NOMIM :: Volume #2

#182: Your mentally confused( before dawn (3 - 5 am))


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The person of dao cultivation, looks very much heavily to the life and death, looks very lightly. 修道之人,对生死看得很重,也看得很轻。 This contradictory mentality, almost every cultivator will have. 这种矛盾的心态,几乎每个修行者都会有。 The people start cultivation at first, is Fig. one lives forever. 人最初开始修行,就是图一个长生不死。 Immortal many cultivator can achieve, cultivator that but does not die does not have. 长生很多修士可以做到,但不死的修士一个也无。 Therefore, most cultivator experienced the long years, got used to seeing society vicissitudes of life, looked at pale the life and death gradually. 于是,大多数的修士经历了漫长的岁月,看惯了人世间的悲欢离合,也渐渐看淡了生死。 Can living the words, no one wants dead, but if non- refuses stubbornly to be possible, dao cultivation does not fear. 能活着的话,谁也不想死,但如果非死不可,修道者也不惧。 You will remember my, right?” “你会记住我的,对吧?” Lin Yu said following the Fairy Maiden Hua words, Fairy Maiden Hua immediately a face hidden bitterness. 林玉顺着花仙子的话说道,花仙子顿时一脸幽怨。 You do not hate Lin Yun to be sad, is willing me to be sad?” “你舍不得林云伤心,就舍得我伤心?” This naturally is not, I know, I the person of seeing, your say/way heart is only firmest, you will remember me, sadly some time, but you will certainly continue to take your own path firmly.” “这当然不是,我只是知道,我所见之人,唯独你的道心最为坚定,你会记得我,也会难过一段时间,但你一定会继续坚定地走上你自己的道路。” You made a mistake, if you died, I will not be sad.” “你错了,你要是死了,我一点都不会难过。” Fairy Maiden Hua tsundere is saying, Lin Yu pinched her face, two people created a disturbance. 花仙子傲娇地说着,林玉不禁捏了她的脸一下,两人又打闹了起来。 The curtain of night falls gradually, Fairy Maiden Hua then and Lin Yu shares a bed, two people as if have the words that cannot speak. 夜幕渐渐落下,花仙子便和林玉抵足而眠,两人似乎有说不完的话。 The night of Ziyunshan, has the thunder light flash once for a while. 紫云山的夜晚,时不时有雷光闪过。 Fang Yu stands in the courtyard, looks at this familiar scenery, the mood complex is also difficult to be bright. 方雨站在院子里,看着这熟悉的风景,心情也复杂难明。 Comes out after the Ziyun hole, she then lives in seclusion and declines visitors, closed/pass oneself, adjusts the own state of mind. 从紫云洞中出来之后,她便闭门谢客,把自己关了起来,调整自己的心境。 In boundary cultivator as one, she had discovered own is unusual. 作为一个上境修士,她已经发现了自己的异常。 The person of dao cultivation, pure in heart, although she short temper, but she usually was the abstinence practiced moral culture, present she, even own can restrain angrily, let alone was the passion. 修道之人,清心寡欲,她虽然脾气暴躁,但她素来是禁欲修身的,现在的她,连自己的愤怒都可以克制,何况是情欲。 Also, Lin Yun is her disciple, she completely not possible to have too many improper ideas to Lin Yun. 再说了,林云还是她的徒弟,她完全不可能对林云产生太多不该有的想法。 However, the fact is unreasonable. 然而,事实就是非常不合理。 Finally, Fang Yu sudden enlightenment. 终于,方雨顿悟了。 Lin Yun is her tribulation. 林云就是她的劫。 Arrived this realm, some experience tribulations will say, must seize own day soul obeying orders star, naturally must after test layer on layer/heavily. 到了她这个境界,也会有历劫之说,要将自己的天魂从命星中夺回来,自然要经过重重考验。 On the cultivation road, kills the tribulation, the heart tribulation, assigns/life the tribulation, various tribulations may meet, but most lets is the sentiment tribulation that Fang Yu is afraid. 修行路上,杀劫,心劫,命劫,各种劫都有可能遇到,而最让方雨害怕的就是情劫。 