NDGE :: Volume #23

#2278: Being at a loss


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Qinchuan really does not know that now said what was good, oneself feel her to be lonely, but others actually do not feel lonely, at least Qinchuan thought that others do not feel lonely. 秦川现在真不知道说什么好了,自己感觉她孤独,但是人家自己却不感觉孤独,至少秦川觉得人家自己感觉不孤独。・・ Qinchuan until now felt what human most is afraid is lonely, most fears did not have the hope not to pursue, has words not saying that did not have the goal and ideal and salt fish has anything to distinguish. 秦川一直以来感觉人类最害怕的是孤独,最怕的是没有希望没有追求,有句话不是说没有目标和理想和咸鱼有什么区别。 Qinchuan smiles bitterly is visiting her: „The clothing that the thing that the matter that you do not want to handle, or wants to eat, likes, wants what treasure......” 秦川苦笑着看着她:“你就没有想做的事情,或者想吃的东西,喜欢的服装,想要什么宝物……” The buddhist light dust stares slightly, she is nothing pursues, but was asked that as if is a little also strange, but she said: I felt there is nothing matter that wants to handle, treasure anything, is useless.” 梵轻尘微微一愣,她是没有什么追求,可是被人这么问,似乎也有点怪怪的,但她还是说道:“我感觉没有什么非常想做的事情,宝物什么的,也没什么用。” Repairing is, don't you want to become stronger?” Qinchuan asked. “修为呢,你不想变得更强吗?”秦川问道。 Allow nature to take its course well!” “顺其自然就好!” If a powerhouse thinks to be discourteous you, you what to do?” Qinchuan curious asking. “那要是一个强者想非礼你,你怎么办?”秦川好奇的问道。 The buddhist light dust looks at Qinchuan to smile: This I have self-confidently, without my agreement, no one is able to approach me.” 梵轻尘看着秦川笑了:“这个我还是有自信的,没有我的同意,谁也无法靠近我。” Qinchuan stares, oneself also want to open up the perspective by this topic, was then good, but also needs to continue to seek for the direction. 秦川一愣,自己本来还想以这个话题打开局面,这下好了,还需要继续寻找方向。 Regarding any person how, the person needs to relieve the external object, but others feel like this well, does not want to contact with others, oneself did not have the means saying that the priceless person wanted. 至于说什么一个人如何,人是需要解除外物,但是人家感觉这样好,不想和别人接触,自己就没有办法说了,千金难买人愿意。 Qinchuan puzzled visits her, for a long time later said: „Are you joyful?” 秦川纠结的看着她,好久之后才说道:“你快乐吗?” Does not know!” Buddhist light dust simple saying. “不知道!”梵轻尘干脆的说道。 You are sad, what worrying matter has, what has to think not the clear matter?” Qinchuan asked. “那你难过吗,有什么烦心事吗,有什么想不明白的事情吗?”秦川问道。 Has not thought these......” “没想过这些……” Qinchuan: „......” 秦川:“……” Not incurs to win to incur, the words of Qinchuan, the opposite party a few words returned directly, others have not thought these directly. 无招胜有招,秦川的话,对方一句话直接打回来了,人家直接没想过这些。・・ Temporarily did not say these, Qinchuan looks at this thin woman, does not know own anything idea, had a look at the time also arrived at the lunch the time. 暂时不说这些了,秦川看着这个清减的女人,也不知道自己什么想法,看看时间也到午饭的时候了。 I prepare food, you under and others!” The buddhist light dust said. “我去做饭,你等下!”梵轻尘说道。 I do!” Qinchuan said. “我来做吧!”秦川说道。 How this feels all right, you are a guest.” “这怎么好意思,你是客人。” Among us uses such politely, you looked that you were thin, I do some to eat.” Qinchuan was saying had entered the kitchen. “我们之间用这么客气吗,你看你都瘦了,我去做点吃的。”秦川说着已经进了厨房。 The buddhist light dust is in a daze slightly, oneself were thin, has? She arrives at the kitchen, looks where Qinchuan is busy. 梵轻尘微微发愣,自己瘦了,有吗?她走到厨房,看着秦川在哪里忙碌。 