Xu Chang'an has also had the nightmare. 徐长安也做过噩梦。 However his nightmare and average person have no distinction. 不过他的噩梦与普通人没有什么分别。 The simple description generally is vacant melts with the desire mixed in the same place, lets him even sobers not to know that oneself dreamed of anything unable with the ugliness that the person said that the whole person drank flood the decoction of disgusting froth the sorceress made probably, sobered to violate for a long time nausea. 简单描述大抵就是茫然与欲望融杂在一起,让他即使清醒过来也不知道自己又梦见了什么不能与人说的丑陋,整个人就好像喝了女巫所制造的泛着恶心泡泡的汤药,清醒过来都能犯好久的恶心。 Un. 嗯。 He will not fear because of the nightmare, even if the content of dream is fearful, instead will feel nausea-, because will engage in introspection, therefore after being sober, detected after that dream is to come from the desire of oneself innermost feelings, guilty. 他不会因为噩梦而恐惧,哪怕梦的内容再可怕,反而会觉得恶心-因为会自省,于是清醒后发觉那梦是源自自己内心的欲望后愧疚。 Is the guilty conscience. 是负罪感。 Probably in the dream tosses about a miss evening, after waking up, to feeling refreshing oneself, but is very ashamed. 就好像在梦里折腾姑娘一个晚上后,醒来后就会对感觉到神清气爽的自己而无比羞耻。 Compared with him, the Miss Yun nightmare was simpler, she remembered had happened at the oneself body matter, can be the nightmare. 与他相比,云姑娘的噩梦就简单许多了,她只是想起了曾经发生过在自己身上的事情,就可以算是噩梦了。 If the miss is also opening the eye, Xu Chang'an will discover, she is quiet, one such as in her eye these do not cover up, can a shortly tranquility to the end. 若是姑娘还睁着眼睛,徐长安就会发现,她只有平静,一如她眼里那些不遮掩的、可以一眼看到头的平静。 Regarding feeling...... 至于说感受…… What slight was in the innermost feelings is dug a cavity, forever lost the previous name, lost temporarily can call her person, the whole person imitated , if not need the duckweed, a nihility, anything unable to see. 轻微一些的是内心中被挖了一个空洞,永远的失去了上一个名字,也暂时失去了能够唤她的人,整个人仿若无须浮萍般,一片虚无,什么都看不见。 That type is quite tranquil, when that he does not exist can only wander aimless, she once was did not care-, if she has not seen the happy person. 那种极为平静,那种他不存在时只能漫无目的游荡,她曾经是不在意的-如果她没有见过美好的人。 „......” “……” Losing the name is really a very dreadful matter. 失去名字真的是一件很可怕的事情。 So long as she is willing clearly to obtain all, but is unable to prevent the name vanishes......, because after that is he departs, that she on own initiative receives remembers. 她只要愿意分明可以获得一切,可是偏偏无法阻挡名字的消失……因为那是他离去后,她主动收起的一段记忆。 How many these names her did already lose? 她已经失去了多少这些名字了？ In that sea fog, how many similar Yun Qian girls is hiding? 那海雾里,藏着多少个类似云浅的姑娘？ She does not know. 她不知晓。 Only knows, „Yun Qian” sooner or later will also become the cavity that was dug, turns name that loses. 只知道,“云浅”早晚也会成为那被挖去的空洞,变成失去的名字。 Therefore, such matter regarding Miss Yun, is really ten tenths ten nightmare. 所以,这样的事情对于云姑娘而言,真是十成十的噩梦。 But...... 可是…… Losing , because is useful. 失去,是因为曾经有用过。 Even if were the innermost feelings presented the giant cavity, she also knows that can fill up it in soon after...... some people again, even if he traded the name, to trade the appearance, actually existed where forever. 哪怕是内心出现了巨大的空洞,她也知道在不久之后……会有人能够重新将其填满,哪怕他换了姓名、换了模样,却永远都存在于哪里。 In less than how much time, miss when youngster is pulling her hand her seabed gently drawing that is too deep to see the bottom from this, at that time...... she then can see to like up. 