This is also her Master is alive said that said that she is the cultivation good clothing material, but the too heavy sentiment, is actually her fatal shortcoming. 这也是她师父在世的时候说的,说她这个人是个修行的好料子,但太重感情,却是她致命的缺点。 At that time she has not been convinced very much, the heavy affectionate righteousness should be the merit, how to become her shortcoming? 当时她还很不服气,重情重义应该是优点,怎么就成了她的缺点了? Master then asked her: If you must pass the sentiment tribulation, must kill the person of love personally, will you make what choice?” 师父便问她:“若你要度过情劫,必须要亲手杀死挚爱之人,你会作何选择?” For advantage of the kills others, non- Righteous Path behavior.” “为了一己之利杀害他人,非正道所为。” But you do not cross the tribulation, cultivation base will then not have the little advance, if the world has the disaster, needs you to have enough cultivation base to deal, kills one person, may save the common people, do you make what choice?” “但你不渡劫,修为便不会有寸进,假若人间有大难,需要你有足够的修为才能去应对,杀一人,可救苍生,你做何选择?” This issue, let Fang Yu once scalp tingles. 这个问题,让方雨一度头皮发麻。 Divine Clouds Sect takes sheltering the world as own duty, she since childhood is also such education, but kills the innocent person, violated morality and justice, not to mention that person of own love. 神霄宗以庇护天下为己任,她从小也是接受的这样的教育,但杀害无辜的人,也违背了道义,且不说那人还是自己的挚爱。 At that time Fang Yu did not understand the love, is only the choice of morality and justice, made her very puzzled, has to act shamelessly saying: I, so long as will not fall in love with anyone, did not need to cross the sentiment tribulation!” 那时候方雨也不懂爱,只是道义的选择,就让她非常纠结,只好耍赖道:“那我只要不会爱上谁,就不用渡情劫了呗!” This may really be a quick-witted choice. 这可真是个机智的选择。 But her Master actually smiles. 但她师父却只是笑。 This world all things, often more want to evade, more is unable to evade, the destiny there, one day, you needs to make your choice.” “这世间所有的事情,往往越想逃避,越无法逃避,命运就在那里,总有一天,你需要做出你的选择。” Recalled that then that words, Fang Yu was sadder. 回想起当时的那番话,方雨的心情更加沉重了。 The destiny, her had Master seen her destiny at that time? 命运,难道她师父那个时候就已经看到了她的命运了么? In recent years, Fang Yu has cultivated to hold itself diligently, to guard against today. 这些年来,方雨一直都努力修持自身,就是为了防备着今天。 Finally, she was kissed broken to guard by Lin Yun unexpectedly, although also had him to paw the reason, but she should be angry is right, why in the brain the Lin Yun appearance actually could hardly be removed. 结果,她居然被林云亲一下就破防了,虽然也有他乱摸了一下的原因,但她应该生气才对,为什么脑子里林云的模样却挥之不去。 Realized oneself could undergo the sentiment tribulation, Fang Yu is panic-stricken, thinks words that again Master spoke initially, her was sadder. 意识到自己可能要历情劫,方雨已经是心慌意乱,再想到师父当初说的话,她的心情就更加沉重了。 All as if walk in the prediction direction, now the society is experiencing a great misfortune, if really such as his Master said initially, must save more people, she must kill the own love...... 一切仿佛都朝着预言的方向走,如今人世间正在经历一场大劫,如果真如他师父当初所说,要拯救更多的人,她就必须要杀了自己的挚爱…… In the Fang Yu mind appeared and tips after Lin Yun acquaintance. 方雨脑海中又浮现了和林云相识之后的点点滴滴。 I want one to look like you such good Master.” “我想要有一个像你这么好的师父。” Disciple wants to live.” “弟子只是想活着。” If my real cultivation has, I want to do four matters.” “如果说我真的修行有成的话,那我想做四件事。” Because Master is very attractive.” “因为师父很漂亮。” Disciple knew mistakenly, but had not regretted.” “弟子知错了,但没有后悔。” These Lin Yun had said the words, one after another resounds in the mind, Fang Yu thinks Lin Yun with respecting and admiring the look looks at her appearance, that slightly shy shy appearance, lets Fang Yu is palpitates. 