„ei?” “欸？” The land miss was made by the Yun Qian towering words somewhat ignorant. 陆姑娘被云浅突兀的话语弄得有些懵。 What do you mean? 什么意思？ Yun Qian visits her. 云浅看着她。 land Miss said that her oneself holds what goal, but Yun Qian naturally cannot favor one and discriminate against the other, she will always give these girls making a vow opportunities. 陆姑娘说她自己抱有什么目的,而云浅自然不会厚此薄彼,她总是会给这些姑娘们一个许愿的机会。 „Has anything to want, can say with me.” “有什么想要的,可以与我说。” „......” “……” land Miss hears word, blinks, at once is smiling gently: „You...... actually and Big Sister Zhu is somewhat similar.” 陆姑娘闻言,眨了眨眼,旋即轻轻笑着:“您……倒是和祝姐姐有些相似。” Zhu Pingniang also likes asking everywhere the small girl have what desire, peeps at the innermost feelings of girls taking advantage of this or makes the drive with the desire. 祝平娘也喜欢到处问小丫头们有什么愿望,借此来窥视丫头们的内心或者用愿望做激励。 Smiling that she sighs with emotion: „Is only, Miss Yun your idea and Big Sister...... are certainly different.” 她感慨的笑着:“只是,云姑娘您的想法和姐姐……一定是不一样的。” Yun Qian had not understood that the significance in land miss words, she looks at the opposite party, said in a soft voice: „Does not have any wants?” 云浅没有去理解陆姑娘话语中的意义,她只是看着对方,轻声道:“没有什么想要的吗？” „The concubine's present life to tight that satisfies, naturally does not have any to want.” land Miss has doubts: „Miss Yun, does the concubine...... look at the person who is looking like the wish?” “妾对如今的生活可是满意的紧,当然没有什么想要的。”陆姑娘疑惑:“云姑娘,妾……瞧着就那么像有心愿的人吗？” „You is a greedy person, must have the wish.” Yun Qian said. “你是个贪心的人,就应当是有心愿的。”云浅说道。 „...... This.” “……啊这。” The land miss is startled, helpless is covering the face. 陆姑娘一怔,无奈的捂着脸。 Does not have the means to refute. 没有办法反驳啊。 Who let is her oneself said that oneself was greedy? 谁让是她自己说自己贪心的？ The desire, she has certainly. 愿望,她当然是有的。 However really not possibly has the desire to make a vow to Yun Qian, actually in this miss head to be thinking anything. 但是真有愿望也不可能对着云浅许愿啊,这个姑娘脑袋里究竟是在想些什么呢。 Strange looked at Yun Qian, the land miss nips the lip, resembled remembered the black history of finding it unbearable to recall, she bent down on the table, is looking at Yun Qian. 奇怪的看了一眼云浅,陆姑娘咬了咬唇,似是想起了不堪回首的黑历史,她俯身在桌上,偏着头瞧着云浅。 „Miss reminded the concubine had said with Big Sister Zhu wish, now remembers...... is also feeling ashamed.” “姑娘让妾想起了曾经与祝姐姐说过的心愿,如今想起……也是羞人的很。” „Wish, is anything.” Yun Qian visits her. “心愿,是什么。”云浅看着她。 „At that time wants to look for a right man, then asked Big Sister Zhu.” “那时候想找个合适的男人,便去求祝姐姐了。” land Miss is blushing: „little girl, always wants to have a perfect man to depend upon, which miss does not want husband who can rely on and act like a spoiled brat...... at least the concubine is thinks.” 陆姑娘红着脸:“小姑娘嘛,总是想要有个完美的男子可以依靠的,哪个姑娘不想有个能够依赖、撒娇的夫君呢……至少妾是想的。” She is saying, the manner is sigh with emotion. 她说着,神态感慨。 „At that time wanted some people able to depend upon, but...... the concubine body haunches this Flower Moon Building now on the contrary, became the dependences of these girls......” “当时想要有人能够依靠,可如今……妾身反倒是撑起了这花月楼,成了那些丫头们的依靠了……” But the heart deep place is a concubine, is not any iron lady in girls mouth. 可她内心深处还是一个小女人,才不是丫头们口中的什么铁娘子。 Makes people helpless. 着实让人无奈。 