NSK :: Volume #4

#340: Confused


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The night sinks like the water, Kakashi sits cross-legged in the cave, on the face is the close sweat. 夜沉如水,卡卡西盘坐在山洞之中,脸上是细密的汗水。 Suddenly, Kakashi opened the eyes, both hands supported on the ground, the big mouth place is breathing heavily. 猛然间,卡卡西睁开了双眼,双手撑在地上,大口地喘着粗气。 The left hand feels the left eyes of that some burning hots. 左手摸着那有些炙热的左眼。 This eye......” Kakashi muttered. “这眼睛……”卡卡西喃喃道。 Long aspirates, Kakashi depresses the illness in heart, went out of the cave. 长吐了一口气,卡卡西压下心中的不适,走出了山洞。 The full moon in the sky, Kakashi feels suddenly somewhat confusedly. 圆月当空,卡卡西忽然觉得有些迷茫。 The burning hot of that left eye had not eliminated, making the Kakashi mood more agitated. 那左眼的炙热一直未消去,让卡卡西的心情更加烦躁了。 Sharingan, Mangekyō Sharingan, eternal eye. 写轮眼,万花筒写轮眼,永恒之眼。 The left eye of Kakashi after these years uses, to losing one's sight is not far. Unties Shishō Fūin (Four Symbols Seal), the field of vision of that left eye has not distinguished with the nearsightedness highly. 卡卡西的左眼经过这些年的使用,离失明已经不远了。解开四象封印,那左眼的视野跟高度近视已经没有区别了。 Gives up? 放弃吗? Kakashi is not does not give up, but does not dare. 卡卡西不是不舍得,而是不敢。 This is a Kekkei Genkai limit world, without the Kekkei Genkai road, was really difficult to walk. 这是一个血继限界的世界,没有血继的路,实在是太难走了。 Even if present Kakashi has three big Senjutsu, powerful Lightning Release and Kenjutsu, the strength that but Sharingan can bring, Kakashi is unable to give up. 哪怕是现在卡卡西拥有三大仙术,强大雷遁刀术,但是写轮眼所能带来的战力,卡卡西还是无法放弃的。 The future enemy was really powerful, Kakashi grasped each by oneself to become the powerful opportunity. 将来的敌人实在是太强大了,卡卡西抓紧每一个可以让自己变得强大的机会。 But one step that the eternal eye, has to walk. 而永恒之眼,是不得不走的一步。 The future fight, is not that fight can compare before. 未来的战斗,可不是之前的那种战斗可以比拟的。 Destroys day of Ninjutsu that extinguishes the place has words at fingertips and writes with facility, this is the late fight of that collapse. 毁天灭地的忍术信手拈来,这便是那崩坏的后期战斗。 Even if passes through for many years, thinks that final fight scene, Kakashi was still the heart startled. 哪怕是穿越多年,想到那最后的战斗场面,卡卡西仍然是心惊不已。 This time he, but also insufficiently. 此时的他,还不够。 The fusions of three big Senjutsu fell into the bottleneck, can succeed, Kakashi does not know. 三大仙术的融合陷入了瓶颈,能不能成功,卡卡西不知道。 Hatake Sword Style has practiced the pinnacle, wants to strengthen the might, can only strengthen the chakra output. 旗木刀法已然练到了极致,想要增强威力,只能加强查克拉输出。 Lightning Release similarly so. 雷遁同样如此。 Therefore, at this time the Kakashi active article, is this left eye. 所以,此时卡卡西能动文章的,便是这颗左眼。 Therefore had Loulan plan. 于是有了楼兰计划。 Couple days ago saw Sakumo and Uchiha governing wind time, some Kakashi vacillations. 只是前几天看到朔茂宇智波御风的时候,卡卡西有些动摇了。 Should oneself really do that? 自己真的应该这么做吗? The father of person but the Uchiha governing wind the Obito father, oneself wants to save wholeheartedly. 宇智波御风可是带土的父亲,自己一心想要拯救的人的父亲。 Although Obito has no impression to him, although he in oneself eyes, has been a deceased person. 虽然带土对他没有任何印象,虽然他在自己眼中,早已经是一个死人。 Kakashi thinks this and has no issue, after all he is only a deceased person. 