用不了多少时间,姑娘就会等到少年的牵着她的手将她从这深不见底的海底轻轻拉上去,那时候……她便又能见到喜欢的光了。 From likes on him? 是从什么时候喜欢上他的？ Is he thinks daily, is in the detail of life? 是他以为日常,是生活的细节中吗？ Is uncertain. 不一定。 Perhaps from this time- from each time meeting. 也许就是从这时候-从每一次的遇见。 She when the waiting, every sees time and time again one time luminously, hope bright several points in eye- loses gloomy, meets bright. 她在一次一次等待中,每一次见到光亮,眼里的希冀都会明亮几分-失去时有多暗淡,遇见时就会有多明亮。 „......” “……” In dream. 梦里。 Yun Qian opens eyes slowly, is looking at the surrounding nihility, the innermost feelings actually incomparable enrichment, because her very clear this is only the nightmare, but outside...... husband is taking her advantage, kisses her lip angle. 云浅缓缓睁开眼,瞧着周围一片的虚无,内心却无比的充实,因为她很清楚这只是噩梦,而外面……夫君正在占着她的便宜,亲吻她的唇角。 Pitifully, the time does not have the significance to her, has regarding Xu Chang'an. 只是可惜,时间对于她而言没有意义,对于徐长安却有。 Therefore her most emotions can only receive, otherwise is so that heavy the sentimental thickness and is unable speak, he...... will not like, but he will like, the sentiment that he can accept which type is. 所以她大部分的情感都只能收起来,不然那样沉重、无法言说的感情厚度,他……不会喜欢的,而他会喜欢的,他能接受的感情是哪种。 Yun Qian stands in the summit looked toward below, therefore knew. 云浅站在山巅朝下看,于是就知道了。 Below is Northern Mulberry City. 下面是北桑城。 She can in the matter of this time river get a panoramic view. 她可以将这时间长河中发生的事情尽收眼底。 In Northern Mulberry City, the miss who is worth her liking and being worth her studying. 在北桑城里,就有一个很值得她去喜欢、值得她去学习的姑娘。 Clearly is also such likes him, will not actually bring the pressure on him. 分明也是那样的喜欢他,却不会给他带来压力。 Liu Qingluo. 柳青萝。 The miss is really good. 那姑娘真好。 Yun Qian in learn/study what diligently is the guilty conscience, now already understood 12. 云浅在努力的学习什么叫负罪感,如今已经明白了一二。 She does not have the ashamed heart, can actually have the guilty conscience. 她没有羞耻心,却可以有负罪感。 Disturbed him to enter the world happy life oneself and to conduct the oppression oneself not to know that to him with the emotion dao heart hurt the person, to destroy some of he causes oneself...... is really the guilty of the most heinous crime person. 打扰了他入世美好生活的自己、以情感对他进行压迫的自己不知道心疼人、破坏了他本来有的因缘的自己……真是罪大恶极的人。 This is her guilty conscience, but facial features of this feeling after seeing the moonlight Liu Qingluo earnest pray even more multiplies. 这就是她的负罪感,而这种感觉在见到月光下柳青萝认真祈祷的面容后更是愈发滋生。 After the enter the world, there is Yun Qian after oneself unique understanding of see after Liu Qingluo was busy every day, will drive in that small ruined temple to worship Buddha to pray, after hearing the content of that pray, she thought that this miss was oneself can learn/study the object. 入世之后,有了自己独特了解后的云浅见到了柳青萝每日忙碌后,都会驱车去那小破庙里拜佛祈祷,听见了那祈祷的内容后,她就觉得这个姑娘是自己可以学习对象。 Her Gu Qiancheng can study, Liu Qingluo naturally. 她连顾千乘都能学,柳青萝自然也可以。 Under once moonlight, Liu Qingluo look devout-, although she is facing is a wood/blockhead plates the paint the image of Buddha. 曾经的月光下,柳青萝神色虔诚-尽管她所面对着的是一尊木头镀漆的佛像。 „If the world has the gods.” “若世有神明。” „Wish the gods to aid, grants the wisdom that Young Master congeals, grants the Young Master clever courage, grants Young Master to move unimpeded freedom approximately......” “愿神明护佑,赐予公子凝结的智慧,赐予公子明敏的勇气,赐予公子畅行无虑的自由……” Before the image of Buddha, is kneeling Liu Qingluo is very disturbed, seems like thinking that oneself such person prayer-meeting to pray the reaction for Young Master, does the gods Sir will think that she comes despicably, therefore her always non- I daresay extremely in desire of overstepping one's authority. 佛像前跪着的柳青萝很忐忑,似乎是在想自己这样的人替公子祈祷会不会祈祷反作用,神明大人会不会觉得她出身过于卑劣,所以她总是不敢许太过于僭越的愿望。 I heard that immortal cultivation is very dangerous, Young Master also young...... 听说,修仙是很危险的,公子还年少…… She then kneels to sit before the image of Buddha. 她便跪坐于佛像前。 „Omniscient, omnipotent immortal god, pleaded you, aided...... my gods.” “无所不知,无所不能的仙神啊,恳求您,护佑……我的神明。” Thinks the introverted, understood restrains own Liu Qingluo, when worshipping buddha pray, can actually say in her life to be bravest also the most ashamed words, slowly releases her deeply to bury in heart quiet and blazing liking. 一想内向、懂得克制自己的柳青萝,在礼佛祈祷时,却可以说出她一生中最勇敢也最羞耻的话,慢慢释放她深埋在心底悄无声息而又炽热的喜欢。 Because no one hears, she prayed, will not put to trouble to Young Master. 因为没有人听见,她只是祈祷,也不会给公子添麻烦。 Yun Qian: „......” 云浅:“……” What Liu Qingluo such is the good miss? 柳青萝这样的是好姑娘吗？ Yun Qian does not know. 云浅不知道。 She only knows that oneself likes her very much, because she , was not only praying to the gods, her husband is also the Liu Qingluo gods. 她只知道自己很喜欢她,因为她不只是对着神明祈祷,她夫君也是柳青萝的神明。 In the dream, heard the young girl to the words that the gods prayed, for oneself husband Yun Qian that but prayed devotionally...... does not know that what taste the dao heart principle was. 在梦里,听见了少女对神明祈祷的话,还是为了自己夫君而虔诚祈祷的云浅……不知道心理是什么样的滋味。 She will not naturally be jealous. 她自然是不会吃醋的。 However also thought that something are multiplying slowly...... 但是也觉得心里有些东西在缓缓滋生着…… This possibly is her guilty conscience. 这可能就是她的负罪感。 The contrast in the burning hot, understood that the restraint Miss Liu, Miss Yun needs to study, needs to try hard also has many...... not so, why does she replace her cause, why to replace her marriage affinity? 对比于炙热、懂得克制的柳姑娘,云姑娘需要学习的,需要努力的还有许多……不然,她凭什么取代她的因缘、凭什么取代她的姻缘？ Because her not accepted time thickness. 就因为她那不被接受的时间厚度吗。 Yun Qian thinks done to let „him” happy, but in fact, she is not , will also have others to make him happy. 云浅自认为所做的一切都是为了让“他”高兴,可事实上,她不在,也会有其他人会让他高兴的。 Like the Miss Liu desire, as if the spring water splashes down into the eye of Yun Qian, is exuding the billowing fog. 如同柳姑娘的愿望,仿佛泉水般溅落入云浅的眼里,泛着潋滟的云雾。 Yun Qian closes the eye slowly, will block from that soon to overflow to disperse, but emotion. 云浅缓缓闭上眼睛,遮住那即将溢散而出的情感。 The girls deeply realized a matter. 姑娘深刻的意识到了一件事。 She must diligently. 她要更努力了。 Walks one time in his side, if finally settlement time, will think that oneself appears might as well does not appear, that „Yun Qian” this name live may enough be defeated. 在他身边走一遭,若是最后结算的时候,会觉得自己出现还不如不出现,那“云浅”这个名字活的可足够失败的。 Does not know Miss Yun how to make can first simple learn/study, she is very easy to learn person. 不知道怎么做的云姑娘可以先简单的学习,她是很好学的人。 For example, she also wants to go to the temple to pray to own husband, prayed the gods grant him these her to donate his thing. 比如,她也想要去寺庙给自己的夫君祈祷,祈祷神明赐予他那些她可以赠予他的东西。 