She curls the lip, in the tone took several points of hidden bitterness: „Miss Yun, remembers...... the concubine really to make a foolish matter now in the past, what man unexpectedly makes Big Sister Zhu help select...... her where to have this skill?” 她撇撇嘴,语气中带上了几分幽怨:“云姑娘,现在想起……妾当年真是做了一件蠢事,居然让祝姐姐帮着挑什么男人……她哪有这本事？” Counted on that Zhu Pingniang looks for a man to her, that might as well count on that the Zhu Pingniang two growth are more realistic. 指望祝平娘给她找个男人,那不如指望祝平娘二次发育更现实些。 „You do want a man?” Yun Qian looking pensive. “你想要个男人的？”云浅若有所思。 „Said at will, Miss Yun you conscientiously make anything.” land Miss very strange is looking at her. “随意说说的,云姑娘你这么认真做什么。”陆姑娘很奇怪的瞧着她。 She really at will and Yun Qian chats, after all becomes good friend anything, recalls the childhood together passing also pulls closer the good method of relations. 她真的只是随意和云浅聊聊的,毕竟成为好朋友什么的,一起回忆童年过往也是拉近关系的好手段。 „It‘s nothing......” Yun Qian looks the direction that Xu Chang'an is, lowers the head said in a soft voice: „Knew, I really have the matter of being able to achieve.” “没什么……”云浅看着徐长安所在的方向,低下头轻声道:“只是知晓了,我真的有做不到的事情。” Cannot eat spicily like her, cannot have a child to be the same, now are also many an not being able to achieve matter- 如同她不能吃辣,生不了孩子一样的,如今又多了一个做不到的事情- She cannot achieve to realize the desire of land miss. 她做不到实现陆姑娘的愿望。 Looks for a man to her? 给她找个男人？ Yun Qian knows current her is not in any event impossible to convince Xu Chang'an to want other what miss, therefore this wish, she is unable to realize. 云浅知晓目前的她无论如何都不可能说服徐长安去要什么别的姑娘,所以这个心愿,她无法去实现。 The land miss is not really clear, her complexion is strange. 陆姑娘不甚明白,她面色怪异。 ? ？ How to listen to...... Yun Qian to have in the earnest ponder looks for a man to her? 怎么听着……云浅有在认真的思考给她找个男人？ no way...... 不会吧…… This miss seems like not really intelligent, unexpectedly makes talent of matchmaker? 这姑娘看起来不甚聪明的,居然还有做红娘的天赋吗？ How possibly. 怎么可能。 The land miss entirely does not believe that when the matchmaker must have the excellent personal connection, two does not step on Yun Qian this type of front door, how many does not know the women, but also man? 陆姑娘完全不相信,当红娘可是要有极好的人缘的,就云浅这种大门不出二门不迈,连女人都不认识几个,还男人？ She has the reason to believe, Yun Qian has not so far spoken with the second man, such is Yun Qian the matchmaker with what to her? Also makes has seriously pondered the appearance. 她有理由相信,云浅到目前为止都没有和第二个男人说过话,这样的云浅拿什么给她做红娘？还做出一幅有认真思考过的模样。 Wait. 等等。 Serious consideration? 认真思考？ land Miss was shocked suddenly. 陆姑娘忽然愣住了。 Yun Qian naturally cannot be the temper of putting on airs, therefore she since just now seriously pondered, in other words bright...... she really has in wants to the possibility that oneself looks for a man. 云浅自然不会是装模作样的性子,所以她方才既然认真思考了,就是说明……她真的有在想给自己找个男人的可能性。 But the man of Yun Qian understanding only has Young Master Xu...... 可云浅认识的男人只有徐公子…… Cannot...... 不会…… The beat that land Miss the heart starts to make an effort, reverberates in the brain like the mighty bell generally. 陆姑娘心脏开始用力的跳动,如同洪钟一般在脑中回荡。 Yun Qian in does not want to introduce her to Young Master...... 云浅不会是在想将她介绍给公子吧…… After all, Yun Qian previously added likes oneself, said that wants to give Young Master to take a concubine. 