MWIFB :: Volume #4

#345: The childhood and regret do not have the significance, does not exist( 2 gathers 1)


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In the close compartment, the scenery was thrown unceasingly backward, the car dealership is steady, the atmosphere is warm. 封闭车厢中,景色不断被向后抛去,车行稳健,气氛温暖。 Xu Chang'an closes one's eyes. 徐长安闭着眼睛。 Some like cinnamon and orchids fragrance spooky entering nasal cavities, the Xu Chang'an corners of the mouth twitch gently. 些许似桂似兰的香气幽幽的窜进鼻腔,徐长安嘴角轻轻抽动。 Other source seemed like proposed a few words, said that Miss Yun took off one's jewelry, changes the simple clothes, swayed back and forth in the compartment, cannot reduce the Miss Yun charm in the true sense, nothing but was makes her turn into another attractiveness from one type attractively. 他方才似乎是提了一句话,说云姑娘无论是卸妆,换朴素的衣裳,还是在车厢内打滚,都不能真正意义上削减云姑娘的魅力,无非是让她从一种好看变成另一种好看。 So-called regards as the range to lean horizontally to become peak, is so. 所谓横看成岭侧成峰,便是如此。 Now he thought that oneself was young. 现在他觉得自己年轻了。 Xu Chang'an opens the eye slowly, that passes luminously some are mapping his view ambiguous, suddenly making Xu Chang'an look was dull. 徐长安缓缓将眼睛睁开,那光亮透着些许暧昧映入他的眼帘,让徐长安一时间看的呆了。 Originally in the world has not looked at the view that the side looks at horizontally, at least to him is this. 原来天底下根本就没有横看侧看的说法,至少对于他而言是这样。 When faces directly mountain can realize that type nearly in suffocating constriction. 只有直面“高山”之时才能体会到那种近乎于窒息的压迫感。 Really is Xu Chang'an oneself has not thought, because of the reason of body elevation difference, the miss sits in his bosom, then just in time by chest to his tip of the nose. 实在是徐长安自己都没有想到,因为身高差的缘故,姑娘坐在他的怀里,便正正巧巧以心口对着他的鼻尖。 Moreover, before because Yun Qian, rolled in the carriage, the clothes sent to twist slightly, twists will make the clothes become tight, therefore revealed the stature. 而且,又因为云浅之前在马车中滚了一圈,衣裳微微发拧,拧了就会让衣裳变紧,于是更显身材。 Xu Chang'an deeply inspires. 徐长安深吸一口气。 Un. 嗯。 Entire will bury certainly to have the constriction very much. 将头整个埋进去一定会很有压迫感。 Xu Chang'an thinks of here, pinched a own thigh silently, closes the eye. 徐长安想到这里,默默的掐了一下自己的大腿,重新闭上眼睛。 He said that secular desire, has not then had. 他说没有那种世俗的欲望,便是没有。 Yun Qian: „......” 云浅:“……” Xu Chang'an this opens eyes living that the petty action that secretly, but closes, how possibly hides the truth from occupying a commanding position Miss Yun. 徐长安这偷偷睁开眼但是又闭上的小动作,怎么可能瞒的住“居高临下”的云姑娘 Yun Qian thought that original husband is not does not like. 云浅心想原来夫君不是不喜欢。 Xu Chang'an such expression Yun Qian can always see, therefore very clear this non- does not like, but likes but needs to restrain. 徐长安这样的表情云浅总是能见到,所以很清楚这非是不喜欢,而是喜欢但需要克制。 Yun Qian came the interest suddenly enormously, the facial expression of whole person was also more earnest. 云浅忽然来了极大了兴致,整个人的神情也认真了许多。 Because similar expression frequently appears before attentive, in situation that Xu Chang'an needs to restrain. 因为类似的表情经常出现在温存之前,徐长安需要克制的情况下。 But...... 可是…… Now does not have at nightfall, two are not at home, husband why suddenly such heart movement, even is the heart movement needs with closing the eye did not look that oneself restrains. 