NDGE :: Volume #12

#1173: Disconsolate, destiny and decision


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„, Your stinking bum, listens I spoke clear......” peaceful speechless to look at Qinchuan. “啊,你个臭东西,有没有听我说话……”清澹无语的看着秦川。 Listening, me was feeling the small undulating said very reasonable.” Qinchuan hurries to say. “听着啊,我觉得小澹澹说的很有道理。”秦川赶紧说道。 Yeah, does your fellow, make me ask you to pursue other woman?” Was saying clear peacefully also smiled. “哎,你这家伙,难道让我求着你去追别的女人吗?”清澹说着自己也笑了。 Qinchuan sighed: Silly woman, why your is, everyone has own destiny, you think me to be good, others not necessarily think me to be good, you and red snow Chiba relations kiss like the sisters, wants to make her happy, but you after all are not she, why bother is your?” 秦川叹了口气:“傻女人,你这又是何必呢,每个人都有自己的命运,你认为我好,别人不一定认为我好,你和绯雪千叶关系亲如姐妹,想让她幸福,可是你毕竟不是她,你这又是何苦呢?” She really likes you, but she is possibly thin-skinned, can't you on own initiative?” “她真的喜欢你,但是她可能脸皮薄,你就不能主动点吗?” If really likes a person, wants to walk this life, then she will not be thin-skinned, my facial skin is also very thin, but I am also cling to for dear life to you on own initiative hit rottenly......” “如果真的喜欢一个人,想走完这一生,那么她就不会脸皮薄,我脸皮也很薄的,可是我也是主动对你死缠烂打……” Holds the face of Qinchuan clear peacefully, helpless shaking the head: Ok, casual, my chart anything......” 清澹捧着秦川的脸,无奈的摇摇头:“算了,随便吧,我这图什么……” Yes, I also want to ask you, although my strength in meditation is deep, may be also out of control so to seduce.” “是啊,我还想问你呢,虽然我定力深厚,可也禁不住这般诱惑。” Seduction, you were it seems like interesting about Chiba.” Clear peaceful looks at Qinchuan with a smile. “诱惑,看来你还是对千叶有意思了。”清澹笑着看着秦川。 You listen to a few words not to have, the man time grew not near female sexual attractiveness, finally saw that the sow will feel the peerless beautiful woman.” “你听过一句话没,男人时间长了不近女色,最后看到母猪都会感觉是绝世美女。” You are quite disgusting!” “你好恶心啊!” Qinchuan: „......” 秦川:“……” I draw an analogy.” Qinchuan helpless answered. “我只是打个比方。”秦川无奈的解释道。 What do you want to say?” Visits him clear peacefully. “那你要说什么?”清澹看着他。 I want to say that a lot are not exactable, the result that such perhaps obtains is often opposite.” “我想说,很多事情不可强求,那样或许得到的结果往往相反。” Ok, I did not say that you display satisfies me, come, rewards your one.” The clear peaceful standing on tiptoes foot kissed on the Qinchuan face. “好了,我不说了,你表现的让我很满意,来,奖你一个。”清澹踮脚在秦川脸上亲了一下。 This is not good.” Qinchuan hugs directly horizontally her, runs toward the room. “这样可不行。”秦川直接将她横抱起来,向着房间跑去。 Bastard , you come in broad daylight......” “混蛋,大白天的,你又来……” ...... …… Red snow Chiba tosses and turns, cannot fall asleep, wears god pajamas, stands in the window. 绯雪千叶辗转反侧,睡不着,穿着一神睡衣,站在窗口。 Nighttime sky stars, the bright moonlight is hanging, in the land is a silver sand, is very beautiful, is very peaceful, all these such as the picture seems to be ordinary, he lowers the head to have a look at itself to throw in the shadow of ground, slender handsome, the curve is dim. 夜空繁星点点,明月悬挂,大地上都是一层银沙,很美,很安静,这一切仿佛如画一般,他低头看看自己投在地上的影子,修长玉立,曲线朦胧。 Each beautiful women are proud, is self-confident about own appearance, especially to the red snow Chiba so boundary. 每个美女都是自负的,对自己的容颜是自信的,特别是到了绯雪千叶这般境界的。 