卡卡西原本以为这并没有什么问题,毕竟他只是一个死人而已。 However looked looks at these people clearly time, Kakashi understood, although in own space and time, they are a deceased person, but now, they are not. 但是看真切地看着这些人的时候,卡卡西明白了,虽然在自己的时空,他们是一个死人,但是如今,他们不是。 The Sakumo governing wind, at this time is the living person. 不论是朔茂还是御风,此时都是活生生的人。 Before Kakashi, opened the God angle of view to carefully examine all these, now actually enters, although was only a viewer, but can also feel the feeling of that living flesh. 卡卡西之前开了上帝视角审视着这一切,如今却进入其中,虽然只是一个看客,但是也能感受到那种活生生的血肉之感。 They, are the live people, and has the complicated relations with oneself. 他们,是活人,而且跟自己有着千丝万缕的关系。 That feeling of guilty in heart, cannot suppress to rise. 心中的那种罪恶感,不可抑制地升了起来。 Connected that Sharingan as if also to have the response. 连通那写轮眼似乎也起了反应。 You also in responsibility I?” Kakashi covers own left eye twittering to say in a soft voice. “你也在职责我吗?”卡卡西捂着自己的左眼轻声呢喃道。 „Did I really lose? For strength? For that indefinite future?” “我真的迷失了吗?为了力量?为了那个不确定的未来?” The full moon, the Kakashi shadow was very been in the sky long by drawing. 圆月当空,卡卡西的影子被拉得很长。 All that until now, Kakashi makes, to prevent that final tragedy, for Obito, for own companion, for Terumi Mei. 一直以来,卡卡西所做的一切,都是为了阻止那最后的悲剧,为了带土,为了自己的同伴,为了照美冥 But wants to achieve this point, the powerful strength is an essential point. 而想要做到这一点,强大的力量是必不可少的一点。 Kakashi plans each type to let own powerful possibility. 卡卡西谋划着每一种可以让自己强大的可能。 Kyūbi (Nine-Tails) chakra, Lightning Release armor, Sage Mode. His card in hand are getting more and more, but in heart anxious is also getting more and more abundant. 九尾查克拉,雷遁铠甲,仙人模式。他的底牌越来越多,但是心中的不安也越来越盛。 Strength in growth right, but makes Kakashi feel among that the inestimable disparity. 实力在增涨没错,但是却还是让卡卡西感觉到那中间不可估量的差距。 Perhaps this anxiety, making Kakashi somewhat irritable. 或许正是这份不安,让卡卡西有些急躁了。 The time is not long, oneself did not seem to be able to stay in again on the spot. 时间已经不长,自己似乎不能再停留在原地了。 The eternal eye, becomes the quickest shortcut. 永恒之眼,成为了最快的捷径。 Kakashi comes to Loulan to make anything, he has not told anybody, because this is an ignominious matter. 卡卡西来楼兰要做什么,他没有告诉任何人,因为这原本就是一件不光彩的事情。 Although in the Anbu many years, Kakashi are also many regarding the dark contact, however in his heart always has own principle. 虽然在暗部多年,卡卡西对于黑暗的接触也不少,但是他的心中始终有自己的原则。 Youngster who not only original Kakashi, original, that grow up in the peace age. 不只是原来的卡卡西,还有原来的自己,那个在和平年代长大的少年。 The mood in heart constantly emerges, in eye confused is also getting deeper and deeper. 心中的情绪不断涌现,眼中的迷茫也越来越深。 Kakashi told itself, was important matter to not bother about trifles, for the future, this is not the acceptable matter. Does not kill the Obito father, but trades an eye to him, he has no loss. 卡卡西告诉自己,做大事者不拘小节,为了将来,这不是什么不可接受的事情。并不是杀了带土的父亲,只是给他换一双眼睛,他并没有什么损失。 Attractiveness that so long as makes, even if Uchiha governing wind, will not detect that own eye traded one pair. 而且只要做的漂亮,哪怕是宇智波御风自己,都不会察觉自己的眼睛换了一双。 However on the other hand, that condemnation from conscience deep place, making Kakashi feel oneself is a bastard, unexpectedly the meeting wants to make this matter. 