The cancerin the body, isin the comprehensivedestructionbodyallfunctions. Thereforetothis time, the patientwill be in the painevery time, a piece of featherpresseson the body, may feelbymountainpress/pressureinunderground. Has not gasped for breath. The doctorsawtoomanycancer cellsto proliferate the latepatient of whole body, sometimeswas not even cruel enoughto look at the painfulshapes of thesepatients.
癌在身体里,是全面破坏身体内所有机能的。所以到了这个时候,患者会每时每刻处在痛苦之中,一片羽毛压在身上,都可能会感觉被一座山压在地下。喘不过气来。医生见过太多癌细胞扩散全身的末期患者了,有时候甚至不忍心去看那些患者的痛苦状。HoweverhisfrontQing ChendifferentQing Chen have the ache, still is very tranquil. Tranquilevendoes not seem like a cancer patient. Qing Chenthinksto explain: „Achetrulyisexists, butpossiblywasbe used to it, the threshold value of bodytoachewas enhancedin the past, thereforethisachecanenduretemporarily.”
然而他面前的庆尘不同庆尘也有疼痛,却依然很平静。平静的甚至不像是一个癌症患者。庆尘想了想解释道:“疼痛确实是存在的,不过可能是习惯了,身体对疼痛的阈值在过去被提高了,所以这种疼痛暂时可以忍受。”
The doctorwas startled, can thisthreshold valuebe pulled outhigh? Whatalsofrontthisyoung peoplehad experiencedor, will raise the pain thresholdto...... evenhurting of cancer, degree that cantreatcalmly? Qing Chensmiles: „Doctor, can Ialso be saved?” The seniordoctorpushedowneyeglasses, looksto the flat and thin piece: „Withpd-1or the pd-l 1immunotherapy, firsttakes the gene detection, whichtypehaving a look atyouto suit. Ido not know that yourfamilyconditionhow, thistherapyis relatively expensive, oneyearprobablyneeds about 800,000probably, a littleusesto the latepatient.”
医生惊了,这阈值得被拔得多高?又或者说,面前这年轻人曾经经历过什么,才会把疼痛阈值拔高到......连癌症的疼,都可以平心静气对待的程度?庆尘笑了笑:“医生,我还有救么?”老医生推了推自己的眼镜,又看向片子:“用pd—1或者pd—l1免疫疗法吧,先做一下基因检测,看看你适合哪种。我也不知道你的家庭条件怎么样啊,这种疗法相对贵一点,一年可能大概需要80万左右,对末期患者还是有一点用的。”„Has the side effect?”Qing Chenasked. „Will harmyourhepatorenalfunction, has the lethality, for examplesuffers from the immunitymyocarditis,”seniordoctorsaidpatiently: „Naturally, compared to the cancerend, triesafter allright.”Subtext of doctoris, perhapsdiesin any case, triesalso to havemeans of livelihood, lives the period of time. However after Qing Chenhears the lethality, thenasked: „Ifgives uptreating, Ialsohow long?” The doctorlooks at the flat and thin pieceearnestly: „A month? Twomonths? The young fellows, youpossiblycould not pay the medicine to reimbursepart . Moreover the lifeonly hadone......”
“有副作用吗?”庆尘问道。“会损害你的肝肾功能,也存在致死性,比如罹患免疫性心肌炎,”老医生耐心说道:“当然,相对于癌症末期来说,试一试总归没错。”医生的潜台词是,横竖都是死,试一下说不定还能有条活路,多活一阵子。然而庆尘听到致死性后,便问道:“如果放弃治疗,我还有多久?”医生认真的看着片子:“一个月?两个月?小伙子,你可能是付不起医药是能报销一部分了,而且命只有一条......”Qing Chensaidwith a smile: „It is not good, Iwas usedto treat an illnessmoney, my wifewhat to do? Thanks the doctor, Iwas incurable.”庆尘笑着说道:“不行,我把钱都用来治病了,我老婆怎么办?谢谢医生,我不治了。”Doctorsurpriselooked atQing Chen, looked atYangyang: „Youhave not reached the legalmarriageable age.”1Qing Chensaid: „Oursurfacewas tender, hasdaughters is 9 years old.”
医生诧异的看了看庆尘,又看了看秧秧:“你们还没到法定结婚年龄吧。”一庆尘说道:“我俩面嫩,有个女儿都九岁了。”Saying, healsoputs outcell phoneto watch the picture of Shengong Templerealdisciplineto the doctor:
说着,他还拿出手机给医生看神宫寺真纪的照片:„Lovable?”
