The convention, generally wants System to protect Host, after all the latter usually is in the weak position. 常规而言,大抵是要系统来保护宿主的,毕竟后者通常处于弱势地位上。 However, as Xu Chang'an that „final bottom line” and „salvation” and „hope” has, he is not child of the Heavenly Dao, should say that is higher existence. 但是,作为“最后底线”、“救世者”、“希望”存在的徐长安,他也不是什么天道之子,该说是更高的存在。 Therefore, seems like System to take care of him, in fact is completely in turn. 所以,看起来是系统在照顾他,实际上完全是反过来的。 Went to know carefully, even if he received in exchange for the reward...... in some sense protecting the security that System had from System. 仔细去想就知道了,哪怕他从系统里换取奖励……某种意义上都是在保护系统存在的安全。 After all if System did not have the significance regarding Xu Chang'an, that...... really did not have the significance. 毕竟若是系统对于徐长安来说没有了意义,那就……真的没有意义了。 However, recently Xu Chang'an even more resisted System, even goes to...... this from the life its existence pale is a big crisis, but System also does not have the means to work as the surface of miss is going in Xu Chang'an brushes at heart has the feeling, gradual desalination that therefore can only influence subtly. 不过,最近徐长安越发抗拒系统,甚至将其的存在从生活中淡去……这可是一场不小的危机,但是系统又没有办法当着姑娘的面去在徐长安的心里刷存在感,于是只能就这么潜移默化的逐渐淡化。 Was mentioned by Xu Chang'an on own initiative, moreover was given a small section special significance. 没想到,却被徐长安主动提起,而且被赋予了一小段特殊的意义。 Naturally, regarding System, wants the true stability, is out of the danger, if can make Xu Chang'an begin using oneself, is the trust is even good. 当然,对于系统而言,想要真正稳定的、脱离危险,还是要是能让徐长安重新启用自己、甚至是信任才行。 In addition, all calm and steady if dream bubble. 除此之外,一切的安稳都若梦幻泡影。 Do not look that it once flattered the miss, helped make what heavenly tribulation to look to play to Xu Chang'an, in fact...... these all in addition could not compare Xu Chang'an one also to calculate that to System has useful that the interest came. 别看它曾经讨好了姑娘,帮着弄了什么天劫给徐长安看着玩,实际上……这些一切加起来都比不上徐长安一句对系统还算有兴趣来的有用。 However, at least System already went out the first step. 不过,至少系统已经走出了第一步。 Brings back to life, is this. 起死回生,莫过于此。 Thump thump and thump thump- 咚咚、咚咚- Above High Heavens, resembled some people in fierce rapid striking the bell, the sound of shouting in confusion fell in the ear of Yun Qian on that day. 高天之上,似是有人在剧烈急促的敲打那天钟,吵嚷的声音落在了云浅的耳中。 Although sound, but Xu Chang'an cannot hear, after all in her at heart, does not give it away is also very important, therefore there are about System all are unable to transmit to Xu Chang'an „dreamland”. 虽然响,但是徐长安听不见,毕竟在她的心里,不穿帮也是很重要的,所以有关于系统的一切都无法传达到徐长安的“梦境”里。 Xu Chang'an cannot hear the ding, but raising the head of some doubts, can see the weather to be gloomier from this valley faintly, like painted the gloomy color, takes a broad view to look at the depressed scenery that completely all winds and rains want. 徐长安听不见钟声,但是有些疑惑的抬头,从这处谷中隐隐可以见得天色更加灰暗了,像被刷上了阴郁的色彩,放眼望去尽皆一片风雨欲来的沉闷景色。 „Can rain?” Xu Chang'an asked. “要下雨了？”徐长安问。 „Perhaps yes, but is not in the way.” A Yun Qian hand is gripping the knot of bath towel, stands up slowly. “兴许是吧,不过不碍事。”云浅一只手攥着浴巾的扣子,缓缓站起身。 „It is not in the way.” Xu Chang'an nods. “是不碍事。”徐长安点头。 All in valley are very perfect, the spring water is obstructing under of place of rain, because in all directions is the steam, therefore here distributes Nuanquan that every large or small, temperature is not using, does not need to fear that completely the miss takes a chill. 