The marriage affinity turned into the cause, is this good deed or the misdemeanor? 姻缘变成了因缘,这是一件好事还是坏事？ Yun Qian does not know, perhaps...... is a good deed? 云浅不知晓,兴许……是一件好事？ After all at least at this moment in husband at heart, Yun Qian thinks own exists to be very important, adds more important than „Li Zhibai, Liu Qingluo, Wen Li and slow Little Flower”. 毕竟至少此刻在夫君的心里,云浅认为自己的存在应当很重要,比“李知白、柳青萝、温梨、徐小花”加起来还要重要。 Even if adds Gu Qiancheng and Zhu Pingniang again, cannot compare her as before. 哪怕再添上一个顾千乘和祝平娘,也依旧比不上她。 Right, Shi Qingjun, almost this somewhat magical skill person forgetting. 对了,还有一个石青君,差点把这个有几分道行的人给忘了。 Although in these women, only then Liu Qingluo is the confirmation admires Xu Chang'an, even if others Wen Li does not want to understand the attitude to Xu Chang'an. 虽然这些女人里,只有柳青萝是确认爱慕徐长安,其他人哪怕温梨都没有想明白对徐长安的态度呢。 However Miss Yun no matter these. 但是云姑娘才不管这些。 So long as is interested in Xu Chang'an, what kind of favorable impression, so long as is the miss is counted entirely. 只要对徐长安感兴趣,无论是怎么样的好感,只要是姑娘统统算上。 However even so, Zhu Pingniang was still special that woman. 但是即便是这样,祝平娘仍旧是其中最为的特殊的那个女人。 „Un, Zhu Pingniang......” Yun Qian looking pensive. “嗯,祝平娘……”云浅若有所思。 She until now actually this woman forgetting, to come carefully, she is all beginnings. 她一直以来倒是将这个女人给忘了,仔细想来,她才是一切的开端。 Without Zhu Pingniang, Xu Chang'an absolutely , there would be no in the opportunity Morning Clouds Sect, will not meet Li Zhibai and Wen Li and other wait/etc...... 没有祝平娘,徐长安根本就没有机会上朝云宗,更不会遇到李知白和温梨等等等…… Also including Liu Qingluo. 还包括柳青萝。 If not for Zhu Pingniang recommends the Liu Qingluo liquor two to have the opportunity that to Xu Chang'an the short distance was together......, although Liu Qingluo according to will know Xu Chang'an, could not say that will also like on him, but most only met with the ordinary female's same expectation, not like the present firm. 若不是祝平娘向徐长安推荐柳青萝的酒让两个人有了近距离相处的机会……虽然柳青萝依会认识徐长安,说不得还会喜欢上他,但是最多只会是与普通女子一样的憧憬,不会像现在这样坚定。 Therefore this named Zhu Tongjun and Zhu Pingniang woman...... wants importantly compared with the Yun Qian imagination many. 所以这个叫做祝桐君、祝平娘的女人比云浅想象……要重要不少呢。 The Li Zhibai wife, this isn't Miss Zhu? 难道,李知白不是正妻,这位祝姑娘才是？ Moreover, relations that Zhu Pingniang and Li Zhibai somewhat are also unable to put things clearly. 而且,祝平娘和李知白还有几分说不清道不明的关系呢。 Zhu Pingniang or the world's first „seduce” and „sexually harassing” the Xu Chang'an woman, what a pity Yun Qian will not be jealous. 祝平娘还是天底下第一个“勾引”、“调戏”徐长安的女人,可惜云浅不会吃醋。 Yun Qian looking pensive. 云浅若有所思。 „?” On the Xu Chang'an head flies a small question mark, but his time listened to be clear, holds the bosom gently Little Flower that slept soundly, said in a soft voice: „Young Lady, Steward Zhu how?” “？”徐长安脑袋上飞起一个小小的问号,不过他这次听清楚了,轻轻托着怀里正在熟睡的小花,轻声道:“小姐,祝管事怎么了？” „We must look her.” Yun Qian asked. “我们是要去找她的吧。”云浅问。 „Reached an agreement.” Xu Chang'an shakes the head: „Now is reneging on a promise to be possible some late.” “都说好了。”徐长安摇摇头:“如今在反悔可有些晚了。” „I do not have this meaning.” Yun Qian shakes the head, she thought oneself happen to this time can look at carefully that woman, thinks, Yun Qian asked: „You said before she is Procuress, what is this.” “我没有这个意思。”