“可爱吗?”„Oh......”doctordoes not know that shouldsayanything. Two peoplego out, Yangyang the whole body that smilesinsideshivers all over:
“噢......”医生也不知道该说什么。两人出了门,秧秧在旁边笑的浑身乱颤:„Appearance that youtalked nonsenseseriously, but also was very fun.”Sheholds the shoulder of Qing Chento smiledoes not relax, is laughableis putting out a handto wipe the facewith a smileontears.
“你一本正经胡说八道的样子,还挺好玩的。”她扶着庆尘的肩膀笑得直不起腰,可笑着笑着就伸手去擦脸上的眼泪。„Do not crynot to cry,”Qing Chenpatted the head of Yangyang: „Halfgodcannot massacreme, what is the trivialcancer? Ihavesomeplans , some people successes, Ihave not really been possible dead.”
“别哭别哭,”庆尘拍了拍秧秧的脑袋:“半神都杀不掉我,区区癌症算什么?我已经有了一些计划,也有人真的成功过,我不一定会死。”„Ihave not cried, Iam the eyeacid,”Yangyangwas straight the bodyto attract the nose: „Walks, wantsto eatanythingto eatanything!”
“我没哭,我就是眼睛酸,”秧秧直起身子吸了吸鼻子:“走吧,想吃什么就吃点什么吧!”„Youactually the words of doctorsaying.”„Whatthenhasto plan,wellconvalescing, is completing the remainingtwolife and deathpasses/tests, theninjects the medicament?”
“你倒是把医生的话给说了。”“接下来有什么打算,好好静养着,完成剩下两个生死关,然后注射药剂?”Yangyangasked: „Boss Hehas injected the medicament, you have right?”秧秧问道:“何老板注射过的药剂,你也有对吧?”„Un, on the whaleisland, byBossZhengis looked that speciallywill not have the matter,”Qing Chensaid: „ButI have no wayto convalesce, as for the life and deathpass/test, remainingtwodoes not needto train. I have a more importantmatterto do.”„Un? At this time, what matterbut alsothere is more important than the life?”Yangyangdoubts.
“嗯,就在鲸岛上,由郑老板专门看着不会有事,”庆尘说道:“但我还没法静养,至于生死关,剩下两个是不需要训练的。我还有更重要的事情去做。”“嗯?都这个时候了,还有什么事情比命更重要?”秧秧疑惑。„Is more important than mylife, is the lives of 170,000parents' meetingmembers,”Qing Chensaid: „Imustwalk a westernmainlandagain, kills the adjudicator.”Thiswas equal to that oppressivevegetable/dish, butinhighend officeforeveroppressive, the stormdukeis even not necessarily ableto hit the cranetails in more than halfgod „ the feather. Thisis the adjudicatorin the present situation in westmainland. Therefore, whenhehas the opportunityrevolutionsto cultivate/repair the playlifemasterto inherit, hethentransferredimmediately. In dozensyears, perhaps the eastern hemisphere continentlike this, the blackmagicwill also degenerate into a weakwhen the time comes.
“比我的命更重要的,是17万名家长会成员的生命,”庆尘说道:“我要再走一趟西大陆,杀裁决者。”这就等于是虐菜可以,但在高端局永远被虐,风暴公爵甚至未必能打过半神里的吊车尾“中羽。这就是裁决者在西大陆的现状。所以,当他有机会转修戏命师传承,他便立马转了。再过几十年,东大陆恐怕也会这样,到时候黑魔法将重新沦为一种鸡肋。Oncesomethreatemergence, everyonewill seekto solveitsmeans. When the time comeseveryoneeveryonehidden the real name, the adjudicator can only lookonepile„Leshanstickgoodchicken”and„flamingorevolutionsrevolutions”and„puredropdragonet”and„sellsreportyoungmy dear”and so onsandweakcode name, helpless.
一旦某种威胁出现,大家就会去寻找解决它的办法。到时候大家人人隐藏真名,裁决者只能看着一堆“乐山棒棒鸡”、“火鸟转转转”、“纯洁滴小龙”、“卖报小郎君”之类的沙凋代号,无能为力。Thistime, the blackmagicarrivesin the situation of eastern hemisphere continentnoprotection, likealien speciesinvasion. Thisissue, the eastern hemisphere continentstillno oneknows how shouldsolve. ButregardingQing Chen, person who since the solution the issue, thatsolvedthesemanufactureproblems.
只是这一次,黑魔法在东大陆毫无防备的情况下到来,就像外来物种入侵一样。这个问题,东大陆至今没人知道该怎么解决。但对于庆尘来说,既然解决不了问题,那就解决掉那些制造问题的人。Alsothisshouldbe the way that-and-a-half godssolve the problem. Returned tothirdday, Qing ChenandYangyangwent to the Disneyland in Sea Citytogether. What is quite awkward, theseveryexciting the projectto the commonperson, bothpeopleareunemotionalthrough...... is heavyinparticipating. Qing Chensits the roller coaster, whiletranquilis describing the matter in gingkoparadisetoYangyang, verydoesYangyang to play, Qing Chenalsopromisesher, in the futuresomedaycanleadherto play.
