When will soon welcome the crisis and accident does obeisance the Bodhisattva, this behavior seems like the meaning of a little turning to any doctor one can find when critically ill. 在即将迎来危机与变故的时候去拜菩萨,这种行为看起来有点病急乱投医的意思。 However Qing Chen felt, on the arm this supernatural, itself should give supernaturally has the manages. 然而庆尘觉得,手臂上这超自然现象,本身就应该交给超自然的存在去管。 Regarding Qing Chen, does obeisance suffer a loss. 对于庆尘来说,拜一拜自己也不吃亏。 He likes doing the preparatory work in front, does not leave behind the regrettable opportunity to oneself. 他喜欢把准备工作做在前面,不给自己留下遗憾的机会。 The time is 9 : 30 pm bell. 时间为晚上9点半钟。 Qing Chen sat on the bed looks down cell phone, in bedroom only then this weak light, in WeChat also only then shared a table Nan Gengchen round of few words, without others sent in the news to him again. 庆尘坐在床上低头看了一眼手机,卧室里只有这微弱的光,微信里也只有同桌南庚辰发的寥寥数语,再没有其他人给他发来消息了。 The mother Zhang Wanfang WeChat head picture is peaceful, this makes Qing Chen have one to lose. 母亲张婉芳的微信头像安安静静的,这让庆尘有一丝失落。 Naturally, is only one. 当然,也只是一丝罢了。 He does not know oneself are anticipating anything. 他也不知道自己在期待着什么。 Actually he did not complain about mother. 其实他并不埋怨母亲。 The father gambles the family/home in many real estate sells off, the family/home atrocity , the improper behavior, Qing Chen did not think that mother divorces what wrong on own initiative. 父亲赌博将家里多处房产变卖,还有家暴行为、出轨行为,庆尘一点都不觉得母亲主动离婚有什么错。 On the contrary, once saw with one's own eyes the father to begin to hit mother's Qing Chen, even is happy for the choice of mother. 相反,曾亲眼看到父亲动手打母亲的庆尘,甚至为母亲的选择感到高兴。 Because this is correct. 因为这是正确的。 On the eve of the parents divorce, the grandmother once urged mother do not divorce: A your woman leads young son, when child in such an arrangement, how later also to get married? Who with your second marriage? 在父母离婚前夕,姥姥曾劝母亲不要离婚:你一个女人带着十几岁的儿子当拖油瓶,以后还怎么成家？谁会跟你再婚？ Hears all these Qing Chen when the parents divorce, chose lived with the father together. 听到这一切的庆尘在父母离婚之际,选择了跟父亲一起生活。 He remembered the parents at that time the stunned facial expression, but Qing Chen knows that this was also a correct choice. 他记得父母当时错愕的神情,但庆尘知道这也是一个正确的选择。 Now mother opened a new life, perhaps formed a happy new family, Qing Chen somewhat lost, but still very cautious did not disturb. 如今母亲开启了一段新的人生,组成了一个幸福的新家庭,庆尘或许有些失落,但依然很小心翼翼的不去打扰。 Countdown 2 : 31 : 12. 倒计时2:31:12. Qing Chen thinks of an issue suddenly, if this is in the life the final two -and-a-half hours, what oneself should make? 庆尘忽然想到一个问题,如果这是自己人生中最后两个半小时,那自己应该做什么？ This issue actually both serious and romantic. 这个问题其实既严肃又浪漫。 Because it is asking you, in your life most wants to do, has not actually handled the matter that or does not dare to handle with enough time is anything. 因为它是在问你,你人生中最想做,却又还没来得及做、或者不敢做的事情是什么。 The affections without expressed that meets person who has not actually seen, wants place that goes to actually not to go, wants to say words that has not spoken, in answer category. 未表达的爱意,相见却没见的人,想去却没有去的地方,想说却没有说的话,都在答案范畴。 This issue, asked the conscience. 这个问题,直问本心。 Qing Chen sets out to wear the coat, he unexpectedly when this countdown surplus are not many, chose went out again. 庆尘起身穿上外套,他竟然在这倒计时剩余不多的时候,选择了再次出门。 He promotes the main house gate oneself broken bicycle, after riding, speeds along to go toward the destination. 他把自己的破自行车推出家门,骑上之后一路朝目的地飞驰而去。 In the fall the night wind had was slightly cool, the pedestrian on road was gradually scarce. 秋季夜晚的风有些微凉了,路上的行人渐渐稀少。 