毕竟,云浅先前还说喜欢自己,又说想要给公子纳妾。 land Miss discovered the truth in this moment through the traces. 陆姑娘在这一刻通过蛛丝马迹发现了事情的真相。 Happy? 高兴吗? To be honest...... absolutely does not have! 说实话……完全没有啊！ Rather, the land miss feels suddenly very in a terrified way, the heartbeat accelerates is not shy, but is the fear. 倒不如说,一时间陆姑娘觉得十分惶恐,心跳加速也不是害羞,而是害怕。 She likes Young Master is not fake, but has not really thought makes the concubine room. 她喜欢公子是不假,可真的没有想过做妾室。 Has thought at most makes maid who accompanies the bride to her new home maidservant anything...... 顶多了是想过做陪房丫鬟什么的…… Therefore, if Yun Qian really having to reconcile her and Young Master idea says, she must flee to the wilderness. 所以,如果云浅真的将有撮合她和公子的想法说出口,她就要落荒而逃了。 Destroys Xu Chang'an and Yun Qian sentiment anything, she cannot do now absolutely. 破坏徐长安和云浅感情什么的,她现在是绝对做不出来的。 Looks in the one side, can become the friend to be enough on already with Yun Qian. 在一旁看着,能和云浅成为朋友就已经足够了。 In this moment, the land miss can understand why suddenly Liu Qingluo always evades, she laughed at Qingluo useless in the past, but when now the matter falls to oneself body, she detects oneself not compared with Qingluo many. 在这一刻,陆姑娘忽然能够理解柳青萝为何总是逃避了,她以往笑话青萝的没出息,可如今当事情落到自己身上,她发觉自己也没有比青萝强多少。 Why must ask...... 要问为什么…… Probably is because status is not coordinated. 大概是因为身份的不对等吧。 The Xu Chang'an present achievement will not present Yun Qian not to be joined to his situation again high, because everyone knows that Xu Chang'an by Yun Qian „raising” big, in addition Yun Qian has the makings of lady, others are properly matched, good combination. 徐长安如今的成就再高都不会出现云浅配不上他的情况,因为大家都知道徐长安是被云浅“养”大的,加上云浅本就有着大家闺秀的气质,人家门当户对,天作之合。 oneself, nothing but is the brothel woman. 自己呢,无非是个青楼的女人。 land Miss thinks that oneself does not have the qualifications. 陆姑娘认为自己是没有资格的。 Also only then follows Zhu Pingniang to make the dowry to be simpler, regarding oneself that Big Sister Zhu, counts on her...... 也就只有跟着祝平娘做陪嫁更简单一些,至于说自家那个祝姐姐,指望她…… Ok, she had not counted on completely. 算了,她完全没有指望。 land Miss cannot bear the sigh. 陆姑娘忍不住叹息。 Qingluo is not easy...... 青萝也不容易啊…… oneself is the Flower Moon Building manager, was raised by Zhu Pingniang personally, can say that has not endured hardship. 自己是花月楼的管事,被祝平娘亲手养大,可以说就没有吃过苦。 She looks is the brothel miss, but a guest had not received, the man is unable to approach her. 她看着是青楼的姑娘,但是一个客人没有接过,男人更是无法靠近她。 The land miss in some sense is also keeps aloof, but even she felt intensely in the flash felt inferior...... 陆姑娘某种意义上也是高高在上的,但是连她都在一瞬间感受到了强烈的自卑…… Liu Qingluo? 柳青萝呢？ But Qingluo has made pure courtesan clearly, crawls to the chief among flowers position. 青萝可是真真切切做过清倌人,爬到花魁的位置的。 On after Qingluo Immortal Sect, the livelihood seven string qin does not have to bring continually, sees her dislike sufficiently and intense feeling inferior to the oneself this status. 青萝上了仙门之后,连赖以生存的七弦琴都没有带着,足以见得她对自己这个身份的厌恶之极和强烈的自卑。 In this case, can like Xu Chang'an paying the enormous courage regarding Liu Qingluo. 这种情况下,对于柳青萝而言能够喜欢徐长安都是付出了极大勇气的。 land Miss has the reason to believe, Liu Qingluo likes Xu Chang'an this matter making her feel the innermost feelings suffering, blasphemed the person of liking, do not say that was close...... 