又或者说,这本就应该是一位半神解决问题的方式。回归第三天,庆尘与秧秧一同去了海城的迪士尼乐园。只不过比较尴尬的是,那些对寻常人来说非常刺激的项目,两个人都是面无表情通过的......重在参与吧。庆尘一边坐过山车,一边平静的给秧秧描述着银杏乐园里的事情,搞得秧秧还挺想去玩玩,庆尘也答应她,未来某一天一定会带她去玩。Their twositin the roller coastertranquilchat, formed the sharpcontrast...... Yangyangto drawQing Chento makemanypictureswithothertourists. Aloneto the Qing Chenracket, or they take a group photo, looks likeamongcrazyis making up forthem the defect, hurriedis the lover to handlethesethings that. Yangyangseems like the timetooto be for fear that quick, but alsowithouthandlescertainthingswith enough time, there would be no opportunityto do. In the eveningstaysin the hotel, Yangyangnon-stopis receivingexpress. Qing Chentakes a bathto dry the hair, curiouslookstoYangyang: „Yourthisbuyswhatis?”
他们两个坐在过山车里平静的聊天,与其他游客形成了鲜明的对比......秧秧拉着庆尘拍了好多的照片。单独给庆尘拍,亦或是两人合影,就像是在疯狂的弥补着他们之间的缺失,匆忙的做着情侣应该做的那些事情。秧秧像是生怕时间太快,还没来得及做某些事情,就没机会做了。晚上住在酒店里,秧秧不停的收着快递。庆尘洗完澡擦干头发,好奇的看向秧秧:“你这买的都是什么?”Yangyangstrangesmiles: „All kinds , the attractiveclothes, Iplanned that beforeyouat the point of death, puts oncompletelyyoushows, avoidyouarewhatregret.”秧秧诡异的笑起来:“各种各样的、好看的衣服,我打算在你临死之前,全部穿上给你看看省得你留下什么遗憾。”Qing Chen: „......”Returns tofourthday. Yangyangholds the hand of Qing Chento fly back toLuocheng, twopeoplecarry a book bagrespectively, wears a duckbill cap, looks liketwospace and timetravelers, satisfiedis enjoying the joy of traveling. Theyfallinroofrooftop of Luochengforeign languageschoolthatyellowvoicebuilding, at this timeis attending class, twopeopleonleisurely and carefreesittingin the rooftopedge.庆尘:“......”回归第四天。秧秧牵着庆尘的手飞回洛城,两个人各自背着一个书包,戴着一顶鸭舌帽,就像是两个时空旅人,惬意的享受着旅游的快乐。他们落在洛城外国语学校那座黄色语音楼的楼顶天台上,此时正在上课,两个人就悠闲的坐在天台边缘。Qing Chenlostis looking at the campus: „For a long timehas not come back, actuallyalsofeelssomewhatkindly. Youlook at the southeast cornerlunch room, therewill sell a 50 centssteamed bun, in the steamed bunis clamping the harshpotatothread, issimplestfood. Ipoorestthatlittle while, isevery daydepends on a steamed bunto live. Afterward the cafeteriaauntpossiblythoughtIwas too miserable, will callonebowl of gruelmeeach timefree.”庆尘出神的望着校园:“好久没回来过了,竟然还觉得有些亲切。你看东南角的小食堂,那里会卖五毛钱一个的馒头,馒头里夹着酸辣土豆丝,算是最简单的一顿饭。我最穷的那会儿,就是每天靠着一个馒头活下来的。后来食堂阿姨可能是觉得我太惨了,每次都会免费给我打一碗粥。”„The west sideis the honorwall, abovewill paste various grade'sfirstpictures, picturebelowcaninscribea few wordsmotto. Ihave taken a gradefirst, thenreaches an agreementwith the entranceearthenware cooking potmeter/riceyarn and thread store, callsadvertisement „ to likeherleadingherhim a timeto eatearthenware cooking potrice-flour noodle”.
“西边是荣誉墙,上面会贴着各年级第一名的照片,照片下面可以写上一句话座右铭。我拿过一次年级第一,然后跟门口的砂锅米线店商量好,给他打一次广告“爱她就带她去吃砂锅米线”。Thatadvertisementmade more than 2000dollars, paidoneyear of school expense, supportedthreemonths of board expenses. Afterward the schooldid not letdo that Ihave not tested the gradeagainfirst. ” Yangyangsmilesin the one sidedoubles with laughter: „Whatmatteralsohas?”„Ialsohelp the schoolmatewrite the love letter, writes a chicken leg.”
