Newest website: The Yun Qian pupil enlarges, her body was stiff, suddenly turned very quiet unexpectedly, the complexion is somewhat pale. 最新网址:云浅瞳孔放大了许多,她身子僵硬,一时间竟然屏住了呼吸,面色有些苍白。 Is flustered? 心慌？ Heartbeat seemed like must jump. 心跳的像是要跳出来了。 The previous time, making her feel when matter flustered is? 上一次,让她感觉到慌张是什么时候的事情？ The male facial features in dust-laden memory with the appearance of person gradually overlap at present. 尘封记忆中的男子面容与眼前人的样貌逐渐重叠。 Yun Qian is not willing, unable in the eye of Xu Chang'an to see the indifferent mood absolutely. 云浅不愿、也绝对不能在徐长安的眼里看到冷漠的情绪。 Those who let her rejoice is...... 让她庆幸的是…… His pupil water sleek/moist as always. 他的眸子一如既往的水润。 …… …… 【Warning!!!!】 【警告！！！！】 【Warning! Host......】 【警告！宿主……】 System insane the same alarm sound resounded in the Xu Chang'an mind, the person of shouting in confusion has a headache, probably the trim sky must cave. 系统疯了一样的警报声在徐长安脑海中响起,吵嚷的人头疼,好像整片天空都要塌陷了。 【Shuts up.】 【闭嘴。】 In his sea of consciousness tranquil seems like beach stagnant water, does not have any fluctuation. 他识海中平静的像是一滩死水,没有任何的波动。 As the Xu Chang'an sound falls in the mind, the System sound also stops suddenly, becomes very peaceful, the System record that only then the System panel brushes unceasingly upward, makes clear to the present scene to be dangerous. 随着徐长安的声音在脑海中落下,系统的声音也戛然而止,变得十分安静,只有系统面板不断往上刷的系统纪录,昭示着现在的场景有多么危险。 Danger? 危险？ Very dangerous. 是很危险。 Yun Qian both hands pinch the skirt, the clothes are exuding the fold, can make her flustered...... naturally is the extremely dangerous matter. 云浅双手捏着裙角,衣裳泛着褶皱,能让她慌张的……自然是极危险的事情。 ...... …… In the room, fire stone is bright, is actually not able to scatter Xu Chang'an this time state of mind, he is thinking Yun Qian stated the tone that at will she is unable to cultivate, the breath stopped the long time. 房间里,火石明亮,却无法驱散徐长安此时的心绪,他想着云浅随意陈述她无法修炼的语气,呼吸停下了半晌。 His eyelid partly hangs, before the volume, sends broken in the eye socket place casts the shadow, making his profile it seems like gloomy profoundly, in that gentle young fellow with the ordinary day acted like a different person. 他眼睑半垂,额前碎发在眼窝处投下阴影,令他的侧脸看来晦暗幽深,与平日里那个平和的少年人判若两人。 Yun Qian: „......” 云浅:“……” Xu Chang'an this time is not very happy, 徐长安此时的心情很不好, Yun Qian knows that this said no on is angry, to oneself incompetent remorse, is other anything. 云浅知道这说不上是生气、对自己无能的自责,还是别的什么。 Why she cannot understand can like this. 她不是很能理解为什么会这样。 oneself just cannot cultivation, why the mood of husband can miss this appearance. 自己只不过是不能修炼,为什么夫君的心情会差成这个样子。 Must know that she cannot have a child, Xu Chang'an does not have angry. 要知道她不能生孩子,徐长安也没有恼过。 ...... Is cultivation more important than the child? But he clearly likes the daughter. 难道……修行比孩子还要重要吗？可他分明是那么喜欢女儿的。 …… …… At this time, before the twisted off honey pot places the table, Yun Qian already was not in no mood to eat what nectar, her complexion tranquil held the Xu Chang'an lower hem corner gently, said: „You...... you are all right.” 此时,拧开的蜜罐放在桌前,云浅却已经没有心情吃什么花蜜了,她面色平静的轻轻抓住徐长安的衣角,说道:“你……你没事吧。” She seems like the tone to relax, but carefully looked, Yun Qian somewhat is even helpless. 她看起来语气缓和,可是仔细去看,云浅甚至有些手足无措。 Miss Yun was really hurried at this time. 云姑娘此时真的是慌了。 „All right.” The Xu Chang'an subconscious response, a hand is covering the forehead later, makes the own mood tranquil with every effort. “没事。”徐长安下意识的回应,随后一只手捂着前额,尽力让自己的情绪平静下来。 „It is not able cultivation, did not complain about Young Lady.” Xu Chang'an sighed gently, sits before the table, closed the eye, in the brain chaotic storms. “无法修行,也不怨小姐。”徐长安轻轻叹气,坐在桌前,闭上眼睛,大脑中一片混乱的风暴。 Yun Qian: „......” 云浅:“……” Didn't complain about her......? 不怨她……吗？ „I am not clear.” Yun Qian stands up, arrives at Xu Chang'an behind, from behind grasps him. “我不明白。”