„This...... does not have.”
“这个......没有。”
The Bai Xiyaolookfluttersrandomly.白夕瑶眼神乱飘。Does not look at each otherwithWang Quanin any case.
反正就是不跟王泉对视。OccasionallyglimpsesWang Quanto visither, shealsohurriesto hold up the wine glassto pour liquor down the throatto cover up.
偶尔瞥见王泉看着她,她还慌忙举起酒杯灌酒来遮掩。„Real?”
“真的吗?”Wang Quansmiles.王泉笑笑。Was understanding that fromMiss Anthere the Bai Xiyaocharacterisstudiesownlater...... healsoto knowgraduallyhowto be togetherwith the opposite party.
在从安小姐那里了解到白夕瑶的性格是学自己的之后......他渐渐也知道怎么跟对方相处了。Deferred toownpastcharacterto come.
按照自己过去的性格来呗。Ifwerepast, howshouldreplyfacingthisissue?
那如果是过去的自己,面对这种问题该怎么回答?Verysimple.
很简单。Firstcategorically denies, thenshifts the topic.
先矢口否认,然后再转移话题。Nowcategorically denied, nextsteponthis/shouldshifttopic.
现在矢口否认有了,下一步就该转移话题了。„Thischickenmeatballskeweris good, wrapping in the green peppereats the flavorto be better! Do youtaste?”
“这个鸡肉丸串不错,包在青椒里面吃味道更好!你尝尝?”Really, the shifttopiccame.
果然,转移话题来了。Wang Quannodded, „, fiveUncle Lang'splaysIhave also looked, buthas not really tastedhas added the green pepperanythingflavor.”王泉点点头,“嗯,五郎叔的剧我也看过,不过真没尝过加青椒什么味道。”Mainlyisthathome that domesticheoftengoes toburns the bird shopnot to provide the green pepper.
主要是国内他常去的那家烧鸟店不提供青椒。Bai Xiyaoasked the bossto want the green pepper.白夕瑶找老板要了青椒。Flavor......
味道嘛......Painstakingly, butis very neat.
微苦,但很清爽。Concretecanlook at«LonelyGourmand»in the first quarter.
具体的可以去看《孤独的美食家》第一季。Eatsis eating, Wang Quananalyzedunder the pastpersonality.
吃着吃着,王泉分析了下自己过去的性格。Thenheconsidered a word usage, opens the mouth saying: „ Recentlyfeltquitetired.
尔后他斟酌了一下用词,开口道:“最近感觉好累。„Actuallyis nottired, could not find the targetisanything.”
“其实也不是累,就是找不到目标是什么。”According tohispastcharacter, that was confusedabout the future, was not interestedinanything.
按照他过去的性格,那就是对未来迷茫,然后对什么都不感兴趣。How can therefore do?
所以要怎么做?Seeks foraltogether the sentiment.
寻找共情。Really, Bai Xiyaosaid: „Sometimessome of myalsothisfeelings, thereforeIwill force myselfto look for a goal. HoweverIthought that bestlook forthreegoals, a short-termintermediatelong-range objective, thisshouldbe able is quite many.”
果然,白夕瑶道:“有时候我也有这种感觉,所以我会强迫自己找一个目标。不过我觉得最好找三个目标,一个短期一个中期一个长期目标,这样的话应该能好不少。”This...... is also the Wang Quancurrentlifeviewpoint.
这......也是王泉目前的人生观点。Ifthought that has no interestinanything, thatforces itselfto tryvariousthings, then the association/willfound the interest.
如果觉得对什么都没兴趣,那就强迫自己去尝试各种事情,然后总会找到兴趣。Really, if not the strengthtoostrongconstrictionis too fierce, actuallyWang Quanshouldbe very togetherwithBai Xiyaocomes.
果然,如果不是实力太强压迫感太猛,其实王泉跟白夕瑶应该挺相处的来的。Bai Xiyaoobviouslycame the interest, „whatgoal do youcurrentlyhave?”白夕瑶明显来了兴致,“你现在有什么目标?”Like thissitswithWang Quaneats mealto drinktwocups, thenchattedsomelivesand so oneveryday topics, basicallycansay that washerdream.
这样跟王泉坐着吃吃饭喝两杯,然后聊些人生之类的日常话题,基本上可以说就是她的梦想了。Nowalthoughis false, but has a coming truefeeling.
现在虽然是虚假的,但颇有种梦想成真之感。Actually, shehad discovered that the Wang Quanmemoryrestored.
其实,她已经发现王泉记忆恢复了。Wang Quanis coordinatingherperformance, is shecoordinatingWang Quan?王泉在配合她的表演,她又何尝不是在配合王泉?Naturallyshealsohas the selfishness.
当然她也有私心。If before two peoplerelatedrestored,...... do not have the meansto sitprobablywelldiscusssomedaily family activitytopicshere.
因为如果两人关系恢复到以前的话......大概就没办法好好坐在这里唠些家常话题了吧。Wang Quanalsoguessed correctly that shelooked.王泉也猜到她看出来了。Obvious that such a display, shehad not looked that has the issue.