如今一没有入夜,二不是在家里,夫君为什么会忽然这样的心动,甚至是心动需要用闭上眼睛不看自己来克制。 Distinct this is not what intimate behavior, at least almost knocked the behavior of tooth...... is not clearly worth caring compared with before. 要知道,分明这都算不上是什么亲近的行为,至少比起之前差点磕着牙齿的行为来说……分明都不值得在意。 , How husband will not be excited, how to be looking at oneself now,...... 亲亲的时候,夫君都不会如何心动,怎么如今只是瞧着自己,就…… Yun Qian lowers the head. 云浅低下头。 In brief, this matter needs to be clear well, after all can make Xu Chang'an such heart movement, Yun Qian naturally not give up learning this method suddenly the opportunity. 总之,这件事需要好好想清楚,毕竟是能让徐长安忽然这样的心动,云浅当然不会放弃学到这个手段的机会。 The girls are just thinking, suddenly stares, she pinched tightly the lower hem corner, said: I said that does not want to be your mother, how not to understand what is heard.” 姑娘正想着,忽然一愣,她捏紧了衣角,说道:“我说了,不想要做你的娘亲,怎么就是听不明白。” Only the baby facing mother, will want to be fed. 只有婴儿面对娘亲,才会想要被喂吧。 Xu Chang'an is listening to miss that odd speech, a heavy line opens eyes slowly, speechless: Young Lady, you...... you said anything.” 徐长安听着姑娘那离谱的发言,一头黑线的缓缓睁开眼,无语至极:“小姐,你……你说什么呢。” „, It is not.” Yun Qian nods, thought that was really her overthought, in the book said the man will like the stature being good, needs to eat to the full with the baby is different. “哦,原来不是。”云浅点点头,又觉得果然是她想多了,书上说男子都会喜欢身材好的,和婴儿需要吃饱是不同的。 You how like this strange.” Yun Qian shakes the head: Should not be this.” “那你怎么这样的奇怪。”云浅摇摇头:“不该是这样的。” We are not saying the Senior Zhu matter.” Xu Chang'an is helpless. “咱们不是在说祝前辈的事情。”徐长安无奈。 She is unimportant.” “她不重要。” Yun Qian shakes the head, later lowers the head, is staring at the Xu Chang'an facial features stubbornly. 云浅摇头,随后低着头,死死盯着徐长安的眉眼。 „...... Good, I surrender.” Xu Chang'an is feeling Yun Qian that stubborn line of sight, after the sigh, asked: Young Lady wants to know, I how suddenly...... heart movement?” “……好吧,我投降。”徐长安感受着云浅那固执的视线,叹息后问道:“小姐是想知道,我怎么忽然的……心动了?” Un.” Yun Qian nods. “嗯。”云浅点点头。 She wants to know that had anything, then later has the opportunity, makes Xu Chang'an excited with the similar way. 她想知道发生了什么,然后以后有机会,用同样的方式让徐长安心动。 Xu Chang'an: „......” 徐长安:“……” At this time Yun Qian look earnest seems like an attending a lecture good student, if is not the environment does not permit, Xu Chang'an thought that Miss Yun will certainly put out a pen to take the note at this time well. 此时云浅神色认真的像是一个听课的好学生,若非是环境不允许,徐长安觉得云姑娘此时一定会拿出一支笔好好记笔记。 I said that is.” Xu Chang'an covers the face: You listened, but cannot laugh at me.” “我说就是。”徐长安掩面:“你听了,可不许笑我。” „Not funny matter, I will not smile.” “不好笑的事儿,我不会笑。” „...... Xu Chang'an hears word, lowers the head, both hands link lives in the waist of Yun Qian, said: Young Lady, do you know...... the regrettable similar emotion of childhood?” “……哦。”徐长安闻言,低下头,双手环住云浅的腰,说道:“小姐,你知道……童年的遗憾这种类似的情感吗?” Childhood?” Yun Qian blinks. “童年?”云浅眨眨眼。 She has this type of thing. 她有这种东西吗。 Perhaps has. 也许是有的。 If divided into the stage a growth of person, she before running into husband is not a mature child, therefore...... meets husband beforehand oneself, is her childhood? 