谷内的一切都很完善,泉水都在遮雨之处的下方,而因为四处都是热气,所以这里分布着大大小小、温度不用的暖泉,完全不用怕姑娘受凉。 „I want to go to the following spring water to awake.” Yun Qian looks to the rear area of alley. “我想去后面的泉水醒一醒。”云浅看向小路的后方。 Here spring water refers to the temperature slightly low cold spring. 这里的泉水指的是温度稍低的冷泉。 Naturally, said is the cold spring, in fact is warm, but is the mobile running water, usually in is the hot spring, is used to stimulate, the place of clean body, will not seem like hot spring such oxygen deficit in that place Yun Qian, according to the medical skill in said that the hot spring will go to that staying a while from now on, but can also the compact flesh, to seem younger. 当然,说是冷泉,实际上是温的,只不过是流动的活水,平日里是温泉之后用来提神、洁身之处,在那个地方云浅不会像是温泉这样缺氧,按照医术上说的,温泉过后去那呆一会儿,还能紧致肌肤,让人显得更年轻。 After Xu Chang'an beforehand proposed Yun Qian to go to awake, referred to was this place. 徐长安之前提议云浅去后头醒一醒,指的就是这个地方。 At this time already dawn. 此时已经天亮了。 „Good, we together,......” Xu Chang'an is happen to just about to set out, the preparation had Yun Qian in the past, actually to hold down gently the shoulder by Yun Qian. “好,我们一起,正好……”徐长安正要起身,准备带云浅过去,却被云浅轻轻按住了肩。 He is clearly still saying, Yun Qian actually put aside the vision slowly, the place deep lie beyond Xu Chang'an facial features, the thin eyebrow is not obviously pressed. 他分明还在说着,云浅却缓缓移开了目光,在徐长安面容之外的地方深深停驻,细眉不明显地蹙起。 The girls said lets Xu Chang'an with astonishment and even the somewhat anxious words. 姑娘说了一句让徐长安惊愕、甚至有几分不安的话。 „My oneself goes.” “我自己去。” „Does oneself go?” Xu Chang'an stares. “自己去？”徐长安一愣。 „Un.” Yun Qian nods, the finger combs hair forward, a slightly low facial features ancient well without ripples, making one unable to see that under her the sentiment changes. “嗯。”云浅点头,手指将发丝向前梳,微低的面容一片古井无波,让人看不出她底下的感情变化。 …… …… In him still in the one side, the miss takes a person to act. 在他还在一旁的时候,姑娘要一个人行动动。 This...... is very inconceivable regarding Xu Chang'an. 这对于徐长安而言……很不可思议。 In the past cold spring after which Nuanquan wasn't he and Yun Qian together? 以往哪一次暖泉之后的冷泉不是他和云浅一起？ The driving request separates this words, is very difficult to imagine says from the Yun Qian mouth. 主动要求分开这种话,很难想象是从云浅口中说出的。 The day must collapse. 天要塌了吗。 Xu Chang'an looked at one upward, sees only, although dawn, but was actually not early morning clear(ly) two, but was the dark color heavy. 徐长安往上看了一眼,只见虽然天亮了,但是却不是清早的明两,而是昏色沉沉。 Also really must collapse. 还真是要塌了。 However below a few words of miss, made all reasonable. 但是姑娘的下一句话,就让一切变得合理了起来。 „You like here very much, staying a while, does not need to accompany me again.” The Yun Qian slender finger points at the hot spring to exude the water surface of steam, said: „I will not fall asleep in behind.” “你方才很喜欢这里,再呆一会儿吧,不用陪我。”云浅纤细手指指着温泉泛着热气的水面,说道:“我不会在后头睡着的。” Xu Chang'an relaxes. 徐长安松了一口气。 Originally discovered that he likes the spring water very much, does not want to go bad the own interest. 原来发现他很喜欢泉水,不想坏了自己的兴致。 That was very normal. 那就很正常了。 „Young Lady, together.” Xu Chang'an shakes the head, thought that he fondly remembers the hot spring, fondly remembered eventually is not this place, but with miss two people. “小姐,一起吧。”徐长安摇摇头,心想他怀念温泉,怀念的终究不是这个地方,而是与姑娘两个人。 „Listens my.” The Yun Qian complexion is tranquil, actually can not be questioned. “听我的。”云浅面色平静,却毋容置疑。 The girls in the request eat meal beside, rarely will have the so strong performance, after she thrusts the hot spring Xu Chang'an gently medium, Xu Chang'an did not have the means. 姑娘在要求吃饭之外,很少会有这般强硬的表现,所以当她轻轻将徐长安推入温泉中后,徐长安就没有办法了。 „That...... I soak a while again, looks for you.” slow Chang compromises, but he looked at a gloomy weather, kept true essence in Yun Qian body, to guard one to rain she to catch the cold. “那……我再泡一会儿,就去找你。”徐长妥协,不过他看了一眼阴暗的天气,还是在云浅身上留了一道真元,以防一会下雨了她染上风寒。 The person of dreamland, by taking a chill that the rain of dreamland drenches, is very reasonable. 梦境之人,被梦境之雨淋的受凉,也很合理。 „Un.” Yun Qian nods, a person in the future following the alley. “嗯。”云浅点点头,一个人顺着小路往后去了。 „......” “……” After Yun Qian towering leaves a person to go to other spring water, Xu Chang'an saw that her back vanishes, this frowns. 在云浅突兀的离开一个人去另外的泉水后,徐长安眼看着她的背影消失,这才蹙眉。 „What happened?” “发生了什么事？” He always thought that some are not right, cannot say where is not right, therefore starts to recall beforehand all things. 他总觉得有些不对劲,又说不上来哪里不对,于是开始回忆之前发生的所有事情。 Slowly, slowly...... Xu Chang'an coughed, as if by the stamp in the heart movement place, was opened the eye to grip the fist round. 慢慢的、慢慢的……徐长安咳了一声,仿佛被戳中了心动的地方,睁圆了眼睛攥拳。 His outcome what's the matter. 他究竟是怎么回事。 Closes the eye, in the mind flashes through is not the recollection, but Yun Qian with her, that has just now stroked together fragrant wind. 一闭上眼睛,脑海中闪过的不是什么回忆,而是方才云浅与她在一起时,那拂过的香风。 Is long hair that the miss disorderly and coexists mild-mannered, is limpid pupil light that she such as the lake wave sways. 是姑娘凌乱与柔顺并存的长发,是她如湖波晃荡的清澈瞳光。 Is on the Yun Qian cheek floats off light blushing. 是云浅面颊上浮起淡淡的红晕。 Xu Chang'an ponder look absent-minded sitting of ideological complete drift off in the hot spring, starts to reappear the bad picture about miss until his mind, this makes him instantaneously sober, a hand pounds fiercely in water, the water splash splashed a face, making him sober a point. 思想完全跑偏的徐长安思考眼神恍惚的坐在温泉中,直到他脑海中开始浮现出一些关于姑娘的糟糕画面,这才让他瞬间清醒,一只手猛地砸在的水中,水花溅了一脸,让他清醒了一分。 Also is only a point. 也只是一分。 „I...... really have what big sickness.” “我……果然是有什么大病。” Why the miss in the side, he still has been resisting, the effect is very good. 为什么姑娘还在身边的时候,他一直都在抗拒,效果还很好。 How Yun Qian walks, these thoughts instead suppressions do not get down. 怎么云浅一走,这些心思反而压制不下去了。 Was always insufficient to lose knows that treasured. 总不至于是失去了才知道珍惜吧。 Said...... 还是说…… A Xu Chang'an hand is covering the face, realized originally he is far from seems like so firm and strong. 徐长安一只手捂着脸,意识到原来他远没有看上去的那样坚定、坚强。 He resists to meet to eat the fruit that miss gives „personally”, this petty action makes Yun Qian think that oneself was thrown down, but was anxious. 他拒接吃姑娘“亲口”给的果子,这个小动作让云浅觉得自己被丢下而不安了。 Then. 然后。 Yun Qian then throws down him to soak the cold spring. 云浅便丢下他一个人去泡冷泉。 The nervous person changed into his oneself. 不安的人就换成了他自己。 Also is really pair of young husband and wife, is the same problem, heart frail serious. 还真是一对小夫妻啊,都是一样的毛病,心脏脆弱的不得了。 „This is...... the miss has to have.” Xu Chang'an heaved a deep sigh. “这就是……姑娘的有来有回吗。”徐长安长叹一声。 At this moment, he is not really able to regard the dreamland to regard all these again, all that real. 此时此刻,他真的是无法将这一切再当成梦境去看待了,一切都是那么的真实。 