自己表现的这么明显,她没看出来才有问题。However...... like thisis temporarily good.
不过......暂时就这样挺好的。Hesighed, saidfollowing the Bai Xiyaotopicdownward, „ I don't know either.
他叹了口气,顺着白夕瑶的话题往下说,“我也不知道。
„ If the goal...... Ihave the car(riage)to have the room, the goalhad. In the near termalsotrulyhas no goal.
“要是目标吧......我有车有房,目标都有了。短期内也确实没什么目标。
„ Ithink that nowthisordinarylifeis good, every dayinlively, Ithink a persontime can also treatin a balconypersonis in a dazepeacefully.
“我现在就是觉得这种普普通通的生活挺好的,每天家里面热热闹闹的,我想一个人的时候也能待在阳台一个人安静发呆。„But, the ghostknowsin the long runhas any chaotic7~8badmatterto happen, Iwantto prevent accidents before they happen, butis out of reach, this was very bothersome.”
“但长远来看,鬼知道有什么乱七八糟的事情会发生,我想防患于未然,但又力所不及,这就很烦了。”
His ideaactuallya littlesimilarBatmanwithsteelhero.
他这想法其实有点儿类似蝙蝠侠跟钢铁侠。Isthatproviding for a rainy daycharacter.
都是那种未雨绸缪的性格。
The diversitieslie inhewill not suspect the companion.
不同点在于他不会去怀疑同伴。Bai Xiyaocame the interest, „said that lookedperhaps, Ihave the means.”白夕瑶来了兴趣,“说说看呗,说不定我有办法呢。”Wang Quansaid: „Mainlythreatens, actuallyoutsidehowIdo not care, did not say that tranquillife, at leastIdo not wantto dothattired.”王泉道:“主要就是威胁,其实外面怎么样我都不在乎,不说平静的生活吧,最起码我不想搞那么累。”
His sayingbasicallyopenly expressed the words.
他这话基本就把话说开了。Bai Xiyaothenfollowedhiswordsto saydownward,„actuallyyoudo not needto be worried aboutso many. Domesticthatis the key point.”白夕瑶便顺着他的话往下说,“其实你没必要担心那么多的。国内的那个才是重点。”„Home”is the Wang Quanmainworld.
“国内”就是王泉的主世界。„That”is the universelevelmythlifeform of thatworld.
“那个”就是那个世界的宇宙级神话生物。
The meaning of Bai Xiyaois very clear, Wang Quantheseworriesa littleare actually unnecessary.白夕瑶的意思很明白,王泉这些担心其实有点儿多余。Orhewas worried about the wrongdirection.
或者说他担心错方向了。Thatworld securityor not, in the final analysisallininstant of thatmythlifeform.
那个世界安全与否,说到底全在那位神话生物的一念之间。IfItis willingto be responsible , the mythlifeform of thatotheruniversesare very difficultto enter.
如果祂愿意负责,那其他宇宙的神话生物很难进的来。Relative, ItcanmakeEarth that Wang Quanis atvanished in a puff of smokein an instant.
相对的,祂一念之间就可以让王泉所在的地球灰飞烟灭。ThereforenowWang Quanshouldcareis not„Hell”alsohasAn WanyingwithherBai Xiyao, whatheshouldcareisthatmythlifeform.
所以王泉现在应该在意的不是什么“地狱”跟她白夕瑶还有安婉莹,他应该在意的是那个神话生物。Bai Xiyaothisis handing over the words.白夕瑶这就是在递话了。Hermeaningis„youin a big waydo not guardtome, actuallyIdo not havethreattoyou”.
她意思是“你别对我这么大防备,其实我对你没威胁”。Buton the other hand, Wang Quanis actually worriedalsouselessly.
但话又说回来,其实王泉担心也没什么用。Only ifhisstrengthachievesthatrank.
除非他实力达到那个级别。Alsoobtains the rank of galaxylevelmythlifeforminferiorly.
最次也得到星系级神话生物的级别。Like thishewantsto travelotheruniversesalsowith enough time.
这样他想跑路去其他宇宙也来得及。„Has not related, actuallyeven the worlddestroyed...... mestillcertainlyto resurrectyou. Certainly!”
“不过没关系,其实就算世界毁灭了......我也一定会复活你。一定!”Thisis the idea of Bai Xiyao, is the matter that shecanachieve.
这是白夕瑶的理念,也是她一定会做到的事情。Said, ifchanges intoothersto feelverypitifulprobably.
说起来如果换成别人大概会觉得挺可悲的吧。SheisAn Wanying, even several other „smallpet”, theyactuallydo not haveoneselflife.
无论是她还是安婉莹,甚至其他几只“小宠物”,她们其实没有自己的人生。Intheirlivesonly hasWang Quan.
她们的人生中只有王泉。But ifWang Quanraised the question, theywill not careprobably.
但如果王泉提出质疑,她们大概也不会在乎。Becausethisistheirlives, istheirchoices.
因为这就是她们的人生,是她们自己的选择。WithoutWang Quan, they live to despaireitherin the desperateworld, the consciousness was still either chaos, whenwill not know the birthconsciousness.