若是将一个人的成长分为阶段,那她在遇到夫君之前就是个不成熟的孩子,所以……遇见夫君之前的自己,便是她的童年? But because husband has not presented the beforehand time not to have the significance, even time type of thing is pointless to her, then makes Miss Yun understand her childhood, really some consumption mental abilities. 可因为夫君没有出现之前的时间没有意义,甚至于时间这种东西对她本身就是没有意义的,那么让云姑娘去理解她的童年,着实有些耗费脑力了。 After all, when her existence does not have the significance, the significance where the childhood comes. 毕竟,当她的存在都没有意义,童年又哪里来的意义。 This was doomed is exceeded the philosophy, had the thing that existence of thought is unable to understand, therefore Yun Qian thinks, wanted to have the yawn. 这注定是个超越了哲学,是有思想的存在无法理解的东西,所以云浅只是想着想着,就想要打哈欠了。 But she bore, after all according to the words that Xu Chang'an spoke, if oneself had the yawn, will be kissed. 但她还是忍住了,毕竟按照徐长安说的话,自己若是打了哈欠,是会被亲的。 At least now, Miss Yun rare to felt the fear attentive. 至少如今,云姑娘难得对温存感觉到了害怕。 Here, Xu Chang'an raised the head slightly, finds Miss Yun that face puzzled appearance, sighed. 这边,徐长安微微抬起头,瞧见云姑娘那一脸纠结的模样,叹气。 My mistake, I forgot actually, Young Lady some actually many age...... have not said with me now.” “我的错,我倒是忘了,小姐如今究竟有多少年岁……也没有与我说过。” After all, he from sees Yun Qian, she was this appearance. 毕竟,他从一见到云浅,她就是这个模样了啊。 Yun Qian: „......” 云浅:“……” The girls were shocked, for a long time, discontented hefted the body. 姑娘愣住了,许久后,才不满的掂了掂身子。 The girls do not like this topic, is not too old, but is too young. 姑娘不喜欢这个话题,不是年岁太大,而是年岁太小。 After all, now wants to come, Yun Qian existence of this person is Xu Chang'an appears is meaningful, therefore Yun Qian the age must pick Xu Chang'an at that moment turns into one from zero. 毕竟,如今想来,“云浅”这个人的存在是徐长安出现才有意义的,所以“云浅”的年岁应当是在捡到徐长安的那一刻从零变成一。 Therefore...... 所以…… Is Miss Yun, essentially girl? 云姑娘,本质上还是个“女孩子”? „The age of female is the secret, right, I know this custom, therefore is cracks a joke.” Xu Chang'an shakes the head with a smile. “女子的年龄都是秘密,对吧,我知晓这个规矩,所以是开玩笑的。”徐长安笑着摇头。 He really spoke thoughtlessly to propose one. 他真的只是随口提一句。 Actually, although he does not know the Miss Yun real age, but does not care also real, because Miss Yun, regardless of how old, after all is his Miss Yun. 其实,他虽然不知道云姑娘的真实年龄,但是不怎么在意也是真的,因为云姑娘无论多大岁数,也总归是他的云姑娘 Her secret are too many, age dispensable secret, cannot amount to something. 她的秘密太多,年龄这种可有可无的秘密,根本就上不了台面。 However said that said like this, the Xu Chang'an subconscious has not gone to want also to be toward the too high age the Miss Yun such attractive female the fact. 不过说是这样说,徐长安潜意识没有将云姑娘这样好看的女子往太高的年岁去想也是事实。 Miss Yun what childhood? 云姑娘的什么童年? She has not raised has come across his beforehand matter, what Xu Chang'an is truly curious was the past of miss, therefore spoke to raise the regret of childhood to test the miss regarding her past attitude. 她都从来没有提过遇到他之前的事情,徐长安真正好奇的是姑娘的过去,所以才出言提起童年的遗憾以试探一下姑娘对于她过去的态度。 The childhood, is remembered by the adult, result nothing but such several types. 童年嘛,由成年人想起,结果无非就那么几种。 The happy childhood, recalls to meet unconscious corners of the mouth curved. 美好的童年,回忆起来会不自觉的勾起嘴角 Not that happy childhood, recalling to regret and lose, even is the hatred intent difficult draw. 不那么美好的童年,回忆起来会有遗憾、失落、甚至是憎恨的意难平。 