Pain thoroughly...... 痛痛痛…… The clear and real pain transmits from the left arm place. 清晰又真实的痛苦从左臂处传来。 This agony, with past dreamland that type light ‚pain’ completely different. 这种痛苦感,和以往梦境那种轻飘飘的‘痛’完全不同。 Xu Qiji recalled that oneself in the dream scene —— he also met the dream to the chased down situation in the past occasionally, chasing down in dream, in rear area fires multiple shots, opened many transparent spear/gun holes in his body. 许奇寂回想自己以往梦中场景——他偶尔也会梦到被人追杀的情况,梦中的追杀者在后方连开数枪,在他身上开了好多个透明的枪洞。 After oneself in dream is hit, although some similar ‚pain’ feeling, but that type ‚pain’ is light, false, is rootless duckweed. 梦中的自己中枪后,虽然有类似‘痛’的感觉,但那种‘痛’是轻飘飘的、虚假的,是无根之萍。 Said is the pain, in fact absolutely does not have the pain feeling on nerve, that type ‚pain’ is only an setting, the brain will not feed back ‚being hit’ truly the feeling. 说是痛,实际上完全没有神经上的痛楚感,那种‘痛苦’只是一种设定,大脑并不会反馈真正‘中枪’的感受。 But now, so long as his right hand twists will have multi- efforts painful, the left hand! 但现在,只要他右手拧的有多用力,左手就会有多痛！ Twisted more going all out, left hand brachiordal muscle on painful is more ruthless. 拧的越卖力,左手肱桡肌就痛的越狠。 Xu Qiji even almost twisted the oneself tears. 许奇寂甚至差点将自己眼泪都拧出来了。 —— he is possibly rare, can twist the ruthless person who cries oneself? ——他可能是少有的,能将自己拧哭的狠人？ 【Isn't the dream?】 【不是梦？】 Xu Qiji loosened the own finger slowly, blows the left hand to be pinched red brachiordal muscle gently. 许奇寂缓缓松开了自己的手指,轻轻吹了吹左手被掐红的肱桡肌。 The burning pain and inflammation, are brachiordal muscle in silent reprimanding his master brutal and brutal, creates a scene. 火辣辣的痛苦和红肿,是肱桡肌在无声斥责其主人的无情、残酷、无理取闹。 This painful feedback is attacking the brain, making the brain start to be forced to accept the reality. 这痛苦反馈冲击着大脑,让大脑开始被迫接受现实。 【This pain possibly is not the dreamland.】 【这种痛苦不可能是梦境。】 If this is not the dream, then my condition what's the matter? 若这不是梦,那么我的状况是怎么回事？ truly suffering from amnesia? 真失忆了？ Xu Qiji looks up the ceiling, starts to be in a daze. 许奇寂抬头望天花板,开始发呆。 This stares, gawked for one hour. 这一愣,足足愣了一个多小时。 In this period he heard ‚wife’ indistinctly in the kitchen busy voice, long time, also heard the sound that she went out locks a door. 期间他隐约听到‘妻子’在厨房忙碌的声音,良久后,又听到她出门锁门的声音。 After one hour, the sense of hunger in abdomen, summoned from being in a daze condition Xu Qiji. 一个多小时后,腹中的饥饿感,将许奇寂从发愣状态召唤回来。 He sat from the bed. 他从床上坐了起来。 In this hour, his brain continuously is conducting the 【accept reality, crash, reboot, accept reality】 flow. 在这一个小时里,他的大脑在不断进行着【接受现实、宕机、重启、接受现实】的流程。 With this nearly violent method, Xu Qiji makes the own mentality steady diligently, first accepts oneself ‚fragment to three years later’ reluctantly matter. 用这种近乎暴力的方法,许奇寂努力让自己的心态平稳下来,先勉强接受自己‘断片到三年后’的事。 Xu Qiji that type does not like evading the realistic person. 许奇寂不那种喜欢逃避现实的人。 His natural disposition is positive. 他生性积极乐观。 After coming across the issue, he will find the way to solve the problem, rather than solves to propose the person of issue. 遇到问题后,他会想办法解决问题,而不是去解决提出问题的人。 Fragment matter already happened, that any artificial idea is unnecessary. 断片的事已经发生,那任何的矫情想法都是多余的。 Blaming god and man is not meaningful. 怨天尤人没任何意义。 ——, currently speaking, the three years later his living conditions, good , there is nothing to seek vengeance. ——况且,从目前来看,三年后的他生活情况,挺好,没什么好报怨的。 Now, he must do after accepting reality, why there is an oneself of opportunity under on pondering over to be able ‚fragment’, gets to the root of the reason. 现在,他要做的就是在接受现实后,有机会就琢磨下自己为什么会‘断片’,找出原因。 