The child same Xu Chang'an wandering about destitute desert island, saw the appearance about 25 Miss Yun, calling a mother's married sister, even regards mother to regard her is not the not possible matter, even can say that is very reasonable. 小孩子一样的徐长安流落荒岛,见到了样貌在二十五左右的云姑娘,唤一声姨娘、甚至将她当成娘亲看待也不是不可能的事情,甚至可以说很合理。 Also is Xu Chang'an is carrying the memory of previous generation, has the disposition of appearance and youngster of child, this will not have related to compress unable to the appearance that the person looks. 也就是徐长安携带着前世的记忆,有着孩童的样貌和少年的心性,这才没有将关系压缩成不能给人看的样子。 Therefore Yun Qian can think occasionally, Xu Chang'an retains this „the previous generation” the memory arrives in the island, but when does not see initially the child...... this matter „frost day” does is very good, it has eyesight to see rarely a time. 所以云浅偶尔会想,徐长安保留这“前世”的记忆来到岛上,而并非是初见时的小孩子……这件事“霜天”做的很不错,它难得有一次眼力见。 Otherwise......, even if Miss Yun, experienced not to experience the second matter one time again. 不然……哪怕是云姑娘,也有经历过一次就不想要再经历第二次的事情了。 Even, she has experienced incessantly one time. 甚至,她都不止经历过一次。 Xu Chang'an: „......” 徐长安:“……” He lowers the head, looks that at present is stranded by the paper in any case the surrounding area 【Miss Yun】 Three characters, looked at Yun Qian of distant place delay, cannot bear the sigh. 他低下头,看着眼前被纸张困在横竖方圆内的【云姑娘】三个字,又看了看远处呆滞的云浅,忍不住叹息。 Yun Qian from is saying after him „cannot call her mother”, dumbfounded. 云浅从对着他说出“不许唤她娘”之后,就呆住了。 Xu Chang'an feels very helpless, the paper can surround black Yun Qian, who can tell him, how the invisible frame, can surround this Miss Yun train of thought at present, do not let her always powerful and unconstrained style, far of too flying? 徐长安就觉得很无奈,纸张能困得住墨色的云浅,那谁能告诉他,怎么样无形的框架,才能将眼前这位云姑娘的思绪困住,别让她总是天马行空的,飞的太远？ Mother? 娘？ Cracks a joke. 开什么玩笑呢。 Even if the miss tolerates regarding him very much, but that still relative, doesn't he favor the miss very much? Also can say that he is the father of miss is inadequate. 就算姑娘对于他很纵容,可那也是相对的,他不是也很宠姑娘吗？难道还能说他是姑娘的爹爹不成。 Xu Chang'an puts down the writing brush, gradually arrives in front of Yun Qian, bent/tune finger/refer of a hand before miss fair forehead. 徐长安放下毛笔,缓步走到云浅面前,一只手在姑娘白皙额头前曲指。 „Thump.” “咚。” Out of the window wind and cloud as if in the dull thumping sound shivers in this, the curtain of rain stagnated flickered, chaotic turning hit in the same place, the heavy rain under. 窗外风云似乎都在这浅浅的闷响中颤动,就连雨幕都停滞了一瞬,才混乱的扭撞在一起,瓢泼而下。 After a dull thumping sound, the Yun Qian finger trembles, raised the head. 一声闷响后,云浅手指一颤,抬起头。 „Young Lady, I can ask, in your head...... day-by-day is thinking what can't let the thing that the person knows?” Xu Chang'an earnest asking. “小姐,我能问问,你脑袋里……一天天的都在想什么不能让人知道的东西吗？”徐长安认真的问。 Yun Qian raised the head, smelled husband body light ink fragrance, that was the flavor of silent devout heart, was warm and simple, just like his character. 云浅抬起头,嗅到了夫君身上淡淡的墨水香气,那是默然心香的味道,热烈而朴实,正如他此间的性格。 Recalls washes out by the reality, Yun Qian relaxes silently, before has not gone to cover the volume pain spot, but grabbed the hand of Xu Chang'an, said: „Is thinking you.” 