Behind Xu Chang'an stands up, wants to go to look for Yun Qian, but after staying several breaths, body stiff sat. 徐长安站起身,想要去后面找云浅,但是呆了几息后,又身子僵硬的坐了回去。 Makes the breath steady diligently. 努力让呼吸平稳下来。 Since Yun Qian diligently, making him enjoy the hot spring safely, he cannot sweep the good intention of miss. 既然云浅努力的,让他一个人安心享受温泉,他也不能扫了姑娘的好意。 Xu Chang'an has not thought, Yun Qian in the side, he does not realize now does not enjoy completely, but yes- suffering. 只是,徐长安没有想到,云浅不在身边,他现在体会到的完全不是享受,而是-煎熬。 Very suffering. 很煎熬。 Where does he currently have the talent to arrive at the hot spring time to lose the girls to nearby interest? 他现在哪里有才来到温泉时候将姑娘都丢到一旁的兴致？ Xu Chang'an is looking on the water surface the slurred facial features, suddenly is startled. 徐长安望着水面上模糊不清的面容,忽的一怔。 During the steam ascension, he cannot see clearly the own face. 热气升腾间,他看不清自己的脸。 It is said in the dreamland the person, cannot see clearly the facial features. 据说梦境里遇到的人,都是看不清面容的。 However the Yun Qian facial features are very clear. 但是云浅的面容却很清楚。 Is oneself a dreamboat? 难道自己才是梦中人？ Xu Chang'an both hands grip in one, starts to ponder a very serious matter, that is the miss appears in his dream, and unceasingly „tempting” his significance is anything. 徐长安双手攥在一处,开始思考一件十分严肃的事情,那就是姑娘出现在他梦里,并且不断“引诱”他的意义是什么。 He is a young fellow, but anyone, even if he most respected Teacher, always says that he handled affairs is experienced. 他是个少年人,但是无论是谁,哪怕是他最敬爱的先生,也总是说他行事过于老成了。 Li Zhibai indeed wants to see Xu Chang'an to make a great show of one's talents is what appearance, after all that is the young fellow should have. 李知白的确想要看到徐长安锋芒毕露是什么样子,毕竟那才是少年人该有的。 However...... can not be questioned, from the beginning, his temper is steady, knows the ritual. 但是……毋容置疑,从一开始,他的性子就是稳重、知礼的。 So-called Li Zhibai, slow Zhili, this was really pair of masters and disciples. 所谓李知白,徐知礼,这真是一对师徒了。 Xu Chang'an discovered that oneself few making the mistake things, but so-called young, as if the itself/Ben is wrong, for example the reckless conduct and in the words that the wrong time spoke incorrectly, put to trouble to Teacher and Young Lady. 徐长安发现自己很少做错事情,而所谓年少,似乎本就是错的,比如不顾后果的行事、在错误的时机说错的话,给先生、小姐添麻烦。 In the youngster stage, such mistake, can call it can be understood correctly. 在少年阶段,这样的错误,是能被称之为正确、是能被理解的。 It seems him to think oneself only making the mistake the matter- Ascends the person step with the miss initially, wallowing some avariciouses happy, does not know to control, always tosses about her. 就好像他认为自己唯一做错的事情-—与姑娘初登人阶,有些沉迷的婪欢,不知节制,总是去折腾她。 Although was quick afterward changed, but this mistake was to also violate. 虽然后来很快就改了,但是这个错也是犯下了。 This is in Xu Chang'an at heart, strengthened, defines as the wrong matter. 这是在徐长安心里,被坚定的、定义为错误的事情。 Clearly is wrong, she actually likes...... Xu Chang'an always telling oneself very much at that time, Yun Qian was innocent, he has no alternative but to understand. 只是分明是错误,她却很喜欢……徐长安那个时候总是告诉自己,云浅不懂事,他不能不懂。 But...... what is sensible? 可……什么是懂事？ Departs in Yun Qian on own initiative, was aroused anxious Xu Chang'an to realize finally, his so-called „correct” is meaningless, so long as the miss feels happy, this is correct. 在云浅主动离去,被激起了不安的徐长安终于意识到了,他所谓的“正确”是毫无意义的,只要姑娘觉得高兴,这才是正确。 The youngster once were of steady the thoughts and not overstepping one's authority to have the slight vacillation. 