And like running water generally close silent, recovered vanished the clear water general childhood on already, even if thought many details, looked like to drink one cup of clear water, insipid, said no that on did not like. 以及如同流水一般细密无声,回过神来就已经消失了清水一般的童年,哪怕想起来诸多细节,也只是像极了饮一杯白水,索然无味,却又说不上不喜欢。 Xu Chang'an thinks. 徐长安是这么认为的。 Therefore, he thinks that oneself can time expression slight the change of childhood from the Yun Qian recollection guess the miss childhood matter. 所以,他认为自己可以从云浅回忆起童年的时候表情细微的变化来猜测姑娘小时候的事情。 However now looks like...... 不过现在看来…… Did oneself as if misjudge? 自己似乎失算了? What corners of the mouth curved, what regret, what ordinariness, no. 什么勾起嘴角,什么遗憾,什么平凡,统统都没有。 Some are only the Miss Yun head several big question marks and whole face incomprehensible ponder appearances. 有的只是云姑娘头上几个大大的问号和满脸不能理解的沉思模样。 ??? ??? What happened. 发生什么事了。 Is the childhood of miss that unreadable thing? 姑娘的童年是那么难以理解的东西吗? Xu Chang'an entire was been also ignorant by the Yun Qian attitude, miss makes one explain cannot slightly expression is not Xu Chang'an can think. 徐长安也被云浅的态度给整懵了,姑娘这个让人解读不能的微表情可不是徐长安能够想到的。 Young Lady, you... are all right.” Xu Chang'an was made by Yun Qian the attitude somewhat anxiously, oneself does not talk clearly suddenly is somewhat anxious. 小姐,你…没事吧。”徐长安云浅的这个态度弄得有些紧张,自己也说不清楚的忽然有些不安。 I am all right.” Yun Qian shakes the head, said: Is only I do not understand that really what is the childhood...... also has the regret.” “我没事。”云浅摇摇头,说道:“只是我不甚明白什么叫童年……还有遗憾。” Because Miss Yun cannot obtain the thing of wish, such as is unable to be intimate with feel to lose with husband, but......, when each week finished, she clear only, will not leave leeway the tiny bit regret. 云姑娘会因为得不到想要的东西,诸如无法和夫君亲近而感觉到失落,但是……在每一个“周目”结束的时候,她内心澄净,绝不会留有一丝一毫的遗憾。 Was liked, not being abandoned and lingering, was loathed, even was killed, after that is she obtains this name , the precious recollection of experience, not, was not permitted regrettable absolutely. 被喜欢、被不舍、被依恋,被厌恶,甚至是被杀死,那都是她得到这个名字之后所亲身体验的珍贵回忆,不会,也绝对不被允许有遗憾。 Now is also this. 如今也是这样。 Yun Qian peaceful looks at the appearance of front young fellow. 云浅安静的看着面前少年人的模样。 Regardless of later, which type among them the result is, regardless of this time can have the child...... the girls named Yun Qian not to have regrettable. 无论以后,他们之间的结局是哪一种,无论她这一次会不会有孩子……名叫云浅的姑娘都不会有遗憾。 Does not understand that...... does not understand is not clear.” Xu Chang'an flinched. “不明白……不明白就不明白吧。”徐长安退缩了。 He does not know why oneself sees Miss Yun such expression, suddenly does not want to closely examine again, as if this is not any good topic. 他也不知道自己为什么看见云姑娘这样表情,忽然就不想再追问下去了,似乎这并非是什么好的话题。 That type light anxious covers with some inexplicable mood in the heart, is not any good experience. 那种淡淡不安和些许莫名的情绪笼罩在心头,着实算不上是什么好的体验。 Is good because, so long as Xu Chang'an opens eyes, looks at close Yun Qian, routed his anxiety regarding the pursue of beauty easily. 好在,徐长安只要睁开眼,看着近在咫尺的云浅,对于美色的追求就轻而易举的击溃了他的不安。 Young Lady, the regret of so-called childhood, is the thing that the childhood wanted unable to obtain.” 