Usually she knows that many people look at her vision, that admires, worship, even can only liking burying in the heart , some brave, the meeting wants to contact with, she can know that the goals of these people, have not naturally responded them. 平时她知道很多人看她的目光,那是爱慕、崇拜,甚至只能把喜欢埋在心底,也有一些胆子大的,会想和自己接触,她能知道这些人的目的,自然没有搭理他们。 She has not thought such quick looking man, she has not certainly thought early does not look for the man for a lifetime, she felt that own this whole life will definitely get married, that man but who want to marry had not waited till. 她没想过这么早这么快的找男人,当然她没有想过一辈子不找男人,她感觉自己这辈子肯定会嫁人的,只是想嫁的那个男人自己一直没有等到。 But this she felt that time she waited , the appearance of Qinchuan lets the entire red snow almost rebirth, this men and other men are different, her gradually does not repel her, even attempts to contact with him. 可是这一次她感觉自己等到了,秦川的出现让整个绯雪家几乎重生,还有这个男人和其他男人不一样,她渐渐的不排斥她,甚至都尝试和他接触。 Originally all look very smooth, his character she feels very well, he has at least seen the man, except for his, the bystander in this is gives her to feel best one. 本来一切都看起来很顺利,他的性格她感觉挺好的,至少他见过的男人,除了自家的,外人中这是给她感觉最好的一个。 Even she has thought that such man is husband, own entrusts the body and he, seems is not unacceptable. 甚至她想过,这样的男人做夫君,把自己委身与他,似乎也不是不能接受。 This man cultivate/repair to powerful, the medical skill is powerful, but also meets super good cook...... 这个男人修为强大,医术强大,还会一手超级好的厨艺…… But she discovered that the opposite party as if no to like itself, even do not pursue own meaning. 可是她发现对方似乎没有多么的喜欢自己,甚至都没有要追求自己的意思。 Really wants to pursue him brazenly? 难道真要自己厚着脸皮去追他? The grandfather had said to her, oneself happiness must strive, although the grandfather has not stated clearly, but she knows what meaning that the grandfather said. 爷爷曾经给她说过,自己的幸福自己要争取,爷爷虽然没有明说,但她知道爷爷说的什么意思。 The male pursues the female to separate the heavy mountain, the female pursues the male insulation paper. 都说男追女隔重山,女追男隔层纸。 She actually hopes Qinchuan can pursue her, in her bone the traditional woman, very traditional that which step she is very difficult to start to walk. 她其实希望秦川能追求她,她骨子里还是传统女人,很传统的那种,她真的很难迈开哪一步。 He is very puzzled, is very puzzled, this man is her most good friend sisters' man. 他很纠结,很纠结,还有这个男人是她最好朋友姐妹的男人。 This makes her a little helpless, peacefully although clear said did not mind, but also helps her pursue, but she feels as before somewhat improper. 这让她有点手足无措,虽然清澹说的不介意,还帮她追求,可是她依旧感觉有些不妥。 However her first innermost feelings had a not being able to say pain. 但是她第一次内心出现了一种说不出的苦。 Said all living things eight suffering of life, could not strive for painstakingly. 佛曰众生八苦,其中就有一个求不得苦。 To obtain, not being able to obtain, will be very bitter, especially in the sentiment, that helplessness, that is the distress in heart. 想得到的,得不到,会很苦,尤其感情上,那种无奈,那是心中的苦楚。 She currently has the feeling, this feeling, she does not know that this/should managed, sees Qinchuan and clear peacefully my I, he envied very much, clear peaceful change, she clearest. 她现在已经有了感觉,有了这种感觉,她不知道该这么办,看到秦川和清澹亲亲我我,他很羡慕,清澹的变化,她最清楚。 Unknowingly the Eastern blanch, red snow Chiba Station stood for night in the window. 不知不觉东方发白,绯雪千叶站在窗口站了一夜。 