Rides the Qing Chen complexion on bicycle to be tranquil, wind of clothes sleeve of coat on by bridge went to. 骑在自行车上的庆尘面色平静,外套的衣袂被桥上的风给向后吹去。 His whole life really has many regretted, there is a matter that does not dare to handle. 他这辈子确实有很多遗憾,也有很多不敢做的事情。 But tonight he does not need with dreading timidly, only needs the courage. 但今晚他不需要怯懦与畏惧,只需要勇气。 Some quarter Qing Chen is thinking, if oneself really must die of tonight, that should also complete the matter of primary importance is right, he did not have the time. 某一刻庆尘在想,如果自己真的要死于今晚,那就也该把最重要的事情做完才对,他没有时间了。 He first went to Mudan Hotel, went to the Luocheng hotel, but also seal Family member Institute, but there does not have the person who he wants to find. 他先去了牡丹大酒店,又去了洛城大酒店,还去了洛印家属院,但是那里都没有他想找的人。 Qing Chen rides the bicycle to pass through the alley, has spread the Qilihe bridge, arrived under a building of residence. 庆尘骑着自行车一路穿过小巷,驰过七里河桥,来到了一栋居民楼下。 When he sees downstairs are stopping that familiar broken second-hand motorcycle, hears the playing mahjong sounds of two buildings...... 当他看到楼下停着的那辆熟悉的破二手摩托车,又听到二楼的搓麻将声…… Then took up cell phone to dial 110: „Hey police comrade hello, I must report that gorge area Longteng Subdistrict, Building 17 Unit 2 Suite 201, some people gather in great numbers to gamble.” 然后拿起手机拨了110:“喂警察同志您好,我要举报洛涧区龙腾小区,17号楼2单元201室,有人聚众赌博。” The telephone opposite answering alarm staff as if gawked for two seconds, then responded: „Good, we arrange the police now.” 电话对面的接警工作人员似乎愣了两秒,然后才反应过来:“好的,我们现在安排出警。” Until this time, Qing Chen felt relieved, turned around then to ride the bicycle to go home. 直到这时候,庆尘才放下心来,转身便骑着自行车回家去了。 Thought understanding. 念头通达了。 Proficient, Qing Chen looked at white trace on an arm, the countdown 1 : 02 : 21 second. 到家,庆尘看了一眼手臂上的白色纹路,倒计时1:02:21秒。 He starts to inspect oneself preparatory work. 他开始重新检视自己的准备工作。 Wait, oneself must greet at home at that moment. 等等,自己要在家里迎接那一刻吗。 Before Qing Chen has watched a horror film, what the story said was the lead bumped into the dirty thing, finally has ghost, when daily 12 : 00 o'clock at night found him. 以前庆尘看过一部恐怖片,故事讲的是主角碰到了脏东西,结果就会有鬼在每天半夜12点的时候找到他。 Then east the lead hides XC, even also hides in remote mountains and ancient forests, actually can be found by the ghost. 然后主角东躲XC的,甚至还躲到深山老林里,却总是能被鬼找到。 At that time Qing Chen is thinking why this lead didn't go to person many places? 那时候庆尘就在想,这主角为啥不去人多的地方呢？ Although the ghost is very fierce, but ordinary circumstances everyone will have the security sense in person many places. 虽然鬼很厉害,但一般情况大家在人多的地方都会更有安全感啊。 For example the lead can go to a nightclub to stay, waits for 12 : 00 o'clock at night ghost to walk, in the nightclub several hundred people in the musical sound of thundering are flinging the head, how to see that felt should be the ghost is afraid some...... 比如主角可以去个夜店呆着,等半夜12点鬼找上门的时候,夜店里几百人在轰鸣的音乐声里甩着脑袋,怎么看都感觉应该是鬼更害怕一些啊…… Therefore Qing Chen thinks that here starts to think, should oneself also go to individual many place? 所以庆尘想到这里就开始思索,自己是否也应该去个人多的地方？ Again or, he can go to the Luocheng Baima Temple...... there to have the Bodhisattva directly after all. 再或者,他可以直接去洛城的白马寺啊……毕竟那里有菩萨。 Not only there are Goddess of Mercy, Wenshupusa, Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva. 不仅有观音菩萨,还有文殊菩萨、地藏王菩萨。 Also has the appearance of security sense very much. 也很有安全感的样子。 However Qing Chen finally chooses to remain at home, he thought that compares demons and monsters, the countdown ended, may present the mourning corpse and so on thing. 