„Her name was Ning Xiu, very name of pleasant to hear.” “她叫宁秀,很好听的名字。” „Afterward I started to give her to write the earth taste love letter, copies one from online here, there copies one,” shadow smiles was saying: „During that time may increase workload me, during the daytime must move the thing on the work site, in the evening enters her changing room secretly, lies writes the love letter on the table, then before dawn keeps on her table.” “后来我开始给她写土味情书,从网上这里抄一段,那里抄一段,”影子微笑着说道:“那段时间可忙坏我了,白天要在工地上搬东西,晚上偷偷钻进她更衣室,趴在桌子上写情书,然后天亮之前留在她桌子上。” „During that time I do not even dare to see her, was she returned home from work, sneaked into the changing room secretly, because I was afraid her to reject me. In childhood I did not understand, was afterward clear, the personality and position are unable to be equal, although I the position was higher than her, but her personality was nobler than me, because of this point, making me not dare to look straight ahead. I am afraid, she saw after the love letter, is disappointed about me, then my friends could not make.” “那段时间我甚至不敢见她,都是等她下班回家了,才偷偷溜进更衣室去,因为我害怕她拒绝我。小时候我不懂,后来才明白,人格与地位是无法等同的,我虽然地位比她高,可她的人格比我高尚,也正是因为这一点,让我不敢直视。我害怕,她看到情书之后对我失望,然后我连朋友都做不成了。” „Wrote three months of love letter, both of us in these three months, have not said goodbye one time. Finally when I midnight enter in the changing room, discovers her unexpectedly in the darkness I, when I turned on the lamp.. I was afraid at that time, what to do if she were driven beyond the limits of forbearance wants to reject me. I look like child who made the mistake the matter, she is putting on a serious face to ask why I am hiding from her, the appearance that originally she is angry is so attractive.” “就这么写了三个月的情书,我们两人在这三个月里,没再见过一次。终于有一天我半夜钻进更衣室里时,竟发现她在黑暗里等我,等到我了才把灯打开。。我当时害怕极了,万一她忍无可忍了想拒绝我怎么办呢。我就像是个做错了事情的小孩子,她板着脸问我为什么躲着她,原来她连生气的样子都那么好看。” The shadow said with a smile: „At this time she asked that I accumulated how much money, I was very at that time hurried, because I only accumulated 800 dollars. You do not know this scoundrel world has the multi- scoundrels, starts one to exploit from the financial group layer upon layer, I did porter one month just enough to eat meal, if not for lived in the changing room omits the house rent, perhaps could not accumulate including 800 dollars. I think that she will consider too little, finally she said before me, is the wave vagabond, can contribute money the explanation really changes.” 影子笑道:“这时候她问我攒了多少钱,我当时很慌,因为我只攒了八百块钱。你们是不知道这混账世界有多混账,从财团开始一层层盘剥,我干搬运工一个月刚刚够自己吃饭,若不是住在更衣室里省去房租,说不定连八百块钱都攒不下来。我以为她会嫌少,结果她说我以前是浪荡子,能够攒点钱下来说明真的变了。” „Then?” Yangyang is pursuing asking. “然后呢？”秧秧追着问道。 The shadow said: „Then she drew me to get the marriage certificate unexpectedly directly, with my these 800 dollars, made a wedding photo, then asked my several co-workers to eat meal, our married even. She discarded oneself work, sold out own house, changed the fifth area small house, starts to live with me at home safely. She looked for the wages very low clerical job afterward, is together economical in everyday spending with me. She is not quite like other woman probably, others buy the flower are buy tenderly and beautifully, but she buys the entire sunflower, she said that the sunflower is also flower, idled bored can also pick the melon seed to crack with the teeth eating. I said that I go to buy the flower for her, she said that do not spend randomly, later must contribute money to raise the baby, the sunflower is also very attractive, she most liked the sunflower...... we passing a half year of scene, that was in my life is ordinariest the happiest scene, the struggle of shadow starts.” 