NDGE :: Volume #22

#2169: I have not become your bride

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Qinchuan is hugging Chu Shiqing the bamboo, does not want to separate, he felt that this missing bead gives him the best gift sees Chu Shiqing the bamboo, as for can summon anything, is unimportant regarding the present Qinchuan. ?秦川抱着褚师清竹,一刻也不想分开,他感觉这个思念珠给他最好的礼物就是见到褚师清竹,至于能召唤什么,对于现在的秦川来说一点也不重要。 That thinking, making Qinchuan be alleviated at this time, grasping her as if grasped this world to be the same, that type satisfied unprecedentedly, how some women did not use, grasped her, is holding her hand, can not want not to strive, was very satisfied. 那种想念,让秦川此时得到缓解,抱住她仿佛抱住了这个世界一样,那种满足前所未有,有的女人不用如何,抱住她,牵着她的手,就能无欲无求,无比满足。 Chu Shiqing the bamboo is such person, she is a fairy maiden, spotless, unusual refined, the mountain in linfen Deity, can speak with her, can stroll with her hand in hand, this is a spiritual sublimation, feeling that one type cannot be explained. 褚师清竹就是这样的人,她是个仙子,一尘不染,超凡脱俗,姑射神人,能和她说话,能和她携手漫步,这是一种精神上的升华,一种不可言传的感受。 Let alone Qinchuan can hug her, even can be strange bedfellows with her, can hug her to go to sleep, this is enough, as for goes a step further, the Qinchuan total feeling is blaspheming. 何况秦川能拥抱她,甚至可以和她同床共枕,可以抱着她入睡,这已经足够了,至于更进一步,秦川总感觉是一种亵渎。 However Qinchuan does not know how Chu Shiqing the bamboo thinks, he can see the ideas of many, many can see, but regarding soldier master Qingzhu, he does not know, he does not even know in own Chu Shiqing bamboo eye is the kinship or the love. 不过秦川并不知道褚师清竹是怎么想的,他能看出很多人的想法,多少可以看出,但是对于褚师清竹,他不知道,他甚至不知道自己褚师清竹眼中是亲情还是爱情。 Between two people exceeded the kinship intimately, but did not have to be clear about the love truly the situation, but regarding her, Qinchuan regards the sustenance her, the pure land, the harbor of innermost feelings no one can substitute. 两个人之间的亲密超越了亲情,可是还没有真正可以明确到爱情的地步,而对于她,秦川把她当成寄托,净土,内心的一处谁都不能替代的港湾。 „Sichuan, I hope that you cross joyfully, to not look for me, but when the time comes misses too, stays behind regrettable.” Chu Shiqing bamboo saying gently. “川儿,我希望你过得快乐,不要为了找我,而错过太多,到时候留下的只是遗憾。”褚师清竹轻轻的说道。 „I must find you.” Qinchuan very earnest saying. “我一定要找到你。”秦川很认真的说道。 „Did you get married?” Chu Shiqing the bamboo asked gently. “你成亲了吗？”褚师清竹轻轻问道。 Qinchuan trembles. 秦川一颤。 „What you think, I want to make you accompany your wife, did your you have the child?” Chu Shiqing the bamboo asked gently. “你想什么,我就是想让你陪陪你的夫人,你你有孩子了吗？”褚师清竹轻轻问道。 Qinchuan is smiling bitterly nod: „I got married, there is a child, but the paternal aunt you no one could substitute in my position, the paternal aunt you were the fairy maiden, ordinary people no one could be joined to you, I only think that this whole life protected you......” 秦川苦笑着点点头:“我成亲了,也有孩子了,可是姑姑你在我心里的位置谁也替代不了,姑姑你是仙子,凡夫俗子没人配得上你,我只想这辈子守护你……” Chu Shiqing the bamboo the small head by the shoulder of Qinchuan, opens the mouth near his ear gently slowly: „Called me the clear bamboo, I was not the fairy maiden, Sichuan, my whole life can only be intimate with you, but you promised me, since you had the madame, had the children, must achieve one to be husband, made father's responsibility.” 