然而庆尘最终还是选择留在家里,他觉得相比起妖魔鬼怪而言,倒计时结束的时候,更有可能出现丧尸之类的东西。 If really presents this thing, he goes to no difference of person many places with courting death, on the other hand, the Bodhisattva has not processed the business of this matter probably. 真要是出现这玩意,那他去人多的地方跟找死没啥区别,另一方面,菩萨好像也没有处理这种事情的业务。 Qing Chen had prepared the commodity at home, if is really the mourning corpse attack, he can also hide in the family/home to withstand/top the period of time. 庆尘已经在家里备了物资,如果真是丧尸来袭,那他还能躲家里顶一阵子。 Countdown 00 : 31 : 49. 倒计时00:31:49。 In final a half hour Qing Chen the desk lamp on desk turns on, wrote a will to keep in the table peacefully. 最后的半个小时里庆尘将书桌上的台灯打开,安静的写下了一封遗书留在桌上。 If he dies of today, perhaps in the future some day of family member and friend can also notice that he wants to say finally. 如果他死于今日,或许未来某一天家人与朋友还能看到他最后想说的话。 If he has not died, his life perhaps was another world. 如果他没死,那他的人生或许将是另一番天地了。 Countdown 00 : 00 : 12. 倒计时00:00:12。 Finished posthumous writings later Qing Chen to sit well, in his right hand tight is grasping the loin puller, in the limpid eye, the pupil squeezed immediately. 写完遗书之后的庆尘端坐起来,他右手中紧紧的握着剔骨刀,清澈的眼睛里,瞳孔顿时收窄。 At the last minute, his mood then even more tranquil. 越是最后一刻,他的情绪便越发的宁静。 Looked like the tsunami soon to embezzle the isolated island the flash static, under the sea level did not have the undercurrent to surge, was only left over the deep ponder and blazing courage! 就像是海啸在即将吞没孤岛的一刹那静止了,海面之下也没有暗流涌动,只剩下深沉的思考与炽烈的勇气！ 10...... 十…… 9...... 九…… 8...... 八…… 7...... 七…… 6...... 六…… 5...... 五…… 4...... 四…… 3...... 三…… 2...... 二…… …… …… Without the ghost, without mourning corpse, without disaster. 没有鬼怪,没有丧尸,没有灾难。 Qing Chen static looks own time falls into all around static, the time on his cell phone seemed like stays above 12 minutes 0 seconds forever. 庆尘静静的看着自己周遭时间陷入静止,他手机上的时间像是永远停留在了12分0秒之上。 On the wall is hanging the clock second hand no longer beats suddenly, the light of out of the window also no longer drags. 墙壁上挂着的时钟秒针突然不再跳动,窗外的光也不再摇曳。 He stands up, the time of solidification probably by the movement that he set out destroying, the world in eye just like mirror disruption. 他站起身来,凝固的时间好像被他起身的动作给打碎了似的,眼中的世界宛如镜子般碎裂开来。 Qing Chen raised the loin puller in hand to observe the situation all around, the desk did not have, the room did not have, was only left over a darkness. 庆尘提着手中的剔骨刀环视四周,书桌没有了,屋子也没有了,只剩下一片黑暗。 He also goes black. 紧接着,他也陷入黑暗之中。 ...... …… How long the time did not know, but probably only then instantly, Qing Chen of this flash lost the concept of time suddenly. 时间不知道过去了多久,但又好像只有刹那,这一瞬间的庆尘忽然失去了时间的概念。 In the darkness, the fragment of the world starts to piece together, that does not know the fragment that from where comes, combined a changed beyond recognition world in an instant. 黑暗里,世界的碎片开始重新拼凑,那不知道从何而来的碎片,刹那间组合成了一个焕然一新的世界。 Qing Chen lies on a narrow firm bed, here is the completely strange environment, he has not come. 庆尘躺在一张狭窄的硬板床上,这里是完全陌生的环境,他从不曾来过。 He first looks to oneself palm, there is empty, was grasping the loin puller has also vanished does not see. 他先是看向自己的手掌,那里空无一物,原本握着的剔骨刀也早就消失不见。 He looks again to the arm, the white trace on discovery arm has changed impressively. 他再看向手臂,赫然发现手臂上的白色纹路已经改变。 „Returns to the countdown 48 : 00 : 00.” “回归倒计时48:00:00.” 48 hours, is 2 days, Qing Chen is pondering over. 48小时,也就是二天,庆尘思忖着。 The next quarter, the countdown beat for one second: Returns to the countdown 47 : 59 : 59. 下一刻,倒计时跳动了一秒:回归倒计时47:59:59.