云浅摇摇头,她只是觉得自己正好这次可以仔细去瞧一下那个女人,想了想,云浅问道:“你之前说她是鸨母,这是什么意思。” „.” Xu Chang'an is listening to the Yun Qian words, choked. “咳。”徐长安听着云浅的话,呛了一下。 However he thought that these things careful explained clear good with the miss, otherwise he, if evaded the subject, the miss began the interest...... that to be the big deal. 不过他觉得这些事情还是仔细和姑娘解释清楚的好,不然他若是避而不谈,那姑娘再起了兴致……那才是出了大事。 Openly expressed that was also all right. 说开了,也就没事了。 „Generally refers to opening brothel and brothel female.” Xu Chang'an stretches out a finger: „Most place of prostitution of Northern Mulberry City including Flower Moon Building is under the Senior Zhu industry, therefore she says is Procuress, naturally said that said that also few individuals really call him, I have listened many...... is calls Big Sister Zhu or the paternal aunt.” “一般指的是开设青楼、勾栏的女子。”徐长安伸出一根手指:“北桑城包括花月楼在内的大半烟花之地都是祝前辈手底下的产业,所以她自称为鸨母,当然说是这么说,也没有几个人真的唤他,我听过最多的……都是叫一声祝姐姐或者姑姑。” Xu Chang'an reminded Yun Qian: „We saw the senior when the time comes, Young Lady, as I call a senior and Big Sister, do not call what procuress.” 徐长安提醒云浅:“咱们到时候见了前辈,小姐随着我唤一声前辈、姐姐都可以,千万别叫什么老鸨啊。” Although her some are not proper, but he is very grateful to Senior Zhu, since knows Senior Zhu is his Teacher only „after good friend”, kindness at heart even more was rich. 虽然她有些不正经,但是他对祝前辈还是很感激的,而自从知道祝前辈还是他先生唯一的“好友”后,心里的亲切就愈发浓郁了。 Thinks carefully, Yun Qian may be able to make this matter to come. 仔细一想,云浅可太能做出这种事情来了。 If Miss Yun really called, although Zhu Pingniang will not be angry because of a minor matter, but Xu Chang'an can confirm, he will certainly be staring at with the look of that faint smile by the senior. 若是云姑娘真的唤了,祝平娘虽然不会因为一点小事而生气,但是徐长安可以确认,他一定会被前辈用那种似笑非笑的眼神盯着的。 „I knew.” Yun Qian nods, later asked „procuress is anything.” “我知道了。”云浅点头,随后问道“鸨是什么。” „Young Lady, what you want to know was somewhat many.” Xu Chang'an is helpless. “小姐,你想知道的是不是有些多了。”徐长安无奈。 Yun Qian blinks, grasps the arm of Xu Chang'an gently, the line of sight passed over gently and swiftly in sleeping soundly cat body, said: „I later will read some books.” 云浅眨眨眼,轻轻抱住徐长安的手臂,视线在熟睡的猫儿身上掠过,说道:“我以后会多读些书的。” „I if initially copied unknown character ancient rhyme and so on book, Young Lady read some books also to be insufficient......” Xu Chang'an to shake the head, said. “我当初若是多抄一点生字古韵之类的书,小姐多读些书也不至于……”徐长安摇摇头,却还是说了。 „...... Procuress bird, the female bird, without the rooster, they must multiply the descendant, can with the birds of any other varieties......, therefore is called the wives of ten thousand bird generally, for referring to opening the brothel person.” A Xu Chang'an hand grabs the head of Little Flower, listening to it soft snoring sound, side to say near the Yun Qian ear: „Is the shame person's name, therefore cannot call the senior like this.” “……老鸨这种鸟,只有雌鸟,没有雄鸟,它们要繁衍后代,可以和任何其他品种的鸟类……所以一般被叫做万鸟之妻,代指开设青楼的人。”徐长安一只手抓着小花的脑袋,听着它软软的呼噜声,侧头在云浅耳边道:“是辱人的称呼,所以才不能这样唤前辈。” „This?” Yun Qian nodded, looks at a Northern Mulberry City direction, the line of sight passed through the space probably, fell was holding woman body that the account book is doing accounts in some brothel. “这样？”