At least with her same temple, do not trade one. 至少不是与她同样的寺庙,要换一个。 Un...... 嗯…… Liu Qingluo prayed time is kneeling? 柳青萝祈祷的时候是跪着的？ In young girl pray- 少女祈祷中- Miss Yun is also a young girl. 云姑娘也是个少女。 Taking the blame Miss Yun, decides today must pray to the gods. 负罪的的云姑娘,今日决定要向神明祈祷。 Is which gods that good luck. 是哪个神明那么好运呢。 …… …… …… …… Above cloud boat. 云舟之上。 The short distance stares at Xu Chang'an that the Yun Qian facial features are looking at not to know in his Miss Yun head is just thinking anything now, which gods will damage. 近距离盯着云浅面容看的徐长安可不知道他的云姑娘脑袋里现在正想着什么,正要祸害哪家的神明呢。 He is unable to understand the Miss Yun logic. 他本就无法理解云姑娘逻辑。 Yun Qian depends upon side him, body covers Xu Chang'an to take the thick blanket from Storage Bag, as she breathes is disrupted, she opens eyes slowly. 云浅依靠他身边,身上盖着徐长安从储物袋里取出来厚厚的毯子,随着她呼吸被打乱,她缓缓睁开眼。 The head somewhat ignorant Yun Qian finger blocks the lip, had a yawn gently. 脑袋有些懵的云浅手指挡住唇,轻轻打了个哈欠。 „............” “哈……啊……” Her eyelash of this time trembles lightly, the corner of the eye leads several water diversion sleek/moist, imitates the plum blossom that if trembles in the morning, bringing on the flower petal of blushing to moisten several drops of morning dews. 此时的她睫毛轻颤,眼角带着几分水润,仿若清早微颤的梅花,带着红晕的花瓣上沾着几滴晨露。 Saw Yun Qian to awake, Xu Chang'an said with a smile: „What kind of, rests also comfortably?” 看到云浅醒了,徐长安笑着说道:“怎么样,睡得还舒服？” „......” The Yun Qian line of sight blew off a while, then shakes the head. “……”云浅视线放空了一会儿,便摇摇头。 „We...... had a dream.” “我方才……做梦了。” „Complained about me.” Xu Chang'an says immediately: „Rests is so uncomfortable, will naturally have a dream.” “怨我。”徐长安立刻说道:“睡的这么不舒服,自然是会做梦的。” He puts out a hand to embrace into the bosom Yun Qian immediately, patted her back: „May have the nightmare maybe.” 他立刻伸出手将云浅揽入怀中,拍了拍她的背:“可别是做了噩梦。” „How you know that is the nightmare.” Yun Qian blinks. “你怎么知道是噩梦。”云浅眨了眨眼。 „Really had the nightmare?” Xu Chang'an said a joke, after hearing the Yun Qian words, immediately is anxious. “真做噩梦了？”徐长安只是说了个玩笑,听见云浅的话后立刻紧张起来。 „Was only a small little while......” the Yun Qian finger passed over gently and swiftly gently the own corners of the mouth, earnest saying: „It is not then uncomfortable.” “只是一小会儿……”云浅手指轻轻掠过自己的嘴角,认真的说道:“然后就不难受了。” The kiss of husband, if the cool breeze blew off her these in the past, entrained from the sea undertow her. 夫君的吻,若清风吹散了她的那些过去,将她从海底拖拽了上来。 „.” Xu Chang'an coughed. “咳。”徐长安干咳了一声。 When miss this was oneself while she fell asleep makes anything right...... 姑娘这是自己趁着她睡着时都做了什么是吗…… „Therefore, why awoke.” On Xu Chang'an makes an effort slightly, the miss was then bind rounded by him in the bosom, he said: „When this may not have, since the nightmare dispersed, is not how many rests a while.” “所以,为什么醒了。”徐长安手上微微用力,姑娘便被他箍在了怀里,他说道:“这可没有过去多会儿呢,既然噩梦散了,怎得不多睡一会儿。” By the Xu Chang'an aura package, the Yun Qian complexion was been still tranquil, however her ear bank appeared wiped crimson, she turned the body, said: „Some things want to ask you.” 被徐长安的气息包裹,云浅面色依旧平静,但是她的耳畔却出现了一抹绯红,她扭了扭身子,说道:“有些事情想要问你。” „What matter?” “什么事儿？” „Matter about gods.” “关于神明的事情。” „God... bright?” “神…明？” Is listening to the Yun Qian bewildered words, Xu Chang'an was slightly ignorant , after thinking carefully, realized that the big probability is the own issue. 