少年曾经稳重、不僭越的心思产生了些微动摇。 Chang'an is what meaning. 长安是什么意思。 Is the long-term peace and good government in world, is...... 是世间的长治久安,还是…… So long as the miss in the side, he can feel at ease. 只要姑娘在身边,他就能安心。 …… …… The dark clouds turn black ink, the wind start to move restlessly, distant place page Kara Kara's keeping ringing, the faint trace rainwater falls from the space and compared with a day better place, disclosed the discomforting prelude faintly. 黑云翻墨,风开始躁动,远处书页都喀拉喀拉的响个不停,丝丝雨水从天上、比天更好的地方落下,隐隐透露出让人不安的前奏。 But Xu Chang'an Yun Qian „controller”, if even he „degeneration”, that all really incurable. 徐长安可是云浅的“控制器”,若是连他都“堕落”了,那一切就真的没救。 Un, is good is steady, knows the ritual because of him after all. 嗯,好在他终归是稳重、知礼的。 Xu Chang'an relaxes sits down in the spring water, exhales foul air slowly. 徐长安放松的在泉水中坐下,缓缓呼出一口浊气。 overthought. 想多了。 This matter, he thought that oneself made a mistake is not because cannot the avaricious happy, was only the Yun Qian body is weak, oneself should not bully the person. 这件事,他觉得自己错了并非是因为不能婪欢,只是云浅身子弱,自己不该欺负人而已。 This is not wrong, that anything is wrong. 这不是错,那什么是错。 For many years, the fostered three views were not so easy to crash, only if...... 多年来,养成的三观也不是这般容易崩塌的,除非…… Only if Yun Qian really leaves him. 除非云浅真的离开他。 Other source talent and Yun Qian said that „has thinks not clear matter”, wants to be clear now finally. 他方才和云浅说“有一些想不清楚的事情”,如今终于想清楚了。 He rejects being intimate with dreamland neutralization Yun Qian , there is nothing to do at „correct” and „mistake”, because he thinks that the miss body weak in the illusion that in the dreamland can break conveniently. 他之所以拒绝梦境中和云浅的亲近,根本就无关于“正确”和“错误”,因为他以为姑娘身子虚弱在梦境中只是随手就可以打破的幻觉。 As the master of dreamland, he can definitely say, Yun Qian present sickness already was good, even the cultivation has. 作为梦境的主人,他完全可以说,云浅现在的病已经好了,甚至修炼有成。 He evades the reason that it is less than to be very simple. 他避之不及的原因很简单。 The one who knows the front is the dream, actually does not hate the miss in dream to endure hardship......, but also only stops in this. 知道面前的是梦,却舍不得梦里的姑娘吃苦……但是也仅止于此。 He cannot be unfair to Yun Qian. 他不能对不起云浅。 Otherwise always has to plant...... has not obtained in the reality attentive of miss, then comes in the dream to look for the small three feelings. 不然总有种……没有得到现实中姑娘的温存,然后来梦里找小三的感觉。 Yun Qian makes Yun Qian own slightly three...... 云浅做云浅自己的小三…… Does not know how the miss thinks. 不知道姑娘会怎么想。 „Somewhat wanted to listen to music.” “有些想要听歌了。” The Xu Chang'an thoughts are disorderly, suddenly remembered once listened to Zhu Pingniang has played the song when Northern Mulberry City, he could not remember the environment the romance and Zhu Pingniang wu condition, only then the zither music of purifying the mind running water fell on the heart. 徐长安心思凌乱间,忽然想起了曾经在北桑城时听祝平娘演奏过的曲子,他记不住环境的香艳、祝平娘的妩态,只有清心流水的琴音落在心田。 He is bathing such for a long time, understood some music theory, the zither | Jean...... actually can also shoot. 他在沐浴这么久,也懂了一些乐理,琴……其实也会弹。 Has the opportunity, the ball listens to the miss. 有机会,弹给姑娘听听吧。 Has not drunk the tea, Xu Chang'an that has not purified the mind starts to take the zither music to make shield, attempt makes oneself calm down. 没有喝到茶,没有清心的徐长安开始拿琴音做挡箭牌,试图让自己冷静下来。 He actually forgot. 