他了,有道是读万卷书不如行万里路,闭门造车终归是不行的,不如派他下山历练一番?”ps:, Irenewed. Thankeveryone'shittingto enjoy, asked the monthly ticketconveniently
ps:没想到吧,我又更新了。感谢大家的打赏哦,顺手求一下月票
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