回忆被现实冲散,云浅默默松了一口气,没有去捂着额前痛点,而是抓住了徐长安的手,说道:“在想你。” „......” The Xu Chang'an corner of the eye trembles: „Can't I let the thing that the person knows?” “……”徐长安眼角一颤:“我是不能让人知道的东西？” „It is not cannot make you know.” The Yun Qian feeling begins temperature at heart, low eyebrow say/way: „Were too many, does not know where should from mention.” “不是不能让你知道。”云浅感受着手心里的温度,低眉道:“只是太多了,不知该从哪说起。” Husband she, is unable the carrying/sustaining is too many. 夫君不似她,无法承载太多。 Yun Qian also knows, he does not think and not hope carrying/sustaining these. 云浅也知道,他不想、也不愿承载这些。 „In brief......” Yun Qian raised the head: „Cannot you call my mother, I do not like.” “总之……”云浅抬起头:“不许你唤我娘亲,我不喜欢。” „......” “……” After is silent . 一阵寂静后。 Xu Chang'an looked at a mirror, as if can from doing the clean mirror surface finds on the oneself head to present several heavy lines. 徐长安看了一眼镜子,仿佛能从干洁的镜面中瞧见自己脑袋上出现了几道黑线。 Hemp. 麻了。 Person hemp. 人麻了。 However he also issued what anger comes, because the miss this time condition is somewhat strange, Xu Chang'an can only coax child to result, shakes the head saying: „Young Lady, when do I want to call your mother?” 但是偏偏他也发布出什么火气来,因为姑娘此时的状态有些奇怪,徐长安就只能哄孩子似得,摇头说道:“小姐,我什么时候要唤你娘亲了？” „I said that cannot.” Yun Qian shakes the head. “我只是说,不许。”云浅摇头。 She will barely use this „order” the phrase, uses rarely one time , indicating that she really does not like. 她很少会用这样“命令”般的字眼,难得用一次,表明她是真的不喜欢。 „Even if...... among the couples the attentive small affective tone, can't?” Xu Chang'an blinks. “哪怕是……夫妻之间温存的小情调,也不许？”徐长安眨眨眼。 „What...... is that?” Yun Qian is puzzled. “……那是什么？”云浅不解。 „Was all right.” Xu Chang'an confirmed that Miss Yun is very earnest at this time, therefore he was stranger: „Young Lady...... are you all right?” “没事了。”徐长安确认了,云姑娘此时很认真,于是他就更奇怪了:“小姐……你没事吧？” Xu Chang'an thought that the miss is because is excessively tired, therefore was somewhat muddled. 徐长安觉得姑娘是不是因为过度劳累,所以有些糊涂了。 „I am all right.” Yun Qian shakes the head, then seems like feels some headaches, eats the knuckle to arrive in Sun lives in caves. “我没事。”云浅摇摇头,接着似乎是觉得有些头疼,食指节抵在太阳穴处。 Regards the child to raise husband is anything feels. 将夫君当成孩子养大是什么感受。 She does not know, does not want to know. 她不知道,也不想要知道。 „You have mother, she is also living, my I naturally am not.” Yun Qian a few words suddenly, making Xu Chang'an worry the heart of Yun Qian trembles fiercely, later stares at her to look. “你有娘亲的,她还活着,我我自然算不上。”云浅忽然的一句话,让徐长安本来担忧云浅的心猛地一颤,随后盯着她看。 Miss Yun...... knows that oneself is saying anything. 云姑娘……知道自己在说什么吗。 Saw that Xu Chang'an falls into anything, Yun Qian then realized that oneself „flurried” in said anything...... 眼看徐长安陷入什么,云浅这才意识到自己“慌乱”之中说了什么事情…… She makes mistakes. 她犯了错。 It is not she knows mistakenly Xu Chang'an this body „mother” is also living. 错不是她知道徐长安这副身体的“母亲”还活着。 What is wrong, Xu Chang'an displayed him not to know several times these in the past, oneself made an indiscreet remark for a while, said. 错的是,徐长安几次表现出他不想知道这些过去,自己一时失言,却还是说了。 „Can you...... treat as have not heard?” Yun Qian bites the lip. “你……可以当做没有听见吗？”云浅咬唇。 Xu Chang'an silent a while, said: „Young Lady, you really know that my body loses the memory beforehand matter.” 徐长安沉默了一会儿,说道:“小姐,你果然知道我此身失去记忆之前的事情。” „Knows.” Yun Qian thought that she is not knows, she only knows matter that she wants to know. “知道。”