She does not know own future can the Kaijiang wave county, but she knows that Qinchuan will definitely leave, if before he leaves, if oneself with him have not progressed, perhaps this whole life will break this fate thoroughly. 她不知道自己将来会不会离开江浪郡,但她知道秦川肯定会离开,如果在他离开之前,自己要是和他没有进展,或许这辈子就会彻底断了这份缘分。 Thinks that here she has a lingering fear, clenched teeth, went out of the room. 想到这里她有种后怕,咬咬牙,走出了房间。 ...... …… Thump thump thump! 咚咚咚! In the morning the talent just shone, red snow Chiba sounded Qinchuan and clear peaceful gate. 早上天才刚刚亮,绯雪千叶敲响了秦川和清澹的门。 Clear peaceful is still resting, Qinchuan knit the brows, puts on clothes, opened the door of courtyard, discovered red snow Chiba Station in out of the door. 清澹还在睡,秦川皱眉,穿衣走了出来,打开院子的门,发现绯雪千叶站在门外。 Qinchuan stares, what does this young lady play? However said with a smile: Clear peaceful hasn't awaked, has the matter?” 秦川一愣,这大小姐玩什么?不过还是笑道:“清澹还没醒,有事?” Accompanies me to walk?” Red snow Chiba said gently, has not raised the head. “陪我走走好吗?”绯雪千叶轻轻说道,没有抬头。 However Qinchuan saw this woman night has not as if rested, military, this strength night has not rested, is ten days has not rested is also all right, but can actually look, the psychic force will have was inferior little, therefore military will not rest will also be influential. 但是秦川还是看到这女人似乎一夜没睡,武者,这个实力一夜没睡,就是十天没睡也没事,但是却是可以看出来,精神力会有一点点不如,所以说武者不睡也会有影响的。 Qinchuan nods: Good!” 秦川点点头:“好!” Two people move toward river Langjun the mansion the backyard, here was too big, the rockery creek, the bamboo grove and garden, wait/etc, two people are walking, Qinchuan has not opened the mouth. 两个人走向江浪郡府的后院,这里太大了,假山小河,竹林、花园,等等,两个人走着,秦川没有开口。 With me in the same place, really didn't have the words to say?” Red snow Chiba sighed gently. “和我在一起,真的就没话说吗?”绯雪千叶轻轻叹口气。 What said?” Qinchuan is puzzled, he really did not have the words to say. “说什么?”秦川不解,他还真是没话说。 Before you were not this.” Red snow Chiba said. “以前你不是这样的。”绯雪千叶说道。 This perhaps is the destiny.” “这或许就是命运。” Destiny grasps in own.” Red snow Chiba said. “命运掌握在自己手里。”绯雪千叶说道。 Person are most can only grasp half. Qinchuan said. “人最多只能掌握一半。秦川说道。 I well holds that half, my half of I must hold.” Red snow Chiba affirmative saying, the sound is very low, but as before interesting to listen to incomparable. “那我就好好的抓住那一半,自己的一半我一定要抓住。”绯雪千叶肯定的说道,声音很低,但依旧动听无比。 Qinchuan has not spoken. 秦川没说话。 However red snow Chiba actually held the hand of Qinchuan. 但是绯雪千叶却是牵住了秦川的手。 When her hand grips the hand of Qinchuan, trembles, almost loosens, blushes smartly the root of the ear, even that fresh-faced auricle was red, she lowers the head does not look at Qinchuan. 她的手握住秦川的手时,一颤,差点松开,一张俏脸红到耳根,连那粉嫩的耳廓都红了,她低着头不看秦川。 Among Qinchuan feeling mild like jade, exquisitely like fat, supple, if the boneless, in the heart trembles slightly, his present innermost feelings are very complex. 秦川感觉手间温润如玉,细腻如脂,柔若无骨,心中微微一颤,他现在内心很复杂。 Red snow Chiba is a woman of peerless grace and talent, such woman, the man does not like impossible, the premise is the normal man. 绯雪千叶是一个风华绝代的女人,这样的女人,男人不喜欢是不可能的,前提是正常的男人。 Qinchuan, my I......” red snow Chiba am blushing have not said obstinately. “秦川,我我……”绯雪千叶红着脸愣是没有说出来。 Although Qinchuan a little guessed correctly she must say anything, but she has not said. 秦川虽然有点猜到了她要说什么,但是她就是没说出来。
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