If possible, finds the way ‚three years’ in memory restoring. 如果有机会的话,就想办法将‘三年’内的记忆给恢复过来。 In the big data message time, the entire three years of information, are precious. 在大数据信息时候,整整三年的信息,弥足珍贵。 At worst, the possibility that if memory has not restored, he must in these three years the general matter, grasp, cannot let these three years blank, affects the future life. 最坏的情况,如果记忆没有恢复的可能,那他也得将这三年中发生的大概事情,重新掌握,不能让这三年的空白,影响到未来的生活。 The people, must always look forward. 人嘛,总是要向前看的。 ...... …… Possibly is three years later his strong, the heart also strengthened reason, the big heart accepts the thing, the capacity is also big. 可能是三年后他的身体强壮了,心脏也被强化的原因,大心脏接受事物,容量也大。 After thinking through since Xu Qiji crawls from the bed, with strange the technique of custom, takes down the clothing on clothes rack, puts on. 想通后的许奇寂从床上爬起,用陌生又习惯的手法,将衣架上的衣物取下,穿上。 【Since is not the dream, that something, must pay attention to some.】 He starts to consider some details. 【既然不是梦,那有些事情,就必须要注意些了。】他开始考虑起一些细节。 First, he must get up through the method to ‚recording’ wife's name. 首先,他得将妻子的名字通过外界手段给‘记’起来。 Cannot reveal the secret absolutely in this regard. 绝对不能在这点上露馅。 If a man cannot remember the oneself wife's name, likely can the deceased person. 如果一个男人连自己妻子的名字都记不住,很可能会死人的。 Also, his work is anything, how to make money to support the family, these must make clear. 还有,他的工作是什么,怎么赚钱养家,这些都要搞清楚。 Then, he wants support one's family, live off a woman this matter, does not consider the range in him. 接下来,他可是要养家糊口的,吃软饭这种事,可不在他考虑范围。 Before —— possibly is the fragment, Xu Qiji has formed in one's mind the reason of 《Life of Xu Qiji》 story, details and aspects that in some life needs to pay attention, he starts to display in the mind, publishes a list. ——可能是断片之前,许奇寂构思过《许奇寂人生》故事的原因,有些生活中需要注意的细节、方方面面,他都在脑海中开始罗列出来,更出一张清单。 „To know that her name the words......” Xu Qiji pulls out the cell phone, pulls out the long address book. “想要知道她名字的话……”许奇寂掏出手机,拉出长长的通讯录来。 On this, should have her number and name bā? 这上面,应该有她的号码和名字吧？ Opens the address book first, he then found ‚wife’ number. 打开通讯录的第一眼,他便找到了‘妻子’的号码。 Because in the first row of address book, there are several topping numbers. 因为在通讯录的第一排,有几个置顶的号码。 Wife, Father, Mother...... 老婆、老爹、老妈…… Cleaned the teeth Xu Qiji to put out a hand to rub the temples, electric toothbrush humming sound the sound, making his head also resonance buzz call. 刷牙中的许奇寂伸手揉了揉太阳穴,电动牙刷的嗡嗡声,让他脑壳也共鸣般嗡鸣起来。 Un, simple and brief, number that recognized the wife. 嗯,简洁明了,一眼就认出了媳妇的号码。 But has not labelled the name. 但没标注姓名。 „Really is, can't under labelling wife's name?” Xu Qiji is looking at the mirror, worried say/way. “真是的,就不能标注下媳妇的名字？”许奇寂望着镜子,苦恼道。 The men, must the oneself wife's name note on the cell phone, if like some day your suffering from amnesia, did not fear that cannot recall wife's name. 男人啊,一定要将自己媳妇的名字备注在手机上,这样子万一某天你失忆了,也不怕记不起老婆的名字。 Do not reach in believing own memory...... good memory to be inferior to the rotten writing skill. 千万不要达于相信自己的记忆……好记忆不如烂笔头。 The address book continues to paddle, above has the familiar name, schoolmate who for example the dormitory good friend and same class of university are better, as well as own relatives. 通讯录继续划动,其上有许多熟悉的名字,比如大学的宿舍好友、同班要好的同学、以及自家的亲戚们。 Also some strange numbers, should be ‚Three Year Amnesia’ with the addition of a person. 也有一些陌生的号码,应该是‘失忆三年’中加的人。 Delimits is delimiting, Xu Qiji also delimited one ‚Manga Editor Wheat Ear’ the number, after selecting, he discovered that this number and between him the speech frequency was quite high. 