影子说道:“然后她竟然直接拉着我去领了结婚证,用我这八百块钱,拍了个婚纱照,然后请我的几个工友吃了顿饭,我们这就算是结婚了。她舍弃了自己的工作,卖掉了自己的房子,换了个第五区小房子,开始安安心心在家跟我过日子。她后来找了份工资很低的文职工作,跟我一起省吃俭用着。她跟别的女人好像不太一样,别人买花都是买最娇艳的,但她都买整盘的向日葵,她说向日葵也是花,闲着无聊了还可以摘瓜子嗑着吃。我说我去给她买花,她说不要乱花钱,以后还要攒钱养宝宝呢,向日葵也很好看啊,她最喜欢向日葵了……我们度过了半年光景,那是我人生中最平凡又最美好的光景,影子之争开始了。” Qing Chen mind one cold. 庆尘心神一凛。 He knows that the struggle of shadow is brutal to each candidate, but Qing Zhun as head of household's son, will become will be the target of public criticism. 他知道影子之争对每一位候选者有多么残酷,而庆准作为家主的儿子,更会成为众矢之的。 Once joins a gambling game, then lives is not then impossible so to be again tranquil. 一旦入局,那么生活便不可能再这么平静下去。 The Qing Zhun life, was born from him was not possibly doomed at that moment average not wonderful, he is the person who in this federation most sparkles, the dust in work site is unable to bury his brilliance. 庆准的人生,从他出生那一刻就注定了不可能平平无奇,他是这联邦里最闪耀的人,工地上的尘土也无法掩埋他身上的光辉。 The shadow said: „I am one of the candidates, the second day that the struggle of shadow starts, she starts to vomit, stupor and slow-acting. I lead her to go to the hospital to inspect, the doctor said in her body to combine over a hundred types of nerve poisons, was incurable. This is the most vicious toxin that is used to behead the assassination, if you do not know that these over a hundred types of nerve poisons are anything, few one type, could not save her. But time without enough time, she, only then last hour.” 影子说道:“我是候选者之一,就在影子之争开始的第二天,她开始呕吐、昏迷、行动迟缓。我带她去医院检查,医生说她身体里混杂着上百种神经毒素,没救了。这是一种用来斩首暗杀的最凶狠的毒素,如果你不知道这上百种神经毒素是什么,少一种,都救不了她。可是时间来不及了,她只有最后一个小时时间。” The shadow said indifferently: „On that day I awakened, awakening is the S level.” 影子淡然道:“那天我觉醒了,觉醒就是S级。” This time shadow sound is gentle, but Qing Chen can actually feel under that tranquil sea level, turbulent murderous intention. 此时的影子声音平缓,但庆尘却能感觉到那平静海面下,汹涌的杀机。 When he spoke these words, seemed like saying an insignificant small matter. 当他说这句话的时候,就像是在说一件微不足道的小事情。 Qing Chen also understands, is the shadow requires the time to stop for his lover, therefore awakened the ability of control time. 庆尘也明白,是影子需要时间为他的爱人停下来,所以才觉醒了掌控时间的能力。 Shadow: „I see the time to stop before me, the world was also conquered by me. I see the sea unable to turn into Kuwata, the human affairs is no longer changeable.” 影子:“我看见时间在我面前停止,世界也被我征服。我看见沧海不会变成桑田,世事不再多变。” „I start in the time static, investigates in federal all nerve poison experts, 11 walk. Initially I think that these people are sever the financial group assassination and infiltration specially, all died pities insufficient, therefore I in the long years, clutched from the gloomy corner them, searched all traces.” “我开始在时间静止中,调查联邦境内的所有神经毒素专家,一一找上门去。当初我认为这些人是专门为财团暗杀、渗透服务的,全都死不足惜,所以我在漫长的岁月里,将他们一个个从阴暗的角落里揪出来,查找所有蛛丝马迹。” „If showed that they have not participated in this killing by poison, but participates in other killing by poison the case, I 11 will also kill them, bury in this tea garden.” “如果证明他们没有参与这起毒杀事件,但参与过其他毒杀案,我也会将他们一一杀死,埋在这片茶园之中。” Qing Chen is listening to the tone of shadow, then knows that this Elder Brother had killed to get angry initially, the matter that is going to lose the lover, making him almost arrive at the mood shatter edge. 庆尘听着影子的语气,便知道这位哥哥当初已经杀红了眼,将要失去爱人的事情,让他几乎到了情绪破碎的边缘。 The shadow continues saying: „I spent for 39 years, looks for 371 nerve poison experts and jobholders, then I discovered that...... has a very renowned nerve poison expert, vanished. At that moment, I understand, her nerve poison is this person develops certainly, but he had possibly silenced a witness of crime.” 