如果没有王泉,她们要么活在绝望的世界里一直绝望下去,要么意识仍旧混沌,不知何年何月才会诞生意识。ThereforeWang Quancanbe happy, theywill be naturally happy.
所以王泉能开心,她们自然会开心。ThereforeWang Quanshort-livednews......, even ifBai Xiyaosawa moment ago before Wang Quan, had knownfromAn Wanyingthere, butshewill not tellWang Quan.
因此王泉短命的消息......哪怕白夕瑶刚才见到王泉之前已经从安婉莹那里知道了,但她也不会告诉王泉。Shehas a boldplan, thatplanhas also chattedwithAn Wanying.
她有一个大胆的计划,那个计划也跟安婉莹聊过。An Wanyingalsoapprovesherplan.安婉莹也认同她的计划。Therefore...... the presentenjoysthisshorttranquilitygood.
所以......现在享受这短暂的平静就好。„Un, in any event, in brieffirstthank you.”
“嗯,无论如何,总之先谢谢你。”Wang Quansmiles, askedher: „Alsootherlightsaidme, what was yourgoal? Irefer to the lifelong goal.”王泉笑笑,反问她:“也别光说我了,你的目标是什么?我指的是人生目标。”„I......”
“我啊......”Bai Xiyaoends the beerstuffily, then the doublecheekflushed, bleary eyesto look atWang Quanreddimly, „mylifelong goal...... one daycanwithyoulive togethernormally.”白夕瑶一口闷完啤酒,尔后双颊酡红、醉眼朦胧地看着王泉,“我的人生目标......就是有一天能跟你正常生活在一起。”Wang Quan: „......”王泉:“......”Thisliner, toostraight!
这直球,也太直了点儿!Suddenlymakeshimhave nothing to say in replyunexpectedly.
一时间竟让他无言以对。Seeshimnot to speak, the Bai Xiyaochuckle, „how, thoughtIam too direct?”
见他没说话,白夕瑶轻笑不已,“怎么,觉得我太直接?”„No, actuallyIalsoverywantwithyoutogether. After all such outstandingmisslikedme...... saying that did not moveis false, everyoneisn’t human, arrived at the end of the worldnot to have nothingin any casetogetherwell.”
“没有,其实我也挺想跟你一起的。毕竟这么出色的姑娘喜欢我......说不动心是假的,反正大家都不是人,一起走到世界尽头也没什么不好。”pausing briefly, Wang Quanthensaid: „Mainlythinks that subconsciouslyyoudo know? Youwithmylevelbadare too many, howIwill unable to think throughyouto likemy, only ifonmewill havewhatsecret.”顿了顿,王泉接着道:“主要就是下意识那么想你知道吧?你跟我的层次差的太多,我想不通你怎么会喜欢我的,除非我身上有什么秘密。”„Ifyouare likeme, sincehaving the consciousnessbillionsyearsis accompanying, only thenyourlife, youwill also be likeme, evenmycharacterisstudiesyour.”
“如果你跟我一样,从有意识以来几十亿年陪伴着的只有你的人生,那你也会跟我一样,甚至我的性格都是学你的。”Bai Xiyaoself-ridiculesto smile, thensaid: „ Onyoureallyhas a flavorto attractme, butthatis unimportant, in any event, thatbelongsyour. Thereforeattractsouryou.白夕瑶自嘲笑笑,尔后道:“你身上确实有股味道在吸引着我,但那不重要,无论如何,那都是属于你的。所以吸引我们的还是你这个人。
„ If...... Imeantif.
“如果......我是说如果啊。„Ifyou are really usedto temptourbaits, Iwill not regret that ismy ownchoice.”
“如果你真的是用来引诱我们的饵,我也不会后悔,那是我自己的选择。”Sheis the mythlifeform, is the universelevelmythlifeform.
她是神话生物,是宇宙级神话生物。Therefore is like An Wanying, shetooneselfveryself-confident.
所以就跟安婉莹一样,她对自己十分自信。
The character, iswhatother.
无论是性格,还是什么其他的。Thatisher ownchoice.
那都是她自己的选择。„Thereforeyouare notI, youare onlyBai Xiyao, spaceundergrounduniqueBai Xiyao.”
“所以你不是我,你只是白夕瑶,天上地下独一无二的白夕瑶。”Wang Quanholds up the wine glass, „, ifone day, youbecause ofmysuffer disaster, myWang Quan, decidesdoes not loseyou.”王泉举起酒杯,“如果有一天,你因为我的而遭难,我王泉,定不负你。”Bai Xiyaotilted the head, „on the day ofhopewill never arrive.”白夕瑶歪歪头,“希望那一天永远不会到来。”Twopeople, have drunk the night.
两个人,一直喝到了深夜。ThistoWang Quanis onlyordinary a day.
这对王泉来说只是普通的一天。ButtoAn WanyingwithBai Xiyao...... perhapsismost important a day.
但对安婉莹跟白夕瑶来说......也许就是最重要的一天。
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