云浅站起身,走到徐长安的身后,从后面抱住他。 „Thump, thump thump and thump thump......” “咚、咚咚、咚咚……” Xu Chang'an feels Yun Qian heartbeat rapidly, the whole person stares, after he one, opens eyes: „Young Lady?” 徐长安感受到云浅急速的心跳,整个人都是一愣,他一愣后睁开眼:“小姐？” „I am not clear.” Yun Qian repeated own words: „cultivation is so important, I am not with on the child, has not seen your.” “我不明白。”云浅重复了一遍自己的话:“修行真的有那么重要吗,我怀不上孩子,也没有见到你这样。” „......” “……” Is listening to the Yun Qian words silent, Xu Chang'an a while, said slowly: „cultivation is unimportant.” 听着云浅的话,徐长安沉默了一会儿,缓缓说道:“修行不重要。” „Is unimportant? How can unimportant......” Yun Qian ask. “不重要？怎么会不重要……”云浅问。 Feels the Yun Qian even more rapid breath, Xu Chang'an sighs, he leans excessively, touches the Yun Qian profile. 感受到云浅愈发急促的呼吸,徐长安叹气,他侧过头,触碰到云浅的侧脸。 Really is a silly miss. 真是个傻姑娘。 The child he no doubt likes, what is most important is Yun Qian. 孩子他固然喜欢,但最重要的还是云浅自身。 It is not have the child, not to have the menses...... this not to relate. 无法有孩子、没有天癸……这都没关系。 Later can try hard, even if Yun Qian really cannot have the child, that is still indifferent, what he admires is Miss Yun , there is nothing to do anybody. 以后可以努力,就算云浅真的不能有孩子,那也无所谓,他爱慕的是云姑娘,无关其他任何人。 Therefore, the child is unimportant. 所以,孩子不重要。 But if Yun Qian is unable to cultivate, breaks the road that she took upward. 可若是云浅无法修炼,就是断了她往上走的路。 This lets outside the Yun Qian experience regarding wish wholeheartedly boundless Xu Chang'an, being no different is bolt from the blue. 这对于一心想要让云浅见识外面海阔天空的徐长安来说,无异于是晴天霹雳。 Therefore does not practice the child is more important, but is the miss in the future will be more important than anything. 所以并不是修炼比孩子重要,而是姑娘的未来比什么都要重要。 Must make Yun Qian understand that his idea, this not different is extremely difficult, therefore Xu Chang'an had not explained that but deeply inspires, pondered how following...... should do. 要让云浅理解他的想法,这无异是极为困难的,所以徐长安没有去解释,而是深吸一口气,思考接下来……应该怎么做。 Yun Qian has not understood that meaning of Xu Chang'an, she continues saying: „What to do I cannot cultivation to.” 云浅没有明白徐长安的意思,她继续说道:“我不能修炼要怎么办。” „I do not know.” In the Xu Chang'an eye flashed through several points of confusedness, but quick becomes exceptionally firm: „Northern Mulberry City is good, I can live in the city with Young Lady.” “我不知晓。”徐长安眼里闪过了几分迷茫,可是很快就变得异常坚定:“北桑城不错,我可以与小姐在城里生活。” „?” Yun Qian hears word, the breath stagnates: „You...... were say......” “？”云浅闻言,呼吸一滞:“你……是说……” „You, if cannot cultivation, I also no longer cultivation.” Xu Chang'an restored the past at this time the appearance, he stands up, grasps Yun Qian from the upfront, both hands link lives in her waist, resembles to her rub the body. “你若是不能修行,那我也不再修炼了。”徐长安此时重新恢复了以往了样子,他站起身,从正面抱住云浅,双手环住她的腰,似是要将她揉进身子。 „The following cultivation, closes up frequently five years and ten years.” Earnest saying of Xu Chang'an near the Yun Qian ear: „Millennium couples must feel better hundred years of couple, but...... hundred years, were many.” “后面的修炼,闭关动辄五年、十年。”徐长安在云浅耳边认真的说道:“千年夫妻是要好过百年夫妻,可……百年的时间,也不少了。” Wants him to go to cultivation, putting a Yun Qian person life is being not possible, might as well sought first to be calm and steady. 要他去修行,放着云浅一个人生活是不可能的,还不如求一世安稳。 Northern Mulberry City has Morning Clouds Sect to illuminate, is a good destination. 北桑城有朝云宗照着,算是个好的去处。 „Do not practice?” Yun Qian grabs the Xu Chang'an beam: „You...... you clearly regard as important cultivation very much.” “不要修炼了？”云浅抓着徐长安的束腰:“你……你分明是很看重修行。” „Young Lady thinks, I am but why cultivation.” “小姐以为,我是为什么而修行。” „I.” “我。” „Originally you know.” “原来你知道。” With several sighs of Xu Chang'an, the flame in room temperate, all changed the warm and gentle appearance. 随着徐长安的几声叹息,房间里的火光温和的了许多,一切都变回温暖、柔和的模样。 