那些林云说过的话,一一在脑海中响起,方雨又想到了林云用尊敬和仰慕的眼神看她的模样,那略微羞涩腼腆的样子,让方雨又是一阵悸动。 Why is you......” “为什么偏偏是你……” Fang Yu even had this idea, if let she fell into the sentiment tribulation is not Lin Yun were good, perhaps she so will not be puzzled. 方雨甚至产生了这个想法,如果让她陷入情劫的不是林云就好了,或许她就不会这么纠结。 But later, she thinks, she is thinking unexpectedly, if lets she crosses the tribulation is not Lin Yun, that killed, this obviously violated her principle. 但随后,她又想到,自己居然想着如果让她渡劫的不是林云,那就杀了,这明显是违反了她的原则。 Sect Master?” 宗主?” Fang Yu is utterly confused, suddenly hears some people to summon, to turn the head to look, the discovery is Hu Yuling. 方雨正心乱如麻,忽然听到有人呼唤,转过头看,才发现是胡玉玲 Elder Hu? Comes late, what matter has?” 胡长老?这么晚过来,有什么事吗?” Early tomorrow morning I then must go to Spirit Controlling Sect, something want to confess with Sect Master.” “明日一早我便要去御灵宗,有些事情想和宗主交代一下。” Fang Yu nods, said: Then along with me comes in!” 方雨点点头,道:“那随我进来吧!” Led Hu Yuling to enter the room, after Fang Yu sat down, then makes the tea. 领着胡玉玲进了屋,方雨坐下之后,便煮起了茶。 Hu Yuling is very at first peaceful, but when Fang Yu with the tea leaves, said suddenly: Your mentally confused.” 胡玉玲起初很安静,但在方雨拿茶叶的时候,忽然道:“你的心乱了。” Fang Yu shakes, put some tea leaves incautiously, has not refuted, but hands in front of the teacup Hu Yuling, said: Today the matter are a much less, making you be laughed.” 方雨手一抖,一不小心多放了一些茶叶,却也没有反驳,只是将茶杯递到胡玉玲面前,道:“今天发生的事情有点多,让你见笑了。” After being worried about True Person Yellow Dragon dies the unrest that can provode?” “是在担心黄龙真人死后会引发的骚乱么?” Fang Yu nods. 方雨点了点头。 Hu Yuling understands immediately, this is the lie. 胡玉玲立刻明白过来,此乃谎言。 Fang Yu this person, the character is too straightforward, she cannot lie. Certainly has other things, making Fang Yu chaotic the discretion. 方雨这个人,性格太耿直,她是不太会说谎的。一定是有其他的事情,让方雨乱了分寸。 Stared at her relates to Lin Yun, Hu Yuling exploringly asked: Heard that the Lin Yun master nephew is punished to think of faults by you today, does he make mistakes?” 联想到林云盯上了她,胡玉玲试探性地问道:“听说林云师侄今日被你罚去思过了,他犯了什么错?” Fang Yu shook, installs to say indifferently: I look at him to be stubbornly disobedient, said that the heart is not firm, then makes him engage in introspection.” 方雨手又抖了一下,强装淡然道:“我看他顽劣,道心不坚,便让他去反省反省。” In the Hu Yuling heart understands clearly, looks at Fang Yu like this, Lin Yun that certain right and wrong same stubbornly disobedient. 胡玉玲心中了然,看方雨这样子,林云那一定是非同一般地“顽劣”。 The story became interesting. 故事变得有趣起来了。 Thinks that the Qiankeng of own matter Lin Yun, makes him descend the mountain now, he as if also saw through the trap, now comes the opportunity actually. 想到林云之前坑自己的事,现在让他下山,他似乎也看穿了陷阱,现在倒是来了机会。 I thought that he is young, said that the heart is not firm is also the normal state, do not castigate him, as the saying goes read the books to might as well travel far and wide, divorcing oneself from reality after all was incorrect, might as well send him to descend the mountain informed and experienced?” “我看他还年轻,道心不坚也是常态,你也不要太苛责他了,有道是读万卷书不如行万里路,闭门造车终归是不行的,不如派他下山历练一番?” ps:, I renewed. Thank everyone's hitting to enjoy, asked the monthly ticket conveniently ps:没想到吧,我又更新了。感谢大家的打赏哦,顺手求一下月票
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