听着云浅莫名其妙的话,徐长安稍稍懵了下,仔细想了想后,就意识到大概率又是自己的问题。 He saw in the Northern Mulberry City ruined temple before that big monk time has proposed „Buddha”, telling this is one of the gods. 他之前见到北桑城破庙里那个大和尚的时候就提过“佛”,告诉她这是神明的一种。 Later, with her said that oneself suspected where she is the space reveres „gods” to descend to earth to make fun of oneself...... 之后,又和她说自己怀疑她是不是天上哪尊“神明”下凡来捉弄自己…… , He always raises in the course of contacts, Miss Yun will care is not strange. 一来二去的,他总是提起,云姑娘会在意也不奇怪。 Also is not the topic of taboo, Xu Chang'an nods: „Gods? What has to ask?” 也不是什么禁忌的话题,徐长安就点点头:“神明怎么了？有什么要问的？” „What is gods, I am not clear.” In the Yun Qian water sleek/moist pupil is passing puzzled. “什么叫神明,我不明白。”云浅水润的眸子里透着不解。 „In the novel that I transcribe hasn't raised?” Xu Chang'an asked. “我抄写的小说里没有提过吗？”徐长安问。 „Is only one has brought, I want to know concretely.” Yun Qian body that buries in Xu Chang'an, is thinking......, if he has authenticated the gods, oneself prayed for him, should be more useful. “只是一笔带过,我想知道具体的。”云浅将头埋在徐长安的身上,在想……若是他认证过的神明,自己为了他而祈祷,该是更有用的。 „I think.” Xu Chang'an has not been perfunctory the meaning of miss, after long time, organized the language, explained: „Young Lady, must understand the gods, must disassemble the words that comes to see the gods two characters......” “我想想。”徐长安也没有敷衍姑娘的意思,半晌后组织好了语言,解释道:“小姐,要了解神明,应当要将神明两个字拆开来看的话……” „First is the god, the god is essential Source of person, has god, therefore has a mind, has a mind, therefore has the thought.” “首先是神,神是人的本质本源,有神故有心,有心故有思维。” „clear(ly), is understands thoroughly.” “明,则是明白透彻。” „Therefore, the original intention of gods referred to some people cultivating very high degree, the inside and outside such as arrived at thorough realm, the god directly manifested in the thought words and deeds of person.” “所以,神明的本意是指有人修炼到了很高的程度,内外如一到了彻底的境界,神直接体现在人的思维言行中。” After Xu Chang'an careful ponder, gave a Yun Qian mortal to become the concept of gods. 徐长安仔细思考之后,给了云浅一个凡人可以成为神明的概念。 With his logic, Zhu Pingniang is also good, Li Zhibai is also good, is the people who cultivation is in very high degree, they can be the gods. 用他的这个逻辑,祝平娘也好、李知白也好,都是修行到很高程度的人,她们都可以算是神明。 But most is close to the gods, even it can be said that gods' existence, that naturally was Morning Clouds Sect Master. 而最接近神明,甚至可以说是神明本身的存在,那当然是朝云宗主了。 After Yun Qian simple understanding, thought that prayed like these people, as if unlike her in the gods who in the Xu Chang'an book understands is, is somewhat strange: „In your book...... writes is not this, that can make a vow.” 云浅简单的理解后,觉得像这些人祈祷,似乎与她在徐长安的书中所了解的神明是不同的,有些奇怪:“你书中……写的不是这样的,是可以许愿的那种。” „I know.” Xu Chang'an lets go: „The gods in book, worth is in the world all Spiritual God general names, is omnipotent...... right.” “我知道。”徐长安摊手:“书里的神明,值得是天底下一切神灵的总称,是无所不能的……对吧。” „Un.” Yun Qian nods. “嗯。”云浅点头。 Said no on omnipotently, must know cannot be omnipotent the girls, her being able to achieve makes Xu Chang'an like her, how in the world to have the omnipotent gods. 无所不能说不上吧,要知道连姑娘都不能无所不能,她都做不到让徐长安一直喜欢她,世界上又怎么会有无所不能的神明。 However probably is this meaning. 