他却是忘了。 The tea purifies the mind, the zither | Jean is uncertain. 茶清心,琴却不一定。 This was in brothel the adept manual labor of girls, the graciousness guest gate purified the mind, the girls ate anything. 这可是勾栏里姑娘们的拿手活计,恩客门都清心了,姑娘们吃什么。 …… …… Another side. 另一边。 The Yun Qian thoughts are pure, she not like Xu Chang'an, without brain thinks that so many some do not have. 云浅的心思单纯,她可不会像徐长安一样,没脑子的想这么多有的没的。 Girls the goal that endures not to abandon leaves has and only has two. 姑娘忍着不舍离开的目的有且只有两个。 First, oneself was tired, does not want to go bad his interest, this is the truth. 第一个,自己累了,又不想坏了他的兴致,这是实话。 ...... 还有一个…… At this time, after Yun Qian arrives spring, the present scenery is excellent, the spring water gathers in a small deep pool, the social class is distinct, the both sides are the rapid place such as the flying bead splashing jade, if gentle place Yinhu flowing swiftly wave, scattered and organized, struggles however to make noise. 此时,云浅来到后泉,眼前的景色极好,泉水聚集成一小潭,阶级分明,两侧是湍急处如飞珠溅玉,平缓处若银湖泻波,错落有致,争然出声。 It seems like tweedle to result. 就好像是琴声似得。 „zither | Jean......” Yun Qian is raising the bath towel gently, then looked at a Xu Chang'an direction, reveals several points of anticipation the look. “琴……”云浅轻轻提着浴巾,回头看了一眼徐长安的方向,露出几分期待的眼神。 To listen to his tweedle. 想要听他的琴声。 Thinking, Yun Qian is closing the eye slowly, felt that oneself was surrounded by the continuous cold spring sound of water probably, the sound listens carefully lightly, after approaching, is large expanse of lingering on faintly „” sound. 这么想着,云浅缓缓闭上眼睛,感觉自己好像被连绵的冷泉水声包围了,声音细听淅淅沥沥,走近了之后是成片不绝于耳的“哗哗”声。 Yun Qian gradually peaceful, then she steps on into the shallow spring, step by step. 云浅渐渐安静了下来,然后她踩入浅泉,一步一步。 Now the under foot is the smooth rock, therefore is careful. 现在脚下都是光滑的岩石,所以要小心。 In the past holds the arm of Xu Chang'an, now...... 以往都是扶着徐长安的手臂,如今…… Perhaps oneself can hold these stones. 或许自己可以扶着这些石头。 Yun Qian walks, the experimental grabbing stone tried, thought that does not have the arm of husband to be solid. 云浅走过去,尝试性的抓着石头试了一下,心想没有夫君的手臂结实。 Careful holds stone Yun Qian to sit down in the cold spring slowly. 小心的扶着石头云浅缓缓在冷泉中坐下。 Although she thought that throws down is had nothing by the Xu Chang'an attendance well, but...... Yun Qian knows the discretion very much. 虽然她觉得摔倒然后被徐长安照顾也没有什么不好,但是……云浅很知道分寸。 Now husband is not at side oneself, do not handle this matter, otherwise...... he thinks certainly that is because he not in oneself in hand, will be very guilty, but will not tease oneself like the past. 如今夫君不在自己身边,还是不要做这种事情,不然……他一定会认为是因为他不在自己才手上,会很内疚,而不会像以往那样调笑自己。 Feels oneself to be wrapped up by the slightly cool water current, Yun Qian depends on the smooth giant stone, closed the eye, does not have a wee bit relaxations. 感受到自己被微凉的水流包住,云浅靠着光滑的巨石,闭上了眼睛,却没有一丁点的放松。 The gentle water, the tweedle lightly, the dark environment, should have the security sense and comfort. 温柔的水,琴声般淅沥,幽暗的环境,应该是有安全感和舒适感的。 She only feels the suffering. 她却只觉得煎熬。 Because this world only has a oneself person. 因为这个世界只有自己一个人。 However for oneself another goal, miss then very good is enduring, is anticipating anything. 但是为了自己另一个目的,姑娘便很好的忍着,也在期待什么。 What meaning does the short separation win newly-married...... is? 小别胜新婚……是什么意思？ Is she at this moment at the matter of doing. 就是她此刻在做的事情。