云浅点头,看了一眼北桑城的方向,视线就好像穿过了空间,落在了某个青楼中正抱着账本算账的女人身上。 „Has she had many men?” Yun Qian asked suddenly. “她有过很多男人？”云浅忽然问道。 She cares about the red apricot very much. 她很在意红杏。 Is Zhu Tongjun the red apricot? 难道,祝桐君就是红杏？ „......” The Xu Chang'an space between eyebrows selects, immediately says: „How possibly.” “……”徐长安眉间一挑,立刻说道:“怎么可能。” Although he felt Zhu Pingniang travel fatigue before, since knows Qin Ling, as the approved later generation, knows from her there some Zhu Pingniang characters, naturally know her not to have the man. 虽然他以前觉得祝平娘一身风尘,但是自从认识秦岭后,作为被认可的后辈,从她那里知道了一些祝平娘的性格,自然知晓她没有过男人。 „Senior Zhu, who knows that she is thinking anything, perhaps she wants to give these women's families/home.” Xu Chang'an lets go. “祝前辈,谁知道她在想什么,兴许她老人家是想给那些女子一个家呢。”徐长安摊手。 This saying sounds somewhat laughable, where has brothel regards the family/home. 这话听起来有些可笑,哪有将青楼当成家的。 But Flower Moon Building regarding Liu Qingluo such female, is really then warmer than the family/home, after all this inside miss...... many also lived not to go on living at home, reduced to such situation. 可花月楼对于柳青萝那样的女子来说,便真的比家还要温暖,毕竟这里面的姑娘……多数也都是在家里生活不下去了,才沦落至这样的地步。 Everyone wants to make big Young Lady, but after all is not realistic. 谁都想做大小姐,但是总归是不现实的。 Does not steal does not snatch, without the monster calamity, under the tumultuous times, such a relieved haven, their already was content. 不偷不抢,没有妖祸,乱世之下,一个这样安心的避风港,她们就已经知足了。 Also, Zhu Pingniang as a Immortal Sect high level, actually also met is coming to power to develop the dance, to play a qin regularly...... she so, girls where also has what to be discontented? 再说了,祝平娘作为一个仙门高层,却也会定期在上台演舞、抚琴……她都如此,姑娘们哪里还有什么不满？ „......” A Xu Chang'an hand turns round on the forehead, sighed: „Had only heard places mean cultivation to walk toward the high place diligently, like Senior Zhu, from the Immortal Sect cultivation of high level on toward this mortal world Procuress, my first seeing.” “不过……”徐长安一只手覆在额头上,叹气道:“只听说过身处低微努力修行往高处走的,像祝前辈这样,从仙门高层往尘世鸨母上修行的,我还是第一次见。” Especially, he sees fairy maiden from Li Zhibai there chilly „Zhu Tongjun” that arrogantly and as if deodar cedar same makings, was really is hard to accept. 尤其是,他才从李知白那里见到仙子“祝桐君”那清冷孤傲、仿佛一株雪松一样的气质,真是更难以接受了。 „Regardless how saying that Senior Zhu is a good person.” Xu Chang'an said. “无论怎么说,祝前辈都是个好人。”徐长安说道。 Yun Qian: „......” 云浅:“……” She listened to Xu Chang'an some words, then how clearer oneself husband sees this Miss Zhu. 她听了徐长安的一些话,便更加清楚自己夫君是怎么样看这位祝姑娘的了。 It seems like...... likes very much. 看起来……很喜欢。 However, like not liking Li Zhibai liking. 但是,也没有像喜欢李知白那样的喜欢。 Also might as well like Little Flower such liking. 也不如喜欢小花这样的喜欢。 Very strange. 很奇怪。 Zhu Pingniang how compared with not on cat. 祝平娘怎么会比不上一只猫儿呢。 Yun Qian starts to ponder this strange issue. 云浅开始思考这个奇怪的问题。 This issue is very to her important, because she wants to do with Xu Chang'an intimate cat, fairy maiden that rather than the respect however alienates. 这个问题对她而言很重要,因为她想要做和徐长安亲密的猫儿,而不是尊敬但是疏远的仙子。 „......” “……” Xu Chang'an saw that the Yun Qian attention puts aside from brothel Zhu Pingniang body, the surface maintains composure, actually the innermost feelings were more relaxed. 