云浅心想她不是什么都知道,她只知道她想知道的事情。 „Very strange?” Yun Qian asked. “很奇怪吗？”云浅问。 „It is not strange.” Xu Chang'an shakes the head. “不奇怪。”徐长安摇头。 He had said that what family if the miss really has behind, his status possibly conceals the truth eye of Yun Qian? 他早就说了,若是姑娘身后真的有什么家族,他的身份怎么可能瞒的过云浅的眼睛？ „Is somewhat strange, my own matter my oneself does not know, Young Lady is on the contrary clear.” Xu Chang'an is holding the hand of Yun Qian, does not know that oneself is what mood. “只是有些奇怪,我自己的事情我自己不知道,小姐反倒一清二楚。”徐长安牵着云浅的手,不知道自己是什么心情。 „Young Lady said that...... my mother is also living?” Xu Chang'an asked. “小姐说……我的娘亲还活着？”徐长安问。 „Un.” Yun Qian accordingly, the sound reduced several points later, added: „Therefore, she is living, you cannot call my mother, this is also the custom in book.” “嗯。”云浅应声,随后声音压低了几分,补充道:“所以,她活着,你不能唤我娘亲,这也是书里的规矩。” Xu Chang'an: „......” 徐长安:“……” Also keeping thinking. 还惦记着呢。 Xu Chang'an sighed: „These words, I consider have not heard.” 徐长安叹息一声:“这句话,我当是没有听见。” The Yun Qian facial features lost several points of blood-color, the blanch that the knuckle pinches. 云浅的面容失了几分血色,指节捏的发白。 „.” Xu Chang'an gawked, this added: „Did not say that has not heard not to call your mother, I meant that...... Young Lady with me said my past, I can treat as have not heard.” “啊。”徐长安愣了一下,这才补充道:“不是说没听见不许唤你娘亲,我是说……小姐与我说我的过去,我可以当做没有听见。” „Un...... ” The Yun Qian naked eye relaxed obviously. “嗯……嗯。”云浅肉眼可见的放松了一些。 „......” “……” Then the atmosphere suddenly became stiff. 然后气氛忽然就变得僵硬了。 After all, Yun Qian thought that oneself made the mistake the matter, making him know matter that does not want to know. 毕竟,云浅觉得自己做错了事情,让他知道不想知道的事情。 Xu Chang'an is also pondering a matter. 徐长安也在沉思一件事。 Accepts and repels how can limit? 接受与排斥的应当怎么界定？ Since the miss knows completely, sometimes Xu Chang'an is thinking, must make the miss tell him these memories that he loses completely, then he is gives up in the choices, wholeheartedly husband who is the miss. 既然姑娘全部知道,徐长安有时候就在想,是不是应当让姑娘将他失去的那些记忆全部告诉他,然后他在去取舍是放弃过去,一心做姑娘的夫君。 Accepts, even tries to find relatives. 还是接受过去,甚至去寻亲。 However now, Yun Qian this sees only the behavior that said inadvertently unknowingly, making Xu Chang'an realize a matter, he was not what will firm person. 但是如今,云浅这不经意只见说漏嘴的行为,让徐长安意识到了一件事情,他并非是什么意志坚定的人。 He must acknowledge. 他得承认。 When Yun Qian said his mother is also living, his heartbeat was indeed chaotic such a flickered. 在云浅说他娘亲还活着的时候,他的心跳的确乱了那么一瞬。 It seems like that in memory that his these lose, „mother” existence perhaps is very important. 看来,在他那些失去的记忆力,“娘亲”的存在兴许是很重要的。 This is also very normal. 这也很正常。 He by the time that the miss picks is also only a child, the child...... mother is certainly important. 他被姑娘捡到的时候还只是个小孩子,小孩子……娘当然是重要的。 „Young Lady, I really am an unpromising person.” Xu Chang'an smiled suddenly, he shakes the head: „Evades, although ignominious, but really useful, moreover is very easy-to-use.” “小姐,我果然是个没什么出息的人。”徐长安忽然笑了,他摇摇头:“逃避虽然可耻,但是真的有用,而且很好用。” „I am not clear.” Yun Qian visits him. “我不明白。”云浅看着他。 „It‘s nothing, I really do not want to know these things now.” Xu Chang'an earnest saying: „At least...... does not want to know now.” “没什么,我现在果然还是不想知道这些事情。”