The kitchen is very small, can only a person be busy in inside, two people will crowd in, the buddhist light dust is standing in the kitchen entrance. 厨房很小,只能一个人在里面忙碌,两个人在里面就会拥挤,梵轻尘在厨房门口站着。 What do you usually eat?” “你平时都吃什么?” Qinchuan has a look at his here material is not many, is the wild herbs, the wild fruit, this woman lives here...... 秦川看看他这里的材料不多,都是野菜,还有野果,这个女人在这里就这么生活…… Eaten thing are many, Chinese olive, black fruit, grape......” “吃的东西很多,青果,乌果、葡萄……” These are the food......” “那些是饭吗……” Good Qinchuan brings many food, takes directly from the Xumi mustard seed, then asked: Can eat the meat?” 还好秦川自己带着很多食材,直接从须弥芥子中拿出来,然后问道:“能吃肉吗?” My non- dietary restriction!” The buddhist light dust said with a smile. “我不忌口!”梵轻尘笑道。 Qinchuan looks at the smile of buddhist light dust, why does not know, is a little acid, her smiling seems like the sunlight, is much more beautiful, but is a little acid. 秦川看着梵轻尘的微笑,不知道为什么,就是有点酸酸,她的笑看起来很阳光,美得惊心动魄,可就是有点酸酸的。 Qinchuan made four vegetarian dishes, four meat vegetables/dishes, basin soup, is very sumptuous, the fragrance was naturally needless saying that before buddhist light dust, eats food that Qinchuan has made. 秦川做了四个素菜,四个肉菜,一盆汤,很丰盛,香味自然不用说,梵轻尘以前吃过秦川做的饭。 The time was too long, now smells this fragrance, making her feel the shock is incomparable. 只是时间太久了,现在闻到这香味,让她还是感觉震惊无比。 Since her non- dietary restriction, Qinchuan puts out altar/jar plum blossom liquor, gives her to pour on, Qinchuan also carries one bowl: Such long does not see, drinks one cup.” 既然她不忌口,秦川拿出一坛梅花酒,给她倒上,秦川也端起一碗:“这么久不见,喝一杯。” Good!” “好!” The buddhist light dust is very simple, bumped one cup with Qinchuan. 梵轻尘很干脆,和秦川碰了一杯。 Eats the vegetable/dish! 吃菜! The buddhist light dust eats is very happy, Qinchuan whole time was to visit her at this time, at this time she seemed like likely a normal woman, without before made people feel indistinctly remote. 梵轻尘吃的很开心,秦川这个时候大部分时间都是看着她,这个时候她看起来才像个正常的女人,没有之前那么的让人感觉飘渺遥远。 The people eat the grain miscellaneous grains, only then in eating, appetite for food and sex, only then in sometimes, will feel normally, for example love time. 人吃五谷杂粮,只有在吃的时候,食色性也,只有在有时候,才会感觉更正常,比如恋爱时候。 Your craftsmanship is really good!” The buddhist light dust praised one. “你手艺真好!”梵轻尘赞美一声。 That eats!” Qinchuan helps her clamp the vegetable/dish. “那就多吃点!”秦川帮她夹菜。 This action was a little affectionate, moreover his chopsticks, after clamping, Qinchuan is a little embarrassed, he feared that the opposite party does not eat. 这个举动有点亲昵了,而且还是他的筷子,夹了之后,秦川有点不好意思,他怕对方不吃。 Actually does not eat also no, at the worst she eats herself to clamp. 其实不吃也没什么,大不了她自己吃自己夹的。 However the buddhist light dust does not seem to shut out Qinchuan, expressed gratitude with a smile, continued to eat. 不过梵轻尘似乎没有嫌弃秦川,笑着道谢一声,继续吃。 What are you insisting?” After finishing eating the food, Qinchuan could not bear ask. “你到底在坚持什么?”吃完饭后,秦川忍不住问道。 He always felt that this woman is insisting anything, if so good, if not, such pure in heart life, really anxious. 他总感觉这个女人在坚持什么,如果那样还好,如果没有,这么清心寡欲的生活,真的让人担忧。 You pure in heart no, however the total several friends, cannot such a person, these old monsters, a person unable to endure this lonely. 你清心寡欲没什么,但是总的有几个朋友,总不能这么一个人吧,那些老怪物,一个人都忍受不了这种孤独。 