徐长安眼看着云浅的注意力从青楼祝平娘的身上移开,表面不动声色,其实内心轻松了很多。 Care that like this he explained that for fear that...... the miss really had the interest in brothel, if she real...... 他解释的这样仔细,就是生怕……姑娘真的对青楼提起了兴致,若是她真的…… That picture is too strange, Xu Chang'an really cannot think. 那画面太离奇,徐长安真的不敢想。 Chatted cat. 还是多谈谈猫儿吧。 „Young Lady, I am good to Little Flower, is because was just stepping into cultivates in that slightly arid days, is this little fellow is accompanying me.” Xu Chang'an temperate little fellow who looks at the bosom. “小姐,我对小花好,是因为而在刚踏入修炼那段略显枯燥的日子里,就是这个小家伙陪着我的。”徐长安温和的看着怀里的小家伙。 Accompanies? 陪？ Companions? 陪伴？ The Yun Qian little finger shakes, raised the head, realized anything. 云浅小指一抖,抬起头,一意识到了什么。 „Un, at that time I in Northern Mulberry City, without the means am accompanying you.” Yun Qian presses firmly between the fingers the skirt. “嗯,那时候我在北桑城里,没办法陪着你。”云浅捏住裙角。 Xu Chang'an stares, shakes the head: „Was I threw down Young Lady for cultivation.” 徐长安一愣,摇摇头:“是我为了修行而丢下了小姐。” „I did not like you saying like this.” The Yun Qian nail was embed the palm. “我不喜欢你这样说。”云浅指甲嵌进了掌心。 She does not like throwing down two characters. 她不喜欢丢下两个字。 „In brief, not strange Young Lady, I am not a child, is difficult to be inadequate also the real important person to accompany.” Helpless Xu Chang'an even more. “总之,不怪小姐,我又不是个小孩子,难不成还真要人陪着啊。”徐长安愈发无奈了。 „But, I am a child.” Yun Qian earnest saying. “可,我是个孩子。”云浅认真的说道。 „?” Xu Chang'an stares, looks at front this completely condition extremely beautiful female, was unexpectedly ignorant. “？”徐长安一愣,看着面前这个尽态极妍的女子,竟然懵了。 However, he recovers quickly, sigh: „Can child, some people accompany?” 不过,他很快就回过神来,叹息:“小孩子,可以有人陪？” „Un.” Yun Qian accordingly. “嗯。”云浅应声。 Can the children, some people accompany? Probably cat this can in his clothes, rather than listen to him and oneself greasily says anything „acting with constraint” and „acting with constraint”. 小孩子,就可以有人陪？像是猫儿这样可以腻在他的衣裳里,而不是听他与自己说什么“矜持”、“矜持”的。 Yun Qian will not envy the temperateness that cat obtains, but absorbed shockingly. 云浅不会去嫉妒猫儿得到的温和,只是吸取了惊艳。 Next time...... 下次…… Next time again with he meets, can try the child. 下次再与他相遇的时候,可以试一下小孩子。 Naturally, that was the later matter, moreover...... can that time he also like the child, no one knows. 当然,那是以后的事情了,而且……那时候的他还会不会喜欢小孩子,谁也不知道。 Xu Chang'an does not know Miss Yun at wants at heart any strange matter, he is listening to the Yun Qian words, unavoidably somewhat loves dearly. 徐长安可不知道云姑娘心里在想什么奇怪的事情,他听着云浅的话,不免有些心疼。 Actually saw that Yun Qian loosened his hand suddenly. 却见到云浅忽然松开了他的手。 „I remembered a matter.” Yun Qian said: „Even if Miss Zhu is very special to you, but she cannot compare slow Little Flower...... to lose now eventually in the love.” “我想起了一件事。”云浅说道:“纵然祝姑娘对你很特殊,可她如今终究是比不上徐小花……应当是输在了恩爱上。” „????” The Xu Chang'an eye opened. “？？？？”徐长安眼睛睁大了一些。 „You have said.” Yun Qian say/way every single word or phrase: „In your hometown, did not say what love since the ancient times. Approximately liked the deep place turning into the graciousness, you gave me one, my again also your, frequenting each other was love for a lifetime.” “你说过的。”云浅一字一句的道:“在你的家乡,自古以来就不说什么情爱。