陆姑娘有理由相信,柳青萝喜欢徐长安这件事都让她觉得内心煎熬、是亵渎了喜欢的人,更不要说接近了…… Shaking the head. 摇头。 Her deep Yun Qian it seems like, is smiling gently: „Now looks like, Miss Yun early is related through marriage with Young Master, is really a good deed.” 她深深的看来云浅一眼,轻轻笑着:“如今看来,云姑娘早早的就与公子结了亲,真是一件好事。” Because Xu Chang'an had the perfect wife, their these women can put down, are insufficient to have any impractical fantasy. 因为徐长安有了完美的妻子,她们这些女人才可以放下,不至于有什么不切实际的幻想。 For example hopeful, instead does not have to be more relaxed. 比如有希望,反而是没有希望更轻松。 She does not want by Pingniang to be thought is the woman of knowing good from bad. 她可不想被平娘认为是不知好歹的女人。 Therefore, the present vision...... wanted to be good because of Miss Yun body. 所以,如今的目光……只要在云姑娘身上就好了。 She may be really attractive. 她可真好看。 „...... I am not clear.” Yun Qian holds the air-to-air porcelain cup, strange visits her. “……我不明白。”云浅捧着空空的瓷杯,奇怪的看着她。 Yun Qian detected that the land miss looks at the own look even more burning hot. 云浅发觉陆姑娘看着自己的眼神愈发炙热了。 „Miss you, although is gentle, may be thousand gold (daughter) Young Lady, where understands our these girls slightly that 99.” “姑娘您虽然温柔,可到底是千金小姐,哪里明白咱们这些丫头心里那点小九九。” land Miss set out to give Yun Qian to continue one cup of fruit juice, then resembled is big Big Sister generally with a smile waited for Yun Qian to taste. 陆姑娘起身给云浅续了一杯果汁,然后似是一个大姐姐一般笑吟吟的等着云浅品尝。 „Sometimes Young Lady...... actually also thinks he can call is more intimate.” Yun Qian holds the teacup, is speaking the tranquil words with the cold peaceful facial features. “小姐……其实有时候也想他能唤的亲近些。”云浅捧着茶杯,用冷澹的面容说着平静的话语。 Land miss actually eyes one bright. 陆姑娘却眼睛一亮。 Came! 来了！ ! ！ Dialogue between her long-awaited ordinary friends and ordinary best friends. 她梦寐以求的普通朋友、普通闺蜜之间的对话啊。 „.” “咳。” land Miss coughed gently, „Miss Yun does not use worriedly, Young Master calls you ‚Young Lady’, is generally shouting be used to it since childhood, after all he once was your steward...... this time wants to change is not such easy.” 陆姑娘轻轻咳了一声,“云姑娘不用苦恼,公子唤您‘小姐’,大抵是从小叫着习惯了,毕竟他曾经是您的管家……这一时间想改过来也不是这样容易的。” land Miss is narrowing the eye. 陆姑娘眯着眼睛。 As a lascivious miss, she felt actually, if on cot, among the couples the small name...... also very has the feeling like this. 作为一个好色的姑娘,她倒是觉得若是在榻上,夫妻之间这样的小称呼……还挺有感觉的。 Steward and Young Lady night words story. 管家和小姐的夜话故事。 . 啧。 The idea of this bad woman cannot make Yun Qian know, otherwise really wanted the terribly ashamed. 这种坏女人的想法可不能让云浅知道,不然真要羞死人了。 The tone , the land miss continued saying: „Young Master is calling freely spoken, does not decide the miss, when ‚big Young Lady’ supplies, therefore...... Miss Yun , if afraid Young Master to call you to become estranged like this, that is not necessary.” 语气顿了下,陆姑娘继续说道:“公子只是唤着顺口,定没有将姑娘真的当‘大小姐’供起来,所以……云姑娘若是害怕公子这样唤你是疏远,那大可不必。” What she looks is very clear. 她看的可是很明白的。 Xu Chang'an one one „Young Lady”, is not he feels inferior absolutely, purely has been for many years custom. 徐长安一口一个“小姐”,绝对不是他自卑,纯粹是多年来的习惯。 „Un, I know.” Yun Qian nods, then looks at the landing miss, the vision is tranquil: „You are sometimes very intelligent, how that will feel inferior, will think that oneself does have no weight/quantity?” “嗯,我知晓。”