徐长安认真的说道:“至少……现在不想知道。” „Why.” Yun Qian can feel that he also and really does not want to know. “为什么。”云浅能够感觉到他也并真的一点也不想知道。 „Because of you.” “因为你。” „I?” “我？” „Un.” Xu Chang'an rubbed Yun Qian by oneself has shot the forehead, shakes the head. “嗯。”徐长安揉了揉云浅被自己弹过的额头,摇摇头。 Now, to him most important is the cultivation and feeble physique and cultivation miss, he does not want to be diverted attention by anything. 如今,对他而言最重要的就是姑娘的修炼和病弱的体质、修行,他不想被任何事情分心。 „Young Lady, the will of the people position is limited, therefore I never believe what intention world.” The Xu Chang'an finger covers in the own heart place, is listening to that moderate heartbeat, tranquil saying: „Many person, are few place, but here...... the present is full.” “小姐,人心的位置是有限的,所以我从不信什么心怀天下。”徐长安手指盖在自己的心脏处,听着那缓和的心跳,平静的说道:“多一个人,就少一块地方,而这儿……如今是满的。” Does not have mother, without family or friends also not to pass without the father. 无父无母、无亲无故亦没有过去。 In this case, what he can give the miss is complete, an entire heart. 在这种情况下,他能够给姑娘的是全部的、一整颗心脏。 The one who makes Xu Chang'an accidental/surprised is, Yun Qian visits him saying: „I not happy.” 让徐长安意外的是,云浅看着他说道:“我没有高兴。” „Why?” Xu Chang'an is not clear. “为什么？”徐长安不明白。 „I have said that your unfaithful/stamen some...... I will be happy.” Yun Qian thought that the experience told her, he was the unfaithful/stamen, the final result will be better, instead was this type misses wholeheartedly in the oneself body situation...... these memories locks completely in the forbidden area of memory most deep place, she a wee bit does not want to recall. “我说过,你花心一些……我会高兴。”云浅心想经验告诉她,他越是花心,最后的结局就会越好,反而是这种一心挂念在自己身上的情况……那些记忆全部锁在记忆最深处的禁区,她连一丁点都不想去回忆。 „You always did not say, I am the person of unfaithful/stamen?” Xu Chang'an asked. “你不是总说,我是个花心的人？”徐长安问。 „Likes the same person...... being possible is not the unfaithful/stamen.” Yun Qian was saying words that the Xu Chang'an association/will spoke. “喜欢同一个人……可算不上是花心。”云浅说着徐长安总会说的话。 Xu Chang'an sighed: „The words that originally, I spoke you also perceived, knows when must bring to use.” 徐长安叹息:“原来,我说的话你也是听进去了的,知道应当什么时候拿来用。” Yun Qian has not spoken, she repeatedly confirmed the Xu Chang'an thoughts, then felt the matter that oneself just now said inadvertently makes mistakes. 云浅没有说话,她再次确认了徐长安的心思,便更觉得自己方才说漏嘴的事情是犯了错。 But this mistake, is not a head gently collapses can solve. 而这个错,也不是一个轻轻的脑瓜崩可以解决的。 Her present body could not withstand to toss about, then had not said that made him teach the own words. 只是,她现在的身子也经不起折腾了,便没有说让他教训自己的话。 He does not give up in any case. 反正他也舍不得。 „At least I do not want to know now.” Since Xu Chang'an decided how must treat, therefore naturally cannot, because Yun Qian bewildered words change. “至少我现在不想知道。”徐长安既然决定了要怎么对待过去,所以自然不会因为云浅一句莫名其妙的话而改变。 Cracking a joke. 开玩笑。 For he to a Yun Qian entire heart, raises the pet thoughts not to have continually, what discussed what family member. 他为了给云浅一整颗心,连养宠物的心思都没有,何谈什么家人。 Regarding standing in the position consideration of family member- he always says that oneself is the selfish person, is not the lie. 至于说站在家人的位置考虑-他总是说自己是自私的人,也不是谎话。 Xu Chang'an deeply inspires, expels from the memory these useless things, then joined the beforehand topic. 