但是另一方面,那种来自良心深处的谴责,让卡卡西觉得自己就是个混蛋,居然会想做出这种事情。 On the one hand is the rationality, on the one hand is actually the human nature. 一方面是理性,一方面却是人性。 Clamps in these two, Kakashi feels an unprecedented weariness. 夹在这两者之间,卡卡西感到一种前所未有的疲倦。 How should oneself...... do? 自己……到底应该怎么做? Is looking at that boundless world, Kakashi thorough was confused. 望着那茫茫的天地,卡卡西彻底迷茫了。 Even to find a person to chat, does not know that should look for anyone. 哪怕是想找个人聊聊,也不知道该去找谁。 The space and time of this foreign land, Kakashi no one can pour out. 这异域的时空,卡卡西没有一人可以倾诉。 The thing that these years, he shoulders were too many. 这些年,他背负的东西太多了。 ? He has the friend, person who has liking, he can say a lot to them, but did not say that only poured out the secret of innermost feelings most deep place. ?他有朋友,有喜欢的人,他可以跟他们说很多事情,但是却唯独不说倾诉内心最深处的秘密。 Because, that is must not exposed to the light the thing. 因为,那是见不得光的东西。 Sees the appearance of Sakumo young time, in the Kakashi heart is somewhat puzzled, should oneself save him? 看到朔茂年轻时候的样子,卡卡西心中有些纠结,自己该去拯救他吗? But how...... to rescue? 可是……怎么救? White Fang seriously because of public opinion pressure, but death? 白牙当真是因为舆论压力而死的吗? Kakashi does not believe. 卡卡西不信。 Deicide in a battlefield, because of rumor, but dies? That is a joke. 一个在战场上的杀神,会因为流言而去死?那是一个笑话。 How then White Fang did die? 那么白牙到底是如何死去的? Kakashi does not know, because no one knows. 卡卡西不知道,因为没有人知道。 Even if Danzō does not know. 哪怕是团藏都不知道。 Initial rumor, but is Danzō to let Sakumo lost campaigns for the Hokage prestige. 当初的流言,不过是团藏为了让朔茂失去竞选火影的声望而已。 However Sakumo actually chose such a path, came as a surprise to everyone. 但是朔茂却选择了这样一条道路,出乎了所有人的意料。 Therefore, even if Kakashi passes through, facing such situation, even if the friendship acts, does not know that this/should starts from where. 所以,哪怕是卡卡西穿越回来,面对这样的情况,就算是友谊施为,也不知道该从何做起。 On the one hand is own father, on the one hand is the Obito father. 一方面是自己的父亲,一方面是带土的父亲。 These two issues put two mountains in front of this time Kakashi. 这两个问题就是摆在此时卡卡西面前的两座大山。 Does, doesn't do? 去做,还是不做? If not do, the significance that oneself come did not have. 如果不做,自己来的意义就没有了。 But if does, how should do? 但是如果做,应该怎么去做? Suddenly, even if is proud intelligent Kakashi not to know how should do. 一时间,哪怕是自负聪慧的卡卡西也不知道该如何去做。 In the past and in the future, strength and conscience. 过去和未来,力量和良知。 The Kakashi multi- hopes can have a person to elucidate for oneself at this time, but he knows not to have. 卡卡西多希望此时能有一个人为自己开解,但是他知道没有。 This heavy all, to finally, wants he himself to untie. 这沉重的一切,到最后,还是要他自己要解开。 The double back of the hand after behind, the tidal mood was gradually restrained by Kakashi. 双手背在身后,潮水般的情绪逐渐被卡卡西收敛。 The sacrifice, saved, conscience, principle! 牺牲,拯救,良知,原则! All winds through in the heart of Kakashi slowly. 所有的一切在卡卡西的心中慢慢流过。 Finally, Kakashi long sighs, said in a low voice: Heart, if the sunlight, what to fear is confused, this heart is bright, duplicate/restores what word!” 最终,卡卡西长叹了一口气,低声道:“心若阳光,何惧迷茫,此心光明,亦复何言!”
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