The Zhang Xiuya from the beginning innermost feelings are also very puzzled pain, to avoid a secret exposes, he starts to comply with Jade Lotus to make some insignificant minor matters, the treated as matter are getting more and more, he could not turn head. 张修涯一开始内心也是很纠结痛苦的,为了避免一个秘密暴露,他开始答应碧莲做一些微不足道的小事,当做的事情越来越多,他也回不了头了。 The mind twists gradually, to finally, then became the situation of plotting to murder Sister fellow disciple Junior Brother. 心灵渐渐扭曲,到最后,便成了谋害同门师弟师妹的地步。 Lin Yun listens to Zhang Xiuya to tell the process that degenerates, sighs at heart, this world bad risk, Jade Lotus also indeed is really shrewd and crafty. 林云听着张修涯讲述堕落的过程,心里也不禁惋叹,这个世界果然凶险,碧莲也的确老奸巨猾。 If makes Zhang Xiuya plot to murder fellow disciple from the beginning, he will definitely not do, but through some minor matters, making him involve the important matter, finally cannot turn head, can only use for him. 如果一开始就让张修涯谋害同门,他肯定不会干,但通过一些小事,让他牵连到大事,最后回不了头,就只能为他所用。 „If you can make a clear distinction between right and wrong initially, rather than considers is only maintaining the sect image, whatever the disciple is insulted, how I will reach this time this situation! I am the crime do not have the amnesty, but you really unblamable?” “如果当初你能明辨是非,而不是只顾着维护宗门形象,任由弟子受辱,我又怎么会走到今时今日这个地步！我是罪无可赦,但你就真的毫无过错么？” Zhang Xiuya these words saying, Fang Yu also had nothing to say in reply. 张修涯这番话说出来,方雨也无言以对。 Several Elder drink to scold Zhang Xiuya angrily, scolded his scoundrel, this matter's Zhang Xiuya, how also to care about these. 几个长老都愤怒地喝骂着张修涯,却也只是骂他混账,此事的张修涯,又怎么会在乎这些。 But Fang Yu actually really thinks oneself also made a mistake, looks at Zhang Xiuya distressed, actually does not know that should say anything. 而方雨却真的认为自己也错了,痛心地看着张修涯,却不知道该说什么。 Lin Yun watches, heaves a deep sigh, my Master, was too pure. 林云看在眼里,不禁摇头叹息一声,我这师父,还是太单纯了。 Probably is year to year cultivation on the mountain, worked is also used to going straight there and coming straight back, actually to the will of the people treacherous fickle too did not understand, even if lived some age, was on boundary cultivator, actually resulted in the eye by the own rebel disciple resentment flood red. 大概是常年在山上修行,做事也习惯了直来直去,倒是对人心的诡谲善变不太了解,就算多活了一些年岁,身为上境修士,却被自己的叛逆徒弟怼得眼睛泛红。 At this time, Lin Yun was actually unable to continue watching. 这个时候,林云却是看不下去了。 „You said right.” “你说的没错。” A Lin Yun opens the mouth, made everyone look immediately, hoodwinked including Zhang Xiuya, what thing, do you jump temporarily instead? 林云一开口,顿时让所有人都看了过来,包括张修涯也蒙了,啥玩意呢,你临时跳反？ Fang Yu also looks at Lin Yun, stage that to be honest, she is denying now, if Lin Yun also said that she made a mistake, moreover said very reasonable, she estimated that will really cover the trauma. 方雨也看着林云,说实话,她现在正在自我否认的阶段,如果林云也说她错了,而且说的很有道理的话,她估计真的会蒙上心理阴影。 However, Lin Yun opens the mouth again, reversed directly. 不过,林云再开口,就直接反转了。 The first few words, nothing but want to pay attention appealingly, making others listen to him to speak. 第一句话,无非是想吸引人注意,让其他人听他说话而已。 „The Sect Master biggest mistake, accepted your this wild ambition artificial disciple, the second largest mistake, is clearly knows that you are a waste, is actually also thinking trains you, the third largest mistake, is clearly knows that your disposition is not good, has actually never thought you will betray, this is all her mistakes.” “宗主最大的错误,就是收了你这个狼子野心的人为徒,第二大的错误,就是明知道你是个废物,却还想着培养你,第三大的错误,就是明知道你心性不好,却从未想过你会背叛,这就是她所有的过错。” Lin Yun was visible is saying the Fang Yu mistake, but, is scolding Zhang Xiuya, how many Elder sighed, this was a cultural worker? 林云明着在说方雨的错,但话里话外,都是在骂张修涯,几个长老不禁感叹,这就是文化人吗？ „Nonsense!” “胡说！” Zhang Xiuya hears word is angry, actually is also only incompetent wild with rage, Lin Yun stands near four big shot, but can also make him injure? 张修涯闻言大怒,却也只是无能狂怒,林云站在四个大佬边上,还能让他伤着了？ Does not exist! 不存在的！ Therefore Lin Yun is also fearless, then said: „ Aren't you convinced? We come to stroke well, said your wild ambition, right? However had the conflict, you beat savagely others, why, nothing but is relies on is in itself immortal cultivation, the Sect Master responsibility you uses strength to bully the weak, what wrong has? 所以林云也无所畏惧,接着道:“你不服气？那咱们来好好捋捋,说你狼子野心,没错吧？不过是跟人起了冲突,你就将别人暴打一顿,为什么呢,无非是自恃自己是个修仙者,宗主责你恃强凌弱,何错之有？ But if you are not really convinced, may decline to apologize greatly, this I can also respect you am a man, but you first apologize, later extinguished the person of whole families, is this matter that the person does? What's wrong, the murder whole families did you also put in great inconvenience? ” 而你若是真的不服气,大可拒绝道歉,这我还能敬你是条汉子,但你先道了歉,随后又灭了人满门,这是人干的事么？怎么,杀人满门你还委屈了？” „I......” “我……” Zhang Xiuya is incapable of refuting, how to say again, he also kills people. 张修涯无力反驳,再怎么说,他也是杀了人的。 The life of mortal in the immortal cultivation eyes just like worthless, but the prestigious family cannot cut grass honestly at will, what otherwise has to distinguish with Demon Sect? 凡人的命在修仙者眼里宛如草芥,但名门正派并不能随意割草,否则与魔门有什么区别？ „ My what I? The powerhouse anger, brandishes a sword to the powerhouse, the weak one is angry, brandishes a sword to the weak one, you do not dare to challenge your Master authority, then vented in mortal body that did not have the strength of resistance, said that you were the waste also right? “我什么我？强者愤怒,挥刀向更强者,弱者愤怒,挥刀向更弱者,你不敢反抗你师父的权威,便把气撒在了一个毫无反抗之力的凡人身上,说你是废物也没错吧？ This is also not your most waste place, the place of your most waste lies in solemn cultivator, silences the witnesses can leave behind the handle, you said, you were too the waste? ” 这还不是你最废物的地方,你最废物的地方在于堂堂一个修行者,杀人灭口都能留下把柄,你说说,你是不是太废物了？” „You!” “你！” Zhang Xiuya by Lin Yun waste air/Qi spat a blood at the scene. 张修涯被林云一口一句废物气的当场吐了一口血。 Lin Yun is relentless, then said: „ Pitifully is, Sect Master saw you are a waste, does not want you, when the successor trained, hasn't actually treated unjustly you? Saying your disposition is not good, that is reminding you, teaches you, if she does not care about you, she manages you dead! 林云毫不留情,接着道:“可惜的就是,宗主看出了你是个废物,并不想把你当继承人培养,却也没有亏待你吧？说出你心性不好,那是在提醒你,教诲你,若是她不关心你,她管你去死！ Sect Master is seeking for one to hold the post of the Sect Master disciple, must take over control of Divine Clouds Sect such big sect, what Sect Master need is the responsibility and acting, but in your eye only has the power, does not make you work as the successor, what wrong has? 宗主只是在寻找一个能担任掌门的弟子而已,要接管神霄宗这么大的宗门,宗主需要的是责任和担当,而你眼里却只有权力,不让你当继承人,何错之有？ If your Master hypocrisy trains you with the stance of successor, in fact actually does not plan to let you, when Sect Master, you are unwilling are also well-founded, but you look at your Master not you, when Sect Master training, your relieved wasn't cultivation OK? 若是你师父假意以接班人的姿态培养你,实际上却不打算让你当掌门,你不甘心也有理由,但你都看出来你师父没把你当宗主培养,你安心修行不就可以了吗？ Let alone really the unwilling words, you try hard to change, the proof was your Master was mistaken diligently, this was the matter that the person did! You are booing, thought that your Master looks down upon you, betrays master gate, is jealous of capable people, cruelly harms Junior Brother Junior Sister, in turn blamed one to trust, with all one's heart education Master about you in every possible way, I have never seen the so impudent and shameless person! ” 何况真的不甘心的话,那你努力改变啊,努力证明是你师父看走眼了,这才是人干的事！你倒好,觉得你师父看不起你,就背叛师门,嫉贤妒能,残害师弟师妹,反过来责怪一个对你百般信赖、尽心教育的师父,我从未见过如此厚颜无耻之人！” Zhang Xiuya hears here, was injured, was a blood spat directly, wanted is not good shortly. 张修涯听到这里,本就受了伤,更是一口血直接吐了出来,眼看就要不行了。 Lin Yun: „???” 林云:“？？？” You put this to touch the porcelain! Did I scold you? 你搁这碰瓷呢！我把你骂死了？ King Situ Haodai did not have the horse to step on two feet! 王司徒好歹还没马踩了两脚嗷！ Lin Yun actually does not know, what Zhang Xiuya puts out is the blood of lamentation. 林云却是不知,张修涯吐出的是悔恨的血。 From the beginning Zhang Xiuya is very indeed angry, but analyzes along with Lin Yun layer upon layer, he also has to acknowledge, he was truly wrong. 一开始张修涯的确很愤怒,但伴随着林云层层剖析,他也不得不承认,他确实是错了。 In fact, he has known oneself are wrong, but, the person of making mistakes, likes finding a relieved excuse to oneself, such as you are unkind, my non- righteousness. 实际上,他一直都知道自己是错的,只不过,犯了错的人,喜欢给自己找一个安心的理由,如你不仁,我不义。 His idea support, that is all that he makes the mistake, the source is the Fang Yu mistake, I right. 他的理念支撑,那就是他做错的一切,源头都是方雨的错,那我就没错了。 However, Lin Yun denied his idea completely. 然而,林云完全否认了他的这个想法。 But pondered following the logic of Lin Yun, Lin Yun is right. 但顺着林云的逻辑去思考,林云是对的。 Zhang Xiuya in a terrified way looked to Fang Yu, to Fang Yu vision. 张修涯惶恐地看向了方雨,正对上了方雨的目光。 He looked, in the Fang Yu anger also brings remorse. 他看出来了,方雨的愤怒中还带着自责。 His that words, others said that he is a rebel, but his Master was actually really pondering, is this , when making the mistake of Master. 他刚才的那番话,别人都说他是叛逆,但他师父却真的在思考,是不是她这个当师父的做错了。 Zhang Xiuya also thinks finally, Fang Yu each time after reproving him, where will also tell him to be wrong. 张修涯也终于想起来,方雨每次在训斥了他之后,也会告诉他哪里错了。 Then, in recent years, I am making anything...... 那么,这些年来,我都在做什么啊…… Zhang Xiuya shed tears suddenly, at this time, he awakened greatly suddenly. Also at this time, his innermost soul, some black fog dissipated slowly. 张修涯忽然流出了眼泪,在这个时候,他忽然大彻大悟了。也是在这个时候,他灵魂深处,一些黑雾缓缓消散。 „Originally, I the heart demon deep type had not known.” “原来,我早已心魔深种而不自知。” Zhang Xiuya whispered, clear(ly) became aware actually meaning that defends the heart. 张修涯低语了一声,倒是明悟了守心的含义。 Defends the heart to defend the heart, is to defend the own heart. 守心守心,就是要守住自己的心。 What a pity, his heart has fallen into enemy hands. 可惜,他的心早就失守了。 „Disciple is guilty.” “弟子有罪。” Zhang Xiuya admits mistakes finally, but at this time, no one scolded him again. 张修涯终于认错,但这个时候,却也没有人再骂他了。