徐长安深吸一口气,将这些无用的事情从记忆力驱逐出去,然后接上了之前的话题。 „Wait.” He remembered anything, blinks: „The dream that Young Lady, you had yesterday, will not dream of me...... to be called your mother.” “等等。”他想起了什么,眨了眨眼:“小姐,你昨儿做的梦,不会梦见我……叫你娘亲了吧。” In the Miss Yun dream, he called Yun Qian „mother”? If like this that all can explain. 难道在云姑娘的梦里,他是叫云浅“娘亲”的？要是这样那一切都可以解释了。 Yun Qian does not like degrading the love from the love, do not say that fell again first-level. 云浅都不喜欢从恩爱降级到情爱,更不要说再降一级了。 „Dream......” listened to the Xu Chang'an words, Yun Qian to recover, kept up with the logic of Xu Chang'an. “梦……”听着徐长安的话,云浅回过神来,跟上了徐长安的逻辑。 He said, can treat as has not heard oneself to speak. 他说,可以当做没有听见自己说话。 That is he has not heard, oneself had not said. 那就是他没有听见,自己没有说。 Also has not made mistakes. 也就没有犯错。 Yun Qian gripped the hand of skirt to relax, the nod said: „Is the dream, in brief...... cannot you call me.” 云浅攥着裙角的手放松了一些,点头说道:“是梦,总之……不许你这么唤我。” Short a while, she repeated four times „not to”, this no Yun Qian style attitude, making Xu Chang'an stare said for a long time: „I knew, I will not call your.” 短短一会儿,她就重复了四次“不许”,这种毫无云浅风范的作风,让徐长安愣了好久才说道:“我知道了,我不会这么唤你的。” After the miss guaranteed, Xu Chang'an oneself is speechless. 向姑娘保证之后,徐长安自己都无语了。 Why does he want to make what to guarantee at this absurd matter? 他为什么要在这种荒唐至极的事情上做什么保证？ Miss Yun does not want to degrade, does he think? 云姑娘不想降级,他难道想吗？ Obviously in Xu Chang'an at heart, Yun Qian child status, might as well steward. 显然在徐长安心里,云浅孩子这个身份,还不如管家呢。 „.” The Xu Chang'an brow selects, discovered that he was drawn in her logic by Yun Qian, more is cares more unable to circle: „This matter...... passes, I was circled the dizzy quickly.” “罢了。”徐长安眉头一挑,发现他是被云浅拖进了她的逻辑里,越是在意就越是绕不出来:“这件事……就这么过去吧,我快被绕晕了。” He almost forgot, he still in wants to look for an appropriate title to the miss before. 他差点忘了,他之前还在想给姑娘找一个合适的称谓呢。 Finally by a mother turning. 最后被一个娘亲给拐了进去。 Yun Qian has certainly no opinion, her already obtains the result that oneself wanted in any case. 云浅当然没有什么意见,反正她已经得到了自己想要的结果。 „A matter.” Xu Chang'an stands in Yun Qian behind, the hand falls the chair before her condition conducts the back: „We said that has not seen the words that Young Lady has worried, originally was the bad that said.” “还有一件事。”徐长安站在云浅的身后,手落在她状态前的椅子背上:“我方才说没见过小姐着急的话,原来是说的糟了。” Wasn't just anxious? 刚刚不就急了？ Moreover is because bewildered the matter that her oneself conjectures but nervous does not select the word. 而且是因为一个莫名其妙的、她自己臆想出来的事情而慌不择言。 Yun Qian hears word, shows neither approval nor disapproval. 云浅闻言,不置可否。 The girls thought that oneself is not flustered and worries, but speaks mind with him. 姑娘心想自己也没有怎么慌张、着急,只是与他说心里话罢了。 „......” Xu Chang'an looks at the rainwater of out of the window, always thought that the oneself brain was made chaotically by Miss Yun, then said: „Young Lady, I look for a Lane Younger Uncle-Master Qin descending the mountain procedure, asks what again today climbs mountains is.” “……”徐长安看着窗外的雨水,总觉得自己脑子被云姑娘弄得乱糟糟的,便说道:“小姐,我去找秦师叔一下下山的手续,再问问今日上山的是什么人。” „Good.” Yun Qian nods, before Xu Chang'an, has said this matter with her. “好。”云浅点点头,徐长安之前就和她说过这件事了。 Therefore Xu Chang'an is carrying an umbrella, entered in the curtain of rain. 