云浅点点头,然后瞧着陆姑娘,目光平静:“你有时候很聪明,那怎么会自卑,会觉得自己没有什么分量？” Land miss: „......” 陆姑娘:“……” Ignorant. 懵了。 She has not thought completely Yun Qian will say these words suddenly. 她完全没有想到云浅会忽然说出这句话。 ? ？ „Cloud and Miss Yun, do not speak irresponsibly, the concubine...... the concubine is the Flower Moon Building miss is proud.” Land miss tone rapid explanation: „Has not felt inferior.” “云、云姑娘,您可不要乱说,妾……妾是以身为花月楼的姑娘而自豪的。”陆姑娘语气迅速的解释道:“才没有自卑。” Yun Qian accordingly, without rebuttal, but visits her peacefully. 云浅应声,没有反驳,只是安静的看着她。 Until land miss oneself first could not support, forced smile. 直到陆姑娘自己先撑不住了,苦笑。 „Good, proud is an aspect, may because of coming brothel thought that the status base and low...... this does not conflict.” land Miss covers the face: „Miss Yun, you may really have an attractive eye worthily, the concubine was just now distracted to think some did not have, did you look?” “好吧,自豪是一方面,可因为出身青楼而觉得身份卑微……这也不冲突吧。”陆姑娘掩面:“云姑娘,您可真不愧是有了一双好看的眼睛,妾方才不过是走神想了些有的没的,您就看出来了？” Was she so just obvious to the performance of status? 她刚刚对身份的表现就那么明显吗？ „Saw.” “看出了一些。” Yun Qian has not gone to peep at the idea of land miss, but discovered purely her look and Liu Qingluo are very similar. 云浅并没有去窥视陆姑娘的想法,只是单纯发现她的眼神和柳青萝很相似。 „Has nothing to feel inferior.” Yun Qian earnest looks at the landing miss: „You are very fierce person, do not miss compared with anybody.” “没什么好自卑的。”云浅认真的看着陆姑娘:“你是很厉害的人,不比任何人要差。” In the Yun Qian eye, after land Miss confirmed and Xu Chang'an has a cause line, she with humble and base and low on does not have any relations. 在云浅眼里,当陆姑娘确认了和徐长安有一条因缘线之后,她本身就和低贱、卑微就没有任何的关系了。 Even if in this conventional significance the world's most honored existence, arrives at the hair of not landing miss, reason that therefore she has not felt inferior completely. 哪怕是这个常规意义上世界上最尊贵的存在,也抵不上陆姑娘的一根头发,所以她完全没有自卑的理由。 „Concubine may not have self-confidently.” Land miss by Yun Qian bewildered comforting, did not know whether to laugh or cry suddenly. “妾可没有不自信。”陆姑娘被云浅莫名其妙的给安慰了,一时间哭笑不得。 She looks that the Yun Qian look wallows. 她看着云浅的眼神更沉迷。 Really is miss who gentle, is with good intention. 真是个温柔、善解人意的姑娘。 This type gentle with Xu Chang'an gentle different, compares in the Xu Chang'an that nearly in Lengdan temperateness, the gentleness of Yun Qian can hear and touch truly, must to immerse. 这种温柔和徐长安的温柔不一样,相比于徐长安那种近乎于冷澹的温和,云浅的温柔是真正可以听见、触摸到的,要更让人沉醉。 „Miss Yun, not self-confident of concubine body must look that, compared with whom, the head is pressing Big Sister Zhu self-confidently, the concubine naturally...... ” “云姑娘,妾身的不自信那要看和谁比,头上压着个祝姐姐,妾自然……自信不起来的。” Land miss two one: 陆姑娘两手一摊: „Compared with Big Sister Zhu, concubine body always base and low, she is the concubine body ‚mother’, is the Immortal Sect miss.” “和祝姐姐相比,妾身总是卑微的吧,她可是妾身的‘娘亲’,又是仙门的姑娘。” Thinks „compared with...... Yun Qian with Miss Zhu”, then does not know. “和祝姑娘比……”云浅想了想,然后就不知道了。 Although said that the land miss do not miss compared with anybody, but must with for the cause person compared with, Yun Qian unable to compare. 虽然说陆姑娘不比任何人要差,但是要和同为因缘的人相比,云浅也无法去比对了。 Some qualifications said that they who is better than whom, is Xu Chang'an rather than she. 