那次广告赚了两千多块钱,交了一年的学费,又撑了三个月的伙食费。后来学校不让这么做了,我就没再考过年级第一。”秧秧在一旁笑得前仰后合:“还有什么事情吗?”“我还帮同学写情书,写一封一个鸡腿。”„Ialsohelpschoolmatecheat in the examination, his fatherrewardshis1000dollars, hedividesmyhalf.”
“我还帮同学考试作弊,他爸奖励他一千块钱,他分我一半。”„Istudy the chess manualduring the daytime, in the eveninggoes to the northWangcheng Parkto ask the old mento win money, Iwill first losefivedollarsintentionally, thenwins20.”
“我白天研究棋谱,晚上就去北边的王城公园里找老头们赢钱,我会先故意输五块钱,然后赢走20。”„AfterwardIcontinuedto study the chess manual, calculates the chess, onlytoletthemthought that almostcanwin.”„Butwas smallat that time, the joy that the firstexperiencevelvetsdoes not understandto control, the old mendiscovered after myrepertoire, did not playwithme.”Qing Chenrecallswith a smile, theseyearshehas handleda lotformoney, lacking virtue, is not lacking virtue, has done. Nowrecalls, at that time in liveduptightcompareswith the presentdifficulty, actuallyat allwas notanything. The lifeisthis, youoncethink the ridge that cannot pass, glances backseveralyearslater, will suddenly discover that at all is notanything.
“后来我继续研究棋谱,算棋,只为了让他们觉得差一点就能赢。”“但那时候还小,第一次体会赢钱的快乐不懂得节制,老头们发现我的套路之后,就不跟我玩了。”庆尘笑着回忆,那些年他为了钱做过很多事情,缺德的、不缺德的,都做过。如今回想起来,那时候生活里的拮据与如今的困难一比,其实根本不算什么了。人生就是这样,你曾经认为过不去的坎儿,在几年后蓦然回首,会突然发现根本不算什么。Butthistime, Qing Chendoes not know that thisridge, he can also step. „Walks, leadingyouto eat the Dan Dan noodles of alleyTianfu,”Qing Chensaidwith a smile: „The alleypot-sticker and Luochengwaterseat, will go to the districtto drink the ironto thank the muttonsouptomorrow morning.”Yangyangsmilevisitshim, onlyfelt the time, ifframesinthis moment, is very good.
但这一次,庆尘也不知道这个坎儿,他还能不能迈过去。“走吧,带你去吃小街天府的担担面,”庆尘笑着说道:“还有小街锅贴、洛城水席,明天早上去县里喝铁谢羊肉汤。”秧秧微笑的看着他,只觉得时间如果就定格在这一刻,也很不错。„Qing Chen!”Yangyangcalledhisnamesuddenly. Qing Chenturned the headto look at the past: „What's wrong?”„Do not throw downme.”
“庆尘!”秧秧忽然喊了他的名字。庆尘转头看过去:“怎么了?”“别丢下我一个人。”„Good.”Returns tofifthday. Qing ChenbringsYangyangis going tohimto liveeachplace. Returns tosixthday. A Qing Chen and Qing Chen liangs personwent to the theaterto make a picture, twopeoplechanged the white shirtto sitbefore the redbackgroundarrange/cloth, the facial expressionwas cramped, the smilestiffracketnextpicture, like very happy, actuallysomenon-natures that allwedding picturessmiled. Returns toseventhday, twopeoplefinished eating the dinner, wears the duckbill capto turn back the dwellinghand in hand. Theyhaveto lookbehind, the boyfriend who a girlhas doubtsaskedher: „Whatlooks at?”
“好。”回归第五天。庆尘带着秧秧去了他生活过的每个地方。回归第六天。庆尘个人去影楼拍了一张照片,两个人换上了白衬衣坐在红色的背景布前,神情局促、笑容僵硬的拍下一张照片,就像所有结婚照一样笑的很开心,却又有些不自然。回归第七天,两个人吃完晚饭,戴着鸭舌帽手牵着手走回住处。他们身后有个女孩疑惑的看过来,男朋友问她:“看什么呢?”„IsawQing Chenprobably!”
“我好像看到庆尘了!”„Is that legendlord of daytime?”
“就是那个传说中的白昼之主吗?”Boyfriendeyesonebright. „Probably, does not seem like,”girlhas doubts. Shehas doubts, isshethought that Qing Chenis the character in space, should notsoordinarywalkingon the street. Countdownnulling operation. Crossing over.
男朋友眼睛一亮。“好像是,又好像不是,”女孩疑惑。她之所以疑惑,是她觉得庆尘已经是天上的人物了,不该如此平凡的走在街上。倒计时归零。穿越。
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