影子继续说道:“我花了39年的时间,才将371名神经毒素专家、从业人员找出来,然后我发现……有一位非常著名的神经毒素专家,消失了。那一刻,我明白,她身上的神经毒素一定就是这个人研制的,而他很可能已经被杀人灭口。” „I spent for 8 years, seeks for the trail of this nerve poison expert, but has achieved nothing. As if the entire world no one knows where he went. At that moment I despaired, but I remembered her once to say to me, even if this world no one is willing to help you, you must depend upon oneself clean going on living. Therefore, I start the studying independently nerve poison division/discipline.” “我又花了八年的时间,寻找这位神经毒素专家的踪迹,可是一无所获。似乎全世界都没有人知道,他到底去了哪里。那一刻我绝望了,但我想起她曾对我说,就算这个世界没有人愿意帮你,你也要依靠自己干干净净的活下去。于是,我开始自学神经毒素学科。” Shadow: „I used for 40 years, starts from the beginning the studying independently nerve poison, because only then I alone can in the time round trip free, therefore I can only study independently. But when I learn the end suddenly discovered a matter, even if I become the expert of nerve toxicology, even if I become in this class the peak talent, but if I do not know that over a hundred types of nerve poisons are anything, is impossible to save her. These nerve poisons interwine, becomes this world's most terrifying deadly poison, even if the person of poison is I, I must die without doubt.” 影子:“我又用了40年的时间,开始从头自学神经毒素,因为只有我一个人可以在时间中来去自如,所以我只能自学。可是当我学到尽头的时候忽然发现了一件事情,就算我成为神经毒素学的专家,就算我成为这个门类里最顶尖的人才,但如果我不知道那上百种神经毒素都是什么,也根本不可能救她。那些神经毒素交织在一起,成为了这世界上最恐怖的烈性毒药,哪怕中毒的人是我,我也必死无疑。” „Therefore, the final 13 years, I am used to accompany her. I sit in her bedside, every day looks that her appearance one minute/share one second has not died of old age. But I know, leaves the time to arrive finally. Even if I put the time slow, even if my one year were equal to that her one minute, she will still die finally.” “所以,最后的13年,我用来陪她。我坐在她的床边,每天看着她的容颜一分一秒都不曾老去。但我知道,离别时刻终会到来。就算我把时间放的有多慢,就算我的一年等于她的一分钟,她也会终将死去。” „Is poisoned to start to calculate from her, I used the entire 100 years, looks that the destiny the catastrophe has brutally ground from me and her, but I am helpless.” “从她中毒开始计算,我用了整整一百年的时间,看着命运的浩劫从我和她身上无情碾过,可我却无能为力。” The shadow experienced a despair of century. 影子经历了一个世纪的绝望。 Others have not even felt the time once to be stagnated. 其他人甚至不曾感受到时间曾被凝滞过。 The time, only passed on him turbulently. 时间,只在他一个人身上汹涌流逝了。 The shadow in the time into the sea|nautical mile ups and downs, may half god as control time, not have the means to save own lover. 影子在时间之海里沉沉浮浮,可身为掌控时间的半神,却没办法拯救自己的爱人。 He looks finally with own eyes his lover died. 他终于亲眼看着他的爱人死去。 Yangyang squats in thin that the ground cries crash-bang, has picked the boundary camellia japonica small dream qian, is handing over the paper goods to her who non-stop in side. 秧秧蹲在地上哭的稀里哗啦,已经采摘完境山茶的小梦阡,则在旁边不停的给她递着纸巾。 At this time, Zard carried one not to know the sunflower where just picked, is digging out the melon seed from above. 这时,Zard则端着一盘不知道从哪里刚摘的向日葵,从上面抠着瓜子。 Cracking with the teeth melon seed while listens to the story. 一边嗑瓜子一边听故事。 Qing Chen plans to prevent him, finally the shadow said with a smile: „Without the relations, she said that the sunflower is used to eat the melon seed, celebrate wild, celebrates to drive them to come each time, I will make them pick one to carry off. I felt, this should be able to be her wish, she is very good, will not blame this mental illness.” 庆尘打算阻止他,结果影子笑着说道:“没关系的,她说了,向日葵就是用来吃瓜子的,庆野、庆驱他们每次来,我都会让他们摘一盘带走。我觉得,这应该会是她的心愿吧,她很善良的,不会责怪这个神经病。” The shadow looked that said to Qing Chen: „Actually, if for you, I have not possibly slaughtered.” 