How long she can endure, ten years, 50 years, should 100 years, later, could not endure, what to do? This is Qinchuan is worried. 她能忍受多久,十年,五十年,一百年,以后呢,忍受不了,该怎么办?这才是秦川担心的。 Why is Qinchuan worried about her? Qinchuan thinks of this issue, stares, yes, why will oneself be worried about her? 秦川为什么担心她?秦川想到这个问题,也是一愣,是啊,自己为什么会担心她? Likes her? Perhaps this has, likes minute, does not need what reason, initially had the contact, afterward had also cooperated together, at least is also cheap. 喜欢她?这个或许有吧,喜欢分多钟,也不需要什么理由,当初有接触,后来还一起合作过,至少也算是便宜吧。 Attempts to her? Qinchuan shakes the head, he really felt oneself have nothing to attempt, is hopes that she is better, crosses well. 对她有企图?秦川摇摇头,他真感觉自己没有什么企图,也就是希望她好一些,过得更好一些。 Among the men and women has the pure friendship? 男女之间有纯粹的友谊吗? Qinchuan feels to have, but rarely rarely, especially the woman has the peerless appearance absolutely time, if a jealous and domineering wife, which pure friendship was too normal. 秦川感觉有,但是绝对很少很少,特别是女人有着绝世容颜的时候,如果是个河东狮吼,哪纯粹的友谊就太正常了。 However is a woman of causing the downfall of the nation beautiful woman, a man and she is the pure friendship, this is very difficultly is very difficult. 但是是一个倾国倾城的女人,一个男人和她是纯粹的友谊,这个真的是很难很难。 Therefore has Qinchuan been asking itself repeatedly, oneself has to attempt to her? 所以秦川一直在反复问自己,自己对她有企图吗? The buddhist light dust had not as if thought these, is very natural, as if anything does not think. 梵轻尘似乎一直都没有想过这些,很自然,似乎什么也不想。 After she hears the words of Qinchuan, stares: What insists what?” 她听到秦川的话后一愣:“什么坚持什么?” Ok, Qinchuan does not want to ask so many, said simply: If one day, you felt suddenly like there is no meaning time, you what to do?” 算了,秦川不想问那么多了,干脆说道:“如果有一天,你忽然感觉这样没有什么意思的时候,你怎么办?” If why wants these, allowing nature to take its course, isn't very?” The buddhist light dust looks at Qinchuan, that pair of Buddha sword well-illuminated beautiful pupil earnest looks at Qinchuan. “为什么要想这些,顺其自然,难道不是很好吗?”梵轻尘看着秦川,那双佛剑通明的美眸认真的看着秦川。 Oneself eat to the full the brace...... 自己是不是吃饱撑的…… Ok, does not think that stops here, rests for several days, how saying that is also the good friend, stops walks again. 算了,不想了,在这里停下来,休息几天,怎么说也是好朋友,停一停再走吧。 Light dust, is all right in the afternoon, leading nearby me to have a look!” Qinchuan said with a smile. “轻尘,下午没事,带我附近看看吧!”秦川笑道。 The buddhist light dust stares, because of the name of Qinchuan, but she nods quickly with a smile: Good!” 梵轻尘一愣,因为秦川的称呼,但她很快就笑着点点头:“好!” Qinchuan is intentionally, but this woman, but stares slightly, has not said anything, the facial expression is also very natural. 秦川是故意的,但是这个女人,只是微微一愣,并没有说什么,神情也很自然。 In the afternoon Qinchuan and buddhist light dust watch this hill, although the hill is very small, but after all is also a hill, therefore strolls like this, wants to look that one this hill also needs long time. 下午秦川和梵轻尘观看这座小山,虽然小山很小,但毕竟也是个小山,所以这样漫步走,想要看一遍这座小山也需要很长时间。 Two people are walking shoulder to shoulder, the physique of buddhist light dust graceful to the indescribable, simple clothes cannot cover that peerless graceful bearing, walks, clothes sleeve flutters, peerless independent, looked Qinchuan is lost in thought slightly. 两个人并肩走着,梵轻尘的身姿曼妙到无法形容,朴素的衣服遮挡不住那绝世风姿,行走之间,衣袂翻飞,绝世独立,看的秦川微微出神。
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