大约爱到深处变成了恩,你予我一份,我再还你一份,你来我往的才是一辈子的恩爱。” Accompanies very importantly. 陪伴很重要。 Must in the same place, have the love. 要在一起,才会有恩爱。 Zhu Pingniang is even special, Li Zhibai is even fierce, what because accompanies side Xu Chang'an is slow Little Flower, therefore from individual emotionally, what can with by Xu Chang'an such pamper is Little Flower, but is not others. 祝平娘就算特殊,李知白就算厉害,但是因为陪伴在徐长安身边的是徐小花,所以从个人感情上,可以和被徐长安这样宠溺的是小花,而并非是其他人。 Yun Qian thought that let alone Zhu Pingniang, her oneself is not this. 云浅心想别说祝平娘了,她自己不也是这样。 She has not accompanied side Xu Chang'an, was taken advantage of loopholes by cat, therefore the miss and Zhu Pingniang named Yun Qian, Li Zhibai has no distinction. 她没有陪伴在徐长安身边,被猫儿钻了空子,所以名叫云浅的姑娘和祝平娘、李知白没有什么分别。 Yun Qian is really an ordinary female, she considers an ordinary female. 云浅果然是个普通的女子,她就当是个普通的女子。 „Little Flower is accompanying you, therefore, between you and Little Flower is not the love, but is the love?” Yun Qian frowns, which always feels or has not be right. “小花陪着你,所以,你与小花之间的不是情爱,而是恩爱？”云浅蹙眉,总觉得还是有哪些不对。 „...... Young Lady, I lost.” Xu Chang'an is listening to the miss that more and more strange words, inexplicable to her brain loop. “……小姐,我输了。”徐长安听着姑娘那越来越奇怪的话,莫名就对上了她的脑回路。 Frequently the lying cloud observes, Xu Chang'an can guess correctly that unexpectedly the idea of Yun Qian, except for not knowing whether to laugh or cry, actually did not have other means. 经常卧云而观,徐长安居然可以猜到云浅的想法了,除了哭笑不得,竟然也没有别的办法。 „Young Lady, I acknowledged, I said Little Flower was not pet...... is I am obstinate argumentative.” Xu Chang'an walks, holds the hand of Yun Qian, admits mistakes saying: „In fact, I regard other cat and to regard Young Pet to look that it, you left are thinking strange relations that oneself raises.” “小姐,我承认,我说小花不是宠物……是我嘴硬了。”徐长安走过去,重新牵住云浅的手,认错道:“事实上,我心里就是将它当成自己养的猫儿、当成小宠看的,你别在想其他奇怪的关系了。” Love? 恩爱？ The girls are also coming out that thinks. 姑娘也是想的出来。 Who can with a cat love. 谁会和一只猫儿恩爱啊。 „Young Pet?” Yun Qian blinks: „You had said before, had me, then does not need to raise Young Pet again.” “小宠？”云浅眨眨眼:“你之前说过,有了我,便不需要再养小宠了。” Was she taken away a position by slow Little Flower? 难道,她又被徐小花拿去了一个位置？ Xu Chang'an: „......” 徐长安:“……” Xu Chang'an knows that now anything is called to lift the stone to pound the own foot, he cracked a joke at that time. 徐长安现在知道什么叫做搬起石头砸自己的脚了,他当时就是开个玩笑。 However, Xu Chang'an after all was earnest, he bind rounded to live in the waist of Yun Qian, let her and oneself pastes in one, this said: „You is a my wife, how can be Young Pet?” 不过,徐长安终归是认真了起来,他箍住云浅的腰,让她与自己贴在一处,这才说道:“你是我妻子,怎么能是小宠？” In the world genial wind, had not rained, the person who actually blows is flustered. 天地间起了一阵和煦的风,没有下雨,却吹的人心慌。 „Originally is this.” Yun Qian bit cherry lips gently, on the ear climbed to wipe to blush removes quickly, she said in a soft voice: „I also felt, you and Little Flower love conclusion is incorrect.” “原来是这样。”云浅轻轻咬了一下樱唇,耳上攀起了一抹红晕不过很快就褪去,她轻声道:“我也觉得,你和小花恩爱这个结论是不对的。” If Xu Chang'an speaks the truth with her sooner, she will not think so many. 徐长安若是早些与她说实话,她也不会想这么多了。 Is better late than never, not late Xu Chang'an is helpless: „I thought actually I can keep up with the Young Lady mentality, is very great.” 