Xu Chang'an helpless shaking the head: „If the cultivation price reduces with Young Lady in the together time, actually after cannot lengthen the time, then puts the cart before the horse, without significance.” 徐长安无奈的摇头:“如果修行的代价是缩短与小姐在一起的时间,却不能延长以后的时间,便是本末倒置,没有意义。” Yun Qian looks at the Xu Chang'an earnest look, gawked same place some little time, the lip moves, has not said anything. 云浅看着徐长安认真的眼神,原地愣了好一会儿,嘴唇动了动,却没有说出什么来。 „Does Young Lady want to say your secret with me?” Xu Chang'an blinks. “小姐是想和我说你的秘密？”徐长安眨眼。 „Does not want.” “不要。” Yun Qian shakes the head, she said: „I am believe your.” 云浅摇头,她说道:“我是相信你的。” Her tone, earnest saying: „So long as you want to do, the matter that could not have achieved, including trying to find the solution...... lets my cultivation.” 她语气顿了一下,认真的说道:“只要你想去做,就没有做不到的事情,包括想办法……让我修行。” Yun Qian believes Xu Chang'an, is to make him solve the difficulty, has not actually thought that...... oneself is unable to cultivate this ridge is so high, not only has not played the proper role, but also almost crashes Xu Chang'an. 云浅相信徐长安,是让他去解决困难,却没想到……自己无法修炼这道坎有这么高,不仅没有起到应有的作用,还差点把徐长安压垮。 Un. 嗯。 He is not so actually weak. 他其实也没有这么软弱。 …… …… „Young Lady thinks highly of me actually.” Xu Chang'an shakes the head, looks to the out of the window gloomy sky. “小姐倒是看得起我。”徐长安摇摇头,看向窗外阴暗的天空。 The worst possibility, is Yun Qian really absolutely does not have means cultivation. 最差的可能,就是云浅真的完全没有办法修行。 The words saying. 话是那么说。 spirit treasure that even Yun Qian cannot cultivation, in the world still be able to prolong the life many, therefore he says that must give up cultivation with Yun Qian, is only the last escape route, before that...... must try hard. 就算云浅不能修行,世界上也不乏能够延年益寿的灵宝,所以他现在就说要和云浅放弃修行,也只是最后一条退路,在那之前……还是要努力的。 „My mistake, making Young Lady anxious.” Xu Chang'an look gradually pure brightness. “我的错,让小姐不安了。”徐长安的眼神逐渐清明。 He really cares about Miss Yun, the brain first absolutely does not have the means to ponder normally, is flustered and worry, made the worst plan directly. 他实在是太在意云姑娘,大脑第一时间根本就没有办法正常思考,又慌张又担心,直接做了最坏的打算。 He will expose the oneself complete weakness in front of Miss Yun, will therefore have beforehand was being so gloomy and saying words that must give up. 他会在云姑娘面前暴露自己全部的弱点,所以才会有之前那样阴暗、说着要放弃的话。 However vented weakly, must face the reality. 但是发泄软弱过了,就要面对现实。 With the Yun Qian related difficulty, even if this ridge is high, he after all is if wants the means to solve the problem. 与云浅有关的困难,哪怕这道坎再高,他终归是要想办法解决问题。 „I also know, now said gives up some too being rather early.” The Xu Chang'an movement gentle reorganization Yun Qian disorderly clothes, said later: „I try to find the solution again.” “我也知道,现在说放弃未免有些太早。”徐长安动作轻柔的整理云浅凌乱的衣裳,随后说道:“我再想办法。” Looks that Xu Chang'an buoys up, the Yun Qian pale complexion was finally more moderate, she said: „I have not thought that you will regard as important cultivation like this, if so, daughter's matter, I......” 看着徐长安重新振作,云浅苍白的脸色总算缓和了一些,她说道:“我没想到你会这样看重修行,若是这样,女儿的事,我就……” „Has not related with the daughter.” Xu Chang'an broke Yun Qian, strange looked at her one eyes, then said: „Young Lady knows that now cared about cultivation? Just now knows unable obviously cultivation, did not care, only keeps thinking is eating your nectar.” “和女儿没有关系。”徐长安打断了云浅,奇怪的看了她一眼,接着说道:“小姐现在知道在意修行了？方才明明知道无法修行,也不关心,只惦记着吃你的花蜜。” „I care is not cultivation, is you.” Yun Qian earnest saying. “我在意的不是修行,是你。”云浅认真的说道。 „I care was cultivation?” Xu Chang'an asked back. “那我在意的就是修行了？”徐长安反问。 „......” Yun Qian hears word is startled. “……”云浅闻言一怔。 She also had to say the talk between lovers said husband time. 她也有说情话说不过夫君的时候。 Yun Qian grabs the hand of Xu Chang'an, said: „I was hungry.” 云浅抓着徐长安的手,说道:“我饿了。” „I prepare food.” “我去做饭。”