褚师清竹轻轻把螓首靠在秦川的肩膀上,在他耳边缓缓开口:“叫我清竹,我不是什么仙子,川儿,我这辈子只会和你亲近,但你答应我,既然你有了夫人,有了儿女,就要做到一个做夫君,做父亲的责任。” Qinchuan un: „I know, I have been trying hard, I have the special means anytime to return to side them, the clear bamboo, is a long story, I cannot stop, I stop, all will vanish.” 秦川嗯了一声:“我知道,我一直都在努力,我有特殊的办法可以随时回到他们身边,清竹,一言难尽,我不能停下来,我停下来,一切都会消失。” Chu Shiqing the bamboo sighed gently, she understands that words of Qinchuan, she said in other words, because she knows that Qinchuan was impossible to stop, he will not stop not to look for itself. 褚师清竹轻轻叹口气,她明白秦川的话,她也就是说说,因为她知道秦川不可能停下来,他不会停下来不找自己。 „Sichuan, I think you very much!” Chu Shiqing the bamboo tightened to hold the arm of Qinchuan. “川儿,我很想你！”褚师清竹紧了紧抱着秦川的手臂。 Does not have these words to make Qinchuan excited, this is not that excitement, this is in a heart such as the spring water drips is the same, is very excited, but is not the excitement of that desire, but felt sometimes is very satisfied. 没有这句话更能让秦川激动,这不是那种激动,这是一种心中如泉水淌过一样,很激动,但不是那种欲望的激动,可是有时感觉很满足。 Qinchuan does not know how to describe own feeling. 秦川不知道如何形容自己的感受。 „I also think you, the clear bamboo, I usually endure not to think you, thinks you actually cannot see you, that feeling is very painful, wishes one could to appear before you immediately, I want to hug you like this, forever is hugging you very joyfully, I......” “我也想你,清竹,我平时都忍着不想你,一想你却见不到你,那种感觉很痛,恨不得马上出现在你面前,我就想这样抱着你,永远抱着你,我很快乐……” Qinchuan a little speaks incoherently, only then before her, Qinchuan like the small and weak child, will expose own heart mark, all, everyone needs to depend upon, dependence in dependence and mind in reality. 秦川有点语无伦次,只有在她面前,秦川才会像个弱小的孩子一样,展露自己的心迹,一切,每个人都需要依靠,现实中的依靠和心灵上的依靠。 In the reality depended upon is naturally needless saying that in childhood oneself family/home, the parents were oneself all dependences, whether or not in reality or mind, yes. 现实中依靠自然不用说了,小时候自己的家,父母就是自己的所有依靠,不管是不是现实还是心灵上的,都是。 As grows up gradually, some will also continue, some will grow, grew up, by oneself, or found a more powerful backer, for example sect gate, the respected family of aristocratic family, but also needs dependence in a mind besides these. 随着渐渐长大,有的还会继续,有的就会成长起来,长大了,靠自己,或者找到更强大的靠山,比如宗门,世家的大家族,但除了这些还需要一个心灵上的依靠。 Can give in the mind calm and steady, no matter you are how hot tempered, even is pessimistic, even has no way out, desperate, so long as to her in front, you will discover oneself are gradually quiet, a lot can look is very clear, is very thorough. 能给与心灵上安稳,不管你如何暴躁,甚至厌世,甚至走投无路,绝望,但只要到了她面前,你就会发现自己渐渐平静下来,很多事情会看的很清楚,很透彻。 „Why thinks me?” Chu Shiqing bamboo saying gently. “为什么这么想我？”褚师清竹轻轻的说道。 Her sound has to plant to be her chilliness, chilly like immortal, but so near the ear, Qinchuan felt that own bone was crisp, in addition now is hugging her, soft jade in bosom, tight is supporting, she as if not care about herself and his body contact. 她的声音有种属于她的清冷,清冷如仙,但这般在耳边,秦川感觉自己的骨头都酥了,加上现在抱着她,软玉在怀,紧紧的拥着,她似乎不在意自己和他身体接触。 „I do not talk clearly, you are I most important, most importantly, no one can replace you, I, I......” “我说不清楚,你是我最重要的,最重要的,谁都不能取代你,我,我……” Chu Shiqing the bamboo looks up him gently, she has not obtained Qinchuan to speak those words, her disposition is indifferent, she had not discovered that Qinchuan is because feels inferior unable to say those words before her, she does not understand he likes himself so much, why never said that was his wife by oneself. 褚师清竹轻轻抬头看着他,她没有得到秦川说那句话,她心性淡然,她没有发现秦川是因为在她面前自惭形秽说不出那句话,她只是不明白他这么喜欢自己,为什么从不说让自己做他的妻子。 However she is that pure in heart person, this thought also flashes to pass, smiles, holds on the hand of Qinchuan: „Sichuan, here is quite beautiful, we walk!” 但是她属于那种清心寡欲的人,这念头也只是一闪而逝,笑笑,拉住秦川的手:“川儿,这里好美,我们走走吧！” Before Qinchuan actually, wants to say those words. 秦川其实之前很想说出那句话。 But before Chu Shiqing the bamboo asked that he does have the wife good son, he said that this made him say, before her, did not have the pressure in this aspect before other woman specially. 可是之前褚师清竹问他有没有妻子好儿子,他说有了,这让他更是说不出口,特别在她面前,在别的女人面前从没有这方面的压力。 However before Qinchuan has thought her, those words that spoke, she can only be so intimate with, this is revealed that the heart mark, fully showed a lot, but why oneself could not take this step. 不过秦川想过她之前说的那句话,她只会和自己这般亲近,这已经是表露心迹了,足以说明很多事情了,可是自己为什么还是迈不出这一步。 Is is not timid , because she too unusual refined. 不是自己胆子小,是因为她太超凡脱俗。 Said anything, makes anything, so long as commits a footfault the feeling is blaspheming, is an evil, some women can beautiful to this degree, this beautiful surpass the limit, her makings, elusive clear immortal, purification this mortal world. 说什么,做什么,只要过线就感觉是一种亵渎,是一种罪恶,有的女人就可以美到这种程度,这种美超越了极限,她的气质,空灵清仙,净化尘世。 „Clear bamboo, I felt like the time to swing.” The Qinchuan very clear feeling the time of missing space swung. “清竹,我感觉似乎时间摇到了。”秦川很清楚的感觉到思念空间的时间摇到了。 „Un I also felt.” “嗯我也感觉到了。” „Clear bamboo, I know where you should very be also difficult, are waiting for me, I will certainly look for you, no matter in the future how, no matter the front road how, I will certainly find you.” Qinchuan said gently. “清竹,我知道你在哪里应该也很艰难,等着我,我一定会去找你,不管未来如何,不管前面的路如何,我一定会找到你。”秦川轻轻说道。 Chu Shiqing the bamboo sighed gently: „Sichuan, you remember, no matter, is careful, takes care itself, I and others you, I have not become your bride.” 褚师清竹轻轻叹口气:“川儿,你记住,无论什么时候,都要小心谨慎,保重自己,我等你,我还没有成为你的新娘呢。” Chu Shiqing the bamboo spoke these words, the missing space vanishes. 褚师清竹说完这句话,思念空间消失了。 Qinchuan there, even was suspecting that the final those words misunderstood. 秦川愣在那里,甚至都在怀疑最后那句话是不是听错了。 But he knows that cannot misunderstand, to him knows at this time oneself do not have bravely which step takes, instead made fairy maiden her take this step. 可是他知道不能听错,也是到了这个时候他才知道自己还是没有勇敢的迈出哪一步,反而让仙子般的她迈出了这一步。 Own what virtue what can, when she looks upon with favor, Qinchuan is very at heart warm, on the face cannot bear show the smile, Chu Shiqing bamboo immortal appearance/allow Yuemao of also at present, he must speed up the advancement, earlier goes to nine days of places. 自己何德何能,等她垂青,秦川心里很暖,脸上忍不住露出笑容,褚师清竹的仙容月貌还在眼前,他要加快进程,早点前往九天之地。 ( This chapter ends) (本章完)
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