亡羊补牢,为时不晚的徐长安无奈:“我倒是觉得我能跟上小姐的思路,很了不起。” „If not for the love, you like Little Flower so much , because of Wen Li and Senior Sister Wen?” Yun Qian also asked. “若不是恩爱,你这么喜欢小花,可是因为温梨、温师姐？”云浅又问。 Is because likes the pear flower, therefore likes Dragon Li? 是因为喜欢梨花,所以才喜欢狸花？ „What relates with Senior Sister Wen.” Xu Chang'an strange looked at Yun Qian: „Young Lady, Little Flower is I not, when will live there Senior Sister, it usually in courts disaster, the Senior Sister courtyard is safer.” “和温师姐又什么关系。”徐长安奇怪的看了一眼云浅:“小姐,小花是我不在的时候才会住在师姐那儿的,它平日里惹祸,师姐的院子安全些。” Primary and secondary must have. 主次还是要有的。 Senior Sister Wen and Little Flower may not have he such intimate relations , Wen Li is not rather gentle to Little Flower, confined to shut the Little Flower seal in the lakeside from her to look. 温师姐和小花可没有他这样亲近的关系,倒不如说,温梨对小花不温柔,从她将小花封印在湖边关禁闭就能看出来了。 „But......” Yun Qian must say anything. “可是……”云浅还要说什么。 „Ok.” The Xu Chang'an finger poked on the Yun Qian waist, is listening to the miss voice suddenly slippery accent, calls out in alarm „”. “好了。”徐长安手指在云浅后腰上戳了一下,听着姑娘声音忽然滑调,惊呼的“呀”了一声。 „Cannot indulge in flights of fancy.” Xu Chang'an took out bosom cat, uses the silk fabric to cover one next, places on the table after it cautiously. “不许胡思乱想了。”徐长安取出了怀里的猫儿,小心翼翼将它用绸子盖了一下后放在桌上。 If Yun Qian is jealous that good, the key is indulging in flights of fancy being jealous, how that really makes Xu Chang'an not know processes, when he is not can keep up with the Yun Qian mentality. 云浅要是吃醋那还好,关键是不是吃醋的胡思乱想,那就真的让徐长安不知怎么处理,他可不是什么时候都能跟上云浅思路的。 Just now if has not detected, then in Yun Qian at heart, he turned into and cat love anomaly. 方才若是没有察觉到,那在云浅心里,他就变成了和猫儿恩爱的怪胎了。 Cut off reading of miss to think. 还是斩断了姑娘的念想好。 Moreover...... also has a very important matter. 而且……还有一件很重要的事情。 „Young Lady, we present cultivation, I and Northern Mulberry City such, will leave together again are not three months and a half year.” Xu Chang'an categorical saying: „Said the cultivation not recording year, even if later closes up cultivation, I also close up in a room with you.” “小姐,咱么如今一同修行,我不会再和北桑城那样,一离开就是三个月、半年的了。”徐长安斩钉截铁的说道:“都说修行不记年,以后哪怕是闭关修行,我也与你在一间屋里闭关。” Then, he looked at Yun Qian secretly, discovered that the miss expression is calm, finally relaxes. 说完,他偷偷看了一眼云浅,发现姑娘表情平静,终于松了一口气。 However this tone was loose half, on stuck at throat. 但是这口气才松了一半,就卡在了嗓子眼。 „This saying.” Yun Qian both hands cover before the lower abdomen, in a double shears water autumn pupil is glittering the bright: „Was said that...... wanted with my love?” “这话。”云浅双手盖在小腹前,一双剪水秋瞳里闪烁着亮光:“是说……想要与我恩爱？” „Miss Yun, acts with constraint.” “云姑娘,矜持。” „Here is your family/home, I later must live here, moreover...... , if not call Young Lady, I like you calling my slow Miss.” “这儿是你的家,我以后要住在这里,而且……若是不唤小姐,我更喜欢你叫我徐姑娘。” Madame Xu, seems like slow Little Flower. 或者徐夫人,就好像徐小花。 Xu Chang'an thought that he always cannot fight the miss, but had not said that wants with the miss love words. 徐长安心想他总是斗不过姑娘,但是却没有说想要和姑娘恩爱的话。 Perhaps is because, wants to say with the miss love words, is not the love, but was the love. 兴许是因为,想要和姑娘恩爱的话说出口,就不是恩爱,而是情爱了。