影子看向庆尘说道:“其实,如果不是为了等你,我可能早就大开杀戒了。” Qing Chen said in a low voice: „Why is good to me so, even I am your blood younger brother, but our more than ten years have not met, I actually did not believe the kinship and blood relationship, the kinship that because I experience is not worth being trusted. My father stole away my money, my mother after the place explosion that I live, even has not gone to look at one.” 庆尘低声道:“为什么对我这么好,就算我是你的亲弟弟,可我们十多年没有见面,我其实一直不相信亲情与血缘,因为我所经历的亲情都是不值得被信任的。我父亲偷走了我的钱,我母亲在我住的地方爆炸之后,甚至没有去看过一眼。” The shadow said: „Because I thought like this is owes you. In childhood some people asked me, who my hero was, I will say that was my father. Like all children, everyone has a hero, his big probability can be your father. He visits you to grow up, becomes your target, making you know how should be together with this world, and keeps out wind and rain for you.” 影子说道:“正因为这样我才觉得这是自己欠你的。小时候有人问我,我的英雄是谁,我会说是我的父亲。就像所有小孩子一样,大家心里都有一个英雄,他大概率会是你的父亲。他看着你长大,成为你的目标,让你知道该如何和这个世界相处,并为你遮风挡雨。” Shadow: „But the small dust, you do not have this opportunity and power, this is I most regrettable matter.” 影子:“可是小尘,你没有这个机会和权力,这才是我最遗憾的事情。” Qing Chen lowered the head wiped an eye socket gently: „Actually also good, now has no cares, does not need to turn head again.” 庆尘低头轻轻的抹了一下眼眶:“其实也挺好的,现在无牵无挂,不需要再回头了。” The shadow smiles saying: „In childhood you were very lovable, growing up is not cute, stubborn, hard like the stone, even Shendai Yunhe assigned/life the hard experts dead by your to subdue|grams. At that time you were the crystal, now your likely stone.” 影子笑了笑说道:“小时候你还挺可爱的,长大就不可爱了,倔强,硬的像石头一样,连神代云合那么命硬的高手都被你克死了。那时候你是结晶,现在你更像个结石。” Qing Chen is stunned, why wants, when this type heavy spoke this rotten joke! 庆尘愕然,为什么要在这种沉重的时候讲这种烂笑话啊！ Qing Chen asked: „Under whose do you know are poison?” 庆尘问道:“你知道是谁下的毒吗？” „Does not know,” shadow shakes the head: „Cannot check, concealment that extremely the opposite party makes. The one who most makes me rebuke oneself, that nerve poison possibly prepares for my, made her die for me.” “不知道,”影子摇摇头:“查不出来,对方做的极其隐匿。最让我自责的是,那神经毒素可能是准备给我的,却让她替我死去了。” „But after all is the Qing Clan internal person,” Qing Chen said: „The other candidate back families, are the beneficiary of this event, not?” “但总归是庆氏内部的人吧,”庆尘说道:“其他候选者背后的家族,都将是这次事件的受益者,不是吗？” „Where is so simple,” shadow said with a smile: „Lets the Qing Clan infighting, serves the interests of other financial groups. Therefore blind guess and useless, I always not possible the person entire world to kill off. Initially massacred all nerve poison expert things, had the character who made me once regret, I also once rebuked oneself to be very long for this reason. The small dust, I am not a good person, but is not an unprincipled person.” “哪有那么简单,”影子笑道:“让庆氏内部争斗,也符合其他财团的利益啊。所以盲目猜测并没有用,我总不可能将全世界的人都杀光吧。当初杀掉所有神经毒素专家这件事情,就有让我曾后悔的人物,我还曾为此自责了很久。小尘,我不是好人,但也不是坏人。” Qing Chen nods: „Got it.” 庆尘点点头:“明白了。” The shadow looks at that delicate tombstone in sunflower garden, said gently: „I should accompany her, but I must some to get down to accompany me together, this is interesting.” 影子看着向日葵园里的那块秀气的墓碑,温柔说道:“我该去陪她了,但是我得让一些人一起下去陪我,这样才有趣啊。” At midnight, Qing Chen lets the plant that Zard tidied up to probably transplant. 午夜,庆尘让Zard收拾好了所有要移植的植物。 This crossing over made him know too many secret, knew some hatreds. 这一次穿越让他知道了太多的秘辛,也知道了一些仇恨。 If possible, if made him find this murderer who killed by poison the case, he will certainly make the opposite party pay the price. 如果有机会的话,如果让他找到这件毒杀案的凶手,他一定会让对方付出代价。 Time nulling operation. 时间归零。 Return. 回归。 The world goes black. 世界陷入黑暗。