小姐,所谓童年的遗憾,就是小时候想要而得不到的东西。” Xu Chang'an explained slowly: Analogy child had the toy that wants very much not to obtain in childhood, after growing up,...... will raise accidentally buys a thought again, although their possibly already did not like that toy, will not really buy, but that wish has truly had a feeling, was.” 徐长安缓缓解释道:“比方小孩子小时候有很想要的玩具却没有得到,长大后……偶然间会升起再买一个的念头,虽然他们可能已经不喜欢那个玩具了,也不会真的去买,但是那种想要真正拥有过一次的感觉,也是实打实的。” I...... am not really clear.” Yun Qian thought that husband is always saying has, but has not said with losing of it phase contrast. “我……不甚明白。”云浅心想夫君总是在说拥有,而没有说与之相衬的失去。 She is always having, is losing. 她总是在拥有,在失去。 However as if many can understand this regrettable anything meaning. 但是似乎多少能明白这遗憾什么意思。 But, this endures not to visit me to have what responsibility with you.” Miss Yun head. “不过,这与你忍着不看我有什么干系。”云姑娘偏着头。 „......” Xu Chang'an sighed: Young Lady, I said is not very obvious?” “……”徐长安叹气:“小姐,我说的难道不够明显吗?” Yun Qian ignorant shaking the head. 云浅懵懵的摇头。 Clearly? 很明显吗? Young Lady, you think, I felt tired time, is anything that handles.” Xu Chang'an reminded Yun Qian. 小姐,你想想,我觉得乏了的时候,是做的什么事情。”徐长安提醒云浅 Miss Yun pondered a while, said: Hugs me...... then to attract one?” 云姑娘沉思了一会儿,说道:“抱着我……然后吸一口?” Responded, attracts Dragon Li to result in probably.” Xu Chang'an is helpless: Can understand?” “答对了,就好像是吸狸花似得。”徐长安无奈:“可明白了?” Yun Qian: „......” 云浅:“……” Understood? 明白? She understands that anything understands. 她明白什么明白。 Where was obvious, does not understand what is heard. 哪里明显了,根本就听不明白好吗。 Said actually oneself and insufficiently intelligent? 还是说其实自己并不够聪颖? But he always praises oneself is an intelligent miss, oneself this/should is then intelligent. 可他总是夸赞自己是个聪明的姑娘,自己便该是聪明的。 „...... Xu Chang'an looks that the Miss Yun attractive eye opened, grips her hand: I Young Lady here, always am also nothing face, does not have any hides radically.” “……罢了。”徐长安看着云姑娘好看眼睛都睁大了许多,握住她的手:“我在小姐这里,向来也是没有什么脸面的,根本就没有什么好藏的。” Naturally does not have to hide. 当然没有好藏的。 Xu Chang'an does not want to say that but the worry some people, for example Zhu Pingniang is really listening secretly him and girl's dialogue at this time, such...... oneself this disgraced thought was known by others. 徐长安不想说,只是担心此时真的有人、比如祝平娘在偷听他和姑娘的对话,那样……自己这点丢人的念头都被其他人知晓了。 However compared with losing face, makes Yun Qian thought understanding, happy probably important. 但是比起丢脸,还是让云浅念头通达、心情舒畅要更加的重要。 Xu Chang'an hints Miss Yun to stoop slightly, at once low voice saying near her ear. 徐长安示意云姑娘稍稍弯下身子,旋即在她耳边小声的说道。 Young Lady, you most start, frequently like this hugs my...... may still remember.” 小姐,你最开始,经常这样抱我的……可还记得。” Un.” “嗯。” Yun Qian nods. 云浅点点头。 The knee pillow was afterward, resembles makes Xu Chang'an sit on her leg like this, indeed has had much long time ago. 膝枕是后来的,似是这样让徐长安坐在她腿上,的确很早就有过。 At that time, I was just picked by Young Lady, the life did not have half, cannot under oneself walk, can only lie down on the cot...... is being Young Lady sprouts up the fantasy to hug me to go out to sun occasionally, does not have the whole person mildew to fall.” “那时候,我刚被小姐捡上来,命没了半条,都不能自己下地走路,只能在榻上躺着……是小姐突发奇想偶尔抱着我出去晒晒太阳,才没有整个人霉掉。” Xu Chang'an recapture past, only thought that the years are static. 徐长安回忆往昔,只觉得岁月静好。 