划着划着,许奇寂还划到了一个‘漫画编辑麦穗’的号码,点开后,他发现这个号码和他之间通话频率相当高。 Moreover is the opposite party hits to him is in the majority. 而且是对方打给他的居多。 The movement that „......” Xu Qiji cleans the teeth was also stiff under. “……”许奇寂刷牙的动作又僵了下。 Manga Editor? 漫画编辑？ „I after three year fragments, is the work drawing manga? But in my university study is not this.” Xu Qiji felt that the oneself crown of the head is giving off heat faintly, has to plant to by the brain fluid vapor impact of boiling, uncovers to cover, but omen. “断片三年后的我,工作难道是画漫画？但我大学里学的可不是这个啊。”许奇寂感觉自己天灵盖又在隐隐发热,有种要被沸腾的脑浆蒸气冲击,揭盖而起的预兆。 Although said now after the university graduates, some most students do not depend on the specialty exactly food in school...... but his specialty and drawing, difference long distance. 虽然说现在大学毕业后,也有大部分学生不靠学校里的专业恰饭……但他的专业和画画,差个十万八千里。 He studies the finance...... 他是学金融的…… Regarding ‚drawing manga’ this matter, he knows nothing, at most could draw some simple pencil cats and dogs, again additional pigs. 对于‘画漫画’这种事,他一窍不通,最多画些简笔的阿猫、阿狗,再加个阿猪。 If now, he really depends on this industry to support the family and eat meal...... that to end the calf. 如果现在,他真靠这一行业养家、吃饭的话……那就完犊子了。 【Perhaps, I can consider that getting down work site does move bricks?】 【或许,我可以考虑下去工地搬砖？】 Xu Qiji makes a fist gently, looks before having muscle feeling arm —— he thinks that oneself was sleeps changes fat, in fact this was he after three year fragments, sturdy many. 许奇寂轻轻握拳,望向有肌肉感的胳膊——之前他以为自己是睡一觉就变胖了,实际上这是断片三年后的他,壮实了不少。 Has this degree of sturdy, should moving bricks not have the issue? 有这种程度的壮实,搬砖应该没问题？ Feasibility that Xu Qiji seriously ponders this plan. 许奇寂认真思考这个方案的可行性。 ...... …… Washes and changes clothes, then he has the breakfast, while is delimiting the cell phone. 洗漱、更衣、然后他一边吃早餐、一边划着手机。 Information of Xu Qiji on through cell phone, little improves own ‚three year fragments’. 许奇寂通过手机上的信息,一点点的去完善自己的‘断片三年’。 At this time, on the chat software in cell phone, has much has not read the information. 此时,在手机中的聊天软件上,有着不少的未读信息。 Most parts have not read the news, from some groups. 大部未读消息,都来自一些群组。 For example in everyone cell phone possibly can have ‚bound by deep ties whole family’, small group of his oneself ‚Xu Family’. 比如每个人手机里可能都会有的‘相亲相爱一家人’,还有他自己家的小群‘老许一家’。 Moreover he also topped a small group ‚Cheng Jiang University Six Swordsmen’, inside his university dormitory member, Gao Cuan, Zhang Ping, Yang Yue, Su Qiqi and Zhang Banpo. 另外他还置顶了一个小群‘城江大学六剑客’,里面正是他的大学宿舍成员,高爨、张平、杨悦、苏柒柒、张坂坡。 The small group has been lively. 小群一直热热闹闹的。 Looks that last night also in six good friends who the same dormitory slept, now actually disperses in far apart, Xu Qiji had mixed feelings. 看着昨晚还在同一宿舍睡觉的六个好友,如今却分散在天南地北,许奇寂心情复杂。 He opens the small group the chat frame, after thinking, inputs the news: „Does brother, you believe time travel?” 他打开小群的聊天框,想了想后,输入消息:“兄得们,你们相信时间穿越吗？” „Pū Old Xu, how many years you marry, wants to play time travel? Is it possible that do you want to re-enter the single dog life?” Zhang Ping replies with a smile. “噗~老许,你结婚才几年,就想要玩时间穿越？莫非你想重回单身狗生活？”张平笑着回复。 „time travel?” Yang Yue also teased to ask back: „hahaha, that Old Xu, do you believe immortal cultivation?” “时间穿越？”杨悦也打趣反问道:“哈哈哈,那老许,你相信修仙吗？” Xu Qiji: „......” 许奇寂:“……” Good bā, time travel this matter, sounding is too a little mysterious. 好吧,时间穿越这种事,听起来有点太玄乎。 Might as well chat ‚Three Year Amnesia’ directly this more realistic topic? 不如直接聊聊‘失忆三年’这个更现实的话题？