于是徐长安拎着一把伞,走进了雨幕里。 After treading main house gate, Xu Chang'an is listening to the rain opening an umbrella scope the sound, then looked at one, eye in earnest gradually hidden. 在踏出家门后,徐长安听着雨打伞面的噼里啪啦声响,回头看了一眼,将眼里的认真逐渐隐去。 He has not thought that Yun Qian one wants to be the rumor tight person, now for an absurd matter, makes shield with what mother who unexpectedly cannot choose the exact way because of flurry, this...... 他没有想过,云浅一想最是口风紧的人,如今为了一件荒唐的事情,居然慌不择路的拿什么娘亲来做挡箭牌,这…… Let Xu Chang'an feel that perhaps he has the opportunity, draws out his secret from the miss mouth. 让徐长安感觉到他说不定有机会,从姑娘口中套出他的秘密来。 Shaking the head. 摇头。 Usually in bullies the person, plans the miss, his whole life this/should could not make similar matter. 平日里欺负人也就罢了,算计姑娘,他这辈子该是都做不出类似的事情了。 Starting to walk footsteps, looks Qin Ling. 迈开脚步,去找秦岭了。 …… …… The gentlemen keep the fragrance, Xu Chang'an is not a gentleman, without the gentleman habit, was only one long crooked and unfaithful/stamen, selfish, poor man. 君子留香,徐长安并非君子,没有君子习性,只是一个长歪了的、花心的、自私的、可怜人。 Also leaves leeway the fragrance. 却也留有香气。 The girls feel the fragrance. 姑娘觉得香。 Yun Qian while the slit of window, the cold wind blows, looks at his form gradually to vanish. 云浅趁着窗子的缝隙,冷风拂面,瞧着他的身影逐渐消失。 Initially near the skylight like the rosy cloud, flows swiftly the curtain of rain like the shadow, plasters the present miss, her clothes also changed the color. 初临天光如霞,泻下雨幕如影,粉饰眼前的姑娘,她的衣裳似是也变了颜色。 Miss Yun will remember something occasionally, for example...... she is dim at this time, as if found a courtyard, some people sleep soundly in the garden......, but she walked to remove that books, the petty action actually awakened by noise the youngster, the latter rubs the eyes, after stretching the body, brings to recite the smile to look at her. 云姑娘偶尔会想起一些事情,比如……她此时朦胧间,仿佛瞧见了一个院子,有人在园中熟睡……而她走过去撤了那书本,小动作却吵醒了少年,后者揉了揉眼睛,舒展身体后带着吟吟笑容瞧着她。 How long beforehand matter this was. 这是多久之前的事情了。 Could not recall. 记不起了。 Only remembered to for a long time. When the time lost the significance, then something, what kind of absurdity regardless of seems like at the present, it would happening, even already had passed, flows following the time river east. 只记得应当许久了。当时间失去了意义,那么有些事情,无论在如今看起来是怎么样的荒唐,它总会发生,甚至早就已经过去了,顺着时间长河东流。 If the girl's oar in the mountain stream like that the water current brings the unexpected recollection fully, making her in the hand the dry fruit flavor taste. 如姑娘在溪水中濯足那般,水流带来猝不及防的回忆,让她就着手中蜜饯的味道品尝着。 Similar to this time. 就如同这次。 Stayed a while, in residual the aura until the room smoothed her fluctuation. 怔怔的呆了一会儿,直到房间中残留的气息抚平了她内心的波动。 Yun Qian supports the chair to stand up, before holding the exhausted body is arriving around table to sit down, the miss at present is gradually the dry black ink character. 云浅撑着椅子站起身,托着疲惫的身子走到一旁的桌前坐下,姑娘眼前是逐渐干涸的墨字。 【Miss Yun】 【云姑娘】 Cannot leap the paper in any case surrounding area. 跃不出纸张横竖方圆。 Yun Qian raised the Xu Chang'an commonly used pen, is moistening his aura and spirit power drew a circle outside, lived in the Miss Yun three character covers. 云浅提起徐长安常用的笔,沾着他的气息与灵力在外面画了一个圈,将云姑娘三个字罩住。 Also does not want to jump. 也不想跳出去。 Even if were called mother. 哪怕被唤了娘亲。