In the garden, the mountain stream flows, he sits in miss arms peaceful sunning. 庭院中,溪水流淌,他坐在姑娘怀里安静的晒太阳。 If the recollection has the division of rank, this can include first five in Xu Chang'an at heart. 若是回忆有等级之分,这一幕在徐长安心里可以列入前五。 Why regarding uses the sudden fantasy the word. 至于说为什么用突发奇想的词。 Really yes, had understood after Yun Qian temper, Xu Chang'an is unable to deceive oneself to say then Yun Qian stemming from the treatment, but leads him to sun. 实在是,了解过云浅的性子后,徐长安无法欺骗自己说当时的云浅是出于治疗而带他去晒太阳的。 After all, Miss Yun is not the gentle temper. 毕竟,云姑娘不是温柔的性子。 Moreover, Xu Chang'an very clear Yun Qian has to like holding the thing the custom, therefore he is works as by Yun Qian since childhood is holding the pillow to grow up, at that time sunned, must be the custom of miss is also the result. 而且,徐长安很清楚云浅有喜欢抱东西的习惯,所以他是从小被云浅当着抱枕长大的,那时候晒太阳,应当也是姑娘的习惯所致。 Has? I remembered.” “有吗?哦,我想起了。” Really, raised that matter, Yun Qian showed the expression that understood clearly, only listened to her saying: Is you wants to sun, does not lead you to go stemming from my wish, therefore is not the sudden fantasy.” 果然,提起那件事,云浅就露出了然的表情,只听她说道:“是你想去晒太阳,不是出于我的意愿带你去的,所以算不上突发奇想。” ei?” Xu Chang'an stares: Young Lady, how you know I want to sun.” “欸?”徐长安一愣:“小姐,你是怎么知道我想去晒太阳的。” Because you always look at out of the window in the afternoon.” “因为你总是在午后看着窗外。” Xu Chang'an: „......” 徐长安:“……” Shocks Chang'an. 震惊长安 What? 什么? Unexpectedly...... 居然…… Yun Qian really takes care of him unexpectedly specially, rather than wants to look to hold the pillow purely? 云浅居然真的特意的照顾他,而不是单纯想要找个抱枕? How can like this. 怎么会这样。 Young Lady, is not right, you not regarding stranger...... indifferent, will not care completely?” Xu Chang'an was ignorant. 小姐,不对劲吧,你不是对于陌生人……只是冷漠,完全不会在意的吗?”徐长安懵了。 They saw at that time. 他们那时候可是才见到。 Was Miss Yun at that time...... unexpectedly the careful and gentle temper? 云姑娘那时候……居然是细心、温柔的性子? Is this? 是这样吗? That present how...... 那如今怎么…… Will not be provided by oneself such. 不会是被自己给养成这样的吧。 Stranger?” Yun Qian shakes the head, earnest saying: We are the couples, is not the stranger.” “陌生人?”云浅摇头,认真的说道:“我们是夫妻,不是什么陌生人。” „The present is now, what I said was at that time.” “现在是现在,我说的是当时。” At that time...... Yun Qian accordingly, did not explain, but asked: „ Therefore, that time matter, was your childhood?” “当时……哦。云浅应声,也不解释,只是问:“所以呢,那时候的事,是你的童年?” Xu Chang'an following the Yun Qian topic, can only not be the instinct indifferent thought depresses the miss temporarily unexpectedly temporarily, said: This whole life, in the age can be my childhood during that time.” 徐长安顺着云浅的话题,只能暂时将姑娘居然不是天性冷漠的念头暂时压下,说道:“这辈子,那段时间年龄上可以算是我的童年。” Regretted that is anything.” Yun Qian cares. “遗憾呢,是什么。”云浅十分在意。 Xu Chang'an opens the eye, the earnestness of whole face. 徐长安睁开眼睛,满脸的认真。 By Young Lady is holding the time, wants to attract one earnestly, but cannot achieve, is this?” “被小姐抱着的时候,很想埋头吸一口,但是没能做到,这算是吗?” Yun Qian: „......” 云浅:“……” https:// https:// Talent one second remembers the home station address:. Happy article novel net cell phone version reading website: 天才一秒记住本站地址:。乐文小说网手机版阅读网址:
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