有资格说她们谁比谁更好的,是徐长安而不是她。 Saw that Yun Qian did not speak, the land miss held the hand of Yun Qian with a smile gently. 眼看着云浅不说话,陆姑娘笑着轻轻牵住云浅的手。 Sometimes really does not know that at present this miss is thinking anything...... Yun Qian was gentle she to feel earnestly. 有时候真的不知道眼前这个姑娘在想些什么……不过云浅的温柔她是切切实实感受到了的。 „Miss Yun, you asked that the concubine has what wish...... right.” “云姑娘,您方才问妾有什么心愿……对吧。” „Un.” “嗯。” „Actually has.” “其实有的。” „What is?” “是什么？” „Concubine also wants to cultivate.” “妾也想要修炼。” The land miss extended one to stretch, told others the innermost thoughts for the first time. 陆姑娘伸了一个懒腰,第一次将心里话告诉了别人。 Her look has looked at the space blurredly. 她眼神迷离得到看着天上。 „What Immortal Sect...... is.” “仙门……是什么样的呢。” Went to Immortal Sect, this/should can make oneself more self-confident...... 去了仙门,该是能让自己变得更加自信吧…… „Concubine, but the Pingniang daughter, cannot lose her face.” “妾可是平娘的女儿,可不能丢了她的脸面。” „Is cultivation, very difficult?” Yun Qian asked. “修炼,很难吗？”云浅问。 „Naturally is not difficult, so long as the concubine thinks that...... asked Big Sister, the land miss who she can agree with shook the head: „ Is only, now also not when the time comes.” “当然不难,只要妾想……去求姐姐,她就会同意的陆姑娘摇摇头:“只是,如今还不到时候。” She does not think a person goes to Immortal Sect, at least and Zhu Pingniang same place. 她可不想一个人去仙门,至少得和祝平娘一起。 She also wants to have a look at that Zhu Pingniang „eldest daughter”, own „Big Sister” Qin Ling. 她也想去看看那位祝平娘的“大女儿”,自己的“姐姐”-秦岭。 Can make Zhu Pingniang raise frightens has a headache and evades it less, the land miss thought that oneself and Qin Ling will certainly have many common interests. 能让祝平娘提起就吓得头疼、避之不及,陆姑娘觉得自己和秦岭一定会有很多的共同话题。 „.” The Yun Qian small mouth is drinking the fruit juice. “哦。”云浅小口喝着果汁。 This desire does not need her to be realized, therefore has no relations with her. 这愿望不需要她去实现,所以和她没有什么关系。 Is first saving to the desire of land miss. 给陆姑娘的这个愿望就先存着吧。 „Miss, you have not known concubine's name.” land Miss said suddenly. “姑娘,您还不知道妾的名字吧。”陆姑娘忽然说道。 „Un.” Yun Qian visits her: „Person have the name that your is anything.” “嗯。”云浅看着她:“人都有的名字,你的是什么。” „What present is Big Sister Zhu gives the household register that mean-spirited, is not of pleasant to hear, said disgraced. Waited for in later Immortal Sect to give oneself to take again of pleasant to hear.” land Miss sighed. “现在的是祝姐姐给的花名,小气,也不好听,说出去丢人。等以后上了仙门再给自己取个好听的。”陆姑娘叹气。 The Zhu Pingniang taste, is a long story. 祝平娘的品味,一言难尽。 From Tongjun to Pingniang, is individual is unable to understand the Zhu Pingniang taste. 从桐君到平娘,是个人都无法理解祝平娘的品味。 The Qin Ling name also took afterward, the land miss will also give oneself to take one when the time comes. 秦岭的名字也是后来取的,陆姑娘到时候也会重新给自己取一个。 Yun Qian remembered anything, asked: „You later give the name to oneself, but also is surnamed Lu?” 云浅想起了什么,问:“你以后给自己取名字,还要姓陆吗？” „......?” “……？” land Miss gawked under. 陆姑娘愣了下。 „Surname anything not surnamed Lu, even if were thrown down by the family member, the concubine has not planned to change surname.” “不姓陆姓什么,就算被家里人丢下,妾也没有打算改姓的。” „Surnamed Xu.” Yun Qian natural saying: „Is surnamed Xu of pleasant to hear.” “姓徐。”云浅理所当然的说道:“姓徐好听一些。” „......” “……”