但是大概就是这个意思。 „I like the person Heart Enlightenment later gods.” The Xu Chang'an palm falls on the Yun Qian lower abdomen, said: „Young Lady understood that the gods are in the conventional significance, the creator and ruler of this world myriad things.” “我个人更喜欢人明心之后的神明。”徐长安手掌落在云浅小腹上,说道:“不过小姐理解中的神明就是常规意义上的,此世间万物的创造者和统治者。” Making a vow, naturally is this gods popular. 许愿,自然是这种神明更受欢迎。 This gods, but the person of superstition believes the thing, is not meaningful in his here. 只是这种神明,只是迷信之人所坚信之物,在他这儿没有什么意义。 However Yun Qian wants when is this type gods, what after all she uses is the logic of Liu Qingluo. 但是云浅要的就是这种时神明,毕竟她用的是柳青萝的逻辑。 „The creator and ruler of this world myriad things......” Yun Qian read two, the dangling view. “此世间万物的创造者和统治者……”云浅念了两句,垂下眼帘。 This she knows, in own at present, on conceals in body of her husband. 这个她知晓,就在自己的眼前,就藏在她夫君的身上呢。 The creator and ruler of this world myriad things, are not Heaven and Earth Supreme Principle, variable Great Dao? 此世间万物的创造者和统治者,不就是天地至理,无常大道？ Is the present hides in Xu Chang'an body, thinks is the System little thing. 就是如今藏在徐长安身上,自认为是系统的小东西。 It is gods. 它就是神明啊。 The meaning is, can oneself pray to him? 意思是,自己要向他祈祷？ Kneeling. 跪着吗。 If sudden kneeling down of oneself before husband, he can not happy. 但是若是自己在夫君面前突然的跪下,他会不高兴的吧。 Yun Qian regarding will not read Liu Qingluo these lines to feel ashamed in front of Xu Chang'an actually, but thought that Xu Chang'an will feel strange, will think she falls ill. 云浅倒是不会对于在徐长安面前念柳青萝那些台词而觉得羞耻,只是觉得徐长安会奇怪,会觉得她生了病的。 Moreover, Miss Liu prayed time has not made him know, this was does not put to trouble. 而且,柳姑娘祈祷的时候也没有让他知道,这是不添麻烦。 Yun Qian does not want to make him know......, only if he asked oneself. 云浅也不想让他知道……除非他问自己。 However explanation Xu Chang'an of gods also said was very clear. 但是神明的解释徐长安也说的很清楚了。 „......?” “……？” Xu Chang'an is just thinking anything, felt suddenly Heavenly Dao Points starts bewilderedly brushes upward, he then looked at one toward below, discovered that was really is away from Northern Mulberry City to be getting more and more near. 徐长安正想着什么呢,忽然感觉到天道点又开始莫名其妙的一个劲往上刷,他便朝下看了一眼,发现果然是距离北桑城越来越近了。 „This Northern Mulberry City is not really right.” Xu Chang'an frowns, said in a soft voice: „Previous that five ten thousand Heavenly Dao Points have not known that what's the matter...... starts to brush now.” “这北桑城果然不对劲。”徐长安蹙眉,轻声道:“上次那五万天道点还不知道是怎么回事呢……如今又开始刷起来了。” He depends Yun Qian unable to understand, at will saying. 他仗着云浅听不懂,随意说着。 „What's wrong, was the gods causes trouble?” Yun Qian asked. “怎么,是神明作祟了？”云浅问。 „Young Lady, don't you like the gods? Which useful this word.” Xu Chang'an is helpless. “小姐,你不喜欢神明吗？哪有用这种词的。”徐长安无奈。 „Does not know.” Yun Qian thought that she at the matter that wants to kneel down. “不知道。”云浅心想她在想下跪的事儿呢。 Is smelling the Xu Chang'an body aura, looks at his body that group inexplicable dao mark, the miss pupil is sinking darkly distant, does not know that is thinking anything. 嗅着徐长安身上的气息,瞧着他身上那团莫名的道纹,姑娘眸子幽暗沉邃,不知道在想什么。 System: „......” 系统:“……” Liking the wife is one week of eye of boss asks everyone to collect:() Wife is one week of eye of boss refresh speed is quickest. 喜欢妻子是一周目boss请大家收藏:()妻子是一周目boss更新速度最快。